#Ill Mascaras
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u can put on shitty goth makeup in your room if you want.
#arrgh mascara is so hard to get off my eyebrows. ig ill leave them in.#i cant wait until i get the motivation to buy face powder#my posts
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#masato arakawa#snap sketches#//ear-rupturing yelling// MY TOXIC GIRLFRIEND#i called him my wife on my twit priv and that was just illegal.. hes not wife material... just toxic girlfriend material....#emo week ig this is the spiritual pair to the da|go i drew. whenever i drew that. lol...#i miss drawing him sooooo much..... i draw aoki all the time (hasnt drawn him in weeks) but i never draw masato#highkey this was just an excuse to draw him shirtless...... but that sketch will never see the light of day so i made one for public viewin#anyway sorryyyyyyyyyy he still makes me unwellll </3#aesthetic goals Sorry x2 </3#i like how i draw masato with eyelashes but not aoki. as if aoki doesnt also have cute lil lashes#i just wanna accentuate the fact i know masato definitely wore mascara </3 i know it to be true..#i shouldve been workin but i just needed to draw somethin for myself or id go insane just doin comm stuff this week#this BASIC AS HELL ik but i just needed to draw somethin.....#im almost done so soon ill be free. Until Next Week but i just needed a Fun Lil Thing as a refresher#ok bye
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“Your hair is so beautiful, Masako. Please don’t cut it, dear.”
“..I won’t, mom.”
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me and what we want are going through a lovers spat rn because i desperately want to write more for it but i constantly feel like shit so its really getting in the way of our relationship. also if youve sent me any asks that i havent responded to i am geniunely so sorry about it i am in the trenches right now
#sophie speaks#the disability is disabling me and its PISSING ME OFF#just let me write bro its not that hard#aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#like im always thinking about it#drunk www!reader dancing to hot to go with the boys and every single one of them thinking about how bad they want to plow you as you-#jokingly flirt and wink and tease. and the entire time you have no idea theyre totally down 100% ready to go#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#if it gives fun dumb party vibes it is for www.#www is about the hot girl mascara running end of the night heels in hand look#hundredth thing i said www is about but like. something something the beauty of life and kindness and love and hope vs hate and loneliness#anything even close to that ballpark is what we want#gonna cry i geniunely want to write for it so bad i know im just complaining over and over but being chronically ill sucks so much#chronic pain sucks so much like whyyyyyyyyy cant i even go out to a cafe to buy takeaway in the car whyyyyyyyyy is the sun painful#its not supposed to be like that man :(#god i want another few months of my fibro going into remission pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee january february i loved you more than anything ever ahhh#nnnnnnnnnnghhhhhhhhhhh#ill. ill get there one day#so says most people#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#maybe ill just put in like the next hundred words or something#chugging along#so fucking slowly but yknow. literally have to spend basically all of the day inside my room because it hurts too much to be outside it#so. maybe i can give myself just a little slack. the tinniest bit
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anyway goin home 2day which means everything is v real again and i am going 2 throw up from anxiety i need it to not b stressful n sad there again lol but i wont feel bad sleeping again prolly
#i think we do urn stuff when we get back n that makes me need 2 cry but i cant rn bc i put mascara on bc tips of my eyelashes r blonde so#if ppl r gna see me sometimes ill throw that on if im not feeling makeup n im usually not for more than a few hrs at a time#but yeah just anxious af lol smoking a bowl or 2 b4 i gotta pack it n then like an hourish in might take an edible idk when im feelin in ig#xanax also needs to kick in bc brushing my teeth and coughing both involve way more gagging than they should when im this anxious bc i#already feel like im gna throw up
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some days i sit with myself and get the craziest flashbacks.
#i was just looking at how i did my mascara for the day and all of a sudden i remember when i was…well…#my throat was being gagged in the most delightful way and i started tearing up from it#and he said ‘‘ awww are you crying for me?’’#…#YES AND ILL DO IT AGAIN WITH PLEASURE#sorry just wanted to share that#face-fucking…try it and it might just change your life#it changed mine#{ ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐃! }
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Oh and one thing I forgot because there was just SO MUCH in ‘The Madness’ that I really liked and I really hated-
If you write a book with a character with mental illness and they are magically cured after the climax, you wrote a bad portrayal of mental illness.
