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my brains been really weird when it comes to gaining f/os cause like..they wont last very long n i end up getting taken off my list💀 berhhhhd
#though i am looking at someone else from gravity falls...#im scared to explore it#also changing lore on my sona theyre related to soos instead bc#big familial f/o i think...#i think bill is just a big blorbo n nkt an f/o#though u can probably cause on who im thinking of bc he is kinda my type lmao#i was gonna make my sona related to the pines but i ended up not last minute#ok ill stop ranting bye
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me: incoherent rambling about how this is somehow my favorite scene from genloss period
normal people: hey, how’s it going today is a beautiful day to go outside
#no it’s not because of hetch and his pathetic ass stab wound#okay part of it is but also just the fact this is when charlie and ranboo really realize their reality is not like it seems#WHEN HETCH ASKS RANBOO “who are you” after ranboo tries so hard to remember what his life was like#and basically charlie being so confused because his life isn’t his life#It’s such a short scene but it sets up for the rest of the show.#and than the scene after when charlie sees the cabin and like realizes the world he knew was basically a movie set#ILL STOP YAPPING SOON I JUST OUUU#yeah#im glad that hetch’s voice lines didn’t change in that part during fc 😭#genloss#srry for the rant in the tags LMAO
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What's p/p?
Ah, I meant to say, pp, Psycho-Pass. I usually add slashes to avoid unprompted rambles to show up in main tags, sorry if that resulted confusing.
I love Psycho-Pass. I already made a post about why bsd fans might find it enjoyable, but honestly, there's so much more to it beyond what it has in common with bsd.
The prompts for reflection this series offers are just wonderful: on the relationship between citizens and government, on pervasive systems, on freedom of choice and free will, on safety vs. freedom, on discrimination of minorities and creation of scapegoats, on propaganda and brainwashing, on the increasing and treacherous presence of technology in everyday life, on how government uses technology to control and manipulate people, on fighting the system from the inside vs. fighting the system from the outside. I should watch it again too. It's crazy good.
Akane Tsunemori - the coprotagonist of the first season, the protagonist of the second season and overall the true core and heart of the franchise - is one of the most complex and beautiful characters I ever met. Her growth and character development is truly amazing: the way she starts off as unknowing and naïve, and grows so so much from there; how her writing finds this perfect balance between becoming more mature / hardening and staying true to her beliefs - even when everyone, the system, the people she relies to, the people she looks up to - tell her that there's no other way, that it can't be. It's breathtaking. She is a breathtaking character. The way alone that no matter how conscious and aware she becomes of how cruel the world is, how unredeemable people are, how beyond saving the system is, she still keeps believing in humans… It may sound cliché by itself, but believe me, it's wonderfully executed, and her character is truly amazing. Not to mention, the way she mirrors the coprotagonist Kougami is fabulous, but this is not really about him; she's an amazing character of her own right, and I will die on this hill.
The female cast in general is all amazing honestly. Don't get me wrong, the male characters are just as complex and multilayered (and I LOVE Gino and Kou, how couldn't I), but that's… Something we're more accustomed to, while finding well written female characters is objectively much harder. Female characters in Psycho-Pass aren't written as female characters, they're written as people, just as much as their male counterparts are. They have their fears and hopes and strengths and weaknesses just like any other character. I love Yayoi for being strong and coolheaded. I love (LOVE) Shion for being her fabulous self, kind and flirty and confident and with an heart so big, and for her subverting the trope of guy in the chair by being a glamorous woman who's also incredibly competent at her job of analyst. I love Akane's friends and I don't like season 3 but Mai is genuinely awesome and a joy every time she's on screen. I love Risa so much I could die, I love how strong and independent she is, I love the dilemmas she had to face, I love her choices and how they might have been the wrong ones and how it still haunts her, I love the tragedy of her character in general, I love the doomed friendship that used to be between her Gino and Kou. I love love love Fredrica, I love her being bossy and confident, diligent and determined. There's just a lot of… Strong and independent women in Psycho-Pass, and it's not just a way of saying, they really are.
