#ITS CUZ IM JUST LURKING BTW......
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lawd this is embawwassing cuz i didn't mean to queue that i think my fingers slipped when i wanted to save to drafts GVSKVHSKCHD /NO REGRETS THO CUZ WOWIE A REPLY FROM FYUGAMUN AND PEACH + DASH COMM FROM TSUN ?!?! 😳🤧💖💓💞 A W FOR LYNN !
#&&. out of#tbd.#ITS CUZ IM JUST LURKING BTW......#and i don't think i can rlly be here until likeee 2morro night 💆♀️ but we'll see.!!!!#also idk why but i just don't like seeing myself on da dash for some reason 😱#mayhaps i just feel;;; shy 😳👉👈#and yet at the same time i am that one gif of cursed emoji reaching out to da screen#😳 -MY HANDS REACHES OUT 2 GRAB U- /hj
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hello everyone or whatevr is scrolling through the assassins tag this day uhhh.
i used to be “hey-kid-failed-your-test” on here back in the 2021 ish revival of assassins see i dont even remember how long ago neither do i want to keep on remembering ahhahaha
basically i kind of did dumb stuff (kinda isnt the word more like i DID) and obssessed over people i was not supposed to. i dont follow that same mindset anymore cuz its dumb and stupid yknow so like,,, yeah
i’ve been kind of lurking and i thought maybe i could come back for my redemption arc. jokes maybe im just here to see my old shit and meet new people idek anymore 👍
oh and i’m a dude now names ezekiel but you can call me zeke
stupid doodle of me if you even care btw 👇
#assassins musical#assassins the musical#i also got into college early#it sucks#hows everyone doing#and by everyone i mean my old assheads#do people still say that
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Shut the fuck up omg
You as a child do not know better. Just because you /THINK/ its safe does not mean it is.
Adult content is called that for a reason. Its for fucking adults. Do children read it? Yeah. I even did. Yeah i lurked. But what i did not fucking do was have the audacity to think i had any right to openly participate in adult spaces.
It does not matter that you put warnings. It does not matter if you dont talk to any adults. We shouldnt have to worry about people like you in spaces meant for us at all.
You want to write smut? Share it in private. You are on a public platform.
Would you set up a stall at a convention for your smut? Do you think it is reasonable that you should have a place for yourself at a public events for adults? What fucking entitlement do you have to have to think you should be allowed her just because you want to be or think its fun. Should you be allowed to go to strip clubs or bars?
Why are adults not fucking allowed to have spaces for themselves. You can make your blog private btw. You can make your blog have a password to be able to view. But instead you post your shit publicly. You force yourself into our space because you think you have the right to.
Even it it was legal for you to do (which it isnt) what the fuck makes you think you have the right to make yourself at home in a space you are repeatedly told you are not yet welcome in. Do you think its just " oh adults are just being selfish and i should get what i want just because i want it regardless of how anyone else feels about it? Regardless of the consequences?"
You arent special. You arent mature. And you most certainly do not know better if you cant have the common decency to stay out of a community that isnt meant for you.
If you cant even respect the fact that adults dont want children in an adult space talking about adult topics then what makes you think you have any right to be here. Since you think you know so much do you also think you should be allowed to go to a sex dungeon and just exist and watch even though no one wants you there cuz you're a kid? Should you be allowed to set up a table there with your smut "just in case someone is interested"
The fucking audacity you have. I have to wonder how badly your parents must have raised you. And dont you dare accuse me of bullying you or "im a minor uwu". You wanna act like an adult then you can take confrontation like one too. You want to think you're mature enough to talk about sex but you cant even respect the wishes of the people in the PUBLIC community that said community was made for.
Fuck off. I am so sick and tired of entitled children like you who think they know better. If you did you wouldn't be here acting like an idiot.
Someone’s mad 🥺
Since when do you make the rules on who can and can’t write? Writing is for everyone, fuck off lmao. If it bothered you sm then block me and move on. How entitled are YOU to think that no one else is allowed to write things?? Minors read “young adult” type smut all the time? If it bothers you so much, if I’m “invading” your space, then block me. Christ.
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Pinned post <3 (PLEASE READ!!)
