#I'm sort of shy?
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5k feels like an adequate milestone to host my very first "draw this in your style" challenge, and it feels correct to use my personal take on a modern au diego brando for subject matter 🧡 rules and other stuff under the cut! whether you're participating or not, thank you so much for being here and enjoying my art :')) it means a lot to me
for this dtiys, i would love to see other artists' takes on a modern au diego! please include the following:
something he's listening to (music, podcast, yt video, etc)
something on his phone screen (could be a text, a game, a website, anything!)
a cute little outfit of some kind ("cute" is subjective, i just want to see him in something other than his canon outfit!)
any pose is fine, doesn't have to be half-body, can be a bust if that's all you're able to do! i'm mostly interested in seeing y'all's headcanons expressed through art
if you don't have headcanons as far as any of those things go, no worries! drawing my version will work perfectly fine! in fact i would love that just as much :')) he is dear to me..
additionally, to be considered for a prize:
make sure you tag me in the post, and include the "diego brando" tag as well just to be safe since i actively track his tag on here! i may miss it otherwise, and i would hate to miss anything!
you must post the art on here specifically! if you post elsewhere on other sites i will hopefully see and interact with it too, but it must be posted here primarily
you must be following me!
prizes will be in the form of two sketches and one fully rendered portrait, gifted to three separate people. i will not be choosing based on perceived art skill or personal relationships!! i just want to see other people's takes on my favorite character in the world 🧡🙏🏻
deadline is currently december 15th!! this may change, depending on my own schedule and other people expressing a desire for more time, i'm not in any rush!
due to my work schedule being chaotic this whole month, the new deadline in January 1st, so you have until the end of the year!
#diego brando#steel ball run#sbr#jjba fanart#jjba sbr#jjba part 7#my art#diego#rlly hope to see y'all participate :')) let me know if you need more time!!! dec 15th will get here quick i imagine LOL#any questions: please ask! don't be shy. never done this before so i'm sort of winging it 😭
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anyway ummm hi happy 12/12. i would've done more with this but i started it last minute oopsie
#splatoon#agent 3#agent 4#agent 12#urugurufgh even with the rushing it's ten minutes late ... pretend it isn't tho....#i had plans for a whole like yuri december thing (since it's december [12] 2024 [24] right) but like .#i've been sick for the whole start of december here </3 and also i jus kinda forgor . teehee#might still do some sort of Weeks around the immediate relevant dates since i already doodled some other stuff prior to this but we'll see.#idk if i wanna post those anyway. I'm Shy
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I do want to tell my dad about all my posts on here, but I need to think about how to phrase it. My dad might be the type to impulsively blurt things out (and sometimes i'm probably that type of person too), but this time i can't help but overthink every little step of the process. Because it's a very complicated story, and I just.... I'll give you all the whole story, so you can potentially help advise me on how to one day tell him.
In 2021, I made this account. I didn't actually post very much in my first few months. But after a few months, I began posting. And once I got a taste of seeing my posts get attention and validation, clearly it affected my brain. Because ever since then, I haven't been able to stop myself from making posts almost daily. So this really could just be a massive conduit for my loneliness, plus my desires for validation and attention. Considering I have no friends besides my dad in real life, I imagine I must get some sort of catharsis from sharing all my thoughts on here.
But besides that, I did want to tell my parents years ago. So I managed to tell them I had accounts on here and on reddit (this is the only one i really post on, though). So my dad probably remembers me telling him I have an account on here. But what I never mentioned was the fact that I have dozens and dozens of posts on here. That was the part I got nervous thinking about, so I always delayed telling him. Now we're in 2024 (soon to be 2025), and I know it's getting to the point where I just need to spit it out. But I'm a giant coward, so I keep procrastinating on it. I keep telling myself I'll do it over Christmas break. And maybe I will. But I'm just scared of feeling like I broke my dad's trust in some way. That's my biggest fear.
#I think i explained everything pretty well here#and this was concise for me#so i'm proud of that too#ramblings#tumblr#tumblr account#my tumblr account#i think i must get some sort of deep validation posting on here#autism#asd#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#vent#venting#vent post#vents#loneliness#shy#catharsis#my dad#my family#friendships#social media#rambling#advice#sigh...
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ummm hello everyone, any mutuals or cool people i vaguely know have art servers to reccommend on discord I can squeak on into….preferably for adults because that is what I am…I’m honestly sooo tired of being an internet hermit 😭 every art fight I’m like waow I’m having fun interacting with cool people who share my interests and then it ends. no idea how to make friends online beyond standing on the side of the road with a sign saying please add me to an art discord. I promise I’m nice. I love to play and have fun. I have been known to engage in conversation and say hello and other such things.
