#IT'S LIKE A RECLAMATION
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Body back, body back, body back | BODY BACK
CW: suicide
At first, they just stare at each other. The man’s got the same look in his eye—something gilt, something feral, an identical fear in his mouth. Harrison blinks hard, and the man does too—not a man, actually, but his own reflection.
He approaches the mirror, jolts at the way he touches his reflection—more carefully than he’s ever been touched before. Who are you? he wants to say. He’d like to leave this place now, the club, Las Vegas, the earth. He’d like to buy himself a pet tarantula, run off a cliffside, eat a tub of ice cream with his bare hands. Why did he come here again? His mind is so quiet. This could be peace. But who is he? In Jeremiah’s bathroom he knew, but now there’s this stranger ahead of him, the person who must be him—someone's chandelier earring grazing his jaw, the cowboy hat lopsided, mascara running down his cheeks even though he hasn’t cried. Where did you go? he mouths, but he knows. He’s disappeared also like Jesus in the tomb, his limbs vanishing one by one, his skin melting off his hands—body gone, body gone, body gone. He grabs his cheeks, panicked because he’s on fire, gold tossed into the crucible. He’s going to burn to ash. He’s going to need a burial soon. His face has been stolen, his breastbone and knuckles too. A month ago, someone spat him into a basket like his body was ripe for the offertory—body gone, body gone, body gone.
“Back,” Harrison says, nose grazing the spattered mirror. His chest swells, and maybe he is burning, and maybe he’s right here, hidden somewhere in the pinprick of his reflection. “Back,” he repeats. He isn’t thoughtful. He isn’t profound. Maybe that’s fine. He squeezes his tear-duct, sticks out his tongue. He’ll die eventually, let his body disappear, but not right now. “Body back, body back, body back.”
A TITLE DROP???
#cw suicide#didn't actually think I'd title drop this!!!!#BUT WOW!!!!#how many times is harrison going to stare at himself in the mirror in this chapter#I thought I was repeating beats#but at this point this is just#revealing something about his psychology#THE OFFERTORY PART OHHMYGOD#i wonder who spat him into the basket lol#I LOVE THIS MOMENT SO MUCH#IT'S LIKE A RECLAMATION#YESSSS BABE!!!!!#he's gonna have... chaos sex now... sorry#bodyback
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it's about...longevity? stability? it's about natsume believing he'll be somewhere long enough to plant flowers and see them bloom. it's about him taking touko seriously when she asks him to tell her what flowers he wants to plant. it's about making something with his own hands, building a future with the fujiwaras. it's about him repairing a rundown home for someone else, restoring it because it's beloved to them, because it's the home of someone they love. it's about him seeing touko's joy and thinking about the youkai saying we'd like to look upon her happy face forever. it's about the box garden making him think of the fujiwaras' garden and his parents' garden, about the flowers being both the memory of flowers that bloomed there before, and the flowers that he and the youkai planted earlier that day. it's about him waking up in both worlds with sensei. it's about touko finding the petal in his hair. it's about him feeling how he falls short and the youkai saying, but you have such gentle hands...
#watch this right after the ephemeral ones to die instantly. i assume. i haven't tried it#i feel like so many of the emotional beats that destroy me in this story come down to impermanence#accepting loss and change. finding the beauty in transience. treating every encounter as something precious‚ knowing it's ephemeral#and this chapter is about...also accepting renewal? allowing oneself to think about the possibility of love lasting#allowing oneself to put down roots. nurturing what is there. building foundations. doing it for and with people#god you know what else you shouldn't watch this after if you don't want to keel over dead probably. the childhood home arc#natsume can now think of the memory of sitting with his father looking at his mother's garden#and associate it with warmth instead of pain. because he's no longer afraid of losing it. because of the trust he has built#because he knows he can build something. the people here have made it safe for him and he has and he is and he will#i am crying so hard i should be collecting my tears for water reclamation purposes#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou#natsuyuu meta#my posts#f
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Watching a vid essay about the rampant transphobia in house md and its so funny bc every house fan on here a faggot. Like house will gleefully list off several slurs without provocation in a single episode and i will be like "wow thats actually so fucked up. Surely gay people are rightfully outraged over this" and then i log onto tumblr and see hilson fucking super sweaty yaoi nastystyle & house with pre op man boobies on the same dash page without even scrolling
#Its beautiful. I love you housemdblr#To me... this is reclamation...#Cuddy wilson and house are t4t actually. Like sure why not. fuck yea dawg#Not even saying this as like a jab to housemdblr i think its so funny and awesome also#Make those old men kiss..................... and give them top surgery scars while you're at it sonny..........#house md#johan's mindpalace
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like, i think that neon white is obviously gunning for the 'embrace your inner cringe' ethos, but it doesn't work for me because my cringe middle school self wasn't drawing edgy half-demon half-vampire anime twinks with 100 belts, she was sneering at those people for not understanding that Real Art was writing a 10,000 word dictionary for your conlang for your fantasy world thats Like DND But Better (twice as many types of elves and the roman empire is there)
#tattletxt#and obviously in case the subtext is not clear enough this is not saying that one of these is better than the other yknow#just articulating why this specific homage to a specific subculutre doesn't speak to me#similar to stuff like vylet pony or the sparkledog renaissance--i think this could be a powerful reclamation of a certain moment in culture#for somebody who is v. much not me
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To add on to slang/social norms Noir misses out on is the term ‘punk’. In the 1930s and WW2, ‘punk’ was a term used kinda similarly to how twink used to be used, but typically a lot more derogatory. Point is Noir hears someone call Hobie spider-punk or refer to the spider band as a bunch of punks once and he blue screens/starts throwing shit.
