#IDEK WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF
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I am just so not normal about jujutsu kaisen
#jjk#itafushi#meguji#satosugu#gojo satori#nanami#nanamin#nanami kento#Papamin#can you tell I love nanami#idek what to do with myself#I thought my fangirl days were over YEARS ago#ugh I will never escape#I don’t even want to
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that's it im never reading another book again
#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I PHYSICALLY NEED TO BITE INTO THINGS#AND THROW MYSELF INTO THE OCEAN ALSO#AHHHHH#IT WAS SUCH A GOOD FUCKING BOOK#IDEK WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF#AHHHHHHHHHHH
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Fuck me I'm miserable.
#lyrieux talks bullshit || ooc ||#The depresso is really thick rn#I'm so sick of my home situation#I'm sick of being the only one to look after my mom 24/7 no break#I'm sick of my sister doing fuck all to help but constantly adding to my workload or draining my bank account#I'm tired af bc I'm not sleeping#My jaw is so tight bc I'm constantly clenching my teeth with stress#Idek what to do with myself
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my bestie and I are. up to date on one piece. we’re caught up. we made it.
#av speaks#episode 1065 down#we're gonna be watching the next episode as it airs#idek what to do with myself
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#chris evans#needed gifs of this on my blog#so I had to make them myself#for reasons#when he kinda bites his finger#I'm eating my whole ARM#idek what that means either#but I'm doing it#he is out of this world beautiful#I feel like I'm dreaming#perfection in a green sweater and glasses#good morning america#red one#red one press#my gifs
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i personally have very complicated feelings on the Gotham Knights video game and the routes it takes with characterization. i think it has a charm to it and it goes in an interesting direction with everyone (especially within the confides of the plot of the game) but it does have certain moments that veer painfully fanon for me. (such as: the dialogue where Tim drinks too much coffee) it's an interesting story for what it is but i don't view it comics-based for characterization and therefore don't care to interact with it much for like. fanfic purposes.
that *said* though. i do have to give the game some kind of credit for giving one of the top five JayTim moments that lives rent free in my mind. every since i played the game, the cutscene lives in my mind daily. it's the specific cutscene where Jason and Tim are arguing about whether or not Jason's non-lethal bullets are too dangerous for the field, and the argument leads to TIm *standing in front of the target* Jason is shooting and telling Jason to shoot him. it lives rent free for me. i never stop thinking about this.

the absolute certainty Tim has that he is in no danger standing in front of Jason, who has a loaded gun pointed at his face. the way Jason *hesitates* for just a moment before lowering the gun. he thinks about it for just a second. Gotham Knights JayTim seem to get along very well and can rely on each other, but Jason still clearly holds a bitterness about his death and Tim that flickers through in some lines of dialogue under the guise of jokes. especially since this game deals *heavily* with concepts of Pit Madness causing an altered state of consciousness, i think it's believable that occasionally, Jason fights the urge to fight and hurt Tim for the feeling of being replaced.
i like their tension so much in this canon. they get along but you can *tell* Tim is afraid of addressing Jason's trauma or even addressing Jason head-on, and Jason leans into spooking Tim about it. which isn't very comics feeling in their dynamic, but it is an interesting way to place their dynamic if you're playing with a more timid Tim who's newer to the role of Robin. (which he seems to be in-game) he really doesn't want to offend Jason, or worse, piss him off. but he'll still face Jason head on for things like this, while completely aware of what Jason could be capable of.
and Jason seems very protective of Tim and respecting Tim as a Robin in typical Jason fashion. if Tim pushes, Jason *will* relent. he knows this is a kid who's proved himself and should be treated with equal respect, sometimes even more than Dick and Babs do in-game.
so for all that to culminate in Tim stepping in front of Jason's loaded gun that he *knows* is on the edge of being too dangerous, just to force Jason to listen? it's the most unhinged way Tim could've gotten his point across in this scene. he was literally daring Jason to hurt him and playing with a very dangerous fire. but he did it anyway bc he believed he could make Jason heel just at the thought of hurting Tim. and he was *right*. they're gay and i'm feral ty.
