#INSANEEEE ABOUT HIM!!!!! I'M SO IN LOVE

[leech-kisses]

look at. look at my man

[ddejavvu]

heyy!!! saw u were looking for outsiders requests and lemme say, MY OBSESSION WHEN I WAS YOUNGER WAS INSANEEEE!! so u get me??

anyways, what abt a cutie lil fluff drabble where dally is mean to everyone but reader and is super protective over them? and maybe like the other guys make fun of his soft spot for r?

anywhore love ur writing cutie!

send me requests for the outsiders!

i'm so glad you get me <33 everyone in my class made fun of me for how much i liked the book but also i kind of deserved it because i was loud and proud about it. i can barely call it bullying because i totally asked for it

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You've never been naive about Dallas's reputation: his name's always the first people spit out when something suspect happens in town. But you'd never seen him get quite so worked up before- not the way he does when Two-Bit gets a little too extravagant with his gestures mid-anecdote and sends beer flying out of the neck of his bottle dangerously close to your cream-colored cardigan.

"Hey, hey- hey!" You barely register Dally's sudden snarl before a hand locks painfully tight around your arm, yanking you sideways and out of the line of fire. You gasp, more from the shock than from the spill, but Dally's hand is gone before it can do any damage and you're left to rock slightly on your feet from the momentum.

"Damn drunk, throwin' your beer around like that." Dally sneers, "Jesus, man, can't you just sit still for once? Gotta wave your damn hands around, makin' stupid jokes- you almost flung it on her-" He swivels to face you, "-on her pretty sweater." Dallas lets the words fall off of his tongue like he knows they're ridiculous coming from him. They're clipped, staccato sounds as he brushes a stray piece of fuzz from the shoulder of your clean cardigan.

"Damn, Dal," Two-Bit whistles, "Sor-ry. Y/N, your sweater okay?"

"It's fine." You pipe up quickly, your voice sweet to both placate your simmering boyfriend and make up for the harshness of his words, "Really, none got on my sweater. Nothing got on me at all."

"Just cool it, Dal." Darry watches with a guarded expression where he's perched at the table, and you're sure if it had been anyone else in the town, Dallas would have turned on his heel and shown him how cool the edge of a blade could be. But instead Dallas merely scoffs, muscling you over a few more steps away from Two-Bit with the sharp point of his shoulder and guiding you to sit on the corner of the couch.

"'Thing was probably stupid money." Dallas looks sideways and down at your sweater with faux-distaste, like he hadn't just been defending its honor with as much violence as he could get away with, "Soakin' it with beer would have killed you, huh?"

You could have washed it. Sure, it would have been unpleasant to sit in for the rest of the night, but the stain wouldn't have been permanent, and any lingering smell could have been covered up with perfume. But Dallas seems flighty, like an animal desperately trying to cover its exposed underbelly, and you lean against his shoulder instead of jabbing at his soft spots.

"Mhm. Thanks, Dallas." You hum, admiring the way your cream-colored cardigan wraps around the cool black leather of his jacket when you take his arm in your grip, "Glad you're here to watch out for me."

[love-belle]

no comment !!!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which they finally reveal their shared life.

or

for when you got really lucky with your love. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

social media au // carlos sainz jr. x fem!reader

warnings - language

author's note - hello!! i can't stop making these lmfao but fr these are so fun to write, i love them!! i really hope u like this, thank you for reading <3 i think, emphasis on think, that i will be able to post a pierre gasly social media au tonight along with part i of a max verstappen one so yeah, keep an eye out. i love you, hope you're okay <3

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[fatuismooches]

HAHXHDHSHS FRAGILE!READER GAME PLAY HUT WHEN SHE THROWS A PUFFTORRE IT EXPLODES INTO CONFETTI 😭😭 (it was dottore's idea, you were very upset at this!!!)

ALSO JXHDKFHDKEHKCDHI 💥💥💥💥💥 THE THE.. IDEA I GOT... WHAT IFFFF dottore n fragile!reader are 2 characters as 1 unit? Like Clara n Svarog in HSR... Dottore is main dps while ur doing healing on one skill, which is using the Pufftorres/Foxttores JDHDKHDKEE IDK I JUST THINK IT'S SOOO CUTE n one idle is just them being silly together.... Hfjdekgrke dottore holding reader's cheek and reader gigglinh before he huffs and turns cuz u gotta fight and all!!! If reader gets hit n hp goes below like what, 40%? 50%? Immediately switches to dottore n he gets buffs cuz no body hurts his beloved and gets away with it!!! 😡😡😡 reader having favoritism with characters... Fatui and dottore almost getting huge number healing while others get almost none (esp the archons 💀) :33

ALSO VISIONLESS CHARACTERS!!! I need that too... Dottore with a vision is SOOO off putting

Also my voice lines. I'm OBSESSED... maybe... in game interactions when in battle together??? 💥💥💥💥💥💥I can't.... Officially my Roman Empire 💔😭

IM GOING INSANEEEE RAHHHH THIS IS SO FLIPPING CUTE I CANT- Not the confetti!! The poor Puffttores didn't consent to this!! 😭 BUT BEWJDE IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY... imagine you have a Treasure Hoarder or someone cowering in fear because you're playing around with the Puffttores in your hands menacingly... and you throw it at them ready to end the guy but!! Instead both of you are freaked out by the confetti floating everywhere! Dottore gets a very passionate rant from you later that day >:((

But like. Let's not forget about how many other possibilities there are. FRAGILE READER TEASER. It is mostly scenes of them and Zandik during the Akademiya. Except, current fragile reader is there in the background, forlornly watching their former self and Zandik's memories. With every new scene, fragile reader walks behind them, their gaze growing sadder and sadder the whole time, but they do not say a word. Until, it gets to a point where their former self starts to fade away, and in a panic they run after themselves, only to be met with nothingness. They have to accept that they'll no longer ever go back to their old self. (Kind of like Raiden's teaser)

DEMO. I imagine it's kind of like Furina's in a way. Because fragile reader's demo is all in their head/a dream. It begins deceptively happy at first, bright sunlight, joyful music, and smiles. They are finally doing the things they wanted, traveling to other nations, doing things that any normal person would do. Showing Foxttore the world too. The segments are there as well, bickering as usual while fragile reader looks on happily, interrupting them and pulling them to see all the sights the world has to offer. There are no worries, nothing bad happening at all... which makes it all the more unsettling. And at the end- fragile reader wakes up with a start, in complete and utter darkness. For it was all a dream.

