#IM THE BLIND ONE. I FIXED IT
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angy that tumblr doesn't add alt text to existing reblogs when the op is updated
#seeing 'undescribed' tags on a version of the post without alt text that circulated early when i added it shortly after drives me NUTS#IM THE BLIND ONE. I FIXED IT#not art
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I shall protect you
#ueueue i think about how much minazuki cares about sho so so much#like. he awoke within sho and just immediately decided he was going to dedicate his Entire Existance to this one boys well-being#he recognized the mistreatment and tragedy of shos current situation and resolved to fix that#by (attempting to) kill the source (ikutsuki)#and literally all the events of arena/ultimax was a plan that HE made specifically to grant shos wish#even suffering through working with kagutsuchi (who he HATES and distrusts immediately) just to make sure sho gets what he wants#but also like. hes so far into his devotion for sho that he refuses to see himself as an individual person with his own desires#he views himself as more or less an extension of sho#all the while separating himself from the identity of 'sho' and distancing himself from his experiences#he doesnt refer to sho by name and he refers to ikutsuki solely as 'HIS' father. not 'our' father not 'my' father. 'HIS' father#hes also blind to the internal conflicts sho has and thus cant see that wat sho actually wants isnt REALLY the destruction of the world#(or rather; world destruction isnt the actual goal. its simply the only way he knows how to connect with it)#(which by itself is something else minazuki fails to see!)#(that shos destructive behaviour and anger isnt really because he hates the world itself as much as it is he hates that he doesnt fit in it)#anyway im getting off-track i have feelings#sho minazuki#tsukiyomi#persona#persona 4#persona 4 arena#persona 4 arena ultimax#p4#p4a#p4au#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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MATTHEW TELL ME LORE ABOUT THE LUXON BEACONS WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THOSE THANGS. WHAT DOES ESSEK KNOW
#if i am 100% sure about one thing it's that Essek Fucking Knows#essentially my theory about essek like. as a character boiled down to a singular trait is that he is#obsessively curious about the world around him to the point where it blinded him for a very long time#he didn't consider the fallout of his actions and i also am not sure if he ever made an escape plan. he was scrambling bad with the m9#he is like 22int smart and im sure a very very good spymaster which is how he got as far as he did but#he latched onto the beacons as a fixed point of like. the reason for his isolation and lack of compassion or empathy for anyone or#anything past the absolute wretched burning need he has to Know. and in a way. doesn't that make him the most devoted to the luxons out#of everyone. do you ever think about it.#it wasn't a sunk cost fallacy until the m9 showed up with a beacon and then he started digging a grave
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my most controversial dndads take is probably that i think code purple was the right decision what who said that?!
#is this a safe space#like i get the whole “billions of innocent people are suffering because of it” thing dont get me wrong but like.#billions of innocent people were *already* suffering?#and to my understanding code purple was put in place to make it easier and faster for the kiddads#(the only people who are capable of making things better mind you)#to fix things??#and also just me personally.#if i had to choose between two worlds to make endure The Horrors#im sure as FUCK not choosing the one that has ALL OF MY LOVED ONES AND *CHILDREN* LIVING ON IT#idk man#i feel like its very easy to judge them after the fact but we need to start looking at their decisions as being made by people who from#the age of 12-13 on had to live in a literal fucking apocalyptic setting#like you’d wanna get rid of that and especially you’d wanna save your own kids from having to live through that too#but its very possible im blinded by my love for lark and sparrow#and also i havent listened to recent episodes so i very well could be wrong on details so 🤷#grain of salt or whatever#lark and sparrow#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#sparrow oak garcia#sparrow oak swallows garcia#sparrow oak#lark garcia#lark oak garcia#lark oak#the oaks#kiddads
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me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects
#maybe my mom was onto something all these years telling me i'm bipolar#no i don't think i am but i do technically have a bpd diagnosis so like. mood swings up the fucking wazoo are not new#but i am not one to be like 'exercise will fix me'#i've also just come to terms recently with the fact that i didn't kill myself already so might as well start thinking of the long term#so not being in constant pain when im older is something im actually thinking of now#so like. gotta move more which i was doing during this semester! walking like 3 miles a day which didn't help brain but#it's gotta be good for you anyway even if i don't get the endorphins everyone says you get when working out#that's neverrrr been me bc also chronic illness w exercise intolerance#so it's like. wah i have a desire to move my body more and know it's beneficial#but chronic illness + mental illness + trying not to think about exercise in terms of weight loss bc i'm trying not to make that the goal#although certainly wouldn't be mad if that was the result but if i prioritize it over just overall health it's gonna make me obsessive#i'm saying a lot of words. i have no one to really talk to so i once again come to tumblr as a public diary#ANYWAY. trying to find balance with wanting to exercise for overall well-being but dealing with other factors like chronic illness#which has actually been under the most control it's been in years i barely even consider myself (physicslly) disabled these days#and also balancing the fact that while my disordered eating has never recovered and i still have extremely bad relationship with myself#im in a relatively better place with that. i'm not starving myself and im not going through binge/purge cycles#but my relationship with food and eating is still very much unhealthy#and i don't think that will ever really change bc it's so ingrained in the everything about me#i don't really know what i'm talking ahout anymore or what prompted this#i can't simply just say 'i'm gonna go for a hike today' and be normal about. always gotta psycho analyze myself#im in a very weird stage in my life where i feel like i have control over nothing and i barely even exist in my own body#im just like a cacophony of voices trapped inside a meat suit but im not in the drivers seat im stuffed in the trunk and tied up#and the guy driving is an old blind mind who should have lost his license his ass is NOT road safe!#so it's like i have all these ideas and desires and feelings and ahh!! but hey i'm locked up here let me out please#and also the state of the world. so bleak and hopeless and paralyzing that i've just kind of shut my feelings off so i'm rapidly switching#between numbness and overwhelming agony#what the fuck am i talking about
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guys don’t worry, aziraphale is just in his zuko arc
#the way joanie and i have been screaming in dms for like an hour#but y’all—#it’s the way that he’s getting everything that he thought he ever wanted and will come to learn that it isn’t at all what he thought#im going to be the number one aziraphale protector#heaven has severely brainwashed his perception of good#he’s so naturally good-hearted but since they go against gods plan.. he thinks he must be bad#like just look at his recation after saving job’s kids!!!#for him… this offer is like someone reaffirming him ‘you are a good being. you are not evil.’#and this idea has blinded him to what crowley actually wants#throughout the season crowley has been doing good things (because that’s just who he is)#but aziraphale sees it as the angel in him basically wanting ti be free#he probably thinks that them both being angels is the best way they *can* be together#and thinking back to their conversation about loneliness.. he probably feels that he is giving crowley a community by giving him an in#with the ‘good guys’#he doesn’t realize that all crowley ever needed was just aziraphale#aziraphale has always been enough!!!!#and just..#UGH.#ITS SO CLEAR HOW HES ALREADY HAVING SECOND THOUGHTS ON THE DECISION BUT IS TRYING SO HARD TO CONVINCE HIMSELF THIS ID RIGHT#HE THINKS HE CAN FIX IT FROM THE INSIDE#PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH HIM… HES JSUT GOING THROUGH HIS ZUKO ARC#good omens spoilers#good omens
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i wish i could have a silly little day on tumblr but I have to read my 80 page HOA document to see if the boomer condominium overlords will ALLOW me to get my new dishwasher (that i bought on black friday like a true, miserable adult marching towards death) DELIVERED AND INSTALLED on the 23rd as expected or if I have to cancel the delivery because there are too many rules for me to abide by and my soul is simply too tired to jump through the necessary hoops to comply.
#i cannot stress enough do not buy a home with an HOA#i have a condo in LA so it was unavoidable but if you can avoid it by all means please save yourself#they wont even let me change my fucking BLINDS because the windows belong to the outside word I guess and not to me#guys i am an idiot and i only skimmed the HOA docs while i was buying the home#because i thought the only relevant thing to me was the pet policy#when i found out a few weeks after i moved in about just how many rules there were I cried my eyes out#the worst is there is always some elderly woman with nothing better to do than be the HOA police#speaking of dishwashers have you noticed they all fuckign SUCK im hoping this one i bought doesn't suck#my last word of advice is that word on the street is to NEVER buy a samsung refrigerator#i mean its hard tho cause they look so cool....u know.......#they come in so many colors.....................like pink#.................its so.................................tempting.............................#but apparently they break and theyre like impossible to fix and its like a horrible waste of money.........#but i cant help but be like.......................but what if that DOESNT happen to me?????????????#like what if samsung got their shit together and i can just have a really cool pink refrigerator#guys im fucking rambling because im procrastinating reading the HOA doc lord HELP me
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love planning out an entire video game that will take me years of learning to get started on making.