#necrotic festerings#jaytim#tim drake x jason todd#gotham knights game#i hate their character designs for what it's work#BUT the size difference. jesus.#anyway i could write a gotham knights jaytim fic i think#i'm *very* unsure the ages intended for these characters#bc tim certainly seems to be intended to be a teenager#whereas jason seems in his 20s so i think it's a gap that's bigger than the comics#which also makes it fun. usually you don't get a ton of age gap with jaytim they're just under 2 yrs apart#but this tim is definitely still a teen and jason is an adult.#and seems to enjoy being a bad influence on tim in the game so#there's such good fodder for some dead dove shit#anyway the funny thing is i like this game#you don't want to know how many hours i've played it#it's just best treated as a seperate iteration of the characters than being an adaptation of anything#esp since they're *so* vague and waffly on jason's backstory#as well as not giving a ton of info on how tim became robin#you assume it's similar to comics but some details leave gaps in the timeline. so idek#probably not somehting meant to be thought about too hard.#but i'm an overthinker at heart.#my point is they're gay. this is gay. it baffles me ppl don't look at this as the gayest shit alive.#tim daring jason to shoot him is the most tim drake thing in this game#well that and tim wanting to make a talon in the belfrey.#also NO one say a word about the gif quality /lh#i had to make it MYSELF#i do everything around here to show off their gay shit#sorta tempted to just make a masterpost of “every gay ass interaction between jaytim”#bc i've seen some clips from the titans show
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FINALLY!!!!!! THE COMPLETE UNCLES!!!!
day 33!!! >:DD
#cuphead show#cuphead#mugman#ms chalice#king dice#the devil cuphead#porkrind#this took WAYYY TOO LONG CHAT PAHHAHAHAHAH /LH#also MAKING BACKGROUNDS IS SO TOUGH MAN#IDEK WHAT TO DO WITH THAT TOP RIGHT FREE SPACE USHHAHAHAHAH#anywayz iam goin to pass out now#goodnight chat#hashtag the canon show and videogame didnt give me enough wholesome bonding moments#so i guess ill just do it myself (sigh) /j
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IF THEY DON'T GET TO FUCK NASTY IN THAT STORAGE ROOM THEN WHAT IS THE POIN– [GUNSHOT]
#NOBODY ASK ME THE COLOR OF ANYTHING#THIS IS A WIN OF SUCH UNPRECEDENT PROPORTION IDEK WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF RN#boys in love#nuttan#tannut#papang phromphiriya#podd suphakorn#poddpapang#m: txt
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my sister disagreed with me when i said oscar wins the “driver with the sluttiest little waist” award. do you agree with me and if so do you have photographic evidence
anon i am so glad you asked.
are we talking about the same oscar piastri? LIKE. oscar-doesn't fill out his race suit around the middle making him look extra hipped out because his waist is so invisible-piastri? that guy? because if i have to suffer the second-hand embarrassment of this ill-fitting race suit we are getting it CLEARED in the books that its only fitting like this because oh did a piece of lint just fly by? oh no just oscars INVISIBLE waist... ITS TINY.

I mean... the comparison speaks for itself...
AND HERE COMES THE BACKTALK....
ive seen the pics alright. yes, Charles is Dorito-esque. yea. max has got girlboobs for days okay. landos a grab-able manslut by gods all-mighty designation. yeah I've. seen. it. all. ill go as far as agreeing with all these statements!
...what you fail to consider in this discussion. is that tiny waistness expands beyond the dimensions of the assumed arguments. sure a shoulder-to-waist ratio can do wonders in I-need-to-grab-him-ism however.. that's only one half of the whole pie! we fail to consider the entire realm that is the shelf life of this pie. oscar piastri is not working his gluteus medius like an onlyfans model charging double for backshots for you to dismiss his ass-to-waist ratio. i repeat oscar piastri is not doing 15 reps of bouncethatass DAILY for u to ignore the shelf he's procured specifically for that freaky ass quadlock admin to slide him into skin tight lycra and say now turn to the side *tongue emoji*. if your ass fat enough that its defined in baggy ass race overalls. i mean. do i even need to repeat myself that the fabrics not even touching his waist…


one must consider what makes the waist small. What makes the waist slutty. leclercs tight ass is not the bag of chips you crave with your 6 inch sub. What You Want. With Your Six Inch Sub. Is Two pale white Globes of asscheek filling Both hands. To sluttify the waist. you need a landing dock. you need a point of reference. you need ass!
if you're still unconvinced. well.
look me in my eyes and tell me every time he shimmies into those black fireproofs. Popping his stupid little hands on his hips. youre not Viscerally reminded that Btw yea he Does have baddies wrapping their legs all the way around his tiny waist. BTW YEAAAA.
and the Real slutmanship of it all is that oscar doesnt DO it for anyone. hes not even trying dude. he just looks like that for the love of the game… like sorry but theres nothing sluttier than accidentally popping a whole lip out ur thong without even knowing. which is essentially what's happening here. i rest my case.
