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𝐗𝐗𝐗𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈. Vestiges of a quincentennial corruption —signs / symptoms and therapy—.
It is known that corruption makes its way to any creature's being via exposure to the Abyss no matter how brief it may be, its nature of precipitating everything to death permeating their body with symptoms of varying degrees and lengths depending on how swift the pursuit of a cure is.
Signs and symptomatology.
Among the symptoms connected to corruption, the affected individual may experience: warping one's senses, thus reality. It is known that the void energy magnifies one's negative traits and expands them tenfold (someone's sadness can be more than it really is, someone's paranoia will be fed with more reasons to keep it going that are actually nonexistent but in their mind they are existent); visions, dreams and thoughts of those who passed manifested through voices heard by those with a higher sentience to this type of energy; deception of the viewer's sights by presenting an idyllic atmosphere and location that in reality could have them walk in hell without them knowing unless they awaken that awareness in them; organ compromise leading to a faster failure of the same under the exposure of elemental concentration.
When combined with the curse of immortality, one of its prevalent symptoms is the degradation of the individual's physical body through numbness and loss of any skill that requires his body with the passages of time.
Other signs and symptoms not directly attributed to corruption (but equally to the Abyss in a higher or lesser degree) have different ways of manifestation depending if it's:
→ Via direct contact to an external agent like the Tatarigami: the beginning of symptoms starts with overall weakness and dizziness and nose bleeding. Nightmares that give the sign of a bad omen are also part of the symptomatology. As the chaos goes untreated, the host experiences strong headaches, rashes on the skin blood coughs and more frequent nightmares. All these effects are particularly intense when night falls. Lastly, during the last phases of the sickness, hosts experience gruesome hallucinations and they’re able to listen to fallen gods’ whispers until they fall to madness. Failure to treat any of the symptomatology in time can lead to death.
→ Via Delusions: it stands to reason that in order to create weapons of this caliber by using chaos, the amount of chaos infused in these weapons is controlled and aimed for its wielder’s longer lifespan depending on how strong/resistant they are. As such, the symptomatology may be gentler but in essence it will also lead to its host’s death. Given that chaos is all about life consuming, it saps away from people’s vitality which in turn causes an ageing acceleration with the issues that ageing entails. Additionally, chaos feeds more from negative feelings which includes wrath that makes it harder to get out of the vicious cycle Delusion wielders entered. Hosts may experience weakness and coughing alongside side effects byproduct of the deterioration that comes with the fast ageing until they reach their death.
Depending on certain requirements, being touched by the Abyss leads to three conditions said individual may experience: premature death, transcendence (abandoning one's own flesh to become a transcendent being, an abyssal monster) or, in the best of cases, the need to keep oneself on check in order to not aggravate the already existing symptoms.
Therapy.
Human intervention from those who are knowledgeable in the medical field proves to be effective in muting the symptomatology of the corruption if not much time passes between the abyssal exposure and the treatment. Nevertheless, this is a palliative remedy at best: the organs of those who have been touched by corruption are already compromised.
Other methods that are exceedingly harder to be within human reach have proven to hold a higher effectivity in their healing or even purification exist. 1) Ley Lines themselves, due to being carriers of the seven elements that sustain the world (among other elements) and thus extensions of Irminsul, which also holds purification and healing capabilities, count as one of them. The fact that Natlan's weaker Ley Line system caused the same nation to take a bigger grunt because of the Abyss in comparison to other nations suggests their effectiveness in keeping the void at bay. 2) Traveler's purification and lastly, 3) the celestial nails are also known for being effective, too.
Dáinsleif.
In Dain's particular case, the clearest sign he has of corruption is that half of his body has turned black. Furthermore, his continuous exposition to the Abyss in his pursuit to frustrate the Abyss Order's plans —and by extension, his own brother's— in combination to the curse of immortality (potentially of abyssal connection too, despite being inflicted by a god) is enough reason for him to have multiple symptoms.
