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cyberb07 · 1 year ago

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🤩 They came! 😆 Meet Freckle and Mordecai! 🐈🐈‍⬛

They're plushies I bought to back the production of the animated series, of the webcomic series, Lackadaisy🌼~

😆 I'd say it's been a success, cuz they're set to get a 5 episode season! 👏 All the backers, for Christmas, they'll be getting what they bought to kickstart it~ As for the show, we don't know when that will come. Well, when it does, I'll have these two sweetie bois cuddled in my arms while I watch~

#it's my Christmas gift to me!#I'm so happy!#lol Kuzco quote #aren't they cute?#with their suits and bows and ties #gotta love sharp dressed men #and their tails!!#they look big and fluffy!#BTW I support creators i like by buying their merch #plushies especially #Lackadaisy #Freckle and Mordecai #Pardon my dust #I'm still moving into my apartment

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chubbychiquita · 1 year ago

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so who's gonna feed me until i can't get up out of bed on my own 🥺

#srry for inactivity across platforms i was searching for a new place to live and am now moving!#the door is *still* broken and honestly i need a place where i can smoke weed that is easy for delivery drivers to find #and i don't have to limit my groceries to what i'm willing to carry up the apartment stairs #so im moving into a little house it's gonna be adorable and im going to eat myself trapped so the firefighters have to tear the wall down :3 #and freezer + pantry space too!!! omg so many gluttonous possibilities #me

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brown-little-robin · 17 days ago

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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.

#Robin processes emotions on main #I WANT to get good at socializing #I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present #now I'm always shutting down and running away #literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room #I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How #I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself #also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good #ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her #so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with #—how to deal with it #BIG SIGH #I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever #but it's so hard bro #and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity #and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents #how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out #in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just #send me encouraging words #that would help #<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn

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yuseirra · 27 days ago

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a family bigger than 4! part 19

What I like about so much about Ai is that...she's so loving. Sure, she isn't perfect with it, but she's tried so hard to convey that to people...she was scared but she did so much, I really would have liked her to get all the things she wanted because that's very precious of her.

part 1 / part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / side story 1 / part 5 / part 6 / part 7 / part 8 / part 9 / side story 2-1 / 2-2 / 2-3 / 2-4 / part 10 / part 11 / part 12 / part 13 / part 14 / part 15 / part 16 / part 17 / part 18

#hikaai #oshi no ko spoilers #oshi no ko #hikaru kamiki #ai hoshino #and the fact that she loved this guy so much?? I'm so convinced there WAS something about him that sold it for her. he does love her alot #one thing I like about this ship is that.. they could have had this awkward(?) clumsy but really wholehearted newlywed kind of dynamic #if that's what Ai wanted I do see it #that part of it is like half-canon to my eyes #doodle #I mean didn't they live together at some point? she did live/move in with him didn't she?#or at least came by often to his apartment enough to leave toothbrushes(oh god the toothbrush...UGH.)#spoilers #this one is referencing 154 a bit #ai deserved so much guys I'm still mad at the ending!!!

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feeshies · 10 months ago

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I did as much research as I could before getting a cat, I lived with baby locks on my cabinets for months so I could get used to it, I spent 45 minutes with an employee at the shelter bombarding her with questions, and I still worry every day that I'm fucking up.

Anyway, watching old episodes of My Cat from Hell has been comforting in that aspect

#Nemo still leans or steps away when I move to pet her #even after sitting on the floor with her quietly for a while #but I just take that as a sign to...leave #then she'll go hide for a bit #and then she'll come out into the living room while i'm working #she's very comfortable with my apartment #she's tolerating my presence #but she's still not sure about my proximity #which is fine #i knew she'd be a slow burn but she'll sometimes eat treats out of my hand and we play every day #so that's something

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shiinsei · 2 months ago

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hey, some news: i applied for an apartment, went to a viewing and then got that apartment

#it has a balconyyyyyyy #and its like 5 minutes from my current house which means i'm still super close to my mom and grandma #work is still as close as it was before #train station stays the same #the house is very well kept and organized #the landlady even gave me instructions on how to clean different parts of the apartment lol #i'm (probably slowly) moving over there in february yaaay #my grandma is really sad about me moving out though #i was honestly more worrief about my mom but she seems super fine with it even kind of happy about it haha

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pvremichigan · 1 month ago

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:)c

#vent #who else alone on christmas eve and christmas #I got no one gifts #no dinner #no family to celebrate with because everyone is too far away #everyone seems to have someone there and I just...#I love my roommate don't get me wrong. But there's so little we can do.#I'll figure it out.#I always do #It still hurts.#I wanna see my mom.#She just moved and I don't have any days off to go see her because my company is dogshit #ugh #I was saving up for a new car too.#Didn't end up working out #so I was left with net 0 for Christmas #Everything just fell apart this year #I have people but it's so lonely losing everything in one year.#I gained a bunch don't get me wrong #but I've lost a lot with myself too #I'm healing though. I am. I'm going to get better.#It's just one of those damned rough patches.#I'll be alright.#Merry Christmas everyone.

