#IVE BEEN STRUGGLING FOR MONTHS
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I AM COOKING RIGHT NOW. I AM STRAIGHT UP COOKING
#elec rambles#yes I am making something new#AND ITS FINALLY SOMETHING I FIND SHINY#IM SO HAPPY#IVE BEEN STRUGGLING FOR MONTHS
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ctommys
#my art#ctommy#c!tommy#ive been without my actual tablet in almost 2 months im sorry for no art also i suck at drawing now T_T#struggling a bit bear with me
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Bribed with Chocolate. The way it should be.
Part 22 || First || Previous || Next
--Full Series--
More to come as this is a two-parter. But you know how I am with schedules.
Bonus:
I think this was an equally possible reaction from Chara.
#Chara and Azzy have another talk#Finally Chara shows their mischievous side.#and Azzy knows Chara's language well#my art#deltarune chara timeline#art#bread#deltarune#ngl im so happy with how that chocolate shake came out. I want to eat it so bad#yay 6 pages of taking :') i hope you guys like that lmao#Glad I got this one done in basically a month and a week! Hah. I'm trying me best :') Halloween.. Exams and a ton of other things came up#surprisingly these backgrounds weren't terrible to do... I mean took more than two hours but you know what I mean#i struggled with how to frame the background though. I actually liked drawing it. But because both the background and my characters--#--are super colorful I have to make sure I don't muddle the whole page.#Ive been thinking of doing the overworld in black and white recently... may help me actually finish the comic lol. idk i may make a poll#gonna try and get the new part out in maybe a month again? sorry. Thanksgiving and Christmas get me exhausted.
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guess who just found out his laptop isn't broken and it was actually just his roommate installing a shitty wifi extender (which he didn't even offer to let anyone else use) that cuts off my access to the internet by redirecting it all to the opposite end of the house 😐🚬
#🐉#i was gonna buy a new laptop! ive been struggling to get a decent connection long enough to use it for fucking months! goddddd#im so fucking angry rn. i thought it was my fault that i couldnt do basic tasks that require internet access and this whole goddamn time#it was just my roommate being selfish
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HELLO WAIT DID I FORGET TO POST THIS HERE (made as a birthday present to a discord friend)
#I drew this like 2-3 months ago#two of us#two of us!david#two of us!rowan#art#digital art#Ive been feeling kinda low motivation#and the only thing I Have been working on is a personal project that I cant even share rn#(Looks listlessly at my sprawling character reference sheets) one day you will be real#ANYWAY I was scrolling through my old art to try to wrestle up some motivation for myself and WHOOPS found this#Whatever remains of my TOU fandom might as well get to enjoy this#the prompt for this was they wanted to see a design for Spider!Rowan I think#Rowan is just not very spidery to me tho so I struggled#Hes a puppet through and through
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Happy Halloween!! Here's a little preview for the next moon to prove I'm still workin on stuff lol
#this page has really been a struggle for me to map out for some reason#but good news everyone. ive been excited for MONTHS about the next couple moons after this one#so fingers crossed i can get to them in a timely fashion :')#sneak peek#chitchat#i really really really hope i can get this done tomorrow. fingers crossed
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Ridonculous Race but Noah is friends with Owen part 9: Teamwork makes the dream work!
Don't you LOVE IT when Noah gets to play the stupid game? Don't you LOVE IT when Noah and Owen work together and Owen isn't left to do everything himself? Don't you LOVE IT when they mutually support each other and care enough about each other to give it their all??? Personally I love it when that happens
No transcript cause there's no dialogue. Instead have scrapped doodles for this part that I refuse to leave in the jail of the IbisPaint canvas
#total drama#total drama ridonculous race#total drama presents: the ridonculous race#tdrr#total drama noah#td noah#total drama owen#td owen#noah is friends with owen#Starry makes art#CAN I BITCH ABOUT THIS PART. ILL BE BRIEF PROMISE#the first picture was drawn in JANUARY. IVE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE THIS PART SINCE JANUARY#but I struggled for 2 reasons. 1: for the life of me I didnt know how it should end and 2: for the longest time I thought I needed to draw-#-a n//emma reconciliation. and my God did I dread drawing the damn reconciliation#WHICH I DID DRAW!! IT EXISTS!! BUT I DIDNT EVEN LIKE IT I DIDNT THINK IT WAS NECESSARY!! SO I FOUGHT FOR MONTHS OVER WHAT ON EARTH COULD BE#-A BETTER ENDING TO THIS PART. I DREW THE RECONCILIATION JUST TO TRASH IT. THIS PART HATED ME#but here we are. the ending to this part is a callback to the high five of the first episode but with so much more passion behind it#that's as good of an ending this part gets#I think the next part's the last one. I promise that one will go much smoother than this one
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Home is where I want to be, but I guess I'm already there
I come home, she lifted up her wings. I guess that this must be the place
I can't tell one from another—Did I find you, or you find me?