Lastly, Dain is known for being both corrupted and cursed, which might result in a higher chance at being affected by the aforementioned described symptoms more. Another reason to this cause is his connection to Irminsul for two reasons: 1) aether and void (abyss) when interacting are mutually toxic— given that both of them coexist in Dain's body, there is no denial that they may interact. And 2) the elements and the abyss repel each other, causing yet another negative effect).
Despite being highly susceptible to be in a really bad shape due to the abyssal influence within him, the reality is that he doesn't suffer much from these thanks to his connection to Irminsul. While contradictory all the same due to the toxicity that the interactions between the elements, aether and abyss may bring, he doesn't suffer from physical degradation and his corruption has been at an impasse for the past 500 years.
However, that doesn't mean that he can be careless with emotions running out of control or in his confrontations against the Abyss Order. And while his own symptoms may not be too bad, they are always present. Predominantly, they tend to flare up in moments of emotional vulnerability or if he lingers too much in places that have abyssal presence.
#◟༺✧༻◞ glimpses in the past of a shattered spirit ┊headcanon.┊#this is pretty much a revised headcanon#written in three parts I had from a while ago#more solidified with N.atlan's information#as well as condensed into one#which I like more#so it's easier to get back to it when it's all in one place#than if it's scattered around#I've been always fascinated#at the thought that Dain could be affected#in so many ways#and still he's holding himself together#like he is#suffice to say#I'm holding onto my purification headcanon#that he can purify#like there is no tomorrow after this lol#it's one of the original headcanons#of all time I had for him in the blog#it's really good to see I can hang onto it unapologetically now
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Tubbo's grown so much as a DJ these past few weeks, but I gotta say, every time he drops Spanish or Brazilian music into the mix, I lose my damn MIND, this goes so hard 💿🎶
#Tubbo#music#Tubbathon#I desperately want to learn how to DJ I've always been so fascinated by it#I still remember when he was just learning how to do it and then almost overnight it really did feel like he was suddenly cracked at it#It's so wild. proud of him#extremely talented#also very cool of him to do more than just English music#April 23 2024#The frickin lyrics though
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Lakay - Bayou Nwa
#I've always been so fascinated by lakay#lakay is creole for “home” I believe?#there's a lot of religious messaging around the different abandoned houses#there's even a sort of prayer room#but I know the night folk hang around here a lot and the locals think it's haunted#though when you look around - it just looks like someone's home#there's beds and furniture and decorations and it just seems well lived in#there's food on the tables and a chicken coop#it just seems like a home#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 photography#micks pics
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the things that come back
#akia art#olba#baxter ward#olba mc#more cheesy tastes 🤣 reconciliation or catharsis or smth#for context maggie did the (stay in touch and split 'amicably')!#ik the nuances are too granular to account for ingame but it would've been fun to see reflective dialogue from the mc :<#i find the interaction btwn culpability/agency in this dlc fascinating#baxter blames himself for everything out of self-hatred but also to control the situation in a way that gives it Knowable Dimensions#smth smth fearing the ocean bc there's a beginning but no foreseeable end#how fitting for him to feature in a game titled 'beginning and always'#hope i haven't totally bungled him tho LOL#back to goofy stuff now that i've gotten All This out of my system 🤣
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Hero of the Kharlan War
#art#digital art#fanart#tales of symphonia#tales of series#mithos#mithos yggdrasill#making my inner 15yo proud once again by drawing the fanarts he didn't have the skills to realise back then#I'm sorry I'm a kharlan heroes fanboy#i've always been fascinated by the idea of who they were before Cruxis#when they were a bunch of ragtag heroes together against the world to save it#when Mithos was actually a hero and not the overpowered heartbroken kid ruling the world and depicting himself as one
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Ngl the funniest part of Monsters University is the revelation that Randall doesn't squint all the time because he's suspicious and paranoid it's just that he can't see for shit
#iconic#10 out 10 character decisions#also I was absolutely the target market for his backstory in MU I will not lie#but then again I've always been fascinated by him so that helped#Randall boggs#randy boggs#yes I can and will be cringe enough to call him randy what of it#I am cringe but I am free#monsters university#monsters inc#pixar#disney#martianbugsbunny opines
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I desperately need people to start respecting VAs who work in dubs I'm so serious. I don't care whether you watch them (because people will always tell you if they don't!!) but don't just dismiss them.
