#I'm sure i'm stating the obvious but
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Why is there so many mementos of Daisuke ?
Something that intrigued me while playing the game was how Jimmy seems to only see stuffs reminding him of Daisuke death, at least in a mournful way. I was wondering why only him got respectful remorses when Jimmy is technically just as much responsible for the rest of the crew deaths ?
First we can eliminate Curly case because Jimmy relationship with him is on a whole different level compared to any other member of the crew.
Then we can also scratch Swansea out because if there is someone Jimmy won't feel sorry for, it's Swansea. He is the only one member perpetually going against him, the only one calling his bullshit out. After Swansea put an end to Daisuke suffering, we understand that Jimmy sees him as some crazy killing guy with an axe so maybe by killing him he even thought he did get rid of someone dangerous.
So now we are just left with Daisuke and Anya.
So why no Anya memorabilias ? We could say this is because he didn't directly killed her so he doesn't feel responsible for her death ? Yet he didn't directly killed Daisuke either. I would say from his point of view and how much he is not actually ready to take accountibility, it would be easier to pin Daisuke death on Swansea. This is where we are going for the "Jimmy is a sexist piece of shit" trope because it clearly shows that Jimmy doesn't make the connection between raping Anya and the distress that led her to kill herself, when his subconcious shows that he sees the link between sending Daisuke in the dangerous vent and his death. We can also add, as the youtuber Alleydreamer points out, that anything related to Anya in Jimmy's hallucinations, are only related to her pregnancy and the futur baby. This is not Anya though, this baby is something that Jimmy is a part of and this is why he cares about it on some level. Anya doesn't appear at all in this part of the game unlike the other crew members. There is not a single moment when he thinks of her as her own human being. There is also the tunnel part with the cards flying everywhere at the end of the game. We can see that the cards sticked to the walls with visible faces were only Jimmy, Daisuke and Swansea's. So no Curly because this is Curly, but we can see that anya face's is also always hidden ( The photos doesn't show it very good but I've checked ). To me, the fact that we are playing as Jimmy shows that this is not about him hating all the teammates that wronged him but about a profond indeference toward Anya. She doesn't even exist to him.
So to answer the question why so many Daisuke mementos it's because he's the only dead person that Jimmy can feel some kind of remorse toward because he didn't wrong him.... and he is not a woman. This is my conclusion.
#tw sa mention#tw sui talk#tw suicide#tw jimmy#mouthwashing#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing swansea#I'm sure i'm stating the obvious but#I'm really curious what you guys think about it#I've seen people pointing out that Jimmy card is always hidding Anya and Curly's faces which shows that they are the 2 persons Jimmy abused#but even tho it was 100% intentional by the devs#I'm not convinced by this theory because I consider him manipulating Daisuke as abuse too
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tbh I find Caitlyn's use of the Gray really interesting not only as a form of chemical warfare, but of psychological warfare too. The way she deliberately designed the strike force uniforms to work in tandem with the Gray in order to mimic the appearance of a monster from Zaunite stories with very recent presence in Zaun's recent memory (it was only during Cassandra's lifetime that the Gray was "locked away") to evoke fear in ordinary Zaunites is so so crazy to me.
And Jinx REALIZED that!! that's (maybe.) WHY that showdown took place in front of a carving of Janna– she's using those stories (which likely evolved alongside one another) to frame her reaction to Caitlyn's crimes as a sort of divine retribution!
Caitlyn thinks Jinx is this terrifying monster of a girl, and while it's true Jinx has done some awful things, ever since the beginning of this season (arguably since after the timeskip, even) Jinx has been working in direct response to Caitlyn and Caitlyn's actions, whether or not either of them are truly aware of it.