#well! you start somewhere‚ i suppose.#it's a meta game that takes inspiration from bad end theater‚ deltarune‚ there is no game and oneshot ^^#we have stereotypical characters carrying out a stereotypical rpg when - oh no! the villainess stepped out of the generic conclusion by/#/almost winning. that's not right! so the program has glitched.#one existential crisis later‚ the heroine‚ sidekick and villainess team up to go on an adventure within the players computer.#and what do you know‚ going on a journey with your destined enemy sure does wonders for self-reflection!#that's the basic idea‚ at least. i've written out the basic plot and am currently working on the characters.#simply‚ they will in the first part be perfectly stereotypical and generic characters that fit their archetypes.#when they begin to journey together instead of against each other‚ they will realise many things and grow as characters‚ figuring out/#/things about themselves they were previously blind to‚ fixing their flaws and changing for the better.#how lovely. how lovely. i cannot wait to make this one day in the future#im also quite fond of the characters in their grown states when they gain a personality beyond their destined archetype#and also. heroine and villainess discover lesbianism and sidekick discovers aromanticism. peace and love on planet earth#🌙rambling#🌙farglitch
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[ID: a digital drawing of tome kurata from mob psycho 100, depicted sitting down crossed legged and placing her hand on her chin, thinking. She glances upwards to the right, as a small UFO is seen circling around her head and lightly illuminating its surroundings. Behind her, a spherical shape of the starry night sky is visible, and placed over a light teal rectangular background. End ID.]
We're getting into her time to shine in the series, so. tome time
#vi draws#i hateeee poses ive been procrastinating reading and the background took longer than the actual drawing . lol!!!#anyways this is one of those drawings im posting blind without fixing shit because. its late and i should sleep#but yeah i love space motifs and i love HER! icon legend supreme weird girl#tome kurata#mp100#mp100 tome#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart
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what is the process you use to make your drawings? and what base do you use for the people, I’m trying to get better at drawing people myself, and I absolute love your style! 😊
Hi! I usually
1) sketch out my compositions
2) do a clean sketch/dirty line work layer
3) do my base colors
4) do a basic shading pass with a multiply layer and a hardvpainting brush
5) do a basic highlight pass with a 30% add layer and a hard inking brush
6) do more multiply and add layers from there until I'm happy
7) merge, and fix any final things by color dropping and painting directly onto the layer
Here's a speedpaint of my process I posted before, its a bit different from the process described, but honestly I'm always playing around with different styles and processes so I mess around with these steps a lot lol
(Similarly i can never tell people what brushes i use because I usually just download a bunch of cool looking free ones and then choose a random one)
As for drawing people, I also can't really give many shortcuts; I'm a biology student who learned art under someone who was classically trained, so I basically did studies until I learned the bones and muscles, and now for better or for worse, I don't really use references. I'd say what really changed the way I thought about drawing people was learning all the joints in the body, and how they functioned.
Like, knowing the range of motion of your body is super helpful, and even if your proportions are weird you won't end up with janky posing.
It's also helpful, when drawing muscles, to think of your body as a piston system. You have an antagonist muscle that pairs with each muscle that essentially reverses it's motion (think: biceps and triceps) and thus whenever you draw a person flexing an arm, for example, keep in mind that if you draw that buff bicep, you gotta also leave room for the triceps. Also remember that fat exists on any healthy person, so limbs should really never be sticks
Last drawing tip for people: learn how to shade things, like just generally. Things are a mix of hard and soft shadows, and don't be scared to really push your values to be very light and dark. I've been told not to shade with black but honestly, the way I layer multiply layers just means I do it anyways and as a not-professional, I like how it looks
tldr: unfortunately, I don't know any tricks or shortcuts, I only can suggest to learn the rules before you break em. Sometimes classical art training techniques are good
#vio.ask#sorry op this was a lot#maybe I'll made a lighting guide one day#oooo also if you have a gradient maps feature thats what i use to pretend my coloring process isn’t me stumbling blinding all the time lmao#oh and if i do ever use a reference i usually take a pic of myself. unfortunatly this has the effect that everyone I draw is midsize#and vaguely asian looking and im trying to fix that lol
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no because i get so stuck on how endless everything feels, how life is so long and these horrible habits i have now are part of my life story forever but
life is so long. every little good choice i make will add up. i don’t have to fix everything today, it can take time
