#IM SORRY IF THIS IS DISSAPOINTING

[kali-official]

fastfetch config :3

it even tells me how long ive been on E

[bruciemilf]

"Alfred is way too chill with what Bruce is doing" my good bitch it's probably because Thomas and Martha were 10x worse. Bruce is like a sundae ice cream compared to those two

[oflorelei]

My Problem is:

That it's a let down. Listen I am not mad or horrible dissapointed over that Radahn is there (although sigh i wished we would have gotten that Age of Abundance/Compassion man). I am not mad that he is apparently a puppets and that miquella is apparently the villain from the shadows. I'm mad that they hyped this DLC up so hard, using Miquella's character, which they know to be shrouded in mystery and HYPE, made it appear that we may have the chance to join him/get betrayed by him, made people belief he SPECIFALLY seeks out the tarnished or multiple tarnished at once (to help him?)- that he is the central figure of this DLC when he is not. And thats not an underestimation.

Miquella, most fearsome of the Empyreans, the 'father' of the Halligtree, beloved by near all, who "[...]wields love to shrive clean the hearts of men. (There is nothing more terrifying.)" - does not even have his own bossfight.

No, he is basically just a cape for a boss we already fought to a DLC that costs 40€. He is in the promotion arc, he is said to be a central figure, he is said to be the fearsome empyrean of all. One thing he isnt? Apparently worth the time of day.

I am ok with Miquella being turned into a villain, I am not ok with Miquella being turned into a joke.

There were so so many roads they could have taken with him, he was PROMISING in every regard.

Want to make him a Villain? Fine the reason can be:

=> Manipulation/Enchanting for people to love him (to ensure someone will always look out for him)

-not absolutely evil per say- and it makes sense that someone who is stuck in the body of a child might want to count on many people rather then one person to protect them = it is his weapon to wield affection

- still takes away free will, even consent to some degree

=> Formless mothers influence

- do i even need to explain this one lmao

- already thousands of theories before this DLC thought that miquella might have been negatively influenced by her- especially when so many things in this Game revolve around blood and the power of it

=> "for the greater good" ahh ending

- 'the means justify the end' mentality (maybe even allign with the manipulation and enchanting)

-would be a similar situation to ranni and could mirror it- not the best but also not horrible

=> St. Trina is Miquella's Radagon

- Miquella splitting slowly with the golden order & turning his back to the easier path & planning behind the shadows to change how Things have been? Yeah maybe St. Trina could have been to Miquella what Radagon was to Marika (a guard dog, keeping her checked (sry but i genuinely believe Radagon returned bc Marika started to stray)).

-could also have explored how marika had to deal with it & her relationship to her other self => player could maybe decide who they wished to serve

=> the curse drives mad

- being stuck in the body of a child when you are a grown adult mentally is pure eldritch horror imo, it is not only physically but chances are high it could cause deeper psychological issues

- when grief drove marika mad it can drive miquella mad to that despite everything he does, being so prodigal, does not help and helplessness of it all too

- bc no one can help and no one can understand him

- he is stuck in a body that is his, and yet its the body of a past him, something he should have outgrown, something that belongs to the past- and (IMO) he can not fight truly in his body, not even to defend himself- having to constantly rely on people for your protection when you are an incredible independent creature? Horrible

- while not the most climatic- would it be truly unthinkable that miquella maybe just..gave up? That it drove him mad with grief to realize he spends his life searching for a cure that might not even exist?

- again thats more then a 'what if' then realistic like the rest of the list but i just love the horror adult mind child body

Want to make him a good guy? Fine the reason can be:

=> He is described so. He knew that he would be the next god & took responsibility.

- Miquella created the Haligtree, feed by his OWN blood (which takes far longer and more energy then just using bodies) or all that are rejected by the golden order, he is compassionate & kind. He is protective and by gods above he does want to help, he does break away from the golden order when he realizes they are not what they seem

-With ranni not wanting to become the successor and Malenia cursed with the rot it only leaves Miquella open, he would have been aware of it

- He is already a 'big' brother, caring for malenia, caring for all who were considered Misfits such as the Albinauric & Misbegotten, providing a sanctuary and hope

- Miquella is described as kind, as compassionate someone who basically does wish to bring a change and is ready to self sacrifice for the better

There are many more but guys im so so tired and need to nap. In short: its incredible to me how you can make a Character that had potential for all possible sides (good, evil, inbetween) so bland, his arc and journey feel like white toastbread, his relationship to his beloved sister malenia seems fake, he doesnt appear to be an adult trapped in a body of a child but as simply put an idiot who is all about "me me me me" & then doesnt even get a bossfight.

Im not mad it was written, i am made there was zero thought or reasoning put behind it, when there were so so many options to make it good. Its sorta fascinating that somehow no one likes this ending, not the Radahn Fans, Nor the Miquella or Malenia Fans..idk man. Having feelings about this.

Also im really bummed we didnt get a cutscene were the tarnished touches Miquella's arm to travel like- man.