#arcane spoilers#the cool thing about this series is that you can pull any two characters and draw significant parallels in a lot of places#but Jinx and Caitlyn especially have been mirroring each other since the beginning.#especially now that both are being propped up as unwilling/unaware symbols of Zaun and Piltover#(idk anything about LoL so i'm not sure how these ramblings hold up with that lore in mind lmao)#anyways.#this is half me stating the obvious and half me making stuff up. fuck it we ball#also Caitlyn. girly. the problem isn't that u aren't taking the shot. it's that u keep pointing ur gun at people#i also don't think enough ppl are talking about Jinx's very real suicidal ideation like that girl wants to DIE#she went into that fight with two goals: releasing the Gray into piltover and being killed by Vi
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thinking about how in s6 ep10 rick fell back so hard all bc his grandson that he cares for dearly called him boring.
how his thought process was "oh he thinks i'm boring so i'm not interesting. meaning i really have nothing of use to contribute anymore if not even my grandson can be entertained by me. did i ever contribute anything useful? i don't have control over how im perceived like i thought i did bc my grandson called me boring. my daughters are pissed at me, my granddaughter is likely tired of me, i've inconvenienced jerry bc i see myself in him (i think jerry is who rick was before he lost his og wife and daughter). for how long did morty feel like that??". how he was genuinely hurt that morty blatantly dismissed his feedback like that AND insulted him, and the insult actually had truth to it. which he knew. which probably hurt more.
how he then made an "idealized" version of himself to take care of his family that he believed would be able to provide them things he feels that he would never be able to give them and then isolated himself after that and knew nobody would notice and decided to pitch a tent in his own head.
how the fact that it resulted in rick spiraling and hyperfocusing (again) on avenging his dead wife and prioritizing that over everything else so much because at least he has control in how he feels in that situation. bc self isolation along with sitting in his own grief, shame, regret, and anger are what's familiar to him the most. how he is fully aware he could (and probably would) die in chasing prime and didn't care bc he probably thought his family wouldn't actually care if he died either, right? all because his grandson called him boring.
just thinking about that.
#i'm sure this all has been explained before probably but#or for sure talked about at least maybe#this probably sounds super pretentious/stating the obvious maybe idk sorry if it does#like going hyperverbal to regulate my nervous system but in a text post does that make sense#shrugs...#also if there's typo don't say anything ty#pondposting#rick and morty#rick and morty spoilers#(JUST IN CASE IDK)
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I really love the tit for tat and push and pull we're getting with Style and Fadel and the mirroring and flipping of their actions! There's so much tension and I love it! It took me a day or two, but I finally realised that it's even down to the way Style kneels (on one knee) between Fadel's legs at the gym mirroring how Fadel did that to him at the diner. These are the kinds of little details I'm a sucker for
Actually now that I’ve written this I think there is another post out there about it but I can’t find it again 🙈
#i'm sure someone else has posted about this already!! but i forgot this was in my drafts#the heart killers#lazzarella watches tv#and states the obvious#but i just live for this kind of mirroring obvious or not!!#one of my saltburn posts was about all the little mirrored moments i loved in that too#actually I think I read a post that mentioned this now oops#but I can’t find it again and idk who I follow who reblogged it 😫#thk*
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i’ve never actually sat down and laid out why hawkeye was 100% right in preventative medicine apparently, i just went thru my season 7 tag and i just take it as read that we all agree he’s obviously right. so now i wanna do that.
So, despite how the ending is framed, Hawkeye isn’t trying to end the war by taking one colonel out of commission. What he’s specifically trying to prevent is this particular colonel defying orders and making a reckless, pointless attempt to capture a hill that would undoubtedly, as Lacey readily admits, get many men unnecessarily killed. As Hawkeye says, “You heard him. He’s gonna take those kids up that hill tomorrow and send them back to us in pieces.”
In taking out his appendix, he also causes Lacey to be taken off the front lines, and prevents even more reckless decisions down the road, at least for a while, which is effectively a bonus. He succeeded in his aim of preventing the deaths of many soldiers.
BJ thinks this is pointless because Hawkeye didn’t end all suffering in the world, apparently lol. “You treated a symptom. The disease goes merrily on.” BJ’s line of thinking assumes that all soldiers are interchangeable and saving one life doesn’t matter if another dies somewhere else.
All the specifics of their argument in the scrub-up room don’t really matter next to the main point there, but it’s also worth noting that BJ’s other objections are, “Cutting into a healthy body is mutilation,” “Some things are wrong and they’re always wrong,” and the guy who’ll replace the colonel might be worse. These are all bullshit objections. Hawkeye’s response to the mutilation accusation is kind of beside the point (plenty of doctors do unnecessary surgeries on people for money) when the real argument is “so what? better a mutilated colonel than a hundred dead soldiers” but he’s still technically right about that too lol, cutting into a healthy body isn’t always “mutilation.”