#idk if it’s the capitalism or the time blindness or what but there’s very much an innate must be doing must be fixing must be winning#and like. it doesn’t work for me. it doesn’t help me#i just need to take my steps slowly and let progress come with me#the big picture doesn’t have to be so scary#this is literally just cause I went ‘i keep being so overwhelmed by how many relatives I want to call and calling no one. if I just break it#down and call one person a day (a) that’s better but (b) I’ll actually get to everybody eventually rather than not talking to anyone#i really want to just become someone who talks to people#like. the glue in my family if you will#like I want to just be like. hi aunt so and so. yes it is weird I’m calling you. but we haven’t talked in forever and I wanted to know how#you are. okay great ten minute conversation im gonna call you again in two weeks#and then whenever I’m with family and they’re like ‘what’s so and so up to’ I’ll actually know#cause I’ll talk to people. that’s the kind of person I want to be#and the only thing stopping me from being that person is me#yes my family doesn’t do that and it will be weird and awkward and. painful at first#but if I kept at it. think of all the lovely relationships I could build#also need to dedicate more time to my friendships!!!#responding to texts!!!#but like it’s hard#i need my adhd meds for any of these things to be more than just plans#but I have a doctors appointment in two days#and I won’t even be out of other meds yet 😎
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awww.... there goes my lazy mutation for almost guaranteed full health at the end of biomes 😔
#I do get why theyre nerfing it cuz its wayy too easy to regain health if ur familiar w shield timings.. i havent needed flasks in forever#but sometimes i just wanna get to late stage biomes without caring if im playing a bit sloppy so its nice to have an easy heal mut#I always switch it out before bosses anyway but still.. there she goes ty for ur service 🫡#this is like when they released that update years ago that nerfed gastronomy so it only upped healing by 65% instead of 100% LOL#gastro used to be my go to 3rd survival mut but after that i switched to wdky.. ill probs stick w blind faith or spite now#the other tweaks n bonus stuff in the alpha sound exciting tho im buzzed#hope they fix the on the tin achievement bc its so bugged.. ive done it twice + it still hasnt registered but its the last one I need!!#dead cells#.diaries
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my theme has nested posts instead of stacked posts and it is Driving Me Crazy
#you get like one letter at a time if there's sufficient reblogs on a post and its horrible unusable and bad. how do i change this. i can't#find anything. i've searched high and low and i cant find a single fucking thing that'll just tell me how to change this#i don't want an entirely new theme i just want to fix my current theme#its perfect it looks great. except this One Fucking Thing arrrrrrgggghhhh#i don't know html i don't know css im am flying blind here (blinder than would be normal for me. a blind woman.)#aslkfj;aslkf but seriously what the fuck do i do#am i just going to have to redo my whole theme....... again....
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Even just half-heartedly looking for work as someone who is legally blind, autistic, with no highschool diploma, GED, or degrees and who can't leave the house is a very specific kind of let-down and disappointment that just really makes a person depressed.
#irl#vent#suicidal ideation#i am a money sink and a financial burden and trying to look for ways to fix that turns up nothing!!!#society abandons those who cannot work!!! and i sure do seem to be unemployable!!!#like#i would need a work from home job that doesnt require a highschool diploma ged or a degree that i can do as someone who is legally blind#at the LEAST#even just being a cashier at pet smart requires a fucking highschool diploma!!! and i cant even do that sort of work anymore!!!#i dont have any fancy little talents or areas of expertise either!!! i cant code i suck at source work i cant do graphic design!!!#what am i supposed to do#can someone just like put me down like a sick animal or smth at this point#because i feel like all i amount to at this point is a burdensome and childish good for nothing waste of space#and an additional source of stress and disappointment for everyone who has ever cared about me or had hopes for my future#sincerely feel like everyone who knows me would be better off if i were dead#no one would have to take care of me then - theyd be free of any burden i put on them#hell considering how few people i talk to and how little o do talk to ones i DO talk to they probably wouldnt even notice i were gone#and once they did they probably wouldnt be upset for long at all if they would be upset to begin with#my partner would be free to find a smaller more affordable place to live or could even get a car and live in it as he thought of doing#before if i werent around being a little needy whiny bitch#seriously whats even the fucking point#im so tired of just...fucking everything.#i dont talk about it much but i really do just feel like shit all the fucking time man#and i feel so fucking powerless and like i have no control of my life too#should probably be in therapy still but i just know theyd force me into the psych ward again#not that talk therapy would do shit for me anyways tho#i dunno#im tired and sad and hopeless and i just wanna go to sleep and not wake up again#not that it matters or anything though lololol
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