#I've been in ONE anime but like come on guys don't be shitty#sidenote im trying to watch german dubs and maybe italian and latam dubs of one piece rn I'm fascinated with localization#this goes for some video games too#I'm in nikke and people are like always saying the “”original“” jp is best#guess what the original is kr u dolts jp also dubs!!!!
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I have Gathered some Data
@skysofrey and I recently got into a discussion about names in OFMD. Specifically, how many times does Ed actually call Stede by his name in the show? We could only think of a few examples each and that didn't seem right. And because I'm insane, I decided to rewatch and note down every time a name was used, who used it, and who was being spoken to. Here are my findings!
Before you proceed, please know that this is strictly for fun and because I was curious. There are likely errors in the data (I'm sure I missed some things, I'm just one person.) but! I still think that what's been gathered is very interesting.
Here are some other fun/important/miserable things that I found in my travels:
There is one more time where Stede calls Ed “Edward,” and the only time it isn’t said to him directly. This is when Stede is addressing the petrified orange.
Of the five times that Stede is called “The Gentleman Pirate,” two of them are from Ed.
Ed calls Stede by his name only twelve times in the series. Only two of these instances are spoken to someone else. There are two others when Ed is looking for him at the pier, and therefore spoken to no one.
There are only ten instances of other characters calling Ed something other than his name or “Blackbeard.” Two of these are from Izzy, during the scene in Spanish Jackie’s bar, where he’s informing Stede that Ed would like to meet with him. During this scene, he only uses “my captain” and “my boss.” This is one of the very few times he doesn’t refer to Ed to other people as “Blackbeard” and it’s at the time that is arguably the most important. (He’s an idiot.)
Out of the twenty times that Ed refers to himself, fourteen of those are as “Blackbeard/The Kraken.” He refers to himself with names other than “Ed/Edward” 70% of the time. 50% of the times he refers to himself by his name are during the beach scene in episode nine, and there is only one instance where he uses his name that is not in Stede’s company. ("Actually, I do want to be called 'Ed' from now on.")
Izzy only refers to Ed as "Edward" to other people four times in the show. Two of those times are when he's marooning Stede's crew, and each time he uses his name in that scene, he takes on a mocking tone. Meaning that 50% of every instance he's referred to Ed as "Edward" to other people, he's been mocking his name.
Ed calls Stede "mate" as often as he calls him by his name, but he only calls him "mate" directly.
Stede calls Ed by his name only once more than Izzy does.
80% of the times Ed refers to himself by name happen in episode nine.
#before anyone says anything yes i know i am utterly insane#i am bonkers#but this was a lot of fun!#if anyone would like to see the tally i kept while watching let me know#just so you can see that i didn't pull these numbers out of my ass#also pls be nicey to me about this i am not a science and data guy#i am an english and art major so this is absolutely not my forte#again just for curiosity's sake#i've always been fascinated by the use of names and titles in this show so this is like catnip to me#fascinating and interesting and im rolling around in it#enjoy i guess!!!#ofmd#our flag means death#is this meta?#idk what constitutes as a meta#i'll tag it anyway#ofmd meta#oh we thinkin?#huge thank you to kaitlin for indulging in my nonsense about this program <3
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whats the lore behind latiken wtf
i have NO IDEA but this old image of it has been floating around since like.......as long as i can remember?:
so it's WILD to see an actual sprite for it after so long...WELCOME BACK LATIKEN
was kind of hoping to see some info on who this rider character was supposed to be too but maybe that's still to come...? 👀
#i've always been fascinated by this image (mainly because of the rider character's amazing design)#who is she........