I LOVE women loving other women, canonly, on screen. The confirmation may be delegated to a small moment in the last episode of the first season, but the fact that it's still there nonetheless, and how it confirms that all the previous moments and exchanges were indeed moments and didn't leave it to ambiguity… It's nice, to say that the first season of Psycho-Pass came out in 2012. And you might have to wait eight years, three seasons, five movies for it, but the phrase “I just want to go outside, dine somewhere nice, and go for walks with someone I love” may make it worth it.
And I LOVE how all the leader positions are filled by women. It's a little funny, honestly, in the best way– despite what I made it look like so far, the Psycho-Pass cast is still men-dominated (or at least a pretty equally split 50/50?); yet all the leader positions are always filled by women: Akane and Mika and Kasei and Frederica and Karina, it's always women.
Also, Mika is a brilliant character. Of course I love her. I'm so so sorry for how much hate and criticism she gets (over being a purposely annoying character! Insane! When Dazai exists!), when she does really and excellent job at conveying “look! A fucked up brainwashed individual in a fucked up brainwashing environment! I wonder how that could have happened!”. Not to mention that her growth, her long and devious way to admitting that the system is flawed, is truly well made, too. Unpopular opinion, characters with big flaws, characters who are unsufferable and make lives impossible to everyone around them, characters who mess up again and again, are actually great to watch.
Again, don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore Gino and Kou too ahah. They're both great!! But that you can probably see by your own. Gino in particular used to be my favourite, how his character does a total 180° turn. I love to see men admit their mistakes and make the choice to be better tomorrow.
About that, the relationships between the characters are AMAZING. Especially the main trio Akane / Kou / Gino, all the combinations within it are beautiful and deep and brilliant, so so enjoyable to explore and with their fair share of canon content, while still never straying to romantic territory (I mean, Akane/Kou may be going in that direction, but if that's true, that's the slowest slow burn I've ever witnessed in my life).
What's more. The world building / general premise - a dystopian world, where your predisposition to do crime can be measured and the government makes use of such technology to monitor and control the population and guarantee everyone's safety - is genuinely interesting and compelling. The aesthetic is genuinely cool (AH, now that I think about it, I've got my unfair bias for people in suits, and pp has a LOT of people in suits… ). The opening and endings feature great artists like Egoist, Ryo, Who-ya Extended and Cö shu Nie, so you're sure to love them!!
(Also, Psycho-Pass is something I used to spend entire nights talking about with a friend, and I'm always thinking about her and hold her tight to my heart in every moment so. That's worth mentioning for me, pfffttt. I love my friend so much.)
Finally, because the other Psycho-Pass post I made here keeps haunting me for the lack of trigger warnings, please be aware: Psycho-Pass DOES have trigger warnings. Pretty much for eveything you can think of. Sexual assault and gore and body horror on the top of my mind, but it's quite dark and gritty at parts in its entirety, so please please keep that in mind if you decide to pick it up.
Well, this is the end of my Psycho-Pass love letter for now. Please give it a chance if you can! I'll go rewatch it now. General watch order, in order of release, is season 1 → season 2 → movie → Sinners of the System movie trilogy → season 3 → First Inspector movie → Providence movie. I don't really like the third season or First Inspector movie (the characters are still great tho, even the newly introduced ones), and I've yet to watch Providence. The first season later came out with an extended edition of added scenes between episodes, and they're quite nice, so if you can't get ahold of it, you might want to look up for a compilation of the missing scenes still.

