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hehehe I finally made my brother catch onto saying random words in italian when we speak
I WILL make spaliano a thing just you wait
#I'm sure it already exists lmao#hell I bet my half italian nephews do this (tho their dad didn't speak much italian to them bc he rarely uses it sadly so who knows)#oh wait that's why saying 'andiamo' sounds so familiar to me#that's what he used to say to them when it was time to leave when we had family reunions years ago#huh#language#personal#my brother and I already speak spanglish all the time bc we can never remember words in the right language so#it would be more like... spanglishliano...? it... needs some work
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possibly wild and out of touch take ahead so beware but if the second half of those eight digits is supposedly beato's birthday (yeah, november 29th, i've known it for a long time) and if we haven't been lied about it not being shannon's or kanon's birthday (i'm naming names now)... and if the beato we know as the game master is supposed to have been born for reasons related to battler, then wouldn't her "birthday" be the day of his sin? he sinned and then she was born, which sounds very biblical. and which means that for him to understand what those digits mean he'd have to not only remember that he has a sin, but also the exact day it was committed. i personally think it might have been a lot to ask of a little idiot like battler, but that's another story
#this 👆🏻 sounds pretty cool even if it's not true so i should probably idk. write my own book about it later on#and hey ❤️ i kinda hate this business of game master beato being like. a conceptual thing ❤️#cause if i'm not very mistaken the two beatrices she was born 'from' had actual real world 'existences' at some point in rokkenjima but#i don't see how she personally does ❤️ she's just a concept an idea an imaginary alter ego a phantom of your betrayed love ❤️ is that it?#ahhh i mean i might be kinda wrong and i assume there's more to it than that and in any case i had already been preparing myself#for an outcome like that. not sure what else i was expecting regarding this lmao#umineko liveblog#umineko spoilers
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obviously they won't say anything about it because they only comment on things that are nonsensical, but even kcarats are mad about this collab so i do wonder if they'll end up saying anything or will just act stupid lmfao
#like at a certain point you gotta address it#you can't simply brush off every valid criticism as just ''haters''#like don't post a video of you fanboying over the fuckass in prob hopes of fans going omggg his dream came true#i often think artists don't owe their fans anything in terms of music their time and privacy#but they do owe fans some respect and being linked with this dude for sure is not it lmao#like were they truly expecting for their fanbase who is mainly female to be liek yaaay a song with a dude that hates women!! so fun!!#ah so sorry i'm just still so annoyed will be annoyed for a while#thought about getting back into giffing them this month but yeah i don't think that'll happen#not that anyone cares i could deactivate and people wouldn't notice LMFAO#yeah idk it's just shitty i get liking an artist and not knowing anything about them truly me with so many#but when you're gonna collab when you're gonna basically invite them to be a part of your brand your project....#you need to be a little more careful about it and think is this going to alienate my already existing fanbase#is this someone that i want to be associated with basically#b.txt
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oh hi. this did not in fact take only an hour to write but hey it's done! any support is so so appreciated <3
also thread of me lowkey liveblogging myself (not) writing this lmaoo
Summary:
A fun little side perk of being a demon is that Crowley only gets to see the world in shades of grey. That is, until that world is touched by one particular angel.
They say that it's not the fall that hurts, it's the landing. That's a partial truth, at least for him. The landing did hurt—his bones had shattered almost methodically, travelling through his legs and up his spine like a shiver; the whiplash from his head hitting the ground had felt like an explosion of guts in his mouth. But the fall had hurt, too. Because the wind had cut into his useless wings like knives, his skin and grace peeling away under the friction, and he had been looking right up at the multicoloured and unreachable expanse of sky just to see it fade from his eyes into dull greys. And that was that. For the indiscriminate time afterwards, he and all the other demons wandered Hell's corridors like strays, lost and trying to adjust to a new life where hope looked just as bleak as despair. They wore all black, because the identifiability of that darkest shade meant that they wouldn't have to worry about clashing colours. An inconsequential problem, maybe, almost laughable in its insignificance, but it was the one piece of self-dignity they could still control. Back then, that was everything.