COLLECTED MISCELLANY. Dainsleif introducing you, but surprise surprise! Dottore takes over instead to describe his beloved!! EBWDIEWB him explaining all of the silly moves you do with Foxttore and Puffttores... 😭 all with a straight tone. You guys are so married couple 😭

AND YESSSS BRO IM LOVING THEM BEING A 2 IN 1.... do NOT separate them!! In reality... Dottore doesn't really need your support skills (he's incredibly strong after all) but!! He doesn't have the heart when you're so excited to finally be near him... :( AND OH MY GOSH A SHARED IDLE WITH BOTH OF THEM... also consider: Dottore playfully ignoring reader by looking at his notes and clipboard... and you get all pouty until you snatch it out of his hands and he chuckles... ugh so many possibilities...

Immediately getting swapped out when you get too hurt 🥺 i was thinking that happens when you're about to take a killing hit but!! That's more accurate because he'd never let it reach that point! OKAY BUT ALSO REAL. I always thought it'd be cool if certain characters got special buffs based on their in-game relationship with others (like members of the Qixing, or the Knights, Lyney and Lynette etc) We love fragile reader doting on their fellow Fatuis and shitting on the Archons!! They can stay on life support for all you care!!

AND THE BATTLE INTERACTIONS- okay hear me out. For the 2 in 1 character, you get two different ultimates depending on who your active character is. If it's fragile reader, it starts with Dottore ready to do the job for you, but you valiantly put your arm out in front of him, because you wanna protect him!! He watches on with amusement as you assault the screen with tons of Puffttores :3 (they're unlimited) If Dottore is the one on the field, before he brutally annihilates the enemies, you give him a little kiss for good luck and jump around in the background cheering him on totally ignoring how those guys are completely dead!! :3

Okay and your death voice line too - "Zandik... save me..." <3

[barbatusart]

hello!!!!!!!! i just wanted to drop in and say, i got SORTIE 2 as a part of the add-on content for SLAKE HOUSE (was sooo fucking stoked when i saw both you and meanbossart were added to the list of artists :D) - it was sooooo good. it was the first of sortie i'd ever read��i'd seen art from it on meanbossart's account as i think i discovered it first a while back but i hadn't gotten around to checking out sortie until now! i'm definitely gonna read the other parts to sortie - actually, i'll read sad sack first and then get around to it but yeah! yapping aside, i just really wanted to give my compliments to the chef. i loved the strange balance of humour, horror and sex — it was absurd in the best way possible. it reminds me actually, i remember i was desperately looking for outlast fanart and was heartbroken to find that whilst there's some, there isn't as much as i would've wanted (way more on tumblr though yippee!) and i found both your and meanbossart's artwork under the tags (amazing btw)! i'm not sure if it's intentional, but sortie reminded me a little of outlast in that regard—how it's unrelenting in how it depicts people and the 🤔🤔crudity of their desires. and also in how human it is in a way when you get into the backstories of the variants. i'm not good at puting things into words but i hope you get what i mean lol ANYWAYS! i'm going off on a tangent again: IT WAS SOOO FUCKING GOOD!!! that's what i wanted to say. i love salvatore, i love the dissonance throughout, the art style, the ...im not sure of the word for this. but like the composition? it was so raw and it was so good. i had a great time. thanks to both of you for working on and sharing it, i really adored it! and it actually freaked me out - there's a panel where (forgive me if i get the names wrong i have the memory of a fish) sal is looking into the mirror and i think it's gary? opens the door again to check on him and you can hear him but you just know something's wrong. the reveal panel was insaneeee. it was such a good page turner, it's rare shit makes me freak out that way. okay i'm done yapping now, thanks again for sharing :] !

I HAVE NO WORDS IM JUST OVER THE MOON ABOUT THIS!!!!!! thank you so much for your enjoyment & your kind words, holy shit what a thesis!!!!!!

[detshin]

Det! I hope this is not too late to ask, this is about KNY bc the last episode is hype and we're getting a movie trilogy for the last arc -- please who are your top 5 hashiras in KNY? 🥹

GAAAASP SACHIIIII 🥹🥹🥹💖💖💖 how are you girl???

Ugh I knooowww that last episode was so freaking good I was floored. Even after having read the manga ufotable just elevated everything and makes it even better it was insaneeee

Just know that this question is very difficult for me okay? lmao okay here we go! I'll try not to give spoilers for the manga just in case!

1. Rengoku. It couldn't be any other way. I still cry watching his movie. His character inspires me so much, I wish I was more like him. And I love that even after his death he was mentioned and brought up constantly. He really is THAT important.

2. Giyuu. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🩷🩷🩷. My emo boy. I love me a depressed black haired blue eyed character. It had to be hahaha. I ADORE him. He's SO CUTE. His backstory is so sad, and his brotherly relationship with Tanjiro tugs at my heartstrings.

3. Tengen. I mean- it's Tengen. He has to be here. His season was INSANE. Watching him fight is a delight and he's super funny but also quite cute with his tsugukos 🥹. Him and tanjiro this season? Adorableeee. His design is also 👀.

