#I'm sorry this sucks
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today was just a nice day to yourself, walking around, shopping, eating, with only your own company. it was nice. at the end of the day you find yourself on a bench, infront of a cute park near your apartment with some lively kids screaming and playing. you smiled at the thought of of their youthfulness. it was still chilly, your cheeks and nose were flushed red from the air. some person sits down next to you, you don't pay them much mind, them probably being one of the children's parents, or just someone random.
"hey, y/n."
you stopped in your tracks, the familiar voice bringing back all the memories you shared with that voice. you glance back at the voice, secretly hoping it wasn't who you thought it was. god you hope it wasn't him. what could you even say to him, he scares you, the last memory isn't so fond. and yet, here he was, sitting next to you on this park bench. acting like nothing ever happened between the two of you.
you feel like you can't breathe anymore, "hello, suna."
suna laughs hesitantly, he's scared. it's weird to see this man be hesitant just to talk to you. "let's talk."
you blink at him, wondering if you heard him right, "talk?" you sigh, running your hands through your hair. "what else is there for us to talk about anymore?" your voice is quiet, barely above a whisper.
suna leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees and his hands on his cheeks. "you know i hate it when you say stuff like that y/n." his voice is quiet too. "i just want to talk, about us, about this park, about anything." he peaks back at you, his hands still on his cheeks and he tilts his head backward to get a glance at you.
you avoid his lingering gaze, you can feel his eyes scan every part of you. from your outfit to your face. "you look pretty, you always do." he smiles, his voice is just as beautiful as the day you met him.
"there's no us anymore and there is nothing for us to talk about anymore. i have a boyfriend. he makes me happy." suna's eyes narrow at your words.
"does he?"
"does he what?"
"make you happy."
you hesitate, your first thought would be to say yes, but it just won't come out.
"thought so."
you glare at him. "don't put words into my mouth rintarou. he makes me happier then you ever could." that was a lie.
"you're lying. why?" suna sits back up, his eyes locked on the view infront of you two.
you stay silent, unsure of what to say to him. "and how do you know i'm lying? you don't know my life."
"how could i not." suna laughs voidlessly. "i know everything about you, the things you do, how you start twirling your hair in awkward situations, how you avoid eye contact when you're scared, every single facial expression you make depending on the situation." suna sighs, his voice lowering. "i know everything about you."
"bullshit. you don't know anything about me. it's been too long."
"no it hasn't."
you don't know what to say anymore. silence and awkwardness fills up the space between you two. "why did you come and talk to me. you're the one who left. not me, you." your voice is shaky. "what the hell are you even doing back in tokyo."
"i never wanted to leave you." suna replies. "i had to."
"whatever. it doesn't matter anymore. it's too late. i don't even know why i'm talking to you." your legs tremble as you walk away. suna doesn't stop you.
#umm part two maybe#haikyuu#hq#haikyuu scenarios#angst#haikyu suna#rintarou suna#suna rintarou#suna rintaro x reader#no comfort#angst ig#haikyuu suna#haikyuu suna rintarou#suna angst#rintaro angst#ummm i want that white puffer from hollister so bad#i'm sorry this sucks#sad#tokyo#haikyuu angst#no#hq suna
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@kittennovak
tagged me to share my top 5 songs on my on repeat playlist ✨
FEIW I'm weird and don't make playlists. Too much internal pressure. So I'm.... Just gonna see what Spotify put on one of my Daily Mixes 🙃 I'm sorry
-Twilight of the Thunder God by Amon Amarth
-Hungry are the Damned by Repugnant
-Infernal Death by Death
-Per Aspera Ad Inferni by Ghost
-We Drink Your Blood by Powerwolf
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closed starter for @lovsfool ( moira ) location: public event at the Ritz-Carlton Hotel
Harry loved attending these sort of events. It got him out of his home and extend his contacts. There was always someone new to introduced himself to. Granted half the time they knew who he was but Harry still wanted to stay humble. He had already went around introducing himself and familiarizing with the other people here. "A lot of people turned up tonight. You tell people there will be champagne and gift bags and they fill this hotel to the brim."