#Me: Psycho-Pass is great! I need to explain people why it's great by exposing different and various aspects of it!#My brain: WOMENWOMENWOMENWOMENWOMEN#To be fair that's just what b/sd did to me lol. I didn't use to pay much attention to it before...#Until it (good female characters writing) was taken away from me#people asks me stuff#Following up ask me what klk stands for so I can rant about it lmao#Although K/ill la K/ill is like. Media literacy level: extreme.#You really have to think it through to get why it's so good–#and the apparent unsuspectable fanservice that doesn't have anything to it doesn't help the case.#(Unless you wonder if the constant fanservice ties with the theme of “women will never be free of objectification of their own bodies–#because that's something coming from how other people decide to view them and thus is out of their control.#The only way to truly be free is to stop giving the things you can't control importance and act noncaring and independent from them–#while you keep fighting for your right to make your own choices in society.#All using as a commentary on how clothing is both women's nightmare‚ something they both desperately hate and yet rely on for strength‚#their biggest weapon‚ their greatest confinement‚ their closest friend and worst enemy.#Ultimately‚ true freedom will not be reached when others stop viewing women as an object for their own pleasure‚#but when women accept themselves and their body and their appearance‚ even naked‚ paying no mind to how others see them.”)
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wanted to do a small roster update :) just waiting for elgacia now! cant wait to simp for all the lazeniths there 😭 tien and lauriel feqbhgewghebgege im ready to be on my KNEES
also cant wait for the ptr changes to hit our servers! made a deadeye and im ready to bench my summoner for him 😭 all the gold i spent on her, thinking she will be my main... only to get benched in the end... but at least i did it before she reached ancient tier, that’s when it’s a bit too late to make the switch..
side note. can i just say. 1580 for kayangel hard mode. REALLY. 1580. i already complained my way to 1560, i cant imagine honing 12 more times just for it 😫 but gotta do it for the angel wings mount... (and akkan but cosmetics > raids)
and after playing for a year and a bit, i finally realized why there isnt that much content for loa. with all the raids you have to do + dailies + real life things, where time? i wanna write and talk about hidaka and sylus from rowen, the thirain affection rank my god, thar and my oc brainrot etc. etc. but theres just no time zzzzzz...
#lost ark#lostark#yeah im kinda a nolife when it comes to this game#where time? where energy?#especially after you get jailed in clown#man i swear clown jails are worse than brel jails#ok ill stop before i start an entire rant about jails in the tags lmao
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anyway yeah relevant to that post abt being deaf/hoh and ppl excluding u from conversation bc of it (even unintentionally), that's smth that's been really deeply bothering me lately bc there are a few ppl I routinely have to deal with who do it a lot and it Pisses Me The Fuck Off I've lost all patience w them. giving up and calling it ableism and walking out idc anymore 🚶♂️
#theres a guy at work whos incredibly annoying for it but tbh hes bad at his job in general anyway n everyones annoyed at him all the time#so at least i get some solidarity from my other coworkers (who are generally rly accommodating of my deafness)#i dunno how he hasnt got the memo ive explained im deaf so he needs to face me n make sure he has my attention n enunciate multiple times#but nope still not getting thru to him! so half the time if he starts mumbling i just pointedly ignore him until he either speaks more#clearly or goes away lmao#and same with a friend of a friend im sure hes a nice guy and everyone else seems to like him n hes in our main discord server so i cant#avoid him as easily and ive been so tolerant of it but hes worn thru my patience entirely and idc abt trying to be nice anymore#if he comes on call and starts mumbling and sidelining me from the conversation i just put him on mute im not dealing with that anymore#i dont fucking care if its petty and rude to do that. im tired of trying to understand him and dealing with how left out he makes me feel#i hope he picks up on the hostility n feels unwanted so maybe then he'll understand what its like for me and fix his behaviour 👍#bc i have no other way of communicating that with him anymore. since I CANT FUCKING HEAR HIM!!!!!#he also has a lot of other annoying behaviour which is fine but this is my limit its so disrespectful and outside of my control#make space for my disability or go away forever#not sure if we could even be friends if he did change now bc hes soured my impression of him so much by this point.#sad! well theres other guys#im glad everyone ive met at climbing so far has been pretty good abt it. really not that hard to do!#anyway rant over lol. at least the guy at work is only on a temp contract so only have to deal w him for a few more months#unfortunately since the rest of that group is friends w this other guy he'll prolly be around longer. but oh well lmao#just crossing my fingers he'll drift away n never open discord again so ill never have to deal w his shitty crackly mic mumbling#or maybe he'll stop fucking calling from whatever wind tunnel hes in and properly join in on our movie nights instead!!!!!#it is sad bc i think he has similar music taste to me. there are def some things we have in common that could form a basis for friendship#but hes gone n ruined it innit#aaaanyway oops started complaining again... the bitch grind never ends#im gonna shower n go back to elden ringing it.... fare thee well#.diaries
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It's also just so incredibly frustrating because people will take any example of a (usually male) character being horrible as some sort of "proof" that they're mentally ill (which, hmm, interesting that your automatic explanation for "why do they choose to treat other people horribly" is "they have a mental illness that just Makes Them Act Like That"), but there is no kind of nuanced or critical discussion of media that ACTUALLY (for ill or for good) tries to depict mental illness, and you try to recommend media that handles it well (that might even be good for other, completely unrelated reasons!!) and people just ignore you.