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30 second MS Paint self portrait but my director pointed out that i always start every meeting doing this and said that my energy is admirable and something to aspire towards. and i'm documenting this because i genuinely think a part of my brain is subconsciously being influenced by HIM
#horrible angle for the screenshot but it gets the point across#which. it is really funny they never really reanimated this intro beyond giving it color#i mean they do reanimate it for the 1938 season and onward because the previous iteration is scary. scary Porky. but i've always been so#focused on how the voice stayed the same that i never realized just how primitive the animation#particularly the motion is in itself#the ending pose which is the most memorable is fine but the actual motion.. the perspective is all wrong the effects are rudimentary#the drawings are spaced way too evenly and there are too many it feels stiff and floaty#and i mean i'm not knocking it but i'm saying this mroeso because it's fascinating#you can tell they were still learning and traversing this very new medium of animation#and the standard of animation rose so drastically throughout the years it's very funny they kept this 1937-1938 era animation tacked onto#the end of every LT (not Merrie Melody) up to mid 1946 or so which is such a drastically different landscape#i think the switch to color helped make it look fresher and newer but it is amusing to me seeing how primitive the animation is in comparis#n. anyway.
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Thinking bout the time someone yelled at me because they didn't understand butches.
#feeling some kind of way about telling queer stories lately#and what makes something “queer enough”#which. in my opinion is that any story I tell is queer enough because I am a queer person telling stories about queer characters#but there are always going to be people who call that into question if boys arent kissing boys and girls arent kissing girls#in easy uncomplicated ways#looking glasses is meant to be messy#everyone is at turning points in their lives. they're young adults whose identities and relatio ships aren't fully formed yet#but those complications (in my opinion) are what make the story queer#what are dess's pronouns? she/her but only because she hasnt had a chance to think about anything else#when an overbearing mother got her daughter back after they were missing for years#she might have a hard time adjusting to her child maybe not being her “daughter”#which is queerer: two women getting together or breaking up?#i dont think it matters#but I find these in between spaces interesting to explore#and it's my story that I'm doing for free#so even if dess looks too much like a man#i dont owe it to anybody to conform my story to someone else's expectations#(long ramble that probably isnt very coherent)#(i've just been thinking about some of this stuff lately. and this is the funniest response I've ever gotten to the comic)#(like yeah. she is a girl. good job!)#(i dont often get hate on the comic (which I'm glad for) so whenever I do I find the types of hate really fascinating)#(and dont worry. I got this months ago. I've just been thinking about it again recently and laughing)#nickel for my thoughts
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Homunculus
#codacheetah#my art#pokemon#pkmn#vulpix#fennekin#ok so#idk preface i'm not a modern pokemon design hater this is not hater art#but i do think. the style shift progression of pokemon has been fascinating to watch.#a lot of early pokemon particularly the first mmmmm two generations were relatively sensible proportionally#a lot of pokemon that feel like animals but to the left.#and as time has worn on pokemon i think have kind of shifted away from 'balanced' design towards 'cartoon' design#like fennekin. ridiculously huge head with big huge eyes and dramatic fur tufts and tiny little neck and body#compare to vulpix which is also a ridiculous chibi animal mind you. but its proportions are more grounded in reality#head that's only Mildly too big for its body and smaller eyes and visible paws (vs. fennekin's stumps)#i've always felt like fennekin and vulpix is like the kind of microcosm of pokemon designs shifting to be sleeker and more exagerrated#where it's so apparent since they have the same basic design idea#hell you can kind of see it with alolan vulpix. slimmer neck smaller body bigger eyes#this post is kind of meaningless i've just been thinking abt it lately#pokemon no longer has a consistent artstyle. there are many galarian and paldean pokemon that i dont think ever would have made it in rby#and many early gen pokemon look visibly different to the new because they are more simplistic and understated#this is not a bad thing it is just a Thing. it's the natural growth of a franchise where they have to reach further with ideas and designs#with each generation. because there's 1000 of these fuckers. we are long past Basic Fox and Basic Bird and Basic Bug#every pokemon has to be uniquely charismatic and recognizable when they have so much competition#anyways all this to say i think vulpix and fennekin look ridiculous standing next to each other but in a vacuum? both designs are nice
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So remember this thing I posted, that both MacCready's and Nora's VA's were in Blood Of Zeus?
I realized I recognized Heron's voice. And oh my gods-
Maxon is the main character and a demigod-
He and MacCready as half-brothers is...
