#I'm so lost in the story rn that it honestly doesn't even matter

[kittlyns]

Shadowheart wanted to make out with Tav so I think the wedding is back on!

[officialauthorofanotherworld]

aghhhh ok fine

I did do a music post in the past, but i'll indulge you, @jev-urisk XD

(quickly tho, cuz i'm writing rn)

one song each and a explanation of why :D (i was gonna do three each but then this post would be crazy long)

also, spoilers for Party of Three becase i can't explain these things entirely without spoilers (i tried my best to avoid massive ones)

As such:

Vague-ish spoilers for Taka's future

Minor spoilers for Beriyl's past

Relatively massive spoilers for Arthur and Eirairr's backstories

Taka:

Refrain Boy - ALL OFF

(I am very very passionate about music so this will probably be a long post despite me saying otherwise lmao)

Reasoning: This song to me, embodies a lot of things. The "going ahead with life even though it's hard," that really awesome feeling a lot of shonen have about "pushing through stuff with your friends no matter what," that "great things are gonna happen for you in the future" vibe, its really hard for me to put this emotion into words, but just the "You can look forward to fun stuff in the future, and as long as you have your bonds and yourself, you'll be okay, even if it's sad and hard" and i really, honestly think that embodies Taka very much. He is very much a person who cares VERY much about his friends, he's a very adventurous person, I'm very honored to get to write about him because his journey is to me, one that is very special and very beautiful. We literally watch this scared little kid grow up into someone capable of saving the world, and I think that is just beautiful. We watch him come into his own sort of groove, find out who he is and who he really cares about, what he stands for. It's just really beautiful and very personal to me. I've always loved this song, but in a sense I think it encapsulates the "journey" of Tamalnh, and my own personal journey over the last few years. Except I have far less friends than Taka, and I am nowhere near as happy as he is.

Beriyl:

Aaagh, honestly Beriyl is a tie up between Fightsong - Eve and Yumemigusa by BLUE ENCOUNT

Beriyl's story and him as a person I feel like both of these songs fit him pretty well. His is a story much darker than Taka's, because he's practically a survivor of childhood neglect. For fear of spoiling too much, I really don't know how to explain this without doing so, but Beriyl's story of overcoming self-worth issues, figuring out who he really is and what truly matters to him, and standing up for those things, is one that I think is really beautiful.

Beriyl is an immensely strong person, even if maybe that isn't readily apparent for the first, oh... two hundred pages of the book.

Arthur:

ROAR by ulma sound junction

This lyric in particular; "Where destiny gets robbed and torn in half,"

He lost everything at a very young age, struggled with severe, suicidal depression for many, many years. And he nearly did do it. In a way, he lost his future, then clawed it back into reality with his own two hands, fully intending to die all the while. He may never be able to fulfill that lost childhood dream of adventuring with Rend, he may have lost his family and village, but he found Taka and Beriyl. And they saved him, from himself, in a way.

Ecirr and Qlul:

PRIDE OF A NAMELESS HUNTER - Tadayoshi Makino

Ecirr to me, embodies the "grace" and "refinement" that Qlul doesn't really have. Qlul is the warmth and energy, the relaxed and "silly" side of the coin here, whereas Ecirr is the calm, cool, "serious" side.

Now, for some reason, I don't have a playlist for Qlul. But I do have a theme I feel fits both of them very much so.

L no Theme B - Hideki Taniuchi

Here's one more that resembles them :')

ok fine one more (feels fitting for book 2's tone)

AGHH ALSO BOOK 2 THEMING

Ecirr is really smart, and Qlul's not stupid. This song (L's Theme) to me feels like when they combine their only visible braincells and actually pull off something cool.

Eirairr:

Man, Eirairr is hard to summarize in a single song. He's such a chaotic person.

The enigma of an elf, the Eirairr-ness of... Eirairr.

Here's a few: Kannon by Kita Kouhei

Blue Moon by LiSA

Tyottohitoiki

At his core, he's a good person. He cares about his friends and has an unfathomably great love for life itself. He's also a very tragic figure, as being born as a Pactborn-Elf means that, no matter how long he lived inside that Realm as an immortal being, once outside he's only got a hundred years. Can you imagine how short a hundred years would feel to someone who's lived that long?

Eirairr himself says something to this extent; and yes, this IS a pretty big spoiler, but its necessary to really get my point across.

Some context: A very long time ago, there was a period where Fae were very active, and several curses were placed on various people/parts of the world back then. One of these was locking several "clans" of elves into permanent deification as "guardians" of elements of the world, hence "Pactborn" elves. So you have "pacted" elves of the mountains, seas, forests, etc. They basically exist in a plane that is one "layer" above the physical dimension, which intersects with the Fae realm. They can't leave their "assigned areas", and if they do, they are cursed to die in a hundred years.

(the relative timespan of a human, basically.)

Eirairr was born into that, lived for a very long time, and then decided to leave. When he left, as part of the Curse, he was given knowledge of the modern world, clothes and a weapon, and basically told; "Good luck."

alright that's all from me :D did lots of tumblr today, lots of writing, very productive day today :DDDD and i have work tomorrow aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not excited

ok bye

[youmarin]

Coastal Hikes | JJ Maybank Blurb

A/N: I shouldn't be writing rn but heeey. Didn't really proofread so sorry about that if my English got fucked up somewhere. Inspired by the place I went to yesterday (only that I didn't have a JJ. Added some of the photos I took to help you immerse in the story). Also I sometimes write dialogue between the pogues and don't specify who's speaking just for you to figure it out. I mean I hope I'm doing a good job on that lol. Is this really blurb or do you call it imagine or whatever other name? Idk either but you can either see it as being connected to the fic (though it would be way forward in the story), or not. It doesn't really matter. Enjoy this little piece and until next time. ~Y♡

Summary: JJ takes you on a date and gives you surfing lessons, you go hiking and then have a nice day at the beach just the two of you. (me encanta el resumen pfff).

Relationships: JJ Maybank x reader, pogues x reader (platonic)

Word count: 1.2K (honestly I thought it' would be half of this at least).

JJ and you had gone to the beach on a date. The waves were perfect for surfing, and he had insisted on teaching you how to do it.

