#I've been dreading it for a week

[jonstarks]

can bethesda just... leave skyrim alone?

[why-the-heck-not]

me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))

[a2zillustration]

It's not looking good out here

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[molagboop]

Anatomy/fabric study, August 29.

[macksartblock]

okay he gets Teenie tape as a treat

[celiacelie]

Himmmmmm

[defiledtomb]

hellooo, I hope you're feeling well! I was wondering however if ouroboros was still being worked on or if it's on hiatus. Hope I wasn't rude in asking

I don't feel it's rude, after all, I have been keeping the development close to my chest. It is still being worked on, edited and transferred into renpy with graphics and soundbytes galore! However, right now, since about three weeks back, I left my partner of 8 years in the middle of the night with just a change of clothes, my dog, and a laptop. I'm struggling hard but putting on a brave face-- right now I'm coming up with a concept of something else to work on until I get a proper apartment and can get my stationary PC back so I can get back to work on ouro. I'll make a proper post about it tomorrow, so keep an eye on this space!

[deoidesign]

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[polarmoon]

hey guys! i think im gonna take a little break from simblr for a bit. mentally i'm a bit worn out and i'm going through some paranoia relating to simblr so i'm gonna take a step back and recoup. might be a few weeks. ty for all the support lately though <3

[anglerflsh]

my favourite passtime is making up incredibly unaccurate armour designs. That's a lie my passtime is researching but this comes at a close second

[laurelindebear]

I've been very unwell today and my queue is pretty short at the moment, so I might go quiet for a bit. Honestly I might end up in hospital again. I've been struggling for awhile and it's gotten worse, and I'm about past my limit of managing.

Take care of yourselves. xo

[fictionadventurer]

Things To Make August (the Month of Existential Dread) Bearable

Pray. A lot.

Plan little summer adventures.

Write a fun little retelling (and hopefully finish it).

Read an Elizabeth Goudge book (Book 3 of the Elliot trilogy seems right, because Book 2 is coming to mind a lot as an appropriate summer book).

Remember that sunflowers exist. Find lots of them.

[bloodbathfortwo]

” It was a necessary means to an end. ”

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[heronchildlove]

Day 19 - A kiss underwater

Kids were easily amused and for that James had to be thankful. With their parents stuck in an enclave meeting all day, him, Matthew and Cordelia had been tasked with babysitting Alexander and Zachary.

Lucky for him, Matthew was very good with kids, and a trip to the lake and a few splashes and stunt displays from them while jumping in the water later, the kids were worn out and laughing happily.

They smiled at each other under the water and, before Matthew could swim back, James pulled his arm and gave him a kiss away from the kids’ eyes.

(this is heronchildstairs if you squint)

Day 20 - A rough kiss

James could tell when Matthew was missing the drink, because he was never gentle with himself in those moments. Guilty, self-hatred, the phantoms of his pain got to him and made him eager to soothe and reassure, but Matthew wouldn’t accept gentleness in these moments.

He kissed James roughly and goaded him to pull his hair, leave marks on his skin, either to hurt or forget, James couldn’t tell.

James matched his intensity, but never his purpose. Even as he kissed back and marked him, his only goal was to make Matthew love himself as much as he loved him.

Day 21 - WILDCARD! Dealer’s choice :)

“Come on, Math, you can do it.”

Mathew shook his head.

“No, I refuse to participate in this degrading physical torture any longer and there’s no way you can get me to move.”

That gave James an idea.

“I think there is.”

“…How so?”

“Come up here and you’ll see.”

Matthew narrowed his eyes, but did the sit up anyway, and when he got to the top James met him with a kiss, which made him blush, discomfited.

“Oh…”

“That’s right. You need to do the exercise if you want another, though. Come, I’m waiting.”

Matthew did all 20 perfectly.

(It's always been my headcanon that bribing Matthew with kisses is the best way to get him to finish training without any (fake) complaints, so I couldn't resist.

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[coldflasher]

actually hilarious when i start questioning my autism diagnosis and going "no i must be faking it because i don't experience xyz symptom/meltdowns/etc." and then reflect upon the fact that i don't experience these things because i have very carefully curated my life around avoiding the experiences that trigger these issues. and then as soon as things outside my control start changing and i can't avoid them any more it all comes back lmao

for example, im like "oh well i can hold down a full-time job." okay bestie but also you got fired and/or quit multiple jobs in the past and only managed to keep hold of your first long-term position because they were so desperate to keep staff that they basically refused to let you quit before you got used to it and stopped having meltdowns before every shift. also the NEXT job you got, you've only held down this long because you got to work from home and now they're taking that away you've regressed horribly and have basically lost half your ability to function!! what a surprise! said no one who's been paying attention. (also yes i can hold down a job but i can't simultaneously keep my house clean or open my own mail for some reason even when i AM working from home, but that's normal i'm sure)

[lesbianwyllravengard]

My professor took off a point from one of my scripts because I labelled a character as Nonbinary, and he claims I should've left the gender description blank because "it's not necessary for this character", as if "nonbinary" is a placeholder for "I don't care what gender" I am actually going to tear him to shreds