eybe surprised me with a drawing based on the holi scene in this fic and i treasure it with all my heart and it captures my mental image of it perfectly. it's included in the fic now too <3 love you eybe
#fearandhatred#fearandfics#fic: sunflower fingerprints#honestly i feel like i could do/have done so much more with this#but i don't wanna overthink it lol i didn't even have the time to write this fic#also one reason this took longer to write was because i did research!! into the hindu festival of colours#i knew about it already and i've always found it magical but i wanted to make sure i got my facts straight before writing about it#i hope i did it justice#honestly a coincidence that i remembered this festival existed while writing this lmao. and it turned out to be so significant to the story#so yay!#oh and if you saw my thread. update i'm not even going for the test lmfaooooo good riddance#good omens#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale#good omens fanfiction#good omens fanfic#good omens fic#writing
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honestly why did anyone underestimate peeta??? he's BREAD BOY. the country is fucking called PANEM. BREAD. of course bread boy has the citizens of bread land eating out of the palm of his hand like that's his JOB. that's the family business. let him cook. you think SNOW has any food knowledge beyond "boo cabbages"? didn't think so. that's the sound of snow melting and being brought to the right temperature to bloom yeast and make actual bread.
#i'm sure this post exists already but it's been rattling in my brain for way too long now lmao#the hunger games#thg#peeta mellark#panem#coriolanus snow
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[TW for blood/injury at 7:47]
This is a good explanation of the massive protests going on here (finally omg) in English so I can show you guys. They actually interview some Panamanians and explain what people are angry about, which was not described or just super brief in almost all the articles I could find.
The only things I'd add is maybe more focus on the environmental impact of open-pit copper mines in particular bc they leak so much poison into the environment and water/air pollution especially, not to mention the deforestation to make space for the mine. Wildlife has already been severely impacted, and the pollution makes it impossible for people to farm in an area where most of the locals rely on agriculture.
But I think they did a good job describing the other complaints, like the government corruption everyone is fed up with and the historical reasons for the push back against land being sold to foreign companies.
#just to be clear the mine already exists (since 2019) and was declared unconstitutional#but what the president just did (like instead of shutting it down which is what people wanted) is give them a contract for 20 more years#it will be expanding too bc the contract also included land theyre now allowed to take#they are also very much taking gold out and not just copper (we know bc workers have taken pictures and shown everyone) but i'm not sure#on the legality of that so i didnt want to put it in the main post lmao#🐊
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It's okay to use contradictory labels. I know, I'm probably being redundant here. But I want to make sure anyone who hasn't heard it today gets to chance to hear it. You're valid. I don't care if you're a boy in whatever way, and you're also a lesbian, nor do I care if you're a girl in some way and also gay. I don't mind if you're omni, pan, bi, poly, or abro and a lesbian/gay. Are you aroace spec as well as mspec? Nice! Are you a mixture of all of these things? Something I missed? Cool!
Complicated identities are no less valid than identities that fit into boxes. And I will keep saying that, because there are still people in the world who insist on what you can and can't be (I swear I've said something like that word for word before, but sbsbs), whether it be your average homophobic grandpa or some exclusionist on twitter.💀
#twitter sucks btw#though that's already common knowledge I'm sure#also friendly reminder that complicated queer people have always existed#they aren't this new phenomenon or something#queer positivity#mspec lesbian positivity#pro mspec gay#pro gaybian#gaybian#mspec lesbian#mspec gay#queer#oh and pro tip#every time you see an exclusionist literally just block them on sight#it's so much better than engaging and has done wonders for my mental health#maybe it will help somebody to hear that you don't have to sacrifice your mental health for these people#just keep existing in your own sphere surrounded by people who aren't exclusionary pricks#I've blocked SO MANY people lmao#seriously just block them it isn't worth your energy or time and if you're somebody like me who gets stressed by arguments it REALLY#isn't worth it. please take care of yourself! I know the desire to educate others and maybe help them see your point of view#but literally don't even try cuz these people are on a whole other planet istfg💀
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Fellas