“I can’t believe you lived on an island, moved to another island and you still haven’t learned.” , he said, making you roll your eyes.

First, he had explained to you the correct posture, and had done a little demonstration while you observed sitting on your board (it was his too, if you liked it he’ll definitely give you one). He made it look so easy as he approached the wave and stood up on his board, riding it effortlessly.

You had seen him surf before, but still admired how he kept going until the wave crashed and the momentum died down. John B had said it, he was the best.

“You saw that?” he exclaimed happily, proud of his skill. You nodded with a sweet smile. That was until you remembered it was your turn now. “Try to get the next one.”

From a reasonable distance, he watched attentively as you tried to follow what he did earlier. He cheered in encouragement as you both got up on your boards.

5 seconds and you toppled over, coming up to the surface gasping for air, your board floating near you. Just in time to see JJ get down of his and swim towards you to check if you were okay.

That happened nearly every time. JJ couldn’t help but laugh at your frustrated expression. It didn’t matter if you liked it or not, he knew you would try your best. “Don’t feel bad, baby. You’ve been doing it very well." He kissed your forehead. “Do you want to stop?”

After a while, you both got out of the water. You had brought food and drinks so you got where you had left your things and sat down.

“You wanna go for a walk?” He proposed as he stood up from his position sitting in between your legs.

You took the hand he offered to you and got up.

“JJ, where the hell are we going?” You said after approximately twenty minutes walking. You weren’t walking near the water anymore. You had followed a trail some feet away, a difficult one with tree roots and stones, so you had to watch your step and your head from hitting the lower branches. It started to go up, and you could see giant boulders below near the coast, turquoise water in constant motion.

“There’s another beach on the other side and I heard there's like this secret spot.” You wondered how he learned the secret.

Twenty minutes turned into nearly an hour, and you still hadn’t found the place JJ talked to you about. But you had stopped a few times when the trail dipped down again towards the water, swimming and taking pictures.

“I know it’s around here.” He said very sure of himself. You thought about what the other pogues would’ve said to him, or to you for enabling him. You just hoped you didn’t get lost because your phone coverage was long gone, not even the lowest bar showing.

At first when you grabbed your bag he had told you to leave it back but now when he asked you for a water bottle with an innocent smile, seeing your I told you face, he was glad you didn’t do it.

Well, he knew about the place, he just didn’t know how far it was. And just as he started worrying that maybe this was a bad idea and that you probably were hating this date, you reached some stairs.

The way from there on was easier and when you got to the highest point, you took in the scenery. In front of you, down below, you could see the beach, and then endless blue as the ocean stretched away. “It’s beautiful, JJ.” he smiled as he saw your awed face. You leaned your head against him as he wrapped an arm around you.

As you got back, you two went for a promenade along the beach and after some time you decided it was time to go.

When you got back to the Château, you were greeted by John B, “Welcome back, lovebirds.”, who instantly held out his hand waiting for JJ to give back the keys of his van as JJ assured him he didn’t leave a scratch on it. JJ was a good driver, he just didn’t take speed limits seriously. But he was with you so he made sure to be more careful.

“How was your date?”

“You want the scoop so you can go gossip with Kie and Pope later?” JJ told him and John B shrugged, unable to deny it.

“As your best friend I should be the first to hear about it.” He proceeded to tell you both that sure enough, Kie and Pope would show up anytime now.

When you both had showered, you went outside, where John B and Pope were starting a bonfire and Kie walked up to you, greeting you both.

You ate, drank and after a while you and JJ moved to lay on a hammock.

You were snuggled beside him and so it was way more inevitable to miss that something was on his mind.

“You’re very quiet tonight.” You noticed, lifting your head from his chest as you moved to look up at him.

“Miss the sound of my voice?”

“Right, that was it.” you said sarcastically, though you knew he could talk about whatever and no matter if you didn’t really understand what he was talking about you loved listening to him. “Is something wrong?” You asked, being serious now. He stirred the now empty bottle in his hand and sighed.

“It’s just that we spent today doing things that I like and I should’ve thought more about you because maybe you weren’t having fun.” He admitted as he kept avoiding your gaze.

“Is that it?” He nodded. “JJ, I loved it. I got an entire day to spend with you and you shared the things you like with me.” You kissed him, making him finally turn to look at you. He was flustered, but it went unnoticed by you, the orange glow that the fire casted over his face and golden hair making him shine in the darkness of the night. Seeing that smile that reached his eyes made him look even more bright and more handsome than you thought possible. God, you were down bad for him and he still doubted sometimes.

He said nothing but instead chose to kiss you back, hoping he could convey all that he was feeling. He was about to tell you that he loved you right there.

“You two, get a room.” John B broke the moment and your little bubble, making you and JJ laugh, as the latter gave him a middle finger.

“That’s envy speaking. If Sarah was here you wouldn’t even notice us.”

You all kept chatting the night away, and a few moments later, sleep started to take over you. You tried to shake it off but after talking with JJ a little longer you couldn’t fight it anymore. He kissed the top of your head.

“You two are so cute it’s disgusting.”

“I know. We’re cute as hell.”

“And now you ruined it.”

“Are you going to tell us about your date? I mean, not even John B has mentioned anything.”

JJ started retelling the events of the day to his friends, avoiding to gesture too much as he spoke to not bother you. He knew you were a heavy sleeper and they’ll need another hurricane to wake you up but still he told his friends to keep their voices down. He even showed them the pictures you took together.

[saintobio]

what’s Sachiro’s astrological sign?

also great job on the new chapter, i’d be typing a dictionary to describe how much i love it but to keep it short - i honestly can’t wait to see what you do with the series. hope you have a good day, stay healthy and hydrated! love you <3

aries !! and thank u sm mwa <33

Anonymous said

completely u related to say but saint you should watch My Name on netflix it just came out. It reminds me so much of Underground Fight Club! here’s there summary

“Following her father's murder, a revenge-driven woman puts her trust in a powerful crime boss -- and enters the force under his direction.”