Hello! I wanted to make a kink account cuz I'm done lurking and wanna join the scene of omo tumblr 🤭
You can call me T! (dunno if anyone else goes by that but I'm sure eventually I'll have a better name lmao)
PLEASE HAVE AT LEAST A INTRODUCTION PINNED POST AND/OR YOUR AGE IN EITHER YOUR BIO OR IN SAID POST OR YOU WILL BE BLOCKED
(IF YOU POST MORE THAN JUST HORNY IMAGES BUT DONT HAVE A PINNED INTRO POST YOUR FINE <33)
(BTW: if i EVER accidentally like or reblog a post from someone who is "NSFW DNI" or a minor or anything like that, PLEASE LET ME KNOW IN DMS!!! it could just be me being a dumbass and not seeing it but i will unlike and delete my reblog lickety split and then block you after letting u know i did so it doesn't happen again <3333)
so a few things about me ✨
Im 19 years old and a proud trans girl!!, this blog will be 18+ only, anyone younger or is a ageless account will be blocked <3
90% sure I wont post any photos or videos on here, I'm too nervous to do that sadly, however if I decide to do a hold I might decide to post about it on here~
Speaking of, my asks are always open!! however if you're gonna tease me or make me do a challenge please make sure I've made it allowed to send those types of asks during my hold first. but if its a suggestion to do a certain challenge then that is welcome anytime (fem petnames are also welcome anytime if you wanna make me melty and flustered)😊💜
now for some of my kinks! (SUBJECT TO CHANGE)
| Omo (duh) | wetting | light/medium bondage | tickling |
and here are some of my nono's (SUBJECT TO CHANGE)
| pee drinking | scat | pee play | cnc | spanking | hurting myself physically |
If you've read everything thank you so much for doing so!! I hope we can be good friends! and welcome to my blog!!💜💜🥰
(anon list below the cut)
this is the list of anon's that have identified themselves using a emoji in their ask, please use a emoji that is not here already if you want to identify yourself as a anon
💖anon | 😇anon | ♡anon | ✨anon | 💛anon |
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im not rlly scared of ordering food at restaurants or anything people with social anxiety typically avoid but the fear u experience when u talk to a new group for the first time and they ignore u or a fight breaks out or something is literally the most stressful thing in the entire world 2 me help
#wyn.txt#it keeps happening too cuz i keep joining new groups to make new friends and learn abt different stuff but its always like this#either that or the friend groups are already establisbed so theres no way in for me aside from just lurking and reading what ppl say 😭#and i say this as someone who HEAVILY prefers group convo instead of 1 on 1 cuz im bad at it#some group chats just BREED anxiety#btw this is not @ moots who i talk to 1 on 1 u are chill i just feel that way abt strangers :]
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i wanna cuddle yuuta so bad ;-;
i dont like naps because i wake up disoriented 😔 and i panic 😔 i tend to take them when im sick so that might be a factor. its funny cuz i wake up and im like LETS SEE WHAT YUNA IS UP TO!
ME TOOOOOO ; ; he'd be a great cuddler!!! so so warm and cute when he's sleepy too i bet he yawns like a lil pupper
o and i can relate sometimes i feel like i've woken up in another dimension and it can be stressful ヽ(*。>Д<)o゜ i hope u'll never fall sick so u never have to take weird naps ; ;
THAT IS SO SWEET BTW thanks for dropping by as always <3 muah muah muah but i'm usually just lurking and rb-ing stuff and trying to catch up with whatever i missed on tumblr!!! while i listen to music and try to get some writing done heh
#the writing part is... not going so well#not sure why i haven't been able to get anything good out lately#and maybe i shot myself in my foot by opening requests while i'm in a weird funk too... >︿<#o but thank you for requesting i love the prompt u chose and i'm excited to write that once i warm up a little more!!! hehe#:) anon#u r so lovely the little smiley face makes me so happy#ask yuna
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Traveler
Erik Killmonger x Calantha Morrison
Warning: violence, some cursing, erik being erik
Specifics: fluff, angst, adventure, action, one-shot, pictures, gifs, aesthetics, 500 followers competition, oc,
People: Erik Killmonger, (oc) Calantha Morrison, Nakia, T’Challa, Shuri, Ego
Words: 7,239 (omg this is way to long im so srry)
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Requested: By @dreamsofwhiteandblack Erik Killmonger x Female OC, she has long dark blonde hair and green eyes, she is thin but strong and although she looks like a normal girl she is very good with weapons and brave. Her name is Calantha and she is 25 years old, Ego's daughter and sister of Star-Lord (Peter Quill). She is a traveler who saved Nakia from danger a few times and since then they are best friends and she is the only one who knows the true power of Calantha. But Erik can also feel that there is something special in her that's why he approaches her.
Authors Note: im srry this took so long! im so sad to hear the news of one of my fav people stan lee, he was a beautiful soul. he truly was! i do this new thing now where i put a page divider cuz i just thought they look nice. just want to thank rach and everyone for participating in my 500 followers competition, i do one every time i get 100 more followers. so keep checking my page cuz u never know when the competition will come up u could be the next winner! thank u so much for requesting and btw this is my first time writing erik so i hope his personality is good.
previous oc story for my 400 followers: Zach Dempsey x oc Davina Jensen
Ever since the beginning, I’ve always known I was different. Very different from others.
To know Calantha’s father was Ego was not easy. She always felt he had a strange presence lurking when she was with him. And her mother, unknown. All she knew was that she must of been some type of alien creature because her, herself felt that way.
She nodded to the music blaring in her blue ship. The song was to her a great oldie, “Bruce Channel- Hey Baby.” She swayed her hips while looking at the controls of the monitor. Singing as well, and twirling her hair.
She left the ship in auto pilot and inspected the items she kept with her from her last mission. She had placed the things in a light brown traveler bag. Upon opening the bag she realizes some of the children from the planet gave her gift.
“Awww how sweet!” She gushed, putting her hand to her heart.
Calantha was a traveler, and a good one at that. She would travel to little places such as all over the world, to all over different planets of the galaxy. She would study their traditions, culture, their life. It just made her curiosity of life more vast. She also would go and travel all over if the area or planet was in trouble. For example like the planet she was just on, it is called Achernon (its actually a real marvel planet). One of the Achernonians was evil, his name was Brahl. Calantha had arrived to the planet to save them.
Calantha stared at the items and shook her head, “they will never realize it was really me.”
Calantha just 25 learned of her powers when she was young. She could shape shift into either any animal, or any person. At first knowing these powers made everything amazing, made everything seem more in reach to her. But there was a downside, there is always a downside to everything. She could never show her true self. Calantha did not want others to know about her power. So as she entered into new planets she would shape shift into looking like their kind.
