#IM SO CRAZY RBSKDJFHJWKJHRJKSHJAKSJKJFJKSHDFGJNBSDNFMSHJFKJSAF

[bnuuys]

i still cant get over how shu is literally a bottle of rosé im going insane

[jaimeski]

[Bedwars Gang + Punz]

I'm currently working on designing all of the Dream SMP characters! Here are some of my works :D

Ps. I use Purpled’s sword’s design from cuppakyle on twitter. Their weapons collection is soooo great!! Also, I got some Purpled’s design inspirations from cellularmatter on tumblr. Their works are pog and super unique <3

[inklore]

purely for science..

[kooru03]

So true!

[fairycosmos]

idk why ppl are acting like the virus is like bringing everyone together i’ve never been more disgusted with both the government and the general public and the way they’re ok with exploiting health care/minimum wage workers + the way this very deliberate economic order sees disabled/old/sick/poor citizens as a disposable statistic 

[magickatzuh]

Heart

[nocek]

I have nothing more to say in way of explanation except self indulgence which in turn explains why I feel a bit silly about this one, sorry :D

[deancastielnovak]

happy last day of schrödinger’s destiel

[kiitoskiitos]

after for the millionth time finding out the other isn’t dead.

[saint-cecilias]

a pervasive and frankly borderline toxic issue in fandom these days is how popular headcanons are elevated to the status of being irrefutable canon and so insanely clung to and that when they are challenged, majority of fandom lose their damn minds and forget they was the ones to make the shit up in the first place 

[slasherscream]

Crazy Ass Boys Gang ft. reader being possessive

warnings: toxic behavior - YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

kevin khatchadourian: Kevin is really like *raise eyebrow emoji* cause like... aside from you, he straight up hates everyone he's ever met or known. He doesn't understand your jealousy whatsoever. It's the most genuinely confused he's ever been. Kevin is strikingly good looking, and when he puts on his facade of normality it's a convincing show. But you're the only one who's ever seen him authentically. Exactly as he is. He assumes the jealousy is a symptom of personal insecurity. In his own way he tries to comfort you. Why would I want to fuck them when I don't even want to hear them talk? / They look like a computer generated idea of an attractive person. What's there to actually look at? / Don't think I've ever met anyone else so confident in their nonexistent intelligence. / - His put downs of whoever you were jealous of are so brutal they bring you right back to earth. There's no logic to being jealous over Kevin. He's only ever been interested in you.

billy loomis: Billy likes to play stupid games. Little does he know he's gonna start winning stupid prizes, if he keeps fucking around. Honestly, he would never cheat on you... but he loves to piss you off. Leaning too close to other people. Whispering in someone's ear. Not pushing someone off him when they get handsy with him. It's all only ever when you're watching him though. Eyes burning into the back of his head. He's only doing it for show. To get to you. He loves how angry you get. The way it warps your face. It's downright scary. It's the hottest thing he's ever seen. It drives him wild to know you're just as caught up in him as he is with you. He'd kill anyone that touched you. Anyone that overstepped their place. When you drag him out of yet another one of Stu's parties, fingers digging into his wrist, he wonders if you would ever do the same.

josh washington: Doesn’t make you jealous on purpose to piss you off, but is often making you jealous on accident. He’s obsessed with you, everyone knows that. From family to classmates, it’s easy to tell Josh thinks you hung the moon. But he’s just so... friendly, charming. He’s got a magnetic pull. People are constantly chasing after him. Touching him, distracting him, flirting with him. He picks up on it quickly, and casually let’s people down, but some people are insistent on overstepping boundaries. That’s when you come in. You’ve snatched people’s hands off him before. “Who do you think you’re groping?” You snap. Josh can’t stop himself from laughing. He thinks you’re hot when you’re angry. You always embarrass the people who flirt with him because they’re also always not listening when he says the word “no”. “Why am I supposed to be nice? They’re being an asshole!” no matter what you say Josh teases you.