#I'm going to work myself into a Full Rant™ a la the infamous '[this topic] in fiction' essay from two & a half years ago if I'm not careful#so I'm going to stop now. but I just. I want to fucking scream lmao.#honestly...once mental health awareness month hits in may I might just genuinely try my hand at making gifs#just to give stuff some fucking visibility lmao#maybe I'll try to get that 'emotional support dw lady shares my Disorder™ and here's why' fic finished (or the one about lizzie)#maybe every day is me explaining why a different character has a given mental illness according to me#maybe I'll write 3 million essays. idk. I just feel like I'm yelling into the void. I HAVE been yelling into the void for 20 years.#it gets exhausting. and tbh. also very sad.#like at this point I'm seriously considering organizing an event of some kind#but Idk if anyone would even be INTERESTED in that#because they're certainly not interested in anything regarding this topic in general!#In the Vents
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that moment when you think about a friend you haven't seen in 2 years and you realize wow the attachment issues are strong with this one
#just blahs#kinda rant/vent in the tags bcs i feel like maybe writing it out will make me feel better but making it as a part of the post seems too much#anyways lmao#said friend was basically my first real friend that i can actually remember and we were literally inseperable for the like . 2 years we had#but then they had to move away#and yeah i technically still have their discord and i can (do) message them every once in a while#but like . im constantly worried that maybe they wish i just stopped#Im always the one to reach out to them first mostly because like every once in a while i literally just sit and cry bcs i miss them#and i have no idea if they miss me too#because they were literally such a vital part of my life but maybe i wasn't as vital in theirs#maybe one day ill actually talk to them about all this#maybe some day I'll tell them that i have a playlist dedicated to them that i listen to sometimes when i miss them and want to cry#maybe some day I'll tell them that i still always sleep with the little plushy they gave me the day before they left#maybe some day I'll tell them how much i want them back and if maybe . just *maybe* they want me back#or maybe some day they'll tell me they've moved on and that i can stop checking in on them every few months#maybe theyll tell me that its weird that i *havent* moved on#because its been two god fucking damn years#thats plenty of time for me to just forget about them and move the fuck on .#its not like i don't have new close friends anymore . bcs i do . but theyre not *them*#i just want to know if they miss me even just a bit as much as i miss them#i need to know .#idk#i really shouldn't be allowed to stay up until almost 4 am lmao#anyways . might delete this in the morning we'll see#I'm just in a missing them mood rn im fine
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hello!! I don't have a fic request, just a question. :( Do you write for Riff? I know he wasn't on your list (or at least I didn't see him on there), but I am curious. If not it's totally okay!! I get he's a harder character to write for -^- - anon!!! >:∆
Hellooo!! ^w^ I could def try my best to write for Riff [might leave it to my alter Silver since he's a big Riff fan :3] and I'd super appreciate it if the request was more specific since it helps us visualise things better!! Thank youuu for the ask :3!!
