#I. ANG BELIEVE YOU

[asleepyy]

Hi, I wanted to send this gif last month, but it just so happens that I'm sending it now.

Your drawing style is incredible 😭💖

GETS DOWN ON ONE KNEE!!!! OH ANIMATORS I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR YOUR SKILLS!!!

I love this I might actually go crazy insane holy wow . YOUR ART IS SO BEAUTIFUL 🥹🥹🥹💖💖

[grvntld]

26 may 2024—got my much wanted (((and needed))) pamper sesh (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ im so happeh like yay!

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 hand spa x foot spa × hot stone massage × microdermabration and perfectio x face therapy

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 miss v, the one who attended to me, told me my hands are like a baby's bc theyre actually already soft prior to the hand spa lol

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 i supah dupah mega ovah missed doing this!

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 gosh tell me why did i stop doing this again???¿?? right, life happened—

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 felt like a princess—nawp, wait, scratch that hMpf i felt like a dyosa fairy queen thank you very much

[angeart]

*pops up from the blanket pile* Aaaaaaaaaange, I don't want to monopolize all your time on hhau (like, I need boatem circus Grian to be found pls, this is not me rushing you just 👀)

but you can't tease like that and have me not ask what burned D:

-🎀

HI RIBBON ANON! i thought that might summon you >:3c

what burns down, you ask? well, let me tell you—

what burns down is a nest. it's a place of relief and shared laughter and tentative hope. the closest thing to home they've had so far on this cruel server.

what burns down is an idea that life outside of pure survival and constant fear and endless running could exist.

how foolish that was. of course they can never stop running. of course they'll never win.

of course it all turns to ashes, in a loud roar of fire and hyena-like cackle of the people responsible, delighting in the ruin and wretchedness and despair.

... am i being too dramatic?

okay, so, imagine this. somewhere past the mimic arc (which is far from over, trust me), and past the vex arc (shh), maybe scar and grian run far away enough that the world starts to quieten and thrive. and maybe they stop. maybe they're desperate for a smidge of stability. for the tiniest sliver of healing.

maybe they tentatively build a place that's not meant to be taken apart, constantly disassembled and reconstructed.

maybe, in a sun-drenched land, they hear a wing flap and a birdsong, and they build something that's meant to last.

and...

well, it doesn't last.

of course it doesn't.

it goes up in a wall of flames, so... <3

aaaanyway!! funny you should mention boatem circus! i was gonna work on elegy today. (i don't know if i will, because time is kicking my butt, and i'm getting tired, but!! i do really want to make progress with it one of these days, when i can. it certainly deserves it)

maybe, if you want, i could give a little spoiler snippet of the last bit i have written? :3 just an offer. think about it.

[bunnyboy-juice]

spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

[hotdyke-hardstyle]

Victoria De Angelis on the RUSH! World Tour (2023)

In Nome Del Padre in Manchester, UK | video: leannelisa_

[mbirnsings-71]

@cannimochi, a while ago: *Says the words god and Dick Grayson in the same sentence* me, who had a greek mythology hyperfixation in middle school, picking up my stylus: Well now I know what I have to doodle-

[winepresswrath]

oh man when they stick darla/angelus/drusilla/spike in the same scenes it is just the most fun possible. absolutely formative dynamics. everything from getting trapped in a mineshaft to angel trying to come back a do murders with them during the boxer rebellion fucks, with the exception of the stuff which is about the immortal, which is funny but really feels like it wastes the reunion because i don't care about him at all and also resent the implication that they don't have group sex.