#okay okay so in my defense-#i haven't even said what i would've done but yall can already tell HAHAHA#OKAY OKAY BUT FR-#why was i mostly agreeing with him tho-#maybe I'm just so jaded. maybe a vacation does sound nice.#i feel like it might be too naive to think there shouldn't be a cage...?-#this is why the world did their hardest to make sure I didn't enroll to a law school HAHAHAH#idk i think sunday as a point and I'm not saying that as a simp because hello I like gallagher most but like.#i just don't think we actually won that debate. we just beat his ass up#like... if that cage protects others... why shouldn't it exist.#i was expecting some bad ending based on my choices from that fight so i was giddy when the fake credits rolled ngl HAHAHHA#i did not agree with any of my astral family i was just. yeah let it go maybe. then tell the guards (high five march) then don't let robin#go. idk idk#ill let the bird fly only cause i thought “i personally don't have the money to buy a cage.” LMAO
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his little fanny pack on his desidia ghillie suit makes me giggle, him and his sniper are out on the field when they start feeling eachother up and he pulls back all excited like "wait!" then pulls out a condom and/or lube from it
oh my god
I like the idea that he has a lot of weird shit that couldn't conceivably fit in there but somehow does, so he's just prepared for every situation, yay us
#I mean I'm proud of you sir#way to be prepared#I sure hope it's a new condom#we've already established how warm and chafing those suits can be#anon replies#lmao wait#I have not written a single condom into any of my stories#imagine getting monster man to wear one#getting the biggest size possible#ain't no one wanna be pregnant with monster spawn#i just write in an au slightly to the left where anything above the vaginal canal doesn't exist#reader is a genderless being with zero internal organs and exactly 3 bones#pussy and sass and That's It#*insert joke about unrealistic beauty standards for the queer community*#if I could choose 3 bones I know exactly which ones I'd choose#and hopefully so can you#i need a nap
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I wish there was an option to remove yt shorts entirely I try to stay away from it but whenever I look in out of curiosity theres always some misogynistic shit in there
#misc.txt#it's always shit like. abt how women are 'weak' or w/e. mocking them in a physical sense just for existing and not being men#and if it's not that it's religious tradwife content for some God forsaken reason#like cmon dude. 1. I don't enjoy seeing content that feels like it's handcrafted to upset me specifically#and 2. how many young boys come across these things just scrolling and then the algorithm picks that up and pushes it more#like maybe I'm ignorant here but I'm honestly not sure why a lot of this is even allowed on the platform#why isnt content that exists only to degrade women on every level imaginable considered some form of hate speech?#why is 'alpha male' content and similar ok?#like some of it is shitty but I get why it's still allowed and then a lot of it truly is just flat out hate speech..idk man#I've already dealt with enough sexism irl I don't need to see it while I'm scrolling through fucking. soup recipie videos or sth lmao
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OOC. So. The idea of Sam being able to take on the forms of her alternative selves from universes where she existed at one point may or may not have been spiraling in my head recently.
Just? Her discovering that she could do that by accident one day, maybe after something messes with her watch/phone? Finding out the consequences of using that feature if she stays in one form for too long? The deterioration and replacement of her memory ( and possibly her own existence ) with the memories of the versions of her that once lived??
It’s one heck of a thing to think about, that’s for sure.
#;; ᴀᴍᴏɴɢ ᴜs ( ooc. )#;; 🇹🇭🇮🇸 🇮🇸 🇼🇭🇴 🇮 🇦🇲 ( headcanon. )#maybe?#I'm not sure if this would be too much or something adhalkdh#but man#/the possibilities/#can you imagine existing one day and then finding out you already died?#and that you're technically living through an alternate version of yourself??#the horror of that realization and coming to terms with it?#man that would be something to delve into#oh and also I thought more on the abilities she can do with that one keyblade I designed for her a while back lmao#it's not much but basically just lots of parkour with that stretchable wire attached to the hilt#and some potential nunchuk-ing with dual blades#and other fun uses
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#.....this is a normal amount of headphones to own. right?#🎧👀💀#(not pictured: my beyerdynamic dt770 that i use exclusively as a tv headphone - the most comfortable one to wear for long periods of time)#i was just listening to some music from my computer now that i have my foobar all setup#i did manage to restore all the settings but the filepaths were all broken so. had to look them all up again#all my (digital) music is scattered over four external harddrives... not ideal lol#i was sure i'd lost the cd containing the drivers for my dac (can't find them online and the northstar design website doesn't exist anymore)#but i found it in an old acer envelope that had all kinds of installation discs#then i realized the new computer doesn't even HAVE a cd drive so i had to buy an external one lmao#basically i've been setting up my new computer for a week and i'm sick of it already#literally every fucking thing needs to be tweaked!! HATE IT#everything from mouse movements not being the way you're used to to the fucking monitor colors being fucked up#it's just. endless#but the reason i even bought a new computer was FASTER PHOTOSHOP and i sure got what i wanted!!#oh and did i mention i've actually had the computer for almost six months#but i've just been procrastinating making the switch#because i knew it would be a bitch to set everything up again. AND IT WAS#if i never have to do this again it'll be too soon 😤#keios#seduce me with audio gear#oh and obviously i don't use the headphones at the same time BUT#the headphone amp i'm using does have two outputs#so i can switch headphones on the fly#sometimes it's fun to compare the differences#the t1 is so a lot more clearer and detailed than the sennheiser and hifiman#but it's also the most sensitive one#if the source is low quality don't even bother#also ideally i would have a more powerful amp for the t1s but. it is what it is#okay i'll shut up about headphones now