#it’s crazy how terms and slang has changed over time#like I’m sure this is not the only one that would immediately come up#there is def more#slur reclamation and the history of queer terminology is wicked interesting#I made a slide show in highschool#spider noir#spider band#ITSV#ATSV#Hobie brown#spider punk#spiderman
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I just. What do you think was going through his mind when his car exploded into pieces in front of him and the piece that landed next to him was a hand crank? Like the world was ending around him, he'd just gone through the rollercoaster of losing and then finding his angel again, and from the burning bones of the Bentley fate offers him an echo of the same object he'd once been given divinely. What did it feel like to reach for a souvenir and find that object given to him in this new context? What did it feel like to use that again in this moment of once again offering the fate of humanity up to the choice of one it's own? To be able to hold this thing, born again from a human made object, and say this time I am going to use it to give them the opportunity to choose their own fate?
#good omens#crowley#I keep thinking about this and how he leaves that airfield wondering if this was all God's plan from the start#I wonder if it felt like finding equilibrium or maybe a sort of reclamation#Like acknowledging that even if you are not who you once were you can and often do still carry parts of them with you#And validation that carrying those parts do not mean you are still that person#That same act starting the universe in motion again has such a different meaning being used to give Adam a choice#Despite the fact it is clearly meant to be an echo of starting the universe for the sake of being created to do so#Hi yes I'm still thinking about the damn hand crank
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So, me was looking for something else (Faust in Japanese) and instead found the Japanese version of Reclam with the BSD covers. Wished they also had Fukuzawa, but I couldn't find him, so, it's just these three + Elise ^^
#this is so cool#reclam is btw a publisher who publishes mainly classic literature in a very cheap version for school etc.#they're famous for their little yellow book design in Germany#and responsible for the trauma of numerous pupils in German class#I didn't know that they are still sold#like the artwork is from almost 10 years ago?#and I thought it was a limited time special thing#but it is apparently not?#I need the rest of them#akikos shitpost#late night shitposting#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd mori#bsd chuuya
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Remember George's outline notes that had "joy of giving" and "mercy at the gate" for Arya? Mercy is crossed out and we obviously have that as her sample chapter, so what if Arya's next alias is "Joy"? Over-thinking the significance of that phrase and how it could apply to the rest of her Braavos arc🤔
#arya stark#asoiaf#something something /joy of giving/ could align with /all men must serve/ and Arya's apprenticeship with the courtesans#Arya learns more about courtly manners and becomes more comfortable with engaging in highborn spaces#while becoming more privy to Braavosi politics and how that connects to her responsibilities/identity as a Stark#when I imagine Arya reclaiming her identity I imagine it coming with her acceptance of even the /hard/ parts of her identity#I think Ned's words about /summer games/ and growing up will be incredibly relevant to her here#her reclaiming her identity while ignoring the /Lady/ aspect of it makes no sense...especially considering how often we're reminded of it#literally every time she reveals her identity it comes with people acknowledging her highborn status#one thing that makes me wish we had on-page Cat/Arya interactions cause I think her twow arc will be heavy on remembering Ned's words 😭#imagine her reuniting with Jeyne before she knows Bran+Rickon are alive and deciding to reclaim her identity at the unmasking festival#I have a pet theory that she could end up /taking responsibility/ for Jeyne's marriage to Ramsay in order to offer some protection to Jeyne#I think it fits considering she has a very protective nature and could feel guilty since she had the opportunity to reveal herself to Roose#basically I want the reclamation of her identity to be incredibly personal and about her feelings + values#which is why I like to imagine it happening before she's aware rickon+bran are alive but after she gets news that Jon is dead#I want her motivation to return home to be primarily about her internal development while outside factors are supporting#/need/ Arya exploring and accepting her identity in her own way#deciding to be Arya while her family is lost to her and that identity is connected to an unwanted marriage would feel so significant#(and yes it was Jeyne that was married to Ramsay but it was Arya's name used and it's still (partially) about/will impact her)#anyways I think about Arya's Braavosi arc a normal about can you tell? 😀#one day I won't put the majority of my post in the tags but today is not that day#I definitely thought too hard about this though that's why I have to hide it lol
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here’s a short history video about black cowboys, of whom were the original cowboys along with mexican vaqueros in the southwest of america.
just something to think abt when considering artsy city jack kelly “vs” cowboy jack kelly..