4. Mitsuri. When I tell you I LOVE her???? SHE'S SO CUTE AND FUNNY. I loved to see her fight in season 3. I just love that she's so feminine but is CRAZY STRONG and cool too. Her dynamic with Rengoku is also something I really like in their backstory (I even have that special manga because I love it so much).

5. Muichiro. Of course. Offf couuuurrrse. Who doesn't love muichiroooo 🥹 He's so freaking cool but also adorable as heck! Absolutely in love with his fight scenes. He's just overall so strong and amazing aaaaaa

Now I'm curious! I wanna know your top five too! Hahahaha

[graceful-not]

Ok wait s8-9 Garmposting again but LITERALLY GARMADON COMING BACK HAVING NO IDEA WHO HE IS OR WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE BUT WITH THE DEEP ONI URGE FOR DESTRUCTION. HE GOT HALF HIS ENTIRE PERSON EXTRICATED FROM HIS SOUL AND BODY!!!! HES BE A SHELL!!!! HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT THE FUCJ IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW!!!! seriously though the prison fight scene and the way Harumi dragged him over there to fight lloyd like a. Like a prized feral fighting dog or something. He literally just woke up man give him like 2 seconds!!! AND. AUUGH THE WAY HIM GOING TO VINNY HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL FOR HIM WONDERING IF HE EVEN WANTS TO RECONNECT WITH HIS OLD LIFE AND FAMILYYYY... Ok back on topic feral garmadon literally makes me insane HALF OF HIS RIBCAGE IS EXPOSED AND HES JUST WALKINH AROUND LIKE THAT!!! COVER THEM UP SL- anyway do u ever think Abt how the whole emperor of Ninjago thing was entirely Harumi's idea and the only decision he makes about the entire thing is what to destroy. do u ever think about how as soon as his impulse control and reason for his goals (Harumi) dies he immediately drops them to break everything in his path because all he can really identify about his emotions and mental state that entire season is that he needs to Destroy, because only his Oni side, THE SIDE OF DESTRUCTION, was brought back. I do. And all of the next season he's battling those feelings the whole time no fucking WONDER he doesn't have time for emotions and shit. They tell him "there's more to life than survival" and he's truly shocked because that's all he's been doing since he was brought back he's literally in such a deep depression he doesn't know that there's another option. I can't get over s8 Garm literally growling with every breath almost animalistic in the way he moves and speaks unable to be patient or communicate whats going on with him because he's adjusting to ONLY HALF OF HIS SOUL BEING BROUGHT BACK, THE OTHER HALF RIPPED FROM HIS VERY PSYCHE, VS. S9 Garmadon being So Fucking Exhausted that he literally does not have the energy to feel or care about Cole dying or anything other than their goal right now. He's so subdued. The differences between him and Lord Garmadon make me insaneeee Lord G is so flamboyant but responsible and he's a jokester he loves monologuing and Emperor G... Hes so subdued. He doesn't talk much at all. He sort of just walks around disassociating. He doesn't smile anymore. Lord G ALWAYS had that mischievous smile on, and so when Lloyd watches Emperor G wear it for 2 seconds he assumes that it means the same thing. But his father's body language is different now because he's a different person, so it doesn't. He doesn't even have the same mannerisms anymore. God. I'm insane about him.

[borathae]

Oh my god that ask about vampire Jungkook sucking oc breasts before going to bed absolutely annihilated me

Yesssss it's so him codeeeed, I absolutely see him asking for it when they're having a picnic in the estate when oc is in a summer dress 🥺🥺🥺 and he's like mommy please I want you in my mouth please

Or when she's reading a book in the living room (when only her lovers are in the house) and he's like even sometimes pinching them or lays on them exposed because mommy's titties are the best 🥺🥺🥺

( I also see her purposely one day wearing a see through shirt to rile him up and acts oblivious untill he can't take It)

I saw a corn one day where the girl stimulated the guy's tip with her nipple and rubbed it until he came this is something that'd she do 💯. She'll purposely do it out in the open too because she knows he gets extra hard and wet when he knows yoongi or tae might watch 🥵🥵🥵🥵

Anonie your minnnnndddd 🥵🥵🥵 why is this so hot and cute at the same time????? fuckdk sorry but all I can do rn is bark 🥵

Yesssss it's so him codeeeed, I absolutely see him asking for it when they're having a picnic in the estate when oc is in a summer dress 🥺🥺🥺 and he's like mommy please I want you in my mouth please

goddd fuckckc yES FNDNFN and like imma add my own cents to it (is adding my own cents an English expression? jsjs it's one in German and means "adding something to the conversation" EITHER WAY) what if they're snacking on some fruits like cherries or strawberries and Kook takes one of them to rub them on her nipples so they're all sweet and juicy for him to lick off?? and he can't stop doing it so by the end of it, his lips are all glossy and red from the juice?? LIKE 😩

Or when she's reading a book in the living room (when only her lovers are in the house) and he's like even sometimes pinching them or lays on them exposed because mommy's titties are the best 🥺🥺🥺

GODDDD I'M GOING INSANEEEE 😭 and he'd be all giggly about it and keep whispering to her in a soft, adoring voice about how comfy and soft she is and that she smells so good. GODDD he'd just be so happy being all snuggled into her <3 also okay sorry but. I can see him dreamily gazing at them as he traces her nipples and each time she'd shiver or her nipple would harden more, he'd giggily tease her "you're so pretty! it happened again, your nipple got hard! hehe •ᴗ•"

( I also see her purposely one day wearing a see through shirt to rile him up and acts oblivious untill he can't take It)

FUCK YES 100% GODD he'd try so hard to be respectful because our boy is a gentleman but then. OKAY THEN!! she'd "accidentally" brush up against him (like his arm or back or chest) as she passes him and she can practically see how Kook is trying to control himself. gaaahd damn, all I can think about is his hands in this situation. how they'd slip under her shirt and cup her breasts once she gives him the good-to-go 🥵🥵

