#IT WENT SO WELL LAST YEAR TOO
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college starts in 1.5hrs and ive already been screwed over by them
for context: the specific way i am doing college atm (its not officially college long story) is that the government/state/whatever pays for everything in my classes except science/language lab fees. this includes textbooks—however, they only pay for the cheapest option. so you have NO idea if you’ll get physical or digital. thats fine by me, i can work with both.
so, lo and behold, i go to find my two textbooks for today (both digital)— and yeah, no, not there.
WHAT HAS HAPPENED IS THAT:
The book they said they’d sent me for one class not only isn’t where they said it would be, but it straight up ISNT THE TEXTBOOK FOR THE CLASS. the textbook for this class is free online, which is also funny to me bc this teacher doesn’t allow electronics in the classroom. like buddy did you expect us to memorize the book wtf
The OTHER textbook they said they’d pay the subscription for for the semester (YES THE BOOK IS LOCKED BEHIND A SUBSCRIPTION THIS IS A CALCULUS CLASS.) is, in fact, not paid for. I have it, but it’s on a 2 week free trial. And you’re thinking, “Zerro, just pay for it!” ITS A HUNDRED AND THIRTY DOLLARS ARE YOU NUTS?! NOT WHEN THEYRE SUPPOSED TO PAY THAT!
So NOW, I have to figure out how they’re supposed to pay for the latter textbook (because the former is straight up wrong anyways) while also just straight up not knowing how these classes even WORK (the calc class… has discussion forums required. What The F—) and yeah college is going GREAT.
#zero thoughts#zerros free college year#<- tag for these shenanigans bc im confident this won’t be the first time i complain about this#IT WENT SO WELL LAST YEAR TOO#first class didn’t need a textbook teacher said so#second class textbook arrived and was working#but THIS year? ough man.#they actually did get one if my textbooks right it was a physical one they shipped to me#and my fourth class straight up doesn’t have a textbook so okay#but THESE TWO?#the worst thing is the wrong textbook class is a history class#and i LOVE history#and so far it is the worst class out of the four from looking at the syllabuses n such#also for context for my kind of college: they only offer this to hs students#so its basically “we pay for college you take college classes on top of your HS classes#and get both college and HS credits out of class”#but heres the thing#im homeschooled and have essentially finished my HS coursework. so this is basically just free college since to them im still an HS student#its great. except for the part where they dont pay for anything like they said they would.
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Hey, saw that you're having a bit of rough day. :(
I'm almost finished the next part.
But, would you like Prowl to bully "the wet bread moron" Josh? (as a treat. there's a part I could slide it in) Like a little petty revenge like get back at people being jerks to orcas?
-GLC
Oh I would absolutely love that yes🥺👉👈
#Prowl deserves that#especially since they all keep expecting him to behave like a crazy scared horse/j#I was spending a lot of time watching videos and reading articles about wild and captive orcas#sorry it's a bit unrelated just don't mind the tags kflgmdbd#yeah so. I remember going to aquarium a bunch of years ago and seeing those performances#I was absolutely AMAZED by orcas because as a kid I was kinda obsessed with them haha#watched a lot of documentaries. all about wild orcas#so shortly after I went to the aquarium I tried to look for their stuff on the internet. some recordings and photos and names of the animals#there were A LOT of people SCREAMING around that content. Telling everyone that those animals are abused and suffering#-and shouldn't be held captive. Calling the aquarium “the orca prison” and stuff#I remember how annoyed I was seeing them. Because the staff cheerfully told me that “see they live happy they have a lot of food and-#-and nothing to worry about. What else can they want?“#I was so pissed at those “crazy hysterical eco activists” because they were actively ruining such a fun place#Now when I know better I wish I could meet those people and thank them#they got what they were fighting for. well. mostly they did#Hunting orcas is illegal now thanks to them#and breeding stopped too#they refused to let their last surviving Orca free (she was caught. not born in captivity) but they stated they won't try to get more orcas#Every time I see something about wild orcas it's so amazing and every time I see what humans do to them it gets more horrible#With all that said. If someone is still reading this haha. I now have another idea for a character who's gonna suffer immensely#because I went to see what exactly those activists vere fighting against and now I have some fresh fucking ideas
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15 min vs. 30 min adaman rkgk (manifesting his 2 star tcgp card)
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#adaman#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#fanart#myart#doodle#i got immersive arceus in tcgp when it dropped!!#i really want glaceon ex and the adaman 2 star cards though and that is why i decided to doodle him#it's been what. 2 years since the last time i drew him??#it's really funny bc i'm a pokemon diamond player but i didn't get immersive dialga or palkia#but palkia ex came home so much more quickly than dialga ex#and then arceus immersive came home on day 1#i swear they know i want certain cards so they refuse to give them to me lol#go tour unova is soon too!! i'm a bit excited for that as well#the recent g.enshin event made me upset so no fanart for them. i went back to my roots (pokemon) lol
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Kawoshin Week Day 4: Spinoffs! (+ Inhuman Kaworu?)