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 days ago

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currently at That Point which occurs once every few months where one briefly begins pacing around the house teary eyed contemplating selling their own organs or becoming an online scammer or getting on anxiety meds so you can bear the risk taking required to be a hitman or so on and so forth.... why must everything so Expensive... Surely all would be healed in life if only I had one big plate of lasagna and a simple loan of $40,000 ... auoughhh....

#And then you just eventually shrug and go 'welp. nothing i can do i guess' and sad cartoon music plays as you shuffle back to your room #It's just hard with my specific physical and mental issues since it's like.. I couldn't really handle most jobs. I can't handle school. I'm #100% aromantic and asexual so I'll never get married so I can't get money that way. I have too much issues with social cues #+ too nervous temperament + too low energy to put effort into lying and having a fake relationship just for money. so on and so forth etc.#Really I should have just been born into a middle class family. Which I guess everyone says. but ESPECIALLY considering my #chronic conditions kind of hampering my ability to function 'normally' or be Independent in a regular way. I'm always going to be #in some way sort of beholden to the whims of people around me who I must depend on. so... well of course they might as well have been rich #lol like that would have been better for me of course.#AAANyway... Just thinking about another stupid fucking climate change summer... months keep going by so fast.. soon it will be so again #And it's like such SMALL things would make drastic improvements for me. Literally if I just had a place with central AC #then like 75% of my issues with summer would vanish instantly. literally. But instead it's like.. having a cheap hot apartment + only #half functional dinky window ac + my illnesses that make me heat sensitive + living in a part of the country that keeps getting hotter +#inability to leave the house much meaning I can't just go spend time in a cooler place etc. all factors which combine together to make #it just utterly miserable for MONTHS and mentally draining. And literally ALL I would need to fix that is just...#have a place with central AC that works.. (or move to a colder country/area but that also takes money. Or just not have illnesses #that make me heat sensitive. but that I can't control). etc. etc. I guess it's just the nature of the constant background frustration of #being part of The Masses under our current manifestation of unmitigated capitalism. Such minor details would make such huge #quality of life improvements and yet will remain ever out of reach. ONE little thing could change your whole life but you can't even have #that. so many 'If only' scenarios. etc. And of course obviously I am incredibly thankful just to have anywhere to live at all. food to eat #. any sort of stability whatsoever no matter how fragile it feels/is. But that still doesn't make it not frustrating occasionally to look #around and see how relatively little would have to change in order for you to be a decent percentage more comfortable and yet #how still far away even those ''small'' seeming goals are. etc. etc.#Seriously think I've been traumatized by the summer or something somehow lol like thinking about it being warm weather eventually #makes me nauseous with panic. It's just SOOO much labor. micromanaging windows and fans and blocking every ounce of light #and not being able to cook (cant even afford a single degree of temp increase due to the stove) for months and barely being able #to sleep for months and the claustrophobia of days on end crawling out of your skin because it doesnt even get cool enough at #night to offer relief so you're just always feeling trapped.. hgrhh...#It starts getting hot here sometimes in May but mostly June then lasts through October now.. thats like half the year almost.. ARghhH #anyway... If any extremely rich person reading this would like to buy me an air conditioned house in exchange for multiple years worth #of art (I will paint murals on all of your grand dining halls and make all the custom sculptures you could ever want etc) then.. hewwo :'3c

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rubenesque-as-fuck · 11 days ago

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Just got an invitation/registry link to my oldest family friends' baby shower and it's got me feeling like a real bitter old cunt

#depression #vent #i have known this person my entire life we grew up on the same mountain (for at least some of my childhood but we moved around a LOT)#we are literally only 3 weeks apart in age #and this just highlights how drastically different our lives have turned out #he has a house and a loving family and happy wife and great high paying career and now they're having a baby #and sending out out a baby gift registry where SO MANY of the items are $100+ some even $500+#and I'm just this empty piece of trash scraping by #can't get a date to save my fucking life #no close family or anyone i can really depend on #no house hell i still feel lucky to not be completely homeless most days #it makes me so ANGRY but then guilty for feeling angry because it's not his fault he grew up with a steady home life and supportive family #and then all of those bad feelings just turn into a depression sludge that I get mired in as I sob on the couch #and I don't really want to buy them shit when I know they'll have a million proud friends and family scrabbling to dote on them #but I'll feel like an asshole if I don't #nothing makes me feel like more of a piece of garbage than when I see people I've known forever reach life milestones firmly out of my grasp

