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Should I, or should I not, quit my job without having something else lined up?
#I'm super unhappy there#But I also need to pay rent#Like I've technically been there for three years and still I'm stuck in this position#Even though I've asked to do other things#Meanwhile people who were only hired 2-3 months ago are training for other stuff#I almost feel like there are more cons than pros to the job#Maybe it'll really push me into pursuing TV writing and stuff that I actually WANT to do#If anyone in l.a has tips on anything plz lmk#I'm legit desperate to leave this job and get something by this point#Lol OK#It's a holiday weekend so I'm not even expecting anyone to see this lol#But I'm asking anyway#And no one will answer even if they could help so wtfever#my life
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You Are Out Of Hope. The World Will Never Be The Same
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#ShinsArt#I tried something new with this and did something funky with the perspective#It turned out pretty ok for a first attempt!#I really like how the shading and stuff turned out but I'm super unhappy with the balloons </3#Honestly debated getting rid of them but the BG was really plain without so#*Chucks this at you and runs*
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I just have to say, there's constructive discussion about what the show isn't getting right and then there's attacking people who are still enjoying it for what it is, more or less labeling them as bad fans or not "true" fans.
(And then getting mad when people call out what you're doing.)
#wheel of time#I know I should just bite the bullet and block the few people left on my timeline that I haven't already blocked#because good resource or not sometimes seeing their posts is so instantly frustrating#but I try so damn hard to be neutral#to show respect because there's no one way to be a fan#to understand that for those people who are unhappy about the show they're just taking it SUPER personally it doesn't meet their vision#and that's okay!#but at the end of the day#it feels like I'm saying 'yeah it's fine you don't have to like it'#and receiving 'ANYBODY WHO LIKES THIS IS TRASH'#it's not a discussion it's just bashing and at this point it's just like#then don't watch it?#it's making you so unhappy#and super toxic#you're not enjoying anything about it and seeing people enjoy it is also making you upset#so I'm just at a loss as to what to do with these people#because they clearly have no respect or consideration for viewpoints that are not their own#ugh#idk
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#jiren#dragon ball super#dbs#dbz#tfln#texts from last night#website changes fucked up the visuals of how i usually do these#i'm unhappy about it#more lateposting hahaha ahhhh boy
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Remember The Hidden Moon pilot trailer?
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It starred Benjamin Brasier and Folk Touch as Mas and Khen but apparently that was literally only for the pilot and they then used the hype to do another open casting.
Well, apparently I totally missed that they found their official Mas and Khen now, along all of the rest of the main cast. Khen will be played by Kinn Thanachai and Mas by David Matthew Roberts.
The Hidden Moon is based on a novel by Violet Rain who also wrote I Feel You Linger in the Air so expect bittersweetness, heartbreak and a beautiful historical setting.
#the hidden moon#the hidden moon the series#nothing against the new mains#but i really loved the idea of ben and folk 😭#and i still think the whole casting thing was super scummy#also seems like we'll be getting unhappy historical sapphics again :(#but i love violet rain's novel so i'm in#jane watches stuff#Youtube
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THOSE WHO ARE LEFT BEHIND
[ID: A stylized piece of art depicting Apocalymon from Digimon Adventure. Apocalymon is a humanoid Digimon whose body appears like an emaciated corpse. A cape of his own skin covers his body, and enormous tubes come out from his back and torso. His body ends in a knit of flesh akin to the roots of plants, and he rises from a golden pedestal engraved with digital visuals. He is drawn in rough colors and hunched over in pain, with grit teeth and his only visible eye wide. Colors are rendered using a thick, textured brush.]
#digimon#digimon adventure#apocalymon#digimon art#digimon fanart#sky's art#glaze was the kindest to this piece out of the bunch and i'm super proud of it#but the textures i used make tumblr very unhappy when i try to add any of my watermarks bnsdhbjdfgdf#if you r*post my art i'm going to sic the digital embodiment of extinction on your ass 👁️👁️
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the whole "cats choose their owners" thing is really funny to me because ivy very much did NOT choose me. she was a slightly dim-witted and very rambunctious feral kitten, and that combination led to her getting herself stuck inside an old chipmunk nest halfway down the steep bank of the creek by my parents' house. from there she proceeded to scream her head off until both my mom and i came out to see what on earth was making all that racket, then we excavated her out of that hole like a sad little potato. she was grateful for the rescue, but definitely NOT grateful for the ensuing flea baths and conversion to indoor cat life at my apartment, which she reminds me of regularly. ivy i'm sorry for saving you from an early death due to predation/disease/cars, but can you stop biting me every day of my life please
#even every other day would be an improvement.#i do in fact take her out for leashed walks regularly when the weather is tolerable but it hasn't been possible for months and she's FED UP#however. i say all this but she routinely climbs into my lap for naps & greets me at the door purring & headbutting every time i come home#so clearly she's not that unhappy. her tolerance for regular cat-owner shenanigans however is essentially non-existent.#after 6 years though i can read her like a book. i know exactly how many head smooches i can get in before she gets too annoyed#and exactly how long she wants to be held when i come home before she wants to be put down#and exactly what she means when she 'gently' chews on my ankles ('play with me now or i'll bite harder')#but strangers on the other hand? guests in my home? my beloved human friends? they do not speak her language.#and the margin for error with her is razor thin. if you don't listen immediately when she says 'stop touching me' she will go from lovey#to SCRATCHING YOU BITING YOU HISSING HISSING HISSING almost immediately.#i have tried everything to convince her that's unnecessary but i think she is just SO sensitive she can't handle it#but i still love her so much. i understand her and she understands me. idk WHAT i'm gonna do when she eventually dies i'm gonna be a wreck.#in a lot of ways we are SUPER similar. i also lash out when i'm overstimulated & i also have a much lower threshold for that#than most people.#i get it.