Calantha was transformed into looking like an Achernonian. She learned the peoples ways, but now it was time to go back and situate herself into either another planet or somewhere.
Calantha smiled to herself knowing she made an impact on the planet she went to previously. She stood up, stretching, preparing herself for a while of a trip. She stripped herself from the clothing of the Achernonians and put on her comfortable clothes, a black shirt, black leather jacket, black ripped jeans, and adidas.
“Ahh now this is more like it,” she moaned, grabbing a snack and drink. As she went to the cupboard in her ship she saw a picture. It was a picture of her with some of her friends. They were by an ice cream shop in Japan, this was way back in the 60s. Hugging, smiling, having a great time. It was back then, back then when life was good, when life meant something. Calantha stared at it wishingly, darkly, knowing life would never be the same. She shook her head and muttered under her breath. Calantha was immortal, most of her family or friends have passed. She was now left alone to fight for those who could fight no longer. “Those were the good old days.” She whispered almost as if whispering to the photo.
Calantha looked on her octagon shaped table in the middle of her spaceship. She bought or more like traded all her possessions just for the ship. Her spaceship meant everything to her, it was all she had. Calantha picked up her handgun and placed it in her weapon belt. She then walked to her stereo and turned it off, wanting some peace and quiet. Next, she picked up her books of mythology. “The greatest mysteries of the world,” she read aloud. She carefully placed her snacks in cup holders and sat on the captains seat, the seat that controlled the whole spaceship, she sat on it sideways. Opening her book she allowed herself to become captured by the words and facts about Greek gods, and history about the world.
“Wow, this is neat stuff,” knowledge entered into her mind, with one swift movement of the light weight page she was onto another adventure. She subconsciously grabbed her snack and after one bite started to drink her beverage.
Just then the monitor on her ship started beeping. Calantha curiously placed her books down and pressed the answer button on the screen.
“Hello?” She asked without no hesitation.
“Calantha, oh good, I’m so glad to hear from you.”
“Nakia? Whats wrong?”
Calantha scooted closer to the monitor. Calantha’s best friend was Nakia, the lover of King T’Challa, of Wakanda. She had saved Nakia back then when Calantha came to explore Wakanda. There was another incident with the War Dogs and Calantha was there to protect Nakia.
Nakia started to cry, making Calantha worry even more. “Nakia please tell me! What happened?”
“T’Challa, he was...killed...in ritual combat.”
Calantha shook her head and placed her palm on her forehead, shocked from the news, “you mean to tell me that T’Challa is no longer-”
“King? No.” Nakia cried some more and Calantha could hear her breaths she was taking. Big ones but short.
“Then,” Calantha started, “who is?”
“A man named Erik Stevens, he’s a mercenary nicknamed Killmonger. His father was...his father was the brother of King T’Chaka. He wants to send vibranium to all over the world.”
“So that would make him the rightful owner of the throne,” Calantha said, pushing her hair behind her ear.
“Yes but Calantha he is very bad, very evil, selfish. He is not fit to be King, he will never be my King. Wakanda needs your help, I need your help again ngumhlobo (friend).”
Calantha chuckled and nodded her head, “And you know I will always be there for you. I will see you soon Nakia.” Calantha declined the call and climbed out of her chair. She walked to her map of different planets and the map of the whole world. She bit her lip and placed a thumb tack on the world map where it said Wakanda.
Calantha nodded her head and ran to her steering of the space ship. “Next stop, Wakanda.” Putting her hand on the blasters she quickly makes her way to her destination.
“Okay Nakia, I’m outside.” Calantha spoke through the microphone that connected her and Nakia. She awaited for the okay inside a truck. Wearing her all black, one piece outfit she sat in the vehicle waiting.
As Calantha stared at the entrance she saw Nakia sprint towards her. Nakia entered the vehicle with a squeal.
“Hello Calantha, it has been too long. I feel bad we have to meet on such circumstances.”
Calantha shrugged and giggled, “I missed you too girl! I should have come to visit, I have just been so busy. I’m glad to see you.”
Nakia embraced Calantha and patted her back. “So whats the plan?”
“Well I was thinking I can go in secretly, in a disguise.”
“What do you have in mind?”
Calantha gave her best friend a smirk and turned into a Wakandan male. “How does this look? Do you think they would know its me?”
“I still can’t believe you can do that. Even your voice changes! Man I wish I had your power, it can come handy in a lot of occasions.”
Calantha turned back into her normal self, “So I’ll go in like this. My history will be that I am some type of-”
“Farmer?” Nakia suggested, putting her finger to her lip in thought.
“Yeah farmer, and I came to help with this Erik. We need to get a better understanding of him. If I can inch closer to him and see what his deal is with Wakanda then maybe, I can take him down for good.”
“You literally sound like a bad as* when you say your plans,” Nakia bit her lip but her face fell in sadness.
‘Whats wrong Nakia?”
“I just miss T’Challa. I just hope we can take Erik down.”
Calantha placed a reassuring hand on her back, “We will take him down, Erik will not be King. Not on my watch.”
Nakia sat up straight and wiped her tears away, “you’re right. We are gonna do this.”
Calantha shape shifted into the male and nodded, “we are gonna do this!”
Stepping out of the vehicle with a light skip in her step she makes it with Nakia through Wakanda.
“Our meet up location will be far away into the country of Wakanda, got it? More towards the border.”