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What if James was always onimously soaked through as a nod to his ending
#Had to get the idea our but both these drawings SUCK I'm so sorry lol#I just wish his face wasn't so fucking hard for me to draw. Why is it every character I love I can't draw#Anyway like with Eddie being cold and Angela with her fire. I like to think James looks wet. Maybe not to himself but to others#How they truly see him is the wreck he is and always wet from rain or puddles or all the water he wades through in his version of sh#I just love how tied to water he is#Silent hill 2#Silent hill 2 remake#Silent hill#James Sunderland#fan art#art#sketch#character art#horror
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Good lord this tomb is full of shitposts 😳😳 pt 1/pt 2
#sorry for the mercy/augustine sex jumpscare but i rly do think they have terrible sex every like. 200 years#they're like “Oh this Sucks I'm never doing this Again” and then hundreds of years pass and they get bored and they're like hmmm#maybe. it wasn't THAT bad.#the idea of bitching and complaining during sex is too funny to me#also my magnus design is pure indulgence#i just wanted to sexualise that old man. and he ended up looking like varric dragon age 😭😭#also also i gave Pal the fancy swoopy glasses that elphaba wears in the wicked trailer cos i think they're cool#okay now i gotta do some actual tagging#the locked tomb#tlt#gideon the ninth#gtn#harrow the ninth#htn#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow nonagesimus#griddlehark#ianthe tridentarius#ianthe the third#mercymorn the first#augustine the first#palamedes sextus#palamedes the sixth#abigail pent#magnus quinn#john gaius#tlt shitposting#oh and i haven't finished Nona. i paused my reading because i found out there isn't a release date for the next book so I'm like#i need to make this last. i gotta ration this book out (<-stupid)
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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical
#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him#“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back#like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like#it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD#like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up#and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS#I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass#and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3#akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry#im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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My first shot for a Hazbin MAP (multi animator project) I took part in on twitter! Hosted by Azmy and coordinated by Cheru.
I'm so happy with how it came out 😇
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel animation#animation#2d animation#flipaclip#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lucifer#lucifer x lilith#lucilith#I've got another shot to do featuring the whole hotel crew ahah it's gonna on a whole different level 😅#but I'm so happy I got such cool shots!#that's the main reason why I wasnt active on tumblr lately ahah animation sucks all of my time and energy#sorry in advance for all the people who followed for Radiorose but I just need to draw Lucilith SO BAD
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1x08 | 2x02 | 5x15 | 10x05
quiet everyone, hotch is telling us a story. (because the writers never did.)
#aaron hotchner#criminal minds#sorry the captions on d+ suck and i was in a hurry#i should have written my own#anyway#i have a lot of thoughts about the complete lack of backstory hotch gets from the writers#but we get these little moments#seeds from which my brainrot has grown#and i just think he's neat that's all#i took a little cm break and i'm not sure if i'm totally back yet but...i can't ever actually leave#that scene on the jet in 5x15 that everyone wants to make about reid#can we let hotch have his moment too? because it's important#not everything is about reid
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It's been way too hot lately, so I've been projecting my heat exhaustion onto the Phantom Thieves 🫠
(will probably draw more shenanigans with the other theives later)
#persona 5#persona 5 royal#haru okumura#makoto niijima#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#ann takamaki#ryuji sakamoto#pegoryu#makoharu#okujima#ca3 art#it is hot as hell in this funky ass hot ass room I'm in!!#hello I forgot to post these here im sorry again tumblr#I just can't stop thinking about how much these outfits must suck to be in during a heat wave
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guys, i hope you understand that calling mithrun "grandpa" is ableist. i know some people do this because they relate to him, i truly understand that, as someone who's 30 and feels very old sometimes. but this is not a type of joke that should be common in the fandom, repeated at every corner. about physically disabled guy who doesn't even count as "middle aged".