Also the mc is literally Han So Hee 😭😭

i’m actually planning to watch that :0 it looks so exciting and i love han sohee so much aaaAaAAAa

Anonymous said

lovely chapter saint. i admire your hardwork and dedication. btw, is there a possibility we would get a suguru x reader in the future (doesnt have to be a series cus i know how taxing it can be even tho im not a writer lol) outside of snverse? also i hope you’re taking good care of yourself. dont forget to drink plenty of water love <3

- 🪐 anon

thank youuuu and i’m not sure yet baby, but it’s possible :’) it’s just that i rly only have the motivation to write for gojo rn

@shintin said

from the moment i read the new chapter i become sad, poor satoru, don't tell me that he lost the memory of past 3 years 😭😭😭 my heart was heavy from reading Y/N's situation...please don't this story with sad ending, it will reallu effect me 😭😭😭 i want to bite their son's cheeks when he said dada has a boo boo 😍😍😍 he is so cuuuute 😍😍😍 i love you Saint 😍😍😍 but please think about happy ending 🥲🥲🥲

hahahahah u can handle it 😭 i promise

Anonymous said

geto taking satoru's side is understandable since theyre best friends but he made me mad when he was talking to the mc in sy. him and shoko were both kind of enablers. especially during that one trip they should never have allowed sera to come along. they were also somewhat at fault. probably not compl, but still they were wrong

damn, straight fax tho ieiri did show that she doesn’t tolerate it and so did getou later in the series

Anonymous said

Hey Saint! Are there any other fics you're working on besides Sincerely Yours or is it your last one? Btw I just wanted to tell you your writing is amazing and the first chapter is so good ❤️❤️❤️

i lost my wips but i rly wanna finish aab and aos !! they’re on my navi you see 😭 hopefully i get to post someday. and thank u very much !!!

Anonymous said

So when can I hope for some sera x sukuna, saaiinntttt??? I hope we get some of them because since reading their side story I got sooo excited for more. Their story was so interesting and refreshing!! Also because I’m not really feeling MC anymore. Hope you’re staying healthy! Love❤️❤️

maybe soon, we’ll see :D they’re just a side story so don’t expect many scenes

Anonymous said

“My wife.” He had all of you at a loss for words while his eyes only searched for the woman he believed he still loved. “Let’s go home.”

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN PLS. he believed he still loved. so he doesn't anymore ???? why u do this to me 😔😔😔 ajshwkwjrshwiei pls this is gonna hurt so bad i just know. so the fluff that's gonna hurt is when they are spending their time together as a family but satoru doesn't remember anything soooo

gahahah secret :p

Anonymous said

Sn1 really made me cry and i'm a sucker for angst. I really love this sotry and can't wait for Sn2. Also how people see the perspective of the characters is amazing. There both in a wrong no matter how you see it. Even people saying that yn hid the baby is the first selfish thing she has done, but still its not right tho. Also i can see why see runaway from her wedding w/ toji tho, girl have some major trust issues (even tho he will definitely not cheat on her). I love how the ending is kinda open no one knows who will end up w/ who(except sain tho) and it kinda gives the thrill and makes me excited. Btw you officially have become one of my fave author and the first one i have read is the iwaizumi fanfic.

A bit shameless to ask, but if ever toji and yn didn't end up together i kinda hope you make fanfic about them. I just love your writing style and how the story goes.

if yn ever ends up with someone or no one at all, i don’t rly plan to create alternate endings bc that lessens the impact of the finale iykwim 🥺 also omg ufc was the first fic you’ve read from me? or is it the college one

Anonymous said

Omg love idk what author's note the rest are talking about I can't find it anywhere on your new post 😭 I'll miss you so damn much, your writing and your answers to asks are two things I always look forward to. These days only genshin, anime, SN and SN2 keep me going. I truly wish you the best in your future endeavors, you've made a place in our hearts and we're always going to wish you well

Love you soooooo much 💖

love u too and i’m not leaving dw 😆 just might take breaks here and there <33 ty for ur kind words baby

Anonymous said

will gen feel any remorse at all? i find it hard to believe that she ever will, but i really want her to feel at least some sort of guilt. didn’t she guide her sister in the direction of hiding the baby?

she’s not heartless, so maybe. and she’s not protective of yn for no reason. at the end of the day she just wants her sister to get out of that toxicity, especially after knowing how much she suffered from her marriage.

Anonymous said

Ahhhhh, Saiiiint. Welcome back ❤️

Definitely see some things being set up right now, so won't comment on stuff. Can't wait to see everything unfold.

Tojiiiiiiiii. TOOOJIIII 🥺😭

Also, GETO. IEIRI. FIANCÉ. HELP. That made my day HAHHHA.

Oh, and to help (and perpetuate) the Gojo brain rot:

https://kakyoinsbunny.tumblr.com/post/667527721218424832/sigh-takes-off-pants-credit-to-levischailatte

I have to say, while Nanamin and Toji are my faves, this made me spit my water and drop to my knees.

— 🦈 Anon

shark anon i. am. crying !! that link 😵‍💫 sdjsbsja

Anonymous said

totally unrelated to your writing but whenever i see someone with similar hair to yours on tiktok, i’m always like “oh my god, saint is that you” lmfao

i love you and your fics so much, you’re the queen on fanfiction

omgggg that’s so cute 🥺🥺🥺 and thank u baby !! i’m def not hahahh

[hamliet]

I see you’re reading CFC that’s wonderful!!! Do you read mtl or htl? I just wanted to see your thoughts on how xqc will address his complicated and very valid feelings towards the relationship he was subjected into… cause I feel that’s something that should be addressed since hexie will be endgame but I just don’t know how it could? I want to shake xqc and urge him to go with a professional but he would never do that

Also about xx in today’s chapter… do you think something bad will happen to her or she’ll be alright after shenanigans happen? I’d be devastated if xqc lost her /cries

I also love your metas a lot they’re very wonderful! I hope I get to read more of your cfc metas as the story unfolds ❤️❤️

Hi!! Thank you for a CFC ask!! To answer your questions:

Translation

I read both haha. I prefer the actual translations, obviously, but I am l'impatient, so I do read the MTL as well. However, I do not think the MTL is quality enough to do sufficient analysis: I can do broad speculation based on obvious plot developments, but I must wait for the actual translation to like, do posts of substance. Otherwise I do dumb things like post about alchemy in CFC and include a clause about how Xie Qingcheng likes jellyfish because they symbolize life without much of a physical body, mind, or heart, and then delete it from the meta because I tell myself I'm just reaching, and then the next day's translated chapter has that stated in explicit phrasing.