She nodded towards Nakia, “got it.”
“Well good luck my friend.”
Upon seeing the throne her anger boiled within her.
“Your majesty,” Calantha says in her disguise. “I have a gift for you.”
As those words came out of her mouth the culprit, the man who thinks he can take Wakanda away, turned around. He walked right up to her with a look of a predator.
“What do you want fool? Can’t you see I’m workin here?”
Upon seeing his face Calantha’s face froze. She did not expect for him to be that handsome. “Aww why do all the good lookin boys gotta be bad?” Calantha thought in her head.
She looked him down and up, “My apologizes, I was wanting to make a feast for you and any of your guest. I want your kingship to be honorable and memorable, so please as a gift let me do this.” Calantha almost felt like her mouth was not even hers. She kept that anger she had deep down so as not to ruin the mission. Everyone around the room had their mouths open in shock or their jaws clenched in anger.
Erik looked all over her, his presence seeming threatening.
“Lets talk somewhere a little more, private. Y’all don’t disturb us.”
Erik lead her outside where the sun was still shining and the breeze felt nice. Down below were people working and talking, going about their day.
“Who are you really? Hmm?”
Calantha chuckled, “I have already told you. I am a simple farmer, I have lived on the border all my life. All I want is to make a dinner for you. Our King.” Her plan was to entice him, reel him in and then the last second when he is not looking Calantha will take care of him and make sure he is not a nuisance again. She awaited for his answer.
Nakia had put, from Shuri, a hidden camera inside your outfit. It was staring directly right at Erik.
“Alright then, do what you gotta do,” Erik called to her, shrugging and leaving.
Calantha quickly placed her hand on his arm. “Is there any dish you specifically want?”
That touch made Erik curious about who Calantha was. He took her hand off his arm and gave her a mean look. “Do whatever y’all do over there. I’m fine with anything.”
Calantha nodded her head. Erik stood there, eyeing her. “So do you got a name?”
Her eyes went back and forth, her brain searching for an answer. “Yes. My name is-”
Suddenly, two guards came in with some important duties that Erik had to attend. Erik left her in a state of fear and unknown.
Calantha quickly wiped her brow. She was indeed scared, but why?
“Did you get all that?” Calantha asked as she entered the secret building Nakia was in. She quickly transformed into herself.
“Yep, clean and solid. What name were you gonna come up with?” Nakia raised a brow at Calantha.
Calantha stumbled over her words, “I was going to say something. I am very good at making up things on the spot.”
Nakia laughed and Calantha twirled her dark blonde hair between her fingers, concentrating. She put the camera in the system and gave the first encounter a look over. “This is good,” Calantha said as she walked back and forth, a forefinger resting upon her bottom lip. “If I can just get more of trusting relationship with him then for sure I can get him into our grasps.”
“It wont be easy, you know? Erik is surrounded by many guards and the Dora Milaje. You might not get out alive,” Nakia sounded worried. Calantha pushed those worry's aside. “If I make it out great if I don’t then, oh well, I don’t have family and anybody in my life so its not like its a waste.”
Nakia gave her a saddened look. Calantha looked down sad, “right! So I’m gonna go, look through town and see if I can get us any food.”
Nakia nodded and gave her a hug goodbye.
Calantha walked out in a Wakandan outfit. The clothing was beautiful, all the colors, shapes, the stitching, it made the clothes look like a masterpiece.
She walked out putting sunglasses on, her hair swaying with the breeze. Looking magical and as if it were to take her away, far away from any of the worlds. To a place unimaginable.
As she was looking down while walking she accidentally bumped into someone.
“Hold on there baby, you okay?” Said a familiar voice. Calantha looked up, her green eyes bugging out. She placed her sun glasses closer to her face. “Hey,” said that voice. “I ain’t never seen you here before?” It was Erik Killmonger. The new King.
Calantha picked herself up and dusted her clothes, “yeah you ain’t ever seen me around cause I don’t want you to. Sorry.” Calantha wanted to get away from him. She didn’t approve of his attitude and before she would do something she regretted she left him shocked.
“Oooh she a feisty one,” Erik said to himself. Calantha turned a corner, looking back she spotted no one following her. “Phew, that was a close one.”
She kept walking forward but unknown to her someone was following her.
As she made it to the waterfall she breathed in the air. The rich soil of Wakanda wafted through her nose. It smelled of pure nature. Again she looked behind her. No one. “Good,” she thought as she took off her shades and her clothes off. Nobody would come here surely. She took her clothes off and was left in her bra and panties.
On the edge of the cliff she gently pushed herself off the rock and with a splash landed in the cold, clear water. “Ahh this feels so good,” she groaned.
“Can I join?”
Calantha quickly looked back and with a surprised face saw Erik.
“What the hel*!” She shouted, rushing on out of the water to grab her clothes. As she was about to grab them Erik had already gotten a hold of them. “Whats the matter baby girl?”
She tried to cover herself up the best way possible. “I want my stuff.” She went to grab for it again but Erik clutched her arm. So now her face was staring directly into his. Her green eyes seemed sweet but also menacing. She stared at him, her skin glowing with the sun. She looked like a goddess in Erik’s eyes. Oh no, Erik was falling, falling for a stranger.
“Dam* girl,” he muttered under his breath.
“For god’s sake did you follow me?” Calantha pulled her arm out of his grip.
Erik shrugged, “maybe.”
