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Waaah today I give you stupid memes :D
I don't have the of memes for the three first picture sorry ๐
But yeaaaah if I find more or if you want to give me ideas I'll more of these lol :D
#just something that doesn't need too much brain power today#I'm too tired for someone else#weeeeeeee#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#tsp stanley#tsp art#the stanley parable#the stanley parable narrator#narratorverse#memes because I can draw that#lexumpy's art
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"Slow down, Sunshine. You're not falling behind and you are loved for more than what you do for others."
#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#self-insert#my OC Esther#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#it's just been one of those weeks#been feeling overwhelmed lately#like i need to keep up#like i'm not doing enough and i tire or lose focus so easily#and i don't feel rested after resting#so i thought i should go back to my roots of drawing the DCA comforting me with words i can't seem to give myself#was debating whether or not to share this#but perhaps it may offer someone else some comfort as well#i'll be okay#this too will pass#it's just been a particularly busy and out-of-control week
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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Welcome one and all to my version of the party's loopified designs, featuring my many broken bones and blood stains I especially put into Odile who I tackled second unlike the alphabetical order that I have presented here! I'll have in-depth discussions on each designs and matching practice portraits under the cut but before that-
Siffrin 'barely taller than a preteen' no middle name no last name Loop is still barely taller than a preteen but now that preteen can claim fire to their height!
Alphabetical order GO!
Bonnie, who I've been calling Bonfire (which if that ends up being their name I can imagine Bonnie calling them 'Fire' while they call Bonnie 'Face' to match), was the last of my designs because frankly I knew from the start what their design was going to take influence from and also knew I was going to draw fire :P They were based on bonfires (of course) and also specifically the Burning Man effigies just for a humanoid figure, plus being a chef cooker and a campfire and also a very heated expressive person.
Their flames are hot but not actual wood burning so the Favour Tree (and Mirabelle in the height chart) are not at risk of combusting, they're just incredibly bright-
Isabeau my first design, with influences from @basilpaste 's Lock (with a dressform body) and @nullapophenia 's original version of Husk (the faceless identityless sketch), I have combined them both to make a mannequin it/its loopified design that finally gets to be capital T Tall all for the low low price of being Changed against its will and suffering another bout of body dysphoria that it can't fix anymore :) :) :) When I was referencing mannequins I actually noticed how long their legs actually were let alone how they were perma-stuck in that Barbie-like highheel pose and thought why don't I just curse Isa with something he previously wanted :P
Something something Isabeau actively Changed not only his body but his personality to become someone he wouldn't be ashamed of, yada yada Loopsabeau is back to hating itself and has started to become a person it despises to match (also like a mannequin it's head and arms are technically painlessly removeable :P)
Third in order and third in design is Mirabelle, who technically is the only loopified design with technically hair and clothes, but the hair are the tangled roots of the Favour Tree and the clothes are like the carved hardstone statues of religious figures :P Initially my Idea for Mirabelle was to make her kinda like her statue, with the wonky expression of someone who made it without much mastery over details, not to pit anything against Mira, no, no. Thought about maybe abstract statue design but I couldn't find a version I liked but I did always imagine her statue being weathered in some way, there was a reason why I saved her for third I couldn't pick what I wanted. But then I remembered the broken Change God statues, thought about the 'blessing' that ended up being a curse, and then thought about overgrown weathering and gave her the roots.
I actually looked up Black hairstyles and mostly wondered what specific hair texture Mirabelle had (she wears it in a fro of course, but she has flyaways that aren't coils, but she described her own hair as kinky and :P) so that if I were to mimic hair with tree roots I can get an appropriate matching hairstyle (settled on megatwists). Hah, if Mira has 4C hair, considering how long her hair actually looks, if she to wear her hair in twists she might actually have elbow length hair :P
I spent 8 non-consecutive hours on Odile can you tell? Can you see my hands bleeding my wrist breaking my eyes drooping? Yeah so Odile was again, my second design and it took me a week to recover, and she's a combination of gem and mirror suit with all the little fragments floating around her the 'diamonds' that represent all her family members party plus the ones she originally had in sets of 2. I also put geodes where parts of her body have broken off (inspired by how when the King strikes she can't move, plus also being a glass canon) where when I was actually drawing those geodes that they kinda use the Change symbol?