Hawkeye’s response to BJ saying it’s always wrong is “There are gonna be a hundred boys still alive tomorrow. Go tell them how wrong it is,” which is the perfect response to that kind of moral absolutism, no notes. And his response to the replacement colonel point is “So I’ll take them one at a time,” which is also the correct response. You can’t predict the future - if the next guy’s worse, Hawkeye will deal with the next situation that comes up in front of him in the best way he can. All you can do is focus on what practical steps you can take to mitigate harm here and now, and that’s what Hawkeye does. Plus considering Lacey is the battalion commander with the highest casualty rate of all, the odds are pretty good that the next guy won’t be worse.
The fact that the narrative backs BJ up by ending on Hawkeye’s guilt and BJ’s statement that the war continues (plus I’ve seen the writer directly state that Hawkeye’s action was pointless, somehow) is baffling to me lol, even ignoring the (forgotten by the writers) fact that Hawkeye and Trapper did the same thing to Flagg in season 2 and had a great time. Hawkeye accomplished his stated goal and saved a bunch of lives, and based on Hawkeye’s sound argument, the episode seems to understand that, until the end.
#i feel like i'm stating the obvious but 20% voted for bj last time i checked so maybe not lol#mash#mash s7#marley on mash#also worth noting that bj doesn't draw a moral line on dosing the colonel with pills that emulate the excruciating pain of appendicitis#not sure what that's about lol he seems to think it's all good fun until hawk brings up lacey's appendix#i don't think the writers intended that to be a character note but it's interesting
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Heyyooo, so finals week is coming up, and we had to create a kind of civillization to go off of and i created pretty much a species of bird guys like yours, and i was wondering if i could use your art (WITH CREDIT) as a reference for it? /nf
Again, I'm probably replying way too late to this but just an heads up:
if you wanna use my art for any kind of personal project AS LONG AS YOU'RE NOT MAKING PROFIT WITH IT you absolutely can use it!! It makes me real happy!
#haelumians#ask#and of course AI training isn't allowed#but I'm pretty sure I'm offending you guys' intelligence by just stating the obvious lol
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i have. thoughts. that i need to articulate properly at some point.
#i am studying germans under a microscope#Also I'm not sure if I've cracked the code or am stating the obvious
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First project update:
I hated the way the fabric was laying (because I didn't believe in counting stitches at all), and I hated the shape. I've accepted early on that the only way to do good work is to get rid of bad work. This has probably taken me between 50-100 hours, and it took maybe half an hour to frog. I'm not angry about this, actually, and I was actually smiling most of the way through it. This is the only way to make good work, and I've learned that the hard way before. Why bother doing anything but good work?
#art#fiber art#crochet#my first project tag#my crochet projects#described images#image description in alt#has anybody seen that guy who makes those 'how to flex your muscles at a funeral wothout making it obvious' videos?#because that's how i felt while frogging this. it felt like i was trying to flex my gainz the entire time#the thumbs-up was to emphasize that this isn't a pity party#does it suck? i guess. time goes on. there's already evidence that this already existed#also i'm watching a funny video and i'm very sure this youtuber lives in the same state and same part OF the state as me 🫥#i've watched a lot of youtubers who live in my state. what are they doing there. this is MY state.#(insert the part in twilight where bella goes 'shes MINE' because that's me about [state redacted] (joking))#okay so it's very late so i'm maybe a little delirious but i've stayed hating this secretly for a while
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Now does that make Guizhong an illuminated beast? Probably not. I think it's more likely that she is actually a Seelie, bearing the imagery of a phoenix due to Celestial association with birds.
I'm listening to Ashikai's video on Guizhong again from 2023's Lantern Rite, which is the first time since I've personally also gone rabid on the intense depth of Guizhong's moon references, the details of the Glaze Lilies and how similar they are to the Nilotpala Lotuses, and most importantly what that means. And listening to this again (and for those who happen to be curious, here's a link to her video which will have the above quote make sense, and I've timestamped it in case people want to skip past the run-through of Guizhong's lore and get to the extra-interesting stuff), so much just... clicks and works. I genuinely do think that Guizhong, at the very least, was a Seelie. But the implications of this, and the implications that I think might go beyond this. /shakes fist immensely, vigorously.