Hexie Endgame

There's a looooot of development that needs to happen for them to ever be together, though I am convinced Meatbun is heading there. But I will say as I've said before, that it's harder to dissociate from reality than it was in 2ha, because it's set in the modern world, so I get that some people may never see it, and that's okay.

However, I do think one thing about Meatbun's novels is that she doesn't excuse He Yu for even a moment. I actually therefore am honestly more comfortable with the Club Scene because of how it is framed (as 100% wrong, disgusting, and unforgiveable) than I am with the framing of the recent scene in Qiang Jin Jiu where Qiao Tianya essentially forced himself on Yao Wenyu, but it isn't framed in the same way and I'm not convinced it will be. Even though MDZS is my favorite danmei novel, the consent in Wangxian's inn scene is not there, yet it is not framed as what it reads like to a modern reader.* So, I am hoping He Yu is going to have to really, really earn his redemption--and if you look at how Meatbun tends to treat her characters, that is likely to be the case.

As for specifics, I'm bad at basic plot predictions (better with thematic stuff), but I theorized yesterday with @dangermousie that since He Yu blackmailed Xie Qingcheng, He Yu is 100% setting himself up to become the one being blackmailed. He's almost certainly going to be blackmailed by the Organization, whether over Xie Qingcheng's pictures or his health or Xie Xue's own issues. He's also going to suffer physically because he made XCQ suffer physically (that's just how this goes in Meatbun's novels). However, the point is always that no matter the suffering, it can't repair. More suffering doesn't repair. Only if Xie Qingcheng wants to forgive He Yu can they move forward, and my guess is that he will at some point, but as for how they will get there... well, that's the journey.

Xie Xue

If anything happens to her I'm suing. No, but I think she'll be fine; in fact, her being affected by RN-13 actually reassures me that Xie Qingcheng and He Yu will be happy and alive in the end of the novel (even if probably will leave society).

I spoke in my alchemy meta about a nihilixir, or a thing that induces someone(s) to descend into chaos and primitive instincts. RN-13 is definitely s nihilixir, and by the end of the novel, Xie Qingcheng and He Yu will have to destroy that drug. I also mentioned that I expect Hexie's love will be a symbolic elixir of life:

Xie Qingcheng and He Yu’s love will somehow be used to give life not only to themselves but to everyone around them (final step in all [alchemical] processes is multiplication + projection aka it spreads beyond just one person or couple).

So, whatever they do to stop the Organization will involve healing others as well. Right now the nihilixir, RN-13, is multiplying and affecting others across the world. Hexie's elixir (not necessarily a physical substance; it's more likely to just be the effects of their love and the actions they take for each other to destroy the Organization) will counter this and give life and healing to others around the world. I think it's very likely Xie Xue would also be saved and healed physically (as Hexie both need physical healing too, which I noted in my review-"mind, heart, body united=elixir of life. Which tbfh they’re both going to need in a literal sense as well as a symbolic/ metaphorical one considering He Yu is terminally ill and I’d bet anything Xie Qingcheng is as well") as well as spiritually/emotionally.

*there's a social layer where the dubcon/noncon aspect is in romance stories geared at women or LGBT+ romances because we are told sex is not for us to enjoy, so the idea that it must be forced to enjoy is like... a thing in stories aimed at anyone but straight men. Which isn't an excuse, and I personally strongly dislike it, but is also a Factor that people should acknowledge.

[petitelepus]

Hi! Can I please have a lost light matchup. Also I'm a girl not that that matters I think(?) I have a lot of hobbies: drawing, TV [horror is my favorite genre], sewing and I'm pretty sociable. I do have social anxiety tho 😐. Most of my free time is spent working rn unfortunately. I'm sassy and sarcastic, a bit of a clutz. I like just being able to laugh with ppl I like lots of small things like crystals, scrunchies, soft fabric to sew with etc.. Thank you so much I hope this isn't too long I appreciate you 💕

I match you with Rewind and Chromedome!

It was Chromedome who fell for you first. Your work ethic was remarkable and you had a nasty, but not mean tongue. Much like his beloved Rewind.

Finally, his feelings become too much to handle and he shamefully admits to Rewind, the love of his life, that he likes you too. Not more than Rewind but just as much.

The surgeon hangs his helm in shame, but he looked up when he felt Rewind grab his hand and made him look at his blue visor.

"Honey, I'm not mad! I like her also!" The minibot said and they are both so happy. Rewind had also fallen for your sassy and sarcastic nature that hid sweetness. Now all they had to do was to tell you how they both felt.

They make a huge plan to woo you during this series called "American Horror Story". The Bots had planned that you would cling to them, but you didn't even flinch at the sight of blood in the first episode so they decided to switch tactics...

But before they can do so, they also get very interested in what happens in the next episode of the season and you all end up watching the whole season in one go.

"This was nice!" You said as you got up to leave, "We have to do this more often!"

"You know...? We could do this much more if we lived in the same habsuite?" Chromedome said, sounding a little bashful. You blinked back in confusion, "Wait, do you want me to become roommates with you guys?"

"At the start, but we would like to be more." Rewind said and his visor flashed as if he was winking. You stared at them for a moment before a lightbulb turned on and you blushed.

The three of you went over how the relationship with you three could go and honestly, it was a nice deal so you gave it a shot.

Every night you watch at least one episode of some horror show before bedtime. When you feel like you don't want to leave the habsuite because you're feeling anxious, Rewind and Chromedome let you have your privacy.

You can as sassy or sarcastic you want, Rewind lives for it and Chromedome knows that the two of you are both just as sassy or sarcastic. He loves that in you two.

They also love buying you things. Shiny crystals from alien markets or yarn made out of the softest fur you can imagine. Don't ask what animal, it doesn't have a name on Earth.

Overall, it's a well-balanced relationship. It's only a manner of time before they start thinking about making things super official with Conjunx Endura ritual.

[narvana27]

ALL OF THE TIMES RAI WAS TREATED     BADLY

(called dumb, stupid, treated like shit etc.) 

 1.Episode 5 Season 1 - "Shen Yi Bu":

1.1.Kimiko: "You didn't hear the word about Sword of the Storm, didn't you?" 