#starzasks#we'll rewach world tour rn actually LOL so Ill pay more attention to Riff and hopefully it turns out okay!!#also if you wanna send in your Riff headcanons I dont mind at all ^w^ characters w low screen-time I find harder to write#since I'm afraid of like deviating too much from canon in reqs but. canon doesnt give much to work with yk? so i have to think outside it#but im always like omg no one's gonna agree with your hcs STOP THIS NEOW !!#when I dont think ppl care that much lmao#ok im just ranting AVSHXBX overall you can absuloutely send in your request and we'll try our best !! :33
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Got my call reminder for my gastric emptying study and I'm a little nervous 👉👈
#wednesday.. gonna bring my switch and my sketchbook 👀#I'm just nervous it might come up normal and the docs are gonna just shrug at me U_U next step would be looking into mcas#it's gonna be okay... my god it's gonna be okay this is just something ive been trying to get for a few months now#it already got rescheduled once U_U I'm just auughhgghgh.... they have me on reflux meds that haven't done anything :/#gotta stop em all morning of me having my little egg sandwich#yes i have confirmation that it is indeed an egg sandwich 👀 also i assume the tracer is indeed radioactive#considering I'm going into the nuclear medicine branch for this test so. yippee?#anyways. that is all for today's medical update bc i just liveblog being chronically ill now lmao#I'm just so glad to be in a place where i can actually look into everything.. I'm glad to have names for what i do know is wrong at least#WILD to have been called a hypochondriac most of my life until we finally found out I'm actually disabled U_U#will make a post before i go in and ask for some good luck wishes <333#hoatm rants#🖤chronic illness tag🤍
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AAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK PANIC good omens. most recent show i watched to full. IF I COMBINE IT WITH FUCKIN SANDER SIDES I CAN DO A PRESENTATION ON HOW CROWLEY AND JANUS ARE SIMILIAR VERY MUCH GOOD. MWAHAHAHAHAHA I GOT THIS IMAGINARY SCENARIO IN THE BAG BITCH.

#good omens#anthony j crowley#janus sanders#sander sides#chaos#victory#listen i watched good omens like 3 months ago BUT i dont have the attention span to watch anything else without someone dragging me so#im so tired lmao#panic#at the everywhere#LMAO#anyways#time to stop being a dumbass#nah actually no.#it's my natural state#fuck you#have a good night!#<3#im gonna be up all night#on tumblr#dammit#let me sleep please#its fine. im fine#ill live#screaming#whoopsie spiraled#its fine i have the energy for a mental breakdown tonight totally#whatever#okay gonna stop ranting in the tags now#help
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okay i was terribly disappointed when i found out we weren't doing mamma mia anymore due to problems getting the rights BUT finding out we're doing guys and dolls actually sounds really fun liiikee Guys should i actually go fir Adelaide 🫣 her songs are in my range and dont sound half baaadd, like ik for a fact who they are gonna cast as all the main characters but no harm in trying riigghhtt??? ahaha...hah...😬 we do multiple tracks so everything is like triple casted so maayybeee i could get a like 1-2 performance track as her?? like probably not but who knowss!!! (says the girl who does not have the classic theatre "look"™️ at all + is one of the worst dancers in the company) haha 👀
#anywhoo ill stop ranting lmao#im pretty excited tho!#i really love singing Adelaide's lement#its so fun and i lovveee doing her accent:D#i wont get my hopes up tho lol#apple basket rambles#musical theatre#theatre kid#guys and dolls#musicals#:3#we'll see#wish me luck
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Hate that a 3am bathroom selfie is always a 10/10 but a dressed up ready to go out one looks like a 5/10 + balding + charges were NOT dropped + asshole energy. Brother i cannot win
Actually I'll add the photos under the read more and you'll see what i mean lol. I thinks it's my glasses that ruin it but I'm so bad at putting contacts in 🤣
Takin a shit

Ready for having a fun day at the mall

#i guess ill tag as personal but i dont really care all that much#just didnt wanna post this on facebook where all my friends parents would come running#and say no honey u look fine#i KNOW#im always on fleek ok i slay sometimes. not often. but I've busted my bank account at a rock and metal merch place the last few years#my drip has endless swag#right now i am wearing a drag queen shrek Burlesque show tshirt and bright blue metallica pants#man im tagging this a rant lmao#i gotta stop drinking monster cans. this is making my head haywire#Monster Energy Ultra Strawberry Dreams my beloved <333
