#Idk How Much More I Can Take
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what do you MEAN “Careless Whisper” by George Michael plays in the miraculous movie???????
#hall of fame#i feel like i’m gonna cry for all the wrong reasons#idk how much more i can take#what do you MEAN i’m only 30 minutes in it’s felt like a lifetime#miraculous ladybug#miraculous movie#miraculous spoilers
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the ‘healing’ part of the tour is not about the past of this phandom. they better be healing us from the psychological damage they’ve been inflicting in the last couple of months
#idk how much more i can take#i also need to sleep before i explode#dan and phil#dnp#phan#phil lester#amazingphil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#danandphilgames
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Genuinely, why is the world such a shithole? A constant stream of new, awful things people are doing floods my mind every single day. How am I supposed to live like this? How do I keep going when I know that if I even make it to like 80, the world will still be a shithole? Maybe less of one, but a shithole nonetheless.
I used to be so in love with life, I wanted to live forever, but now that I see the reality of the world around me I don't know if I want to live to see tomorrow. I feel so out of place.
I'm a being of love and kindness and understanding, and I was forced into a world filled with hate and bigotry and suffering. The world and the people in it seem to go against who I am at a fundamental level, and it's eating me alive.
I'm trying to hang on, to desperately cling to life, but idk how much longer I can keep doing this. I don't want to die, but i don't want to live in a world like this.
Humans make such beautiful art, so full of emotion. We create incredible machines, with such great intellect. We do all of these things that are so full of beauty, but we can't just love each other.
We live in such a beautiful world, full of the most incredible sights and secrets. We strive to see all of it, including the endless beauty of space. Yet we can't love each other.
We can find love with another person, so pure and grand. We can form bonds with those closest to us, unbreakable and true. Yet, we can't extend that love to everyone else.
Why not? What is so hard about loving others? What makes it such a difficult task? I sit here, weeping, because I see little hope for a truly free humanity, yet others see my weeping and rejoice. Taking my pain as a victory, my shattered soul as their trophy.
They wish to remain in this world of hate and bigotry and suffering, for reasons I can't possibly understand. I wish for all of us to be freed from this agony, for reasons they don't wish to comprehend.
#idk how much longer i can do this#idk how much more i can take#im losing my mind#transfem#transgender#wlw#lgbtqia#lgbt pride#lgbtq community#lesbian#lgbtq
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organizing a mission to rescue kyle from don callis, who wants in?
tired of him fucking kyle over in every big match. gonna shove that dumb screwdriver up his ass
#he needs to leave soon im begging#idk how much more i can take#aew#all elite wrestling#kyle fletcher#aew dynamite
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I want to naw on his arms... ✨ affectionately✨
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ttpd hasn’t been out for a whole day and i’ve already seen multiple stsg edits to it 😪
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that new justin pic...............
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i need to go lie down at the bottom of the lake. not kidding.
#the depression and anxiety are reaching critical points guys#idk how much more i can take#atlas.txt
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I pretend that being stuck in my house almost 24/7 because it's summer and there's no where to go for me due to personal reasons that require probably a long explanation to type out for non-irl people probably isn't ruining my mental health but for the last couple of weeks I've been starting to doubt that the planet Earth is an actual space rock I'm stuck on and that other humans other than me and a few others(my parents not included)are real and not simulations or robots made by the government to further psychologically torture me like the little test guinea pig for science I am probably??Like Idk moving out seems to good to be true right now. Lmfao is it even worth it to make it to 18??Lol(I'm not currently suicidal btw so please don't worry about me, I'm just nervous because I really want to feel the skin of another human being who isn't my family). Oh, how a girl can dream♡.
#I Am Losing My Mind#I Feel Unironically Crazy#Literal Insanity#I Am Not Trying To Be Rude#But I Unironically Feel Crazy#Its Literal Insanity To Me Ngl#I Feel Lile I Am Losing Reality More And More#Whats The Point?#WTF Is Wrong With Me#Not Gonna Lie#I Hate My Fucking Life#Please Just End Me#Help Me God#Someone Please Help Me#Idk How Much Longer I Can Do This#Idk How Much More I Can Take#Lmfao#Roflmao#I Am So Cringe#I Am So Sorry#I Don't Want To Die#I Can't Do This Anymore#But I Can't Do It#I'm Too Scared#I'm Such A Coward#Bro Idk#Someone Tell Me I'm Nof Crazy#I Want To Be Free#God Is Love#Save The Planet
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born to pillow blanky honk shoo mimimi forced to perform labor in exchange for unfair wage compensation
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When they tell you that you have a stubborn attitude each time you answer back refusing to live the life they want you to live or wear the clothes they want you to wear.
#I’m telling you that you look stupid because I love you#were her words. because my sweater was one size up. how I like it.#my family are toxic#idk how much more I can take#just wanna go home to my dad#𝒪𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓊𝓇𝒹𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈#telling me that my mother who loved and understood me more than anyone#would slap my face for wearing an oversized sweater#bitch no#she would slap YOUR fucking face#with her FIST.#FUCK you.#cunt.
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i am going to go insane i think
#begging life to give me some sort of passion or motivation or any fucking reason at all to get up in the morning#i want to drink so bad lmfao. only reason i won’t is bc ik it will make me relapse even WORSE into my ed#idk how much more i can take#i feel like ive reached the end of my ability to cope
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Most people take a level psychology to cure mental illnesses, but instead end up getting one from taking the subject 🥲
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hi besties please send me all the good vibes you can rn
#just basically got in a fight with my mom#for lack of a better word#idk how much more i can take#something’s gotta give#she just does not want to communicate in a healthy way#and I know she’s got trauma from my dad I know that#I do too#but that’s not an excuse for her behavior#she talks the talk about wanting to leave but then when my sister and I try to help#she doesn’t really take it seriously#things today just happened so fast#lindsey rambles
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i am not gonna lie to you guys. if htf keeps going down this route i might take my blorbos and run
#text#htf#my transformative works were a little TOO transformative anyway#like i wouldnt need to change too much to turn em into ocs#i really hope it doesnt come to that. bc htf has been with me for almost a decade.#but. man.#idk how much more i can take
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i need to actually start doing my research cuz i did also believe stray kids was a 4 member group…
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