I mean ok, it's not that bad, but it's like: I know you so I'm assuming you're NEVER listening to ANYTHING because that's just the way you are and I don't believe that you could do any better than that". Yea, no, me no liking that. Next:

1.2.Clay: "Raimundo was defeated by a wind shen gong wu? But ain't wind your dragon element?"

Clay behaved here like this annoying ass pick me girl who just want to humiliate you in front of the guys so she's yelling all the bad and humiliating stuff with all of the power she has in her lungs just to make you look like a fool. Bravo Clay, I bet he didn't knew he lost and he was a dragon of the wind until you said what you said. Bravo 👏

And Rai's response was: "-Yea yea I get the point - I messed up! Like you guys never make mistakes!" and like… It was very good answer! Cuz Rai never would do such a comment no matter who would of lost, what wu and why. He already knew he lost, why make such comments? Just shut up, Gosh 🙄

1.3. Omi: "He acted very foolish(...)!"

I mean… We are not expecting nothing good from this lil bitch on this blog, so… I could of say here a LIST of "foolish" or just stright up dumb af shit Omi did, but yea, go on little rat. 

1.4.Again Omi: "I know your most humiliating defeat has saddened you, still you have to stay hoped that one day you will be as skilled and talented as me!" 

It's not only the fact Omi sees himself as a walking God, he literally said Rai is less talented and skilled than him just because he loose a showdown, which was his first btw. None of that shit was said when Kim or Clay losted their showdowns. I mean Kim heard it's because she's a woman, but not because she was less skilled. Honestly if Omi would be a real person I would cancel that lil madafaka real quick all by myself even tho I don't like cancel culture, I dislike him this much 😤

1.5.Clay: "I hope Raimundo knows what he's doing" 

Kim: "How can he?! Even Omi doesn't know what he's doing, and he's an expert!" 

… SOO… he's not an expert if he don't know that…? XDDD Dojo also didn't knew, but Master Fung did, so it's not like everyone who is close to the xiaolin temple knows everything about it. You have to STUDYYYY… And be actually interested to know stuff like this. It's like going to the church thinking that after that you're gonna be the Pope and know everything about the Bible… No the fuck you won't, you have to STUDY for that. And this "How can he" like again making allusions that Rai ain't capable of understanding shit and he's just crazy and careless all the way. Really shut your mouth everyone for once in this boy please 😩

1.6.Dojo: "I'm not gonna be the one to tell Master Fung we lost all this shen gong wu!" 

Ummm… At that point Rai didn't lose yet. I know it looked like it, but he didn't. So stfu and believe in him for Dashi's sake! 

1.7.Dojo: "Where is the little genius anyway?" Like it was a little bit sarcastic you ain't gonna tell me it was not. Like it has this sound of a joke in it. Yea, me no liking that either Geco, stfu. 

1.8.Kimiko: "Still studying, who would believe it?" ummm, haha, funny story cuz Umm, haha, I would Kim 😑 I'm dead ass serious rn that beef I would have with her and Omi would be bigger than Omi's forehead 😠

[savagesbonergarage]

Nightsister OC pics and backstory ❤️

So I kinda got my Nightsister oc worked out today!

Meet Eilantha!

No makeup and with makeup since I like both. :) I know her outfit is Rey’s, but it turned out to be the one I liked best after going through all of them. This was so much fun to do! I’m on mobile rn so I don’t have a link, but search ‘rinmaru star wars avatar creator’ and it should be the first result.

The nightbrother is also an oc called Sever. He’s more bulky in my head and his tattoos are different and more brown than black, but whatevs. Also he looks more like a teenager here, which is NOT the vibe, lads. Mans is in his late 20's-early 30's. 👍

I know I’m sorta biased and all since she’s mine, but I’m in love with her? I’m not a huge fan of the Nightsisters and their misandry and general terrible-ness, but this girl is the exception. 💕 Learn more about her under the cut if you’d like. :)

She was born in 46BBY, making her around 27 in the final year of the clone wars. From the time she was a youngling it was clear that she had a natural affinity for magicks and spellcasting, which allowed her to participate in more advanced rituals and rites from an early age. This inevitably caused some contention among the sisters in her age group that felt this privilege was wasted on her, and therefore she had few friends during her time within the coven. She didn’t really mind, as she preferred to spend her days on her own anyway, learning as much as she could about whatever she fancied (usually spells that piqued her interest whose texts she discreetly snuck from within the cavern).

When she wasn’t studying, she loved music - writing, playing, and singing. It wasn’t anything like the typical malicious sounds of tribal chanting and drums you’d hear from within the grotto; not that she didn’t appreciate that also as she practiced it well, but her heart leaned toward a softer, more soothing genre of arias and melodies, bordering on lullabies based on her wanderlust, and, though she’d never admit it, her loneliness.

As she reached adulthood, she underwent the trials for her dark baptism as all Sisters did, which consisted of returning from a challenging hunt to add a token from her kill to the Water Of Life, and receiving her ichor tattoos that signified her coming-of-age before being ritualistically bathed in the ominous liquid which sanctioned her as an active member of the Nightsisters.

After this, I have two different routes (or however many, depending on who I’m shipping her with at the moment 😅 bc I ship her with everyone, no lie) that I like to take with her story. The first is expanded upon in the fic by @fallenrepublick here (still my favorite thing!) where she starts sneaking away into the nightbrother village and befriends Savage and Feral before they go through Asajj’s selection trails. This is the nicer, less-traumatic arc.

This next one gets really, really dark. I'm not going to post it all here bc honestly this post doesn't need all that angst, so I'll save that for later. Essentially, I like to think that Eilantha did at one time have a nightbrother of her own (Sever) that she actually loved, rather than treated as a slave. As you can imagine it doesn't end well, but we're not gonna get into that. We'll talk about how they meet. :)

Instead of sneaking away to the village, Eilantha is pressured into conducting her own selection trails by Mother Talzin. She doesn’t inherently have any reason to object, after all, she was taught that this is was simply the way of things. Part of her even looked forward to obtaining a manservant, whose loyalty would belong to her and her alone.