#or just add me on discord if you want. i'm 2 shy to message people i don't know though#not art#can't remember my tags for unrelated text posts i can only assume it was that#feels SO silly and embarrassing to even post this but also. no idea how else to join a discord server. or find one. tbh#REALLY feels like that one emoji smiling defeatedly with a little begging cup#last time i was a part of any sort of community online was warrior cats rp forums in 2011. so as you can imagine the game has changed
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Zenji Kotodama is absolutely still my beloved but I think Yuri Isami is now very close behind him
#tkdb#tdb#tokyo debunkers#zenji kotodama#yuri isami#I'm not really sure what I was expecting from him in the newest chapter#but most certainly he is far more delightful#he's so <33333#for both of them btw#I'm sensing a pattern in my preferences tbh#what do you mean the arrogant doctor guy got embarrassed holding our hand#I mean I sort of knew from the little like campus stories#but it got even better#he's tsundere I guess? But not in like a weird/extreme way#more in like the 'I would rather die than actually admit my affections but it's super obvious you make me shy' way
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So, Sly. Now that is a terrible name. What's it short for? Slime?
#slow horses#jackson lamb#gary oldman#i'm so sleepy have this sketch why don't you.#was completely possessed to make this i mean i was Focused like some sort of animal. that focuses.#will probably spot errors in this in the morning and get really shy but alas its 12:40am and i'm confident in the here-now
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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)
Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)
Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?
#new age au#really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for#exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do#to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones#and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul#(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones#they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission#and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads#(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a#final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3#oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and#I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without#knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business#but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get#clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very#handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce#s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course#) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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I actually just wanted to make the one stealthy bracelett with his eye colour but in the light of tonight's ~event~ (can't really call it one but you know what i mean) i thought i'd make a second one as well 😌
#käärijä#of sorts#(the eye colour... listen. i'm shy and i'm a cheeseball like that :') i love his eyes. so.)
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Recently bought the chickens a rat-proof feeder because the world's biggest pack of rats has moved in and I've had enough. Training the chickens to use it is going well, if slowly. (It would be a lot faster if I still lived with my chickens, or at least lived closer than 30 minutes away... 😅 I can't be there all the time to work with them.)
Midnight, however, refuses to engage with the thing and instead stands next to it looking cranky while she watches the young'uns eat.
#unfortunately the seller forgot to send me the part that makes the door close softly 🙄 he'll send it soon tho#it would definitely be easier to teach the chickens that this contraption is safe if it didn't slam closed#it would probably also be easier if they'd ever eaten out of a feeder of any sort ever in their lives 😅#midnight has been eating off the ground for 11 years and doesn't seem keen to eat out of some newfangled noisy tin can#but hopefully it'll get easier#if the chickens get hungry enough they'll eat out of anything i figure#anyway the star of these training sessions is definitely tofu. she's very shy so i didn't expect her to try it so quick but#apparently she'll do anything for bread scraps!#midnight#tofu#crow#oh yeah more quick notes#the front panel on the feeder is open in these photos bc i was still in the process of adjusting the spring tension#also I've since rearranged the bricks so it's easier for the chickens to stand in front of it#i reeeeally hope this works bc. you guys. the rats are SO bad#i was at the end of my rope i was seriously almost ready to simply get rid of all the chickens i was so stressed#things haven't been easy for me regarding all my animals i had to leave behind when i moved. i miss them every day#I'm also so not used to living in a house without a single animal. I've always had pets around til now#i want a cat but I'm holding out hope that i can convince my parents to give me MY cat. my dad refused to let me take her#and I'm worried about her. she needs more specialized care and she will never receive it in that house#sigh anyway. i have a lot on my mind
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hey if the only real difference between pidw and scum villain before shen yuan’s transmigration is shen jiu possibly dying of a qi deviation, then does that mean shang qinghua accidentally murdered shen jiu
#scum villain#svss#shang qinghua#???#i mostly mean this as a joke but like imagine#murderous coward sqh (affectionate) just deciding he doesn't want to deal with cannon -#and he doesn't have the therapy license these characters need so he just assassinates sj#like well i've already done this much treason why stop now#then his visible discomfort with sy!sqq has less to do with sy's ooc behavior and more to do with like#sqh's contained panic at trying and failing to kill sj and expecting the other shoe to drop at any moment#because no matter how you feel about sj i thnk we all know: that bitch can hold a grudge#not really in line with cannon but it could be fun!#the other answer is that there are more changes but they're all granular politics from the northern demon realm#and thus sy wouldn't know/care#the other other answer is that sj didn't die on his own -#maybe the system decided sqh wasn't doing enough and offed sj to make room for sy#which would still make it related to sqh#just not in a 'sqh's presence is subtly offputting and digging into sj's insecurities -#which then destabilizes his cultivation base until he qi deviates and dies' sort of way#i'm sorry i just like to imagine sqh having a huge body count despite shying away from nearly all physical confrontations#it's good and funny every time#my posts
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"You could go, we'll talk later."
"I'm not going anywhere."
