#I'm taming the beast

[piedoesnotequalpi]

I have a draft of the next bachelorette au chapter! I did the thing!

Now to see when my ex will text back for proofreading...

[cornflowersandspoons]

Rewatched the Beast movie, got emotional about it, and like... what if... Chuuya self-love self-care??? 🥺🥺🥺 He needs it, he deserves it, he should get it.

Full thingie ⬇️

[romancemedia]

[madamsarrat]

I blame Shall Fen Shall for changing my taste into male magical creatures with long hair.

[hood-ex]

Remember when Dick fought Beast Bruce on top of a bridge, and Beast Bruce flung himself at Dick, sending both of them careening into the river below?

Titans: Beast World #2

My brain was so kind to remind me of a similar scene in LOTR when the Warg dragged Aragorn over a cliff and into the river.

[taryn40k]

"Then it seems I can move on to some interrogations of my own while we wait for him to be available again. Please notify me when you believe that he should be able to talk soon."

[marielle-heller]

I'm done letting fate choose for me. From now on, I'm grabbing the bull by the horns, Jefe.

Ash vs Evil Dead 2x04: DUI

[solvicrafts]

I think my current team of followers in Skyrim is probably the strangest one I've had yet because I decided to just commit fully to the idea of downloading all or at least most of the newer Altmer follower mods, so currently we're sitting at 5 Altmer dudes, 1 Dunmer lady (my character), and a leopard we rescued from the jackass Jarl in Falkreath.

I have nearly achieved my goal of creating my own version of the WotSQ party in this game, with the realization -- which came to me only after mowing down all of the Markarth guards -- that my character is both the Quenthel and Jeggred of the party.

[euesworld]

"I'm a beast, but more like a honey bee.. if honey bees be drinking and smoking weed."

I'm a little dysfunctional, don't you know? - eUë

[citrine-elephant]

my body deciding to crash and give up when i open my fics to edit:

[zellk]

I'm in love with Aamira ❤️❤️🙏 can you give us more info about her? Some fun and maybe not so fun facts about her?

Hi Anon ! Thank you for your kind words and for your interest \o/ Aamira's side of the family is the one that Qalaa got her "Beast Curse" from. It's a bloodline hereditary curse that boosts the strength of those in good health (like Qalaari) and eats away at those that have a weak constitution... like Aamira. "Weak" members of the family are usually cast aside or cast out. Aamira ; while still quite young, 16 or so ; ran away from all of this to try to live her life following only her will and enjoy as much of it as possible. Even without the curse Aamira would have had a weak health, but think of it as her Beast basically making her immunodeficient and weaker and weaker as the years go by.

She managed to make a little life for herself in a small unremarkable place close to one of the older forest of the region. There she developed close ties with two siblings, Temhos & Olgha. Both of them members of a tribe that lives deep deep withing the old woods who come to visit the village semi frequently to trade goods and buy things to carry back where they live. Both siblings tried to court Aamira (after months of good relationship), and, eventually, Aamira chose Temhos. For two or three years things were pretty idyllic fro all of them. But then Aamira started talking about wanting a child... Temhos tried to reason with her that with her health it was really fucking dangerous for her to try and that her chances of not making it through were too high for his tastes... Aamira pretended to listen but actually didn't and things got really bad when Temhos found out she was pregnant. They argued, Aamira's health took a downside, Temhos took care of her until she got better again (and Aamira, with her rose-tinted delusional glasses, thought it meant he'd stay). When Aamira was around 7 month pregnant Temhos ran away (very very far away). It broke her heart but not her (by now frantic) determination to see her pregnancy though. She (somehow) found her away again to Temhos' village where she was taken in by Olgha (who was very confused, then very angry (at both Aamira & Temhos), then very panicked). Qalaari was born in this village. Olgha became her surrogate parent to help Aamira raise her (she was still in love with Aamira, but knew that her heart, broken as it was, would still never be hers... I think Aamira knew Olgha's feelings too and could only just be very thankful she still helped her raise Qalaari, despite how painful it must have been for her.) Aamira was very loving with her daughter, but her (now very bad) health and broken heart left her with long dissociative episodes, on top of moments where she wouldn't even managed to get out of bed. That's when Olgha would take care of Qalaari most (frustrated and heartbroken as she was over the whole situation, Olgha genuinely loves Qalaari like her own daughter.) 12 years after, the Beast finally eroded all of what Aamira was (she was still young... probably around 32 or 34 years old ??) and she passed away. Also, how Aamira survived giving birth is nothing short of a miracle. Most likely due to her will of titanium to meet and raise her daughter... Eventually the Beast got the best of her, but she managed to hold on for 12 more years !!