I saw a corn one day where the girl stimulated the guy's tip with her nipple and rubbed it until he came this is something that'd she do 💯. She'll purposely do it out in the open too because she knows he gets extra hard and wet when he knows yoongi or tae might watch 🥵🥵🥵🥵

PLEASE if you still have the link send it to me pleasee omgmg 🥵 this is so hot fucckkck I feel like he'd cum so hard too?? like it's not rough stimulation but the aspect of having her nipples on his dick turns him on so much that he has a whole-body orgasm liKE fuckckk I love sensitive!kook fuckkc 😩🥵 like what if they're doing it in the sitting room?? or just outside by the fountain where everyone can see?? like fngngn I see him leaned back against some pillows with his head lowered and his droopy eyes on what she is doing while his fingers are grasping whatever corner they can grasp UFKCKD 😩 bestie. you did it to me. thank you for sending this in 😩🥵

[flamingostalker]

bran my friend in my phone do you have favorite hobbit fic recs to share? I’ve read some of the big ones but spelunking around ao3 as if I am bilbo in the dark is not giving me great results

HELLO my fellow friend in my phone!! Yes I have quite a few😂 I've been taking WILD risks and reading A LOT so please have some of my favs I've found so far:

Sansûkh (obviously) (M) - once in a lifetime transformative work, did insane shit to my grieving brain.

The Riven Crown (E) - I think this one also gets recc'd a lot but it DESERVES IT. I love a good courtship/marriage of convenience situation. This also goes through the nitty gritty of survival through the winter and injuries as well, which I like to read. Satisfying slow burn and hilarious ending.

In the Shadow of Mountain Kings (E) - INSANEEEE fili/oc fic. Retells the company's journey. Don't be intimidated by "major character death" tag, as far as I remember nobody major dies? At least definitely none of the company dies.

lay your troubles down (E) - Bilbo fucks Thorin out of his goldsickness basically but like. much more fuvked up than that in a touch starved/afraid of intimacy kind of way. fucked me RIGHT up.

On Chokeberries and Mushrooms (NR) - Bilbo trying to keep himself from being a burden to the Company, even though he knows he physiologically needs more food than they do. I'm very normal about food.

Green-Handed (G) - sometimes...a hobbit's hands turn green...to cope??? Like a modified Hanahaki disease type of fic. Very fun.

Oak and Mistletoe (T) - AU where Thorin has a mysterious illness where he can't appreciate any sensations. Bilbo does mistletoe magic on him to help. Very cute.

Something to Start With (T) - Thorin and Bilbo thoroughly convinced the other doesn't want to see them. They start talking again because Bilbo notices the GIGANTIC GAPING HOLE in Thorin's foot🥰 hooray for romantic wound care

You Got Me (G) - the company gets to know Bilbo and gives him gifts. VERY cool moments in here for the Nori appreciators especially💜

The "Dying" Hobbit (T) - Oin mishears Bilbo and the whole company thinks he's dying when he just has a little cold. Gandalf doesn't help. Mostly very cute but the Fili and Kili scene SNIPED my ass unexpectedly and did make me cry😂

Twist, Twirl, Dance, Clap (G) - the company teaching Bilbo to dance! very cute🥰

Confidence (T) - trans men Bilbo, Thorin, and Fili that's not porn🥰 you would not believe how hard that is to come by. Not much to this one I guess but I just like holding them in my hands💜

The Color of Possibility (T) - Bilbo saves Thorin from Azog's blade, but now Thorin refuses to see him. And the company is being very unhelpful with trying to arrange a meeting🤔

May Your Forge Burn Bright (E) - AU where Bilbo on a whim purchases the smithy in Bree where Thorin works. Lots goin on in there to keep you reading.

Something Blue (M) - Bilbo/Thorin marriage of convenience but fili/ori subplot as well. Thorin "married Bilbo for political reasons" you know how it goes. Also, Dain gets reallllll comfy with Bilbo🧐

And those are all the ones from ao3 that live in my head rent free! I have more if you like, but I will say I also look at xreader fics and imagines and shit. Always fun to see what the girlies are saying.

[blood-mocha-latte]

secret santa here! hi again. i hope things have been good with you. ❤️

would like a better grasp of things you love! could you share some of the following (and feel free to describe what you love about each to your heart's desire)?

favorite fics of your top ships

favorite authors (literary, fan fic space, etc.)

hi! i've been good, still on hiatus but breaking it for half of a second to answer this. for all my favorite fics i'd suggest looking at my bookmarks on ao3, which has all ships and why i love them <3

favorite luztoye fics

- no good without you by @disastrouscanasta

a pacific rim au, and genuinely lovely. i've actually never watched pacrim, but the love and genuine human understanding and experiences in this (paired with the insanely skilled writing) makes this a top luztoye fic of all time for me <3

- the road is long, we carry on by rebelsquad (wolveheart)

this fic genuinely kills me because both its prose and understanding of luz as a character is absolutely top tier. additionally, the way that the author Gets the ship is just absolutely stunning, and i'm obsessed with the way they have the finger on the pulse of this insanely gorgeous premise.

- knit us together by @almost-a-class-act

just an all-around good fic, required reading tbh. i'm guessing that you've read this, dear exchange partner, because it's truly a bible in terms of luztoye fic.

favorite loosier fics

- where the weather suits my clothes by @disastrouscanasta

yet another arthur fic, but well deserved, as per <3. absolutely gorgeous 70s au that understands both hoosier and leckie like genuinely No One does.