It's so warm-- I can't be coherent. I'm not even the Pepe Sylvia meme, this is the Hoyoverse: Guizhong edition, of Brian David Gilbert trying to explain Kingdom Hearts.
#dust... ashes... phoenix. phoenix imagery across liyue harbor -- i used to wonder if it was tied to ningguang but... /but/...#but i also agree with ashikai that i don't think ningguang's tie to a phoenix is as strong as people claim it to be. or rather...#i think it's representative of her story which is more so tied to her journey of obtaining the status and position that she now holds.#rather than being directly representative /of/ a phoenix itself. outside of that-- ningguang isn't officially the /ruler/ of liyue.#i feel like people forget this or conflate this. the /qixing/ rule liyue. of which there are /seven/ members. they JOINTLY rule the nation.#the reason why ningguang's position of tianquan seems different is because it's the only position that is played in the spotlight.#it's /supposed/ to.#but i talk about this because people could note the phoenix imagery across liyue to be tied to ningguang. but--#liyue harbor has existed for a /long time/ before her. not exactly in the state that it exists in today; but it existed. she wouldn't have.#had input for obvious reasons. sure; she could have ordered them to be installed recently. would she have though? we don't know.#but i'd need to see more obvious personal ties to the phoenix for her to believe she sees herself as the /empress/ of liyue harbor.#considering she isn't even its sole ruler. but i digress.#any way i digress. this is a mess. i'm warm. /death.#[ guizhong. ] many things only seem to surface beneath the moon's poignant glow. wherever its light shines; the heart is wont to follow.#[ guizhong: meta. ] her manuscripts lie unfinished in her abode. the blank pages give cause for contemplation on what might have been.
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Hey all! So if you didn't see it yesterday there is a new Wingfeather trailer for season 2! It's pretty epic!
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There's also a new season 2 poster in their shop, and since it has Peet on it I bought it immediately even though I really don't have extra money to spend this week. xD It also has what I think is the first official/finished look at Maraly?!? (the character, not my kitten) As well as the Fork Factory, Claxton Weaver and the Overseer. 👀👀
https://shop.angel.com/pages/wingfeather
Season 2 covers the first half of book 2 and is releasing sometime this year!
#the wingfeather saga tv show#the wingfeather saga#wingfeather saga season 2#sara cobbler#peet the sockman#maraly weaver#the cognitive dissonance I feel about maraly in the show not having black hair when maraly the kitten does is just#they have the same face tho Idk how to explain that but they do#me @ the wingfeather creators: hey why didn't you fully match this character design to my cat akjlghjfasgdslafjgdf#the fact that they switched sara and maraly's hair colors from book to show is so funny to me#not that I think it ever explicitly states their hair colors but I'm going off the joe sutphin illustrations#Idk maybe they did... now I need to check xD#y'all there's a shot of sara in the fork factory in the trailer and it looks EXACTLY#how I pictured it in my mind how'd they do that#I'm gonna go through the trailer frame-by-frame and make sure I didn't miss any shots of peet#he has one (1) obvious trailer moment#I keep reminding myself that it is IMPOSSIBLE for them to sideline my boy and have the plot make sense#because we HAVE to see peet go to the phoob islands because he HAS to be there to save tink#still sitting here wondering how they're gonna handle nugget#they HAVE to do that well or they will loose SO many people :/#I have fanfic ideas for that actually someday hopefully I'll write them#Youtube
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after writing this, I fucking love Angelia and will enjoy every second she shows up from then on.
She's an extremely minor goddess so basically it's a clean slate for me to write for.
She's such a little shit it's clear she's Hermes' daughter.
She's also kind of selfish in her reasoning on why she wants to hang with her demigod siblings.[All i'm saying is that she was very close with Pan ;) ]
Also she dated the Archangel Gabriel and he gave her a trumpet. It's only in a throwaway line and will never be brought up again but I love it.