The other angels in Campus Apocalypse have wings... It only makes sense that Kaworu would have them too <3
#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#campus apocalypse#gakuen datenroku#evangelion#nge#nge ca#toma draws#kawoshinweek2025#wings might be a little too normal for the monster/inhuman prompt but. let's say it counts#I couldn't settle on black wings (what the CA angels have iirc but i thought it blended too much with kaworu's black suit)#or white wings (classic but i felt it didn't quite fit somehow) so i went with gray!#also influenced by haibane renmei. bc i love haibane renmei <3#also FULL DISCLOSURE i originally drew most of this last year. like immediately after last kawoshin week lol#i kept hoarding it in my files bc i wanted to do something cooler with the concept but well. i never got around to it#and since it fit the prompt(s) and i didn't get around to drawing something new#(and i couldn't Not post something for my dearest beloveds' day) i figured i'd let these see the light of day :')#i'm a little sad i didn't have the time to contribute much to kawoshin week beyond admin duty this year since i've been so busy qvq#BUT!! it's been sooo much fun seeing everyone else's stuff!!!! there's so many wonderful and delightful pieces <333#it's been really exciting to see what people do with the prompts 🥰🥰 hopefully i'll make some time to comment on them eventually :'D#huge fan of the campus apocalypse stuff for today btw. for entirely unbiased reasons <3
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I'm sorry but James Vowles criticising how Red Bull has treated their drivers in the past, only to go and then treat Logan far worse while pulling the exact same shit Red Bull did, ie the exact behaviour he criticised and called them out for, is so freaking infuriating like the sheer hypocrisy -

#f1#formula 1#formula one#james vowles#logan sargeant#best of luck to logan in the future & to franco#but james its on sight#rooting for franco because he's being thrown straight into the deep end#like Singapore of all races will be his third f1 race#and as i said when it was announced daniel was leaving mclaren & oscar was getting the seat#it's never the drivers at fault for a teams shitty behaviour towards a driver#the hypocrisy from james is just leaving a very bad taste in my mouth#edit: also infuriating that of the latest batch of rookies oscar & yuki are the last ones standing#zhou currently has no confirmed seat#they're the only rookies of the past 4 years left#mick has no seat#nicolas latifi has gone back to business school which good for you nicky i hope you're doing well#sorry but i went back to university in 2023 too so i feel a kinship with him lmao#less said about that nameless haas driver the better#nyck is the endurance championship now i think#i dont think I'm missing anybody
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i've finished my first playthrough of alan wake 2 and now i want nothing more than to sit in my room for like a week and sketch nothing but alice like i'm alan wake himself trying to reach my beloved wife through my creations
#alas! life is hell and i have a job.#i can't get enough of it i love this game my laptop hates it <3 i'll do lake house next and then play the final draft.#also alan is so fucking miserable compared to saga. sure i get it the man went through hell that lasted 13 years but cmon babe get a grip.#shoot someone like you mean it! pussy!#+ anyone who has ever complained about aw2 being too long or boring i'm hunting you down like the rat that you are.#i'm genuinely enjoying my time. something's wrong with the rest of y'all though get well soon
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Two weeks later and it somehow did not occur to me to post the new haircut--i still get my powers restored right 🥺