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#gonna continue ranting for a sec#not to be like kids these days bc i Know a lot of these ppl are well into their 20s#just like do u not have anything else going on lmaO#like man after a full day of soul crushing world news and thinking about Money#fuckin.... washing blood and other gross shit off of me after a week at the Cow Murder And Dismemberment Barn#being poor and queer and chronically ill -#who tf has the energy to be like AND IF U LIKE DIFFERENT THINGS THAN ME DIE ???#if u like things i dont like KYS shhhh Stop#shit is bonkersssss#im not gonna say grow up or touch grass either#its just so intensely not that serious#block tags if they make u feel gross!! skip certain fics!!!#just dont be a Jerk abt it
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it makes me sick the fact that some people are all for mental health importance on idols but don't hesitate to send hate to an idol the next minute like????
#ive been on kpop twt for 7 years and its honestly nice and funny when you have ppl with the same mindset as u around#but lmao why are some ppl so pressed abt kpop why do u even care to the point to hate on them#this is about many idols btw but specially bambam lmao he's getting hate unfairly these days and im sick of ppl misreading the sevens#ik no one is perfect (yup guys not even idols bc they're humans as well not robots 😵💫) but i dont think he did smth to get that hate lol#maybe before going on with ur malicious comments u guys can check the veracity of ur facts 😁#and the day ppl stop acting like posting hate comments wont get to celebrities would be a nice day on the internet !!!!!#if u dont like someone please just keep scrolling 😭😭 you'll be happier not wasting negative energy on someone u dont even like trust me#anw thats it im just tired bc it's always them getting hate and them seeing those comments it makes me sick#yup they're grown ups but that doesnt mean they dont have feelings 🥴#anw yeah ill protect skz and got7 get behind meee#said those 2 cause i always see lots of hate towards them and it annoys me a lot lol#kpop#rant
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Wizard101 Pov: you're scrolling on spiralblr some point around arc 2
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I'm never going on a field trip again THEY PUT ME IN A FUCKIBG ZOO
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A field trip to a zoo doesn't seem too bad??
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No you misheard me. I'm not at the zoo, I'm in the zoo. As in, I'm in one of the cages and people are taking pictures of me.
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Can there stop being attacks on the spiral for FIVE FUCKING MINUTES????
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YES.
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ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
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Idk if I'm just dumb but I truly don't understand colonization in the spiral. Like you travel through time and space and through the stars and find an entirely different world doing just fine and you say, "that's mine now" ???????
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spiralblr simplifying and overexageratting other worlds' problems. why am I not surprised.
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NOT WHAT WE'RE CALLED
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stopped by the back of ravenwood for the first time in a while and malorn ashthorn was there still lmao I guess it makes sense for the younger students to be taught there so they don't have to go all the way to nightside but what a flashback
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If you think I'm mentally prepared to take on the real world after Ravenswood you got another thing coming. I'm guarding that pit til I die.
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ok first of all didnt know you have spiralblr hi second of all does....does ambrose know you're still squatting there teaching the younger students?
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Titan knows. I don't think that man leaves his office. I get a sack of gold each month but I think gamma is in charge of finance.
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The owl? That's why my student loans got fucked up 🤦♂️
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ew, what is a specieist doing here
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I am sick and tired of all you pretend activists calling me marleyboner. It's literally a slur. Idc if you think it's funny to shit on worlds you deem ~problematic~ but disrespecting an entire world's name like that is unacceptable.
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this you?