Perhaps he’d be a useful asset when it came to sneaking spelltomes to and from the vaults, and maybe he’d even be the only one staying by her side while she practiced her songs. What if he’d even appreciate them? Not that he’d have much of a choice, but the thought was comforting nonetheless.

From the moment she stepped foot in the village, all she could focus on was the feeling of the uneasy and fearful gazes of the men who undoubtedly knew more of what was to come than she did. She chose her roster at random, unsure of what she should have really been looking for or what she actually wanted from a servant. Even before the fighting, she knew deep down that she didn’t want to inflict any unnecessary harm on them…but why? From what she’d overheard at home, the violence was half the fun.

It wasn’t.

She evaded and blocked every blow with ease, yet avoided retaliating and taking the offensive in any manner that would prove fatal, causing the battle to go on far longer than anticipated to the point where Brother Viscus insisted that she take the next opening for the kill. With reluctance, the blade of her weapon collided with the ribs of the next brother to reveal himself a target. She watched in horror as the light faded from his hateful, reflective eyes, and she was nearly sick. She didn’t want to do it, but it had been done, and it couldn’t be undone. His body thudded against the ground and she screamed.

“Enough!”

The battlefield went silent, and as she came to her senses she attempted to save face.

“I’ll have none of them!”

Before Brother Viscus could interject with any alternative propositions, she was gone. She ran, fleeing as far away across the rocky terrain as she could. She didn’t cry; at least not until she was certain she was alone. She felt so pathetic - Nightbrothers were meant to be disposable, yet she couldn’t handle killing one. Her shame shifted into heartbreak, and she crouched low and wept for the death of the brother she’d just caused, as well as for all those who came before him. All the needless, thankless, mindless deaths of these men whose lives may not have mattered to the Sisters, but they mattered to someone.

As night fell, she trudged along the jagged landscape and thought of what explaination she’d give to Mother Talzin upon returning home. She had run in the opposite direction of where her speeder was stationed at the base of the village, so she had plenty of time to consider on the long journey back. She casually hummed a tune to herself in some meager attempt to self-soothe, which served to distract the shadow that had been trailing her for some time. The sound of a twig snapping in the rocks behind her alerted her to the presence and she confronted him.

"Are you lost?" she asked in a derogatory tone after he revealed himself.

"I'm not."

Of course not, this was his home, after all. She couldn't say the same for herself, however, she pressed him further.

"Then why are you following me? I never asked for an escort."

The amber-skinned nightbrother looked as though he were choosing his words carefully, though if his aim was self-preservation he'd done a terrible job of it.

"I saw you crying."

Eilantha was hit with a pang of embarrassment, though she feigned otherwise as her eyes met the ground.

"Well, you can forget what you saw. Now leave me alone."

She turned away, but the brother remained there in quiet contemplation before he spoke again.

"I've never seen a Sister cry. I've never seen a Sister feel."

Something about those words struck her directly in her heart. The confirmation that she was inherently considered to be a heartless monster in the view of these villagers hurt a little more than anticipated, though she had no right to refute it. No amount of apologies would ever remedy the divide that separated the Nightsisters from the Nightbrothers, regardless of how she felt. She clenched her fist as she turned to face him again.

“I said, leave me alone. Don’t make me-”

She actually choked on her words, unable to say the rest.

Don’t make me put you in your place.

Despite her partial warning, the nightbrother stepped closer. He grabbed the edge of his already tattered tunic and tore a piece of it off, inspecting it for cleanliness before holding it out to her. Eilantha froze, uncertain of what to make of this interaction.

“You aren’t done,” he explained.

She hadn’t realized that her hot tears continued pouring down her cheeks during her retort. She accepted the cloth with some reluctance, her dainty fingers lightly brushing against his as she took it and dabbed it against her wet face. He promptly turned and started walking away, as instructed. This strange...kindness, or rather, strange act of servitude via obligation perturbed the young witch, whose thoughts were now fixated solely on the zabrak male.

“Wait, Brother,” she implored.

He paused, resuming his attention to her after hearing the endearing use of “brother” from a Sister’s lips for the first time. She continued, an unusual softness in her tone.

“What is your name?”

“It’s Sever,” he revealed, “May I ask yours, Sister?”

She repeated his name in her mind, determined never to lose it.

“Eilantha.”

He did the same, only out loud. Gods, it was an enticing sound.

"Will you be returning?"

This was a question she wasn't prepared to receive, and one that she herself didn't fully know the answer to. Her reply was engineered from a concerned sigh.

"I'm not sure. It might be problematic returning to the coven empty-handed. I may come back, I may not. I don't know what the future holds."

Sever pursed his lips slightly.

"If you do find yourself here again, will you..."

He coughed into his fist and centered himself before continuing.

"Will you consider me?"

Her eyes shot up to meet his hopeful gaze, a golden yellow in the night. She had a hunch as to what he was alluding to, but a little clarification was needed.

"Consider you...?"

He swallowed, his countenance displaying concern that perhaps he was stepping too far out-of-bounds this time, but he wanted to know all the same.

"As your mate."

Eilantha clutched the piece of fabric in her hand. This man was offering himself to her. The images of all the nightbrothers staring her down when she first arrived with fear in their faces raced through her mind, revealing the dread the men felt when they were met with her kind, and yet this one was volunteering. She wasn't sure if she should be flattered or angry, as any other Sister likely would be at a savage that dared to seek special permissions. Of course, she wasn't like that.

Imagining him as her mate, however, was certainly...something. She thought of how she would discover just how much of him was tattooed and he would learn the same of her. She could claim him right then and there if she wanted, and he would be obliged to obey. It would solve her worries about returning home if she decided on a servant after all, although, her soul was unsteady. Though she was entitled to any male she desired, she couldn't allow herself to do it. Even though this man was offering, it would weigh on her conscience knowing that even a part of him would only be with her out of fear and obligation, rather than his own free will. This nightbrother wasn't free. None of them were.

"I'll consider it," she replied genuinely.

This news seemed to please him to some extent, a tiny smirk curling at the corner of his lip.

"I'll look forward to the possibility of serving you, Sister Eilantha."

She watched as he turned a final time and disappeared further into the darkness, leaving her alone with her busied mind.

