#IM DRIVING MYSELF INSANE

[kisaraslover]

Blue Eyes White Dragon, as a deity of victory and power is attracted to sheer willpower so jot that down-

[ccxssi]

I’m such a sick fuck, I have 40 tabs of fanfic open and I keep opening more and more. I keep losing track of what I’m reading, but I can’t help it. I need a little break from the heart wrenching angst fic I’m reading, and from the adorable fluff, and from the stomach aching crack fic, and the pining and the smut-

[delusionalbestie]

is it possible to die of existential boredom

[lois-thegreat]

newest vocal stim is going ‘hello thank you for watching’ really fast a bunch of times

[silentspectres]

currently taking -1hp psychic damage from hyperfixation

[hanniejji]

motherfucker thinks about mikage reo to every taylor swift song and it's driving me insane

[starrierknight]

BREAKING NEWS!

Reece, aka starrierknight, was found dead last night. The coroner's report says they overdosed on thinking about Gojo Satoru being gentle. More information to cum.

[ventcode]

:3

[dreamsofanoldgod]

FUCK

this is why i wanted to try to be normal

i cant be out here ducking obsessing over you

i cant be out here getting mad i dont get a reply because i know youre active

youre supposed to have a life outside of talking to me

there isnt even anything to be upset about im just fucking insane

youre literally running miles in my head and i cant stop thinking about you

and so when i message you and im trying to just talk and get nothing back my brain sees it as a slieght

ill work on this i promise

dont deal with it, youve done nothing wrong

i just Hate needing to be responded to or feeling hated if im not

[patheticblorbloscholar]

Longer chapters are satisfying to think of but as soon as I put words to page I second guess everything.

What do you mean I might be using the wrong word? Am I still in the correct tense? Am I spending too long with this character?

Writing is the most fun I've ever had and simultaneously the most stressed.

[theswordwizard]

In all seriousness though butch Frank is both the exact same story and completely game changing shes making me crazy. Frank's such a hypermasculine character that it's almost performative, from the military career to the failed fatherhood narrative to the revenge arc and the lone wolf gunman tactical genius shtick. One shot one kill muttering the kids bedtime story while pulling the trigger. She was going to be a nun.

for every day there are not enough butch characters I take a male one and make them a dyke. anyway she puts them down and they stay down.

[brizie-doodles]

Been stalling on posting but s/o to @ask-spiderpool 's lovley Anita and Peter...they are everything 💖💖💖

[rudeboimonster]

HI I still need help with moving funds! So I'm going to do something silly!

I'm going to play the We Heart Katamari Rerolled "roll up 1 million roses" level on stream until I get all 1 million roses or I meet my fundraiser goal starting Oct 13th at 3PM PST/6PM EST!

Note, speedruns of this level take between 16-19 hours. So, come join me yeah? I'll have friends coming in and out to help me on this Endeavor.

>>KOFI LINK WHERE I'M COLLECTING DONATIONS<<

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[faggotmox]

ok but what if yuta is in on it? what if he betrays bryan in a few weeks to twist the knife?

yuta will never trust again. after trent?, regal, & now mox/claudio. hehe awful

[piromina]

OVERANALYSIS OF THE BURNING SPICE UPDATE TRAILER BECAUSE YOU KNOW I HAVE TO

we open up like this. pretty ominous words ... and you wonder which one is the demon and which is the god. burning spice and golden cheese seem to be very similar, possibly the most parallels that one could draw from the ancients and their respective beasts.

And then we get this shot. Obviously it's showing the soul jam, but there are also some things behind it. One resembles a snake ... APOPHIS ANYONE? this has THE most Egyptian mythology symbolism ever. if golden cheese represents ra, which makes one hundred percent sense considering her kingdom and wealth and radiance and all that, and the fact that she resembles a falcon, then the snake on this wall HAS to represent apophis. it can't not. heck, in some versions of the story apophis was A FORMER SUN GOD. like crk def knows what they're doing.

there's also this tiger character ... nutmeg tiger I'm pretty sure? something like that. they seem to be under the influence of burning spice, as well as all the creatures around them. they seem to be at a higher "position" than all these other guys, though. maybe a willing host?

and there is this. this is really interesting. the fact that Golden Cheese is the one to say this is very intriguing. as far as we knew, the ancients had no knowledge that the beasts even existed until pure vanilla's trip. he wrote the letter to dark cacao, and it was all "you won't believe this - but the place called BEAST-yeast has BEASTS in it!!!" and dark cacao was equally surprised. they didn't know. they thought they were the first ever wielders of the soul jam. but golden cheese ... seems to know a bit more than she lets on to the rest of the group. and a bit more than us. what the heck is the spice swarm?

also, the return (and release) of smoked cheese!! man I missed this guy. he seems to be working with golden cheese in this shot, but then what was his little deal at the end of the first teaser about? it does make sense, though, that he would try to at least be against burning spice - his entire goal is to get the soul jam because he thinks the current wielders aren't worthy - but to me it seems like he might have his own third side in this battle. he'll probably convince both sides he's working with them, knowing this dude. he wants the power of abundance and destruction, a second half he knew nothing about, the ability to make a change in the kingdoms and the lives of everyone in them.

and these two images are probably the most interesting of them all. they seem to be part of some sort of ancient papyrus or prophecy or something like that. golden cheese is yelling about the "great destroyer." could it be possible he was some sort of legend in their kingdom, a prophecy just waiting to unfold? could golden cheese have known about this threat since the beginning? could the beasts' corruption have been inevitable from the start, written in the stars ... and could the witches have known about it?

[noxious-fennec]

Hands are too shaky these days