[songweaver]

Very excited for a number of fall releases

[deadrlngers]

next time u hear me write on here i'm going to update cyberpunk just gently tap on my shoulder and then smash your knuckles on my face the second i turn for the love of god

[insecateur]

i am having thoughts about cakeverse i am putting them under a read more 4 discussion of cannibalism etc

i feel like i have this thing of enjoying tropes backwards (note: i say this in the sense of like. compared to what is the most straightforward interpretation that i often see and with no judgement toward people who enjoy tropes at "face value")

i was thinking about this irt cakeverse in particular because i do think i enjoy it with the mindset of... the fork is actually the one most vulnerable. which when you think about it in the abstract — the cake is, physically, the most vulnerable. they are literally at risk of being eaten. when involved with a compatible fork, they are constantly putting themself in danger

but. there is a very particular vulnerability about being at the complete mercy of your desire... and in the case of cakeverse it is a one-sided sort of desire, too, unlike in a/b/o for example. the predator species cannot control their need for the prey species, but the prey species is perfectly capable of minding their own business. the dependency only exists one-way: forks hunger for cakes helplessly, in theory until they succumb to it and finally consume the object of their desire.

and that, too, is a vulnerability, because eating people is bad (no shit!!!) but also because by killing their cake, they are depriving themself of that object of desire... and with love in the mix, it becomes even messier, holding back from doing something so horrible that you can't stop thinking about, fighting your monstrous nature...

i like it a lot in a horny way but there's definitely an emotional component at the core... it also has a lot of elements of trust which is a big thing for me (cakes are literally putting their lives in the hands of their forks) and hunger as a manifestation of desire (in all forms, though physical/sexual desire is ofc the best) is 😌🙏🙏🙏

i like it both ways for prfr (i would like to eat lysandre) but everything i said definitely highlights why i'm so drawn to lysandre as the fork. the catharsis... is good.

[svtskneecaps]

ayo shoutout to revali for being the champion whose ability i have used the least since obtaining

[robinsnest2111]

Sorry if this seems rude, I really don’t mean it to be rude, but do you go to therapy at all? I feel like you would benefit greatly from having someone professional to speak to regularly. Seems you don’t have many close friends in real life, and your family of course isn’t an option. But you seem to suffer a lot from issues that just build and build in your head, and I think having a therapist to talk through things with would help. ❤️

no worries anon, it's ridiculously obvious I'm struggling with my mental health, no offence taken lol

I've actually been trying since the start of the year to get a long-term therapy place, even went to a day clinic for a few weeks (where it was determined I would greatly benefit from long-term therapy to work through repressed childhood trauma).

I've called literally hundreds of practices all over my state that I could reasonably reach within 2 hours of public transport travel (200+ so far. I'm halfway through the list of numbers I've been given at the clinic), and so far none had any space for me. Or their wait times are years long (on several lists as of now. no replies yet), no joke. Or they don't do the type of therapy I need. Or they have retired/stopped providing psychotherapy. Or have died. Yeah, the list is a couple years old already.

Believe me, I am trying. ✌

For now, I'm hoping that a kinda regular work schedule and getting out of the house as much as possible will fix me a little bit. So far I've managed to stay mostly normal during my shifts and that's a major upgrade for me. As long as I got my silly little tasks to do and social scripts to act out, I'm fine.