anyway happy black history month
#this isn’t even a callout i just saw this vid and went wouldn’t it be cooler if like#jack’s cowboy obsession was more of a reclamation than a ‘go west white boy’ motif. bc obviously it’s cooler#anyway. keep writing jack as black and/or mexican and keep calling him cowboy. give him his HAT#it’s NOT RESERVED for christian bale 🛑🛑🛑#fizz freaks#jack kelly#newsies#newsies 1992
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"Why would you say 'oh my god' if you don't believe in god you clearly secretly believe in him HAH checkmate atheist!!!" I grew up in a sect where saying that was considered taking the lord's name in vain and a very serious sin, at best I am blaspheming
#like lmao sorry you can't take this away from me it is an act of reclamation it is dishonoring the sect i grew up in#it is disrespecting the god i grew up with#he's not real but the closest i can get is disrespecting the concept of him and offending those in my sect#like come on don't sell me short here#ex christian
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Did you know: Kafka's s2 can damage secret entrances in Reclamation Algorithm without being next to them? And that her s2m3 does enough damage to break them in two hits?
While this video is only a demonstration of the principle, this makes her one of the most valuable units in RA2 for exploring some of the more complex maps, especially in strange territories where they often put resources like trees, rocks, or iron between deployable tiles and the breakable walls to force you to spend time mining them before you can open up secret rooms.
Finally, a reason to promote Kafka past e0!
#is this a little bit of copium? yes yes it is#but i've had an s2m3 kafka for ages and enjoyed using her#was pleasantly surprised to discover that she works like this#the only other unit I'm aware of who can do this is Goldenglow#and for her it requires a drone crit explosion in an adjacent tile to the rock wall#which can often be hard to control especially in things like Mineshaft Crawl#arknights#kafka arknights#reclamation algorithm#RA2 tips#RA2 secret rooms
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Danny Fenton Phantom is trans and mixed race I'm just saying
#spitting on the grave death of the author style#yes im here again and if i get any more weird anons about this theyre being turned off heads fucking up :3#good on jack for attempting a lil bit of reclamation with the dream catcher splitter majig. not exactly the intention of how thats supposed#to work as far as i know but maybe neither of us is ojibwe and just here because of pan-indianism ykno :3#i have no real headcanons on what nation theyre from tho#last i was really in the phandom i dont think we even really knew where amity park was? apparently we've narrowed this down?????#danny phantom#ps ps ps ps come to me like-minded folks
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everyone using the r slur all willy nilly lately is kind of making me feel unpleasant
#even from a so-called ‘reclamation’ standpoint it’s like ew#what ever happened to speaking in a way that is lovely……#and kind#✏️
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(mgv) house having a bad pain day on his day off so he's just in bed, grouchy, stretched out and trying to read some journal to take his mind off it. and wilson trots in all the sudden (also his day off yay!) like "is your leg still bothering you???" all expectant
and house gives him the best 'are you stupid? are you dumb?' look. "what do you think, jimmy?"
and wilson ducks his head for a second like ah yeah right of course it is. BUT then he smiles. "i have an idea." he crawls into bed with him and adjusts until he's curled up around house's bad leg, head resting so high on his thigh he's practically on house's hip. he's still smiling, blinking innocently up at him.
before house can comment, wilson starts purring, a deep thrumming thing vibrating in his chest. and in their position house can feel it down to the ruined muscle easily. it clicks for house then: purring doesn't just affirm bonds, it promotes healing, especially with the deep hums alphas can produce, doubly so if performed on omegas who are already "biologically inclined" to alphas. the groan house responds with in kind is downright obscene.
that is how they spend a significant portion of their afternoon, with wilson wrapped around his mate and house gratefully petting wilson's fluffy head
#house md#hilson#PURR THERAPY PURR THERAPY -SLAMMING MY FISTS-#“mate” is an archaic term for bondmate btw#went out of style over the years due to movements that deemed it too animal-like#some people still use it anyway in reclamation#not as derogatory as a straight up slur but the closest thing i can think to compare it to#mgv
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Why the FUCK does Lettie speak Spanish if Mesoamerica is still around someone fucking explain
#girlbob.txt#warframe#warframe 1999#what do you MEAN you're from tenochtitlan and saying si heLLO#is it just like. a reclamation thing???#idk if that'll really Work??#i wish they'd at least communicate the lore faster than the single conversations
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I RETURN FROM DEATH TO DELIVER THIS MESSAGE
MAIN BLACK CAULDRON CAST IS INCLUDED IN 'ONCE UPON A STUDIO' SHORT
THIS IS NOT A DRILL
I REPEAT -
NOT
A
DRILL
LOOKATTHEM-
I AM
ECSTATIC
#RECOGNITION! VALIDATION! INCLUSION!#the noise i made broke the fucking sound barrier -#like I'm vaguely upset still that his majesty my lord and husband HK wasnt animated in the short - fuck you Disney etc#but taran eilonwy gurgi AND creeper all got to be animated FULL CENTER?! and henwen!!#literally shaking never seen that for those characters before so happy for them#this truly is reclamation we are dining#thalassa speaks#disney#disney villains#once upon a studio
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