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i love posts where you can see exactly why the op is deactivated
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listen i have nothing against wizards visiting celestia but if you do can you please use a mount that makes sense for the area. yall have no idea how terrifying it is when you leave your house with your crab friends and a fucking horse starts swimming toward you.
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about to go fight this wizard in the spiral cup ill post the video later
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i got my ass beat bruh im not posting that shit
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Why we should have expected the y**ng w*z*rd destroying Azteca (part 1)
yw crit under the cut
i have to put something here but i do not have the energy to write an entire essay from ladyorielfan23's perspective so imagine a super angry rant here about how problematic the young wizard is omg why would you say that ladyorielfan23 also my apologies for fucking up the lore in the last dashboard simulator i have no idea what this game's plot is
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Multifandom: Caleb (LADS), Castorice and Sparkle (HSR), Ei and Ganyu (GI)
I adore aus where the characters are aware of you in some way even though they're still in another world. My favorite of those concepts is an au where instead of them being your favorite gacha characters, you're THEIR fave.
I like to imagine that this version of them doesn't take place in their reality that we know of ingame. Instead, it's more of a modern au where they're just as chronically online and cringe as us lmao. Spamming their social media accounts when you get a new card (or whatever your game does) in all caps, falling asleep to videos of you talking. Maybe even writing long, angry replies on Reddit defending you and how you're best char. Here's some of the characters I feel particularly suit this idea
cw: mental illness (they're gacha addicts what else would you expect lol), mentions of death, light angst for some characters
-Caleb-
Listen, I can't NOT talk about Caleb here. This concept is practically made for his clingy, traumatized ass.
In this version of him, I imagine he started out pretty normal for a while actually, making friends pretty easily in his youth and all of that. Slowly but surely, though, things shifted. Family deaths piled up at an age where he just wasn't ready to handle that kind of emotional burden and... well, you know how guy friendships can be. He didn't really feel like he could turn to any of his real friends the way that he desperately needed to stop his entire world from falling apart.
And then there was your bright smile on his screen all of a sudden. He'd seen ads for the game you're in before, but he never got around to actually trying it out. Until that fateful day. After having gone through yet another funeral, his brain felt so fried and tired that he barely even processed his finger movements as he went through all the install screens, clicking the repetitive buttons and whatnot.
It's not like there's something wrong with the other characters or anything. They're fine and all, but he quickly started to realize just how much you stood out to him. How soothing everything about you was, as if you were actually there telling him everything would be okay. It doesn't take very long before he's full-on obsessed with you.
As a fan, he'd be so so pathetically jealous. Of course, he logically understands that he can't stop other people from looking at you, pulling for you, loving you... But holy hell if he doesn't want to just have you for himself, as ridiculous and impossible the notion is. He's the type of dude who'd legit get so heated over seeing someone mischaracterize you that he'd either send them a 1000 word rant or insta-block them. No in-between.
And yes, he would listen to your sweet voice every time he feels particularly lonely or grief hits too hard. You aren't going to judge him for crying, after all.
-Castorice-
Castorice in a modern au, in my opinion, would totally be a hospice worker. Ever since she was a child, she's had a knack for finding injured animals and would cradle them in her palms each and every time until they took their last breath. She's like an angel attracted to poor, suffering souls. Unfortunately, her young kid mind misinterprets the situation and believes she's cursed instead. It ultimately culminates into a full-blown phobia of touching people with both of her hands; it's just that ingrained in her that holding someone equals death.
Thankfully, as she gets older, she manages to cope with her fears a little better by putting her talent to good use. Whenever a patient in her care clearly expresses that they're ready to go, she's more than happy to help them pass on. But... it's still so achingly lonely. A real romantic relationship doesn't even process as an option to her, because, yknow. Physical intimacy.
That's why she grows so painfully attached to you, viewing you as her only real hope of having the lover she yearns for. Sure, she's not delusional. She knows you have a screen permanently forcing you two apart, but that's even better in her book. This way, her curse will never, ever harm you.