#ore no kao#though with the week or two it's been maybe that was impacted 🤔#twas time and it also coincided with seeing current faves The Vaccines a third time (after their show with the Kooks last year) 🤩🤩🤩#my new black Pickup Full of Pink Carnations shirt (2nd pic) is nice 😌 (and hopefully wont get holes in it like the white one i got last yr)#want to post a vid or two too though i'm sure Tumblr still has a dumb one-vid-per-post limit 😒#but yeah hiiii#hope January went well lol#also hi newer people 👋🏽#lol between work and my fansubbing hobby and my work translating a game but also getting caught up in its code and learning asm even#(to mod it to enable more voices they didnt include for other non-main characters)#i've been easily distracted 😅#(also still loved the Vaccines' NYC show but i'm jelly of the Midwest shows where they played my fave SUNKISSED off the new album 😭#though the whole album is a banger and what they did play was a blast#also ran so late after stopping work around 3:30 to then finish laundry/ eat lunch/get the haircut/clean up/subway to the show#that i missed Thus Love opening and did kinda want to see them after listening to their stuff for the months since i bought my ticket 😩)#(also i have got to have a cute guy coming with me to shows with my fave bands 😩)#[also that Red Hot calendar though 😵 v good get lol]
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To Walk Over Your Grave - A Gravity Falls Fic
Written by pokimoko
Chapters: 7/7
Final Word Count: ~60K
Fandom: Gravity Falls
Rating: Teen and Up Audiences
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Ford Pines & Stan Pines, Dipper Pines & Ford Pines & Mabel Pines & Stan Pines, Fiddleford H. McGucket & Ford Pines, Bill Cipher & Ford Pines
Characters: Ford Pines, Stan Pines, Dipper Pines, Mabel Pines, Fiddleford H. McGucket, Bill Cipher, Background & Cameo Characters
Summary:
This is not the world you think you know Though it starts in the same winter snow And ends in the same place as before: In a town of cryptids and folklore Where a man must set his mind aflame To bring an end to a god's cursed game That's the thing about branches of time However they diverge, they will rhyme But diverge they did, with one mistake One wrong number is all it can take To keep a man away from his twin And to change all of what might have been How cruel, how strange, that a change so small Could make so many dominoes fall But still, every choice must have its cost And in this world, he must pay with frost
Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe, Cryogenics, Suspended Animation, Young Ford Pines, 80s Ford in 2012, Ford Pines Has Issues, Ford Pines Needs a Hug, POV Ford Pines, Ford Pines-centric, Psychological Trauma, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Ford Pines Has PTSD, Memory Loss, Amnesia, Repressed Memories, Horror Elements, Mystery, Angst, Angst and Humor, Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Canonical Character Death, (just…not quite in the canonical order of events), Haunting, Dreamscapes, Unreliable Narrator, Reconciliation, Memory Alteration, Grief/Mourning, Metafiction, Pre-Portal Incident Ford | Early 1980s Era Ford Pines, Implied Autistic Ford Pines, Alternate Universe - Ford Pines Never Went Through The Portal, and let's just say that changes a lot of things, Brotherly Love, Brotherly Angst, Wait if I'm haunting the narrative and you're haunting the narrative then who's driving?, TLDR: instead of portal adventures Ford gets frozen for 30 odd years and is still not having a good time, my boy is out here young dumb and broken
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanfiction#gravity falls fic#gravity falls fanfic#fanfic#my fanfic#my fic#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#ford pines#stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#fiddleford mcgucket#bill cipher#hey remember last year when i said poetics of space was the longest fic i'd written since 2021. yeah so it may have lost that title already#this fic started off as a 'dream plot to fall asleep to because it would be way too long to actually write'. well. i wasn't wrong.#though let's just say that dream plot wasn't prepared for most of what this fic ended up being about#shocking news: pokimoko writing about ghosts and grief and memory AGAIN (no talking radios or sentient houses though so no bingo this time)#but hey! finally got to write in ford's pov! man it was fun! he's the exact kind of guy i love writing for:#smart. unreliable when it comes to narrator duties. and having a really bad week#you can tell this is my first time properly writing an AU because my dumbass could not resist exploring the concept of choice & consequence#what is canon divergence if not a medium to explore the choices we didn't make? the paths we never went down?#anyway i'll stop talking before i spoil stuff. hope you guys have fun with this one! 'cause i definitely did! :D
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oh man, I missed Abel. I love your other OCs too, he's just been on my mind these days.