stu macher: Another one who is making you jealous on purpose. He also has a lot of natural charisma and we know he’s a party animal. Not one party can pass by without him trying to piss you off and succeeding. Thinks it’s funny when you make a scene. Everyone around you is averting their eyes as you stare Stu down. “Babe, I was just messing around!” ol’ toxic headass. He wouldn’t cheat on you at all, he’s obsessed with you. He just likes the proof that you’re just as obsessed with him. Threaten to break up with him and he’ll suddenly know how to act. He’s still a little naturally flirty, but if you give him a look after you’ve made the threat, he’ll stop.

jason dean/jd: Doesn’t give other people the time of day, so you’re more possessive than jealous. He doesn’t give you anything to be jealous over. He’s very distant with other people. At best, he can be cordial. Usually he is not doing his best. Still, you see the way people’s eyes follow him. He might be a societal black sheep, his energy a big neon sign that shouts “DANGER! KEEP AWAY!”, but danger can be alluring. So you hang off his arm. You wear his coat. You glare when people look too long. You interrupt conversations started by infatuated third parties. It’s a thrill for JD. Every time you puff up your chest and step a little closer to him it makes him smile. Not smirk, smile. Being possessive over him is his preferred love language.

nathan prescott: Swings back and forth on finding it annoying and finding it nice. On one hand Nathan hates to be controlled, and what are you doing if not trying to control him, his actions? You suck your teeth when he texts Victoria back while you watch a movie together. You glare at him when he laughs at a joke one of his “friends” made about someone’s tits. You go nuclear over wanting to spend time with him and finding out he has plans with someone else. But you love him. He can see it on your face right before the anger takes over. That flash of insecurity and doubt. It’s the thing that softens him. The reason he bites his tongue, and tries not to react with his own fiery temper. It’s a fear you both share. They’re nicer than me. More attractive. Funnier. More talented. No baggage. All of it adding up to the big question “why are you even with me when there’s better out there?” It’s a flaw the two of you share. He’s just as jealous as you. Just as insecure. The two of you have to practice grace whenever you drive each other to the edge. You're birds of a feather, after-all.

sebastian valmont: Has an awful reputation so he tries not to be flirtatious with anyone. Is definitely not making you jealous on purpose. He’s a natural flirt but he’s scared you’ll see it as genuine interest in someone. Also, he’s cheated on plenty of people before you. Almost everyone, really. But none of them mattered to him. He thought of them as games more than he thought of them as people. Still, he knows that people are constantly trying to turn you against him. They whisper to you behind his back. Warn you away from him. It would get to anyone, eventually. When you first begin to display bouts of jealously Sebastian does his best to reassure you. “I’m different now. I’m with you now, and I never want to be with anyone else. I’m yours. You don’t have to fight for me.” Can’t find the jealously attractive, or relish in it because he’s worried about how emotionally draining it must be for you. It’s nice to be wanted but you don’t have to want him, you have him.

[0w0a]

wish you were here

[samdyke]

still thinking about yesterday and like. i do try to limit the ways i attach myself to and care about the ideas of celebrities, but it does just hurt. like its 2021 and we’re still doing this shit. they literally gave us the confession for….finale clout? to draw people in? and then impossibly they wholeass ignored it and are now going to continue to ignore it and walk it back Forever so they dont have to explicitly talk about :/ icky gay people :///// and it sucks. it SUCKS. nothing has changed yknow i’ve been here since 2013 and. well thats a lie what has changed i think is more of the audience being openly queer and old enough to know and have come to terms with that. so i think in a way it hurts more now to hear the same shit you did when you were scared and possibly disgusted with yourself and felt like you wanted to maybe erase that bit of yourself too, just like they did at every con with every stupid evasive-to-downright-homophobic answer

it’s just very tiring. i don’t expect better from them but i would like better anyways and never getting it sucks

[nightferns]

Fucking incoherent as all fuck rn but im so broken up over

Pogtopia Wilbur 🤜🤛 Tommy today

"I not crazy", "They will think im crazy"

Their reasons r so vastly diffrent but god they were both so distraught over this shit and in gonna fucking c r y my eyes out

[sunclown]

Hands u acelaw hands u acelaw hands u acela

[smileysuh]

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