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sysig · 2 months ago

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Guess who :3c (Patreon)

#My art #Webkinz #Diamond #Ukadevlog #Ghostkinz #Ta-dah! My November behind-the-scenes project was this! The poll was for this reason! Though I already knew I'd start with her haha #Have a little preview to start us off - I have Lots of thoughts to each part of development I ended up in but I want to roll them out slowly #Not everything all at once anyway haha - thoughts get all jumbled now that I'm on this side of things pft #I wasn't able to finish A Version I'd be willing to publish in just a month - even then I only worked on Ghostkinz about 3 days a week so #But for the time I spent I'm quite pleased with how its shaped up so far! :D I got to implement a lot!#Actually learning-then-implementing-then-learning-then-implementing - it's a loop I've been out of for such a long time now :0 #Really interesting to fall back into after so long away haha #A lot of my other projects have been Pick Up One Thing and then do that forever and I was tired-tired of that!!#So going into this project knowing that I'd only have November to Get Guud at as much of it as possible and then that was it #I think it helped propel me - didn't end with me getting stuck on Perfecting Just This One Thing #I'd read a bit and then go utilize it and then come back and read some more of Zarla's template/walkthrough - compelling system!#I still couldn't manage to actually finish in a month but I got up to Phase 4!! Previous attempts at Ghost-making has gotten stalled at 1!!#Maaaybe 2 but never anything beyond that - and while I didn't actually Finish any Phase apart from 1 I still read through much much more!#On top of the learning aspect being fun ♪ getting to understand some of the more technical side ahh - it was also just fun to read haha #Like a course that can be silly hehe ♫ Enjoyable even outside of getting to make a little guy for my screen haha #But also yes that too!! I'm really glad I finally settled on an idea that I feel confident in seeing through #The best part about reaching for the Webkinz style is that Webkinz uses vectors - I've gone on record multiple times as loving vectors #They're an exceptionally easy medium to manipulate and that was The Thing that had been holding me back from committing to Ghosts prior #Drawing every single thing when I already struggle to plug in my tablet...no...... But Vectors #You can see here that Diamond's expressions are just a matter of tilting her head and moving her tail - so so soooo simple with vectors #Being able to super-quickly put out a lot of different expressions and animations and piecemeal everything together...yes..........#And for what further I have in mind :3c It's really all I could ask for in an art style to seek ah ♪ Just right for my purposes!#I thought it'd be nice to show off Diamond-for-real as her plush next to her digital version as well :D She's still the only OG8 I have #I want more!! I'd love to have a code for her as well haha - secretly just started this so I can have a digital Diamond lol #Plush-Diamond actually wears a necklace these days but I opted to leave it off her for the photoshoot - maybe once I figure out clothes haha

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alkeneater · 2 months ago

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"kill them with kindness" wrong. SELFSHIP ATTACK!!!!! 💙💙💙💙✨✨💖💖💖💖

BECAUSE IT'S A FREE THERAPY

i posted these on reddit long time ago and i wanna show them here as well!!!

i just love that he dates a random person (me) who's not a clone of someone. and i'm not even a demon from the mirror dimension. idk what he found in me 🥺 (i can literally treat him better than anyone because i understand him like myself 😎)

NGHHHHH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH YOU GUYS DON'T GET IT 😭😭😭 why can't clone high creators just make me his boyfriend in canon

#alkenetalks #clone high abe #self insert x fictional other #selfshipping #self ship #oc x canon #still scared to put the main clone high tag because i'm cringe (but i'm free)#chewing on my table #i'm waiting for my father to finish renovating my apartment so i can move out and leave alone #NO NOT COMPLETELY ALONE BUT WITH HIM #i wanna buy a bodypillow of him #and put his pics above my bed!!#and talk out loud to him!!#😭😭i swear it's going to fix all my problems #btw i guess our ship name is lingor it's our last names combined (also i used this as my passport signature)#GOD I LOVE SELFSHIPPING #it took me an hour to share this post because i was too anxious

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pandora15 · 1 year ago

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life is cruel.

it's tragic, horrific, and unfair. it gives us the worst of things, causes us to feel and experience things that are so unspeakably painful that sometimes I can't even. I can't even.

and it seems even more cruel in those moments of pain and grief and loss when you see something beautiful, like fall colors, or the color of the sky at sunset, or how the holidays typically are meant to bring joy to people but all you can think about now is that every year when this time of year comes, you'll just think about how tragic it is.

and cruel.

and horrific.

and unfair.

and beautiful.