Also sorry for the grammar/spelling or maybe even logic errors i just needed to vent ngl

[excusethedrooling]

I have this Senshi cutout on my table to remind I should take care of myself

But whenever I'm about to do something he would not approve of I turn him away like a husband would do with a family picture when making a risky decision affecting whole family without telling them first

[invader-reggie]

Can human!Bill tags be used more when writing bill having a human form cos the disappointment I feel when bill turns human halfway through a fic I'm reading is immense.

No hate to human Bill lovers but I genuinely cannot get into human bill fics no matter how good the plot is like I NEED triangle bill and it's always super helpful when it's tagged so I can easily exclude it instead of going through immeasurable disappointment every single time I find a promising fic and it ends up having human bill when I've already invested alot of time into reading it.

Shout out to Blood Chains by Fooeyburr on Ao3 for not only having Bill remain a Triangle throughout the entire fic but also changing my life @kindafooey the themes of that story were incredible and i LOVED bill's characterization

[yunjidoll]

𓇻 · . 𓂃 @koosuvi 🫖 . ْ ⓘ

[kikiwiwiz]

Honestly Akane not being able to protest against decisions of other clock keepers is very interesting to me

He very clearly wanted to protest against holding Teru guilty but he just accepts anyways, im guessing its because hes the weakest?

Also we all know that Akane can fight back if he wanted to, yeah, he may not be able to overpower Teru but he still COULD fight back, especially since hes on his boundary he must've got a massive power boost, he isn't an idiot if he had the intentions of doing this from the start he would be ready to fight, but no he got startled because he didn't expect the event to occur, let alone the action Teru gives (they both had it coming tbh /affectionate)

He even turned his face as he explained to Teru, he knows how he looks at that moment and didn't want to be reminded.

HE İSN'T A BACKSTABBER STOP CALLİNG HİM THAT.

WOULD İ ADORE İT? YES. BUT İS HE THAT? NO

Also i hope they explore clock keepers abilities more i feel like theres more and I love that

[deathandnonexistentialdread]

They are so disappointed in you

[squea]

friendly reminder that if u use google drive to upload cc, theres a high chance people can see ur email/full name when people use the link to dl ur cc. i recommend u use a fake name/second gmail acc for ur safety ok kisses ur forehead

[turnipoddity]

SOMEONE SAID YOU POSTED COFFINSHIPPING WHERE??????????????

NO WAIT WAIT I DIDNT AKAHSKSJ maybe they mean my old artworks of them 🙏

[shoezuki]

hello just read all of “dr the problems in my chest’ in an arvo and I need to come yell at you about it.

specifically where Sampo points out that

a. All the silvermane guards wear helmets that completely hide their faces

b. All except Gepard

c. It’s well known that if you die out in the cold there’s a very high chance your corpse will end up puppeted around as a shadewalker

Just oaughhhh the implications

anyway I love both your writing and your horrific nightmare creature <3 also cool to see another Aussie

oholyfuck holy FUCK thankyou???? thr amalgamation u drew is SO COOL holy shit it Really fits how i imagined it its so monstrous and truly inhuman. fuckkk

and THANKYOU!!!! i loved the idea of the helmet bit like... it makes it easier for sampo to not really consider or feel empathy for the other fallen silvermanes because they are obscured theyre all just their uniform. but gepard is so so undeniably Human and Recognizable. w the other dead guards he couldnt see their expressions and so the knowledge that if sampo hadnt gotten their sooner n gepard perished in the snow, he'd see his face frozen w death n it haunts him still that possibility

n yeayeayeah when writin i was thinkin like. what it would mean for belobog ppl for when people go missing or die out in the cold plains. considering how treacherous it is i imagine they really like... have had to give up on a lot of fallen soldiers out there. and leavin em there means leavin em to the fragmentum too. so perhaps the bodies end up uh. walkin themselves back to the city anyways

[the-ghost-rat]

Am i the only one who doesnt like venus’ baby hairs in SS5?

I know alot of ppl rlly like it but to me its too much, it clutters the face (which is a massive issue in g3) n dont feel like its actually part of her hair feels more like facepaint , its the same issue w clawdeen who has brown baby when her hair is a light lavender

Her og baby hairs already felt very vine like-along w the rest of her hair, they gave off vine energy while also not cluttering the face too much unlike w her new doll

Like i appricate the creativity but it just comes off as the designers not knowing how edges/baby hairs actually work(grabted idk who designed venus n if their Black or not-i just know clawdeens designer is white)

[thehappiestgolucky]

I can’t take pretty action shots but I can offer silly interaction doodles until I figure out how to draw everyone’s pawns well and then I’ll be powerful-

Based on when I had @ritens Lane and @muralikesgames Kassandra where Odessa was sniping a Goreharpy standing next to the pole. Whoops-

[sealbee101]

he deserves to be a little crazy, a bit insane even as a sweet treat :) + him and his goofy ginger

[ilovecryoffearsm]

I'm so sorry it's not great maybe not even good i tried to make 3 but accidentally merged the second ome sorry for using the same backgtound i haven't practiced in a while i can't get his hair righr ill try harder next time im not very skilled and im yoinger than most artists on social media ive been trying i uope i didn't dissapoint you too bad if you even care

[drinkinggblood]

the sea beneath your wings

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