Y'know what? That gives me ideas. Would be interesting since both joined something that's military adjacent. And both are only 2-years-apart in age, and were in the same area as kids. So like...MacCready doesn't know he's a Maxon? Maybe Jonathan Maxon had deviated a little in his late teens, got frisky with a woman, accidentally got her pregnant? But it was a curious one-and-done thing, and had no idea he had a kid before Arthur.
I'm cookin here because of a show based on greek myth and a same voice actor thing, dammit!
#elfdemiposts#fallout 4#fo4#fallout#maccready#elder maxon#arthur maxon#blood of zeus#heron blood of zeus#same va#same voice actor#dunno what my fascination with Same VA stuff is#I've always been like it
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Am thinking about giving Menelaus a french horn and Helen a flute. Also thinking about how Agamemnon is definitely a tuba, Achilles is a trumpet, Odysseus is a trombone (although he could also be a bassoon), Patroclus is a cornet, and Diomedes is an oboe idkkkk I was just thinking about how horn and flute are very complementary while also thinking about Menelaus and Helen (and I say this as a flutist who's now studying the horn too) and just. This came to me as a vision while waiting for my flute teacher
#I've been playing the flute for close to 11/12 years and it took me THIS long to start playing the horn too but I've always been fascinated#by it. it's just. SO lovely?#I also wish i knew how to play the bassoon too but THAT is like out the roof expensive#even a studying instrument costs up to ten of thousands of euros#anyway#tagamemnon#odysseus#menelaus#agamemnon#diomedes#patroclus#achilles#the iliad
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Hey did I ever tell y'all about the time I dreamed that I had a baby daughter called Ellie that began with my finding out I was pregnant and ended on like her third birthday?
I legitimately woke up thinking "I should go check on Ellie" and then realised she was never real and when I tell you I SOBBED. I've been haunted by an implacable sense of loss ever since. Did I travel to another dimension? Wtf happened because that was insane.
#I'm not even joking when I say it felt REAL#I have this baby doll (it was my mum's when she was a kid and I have it now) that sometimes I just hold and it makes me feel better???#Did I astral project into another life?????#Was it just a really fucking intense fever dream??????#For the record I was like fifteen I have never even done the do let alone had a pregnancy scare#But yeah my little Ellie#And she never fuckin existed#I woke up halfway through planning her birthday party like baking a cake or sm and I was thinking#“I'll give her the little green cardigan I knitted”#Woke up to a silent house and was like “she's never usually quiet this time in the morning”#Then realised what had happened and started CRYING#idk man it's insane#From a psychological point of view it's fascinating but I've tried and tried to analyse the dream and?????#I always come up with something different???? I can't pinpoint the actual cause and effect of the whole thing?????#Madness honestly#And it was just a normal day too nothing weird had happened it wasn't a coma and I wasn't knocked out it was just a Dream#A very very real one#For the record I don't think Ellie had a father#I think it was just an immaculate conception that nobody ever questioned#Might have been IVF now I think about it#That would make more sense#dream#weird dreams#Ig I should add a grief trigger warning???#tw grief#one time i dreamt#Very confused and it's been like two years so wtf yeah that was... Intense#The most dream of all time#Maybe I'm just fucking insane lol but yeah
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it always floors me how everyone's first reaction when i talk about my time spent in food service is immediate pity, sympathy, etc., as well as congrats for going back to school and "escaping" that work. i mean besides the obvious classism there, i really had a passion for food service and took pride in it. it's just the pay and the inconsistent shifts that made me quit. and no one ever believes me!
i'm planning on applying to work in one of the on-campus restaurants/kitchens for some extra money and free meals, and i'm curious to see how that affects people's reactions when i tell them what i'm up to. i don't think saying i voluntarily, enthusiastically work the cash register in the cafeteria at my prestigious stem college is going to dismantle any prejudices about "unskilled jobs" and the people who do them, but i hope i can at least give a couple folks a few seconds' pause and plant that seed in their heads.
#i enjoy working food service and i've always been fascinated with it!! sue me!!! what could be better than serving up smiles?#shebbz shoutz
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