#grief #grief tw #so i'm dealing with grief intimately for the first time like. ever. and i'm having a lot of emotions #and i can't help but observe that the way i write it in fic feels. kinda like how i feel right now? in some ways?#but also like. everyone goes through it differently and there's no like correct way to process #for me i'm. okay most of the time when i have a lot of stuff to do #which is like 90% of the time #but i'm also just feeling a lot of things and trying to figure out how to move forward #especially with the knowledge that life is short and cruel and you just never know what might happen #and i can't just not do the things i truly want to do with my life because i'm SCARED #because. you never know what might happen #you never know when the end is gonna come #anyways i drove back to my apartment today and i saw beautiful fall colors on the way #and all i can think is ''how can the world be so beautiful and so horrible at the same time''#''so beautiful and so fucking CRUEL at the same time''#''and to the people who least deserve its cruelty''#anyways that's where i'm at ig #still got two classes moving and a full time job to do while all of this is happening 🙃#all things considered. i'm okay. not great but i'm doing my best #really in my post tpm obi-wan era except to a lesser degree #but i certainly have a LOT of responsibilities to deal with along with my grief so. yeah.

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philippagordon · 1 year ago

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hello everyone, I hope you're all doing great! just passing by to say i'm officially going to be a librarian :) follow your dreams kids

#took me a while but i got there! all on my own #quit my masters bc i had health issues and had an existential crisis moved out of my parents' to live with my sister #i didn't know what to do so i applied to volunteer in a retirement home i was paid a little and it literally saved my life #i found meaning and purpose again met incredible people and i still go there every sunday :)#but most importantly i met the director of the town's museum who recommended me to the library for a summer job #i got it and i loved it just like i imagined one of the librarian was retiring and she told me i should apply to replace her #so i did and after months of not knowing for sure if they would hire me i finally got the email! i'm starting in February #in the meantime i worked at a bookshop in paris which was also a cool experience #but i can't wait to start for real at the library #also did i mention the town i moved in (and where the library is ) is the town of my dreams?#it's calm there's a river and small shops and i also got an apartment with a balcony #2 years ago i thought my life was over i didn't think i would ever make it out #so if i can give a little hope to someone things do get better #i'd love to post again on this blog btw but i keep saying that and never do it 😭

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gatoraid · 10 months ago

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The final chapter of my silly accountant AU is finally up!! The feelings are intensifying, Esen is esening and Ayushiridara is going through some very confusing times.

#the radiant emperor #fanfic stuff #baob3i #wang baoxiang/third prince #this last chapter got kind of emotional hope you're into that shit #also the esen storyline got really blown up but I think that's still fitting for a baoxiang centric fic lmao #I totally have plans for a small extra chapter but idk when I'll actually write it #I'm getting the keys to my new apartment today and will be moving there next friday so I won't be able to write for a while #just super happy I got this finished for now

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flufflecat · 1 month ago

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Guess who got into a fucking car accident

#1: not my fault. some asshole hit me after not stopping in time at a red light in the snow #2: I'm not injured. probably.#3: I'm like so fucking mad jesus fucking Christ #like things were actually going well for ONE day. one singular day.#and then I get hit by a fucking car #because ✨✨no one in this hellhole of a city can drive in the snow✨✨✨#so I'll be without a car for #idk. an amount of time?#just got a new job. so that's fucking great.#my dad is willing to help drive me. sure. I'll just be slightly homebound til it's fixed. I guess #still gotta move out of my apartment. cannot easily do this now and will have to rely on my dad for rides. again.#I'd type more tags but I'm too angry and my neck is starting to hurt. so I'm gonna take aleve and a bubble bath #and go the fuck to bed #bye #fluffle talks #personal

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visdiefje · 10 months ago

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Upstairs neighbour has been home a suspicious amount lately

#it was awesome when you were gone constantly can you do that again.#flutters my eyelashes #I'm less bothered by him audibly stomping around but I still hear it and it still stops me from falling asleep smh #I've said this before but next time either my upstairs neighbour is some elderly lady #OR I don't have upstairs neighbours. cause it's ridiculous sometimes #part of it is him being loud as fuck at frankly inconsiderate times (WHAT are you moving around loudly at 3 AM?)#but part of it is him just literally Existing in his own house #tbh if he ever moves out I would love his apartment.#bien rambles

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