- in the night i am wild-eyed (you got me now) by @riddlersboyfriend

an all-time favorite by a previous and beloved exchange partner <33. truly one of my favorite canon era fics in all of hbo war and it is so, so visceral and lovely to read.

favorite authors

going with novels for this, since fanfic is above and in bookmarks <33

- betty smith

she is genuinely such a fucking icon, a tree grows in brooklyn my beloved. as someone who grew up in poverty with strong ties to a mother country this both read me for filth and made me cry multiple times

- herman wouk

mostly for war and remembrance. the king of character voices, period-era fics, and multiple people pov. also long books. so, so painfully long but in such a good way. he is a Man as well though so beware because sometimes he suffers from Not Understanding Women

- fyodor dostoevsky

the idiot. the brothers karamazov. crime and punishment. i'm insane, i'm insaneeee!!!! not a lot to say on him and i mean what IS there to say he's dostoevsky

thanks for asking!! if i can help with anything else or if you just want to chat, always feel free to hmu <333

[scoonsalicious]

Here we are ladies, gents, and the non-binaries. The long-awaited Chapter 27 which you've blessed us in FULL today. 8 parts??? what have I done to deserve this? And I've got so many thoughts I Literally had to stare at my screen to collect myself because where do I even start????? Well, first off, I can start with the fact that that was amazing and you're incredible, and thank you for this. I've got so many things to say but I'm literally short-circuiting so AAAH. okay. I'm doing it by roughly by parts so I don't miss a thing. And since you've given us 8 parts, expect this to be the longest essay yet (I'm not even kidding please I apologize this got away from me)

First off, the slow build-up was killing meeee. But then again, I do love seeing them having normal conversations (I mean, a dick in the garbage disposal isn't exactly normal but I digress because that part made me laugh) and seeing Bucky be so protective of her because he has a point. Jesse is out for blood and leaving Pocket alone would be a terrible idea (I mean, well, we obviously see this later). I love their banter too! The teasing and the joking and Bucky's smug lil "nothing I haven't seen before" like okay, pipe down. I love Pocket's stubbornness, arguing with Bucky that she can handle herself (which she can obvs) but I couldn't help but giggle when she *pouts* "I have a gun" *pouts* when Bucky told her that even Nat couldn't handle Jane in hand to hand ESPECIALLY when the unhinged snake is set out for the kill and a super soldier at that.

Now, the footage of Jacky in the Hydra base. That was….a lot. It honestly was so disturbing and scary. It's absolutely insane the way Hydra manufactured her obsession with Bucky. But it's also genius in the sickest way. Because THAT is how you make sure you get a mission done. A teenage crush turned obsession? I mean, have you seen one direction fans back in the day? They were unhinged and could hack anything and that's without training (I was a fan too and I saw it all happen online LMAO). Now we have someone who is a teenage girl with an obsession, who's fucked in the head with all that Hydra manipulation, has super soldier powers, a highly trained assassin and has been made to believe that she can get everything she wants? Who’s stopping that? She makes serial killers look sane. She's been set out to him before anyone even knew she existed. Honestly, that whole thing just had me sitting staring at the wall for a few seconds before I could continue because it's insaneeee. It's so scary, just thinking about someone like her existing in the real world. But that part where she was about to jerk off to Bucky's picture has me laughing and feeling distraught at the same time. But that hint of Bucky being uncomfortable about it followed by Pocket's comment about already sleeping with her, at first I thought he just felt guilty about it but after reading all the parts? A foreshadowing that he's never been comfortable in the first place? I see what you're doing. But god, massacring a whole Hydra base and just the image of her Carrie-style but with a proud grin. Chills. Get her away from me please I'm scared.

(on a side note, Pocket thirsting over Jesus Barnes in Wakanda please BIG MOOD. That really reallyyyyy short clip of him in Infinity War throwing that sack with one hand has me falling in line like, yes sarge, me next please. ANYWAY back to the story)

I'm glad they cleared up that whispering in the conference room when the whole below the paygrade comment. Because people keeping forgetting that were just in Pocket's POV and with that comes some unreliable narrating sometimes because we obviously won't get the full scope of what happened because we're only seeing her thoughts and her perception on the situation. Which is why I always think it's important to think on a broader scale outside what's shown on the text. But god, THAT much money? I'm still heartbroken for Chloe though because she didn't deserve that. But sigh, we just discussed not letting Pocket leave the safe house for her safety and then suddenly we're leaving her alone? Barnes? Really? Have you read any fanfics in your life? Anyway.

That whole commentary about the whole trafficking situation was so spot on. I have nothing else to add to that because you pretty much said it all. It's both sad and so enraging. BUT AH NO. YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO LEAVE POCKET SERIOUSLY. But she genuinely did think Dimitri was the least evil of them all so sigh. I already knew where this was going and I already had a hunch who this "Hydra" boss is waiting at the club. But lol the gasp I let out when I read her name. *insert that 'why am I gasping, I already knew that meme' here* Even just that hint of Jordan being so quick and strong since she's a super soldier, it really sets the tone how Pocket really can't get out of this through physical strength. And now the face off begins.

But damn. I honestly didn't think she'd get even crazier yet here we are. I even felt my skin crawl just knowing the amount of time Jerms spied on Bucky, Pocket, and them both together. She's literally been watching their every move even in the confines of their bedroom. And that gives her so much upper hand because all the fights, insecurities, weaknesses, all their trauma and past, what makes them tick as a couple, what breaks them down, she knows it ALL and she's obviously going to use that to her advantage. Well, she did and she did it well. Imagine playing a cheese game with someone who already knows all your moves. How can you win against that? Every time she says she "loves" him I have the urge to throw up. Like girl you don't. You’re obsessed with him. There's a huge difference. And God that she show here obsession and delusion and that really is the best play Pocket could make. Shattering that deranged fairytale she has in her head of Bucky ever wanting her.

That part, where Juno admitting to feeding Bucky all the things she'd been feeding him, especially the degradation parts. When you're so desperate to try and save a relationship, you really do become willing to try anything and take any advice even if it's not the best ones. And like I said many parts ago, she's smart so the way she manipulated Bucky (who's already so insecure and broken and such an easy mind to manipulate) was so calculated that it was always going to be a success.