Circle within a circle within a circle, regardless of how wiggly it is, and at the centre is a cluster of crystals. That was an accidental reference to Odile's mixed heritage but hoo boy what a connection! Her missing pieces are a combination of 'being too old for this' fragility and also 'i didn't want to render more mirrors sue me'
Anyway I am going to put my wrist in a cast and imagine loopified party members with their pre-wish counterparts :P
#bonnie#bonnie isat#isabeau#isabeau isat#mirabelle#mirabelle chevalier#mirabelle isat#odile#odile isat#loop#loop isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#fanart#i saw someone mention in the tags of my previous isat post talking about the mirabelle chevalier tag#as soon as my grubby little broken mitts grab hold of either a physical or digital copy of the isat artbook#which as has been said by insertdisc5 include the last names of the characters (at least the ones that remember them)#i will not only continue using chevalier but also everyone else's last names in tags#replacing... one of the other character tags#a lot of my thoughts on the designs have been already said#but me and the same isat friends have some thoughts on how the loopified versions interact with their old selves#mirabelle is the nicest but may snap every so often in a 'arent you tired of being kind dont you want to go apeshit' kinda way#isabeau is a bitter jealous asshole who's regressed to being unkind thanks to not having the body it worked so hard to make once#odile is a little cold when talking to herself since pleasantries take too much time plus her 'i will do awful things [for da fam]' ways#and bonnie is bonnie so they're angry and pissed and sad they won't see their nille again but also they and bonnie are friends in the loop#speaking as someone who at bonnie's age didn't really have friends um whether or not i'm projecting i think fire and face can be besties#please enjoy these designs my kitten scratched me so hard i needed a bandaid for the price of angst and i think that's fitting#do i have an attached au to these designs? no. do i want one? maybe maybe i guess there's only so many ways to have an [x] loops au
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์ด์ฌ๋ by Hwang Da Seul ('The one who cried' perhaps as a wordplay of ๋์ฌ๋ 'snowman') Lyrics for the ending song of 'Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo' episode 7 (sung by Kim Nu Rim) and episode 8 (sung by Lee Seon) (Both) ๋ด๊ฐ ๋น์ด ๋๋ฉด ๋ค๊ฐ ์ด์์ง๊น Will you disappear if I shine too brightly? ์ ์จ ๊ผญ๊ผญ ๋๋ฅผ ๊ฐ์ถฐ ๋ด So I try to hide myself with all my might. ๋ด๊ฐ ์ธ์ด๋ฒ๋ฆฌ๋ฉด ๋ค๊ฐ ๋
น์๊น Will you melt if I cry? ์ ์จ ๊พน๊พน ๋๋ ์ฐธ์ ๋ด So I'm doing my best to hold back my tears. ๋ด์ด ์ ์ค๋ฉด ์ ๊ฐ๋ If spring doesn't come, I don't want to go. ํ์ ์ ์ธ๋ฉด ๋ ์ ๊ฐ๋ If I/you never cry again, you don't want to go. ์ด๋กํด์ผ ๋ ๋ค์ ์์์ง What should I do to be able to hold you again? ์๋, ๋ด๊ฐ ์์ผ๋ฉด ๋ ์ฌ๋ผ์ง๊น No, will you disappear once more, if I hug you? (Lee Do Hoe (ending of ep 7)) ์ ์ธ๊ป ๋ ๊ทธ์น ๊ป ๋ I won't cry. I will stop (crying). ์ ๋ฐ ๋
น์ง๋ง Please don't melt. ์ฐจ๊ฐ๊ฒ ๋ ์์ํ ๋ ์์๊ป Coldly, endlessly, I'll be here. ์ ๋ฐ ๋
น์ง๋ง Please, don't melt. (Shin Ju Yeong (ending of ep 8)) ๋ด์ด ์ ์ค๋ฉด ๋ ์ ๊ฐ๋ If spring doesn't come, you don't want to go. ํ์ ์ ์ธ๋ฉด ๋ ์ ๊ฐ๋ If I/you never cry again, you don't want to go. ์ด๋กํด์ผ ๋ ๋ค์ ์์์ง What should I do to be able to hold you again? ์๋ ,๋ด๊ฐ ์์ผ๋ฉด ๋ ์ฌ๋ผ์ง๊น No, will you disappear once more, if I hug you? ์ ์ธ๊ป ๋ ๊ทธ์น ๊ป ๋ I won't cry. I will stop (crying). ์ ๋ฐ ๋
น์ง๋ง Please, don't melt.