#the madness#this I will just tag the book bc that was The Worst Thing#for a book that kept having me and losing me- I was there for this protag that just happened to be named Mina#her OCD and various phobias pitched up the grosser horror and her unspoken desire for self-punishment and#while not the best look^tm it felt realistic as mental illness isn’t always perfectly running mascara and just#it just felt like such a betrayal when she was explicitly like ‘and all my tics went away and I was never mentally ill again :)’
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something something dean gets gender envy from katya
#listen mama by mcr is top on my on repeat playlist im going through something rn#also i may or may not have read an entire google doc about this novie just to be accurate ab katya’s look so there#MIGHT do dean putting on mascara w a knife dressed as katya OR ill just draw katya doing that idk#i dont think its been done yet so maybe i can get the gross satisfaction of being the first one lmao#ALSO HAPPY THANKSGIVING i am a basic bitch who LOVEs this holiday#spn#spn art#my art#supernatural art#supernatural#dean winchester art#dean winchester#goncharov#katya goncharova#art#artists on tumblr
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idk why i have this idea that one day im going to outgrow being nonbinary and just be a full time old man like for some reason picturing myself old im always an old dude in cargo shorts and a faded graphic tshirt
#cro zone#i guess its the idea that when im old i wont have to put effort into my appearance? even tho i like putting effort into my appearance now#who knows maybe ill be 60 and ill still be wearing bodycon dresses and mascara that glues my eyes shut if i blink before it dries
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so evil that i have to take off my makeup before bed. why did i put you on
#usually if its just eyeliner ill leave it and like wont take it off ever#ill like tidy it up a bit with the underside of my t-shirt and then reapply bits so it looks right#BUT FUCKING MASCARA??#you cant leave that shit on you’ll get an eye infection (speaking from experience)#fuck my transboy life#red rambles relentlessly
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A yes or a no, Jay. I promise we’ll respect your decision either way.
i cant have a hug right now.
#ill cry.#i have mascara on.#just role(play) with it#jrwi rp#just roll with it riptide#jrwi#jrwi riptide#just roll with it#jay askbox#jay talks
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i feel like any conversation about letting people wear makeup or shave “if they want to” could really benefit from a WHY do they want to. because it makes them feel good? ok. why does it make them feel good. it’s almost like doing things to make oneself look differently causes others to treat them differently as well. like hmm bet it DOES make sm1 feel pretty good to not be looked at like theyre disgusting for having body hair or visible pores on their face.
#i used to have like a 20 step DAILY makeup routine ok#i wouldnt even lean outside to get the mail without at LEAST some concealer and eyebrow gel and eyeshadow.#now ill like. put on mascara if im going somewhere nice thats IT.#for so long had myself fooled like hehe i jusr like wearing makeup!#no i just like being treated like a human being lmao
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Okay so my mom prefers me with short hair, my colleages like the long hair, and me i just think its thinning so i decided to cut it.
Which Beau hairstyle would u prefer?
[Doodles are pretty accurate. Top 2 are longhair, more curly and wild. Bottom canvas is me with the shorter current style of hair which is more in model]
#also i barely wear mascara these days#its mostly a thin line of eyeliner and if im fancy ill add the wings
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i feel so cute and good i almost forgot to do my eyelashes
#even putting it on felt like oh i dont even need mascara today but i know when i see my reflection later ill be like damn what was a thinkin#g
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i need her to notice my haircut and then think i look extra boyfriendable so that i dont have to be the only loser with a crush
#i hate having a crush everything i wear and do suddenly matters way more than it should#i was literally like. picking out my fits and rearranging the order of wearing them based on when i see her#so that the mid fits are not seen by her..#also i was contemplating wearing mascara on my bottom lashes today but i was like no❤️ ill do it on the day i see her (tomorrow)#z.post
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i have $19 aud to spend on a new lip product!
#ive decided im going to get one#with the gift card i got#.evature#but i dont know which one!!!!#theres so many options#and do i want a balm#or a tint#or a gloss#or an oil#or a scrub?!!#do i even want smth for my lips?!?!!!!#i need like a pros and cons list of each thing#i also want to trial them#but this one brand i was looking at#only sells their stuff FULLY packaged and they dont offer testers#i also want smth kinda fancy#so i dont think ill buy smth from them anyway#theres a mascara ive been eyeing up#but its wayy more#and i dont wear makeup day to day#only moisturiser and sunscreen#but i think having a cute lip tint or light gloss would be cute!#i have a lip gloss thats shimmery but thats for special occassions#this would be smth for everyday use#if anyone has any recs lmk!!!
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