Castorice would absolutely be part of the hugging-a-pillow-and-imagining-it's-you club. Every single night, without fail, she wraps her arms and legs around her body pillow while imagining you. How warm you would actually be in her arms. She'd even go as far as to spray a scent on it—whatever reminds her the most of you while she's out shopping one day and picks it up.
As far as her online presence, she's definitely on the calmer side. Her account is filled to the brim with wholesome fanart of you, both reblogs and her own works. If anyone talks smack about you, she'll just block them and cleanse her soul with that adorable birthday art of you. Why waste precious energy on them when you're here to love and adore?
-Sparkle-
Sparkle is THE number one online troll, you can't convince me otherwise. Everyone else hates her so much, but somehow, they can never get rid of her presence. Aw, they blocked her newest account? Too bad, she's already got 3 other ones ready to go. But no matter how many times it changes, one thing remains consistent: that damn profile picture of you.
In a bizarre way, her determination to troll combined with your face being plastered next to her username kinda lets her... claim you? Nobody else would dare to use that photo of you as their profile pic, at least. It's not exactly the most orthodox way of showing her affection for you, but it gets similar results.
Now, everyone hates her and all, but most people have learned by now that she's best handled through methods like ignoring or blocking her. If they do that, typically Sparkle's attention wanes and she moves along to her next victim. But one person, one damn person, takes things too far. They start spamming insults towards you in her dms, tagging her in hate posts about you, everything to get under her skin. And it works like a charm. She's literally seething behind her dusty computer screen, losing her mind at every stupid notification sound.
Let's just say, that person won't be using social media again any time soon. Not once she's done with them.
-Ei-
It feels a bit strange, this version of Ei. Trust me when I say that every ounce of elegance and social skills her Genshin counterpart has flat-out doesn't exist in this world. I'm talking doesn't brush her hair most days, constant eyebags, won't even order at a drive-thru due to needing to talk to others, the works. It's not even necessarily that she's got social anxiety or anything like that. Ei plain old doesn't like people in this au, or at least, anyone other than you.
You're her rock that keeps her going every day. Why bother "making friends" when you're already here by her side every day? Why bother "taking care of her appearance" when you love her all the same? Her parents tried so hard to intervene and force her to act normal. They took away her devices and even forced her into therapy for as long as they legally could, but she just... wouldn't change. When they took her phone and computer, they'd expected her to switch hobbies. Maybe she'd pick up reading again. But every time they peek into her room, she's just sitting there with a vacant, empty expression. They can't hear it, but in her mind, you're still there right next to her keeping her company. It's honestly so heartbreaking to watch that they give up and let her have everything back again.
Truly, nothing else matters to her but you.
Unlike the others, she actually wouldn't have any social media presence whatsoever. Ei's stuck so far in her delusional attachment to you that she barely even can register the fact that she isn't your actual friend or partner. How could you not be, when you're together every moment of every day?
-Ganyu-
Ganyu's honestly probably the only one here with a genuinely healthy attachment level toward you, even if she admittedly uses you a lot to cope with her insecurities. You're just so, so sweet to her, having so many uplifting voice lines.
Her absolute favorite card of you is one where you're eating pastries with your game's mc. It comes with a corresponding unlockable event, where you encourage them to eat as much as they want. You even reassure them that no matter how they look or how much they weigh, you'll always love them. Essentially, you give Ganyu a free therapy session, and one that she greatly needs.
As much as she loves you, work forces her into being a filthy casual. Don't worry, though! She always makes time for limited content with you in it, like event stories and cards. Plus, she earns so much from her hard work. She can afford to spend an extra hundred... or five hundred... on duplicates of you. Even if your game's company is greedy as all hell, she still takes pride in funding them. If your game ever got the dreaded end-of-service announcement... she doesn't know what she'd do.
Her whale habits carry into social media, where she pays the bills of so many artists. They practically view her as a saint, both for how often she commissions them and for how willing she is to pay full price. Her? She's just happy to have all this extra content of you to admire. What a sweetheart ♡
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