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rip harrowhark nonagesimus you would have loved au fanfics
#tlt#also why am i just finding out now when looking up how to spell nonagesimus that her name isn't harrowhawk#tfw ur an audiobook girly (gender neutral)#also i'm like a million % sure this post exists already lmao#bc its true and she would
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i wonder if i should post my sus thoughts here as well. hidden away, where no one i know can see them... lol. maybe ill make an alt for that
#NOT sus#been thinking of xav again lately#he hasn't found this blog yet thankfully so i can say whatever i want#he keeps saying really weird shit to me#along with things a---s (censored so he doesnt find it LMAO) used to tell me#i really wish i could just fucking talk to xav but i cant. icant i cant i cant i cant i cant#hes so fucking disgusting kill him die DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE GET CANCER DIE DIE DIE#he pretended to be a---s in my inbox for fucking YEARS even when i already knew he was gone#as fucking horrible as xav is i can imagine that he will never get over this#i was listening to music the other day. songs that a---s liked#and im only really now realizing theyre all depressing as shit#i feel so stupid#all of our text messages are gone#it's like he never even fucking existed.#i deleted our messages along with every single piece of art we drew together a couple of days after he stopped replying#i couldnt take it#i still cant take it#the only thing i have left of him is memories#and songs that he loved#i dont know anymore#ive been so suicidal recently#sure it's all passive#that doesn't stop the thoughts though#i'm not going to do it willingly#obviously#but if something were to happen#i think i would relax#and let it happen
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like hearing an autistic person talking abt realizing like "oh so friendships for some ppl don't involve always having to maintain a performance" and going damn right yeah and now "oh so friendships for some ppl involve their getting to expect that the other ppl will be interested in them and provide support" like huh go figure. more surprising like oh right i guess i always felt like interactions require maintaining a performance that can only go wrong (generally true; like there's no "well you're ruining things by keeping ppl from being the Real You so just Be Yourself" like a] masking isn't Real or done by Yourself or b] like if you unmask people like you now & ableism is over, b/c it was your fault for reacting to it in the first place) & thus also that i should be interested & provide support but not expect that in turn / the sense as well that you are/can only come up short and have things to make up for anyways while lucky whoever's even providing the time of day
then it's always an Exercise to go "oh right well beyond going [my god autistic character] the whole time, what Things re: winston billions was i still not quite seeing as as unusual / Not Good as they are. even for billions" like sure noticing he's holding on to the hopes of some kind of positive / actual relationship w/rian for like year 950 & this manifesting with the Determined Friendliness but zooming in like oh i guess that adamant amicability sure involves winston suppressing a negative reaction to negative treatment and yet still hoping for an improvement, which like, was always Possible but a) hinged on rian simply choosing to change how she regards/treats him (or someone intervening to change the situation) & b) apparently is not going to happen. thinking like yeah that's very Friendly of him. and knowing like man winston's sure still trying to keep this friendliness offer open for like two years. but also now more specifically going like Yeah and pretty fucked then that his baseline expectations don't include that Mutual Interest & Support (though someone being abusive is definitely interested just not in any good ways. and certainly not (actually) supportive)