Cont. gallery for those still in denial…





#entered a fugue state writing this#op81 they're discussing the societal implications of your phat ass on tumblr#op81 how will you respond.#idek man.. I don't know...#hope this is convincing enough anon#asking myself what its all for.. idk man. idk.#do i taint the op81 tag with this bs... yes methinks...#oscar piastri#asks#oscsense
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wish people would make more majima & daigo content. hell even 3jima stuff is hard to find. give me shippy/platonic/fluffy/whatever majima and daigo content. the tags are a barren wasteland. id do it myself but im busy writing and illustrating my ongoing daigo whump fic!! but maybe i could whip up a shitty sketch idk......
#yakuza#like a dragon#majima goro#daigo dojima#i have to do everything myself around here#idek what the ship tag is. majidai? daijima? i also accept plato stuff. anything. literally.
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I have not kept it a secret that this semester commuting has been really rough on me. By the time I get home in the middle of the afternoon even if I only had to sit in a hour and a half lecture I feel like an overcooked noodle. And the mornings aren't any easier, my anxiety has been spiking a lot lately, and that messes me up completly, and it's particularly hard on my stomach. Let's just say it's a very demanding period of my life both physically and emotionally and I have been doing my best to get through it with ups and downs, but most importantly by trying to properly take care of myself. I decided to compile a list of small things that have been helping me, both for future reference as well as for people who might be dealing with similar issues.
Prep everything I can the night before. I don't leave the house until more or less mid morning since my class is on lunch time more or less (and this will come up again), so I do have time to do stuff in the morning, but if I have already put everything I need in my backpack, picked an outfit for the day and checked that I have my bus ticket the night before I can have a much calmer morning. Having a calm morning is fundamental for me on any day, so especially when I have a stressful and energy demanding day ahead I want to make sure I don't have to rush, and here is my second point.
Try to have a morning as calm as possible before I have to leave. I am a morning person so I wake up quite early which means I have plenty of time to take it easy. And this means drink my tea as I read my book, prep the last few things I need, like my waterbottle, eat (on which I'll have a later point). Overall my morning before leaving needs to be slow and mostly made of things for myself so again my precious reading time, listening tocmusic as I get ready to get in a better mood and so on.
Taking my meds regularly. It's the logical thing to do, if I am in a period in which my anxiety is worse than usual the number one goal is to be consistent with meds, they are there to help me even if sometimes I forget that.
Finding ways to enjoy food when anxiety fucks up my stomach. What happens is that as soon as I have an anxiety spike for some reason I get very nauseous, which is terribly by itself and it gets worse when it makes me struggle to enjoy my food. But I found a couple of ways to work around that in the past few weeks. Eating when I am away from home is much worse so what I do is embrace the little hobbit in me and have more meals when I am at home, and just bring some snacks on the road if I need them. That means I have two breakfasts before I have to leave the house, the last being a bit more filling. And then when I get home no matter how tired I am or what time it is I cook something for myself, something simple, but I take the time to make something good that fills me up and makes me happy. Because having a full stomach does improve your mood belove me. When I am on the road I bring some lighter snacks that can help me if I feel like I need to have something but that will also work well if I have a spike in anxiety and correlated nausea. I usually eat some homemade bread while I walk from the bus stop to my uni, and then snack on some nuts while I wait for the lecture. And I always have an emergency sweet treat in my backpack because that is something that I actually do on a regular basis. This thing has been working very well, I have had less problems with my stomach acting up, and I am definitely getting all the nutrients I need during the day, just at times that are a bit different from my normal routine.
Bring tea with me. It's something I never did before but it's becoming the one thing I won't give up. I either make a green tea or an herbal tea that I drink before the lecture, and it's been so good for me both physically and mentally. It's been super cold so the warm treat is really needed, but most importantly it's been very comforting and calming, so shutout to my dad for suggesting that.