#Hermaphroditus is also gonna be a fun god to write for#Because he's the complete opposite. He's Aphrodite's child and its obvious. He genuinely loves his siblings both mortal and godly.#My mans litterally made Aphrodite and Hermes give him the names of ALL his mortal siblings at CHB#I am still not sure what pronouns to use for him tho.#I'm defaulting to he/him cus myth refers to him as such but he got fused together with a nymph and its not stated if his body AND mind fuse#percy jackson fic#pjo hoo#Wolffox's writing#heroes of olympus#hoo#the heroes of olympus#pjo Angelia
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Thinking about Ghost Quartet and how it is a very real representation of generational female rage and especially thinking about the line:
And the dead girl leapt upon her mother/ And her daughter, and her sister, and her lover/ With the rage of four generations/ and Lady Usher's heart burst/ Exploded within her chest
And how much that embodies the pure and absolute rage of being born a woman in todays world and having to live and be raised that way. And how sometimes the best thing a mother can do for her daughter is to pass along this rage. This unexplained thing that grows with her and if she's not careful can consume her until it's all she knows.
And how in this moment Rose is not only angry at Pearl in the original timeline for the Astronomer, she's also angry as a daughter and a lover and a mother.
How dare you force me to be in this world? How dare you not prepare me well enough? How dare you love me like I'm beautiful? How dare you make me love myself? How dare you mirror me in every mistake I make? How dare you remind me I'm human in all the ways I didn't want to be reminded?
Anyway I'm just thinking about that.
#yeah#i'll probably add more to this later#but i'm not sure what else i want to say rn#this is probably mostly stating the obvious#but it was buzzing around in my head so i had to get out#anyway#jordan's crackhead thoughts#dave malloy#rose red#pearl white#the astronomer#mothers and daughters#lady usher#female rage#ghost quartet
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How does one even go about having feelings about escaping being murdered?
#Anyway I know my therapist is going to ask about my feelings#About this super fun and fucked realization that one therapist who tortured me trying to see me dead#And so I've been trying to think about I how I feel#And like the real answer is I'm super not thanks we are repressing like a champ#But mostly bc I am saving that breakdown for tomorrow when I don't have work#And I don't even know where to begin#In hindsight it's pretty obvious you don't let someone (a patient) no less live if you've been torturing them for 8 months#Some how the fact that she wanted this to be my permanent last state is some how worse then just the torture itself#Tw:torture#Tw:abuse of power#Tw: murder attempt#Though technically not sure if that counts I don't think she would have physically done it with her own two hands#But then again purposefully keeping me sleep deprived to keep me insane and kill me is still yah know on purpose#Kinda feel like I need a support group from this#Which is not something I've ever once held an interest in before but it might be helpful to see how other people are handling similar thing#Oversharing on the internet times#Not my first long term therapist being actual literal hannibal lectre
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posting on here is like my sisyphean boulder i'm constantly rolling tbh
#god i am trying so hard to just have fun and be myself#but when i do that i'm immediately a strange outsider creep#and since i can't really mask my version of masking is just not talking and then obviously you don’t find any joy in fandom spaces either#i will always be a shitty unlikable freak no matter how much i pretend otherwise. it was obvious from the start that getting involved in#fandom spaces was a fucking mistake. it's always a mistake because you're some laughing stock at best and a horrifying freak at worst#i don't blame people for not liking me i've realised what an awful person i am long ago#but it's always so hard witnessing something like fun social groups from the sidelines knowing you'll never be a part of it#this is why my mental state has been deteriorating so severely in the last few months. that Realisation once again nothing fucking changed#i know it's stupid to get so upset over fandom but it's only a pattern for me#i stopped trying to be friends with people when i was a teenager because it hasn't worked a single time#this attempt at integrating myself into the wotr and bg3 fandom by sharing my shit was just one mistake#gortash/zeke is so different from anybody else’s work and i wish i could find joy in something that it isn’t fucking deranged but i can’t#like yes it’s just fandom bullshit! gortash/zeke is a fucking oc x canon ship! why am i getting so upset over it!