#dungeon meshi#mithrun#i will remind you every time how much it sucks i'm sorry#this is so far the most common ''joke'' about him#literally every post that mention mithrun has some response calling him grandpa#or variation of it#i'm sooo tired of this#text post
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hatsune miku and the pines twins, but everyone's brazilian
#this was supposed to be posted at august but since i'm a lazy dumbass i'm posting this 2 weeks later#this is full of brazilian cultural notes so idk if its worth explaining but ill try explaining some#dipper's hat is based off a gremio hat#gremio is a local football club#one of the biggest#the song they're singing at the end is the opening of a brazilian cartoon; dango balango#dipper's drinking guaraná antartica#a big soda brand in brazil#saying xis is the brazilian version of saying cheese when taking pictures#i suck at explaining and im sorry but i hope i made things understandable ;0;#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#my art#fanart#hatsune miku#pines twins#crossover#doodle#art#artists on tumblr#brazilian miku
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#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#4minutesedit#tyme x great#tymegreat#bible wichapas#jes jespipat#jesbible#tobelle#lextag#userspicy#userrlana#userbon#rinblr#raeblr#userrlaura#uservix#mjtag#thai bl#mygifs*#this is me trying to be funny. sorry 🤦🏽♀️#also cause i suck at making these sets but well hahahah i'm posting this anyway 🤷🏽♀️😂
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#this is a reminder for myself to watch TGCF season 2#art#myart#my art#long time no art tumblr nation!!!#i got an ipad finally#life is good#I'll be leaving to college in like. 2 days#aaaaaa#tgcf#just experimenting#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#i genuinely need to learn the art fundamentals cuz ik i suck lmaoooo#hua cheng#san lang#crimson rain sought flower#i did not flip the canvas im so sorry#I'm so blocked rn#anatomy? facial anatomy? who is she?#me things#loner vociferation
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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I feel like F/P/S was still a pretty weird one, even by Lance's standards.
sorry for (in an ironic twist) not doing much Ride Kamens art now that it's actually started; I've been pretty slow going through it and I feel weird posting about things I'm not caught up on! though I'm. definitely gonna have to set aside some time to actually get through episode 13, after what they posted today. (w-what did they do to my Leon) (NOBODY TELL ME I HAVE TO FIND OUT ON MY OWN) (LEOOOOOOOON)
#art#ride kamens#f/p/s#freedom/play/slam#it's probably not as dramatic as i'm imagining i'm just terrified for our sweet boy#smh can't believe leon's bald now#this is why i don't like to post before i get caught up i have NO IDEA#anyway sorry this. kind of sucks. it just made me laugh#i love the sheer absurdity that must be lance's day-to-day#it's amazing what you can get used to i guess#event chaosworlds are bizarre even for chaosworlds though#(poor shizuru...he was SO confused about the bread...)#i admit the events are one of the reasons i've been so slow at the main story#i told myself i was going to put my foot down and prioritize and not get distracted by the next event#and then they announced frilly prince froufrou tea party wisdom boys and RUINED MY LIFE#how am i supposed to get anything done when all i can think about is jou just going absolutely ham on some tiny cucumber sandwiches#how dare they do this to me
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Thinking long and hard about one of the guys being long and hard
You know who has literally the prettiest dick you've ever seen? Kyle "Gaz" Garrick. It's such a perfect length, bigger than average but also proportionally thick and with such soft skin it feels like you're running your tongue along velvet. Just an absolute a dream to get your mouth on. He keeps well trimmed too, the dark curls around the base cropped short and the balls nicely shaved. He likes seeing you duck down and lick at his sack, running your tongue over the stubbly hair before sucking his balls into your mouth. God, it's such a lovely feeling to have your mouth full of him, your tongue licking at the heavy balls, feeling the way they bunch and the skin pulls taught.
You look up at him through fluttering lashes and he's watching you with his irises swallowed by greedy pupils, his hand moving to rest on your head and pull you closer. You keep flicking your tongue out to lap at the skin you can't get in your mouth, shivering when you lick over the tight pucker of his ass. You have to pull back then, letting his balls pop from your mouth and pressing a final kiss to them before taking his perfect cock in your mouth again. So thick and warm in your hand, heavy when he slaps it against your tongue, slaps it against your cheek with his brows pinched together and a patronizing coo. Fuck he makes you want to stay down here for hours.
#x reader#cod x reader#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#kyle gaz garrick x reader#kyle garrick x reader#gaz garrick#gaz garrick x reader#gaz x reader#gaz cod#gaz call of duty#gaz mw2#gaz mwii#sorry I'm talking about balls again#but my partner found out I'm into balls and now mr ghoul is like#he's only letting me suck on them and not his dick#horrible man I should never have told him
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