Which brings me to the infamous video which was without consent, might I add. The way Jayla made it seem in her text when she recounted it Bucky was so far from what actually happened. She really was selling it as if they'd fuck like no tomorrow and Bucky turned into this feral sex god or something. But that's her delusions playing it up, making it seem like it was the best sex ever when in reality, that couldn't have been farther from the truth. That wasn't fucking, hell I don't even know what you call that. I mean, I could be pushing it here so please do correct me if I'm wrong, but that was SA in a way. An unenthusiastic yes is still a no and you could clearly see that Bucky wasn't into it, tried to stop it even. And with men, there's a different dynamic when it comes to SA because of patriarchal standards and toxic masculinity and this misconception that they always want sex etc. And it truly was pathetic on Josef's part claiming that they fucked because, dude, what was that? But it also left a bad taste in my mouth for Bucky. Because what I saw in my head was just him laying there while she took what she wanted, I guess. And yeah, he didn't push her off and there was a part of him that was so hurt and angry thinking that Pocket betrayed him that he wanted to get revenge but even then, he didn't seem that excited on the fact. I mean, the snake had to bring up the articles and Steve over and over and over again because that's the only way she could keep Bucky angry and hurt enough to not protest and just, let things happen. And she was feeding him lies and hitting exactly where it would sting with that purple push up bra because how could she have known that right? In Bucky's head, that was confirmation that she was telling the truth because he didn't know that Jenny had access to footages. She played her game well and she stabbed him exactly on where the stitches are so that was a lost cause on Bucky's part.

And God, I have all my reports saved in one doc and I really did hit it already did I. About me saying how Bucky probably let Russia happen as a way to punish himself too. And that Jayla truly did play into Bucky's insecurities with those articles because what fight does he have against America's Golden Boy? When he already believes Pocket deserves someone better and that someone took form into the person he's insecure about the most? How can you not spiral? I know I'm repeating myself but we truly can't just ignore what Bucky went through with Hydra in all of this. He's got such a fragile mind and self esteem that it's already easy to break him down if you truly think about it. Now, imagine having someone who knows EVERYTHING that made you crumble and has all the ammo and information to be able to say just the right words for you to trust them? And, well, speaking from experience, you really can't know you're being manipulated until you're out of it. I didn't realize how bad my experience was until I retold it to a friend. So I don't Bucky had an ounce of awareness as to what Joanna was doing to his mental state. It was the sickest most calculated thing what she did that I think even the most secure person could feel that security crumble even for a little. Now you have someone who's already fragile and insecure in the first place? He honestly stood no chance.

Obviously, it doesn't take away the fact that Pocket was still hurt and she has every single right to be. But I think she was more hurt that Bucky wasn't secure in their relationship and her love for him rather than the act itself. Because the way it happened really was kind funny and God I cringed at the way Jocelyn took so so long to even get him going and not even get him going at all because Bucky had to think of Pocket to get hard. And he truly only got himself going by imagining it was Pocket. I mean, he had his eyes closed!!! Beyond me how Juan was able to keep going since Bucky was practically screaming someone else's name so fucking obvious and loud and I have no doubt she heard it since she's a super soldier but she's a different level of delusional so I'm not even surprised. Taking what she could get probably.

I can't WAIT to see feral protective Bucky on the next part. And as much as I want to see all the action, I kinda want him to see him be so calm with his confrontation with Jude. Because you know what would truly break that snake? Bucky telling her over and over and over how he could never love someone like her in all the languages and all the phrases he could. Is it evil of me to want him to break her down on a mental level rather than physical? Because to me, that would be a much more worth it revenge with all the emotional and mental abuse she's done on Pocket and Bucky. Because yeah, Pocket saying those things already hit a nerve. Now imagine it coming from Bucky's mouth? The man she claims she "loves"? Either way, I have no doubt you're going to feed us well so I'm going to be happy not matter what happens. I CAN'T WAIT.

— Jnon 🤍

\y Beautiful Jnon,he 'dick-in-the-garbage disposal' line will live rent-free in Bucky's head for the rest of his life, lol. I like to imagine that it's a visual that got Pocket through a lot of tough times. I loved writing their banter (tbh, I love writing banter in general, lol). I just adore seeing them in a little bit of domestic fluff. And .Bucky has definitely seen it all before, lol. Literally nothing Pocket's got going on hasn't been exposed to his... intense scrutiny, lol. When it came to leaving Pocket alone, the safehouse was probably the safest place for Bucky to do it. I mean, Carthage knew about the Wiggle Room, but she didn't know where the safehouse was.

I'm pleased (which is weird to say) that the Hydra footage was disturbing-- it was 100% meant to be. Like, back in the '90s (the glorious '90s, which I miss with every fiber of my being), I was a HUGE Hanson fan. Like, so rabid I look back on it with embarrassment, lol. And I was thinking-- there's no one with greater obsessive focus than a teenage girl with a celebrity crush, you know? And it just kind of made sense to me that Hydra would harness that to ensure the greatest success to assure they get their asset back. And Jade's not a teenager, but she grew up in isolation, without peers her own age, so I see her as emotionally stunted. In a weird way, she has that in common with Pocket. They were both prevented from growing up in the natural order of things so they could serve the agenda of men. They're like two different sides of the same coin. And Bucky was so uncomfortable at the idea of seeing Jade get off to photos of him, because she did, essentially sexually assault him-- he was never comfortable having sex with her, and the idea that she was using his photo for sexual gratification long before he ever knew she existed makes him feel even more violated.