#and then in immediate retrospect it's like I Mean I Knew It & even now to be saying it feels like i've effectively already said it#just more precise/specific Language available. & where even if it's like [restating this one idea] that's gonna say smthing new / a bit dif#winston billions#from the [immediately going HM HUH first time seeing his clips but taking months to be like He's Autistic(tm) Btw IMO] to now struggling to#say another Ay Word in discussing [he has a devoted workplace bully] as Abuse(tm) when plenty of what's abusive is considered ''normal'' or#correct or even Ideal while defining Abuse as xtreme outliers due to evil intentions & extraordinary situations (that you should avoid)#it's power structures & efforts to control & use/refuse people as things....plenty of ppl who can feel they're just acting Normal & Natural#while other ppl in entire groups Do have to perform which can only go wrong & be hurt / get that everyday trauma from their Normalcy.#those allistic social skills huh (again tldr invoking this concept just Is ableism....)#after a casual twenty plus years w/the gradual convergence of [figuring out i'm autistic] & [not blaming myself for being mistreated b/c#i'm autistic] does put a damper on expectations re: all interactions but it's like the way someone put it the other day#who hasn't said anything abt being autistic but that they don't think anyone's guaranteed any kinds of relationships/companionship incl#friendships (which i agree with; & it's not at all uncommon for ppl to be hard up for those out here. despite ppl treating socializing like#a meritocracy like hmm anyone doesn't have friends? sounds like that's on you not getting good / deserving that) & so he consciously#navigates how to like be genuinely satisfied w/a life that's just got him in it while being open to other ppl. thinking of how i've heard#abt Just That re: autistic ppl (but framed specifically re: dating; like might want a romantic relationship but ofc no one's guaranteed one#of those either (even if this too is definitely treated like in fact you Are guaranteed one & it is Again a meritocracy) And ofc there's#more barriers/hurdles for autistic ppl) & just going like yeah i've sure been always navigating that too while being open to ppl sure but#not feeling like i need that to change & sure asf not focusing on Putting Myself Out There lmao. i put myself out there by existing & by#saying things & by trying not to try to preemptively appease/appeal to anyone. seeing another quote today abt how they're nonverbal & this#results in being regarded as hostile like eugh been there enough; classic [putting myself out there] dramedy of terrors from back in the#day as a teen living on college figuratively sprinting around trying to figure it out; both the Autistacity & Abuse lol. & racking up more#of the latter for the former while i'm at it....nowadays like. certainly recent successes in [spontaneous alignments of being friends] had#to start w/like weeks into months of i'm not expecting someone else to have interest & in fact Am expecting; if nothing else; them to#realize w/e interest motivates them to talk w/me to be mistaken or w/e. as i'm struggling not to mask / beating back efforts to actively#appeal to anyone. being duly surprised when after months they still feel like talking to me. & even then just kind of entering another#phase of ''well but still'' lol like when interactions have largely felt like Buying Time at best#def on the same page as that guy like even [have friends] is not a Need. when i could go ''time to recharge socially'' & make it happen#what i like to do is go be in public '''''by myself'''' around ppl. truly the good shit. doing that kind of shit w/ppl has = nth wheeling.#now insert a short essay spinning off all this abt an approach to Language parallel to [concepts re Socializing] as tag thirty
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ALSO also gotta love the shorthand assumption that Lesbians Just Be Mean and Rude b-but, but somehow it's not weird to say that because see we're using an ironic loving tone!!! Totally!!! We definitely don't still see female characters as obstacles to be gotten out of the way by making her a Mean Unlikable Lesbo We Clearly Don't Give Enough of a Shit To Actually WRITE About, Nor Her Relationship With Her Girlfriend Either but We Totally Like Tho We Pinky Promise, when she's in the way of two men and our lesbian allyship isn't 1000% nothing but this...super backhanded lipservice that I personally find more fake and off-putting and patronizing than anything!!
Hey so your girlfriend got put into a fandom and um, they kinda. Yeah they made her the Mean Lesbian Friend. Yeah it's entirely because she's the only girl who's not overtly caring or kind. Sorry. Also they-- yeah she's characterized entirely as a wingman for the popular gay ship. Sorry again
#fandom sexism#fandom bullshit#the Mean Lesbian thing#like pls just call me a slur already I'd almost respect it lmao#just kidding. But I'm just. Tired#yes this touched a nerve I'm in a bad mood already so I'm sure that didn't help but yeah I'm just as tired of this#I think this would piss me off less if it wasn't so blatantly obviously performative like. You call her#a lovable grumpy lesbian but when was the last time these ppl devoted any time thought or energy to her relationship with the woman you#shuffled her off with? Or god forbid even gave her any interiority or focus on her own??? Like it's so obvious#you're just trying to get her out of the way of the guys you want to kiss#genuinely at this point i trust so many more m/f shippers especially in my current biggest fandom COUGH#than ANY of the supposed Lesbian Allies around here#my fellow morphienne enjoyers show a thousand times more respect for lucienne as a character#than most dreaml!ngs will ever imagine exists lmao. You don't see them constantly turning her into window dressing and a glorified maid#figure (but totally not cause she's a black woman amiright?? Cmon you KNOW if it had been a white guy like in the#comics the ship war would be on.)#then again her not being white only compounds the treatment I know that's a whole other factor I don't ever want to dismiss
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