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I really liked Ramon's idea of filling a tag with cute little things for Fit's birthday, and I was like "Hey, I got a bit of time to spare today, I can whip something up real quick. Surely I don't have THAT many clips of Fit!"
Well...
#mod talk#head in hands#I don't even think this is all of them this is just ones I've remembered to tag with Fit's name#I've been archiving since last April. I've got. A lot of clips. Which I should probably be putting on an external hard drive at this point#Anyways re: the video; I've whittled it down a lot and it's still almost 5 minutes long#I am NOT going to post a 5 minute long video I'm cutting this thing down to like. 3 minutes MAXIMUM#I don't think anyone would watch that and frankly even 3 minutes is pushing it#I liked the last big compilation edit I did before recent events made me unhappy about the subject#So I'm mostly doing this for my own sake and for fellow fans because I think it'll give everyone a laugh#also Ramon because his admin is a sweetie for thinking of this#anyhoo. ya boy's real tired but putting these things together is pretty fun#it's time consuming but tbh the hardest part is just the subtitling. It's just super tedious and time consuming#the rest is fun even if it's also a bit time consuming#I try to keep RA pretty light on textposts but I think it's fun sharing behind the scenes notes about what I'm working on
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there comes a beautiful time in life where i have to ask myselg th question, "did i accidentally project too hard onto the character that i only relate to a little bit and in doing so hugely missed this one entire aspect/interpretation of the characters . am i stupid"
#ARE THEY STUPID!#dr who#this is about ten specifically his relationship w martha lmao#m being so serious i genuinely did not. see the 'ten was on purpose leading martha on to make her think her feelings were requited' angle#until going out into the wild and reading the tumblr posts. like i genuinely did not. at ALLLLLL. its like a brick hitting my head#bc the ENTIRE time s3 ten came off to me as 'doing stuff w no romantic intent behind it but would consistently get misinterpreted as such'#cuz IIIIIIIII have done this. IIIIIIII have run into this problem before. and it sucks so incredibly bad.#i actually do want to think my og interpretation still holds water cuz like. well i could gather all the evidence but#first one that comes 2 mind would be him going 'it's like when you fancy someone + they dont know you exist' to martha. in episode TWELVE#two routes; either ten is needlessly cruel and callous even after a season's worth of building up trust and friendship w her#or he is on super 'i dont think she has feelings for me and this is a very unhappy coincidence of a line' cocaine#Or the 'she fancied me' line in s4 to donna. either he is disregarding all the good and positive impact she did him. or the fact that this#went over his head the whole time made him look back on that time w discomfort <- I DID THIS. I MIGHT HAVE BEEN PROJECTING#THIS ONTO HIM. AM I STUPID.?.?????#you know how mikage rgu can either be read as an incel or a gay man lost so completely in the sauce#ten is like in this same ballpark. i think. of 'emotionally manipulative and disrespects women' or 'aroacespec and missed the cues'#funniest possible options to pick from. ten my brother how did you set yourself up like this#absolutely not denying that he was toxic and unhealthy during s3 in like 500 ways btw. but well. ths is the one concwpt that#flew over my head. so completely. and i can kind of see it now but i also still find it hard to incorporate into my belief system#bc its like. brother I'M aroace and missed the cues too lol#tangential note we can trace many problems down to a writer's room filled w white people not giving#martha's character the respect/agency she deserves for the existing narrative she has. bc they pulled this w mickey too both in series 1+2#if they wanted to portray ten as manipulative then him and martha should've been given more screentime#together where martha (or anyone else) calls him the FUCK out on this. and ten would need to suffer narrative consequences of doing smth#as fucked up as that rather than his happy stable dynamic he has w donna. if they wanted to portray him as oblivious then marthas character#shouldn't have constantly been boiled down to an unrequited crush (particularly her dialogue in the s3 finale - there's a LOT more reasons#why she would choose to leave/why their dynamic was unhealthy besides ten not returning her feelings)#if you read all these tags you may be entitled 2 financial compensation#ten and martha#aspec doc tag
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Blob House
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And at this point, I'm really contemplating the She/They.
#shut up cal you fool#shut up lucia you fool#even now I'm not even super unhappy about being he/him'd#but it doesn't just really feel right
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hmm should i post a photo from the vampire photoseries i did a few years ago
#might. add in some of the dove ones too but those don't photograph super well because colour stuff#i think the photos from the series are so close to being really good. makeup and outfit on point#but my hair was in its evil short era (read: mid neck recovering from bleach) and did not know how it wanted to curl and i'm unhappy with i#the dove ones don't photograph well because lighting playing off me making my skin look dead. dove looks super sickly so.