Let us discus Jesus Barnes. Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have had impure thoughts of a man, repeatedly, lol. But for real, if you're not familiar, please check out Rock Me, Sexy Jesus from Hamlet 2, which is literally THE ONLY thing I can think about when I see this:

Like, turn my water in whine, please. (I'm not even sure how that works as some kind of filthy entendre, but I'mma leave it 'cause I like how it sounds, lol)

I almost didn't include the bit about Bucky telling Pocket what he actually said to Jade during the mission briefing, but I realized I didn't want her thinking he divulged her secrets. He did some shit, but he didn't do that.

Bucky has not read any fanfics in his life, unfortunately, but this just gave me a hilarious idea for a oneshot where Pocket tries to get him riled up by reading a smutty Bucky Barnes fanfic to him, so thank you for that, lol.

Sad part is, Pocket trusted Dimitri. And I think he trusted her, too, which was why he was so betrayed when he found out she wasn't who she said she was. I did need Bucky to leave Pocket alone, but in his defense, the safehouse was the safest place he could have left her. I mean, Jade knew about the Wiggle Room, knew that she would be working there, but she didn't know where the safehouse location was. So, it seemed liked the safest place at the time, and it would have been if Dimitri hadn't shown up for her. Everyone wanted Pocket to kick Jade's ass, and I wanted it, too, but Jade's always been too strong and fast. All Pocket could use to beat her is her wits.

Having her spy on Bucky and Pocket was actually a late addition to the narrative, and I'm so glad I included it, because it really cements how messed up she is. And it gave her so much ammo to use against them. They really did not stand a chance with her having all that access. (Also, I know you meant "chess game," but you wrote "cheese game" and I am in so in love with that, I'm going to pretend you did it on purpose, lol). I also wanted to show that Jade wasn't just crazy, but she was smart, too, and resourceful, which is what makes her so much more dangerous.

And you're not wrong-- the Russia incident bordered on sexual assault. I don't think he would ever see it like that, being a man from the '40s, but it was. An unenthusiastic yes is just as bad as a no. She pushed and manipulated him so badly, he really had no chance. And once she brought up that purple push up bra? It was over. Without knowing she'd been spying, how could he not believe her?

I'm dying to hear your thoughts about Chapter 28! I can't wait! Love you!

[isatoru]

I need to challenge your bf to a game of taiko no tatsujin so I can kick his ass at it. Also him being into dbd is insaneeee I’d hate to play w him as the killer 💀

taiko no tatsujin LMFAOOO I DEFINETLY THINK U WOULD WIN LEXI compared to the other games he plays imo i think it's so funny that that kind of game probably won't be his forte lol. for surprise elements

also YESSSSSSS I LOST MY MIND ABOUT IT SO BAD he's literally a loser gamer just like me i need him so bad . i need to play dbd with him because i love the game and the premise but i'm actually too scared to play it (cuz i tried phasmophobia and that was horrifying) 😭 but him as the killer....... its gojover for Everyone. hes so sexy for that

[alphabetboyluvr]

jolly yanno it wasn't until I read bd that I too became obsessed with 'the thing' jungkook does with his lip ring, and at some point I started noticing it so much more oh how in love I am when he plays with it 😭😭😭😭 I don't know, it's such a simple and unnoticeable act, but you noticed iy!! and it's sooo endearing. love love loveee it when I notice him do the thing. even got little videos of it, and then sometimes the smile that comes aftwr?!??! goodness I meltttr

love uuuu <33 hope your new has been great so far !! 🥺🌷

it's okay!! i make so many typos it's insaneeee!!! my family calls me dolls/dolly a lot of the time so I'm not precious about the first letter of my name changing he he. and jolly is cute!

ohhhh how i adore the thing <33 i noticed it bc I'm literally in love with him!!!! loml!!!! i know there's some debate over what the thing is, so for me the thing is whenever the ring doesn't lay flat in its usual position, which means when he plays with it, it happens he he :D

it also happens a lot when he does kissy faces and kissy koo is just for me! all mine !!

pls i love him :(

hope ur having a lovely day!!!! thank you!!! <33

[micer2012]

for the ask game: 6 or 14 if you have one :3

6. I KNOW ISKALL WILL PROLLY NEVER BE IN LIFE SERIES AT ALL.... BUT ISKIZZZZZZZZ ISKIZZZZZZZ SKIZZSKALL PLEPLEALP. i want them so badddd but its fine im fine im normal imfine8U32

OTHERWISE i'd love a skizz dynamic with one of the girls.. especially pearl or lizzie. pearl he has that bond with since LEGACY they mean a lot to m. but i specifically want them to betray him a little9U83448

i just really wanted Interesting, New dynamics cause thats the main reason i didn't care about limlife at Allll, ties had NO tension. they were just chilling. i wanted something interesting so you can Imagineeeee my groaning when skizz n tango ended up stuck together again but. OUG. CHRIST IS IT GETTIN INTERESTING

14. I HAVE MANYYYYYY PLAYLISTS. THEYRE ALL HORRID AND AMAZING AND FULL OF INCOMPREHENSIBLE MASHUPS.

FIRST OFF.. MY (OBVIOUSLY.WIP) SECRET LIFE PLAYLIST. mostly. Hopeful I want villian asshole tango SOOOO BADDDDDDDDDDD

(1-9 are tango, 10 is jimmy 11 was. well i wanted jimmy scar teamup)

NOTES: -karma is really only there for the beggining and chorus what the Hell are they on about in those verses. what the hell are they cooking. having said that KARMA'S ONLY A BITCH IF YOU ARE. AND I AIN'T NO BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=invincible is a hell orbs song which means its basically unlistenable and AWESOME hell orbs rules. sorry the song w the lyrics "I was the New York Dildocrat" gets on the tango playlist. but yeah its about him coming From decked out 2, that Insaneeee power and wanting to be that Mastermind again, the one pulling all the strings again. when my power is lost, only then can i be a true man. i was invincible once. i will be invincible once again.