#ํ๊ถ๋์ ์ ์ฃผ๋ฅผ ํ์ด์ค#let free the curse of taekwondo#i'm not particularly good at translation nor at listening#but this is an attempt. ๐#(i'm the most confused about: 'ํ์ ์ ์ธ๋ฉด'. is it I or You? is it WE?#the line makes sense from both of their povs too.#but then i look at the first part... and ugh#there's so much you could interpret into it#in conclusion i'm just too tired and confused. this is the best i can do right now. maybe someone else has done one already?)
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Since it's probably been done a million times already, would it be kinda stale if I drew my own version of the "Fallen Angel" painting (that famous one of Lucifer) but with Astarion?
#I hate to ask stuff like this cuz I know should really just do whatever#but idk' it just... seems so tired and like I'm stealing someone else's idea#but idk I really really wanna do it still though#-and please do not worry!!!! My miggy phase isn't over lmao' far far from it#this one idea has just kinda been swimming in my mind for a while#-it's just the 'tiredness' of it that has been holding me back lmao#and I mean' hell' honestly' I could draw it of Miguel too or instead#I do know that has already been done though' a while back
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Bomonga is hilarious to me because we know a lot about his MO as a stealthy sniper/hunter type as a Rahaga.
So you would expect his mask power as a Toa to be something aligned with that skillset, in a similar vein to the masks of Stealth, Concealment etc, or something that complemented it well, like Accuracy or Fate, right?
Nope.
Instead he gets probably the least stealthy mask power available.
He can turn into a fucking giant.
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thinking about how zack was such a fighty angry kid at first in crisis core, and how he learned to bottle it all up because nobody took his feelings seriously.
i bet zack died on that cliff resentful and enraged and covering it up with a thin layer of heroic cheer, just like he always has.
he was so close. he was so tired. he tried to be a hero and it turned him into a monster instead, slaughtering hundreds and hundreds of infantrymen, all to protect just one. and it didn't even matter because they still won. shinra still fucking won.
zack lost his entire sense of self and identity to SOLDIER and shinra, and now they're taking his life too, right when he was this close. not just to physical freedom, but mental freedom too. and he copes with the indignation the same way he always has: he's so Nice about it.
and so he dies as a friendly nobody, instead of what he really was deep down: a scared, angry, exhausted kid.
#ahem. good morning#having some zack fair thoughts at 6 am don't mind me#anyway when i say that zack is an adhd icon#i'm actually referring to the self destructive people pleasing and growing up with a hurricane of rage ripping through you#and feeling tired and overwhelmed constantly and always having to fight to keep up with everyone else#and nobody taking you seriously about ANYTHING and barely recognizing yourself in a mirror#because you're trying so hard to be something that you're not for someone that you're not even sure you care about anymore.#oh and i guess he's puppy :3 too. whatever#zack fair#ffvii#:)))))
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in a strong Leo mood because I'm tired of seeing tagged hate shit for him, so I went ahead and added the rest of Leo's home screen voice lines to his post, including the Japanese text! And, of course, I updated the masterlist.
additional tag for @mayoigotokurousagi who requested Leo in the first place.
#leo kurosagi#tokyo debunker#danie yells at tokyo debunker#like surely i'm not so fandom old that 'don't tag your hate with main character/series tags' is considered like. no longer the standard#like that is basic decorum/ basic fandom manners. you wouldn't like it for your favorite so why should others have to tolerate it from you#i just block people i see doing it but i should probably like. reach out and say 'don't do that' first but also like#i'm too tired to bother. it should be a given.#anyway. someone else i was asked to finish next
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One last thing about the Keep spoilers below the cut
I am more worried about the inquisitors portrayal than the lack of options. Like I wanted reactivity, but I get why it's not there, and while the absence of reactivity to my choices is regrettable, that absence doesn't contradict my world state, so to me that's livable. But the Inquisitor not having any options to tweak their personality at all?? Not even a general "were they more humorous or kind or violent" section??? That seems... Very much not promising. They seem so excited for people to see how they've portrayed the Inquisitor but... Y'all know people only care because it's their Inquisitor, right? Like there isn't some universal Inquisitor we all agree we love, we like ours. So the fact that there's absolutely no control over them? I. Am more than a little anxious over how they're gonna get handled.