Calantha rubbed her temples, “fine I’ll leave here this way. Enjoy the water...alone!”
As Calantha was about to walk away Erik grabbed her waist making her become very close to him. His lips went to her ear and he breathed out, “I don’t think you wanna do that. See some of the creeps here will rip you apart like you ain’t nothing. I’m just tryin to protect ya.”
Calantha blushed at his actions and unwrapped herself from his grip. “I think I can handle myself Mr. Savior. You have never seen me rip apart somebody.” Calantha then walked up to Erik and went to his ears and whispered, “and trust me, its not pretty.” Just then a breeze came in and made Calantha shiver, she tried to cover her bare arms.
Erik bit his lips and threw her clothes on the rock. “You want your clothes? Let me swim with ya.”
Calantha gave Erik a glare and then entered into the water again, she swam away.
Erik then started to remove his clothing.
(i legit stared at this gif for like a total of 10 minutes now i look like a creep)
Erik saw though that Calantha was staring at him from the corner of her eyes.
“Like what you see?”
Calantha turned to his attention when he walked in the water. “What are those?” She asked, pointing to the markings on his skin.
Erik looked down and smirked, “for all my kills.”
Calantha nodded, “Well, seems like you killed a lot. Did they hurt you?”
Erik felt the temperature of the water, enjoying the movement of it. “Nah, did this to myself. Ain’t a lot things these days that can hurt me anymore.”
Calantha understood that completely. “I totally get it. When you don’t got no one it gets easier. No one can hurt me now.”
“Why what happened to you?”
Calantha stared into the water, feeling the sadness creep up on her. “Its complicated. Sometimes I feel that life finds away to make your existence a living hel*.”
“Dam* thats dark as hel*. But thats how I felt.”
She bit her lip and swam away but said, “Life is dark.” She then swam away under the waterfall. As she went her hair got wet and her face was splashed with the cool, clear water. Calantha didn’t know this but Erik was staring at her. His heart, unknown to him, was beating fast, and pounding like a drum. The elegance and beauty he saw when she went behind the waterfall made him want her more.
Calantha pushed her hair back and just tried to enjoy the time she had being in the waterfall. She would have to get out soon, seeing that it was already getting dark. She did not want Erik to get any ideas of who she was, then it would ruin the whole mission. Calantha looked through the waterfall to see if Erik was still there but he was gone!
“Where did that idiot run off to? Fine, at least this gives me time to go-”
“So you ever gonna tell me your name?” Erik asked, his face only a few centimeters apart from Calantha’s.
She jumped and almost drowned but Erik caught her in his arms. “You okay there baby?”
Calantha gave him a look of annoyance. His arms felt so strong to her. Like they could lift any weight. They were powerful, almost like brick solid.
“What are you doing to yourself Calantha. Stop paying attention to him! This is the guy you’re trying to take down, remember?” She scolded herself in her head. Erik started to rub softly her legs and give her a face of god a face that was so handsome! He was biting his plump, juicy lips, awaiting her answer.
Calantha got out of his grip before the encounter went sideways. “Hey can I ask you a question? Do you call all your girls baby, baby girl, or just the mysterious ones?”
“Only the beautiful ones, besides I didn’t get your name,” Erik seemed flirting with her. Winking at the end of his sentence.
“Fine, those pet names are fine...I guess,” Calantha rubbed her arm sheepishly and started blushing. She felt this was not fair! Never had a man done this to her, she was a strong, independent woman and now Erik was screwing that whole idea up. Erik saw Calantha unsure, he came in closer with a pure face of knowing. Calantha put her hand out to stop him, “well this was nice but I think I should be leaving now, have fun.” She quickly got out of the water and tried to dry herself the best way possible. While getting out Erik looked at her, biting his lip and cursing under his breath at the sight he saw.
Calantha grabbed her clothes and put them on quickly.
“Wait!” Erik said, getting out the water as well.
“Give me a break,” Calantha muttered under her breath. She turned around and saw Erik running to her in all his glory. His chest glistened from the water.
“Let me take you out to dinner. Treat you.”
She rolled her eyes and combed her hair with her fingers. “No Erik, I got stuff to do.”
“I don’t usually do this to girls so you’d be the first. Just please let me take you out and show you Wakanda. I know the best part of these streets.”
“And if I keep saying no?”
Erik walked up to Calantha and raised his brows, “well then I guess you don’t get to go with a King, and I may follow you. So its your choice.”
Erik waited for her answer, patiently, while she grumbled and whined in annoyance. She could not have it that Erik follow her.
“Fine,” she gave in, rolling her eyes.
Walking the streets of Wakanda, Calantha made sure to have an eye open for Erik. She had a thought, she too this way could get close to him and figure out whats his deal is with Wakanda.
Calantha was not going to lie to herself though. She did have a fun time with him. Its been a while since Calantha spent some quality time with someone, let alone a man. She felt confident and for a short time she pretended that it was a date. She pretended that she didn’t have to take Erik down, just for a couple of hours she wanted to live a fantasy.
They both were in a middle of a conversation about the time she went to Spain with her friends.
“Okay so what did y’all tell your friend?” Erik asked sipping on a Wakandan drink. Both of them went to go have dinner and Calantha was surprised at herself. She was more talkative then ever. She was laughing and enjoying her time with Erik. They were together for hours. She told things to Erik that she had never told to anyone. It felt good.