=YOU'RE ONE OF THEM ARENT YOU.. THIS SONG IS.. PROSPECTIVEEE HE HASNT GONE THIS HARD YET BUT IMAGINE. BUT. "go ahead, scream all you want to!" (3l bdubs as hes blindfolded against the wall) "you're legless and limping and lost and it's just how they like you!" (last life TEAM BEST tango their life dispenserrr..) "the ugly, the unclean, the unfit will fuck the unhappy" (double life. when tango n jimmy saw eachother on yellow at spawn for the firs ttime)

=fvck somebody is tango @ skizz. what do you want. my god. i just want to go somewhere without ya what do you want. My God, I just want to love someone thats not ya. but here we are, where we grew up in wellsville new york.. and i cant tell, if this is hell or if i'm just bored. You said "let's settle down-!" . Sounds like a downfall--! I gotta get out-! without it being my faulttt.I WISH YOU'D FUCK SO- (the chorus of this song is about the singer wishing there was a valid reason for the relationship to break up, a ""Valid"" reason to Hate the other person who did nothign wrong. who Does legitimately love them. wishing the other did something Unforgivable so they had an Excuse to hate themmm for their relationship to not workkkkkkk)

-pledge drive jimmy :] i called the pledge drive (SUCCESS ON HIS TASK expecting goodies) I got the suicide hotline (YOU NEED THE HEARTS DUDEDEEE). IF WOKE GUYS MUST DIE, I'LL GO FIRST. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. IF WE MUST DUMPSTER DIVE, I'LL GO FIRST. AND IF YOU THINK YOUTH HAS BEEN WASTED ON THE YOUNG, AND THE WASTED. SO NOW, ONE OF US HAS TO DIE, I'LL GO FIRST! I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

im sure this playlist is gonna age horribly and maybe not even have all these songs by the time the series ends. but god it goes hard.832

MY OTHER PLAYLISTS QUICKLY :] IF U HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE ASK I LOVE MUSIC. I LOVE MY MIND AMVS:

(skizz specific playlist :])

[caligarish]

Spotless is about family even more than it is about secrets and it's making me go insaneeee. Martin is trapped with Jean and Victor is trapped with Nelson, and they justify it so differently - "I'm much cooler than he is, he's lucky to have me/I love him, it's the others I cannot stand". Family is not the best place, it is the only place, none of their partners ever matter as much to them, for better or worse.

Martin tries to get into Jean's skin - his clothes, his wife's bed, his daughter's school meetings, his workplace, his life. At first he seems like an intruder, the cooler Daniel here to take over everything Jean has earned. But then by the middle of the show it's clear that Martin is only doing that because he has nothing else. That the only way for him to have a place of his own and be close to his brother is to BE his brother, to fill in for him wherever possible because Martin has no other value to the world.

With Victor, it's the opposite. He starts out as this insecure, aggressive pretty thing out of place among Nelson's goons, laughed at behind his back, only having value because he is Nelson's kin. But then the finale happens, and he's revealed as the single thing that actually got under Nelson's skin, the one person he couldn't survive losing.

[yiangchen]

something that i've never been able to figure out is why i enjoy the build up to rory's relationships but can never get fully invested in them once they actually happen. with dean, it was really cute and wholesome for almost the entire first season, but then he tells her he loves her and lashes out when she doesn't say it back. at this point, he had officially become the typical "nice guy" who's not actually a nice guy at all once he doesn't get what he feels entitled to. ew. immediately gave me the ick. and it just got worse from there. i never shipped them again after that moment.

then in comes jess! and i was like omg yay! dean is awful and jess is so cute. i was so excited about it. even though i enjoyed early dean/rory, imo she had far more chemistry with jess and the build up was immaculate. i honestly didn't even mind that she cheated lmao because it actually made sense in the story and they were just young kids making mistakes. plus, it was a very good kiss soooo yeah. i was completely on board, even through the drama that followed, right up until they got together. it was so good initially. and then almost immediately, i lost all interest in their relationship because jess was just such an asshole a lot of the time! he was cringy. he was annoying. he treated her awfully. i couldn't enjoy them at all anymore. and then the relationship deteriorated, progressively getting worse and worse.

a bit later and in comes logan and i was even more excited for him! i was like yes this must be what i have been waiting for! it's the third romance trope. let's fucking go. and the build up was even better than jess/rory imo!! they made me go insaneeee before they got together. like. fuck. i was so so soooo invested. but their first kiss was somehow so meh to me. a lot of the time, i could still enjoy them together and i thought they had a lot of cute moments, but the magic that i felt before they got together was just kind of gone. sometimes i could still feel it and other times i just didn't. so, between that and some really bad writing decisions/ooc behavior (such as their breakup in s6 and all the drama that lead up to it and came after it), i could never fully ship them either.

i prefer rory/logan over the others because overall they had the healthiest relationship, but there's just something missing with every single one of these boys with they way they were written. it just doesn't feel like any of them are meant for rory. it feels like there's someone else out there for her that she hasn't met yet. am i the only one that feels this way? i feel like i am because all i see is team jess and team logan and i'm just team rory over here ig.

i will say though. i think there was a chance for me to fully get on board with jess or logan in the revival had things been different. both have second chance romance potential, but they didn't go there with jess/rory because they decided to give rory/logan yet another unsatisfying storyline. the writers clearly had a bias for jess, so i don't know why they didn't have a romantic storyline in the revival. it's just kind of weird. ideally though, i wished they'd just gone about rory/logan in a different way. if they'd had logan working at luke's inbetween jobs and rory comes home to visit and doesn't know and she comes into the diner expecting luke and sees logan waiting on tables?? and then there's all this build up to them rekindling things??? maybe they kiss and then after rory is so flustered when she sees him again in the diner and she runs into something and almost falls over, just like lorelai did because of luke once upon a time?? it would have been so cute! rory/logan have the chemistry. they just needed a better storyline!