Having little things to look out for during the commute. This mostly consists of me listing to podcasts, and re:dracula has been of great company in my commutes last year so it's nice it's become a bit of a tradition. It's just good for me not to associate commuting with negative things, so now I just percieve it as poscast time which makes it much much better. This also includes texing friends when I feel like I can look at the screen of my phone without getting car sick (again when anxiety messes me up I can get random car sickness), that's good to keep my mind off things and make the commute feel lighter.
Total relax when I get home. Which sometimes means lying in bed with a cup of tea and nothing more. If I have enough brain power I might read a comic, or play stupid midless games on my tablet for a bit. Honestly just things that need as little energy and brainpower as possible because by that time I do not have much energy or brainpower left, and it's okay. I normally use up a lot of energy when going out and it this period of time all tasks require I use even more energy. I can't do much about it other than accept it and do my best to tke care of myself.
#i feel like i am forgetting about somethong but these are def the main things#the goal of this weird journaling/list/idk post is to mostly write down what has been helpful for future reference#bc i know myself and i know i always struggle with commuting routines#i also haven't had enough energy to do my usual daily journals so it's a good filler#i will surely get back to my normal style posts at the end of the week#idek how to tag this kglgllf#studyblr#studyinspo#uniblr#university#student life#journal#journaling#commuting#commuting day tips#mine#the---hermit
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OFFICIAL JAPANESE TRANSLATION ⁉️ LOOK HOW GORGEOUS
#SHEN QINGQIU IS SO PRETTY HERE#white lotus binghe <33#all this new content today idek what to do with myself#sv is ALIVE#now where is the donghua#svsss#人渣反派自救系统#scum villain's self saving system
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Finally got around to catching up on 911 and oh my god the way I love Bobby with my entire heart and soul Peter Krause the man that you are
#first of all he’s so fine my god#second of all the calm and poise that Bobby has#the love he has for everyone else and the confidence he puts in them#his love is so big idek what to do with myself#I haven’t actually cried a lot at this show but I am crying now#him standing in front of the plane as Athena lands it my god the power the emotions I feel right now#bobby nash#911 abc#peter krause
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so. the magnus protocol episode 22. am i right

#the magnus protocol spoilers#idek what to do with myself rn to be honest#i knew there was a big name drop but i did NOT expect that .#the magnus protocol#tmagp 22#tmagp spoilers#tmagp#magnus protocol#magnus protocol spoilers#tmp#tmp spoilers
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Ok, I know I myself spam reblog things a lot but-
@noplacelikelondon58 you are insane! no shame, no thought, just reblog two posts a total of 33 times and move on
Damn. This is a skill I must master.
#tumblr things#idek what to tag this tbh#like. do i tag spamming or reblog love or what?#what is this even?#once a spy#always a spy#*inhales*#THE WARMEST HELLO TO THE COLDEST GOODBYE#sorry. i saw the line come up in the preview as i was tagging and couldn't help myself#i have to finish the line guys. it's very important to me#cheers tho. this insane reblog chain has made me smile in the midst of my longest bastarding assignment#it's so long#i'm only half way send prayers pls
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EVEN MORE CUTE DOTTORE MOMENTS TO MAKE YOU SMILE 🙏 (because I am too tired to post anything of quality)
#smooches talks#ouhhhh... to experience the domestic life with him...#someone motivate me to start writing actual fics again...#the dottore honeymoon fic merely has the title “medicus scriptor amorem” and “Honeymoon fic” in the actual document LMFAO#i made it on... january 27 oops#idek if im gonna stick to that name because google translate for latin is so bad omfg#(TO THAT KIND PERSON WHO SENT ME IDEAS ILY AND I PROMISE I WILL RESPOND. I PROMISE IM NOT IGNORING U)#i also have another wip i havent touched with loving the harbingers when they weren't in the fatui yet#no like seriously i think churning out 50k words did something to my writing state 💀🙏#a snippet from dottores part: Il Dottore’s strength was nearly unmatched in the Fatui being the Second Fatui Harbinger and all.#what most people do not know is that he was… certainly not the best fighter during his Akademiya days.#A claymore was also out of the question - he grumbled when he had to lug his numerous research materials and parts to the desert…#In the end you settled on teaching Zandik the basics of a sword. do with this as you will...#however i am still so proud of myself for fabulam diu oblitus#i was rereading in class bc i was bored and i was like#damn i kinda ate with this#thanks for listening to smooches mini writing life crisis if u made it here#okay i go sleep now... i have midterms this week#OMFG THESE TAGS R SO LONG IM SO SORRY
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