The course was set for the Nightsister temple once she finally got to her speeder, servant-less. She looked over her shoulder to see multiple pairs of glowing golden eyes quizzically prying at her in the darkness, and she smiled before taking off.

It was a long journey home, and the entire trip her mind was occupied with thoughts of the intriguing zabrak male who saw her for what she truly was. She pulled out the tattered cloth from her pocket and pressed it against her chest as the wind rushed all around her before bringing it to her lips and kissing it.

It became her greatest treasure.

That is, until she finally had the real deal in her arms months later when the separation became too much to bear, and they arranged to meet in secret during their first rendezvous of many.

Sever, my treasure.

[princess-from-another-galaxy]

hiii, i really don’t know who to go to for expressing on how i feel about lucas's scandal on here & since i saw you first on here about his scandal, i really hope you don’t mind reading on me ranting/expressing! i would appreciate it sm plsss <3

ok well firstly, i do wanna say that at first it was so hard to believe about all of these rumors, accusations or whatnot about lucas - even tho he & sm apologized about it which had me thinking that this might be true sadly :( but tbh i am having so many mixed feelings on this - confused, hurt, disappointed, sad, betrayed & many more i can't express enough!! :( </3

i've been a lumi for quite awhile now & stan him sm & i genuinely do like, adore & admire him due to his caring nature he gives to us lumis & others. lucas really do seem like a genuine person - just by interacting with him on bubble (lysn) & watching his videos & everything. he's always the type to show & give love to others & interacted with us fans so genuinely & truly. his character is just so lovely imo & after hearing his scandal, i just thought how? how is this true? that boy wouldn't even hurt a bug to be doing this? he doesn't seem like the type who would manipulate & use someone for the sake of his own pleasure. the reason i'm saying this is bc the way he interact with fans & his members, staffs etc. & their honest thoughts/opinions on him, it was all good thoughts/opinions of him. nothing negative or bad.... :/

also i do want to add & say that i do not know lucas personally nor know how he is as a person but based on my own observations from what i said above, it's really hard to even believe that lucas, who is such a soft & caring guy, would do all this to the girls :( like whuut..?

like half of me is telling me this may be true and the other half of me is saying no, this might also be fake & even if he really did do this, there has to be a reason behind it all right!? i'm really the type to believe that anyone who chooses to do such things has to have a valid reason regardless on how bad or good of a person they are. ig i'm the type to not jump into conclusions or assume right away or believe anything so easily. i always want to hear from the person directly out first & then analyze the whole situation after before coming to a final conclusion that oh, whatever they're just an a**hole. forget it but what else am i to say.. lucas apologized publicly so.. *cries*

we never really know what happened behind closed doors between lucas & those girls & knowing how strict the kpop industry is, we don’t know what orders or whatnot that kpop idols have to go thru whenever a scandal comes up

anyways, about everything.. i am truly heartbroken & devastated. also, why do i have a feeling that maybe lucas was going thru a hard time at the time & probably felt overwhelmed by everything & needed someone to comfort him?? idk for sure but let me wear his shoes..... the fact that he chose to be with these girls, who use to be a fan of him from what the scandal says, maybe he trusted them at first then things escalated into something more which probably made them all uncomfortable? IDK i do not want to come off as if i was there & knew what happened fr like I AM JUST TRYING TO PUT MYSELF IN HIS SHOES (don't come @ me pls) ;(

but then again, it's reality & that maybe all of this could be true unless they do gather more evidence & investigate further more that it's not. (which idk if it will happen..) i really do feel bad & sad for him... c-fans are wanting him out of NCT/WAYV & tbh it will never be the same without him if he does get out or leave.. it hurts to see these comments/posts that he does not belong in the group & that he deserve to rot & calling him names etc. it's painful to read it honestly.. pls stop

lastly, whatever it is that lucas is going thru rn, i hope he comes out of this dark place & take all his past experiences/mistakes & learn from it to better himself toward his future. i wish for all the good things to come to him bc i truly believe in him that he will have a better & brighter future & life ahead waiting for him. hate me or whatnot & call me stupid or delusional but i forgive lucas & his past experiences. he was just young at the time, probably lost & confused & didn't know how to control himself. i will continue to stan/support him regardless of his past that just surfaced just now. he deserves a second chance & i believe in giving ppl second chances no matter what <3 spread love, not hate. life is short to hold onto past grudges so i rather forgive & move on & forward. with love, i wish him (& ofc everyone else reading this) a stable & happy life ahead. things probably suck now but they really do get better over time. 💞

ok, that's all. thnx for reading! ❤❤❤ (brb crying, i am getting emotional all of a sudden AHHHH) :'(

Bestie, your message was so long I thought you were the one that was going to come at me lol 😅

I feel everything you said!! It's true that we don't know him, but we do have critical thinking skills, and everything the girls (and now a guy!) have been saying sound clearly fake (and many have been proven to be fake), so we have the right to be skeptical.

And personally unless an investigation proves them to be true, I don't really believe them.

Idk if you've seen the new rumor of a man claiming to be Lucas ex (saying he's bisexual and that Lucas was "proud to have lost his virginity at 13"), saying that he believes the girls. This entire story keeps becoming more and more messy, like a bad season of a tv show, and I'm not really buying any of it....

(sidenote: if he really is bisexual, I'll be really proud of him and super supportive, but if it's true it makes me so sad that he was outed like that)

Don't cry!! I'm here if you need anything!! Stay strong!! And if you need stay off the internet for your mental healths sake 💜💜

[marshmallowprotection]

I'm kind of in a crisis rn because I'm seeing a lot of people saying that no, Saeran doesn't have DID and what he does in fact have IN CANON is borderline personality disorder. And honestly, their reasonings and evidence for thinking that do make sense.

Some people say that Cheritz tried to make him have DID but ended up with something that's more like BPD because of not doing enough proper research. Though diagnosing fictional characters is always difficult because creators don't do enough research and just give a character a bunch of symptoms and call it a mental illness.

But even though these people think that in the game he has BPD, they often agree that when it comes to fan content, headcanoning him with DID is "better" and makes more interesting and maybe even more realistic content, even if his canon symptoms match BPD more.

So the thing now is, do you think it's wrong for me to write/draw (like the alters interacting) him with DID? And what do you think in the first place, do you also think he has BPD "canonically", but choose to write him with DID anyway because it can make interesting stories? Or do you think he might have DID and if yes, I'd really like to hear your reasoning for it!!