There was a time before we were born
If someone asks, this where I'll be
Where I'll be
#brokeback mountain#ennis del mar#jack twist#heath ledger#jake gyllenhaal#annie proulx#ang lee#cowboys#gay cowboys#cowboy#gay cowboy#gay#mlm#queer cinema#queer lit#hey...hi...hello...#i actually dont just talk about brokeback mountain all day long contrary to popular belief. sometimes i also make art#i actually started this back in december for bbm's anniversary and in that time i discovered i have a new adversary:#drawing grass#but it's finished... it's finished... i can rest easy now knowing that ive finished this art that has singlehandedly killed my creativity#the art that i have been screaming shitting crying about struggling with for 7 months now#which will only get like 9 notes max#but that's OKAY. i did this for me. i needed to be the change i wanted to see in the world(seeing ennis looking at jack like he's the sun)#my art#still brokeback posting
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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take my fucking hand!!
#this is a drawing that ive been trying to do for like 6 months#dont ask me whyy i struggled so much i could Not tell you#i missed drawing mikey SO much#my chemical romance#mcr art#gerard way#mikey way#my stuff
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click for better quality!
requests from twitter ^_^
adderfang, goosefeather, dawnpelt
crowfeather, heathertail, frostpaw, sandynose
#my art#adderfang#goosefeather#crowfeather#frostpaw#sandynose#heathertail#dawnpelt#warriors#warrior cats#waca#wc art#STRUGGLED TO POST THIS ON TWITTER LMFAO said id only do six and then i realized i accidentally skipped over someones request and i did two#cats per one person which i didnt want to do but then i didnt want to not post one of the cats . whole thing but everyone got at least one#request BAHAHA#and then i kept posting and deleting to mess with the line up and bleghhhhhhhh#been almost a month since ive drawn non lps warrior cats and it feels like its been so long since ive done casual art#which is what this was AHBKSDHFBD . college is going fine for anyone curious. doing very well in one of my classes which makes me really#happy and the professor and i joke about how hard i am on myself and how im my own worst critic and at the end of the day the things i do#are AT THE VERY LEAST decent lmao#anyway i turn 20 this weekend which is very weird . but im just glad i have a weekend birthday HAHA#ANYWAY hope you guys are doing well <:-D#I ALSO WANNA POINT OUT HOW EXCITED I GOT WHEN I REALIZED THAT ADDER AND DAWN ARE RELATED#adderfang > leopardfoot > tigerstar > tawnypelt > dawnpelt#LIKE THATS HER GREAT GREAT GRANDPA#anyway im going to bed its almost midnight [but thank god i dont have class til the afternoon]
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first meeting?..
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#chase young#xiaolin showdown#rc9gn#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#animatic#listen. i cant even explain the need i had to HEAR and SEE those two in the same 'space'. ive been pulling up their clips for months#just listening and envisioning their interactions until it finally manifested in a shitty short animatic. <;)#also the struggle to try and clean Chase's clip was real homies. I love Jack but do i want his dying monkey fanboy squeak here???#no but i couldn't get rid of it without horribly mangling Chase's voice so i said fuck it we gonna embrace it instead lol
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i did a pretty good job i think
#i like how nicely talons nose apex and ala formed the kitty nose#usually i struggle with animals with more visible nostrils when a character has less visible ones#in the case of al but his cow form has never felt like a total misrepresentation of his human form ykwim...igts so fitting#also i cant draw talon as nicely as i did on that first day of september and ive been drawing him all month aroo#talkys#a doodley#still have to find a way to incorporate talon's lips somehow...that was easy wit cow al
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#skyrim#tesv#skyrim screenshots#.c#.skyrim#.sc#very old screenshot#that DOF struggling with the trees lol#i dont remember if i posted this before and if i did... Erm.... I can't remember :D#going thru my screencap folder#gnna be so fr ive been dreading opening skyrim for the past few months bc i cant be arsed fixing crashes and things...#plus there's an update to the notwl tree mod#and that breaks all my custom patches for the prev version#lol#lol.#Maybe i should just make a new modlist and slap the vanilla+ title on it
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#nosebleed#whump#digital art#portrait#eddy's art#the unwanted#lena#ive been struggling w drawing since i moved about a month ago so i went back to The Roots :)#took me about 3 hours woa !!!
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[ simply a person with a weak respiratory system... ] --- from BSD Mayoi Inu Kaikitan: Gakuen, [reference post] read left to right!
#something ive been struggling to decide if i wanna post or not for months lol#i just love this side story from mayoi its so cute#my babies......#i hope yall enjoy ........... <3#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#akutagawa#atsushi#kenji#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#illness#sick#my art#bsd headcanons#fever#coughing#whump#hurt/comfort#fluff#bsd mayoi#bsd tales of the lost#gakuen#bsd gakuen#bsd academy#fanart
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