nooo but i feel that AJKBKJSCB he means sm to me bc hes my oldest OC (in terms of creation, not his age) and the amount of gg i have drawn is massive compared to my other comics (i pumped out so so many chapters, i was rlly having sm fun (but also used it to heal) when i drew it as a teen) - when i drew the dresses thing recently and got to him there i was hit w how much i missed my rascal ughhhh (its been 6 months).....
#i mean those 6 months are nothing compared to the#10 years?? between the last version i drew and me reviving it last year holy shit#the last version was rlly unforgiving i made abel suffer sm just so i had someone who shared my suffering and made me feel less alone w it#i guess thats also why he means sm to me. w the risk of sounding dumb to ppl who wont understand but he always felt like a friend to me#a friend who knew what kind of pain and trauma and feelings i went through bc he went through it as well#so drawing him fighting through it and still smiling even tho he has nothing to smile abt gave me hope#ughhh im tearing up on my corn blog bc im so attached to my bitch boy#ANW YEA I MISSED HIM TOO.......im happy to know ppl still remember and miss him as well#×own ocs#×own art#grimms game stuff#reply
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the fun thing about crippling imposter syndrome and ridiculously prolonged delayed gratification is that they do this cool combo move where they invent an especially ominous form of anxiety that is insidious and subliminal but reaches into me through to the tips of my fingers like an evil little poison impossible to ignore but also impossible to detect except in the way my jaw aches in the morning and the way i find myself unironically saying "this is the longest week ever" on a forking monday afternoon
#HELPPPPPP is it march 17 yet. HELP!!!! HELPPPPP HELP HELPhELP#this is a post about residency match. i WILL throw up if i think too hard about it#it's been so long since interview season that i can't remember the feeling of#'that went pretty well! i think they liked me! i feel good about myself!' even if rationally i know that i had those feelings at the time#the only thing left is repeated informational emails about what to do if you don't match#and the 13% of ppl who didn't match w the same number of interviews as me last year#and there is nowhere for me to seek validation that i'm overreacting bc this whole system is so nebulous and unpredictable#by the time march 17 rolls around i'll be so pessimistic that the expectation will be 'now i can start planning for re-applying'#which is such an insane thing to do. obviously it happens to people but to EXPECT it to happen with my application is kind of stupid#And Yet Here I Am#help.#it's fine. objectively i think my chances are reasonably high. i should be excited for friday.#i WILL be excited for friday if monday goes well. i just want to know NOW if monday is gonna go well bc this feeling is only getting worse#it's fine. thanks for reading. on the bright side it's 65 degrees today! gonna take a walk and then play biddy games and try to forget lmao#trust me you will all know how it goes on monday :)#text#nova shh#personal#academia#struggle bus
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Okay I finished the thing I've been working on for the last month and have nothing else planned, so I'mma try this again:
psspsspss send me prompts and a palette



Borrowing these from here (I just wanted to narrow it down a little):
#palette prompts#I really enjoyed doing this last time and still really like how some of them turned out#the way I went back nearly 3 years (?!?) ago in my archive to copy my tags:#send meeeee characters from established media!#send meeeee one of my characters!#send meeeeee one of your characters if you're a mutual!#send meeeee a kind of bird or mustelid or porpoise or canid or lemur or marsupial or#(established media is kind of too specific it doesn't need to be like formally published‚ IF wips etc work)#I'm HOPING this works as well for me as last time#cannot guarantee anything cannot promise a timeline but I want to try so please#I've successfully drawn a little bit each day so far this month I want to keep it up but now I have nothing to draw o3o