“Well me and my friends ended up dragging her drunk as* out of the restaurant and everyone was looking at us and just probably thinking we were crazy. Those were the good times though.” Calantha sipped her drink, lightly bumping into Erik. She looked down trying not to make a show but Erik saw her expression.
“What happened to your friends?”
Calantha pushed her hair back and gave her attention to Erik, “They all have passed. I’m the only one who hasn’t. Sometimes I wish I could change that. But I really do not have anyone. I am all alone.”
Erik looked at her guilty, he felt bad for her. “I know how you feel. When my pop’s died I felt that way, I still feel that way. What hurts more I think is that you see and know that some people deserve the worst, and yet they don’t get shi*. You know what I mean.”
Calantha just nodded knowing what he meant by that. She had read about and heard about Erik’s life and why he was so angry with the world.
“Sometimes though we need to let go in order to keep living. We need to let go of the past to open the door to the future. At least that’s what I think. Sorry I know you’re probably bothered or weirded out by my philosophical talking.”
Erik shook his head and sipped his drink, “nah its cool, I get it.”
Calantha then started shivering, her arms wrapped around herself trying to stay warm. “Man its chilly tonight. Should of brought a stupid jacket.”
“Hey, here, look, take mine,” Erik offered taking off his long, black, kingly robe.
“Oh I shouldn't, you’ll be cold as well now.” Calantha pushed the black robe to him.
“Baby, just take it. You see my muscles? I am always heated up, especially when I look at you.”
“Good one,” she rolled her eyes, grabbing the robe and putting it on. “Thanks.”
Erik just nodded and sipped his drink some more. Calantha hated herself in that moment. The robe smelled just like him. It was rough, manly, a little bit cologne. It made goosebumps run down her whole body. She felt she was getting high off the smell, it was truly intoxicating.
That night Erik and Calantha stayed out late, they laughed, joked, flirted with each other. Calantha was happy, but she didn’t know why? Was it because this makes their relationship closer and now she can get to him easier? Or is it because she genuinely was having a good time with him? She felt herself slipping away bit by bit. They both were a mystery for each other yet they spent time together like they’ve known each other for years.
Calantha then paused at a random house and stood still, “well this is me. Hope you have a good night, and next time don’t force someone to go out with you.”
Erik laughed and scratched his head, “will I see you again?”
Calantha shrugged, “probably not, I’ve got work to do and to be honest you kinda annoy me a little.” She shrugged the robe off and gave it to him. Calantha gave him a smirk while Erik laughed at her statement. “Girl you know you wanted to go out with me. Just say it. I’m gonna count that as a I will see you soon.”
“Bye Erik,” Calantha chuckled closing the door. As she saw Erik leave she turned into a Wakandan female just to leave the area and go to Nakia.
Calantha was truly falling for Erik. She spent every morning with him as the Wakandan male, preparing his feast. Then Erik would try to find Calantha transformed into herself everyday and surely enough he would find her. She did not want to be with him, she did not accept how selfish he was. For gods sake he killed King T’Challa! That thought made Calantha smirk in success, for she was getting closer and closer with him and she was gaining his trust. Calantha was going to take him down, once and for all.
But Nakia was worried, every time Calantha would come home from the mission Nakia saw the lovesick grin on Calantha’s face. She and Calantha had many fights on why Calantha should not see Erik anymore. But Calantha would just brush off the fact that she did find Erik interesting and had a liking to him.
The feast was the next day. Calantha had to get everything prepared and ready for that day. She was transformed into the male and getting everything ready for the day when she would have to take down Erik.
“Aye man,” Erik came in the room. “Hows it goin?”
She nodded her head, “its coming around. The feast should be ready by tomorrow night.”
“Good I was hoping that, you know. Hey, can you leave a seat next to my chair empty with like a lil v.i.p paper on there or something, I’m gon invite someone important to this feast.”
Calantha felt her heart sink in her chest. Someone? “Oh really, well may I ask who is it.”
Erik looked out the window and smiled, “its a girl, and the funny thing is hel* I don’t even know her name.”
Calantha felt terrible, what did she expect though? He has moved on, it was better this way. Calantha felt tears running down her face. She turned around, “excuse me I have something in my eye.” She then ran away with Erik still talking. Erik looked back and saw that Calantha wasn’t there, he ran after her or who he thought was a man.
She sat there and transformed into her true self. She stood by the wall, trying to hold herself together, but the tears were unstoppable.
“Hey what happened-baby? What are you, but I thought I saw, what in the hel*?” Erik looked around trying to find Calantha but her transformed as a guy. Erik was now curious about her. How did she appear so fast and not the other guy? Erik pondered a little bit over that thought but then realized she was crying right in front of him.
“What happened?” Was all he asked, kneeling down to her trying to get a good look at his face.
Calantha could not believe this moment that was happening right in front of her eyes! She was crying over a guy thinking he was with another woman, and she was being consoled by a evil person, a villain!
“Baby girl, tell me whats wrong, now.” Erik took a hold of her arms and pushed them down to her sides so he could see her face. Tears were evident and there were tear stains left on her cheek. Her eye lashes were thick from the tears and her lips were puckered up. She looked so beautiful in his eyes.
“I just,” Calantha could not tell him the truth. She could not tell him that she was the guy even though she really wanted to, and badly. “I was just remembering about my friends.”
Erik understood and brought her tiny body into his arms. There she felt comforted, safe, and loved. She shook her head and wiped the tears away, pushing herself away from Erik’s chest where she really wanted to be.