#i love writing them. i’ve never been this happy writing anything. and it’s entirely indicative of a common pattern in my life#when i earnestly share parts of myself/things i’m passionate about people get creeped out. and honestly? rightfully so#i would leave the discord servers i’m in because it’s fucking crushing me dude. this is so petty but i’m so jealous of what you people have#but in one i am server owner and i don’t want to just dump that responsibility onto someone else and then dip#and in the other two i’m not sure anyone would even notice that i’m gone but i still worry about being rude#though i’m not entirely sure i didn’t get invited to one of those just so people could laugh at me. idk probably just being paranoid but i#it’s been gnawing at me#ok no if i’m being this vulnerable on tunglr.com i can also say that part of me staying is also still having the hope that i could fit in#one day. logically i know it won’t happen but it’s nice to have hope sometimes#watching you all from through the window having fun like a creep#so yeah. i’ve always felt like this but it’s been rapidly getting worse with my failed attempt at the bg3 fandom#idk just been crying non-stop for the last few hours. went through an entire pack of tissues in an hour it’s very disgusting#they’re all lying around me as i’m typing this like a pillowfort of snot lmao#so yeah. idk. if someone could come over and lobotomise me that’d be nice. orin where are you when we need you most#i never had any friends irl so i foolishly gave this a shot. i’m sorry#also doesn’t help that i can see someone dropping me for people that are easier to be around in irl rn#it just hurts because it’s always like that. someone you are around when you have no other option at best. not even that sometimes
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"I have said the state I live in exactly one time in the tags of 1 post. Have fun" do not tempt meeee
it was months ago and the name isn't even in the tags it's referenced with a different word do not do that to yourself
#Neon's void#to be clear: i would not have added those tags at all if I cared if ppl knew so if you do want to best of luck.#also pretty sure to any americans stalking me it's painfully obvious I'm in one of like 3 states lol#Maybe even just casually following me and seeing my posts every 5 weeks
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exene talking about the state of the world. the good stuff starts at eight minutes. or you can just read the transcript complete with the usual errors that accompany robot transcribed speech (the irony of which is not lost on me). maybe it's not about transhumanism and living forever (or maybe it is who knows), but there's definitely an agenda of surveillance and control at work which is designed to keep the powerful in power. cash rules everything around me and you will own nothing etc. the future is worse.
#google has helpfully flagged this as a 'conspiracy theory' which let me know it was definitely worth paying attention to#sometimes a conspiracy theory turns out to be flatearth-tier but anything those in control are putting effort into discrediting#concerns me and makes me look deeper. if they're going to the effort to control the discourse there's something there that#threatens them. anything google calls a conspiracy theory is worth a closer look. it often means someone has gotten too close to the truth.#she's brave to be talking about this shit they basically cancelled her and forced her to apologize for talking about how they want#to take our guns and the media is lying to you and stirring up fear so they can get away with passing gun control#like wtf leftists should be all about gun rights. a disarmed population is totally at the mercy of the state's authority#it's not very punk to surrender entirely to regimes in power and let the only people with guns be the police#like c'mon guys we need guns. and it's like drugs. they exist anyway. better they do so in broad daylight than in the shadows#they let adam curits talk about this stuff for some reason and no one calls him a conspiracy theorist idk why but there's a reason#i guess his stuff is not a threat to them bc it's dense and heady and seven hours long so the masses will never absorb it#ex punk rocker yelling about new world order in plain language monologues of digestible length is a much bigger threat#i swear there are secretly fifty people in control of everything and their entire aim is to make sure it stays that way no matter what#but it's really gross how obvious it's getting like the whole system just funnels money straight to the top and they don't even care#about hiding it anymore they're just doing it out in open and denying objective reality with confidence it's too much sometimes#i swear i can feel my grasp on reality deteriorating. it's as if there were a loud buzzing in the out of doors that was getting#louder every day and nobody ever said anything to acknowledge that it was real nobody talked about hearing the buzzing but it just#keeps getting louder and i'm finally like wtf is with this buzzing and everyone gets mad at me for shouting over their netflix show#that they weren't really enjoying in the first place. like no one is happy in the modern world. why can't we talk about why without#turning against each other. that's why doug saying 'maybe we're all the same' is such a big deal to me. anyone who is trying to unite us#is doing important work. that trump supporter is not the enemy. they are the victim just like you.
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