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small rant/thought spew about the whole zhou and zoo thing once again:
i think i said this in my post/rant yesterday about the whole zhou and zoo thing but i really doubt that every single person who called zhou 'zoo' in the grill the grid video is doing it out of endearment as a cute nickname lol. i'm not gonna name names in case if this somehow breaks out of containment but i rly doubt that certain ppl who 1) don't seem to be close to guanyu afaik and 2) have a history of being 'problematic' are calling him zoo out of endearment lol. but like i said before i could be cynical and just seeing a microaggression when there isn't one. and i will admit that i didn't know about it supposedly being a nickname from lance, so i do appreciate that lance fans are trying to correct that and defend their guy.
(also i want to say that: it's interesting to me that the majority of people, if not everyone, that i *know* for certain who are friendly with guanyu pronounced zhou as 'joe' instead of 'zoo' lol)
but i'm also seeing things about how it's disrespectful to call him 'guanyu' instead of just 'zhou' in chinese, and it's clear that they don't know chinese because that just isn't the case lol. in chinese, it's fine to call him 'guanyu' (especially if the person talking is older than him. if younger then it's better to be a little more formal but still acceptable if they're friendly) but you would never call him just 'zhou'. it's either full name 'zhou guanyu' or 'guanyu' or 'zhou *insert honourific here*' (like mr. zhou, teacher zhou or zhou-ge (ge is short for older brother)) but never just 'zhou'. i think people have a tendency to overthink about the fact that the surname is said before the given name, and then therefore everyone is just called by their last name instead of their given name since it's said first when that's not accurate lol.
i know guanyu prefers being called 'zhou' in english commentary, and it's perfectly fine to call him just 'zhou' in english ofc, since people refer to other drivers by only their last names all the time. but i suspect the reasoning behind guanyu wanting to be called 'zhou' is that it's more that it's easier for english speaking people to say than 'guanyu' especially since the 'yu' sound is not one that is in english. although here we are having discourse about his name 2-3 years later after he's joined f1 so maybe it's not that easy ~_~
#this post is literally just me letting my thoughts out so it's not super organized. idk i don't mean this to bash anyone or any fanbase#i'm just seeing things that are not accurate and i'm just like oh boy. and tbh my post ytd was only meant for me to vent and i wasn't#expecting ppl to reblog it tbh lol but in the end i'm not unhappy about it. and it's also on me for tagging it so it could be found#and interacted w. and i think both things can be true at the same time like ppl like lance can call guanyu 'zoo' as a fun nickname and some#ppl r also just ignorant about it as well. which is unfortunate lol. also i think some ppl just don't understand how chinese works as#a language which is fine bc most ppl aren't familiar w it. but it's a problem when ppl are saying things that don't actually apply
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likeable vs difficult, tagged by no one! stolen from @e1igius ♡
#“ ��� dash games. « i heard something in the wind.#( GIRL HELP I????? )#( she really said: i am funny but at what cost )#( this is weird because i always wonder if these tests stand up against how i think frankie is perceived )#( like does she come off as super kind and funny and risky? )#( honesty tracks. she do be lying )#( happiness also tracks because she doesn't even know that she's unhappy ... stupid )#( i'm SO surprised how low dominance and aggression are )#( but i think she's so manipulative that her manipulation comes off as friendly and happy and easy )#( happy go lucky??? )#( Whatever it is. )#( when i say she laughs at everything i MEANT it )#( you could stab her and she laughs???? )#( you: frankie u deserve kindness / frankie: howling with laughter )#( anyway idk )#( here's this )
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somewhere out there, there exists a timeline where resident evil fandom doesn't obsessively chase after its own misery and the new york football giants don't suck
we don't live in that timeline, but god i wish we did
#SERIOUSLY THEY FUCKING SUCK#THEY HAVEN'T BEEN GOOD SINCE THEY LAST WON THE SUPER BOWL IN 2012#ugh it should not be embarrassing to be a giants fan this is not what i signed up for!!!!#also lmao wow at some of the asks i get sometimes#y'all just fuckin so determined to make yourselves miserable#i don't know why you stay with a series/invested in a fandom that makes you so profoundly unhappy#i'm here because i like resident evil#and i like all of you#and i don't interact with the parts of this fandom that make me angry or upset#try that try doing that
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As a head's up to everyone, if I ever, ever, ever ever ever ever use headcanons or like info that doesn't work for you and your muse, just let me know, because I worry A Lot about stepping on toes or forcing headcanons and stuff on other people ; A ; I won't get mad if you need me to change things for our interactions, I promise!
#Out of the Flames#I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IN GENERAL TO EVERYONE WHO INTERACTS WITH ME EVER#adsgkladlgk the last thing I want to ever do is make people uncomfortable or unhappy with our RPs!#and I'm super flexible with my headcanons and stuff so it's easy to tailor my muse to other peoples's!
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