“No I can’t do this anymore. Erik, we can’t keep seeing each other anymore, I, I don’t want to.” She stood up and pushed Erik away. Erik gave her a look of confusion. “Why can’t you do this anymore? I don’t understand what you’re talking about.”
“I just...can’t Erik. I can’t anymore.”
Erik grabbed Calantha’s hands and massaged them gently, “well then maybe this will change your mind.” Erik softly placed his two hands on her cheeks and slowly inched closer to her. Their lips met. To Calantha it was perfect, his lips were so plush and soft. She felt like she was in heaven.
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Calantha wanted Erik so bad, she deepened the kiss, placing her delicate hands on the back of his head. She felt complete with that embrace, she felt something spark within her. It was the feeling of love, how did she come to love her enemy? The man she was supposed to take down? She was at a loss for words but at this moment nothing else mattered except that splendid kiss.
Erik backed away and kissed her forehead, “how was that baby?”
“Calantha,” she just blurted out of nowhere.
“That’s your name?” Erik said out to her.
She nodded, “yeah, I figured you want to know, although I don’t truly hate the name baby.” She gave Erik a smirk caressing his face, brushing through his facial hair.
“Calantha? You know you got a nice name like its really beautiful,” Erik bashfully said, scratching his nose and looking down.
Calantha bit her lips and tried hard not to smile at him being embarrassed, “that’s really sweet of you Erik, thank you.” Calantha couldn’t resist the feeling of wanting another kiss, but as she was about to kiss Erik again a guard came out of nowhere and interrupted the moment.
“All these dam* people be interruptin me at the wrong time y’all.” Erik cursed under his breath. As he was about to leave he turned back to Calantha, “hey baby, I would like for you to be my special quest in a feast I’m havin tomorrow. How you feel about that?”
Calantha tried hard not to show that she was surprised and now gonna be screwed. She forgot all about the mission! Erik gave her a face of concern and worry. Calantha felt bad to say no so with a defeated sigh she agreed to his proposal.
“I, I would love to Erik.”
Calantha was stressed to the max, she felt that she let Nakia, T’Challa, everyone down. She pondered over her thoughts for many hours and her conclusion was simple and to the point. She had to take down Erik. She came here for a purpose, it was not to fall in love, it was not to start a new chapter in her life, no, it was simply to take Erik down and make sure he would not resurface to this world again.
The plan was Nakia would portray a guest in the feast since Calantha placed her name down. Nakia would disguise herself. Calantha would come in as the male getting the feast together and then when Erik is not looking Calantha and Nakia would take him down together.
Calantha had set the feast up already, she was proud of herself. She felt she really captured the culture and beauty of Wakanda in the decor.
“Prefect,” she whispered out loud, she was transformed into the male Wakandan. She stared at awe at the feast table.
“Your majesty, where would you like me to place the extra chair, your,” she took a gulp. “Special quest.”
Erik pointed to the seat next to him, “put my baby girl over there, right next to me. So I can keep an eye on her and make sure she happy, you know what I’m sayin?”
Calantha nodded and her heart fluttered at his nickname for her, she felt herself feel now pain than anything. She ordered someone to place the chair next to Erik’s high and mighty one.
Soon quests were coming in, one by one the room started to fill up and that made Calantha more and more nervous. She wiped her forehead of sweat and gave each and every person their personal chair.
Then Nakia came in, with her disguise on. Calantha knew this plan would roll on even if she didn’t want it to.
“Are you ready?” Nakia asked, showing a smile to people as they walked by.
Calantha secretly nodded and left the room.
Calantha could hear that Erik made an announcement for people to eat and enjoy themselves.
Calantha stood by where no one was around. She looked back and forth, “no one, good. C’mon Calantha you got this girl, you are just gonna do this small thing and then you can go home in your beautiful space ship and live your life like what you felt with Erik was a dream it did not happen.” Calantha was too busy putting on her black fighting suit that she didn’t hear someone walking to her voice. She was finished taking her clothes off when then Erik appeared.
“Calantha?”
“Erik! Oh my god!” Calantha was shocked and terrified.
“Baby we can’t keep meeting like this,” Erik chuckled eyeing her up and down, taking in her site of just in a bra and panties. Erik licked his lips and gave her a look of a predator, as if he were to pounce on her.
Calantha pushed back her hair, “I just, um my dress broke and I don’t have a new one. Darn guess I can’t make the dinner.” She was just about to leave when Erik grabbed onto her arm, “I got an extra dress for you if you want to wear it, I think it would look sexy on ya.”
Calantha couldn’t get out of this one, “sure.”
She had to do this for T’Challa, for his family, for Wakanda.
Erik was wearing his suit that matched her dress.
They walked hand in hand to the dinner. Calantha wished it would never happen, she wished this were all a dream and soon she was gonna wake up. The moment went by to her in slow motion, every feeling in her body resurfacing all at once. Her heels clanked through the hall and she knew one way or another...
Erik was going to not be King of Wakanda anymore.
As Calantha walked in everyone gasped to see her, they did not think Erik would find anyone with how selfish and evil he is. Nakia saw Calantha that she was transformed into her true self. Calantha could tell Nakia was truly irate, her face showed it all. As Calantha and Erik sat down Nakia stood up. “I would like to raise a toast!” Everyone in the room raised their glasses and Nakia gave Calantha a angry look. She went on to say, “Friends are tough, they are rough around the edges. They agree on stuff you say today, and disagree on the stuff you say tomorrow. You feel sometimes you can trust them, but other times they completely forget that trust.”