#cbs matlock#matlock reboot#olympia lawrence#julian markston#skye p. marshall#jason ritter#matlock 01x01#i think he said he doesn't think she's working in the firm's best interest because that's what his dad told him? but he doesn't believe it?#olympia x julian#julympia?#skye has said that daddy dearest is trying to pit them against each other... so i feel that that's why there's some mistrust going on#the way he's been teasing her and having fun with her a bit since the pilot is kinda cute to me#not her shy little smile in the second gif#matlock spoilers#olympian?#i love that in both episodes it sort of ends with him being there for her so i'm scared of when that won't happen#i think it would be so cool to have exes co-parent while being best friends and have nothing romantic happen but... i love their chemistry#this kinda makes me believe julian avoided her and didn't talked to her maybe prioritized other things after the big bad thing he did#and then olympia got used to him walking out on her in the middle of conversations... because she seemed pleasantly surprised that he staye#and she also seemed hurt when he came after her in public instead of emailing her or just talking to her
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Adding right to my previous post but little funfact about myself:
The reason I got into art was because there was a certain ninjago artist that I really loved and she had very interesting ocs. Those ocs became like a huge hyperfixation to me (that I still kind of have) and I remember screenshotting so much art of them, making folders, etc. In the end, those ocs inspired me so much that I wanted to create my own (as well as do fanart for them) so that's the reason why I wanted to learn how to draw.
I have always been a huge oc artist supporter which is why I just love learning about other people's ocs because I think that's one of the things where a persons creativity can shine the most.
#it's why I post about my own ocs sometimes because I know that there will be someone interested in them#even if they don't interact (because I certainly didn't#i was too shy)#although I haven't posted too much about them yet except for maybe marvolo#most of my oc lore is hidden on my private instagram account#because I don't want to talk too much here about my ocs and drown out fanart (because that's the reason most of you are following me)#though sometimes I really do feel an urge to just lore drop because I worked very hard on them#the only oc that doesn't have a proper personality and backstory is cece and that's because she's just my persona#she's supposed to represent me#i am always open for questions though#i'm actually working on a proper profile for my characters#some of which are sort of finished but I will only share the link to the website once all of them are#which probably takes a long time due to procrastination school and other works
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Between TF and my other fandoms like BG3 and TES, I keep finding myself making OCs that have some element of "battle hardened hero who is actually good and righteous, but so traumatized by the toll of war that even after the war ends they feel empty/wrecked and can't enjoy the fruits of victory" and I'm not sure if it's bc I gravitate to a certain type of media where such OCs fit in best, or bc I have a specific character archetype I like and gravitate towards media that contains those things.
#squiggposting#possibly a mix of both bc idk if i've gone into detail here but war stories are one of my favorite genre of stories#like for fun fictional reasons but also for real life political and moral and emotional implications#war stories are literally so fucking cool man i feel like they get a bad rap for just being propaganda tools#and obv a lot of them can be/are explicitly made to be but also like#(i feel like i'm stealing a quote from one such story) war stories are also a method for the soldiers of the war to tell their side#and usually the soldier's side of the story tells of the LESS glorious and propagandistic sides#maybe ive just had the pleasure of having really good teachers/professors but like#most of the war stories i've read are specifically ABOUT the bridge bt war propaganda and the actual experience of fighting in a war#and i think even the ones where the soldier in question supports the war (american sniper comes to mind)#it's very interesting and dare i say important to read it and understand when and why and how they came to support war#like idk i think it's one of those things where ppl shy away from war stories bc#'ew gross it's all pro war probably american imperialist propaganda written by oppressive killers trying to make us feel sorry for them'#without understanding... idk. the difference between an individual soldier's evil and the evil of an entire institution?#some sort of anti intellectualism regarding soldiers as being inherently evil ppl who aren't to be listened to or taken seriously?#it's not a matter of like. you don't need to like or sympathize with them per se. but i think part of understanding and criticizing#the institution of war is getting the ground level testimonies about it. and more of them are critical than some ppl believe#plus i mean FUCK usamerican imperialism it doesn't need to be about US wars! other countries lived thru other wars that are also important!#war stories may have their strongest association w american imperialism but that doesn't mean other war stories don't exist#idk sorry for rambling in the tags
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looks around awkwardly
I know I loathe valentine's day with every fibre of my being, but,,,
read the tags of the original post for context, but only if you're prepared for a shit ton of awkward embarrassment
#capri rambles#I'm 99% sure this is a weird platonic interest. no I am not proposing. or confessing ''love''. or doing anything stupid like that#I will simply be giving them. a gift. of some sort. as I am only interested in friendship#an appreciation gift perhaps...#it's definitely going to be art. I won't post it publicly right away#I think what I'll do. is make random gift art for other people and post it with them so nobody gets suspicious#yes I am too shy and awkward to let anyone know who it is#mutual I'm pretty sure you'll see this. and you'll Know all this internal turmoil is about you once- I mean- if you get the gift#dearest mutual please know I am a coward and a fool. please don't get mad at me for my shitfucked brain making me feel this way#I'm angry and disappointed with myself already as is. this is so stupid. um anyway#I won't be doing this on the day itself I already have a plan for that and that plan is being bitter about my ex
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Um haven't set up this blog at all but don't feel like posting on main. Anyway, I love you plush Boba so so so so much...
#beskar.txt#plushum#os/or#plush objectum#plushie art#comfort object#objectum art#f/o plush#he has so many textures to stim with#object partner#<< sort of...❤️#I'm shy I might delete this lol
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