#im very excited for the but I'm sorry i just know the inky is gonna disappoint me#thus why im happy hof isn't getting brought back#maybe i won't see her but at least they won't take my character and make her unrecognizable#thus severing every connection i had to her#the protags aren't good bc they're such beautifully written and touching characters like the companions#ppl love them bc they're personal and we can build them up so specifically to us#like my warden is not your warden and that's where the fun is#i would not have half as much fun if i had to do this with someone else's character#but the tags are too long and I'm tired of ranting today#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age inquistor#Inquisitor
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i'm rewatching episode 3 of the acolyte and i'm noticing a lot of weird things about the fire at the coven
conspiracy theory under the cut
since episode 1 this show is about appearances and deception
first with osha being arrested for mae's crimes and the twins being mistaken for one another, then with the stranger posing as innocent and awkward qimir before being revealed as mae's master, and more generally with the power of the jedi and the council being built on lies and them not being as good as they seem
and from the beginning, the show has been telling us that mae is the one that started the fire that burned the coven and killed everyone, but also that the four jedi feel extreme guilt (up to the point of comitting suicide for master torbin) for what happened that night
so as i said, i'm rewatching episode 3 and everything is going well up until osha packs her bag to leave with the jedi and mae confronts her in their room. here's what happens:
mae steals osha's notebook
she runs out of the room and locks the door behind her
she sees the drawing of the lightsaber and the logo of the jedi order
she's angry, and she picks up the lamp from the wall and sets the notebook on fire
then we get a shot of osha running to the window to call her mother, and we hear the sound of the lamp breaking
osha turns around, the fire starts to spread
then we get a shot of the empty corridor with no trace of mae
for now this still seems somewhat logical since mae told osha that she wanted to kill her (and has displayed some signs of cruelty before) but bear with me
osha escapes the room though the vent thing and starts looking for mae
we hear them calling out each other's name until they both stand on the opposite ends of the metal walkway and mae says "jump over to me"
that's what makes me think mae didn't mean what she said when she told her sister that she was going to kill her
but who do we see running around the coven? master sol.
what is he doing here? great question.
did he have the time to go through the forest, climb the mountain and find his way into the building since the fire started? absolutely not.
mae "dies"
sol saves osha
they run next to a bunch of witches who are very much dead but are not burned, have not been crushed by rubble and do not seem asphyxiated by smoke of any kind (since osha and sol are breathing perfectly fine)
SO since we have one jedi running around being suspicious, why not have four?
i think mae set fire to the notebook, but one of the jedi smashed the lamp and set fire to the building while the others killed the witches, probably in order to "save" both twins
but mae "died", and they realised they fucked up big time and set their story straight and pin the fire on the dead kid (who can never corroborate their story since, you know, she's dead)
which would explain the guilt they all seem to feel about that night, and why all the witches seemed to have died on the spot, and qimir's little speech about "galactic dominance in the name of peace which is a lie" from episode 2
one last thing: we don't have a clean shot on torbin's face but he appears in the background when they are back at the ship and even though he's blurry, you can clearly see he has a new wound on his face wich will leave the scar he has in episode 2
thank you for coming to my ted talk
#i apologise for the mistakes i'm not a native speaker and it's late and i'm too tired to proofread anything#someone else probably talked about this better than i do#but i woulnd't know since i don't really engage with acolyte content apart from qimir edits on tiktok#i loved him as a wet rat man and i love him even more as a hot villain#also he's right about the jedi imo#i have not seen episode 6 yet i'm waiting for my in-laws to be there#maybe we get the answers in episode 6 idk#the acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#osha aniseya#mae aniseya#master sol#star wars
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Hi, I would love to ask more in the "ask blog", I just need to know, what are the current events that are going on?
Are they still on the plot on St Valentin, or is the theme with Harry the main conflict?
the main theme in the blog is whatever you ask about ! that do be how it works
#sci speaks#sighs. I donโt know if I have the energy to remind people how it works. maybe I want to let it die.#the whole point of an ask blog is that the asks steer it. i'm not meant to steer everything.#it's meant to be steered by multiple hands. and maybe that's why i'm not having fun with it anymore.#because it's way too much of you guys Waiting on me to steer the plot when the whole point is that you guys help me steer it.#ask blogging sucks now. i'm tired of it.#it's dead. ask blogging is dead.#the internet is a passive horrible place where people wait for someone to shovel content in their mouth. im not about it.#i came here for community. im not here to shovel content into passive mouths. sighs. sighs.#over it.#i'm not going to fight to keep it alive lads. a sci is going to rest and meditate.#not going to bug my head with something that doesn't make me happy anymore.#a sci can do so much else with their time. like sing. and dance. and learn the banjo.#if you want me you have to treat me right !!! im not your slave!!!#stroke me and kiss me and send me good asks. then i'll stay.