Calantha just wanted to hide away in her spaceship, she wanted to get away and never return. Calantha quickly touched lightly her weapons that were hiding under the table. She did not want to do this.
“Calantha,” Nakia says, and Calantha knew soon she must fight Erik. Nakia went on, “you are my dearest friend, and as your friend I want you to do one thing to him,” and as Nakia raises her glass higher to her mouth to drink she licks her lips and takes off her disguise, “kill him.”
Calantha quickly shot up and ripped her dress of to show her black one piece, fighting suit. She pointed her hand gun to Erik and shrugged, “you knew this had to happen.”
Erik slowly drank his drink and chuckled, “so you’re the bitc* I gotta kill. Well then,” suddenly Erik turns into a Panther Habit of his own. It was black and gold. Calantha screams in anger at him because she knows Shuri made the suit. “You do not deserve that suit,” shouts an irate Nakia.
Nakia threw one of her ring blades to Erik while he dodged the attack. Nakia jumped to him while Calantha started shooting Erik from her handgun. Erik cuts the bullets in half with his Wakandan swords and throws one of them in the air. He then gets his claws from his suit and cuts Nakia on her side stomach. Nakia winces and holds the wound with pressure. Calantha worryingly goes to Nakia and as Calantha is there with her Erik is trying to fight Calantha. Calantha moves Nakia to a safe corner and leans her against the wall.
Nakia places a hand on Calantha’s shoulder. “You need to finish this fight.”
Calantha placed a finger to her chest, “me? But why me?”
“Because you are a hero. You can save Wakanda. I believe in you.”
Calantha looked to the dining room area where Erik was at and nodded her head in determination. “Wait here, this won’t take too long.” Calantha cracked her knuckles and suddenly shape shifted into a rhino. She ran fast to Erik, Erik was enticing her, opening his arms like if this was a game. “So you can shape shift into animals and humans. Dam* too bad you couldn’t be used in something more...bad.”
Calantha ran to him and tried piercing him with her horn. But he dodged and instead hopped on the side of her. She was messing the whole room up! She trampled everything trying to get Erik off her side. Finally, Erik pushed his leg to hit her stomach and that sent her falling over. Calantha quickly turned into herself and grabbed her rifle.
Erik already had blood on his face and cuts and bruises. Calantha was out of breath, her hair all disheveled and cuts and bruises on her too.
“Why did you do this to me? You know I thought we had something special. I thought you was the one. But nah, you gotta prove to me that your like everyone else in this world. A liar!”
Calantha shot her rifle at him a couple of times and screamed, “I am not! Okay yes Erik your childhood, what T’Chaka did to you was extremely wrong. We are imperfect, my childhood was not easy. At least you had a father, I didn’t have either. I have been all alone all my life! But you don’t see me wanting to hurt others, no! No, I put my pain and heartache in protecting people, strangers. Just because something bad happens to you Erik doesn’t mean you gotta take it out on the world.”
Erik took his mask off, “Its not just the world! Its my pop, he was everything that I had. You didn’t know your fam, you didn’t know your dad so you don’t know how it feels like to lose someone.”
Calantha had tears in her eyes and she was shocked, “me? Don’t know how it feels to lose someone? I lost everybody I ever love in my life. All my friends outlived me and died while I was still breathing. I can’t die, Erik! So everyone I love, Nakia, this beautiful place, everyone I ever loved, will be gone but you know what I will still be here to go through all their deaths. This would of never worked out Erik...Because I could never watch the person that I love die while I still keep going on. Its just too much for me.”
Erik walked up to her and grabbed her hands, “I know you didn’t want to do this. But I ain’t got no choice.” Erik bent down and placed his forehead against hers and kissed her lips again. Calantha welcomed it and realized she was too in love with this man. She was in love with him too deep already and she didn’t know how to come out. She needed to make sure that Erik would be okay. Calantha quickly got a injection out of her pocket and stabbed Erik in his neck.
“What the f-” Erik then fell.
Nakia came running from the corner, “did you do it? Did you put the lethal injection in him?”
Calantha nodded, “he is better than gone.”
Nakia hugged Calantha and thanked her. “I have word my friend that they have found T’Challa!”
Calantha laughed and nodded, “I’m so happy. I’m glad I could help. Let me just take care of this,” she pointed to Erik.
Nakia nodded and left. While Calantha ran to the waterfall and dropped him there. “Goodbye Erik, I know you were fighting because you were hurt. I’m sorry.”
In Calantha’s spaceship the beautiful melody of “Here Comes the Sun” by the Beatles was playing at a low tone. She read her books about mythology and their wonders. Ate her snacks and just relaxed. She then heard a groan. Smirking to herself she got up and swiftly walked over to the groan. “Hey sleepy head, how you feeling?”
A figure moves from the sheets and stands tall and high, “like shi*, where did you throw me again?”
Calantha chuckled and kissed his lips, “the waterfall. I put the heater on in here to get you warm.”
Erik wore a grey hoodie and some sweat pants, with black socks. Calantha wore her jeans, hoodie and adidas. “You look good in that Calantha,” Erik complimented her.
Calantha held his hand and brought him to a chair next to hers.
“So where are we going baby?” Erik asked, embracing Calantha from behind.
Calantha shrugs, “anywhere.”
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