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powder keg (full under the cut)

#wip success story!!#for a bit there i expected it to be a wip failure but i think we turned it around boys#arcane#arcane jinx#isn't it kinda cool how vi and powder don't. have last names. do vander or silco have last names#this thing has 49 layers and 1 of them is completely unrelated#approximately 8 of them are lineart#so it took 40 layers to color this.......#most of them are hidden too it's cuz i am so indecisive and afraid of messing stuff up so i just duplicate the layers and keep going#this is not a great art philosophy but it is what it is#eyestrain#my eyes got fucking STRAINED while working on this#but i love bright colors </3#the evidence of duplicating layers is in one of my shading layers called Layer5-1-2-1-1-1-1-1-2-2-1 or something like that#i went into overdrive lowkey bc i was like this Has to be finished before arc 3 (uhh very mild act 3/trailer spoilers to follow ig)#bc i Know her look changes and god knows i was NOT gonna erase those braids i painstakingly outlined (over a year ago)#it's the principle of the thing. i basically redrew half of it anyways but only because i could not stand it if i did not#i was already feeling like euhhhhhhhhhh abt the whole composition bc when i originally drew it it was kinda half based#around her league personality#so working on it now felt like it was just. Quite ooc for our current moment in the canon timeline#well. whatever. i think she looks cool enough. character notwithstanding. i just hope she is happy after saturday </3#jinx#jinx league of legends#felt like i should tag that on bc the personality thing lol.... lol#i just went through the jinx tag and reblogged a whole stream of super sentimental and super angsty jinx stuff#and now i am posting what i post best. moderately cool poses and mildly affective expressions :)#my art
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@rokurookajima HI HELLO I’M CURRENTLY HALF ASLEEP BECAUSE IT IS 1:50 A.M AND I HAD A LONG DAY, BUT!! AS PROMISED, METALBANDERS AU RAAVA, RENDITION BY YOURS TRULY:

She’s judging you (¬`‸´¬) (you = Wan being a stinky bastard man /affectionate)
I HOPE YOU LIKE HER <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#raava#metalbanders#🗑️🔥#<— not really but it lead to me drawing her so. why not?#anyway. this was really out of my comfort zone#like yeah it’s a pretty girl from the waist up. I rarely draw anything else. but her style differs a lot from other characters#mostly bc I draw them in avatarverse rather than modern au lol#but like. I also can’t remember the last time I drew light hair. it’s a lot harder to shade than dark IMO#(lightest I can remember doing is fem!EKB’s hair when I did PVL fanart last year. and this is even lighter than that)#(I was fighting for MY LIFE)#also I never draw makeup so figuring that out was a challenge#as well as tattoos. most I’ve ever done was P’Li’s/Nazra’s some years back. and Afarin’s/Midori’s. but the latter two are simple#and I trace the former 😅#and this style of painting over line art isn’t one I do too often#basically. I went all out. just for you <3#but moving on#it’s not as refined or polished as I’d prefer but tbh I don’t have the energy to keep chipping away at her#I actually like how this looks and think some roughness in places adds to the charm. yk?#might go in and edit at some point. we’ll see#anyway. yeah. I should head to bed now. it’s a school night#I really hope I did her justice 🩵🩵🩵
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KINCADE PACK 🐺 (original works) — “The name goes back centuries, and all Miranda cares about is making sure it lasts for many more”
[template by @tommyarashikage]
tag list (ask to be added or removed!): @adelaidedrubman @florbelles @simonxriley @voidika @kyberinfinitygems @voidbuggg @inafieldofdaisies @statichvm @socially-awkward-skeleton @aceghosts @carlosoliveiraa @risingsh0t @unholymilf @thedeadthree @cassietrn @jackiesarch @a-treides @shellibisshe @loriane-elmuerto @katsigian @captastra @simplegenius042 @theelderhazelnut @g0dspeeed @leviiackrman @strangefable @jacobseed