[richarlisonny]

spurlies the sun WILL shine on us again

[pepprs]

ok hi. not to be stupid about this publicly once again but it’s 5:34 am [update it is now 5:53 am] and i have gotten absolutely HORRIBLE sleep tonight. first bc i was so stressed that i couldn’t fall asleep until 1:30am. then because my sister is sleeping in our room again (long story) which is good for her bc she’s making progress w her ocd but it means that she comes in with h the flashlight on after 2am and has to check the room and she leaves the bedroom door wide open which distorts the white noise from the sojnd machine which is right in front of my bed. and she’s like laughing at stuff on her phone too so all the subtleties of sound and light disrupt me and wake me up and throw me off. and also it’s freakishly hot so i woke up a couple times bc of that. and now im awake at 5:30ish after barely sleeping for 4 hours bc im stressed bc it’s Passover and my moms bday and im leaving work early today and tomorrow for the “””””Seder””””” (which again literally is not a seder it’s just dinner w my grandpa) and barely have time to get anything done at work and haven’t done anything for my mom and have to clean the house for my grandpa to come over and we literally don’t even have a dinner table yet likr idkw aht the fuck we’re going to do.. and also im fucking STARVING. because guess what!!!! we have to stop eating bread!!!! and i usually have 4 slices with avocado / guac on them before i go to sleep but there were only 4 slices left in the whole house so i had 2 so my brother will get to have the other 2 during the day. and my stomach is howling rn. and we have other things to eat like fruit and stuff but nothing that’s not going to throw me off.. like im not about to eat an orange at 5:30am it’s going to set my throat on fire with the acid this early in the morning. and we don’t have any snack foods in this house or like anything that can be made without having to prepare it for a while bc of our diet (lol). and we don’t have any flatbread or tortillas or whatever yet. so im going fucking crazy and feeling resentful abt passover again and wondering what the hell im going to do going into work and not being able to eat bagels for breakfast after not being able to eat my bedtime snack and being this hungry and stressed and miserable for a week on top of everything else. lol

[windandwater]

love being criticized and having oddly personal assumptions made about me for not having a 100% positive reaction to a piece of media and saying that the writing was somewhat flawed & very rushed

[themagical1sa]

🫂

How you feeling?

Hi hug anon. I was sleepy when I got this ask, so I went to sleep first (not to mention it was midnight at the time).

Every day gets better. It's never easy, and I'm sure there are consequences to what I didn't get to do, but it gets better, slowly but surely — at least, that's what I believe.

[a-ginger-from]

Oooohhh I hate Alexei llalas that smug barstard a fucking bitch

[gontagokuhara]

whats up connor its me drubk anon. its been a night but tax year end is over and we were in the pub since 2pm hope u are doing ok and keep it up bc where is that commission pricing (not that i have the money but other people will and your work is worth the cost always)

DRUNK ANON 🫶🫶🫶 i hope u had fun at the pub (said with same cadence as “he should have been at the club…”) after a rough night U deserve it <3

i am doing ok!! new job is wack as fuck but im getting paid so its better than its been 👍 and speaking of getting paid i KNOWWWWW I KNOW UR SO RIGHT im just so busy and also have stayed in bed way too long the last week oops and its fallen to the wayside between getting hours + working on pointy objects 💔

very tentative plan re: commissions:

1) finish pointy objects ch23 in advance of the post date [april 20 unless smth goes majorly wrong] 2) edit + post ideally two, realistically one more komahina fic as writing samples 3) figure out what i wanna do w Nsfw examples……. 4) post pointy objects chapter 5) when i have nothing immediately on my plate gawd willing THATS when comm info will come out 🫶

[jimmythejiver]

So Ang aka Recapkid aka Handsome Hugs aka whatever the fuck they calling themselves now* poisoning the discourse while doing exactly in rl what his art portrayed (allegedly) is why we don't get to have nice shit in ZADR fandom anymore, huh.

*My knowledge of Rek/Recapkid saga ended initially when they first made their first dramatic exit in fandom. Everything after is what I had to track down to verify tonight.

[willgrahamscock]

I need you all to know that in the Hungarian translation of Good Omens, Crowley calls Aziraphale 'angyalkám' which translates to 'my little angel' and this term of endearment is solely used between lovers

which had me curious about other languages and in fact Crowley calls Aziraphale a variation of 'my angel' in other languages, in french I believe it's 'l’angelot/mon ange' which means soft angel/my angel

[7yearsofdele]

15 minutes until Ange's first news conference and I am actually excited about it.

Cannot wait to see the man who will win us the triple.