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Late night thought after having had a day to process that absolutely batshit but brilliant episode: what if Ruby is a Tenza child like the one from Night Terrors? Psychic fields, perception filters, influencing reality, abandonment issues... All sounds a bit familiar!
#someone else write up the clever bits with pros and cons#i'm too tired#ruby sunday#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#73 yards
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You're the first person i've encountered here/on twt who ships the SH polycule ๐ญ everywhere I go it's nuclear family this girl dad blade that
I know anon, I know. It's dire for us out there.
It's not even that I don't think they're found family. They very much are. It's that found family doesn't mean found father found mother and found children, and yet it's apparently all people can come up with for some reason. And not only does it limit how you can appreciate their relationship, but I'm also really not a fan of the resulting constant infantilization of Silver Wolf and now Firefly by... Most people at this point. You don't have to ship the four of them together, but I sure would appreciate if people didn't treat these two like Blade and Kafka's teenage daughters just because they have short models.
I can't tell you how grateful I am that Firefly called them all her partners in 2.3. Not her allies, not her teammates, her partners. And that Jade, from her outsider point of view, called their relationship "strong and intimate". They all love each other so deeply, it's everything to me.
This ship may be so tiny you might as well call it a raft but believe me when I say I'm sailing it as far as it can go.
#anon#ask#answer#whoops this got away from me#apologies for being a hater in this reply anon i'm just tired of ALL the stellaron hunter content being nuclear family like you said#very tired of short women being treated as kids as soon as they're short#but THAT ASIDE#i'm so happy to find someone else who ships them all too#i'll be honest at this point i thought i was the only one#well me and my friends i infected with my brain worms#(sorry guys i love you i swear)#hsr#stellaron hunters#obviously you don't have to ship them#but that said#boy do i ever#they're found family and they also kiss. and fuck. these aren't mutually exclusive.#i love them so much#one day i'll have a proper ot4 tag#today is not yet that day#kafbladefirewolf
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tags so good i had to take a screenshot of them and send them to myself so i can find them later (the ashley/hannah parallels)
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*sniff* i'm so flattered omg heheheheheh
seriously though!!! idk if i'm just not looking in the right places or what, but i see so few people bringing up the parallels between the two of them despite how CRAZY they make ME slkdfjksd
they're both presented as girls with huge, embarrassing crushes that lead them to sometimes not make the best choices; both a little geeky and on the meeker side; both fully capable of turning around and lashing out at the people who wrong them; and, coincidentally, they're both really close to josh
idk. idk!!!!!! i just think that, of all the blackwood kids, ashley would be the most likely to sit and really stew over what happened to hannah (and by extension, beth) because that prank could've been played on her. it wasn't. but it could've been. and i think it would've gone exactly the same way, honestly. the others feel guilty because of the parts they played, but ashley? oh, oh i think most of her shame comes from understanding how easily it could've been her out there in the snow
#samgiddings#asks#queenie rambles about supermassive#sdkljfklsjdfklsdjflksdjf i'm so glad this resonated with someone else XDDD#im not even gonna get into fan reception of the two of them because i'm old and i am so tired but.#the parallels. are there. too. i would say. lmaoooooooooo#i don't think a universe exists where chris would've gone along with being the bait for that kind of prank#nor do i think a universe exists where like. any. of the others. felt. possessive(?????) enough of him to carry it out against ashley BUT#if that fucking note on the kitchen island had been addressed to ashley. and signed by chris. it would've happened. exactly. the same.#and now i carefully step down off my soapbox and return to the cave from whence i came askdljfklsdjf hahahahahaha
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Pepperman being Pepperman
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#pizza tower#pizza tower fanart#art#peppino spaghetti#pizza tower pepperman#Pepperman#he's being a great guy by a paying visit#but he can't help but ramble about his work#especially when he made it in dedication to someone else#unfortunately poor Peppino is too tired to see his masterpiece#I think I'm a little too obsessed with this ._.#brain surgery au
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