#insp: the lodge#too many ocs to tag here lmao#this is a little bit rushed because it’s like 2am#but I’ve been thinking about doing this template for them since I first saw it#FINALLY I get to talk about this fucked up rich werewolf family#Logan and Jayde’s dad were best friends and grew up together#so Jayde and Skye essentially grew up with Logan’s kids#there’s a lot of complicated feelings there between the kids for various reasons#they consider each other family to a degree (more like cousins)... but some of them would definitely straight up kill each other.#Miranda had her eye mostly on Jayde because she’s the same age as Garret and Miranda’s main goal is to strengthen her bloodline#and Jayde comes from a well known purebred bloodline#so Miranda’s golden boy Garret (massive douchebag) tried his darndest to rizz up Jayde for most of their childhood#Jayde fucking despises him. she beat his ass on more than one occasion. which massively bruised his fragile ego. but he still wants to hit#Amara and Mitchell are the designated chaos twins that Jayde has a love/hate relationship with. Skye gets along with them great of course#Jonas is the only mf that has his head on straight. He's mostly separated from the fam. removed at the 'heir' when he didn't want it.#now hes a werewolf therapist for werewolves with a small family of his own. he reminds Jayde of her dad. he's around the same age too#SCANDAL: Jonas is slightly older than Logan lmao#Declan is the other golden boy. the precious spoiled baby. Miranda's backup for the backup.#he's terrified of Garret so he tries to stay out of his way and mostly keeps to himself#tbh Declan is just Scared of Everything and desperately doesn't want any responsibility but tries to hide it#anyway before Jayde's dad was killed and she was captured they knew hunters were coming for them#so they went to the Kincades for help. Miranda would only accept the girls.#Jayde chose to stay with her parents and they left Skye with the family to keep her safe (she was 12)#that was the last time Skye saw her family intact :/ she didn’t see Jayde again for years.#so Miranda pampered her and groomed her to be in her family.#like she was this little jewel. the last living Thatcher.#now that Jayde is back and Skye is with her and they're living their own life#Miranda be scheming. she wants to claim their bloodline sooo bad.#anyway sorry for the massive lore dump there’s.... a lot of complicated shit going on here#edits
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Very glad my team gets the option to work from home for quarter-end week 😌☕🥐
#ore no kao#especially with an 8:30 3-hour meeting i almost went into the office for since i wanted my second gym day for the week#but seeing a friend last night--really fun/hot (still loving how he loved my ass and how i was blowing his cock 😌😌😌)--ran way late lol#[we grabbed drinks nearby then brought him to my place as it was pouring so that was a nice excuse to remove shirts lol#but ugh between his chest hair his eyes his lips his dick his ass his being a bit taller than me... what was i adding here again]#[he works at a museum and gets freebies sometimes so we did talk about seeing one nearby sometime and we got on really well over drinks too#[had met him at the queer liberation march last year and we stayed in touch some on IG but we saw each other on a site and he hit me up]#[i still have his umbrella since my roomie was in the bathroom with it as he was leaving so that's incentive for next time haha]#anyway should probably try to get some work done 🥱
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groomer just confidently diagnosed one of my dogs with cushings. should I be worried chat
#isnt it possible hes just fat and balding....#i think the last time we went to the vet like.a year ago#they said to watch his water intake and how much hes urinating#well i checked and his water intake is fine. way below what it would need to be too much#he doesnt pee that much. so we were like ok thats fine#but its not like we did blood testing or anything either
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