Hey, I don’t know where you read that but Su-Jin said during one of the Free Talks that he “felt like” Saeran has BPD. That’s not a canon confirmation. That’s the VA’s opinion on the character which isn’t a concrete canon answer, that’s just what he feels like. It’s a valid opinion! 

I personally have always read into it as him having DID, some folks say it’s also plausible that he has OSDD. Either way, no matter what you believe, as long as you’re not wiriting him or the others with disrepect or demonizing any of them for their mental health, then there’s not a problem with your headcanon. 

There’s no such thing as a better HC. Whatever you believe is what you believe and like I said, as long as you’re being respectful what you’re making and what you’re creating, then it’s okay. It’s a very broad spectrum. So, don’t feel bad for what you feel like you see.

There’s a lot of mixed opinions on the subject because of how certain things were handled but frankly, I’m on the side that says he has DID. The dissociation, the lapse in memory and time lost, the confusion that exists between both Suit Saeran and Ray, how they sometimes share memories and sometimes they just don’t, how they both have a role in the system to apply, and so on and so forth. It is a survival mechanism. They needed to exist, both Ray and Suit Saeran, cause of the weight of trauma that this boy has gone through—

There’s quite a bit about how those two came around, but that’s more jumping into HC on what his system may have locked like before he was yanked into Mint Eye and the situation pulled Ray out. Because, Ray will do anything to make sure they live. Saeran was too... overwhelmed and scared by the literal torture. Suit Saeran is there because he needs to be strong to protect them, and to him, that means anger is a weapon and a shield. 

There’s common themes in their role in the system that tie into certain aspects. 

They are identified as separate people, they are noted to exist together and on their own. The credits in Saeran’s AE credit Ray, Saeran, and Unknown as their own people, and that’s just further knock to that. They’re not the same person, they never were. I could go on and on and on about what makes me feel like they have DID, but honestly, it’s just my personal feelings on the matter and how I write them. 

[ghoulishhusband]

I just realized I can actually talk here. Like this is my account fuck u

Fucking uhhhhhh, hi ig lemme ramble abt my God ocs yea?

Ignore this part if you don't wanna hear (likely) unedited rambles lol it doesn't matter

CW: neglect/abuse, assholery/narcissism, manipulation, tread lightly!

read the under cut owo

Also don't steal my art I'll fucking?? Fight you????

So

I have three main gods that I wanna talk abt especially bc they've been on my mind lately.. Less get it, side notes are in (parentheses) and are bolded cause I have perception issues whoo I don't want it to jumble together is my point lol

First up is my asshole,

Giodine

they/them (preferred)

god/godself (i like pronouns that fit my characters, so I'm giving a bunch away for one night only at--)

ID : Giodine is colored with gold-ish yellow skin and ginger hair. Their eyes are a muted purple and they have tiny eyebrows. Their lips are a muted brown and are full looking, their nose is sharp and points down. They have wings for ears and is wearing a blazer with a long-sleeved, collared shirt underneath it. The background is beige with a yellow square and a dark purple square partially encompassing it. It is signed GH (for ghoulish husband), Spork, 21.

(lemme know if that helps at all! I'm sure I can do better so lemme know!)

If they look weird here it's bc I accidentally made their face too long but believe it or not this is in fact just a doodle Ik I'm so fuckin talented babes.

Anyways, they're basically the first God to ever exist on my version of earth (though even that is fickle rn, world-building is hard unless I hyper-focus on it, and haha Guess What I Haven't Been Thinking About) and they're very egotistical and selfish. As I'll probably yap about later is how they're manipulative as well, especially to another God I'll mention, and very neglectful to the other... other one.

Their partner(professionally), or fiend as they call him, is sam who for the first few eons was, unsurprisingly, absolutely terrible to him. A few tender moments are few and far in between in what could only be described as a completely rancid relationship. I'll describe giodine's side and in sam's lil ramble, I'll describe his :]

I have to explain this because it's a big part of the lore and how they can't work together, even when one of them is very much near The Void (technical death for gods) BUT basically, with Sam, giodine created purgatory. The issue here is that they basically seduced sam into doing it. Well, even if they hadn't, sam was in lesbians(happy pride month lmao) with giodine and would've done it anyway. But the ISSUE is that with the creation of purgatory came complications. See, my gods have to take time to develop into their power, and considering giodine was first and sam was around 666th.. you see the issue. Sam wasn't into his complete power yet and thus lost a giant part of it that went into purg.

See, giodine saw no problem with this (until much later, they do get a VERY SLOW BURN redemption arc cause this ain't even the worst of it), they got what they were aching for out of them and thusly had no need for..sam. They laid him in the spot where she was made (fwi it isn't inherently sexual, it can be, but literally, they just merged together-- taking bits and pieces of each other (which sam did not have enough of) and earth and light yadda, yadda I'll post the story I wrote for that later if I'm up to it) and left him there in the grass.

Again, they saw no problem with that, the deed was done, they didn't care anymore. A common issue in their qualms, sam and Giodine. They did find an issue in Sam finding an issue in the lack of aftercare, which resorted to any message going to or coming from sam going straight to his assistant and going back through them for a couple of thousand years. They found that infuriating-- how could he not face them over something so small! and for years?! it was ridiculous. After forcing a face-to-face meeting, a heated proclaim of hurt from sam, and a bitter agreement to meet up every now and again, they got what they wanted from him. Again. It was a business after all, there was no point in making it harder than it needed to be. 

Giodine doesn't necessarily like boundaries and tends to overstep sam's frequently. They also don't like his reaction to his boundaries being long jumped over, which thusly ends up in disgruntled messages being sent back and forth between them and his assistant for a month or three. It slowly gets through to them, but they tend to say some stupid shit and if they want sam to stay, they have to try and avoid mentioning how "overly sensitive" he is to something that happened eons ago.

(quick mention, there isn't like. time. here. so in all honesty, giodine probably counted earth days instead of Heaven 'days' to get that) Soon into their arrangements to meet, they seem to get on at least tolerable terms, obviously, a few meetings where neither of them feels like going apeshit and taking proper shapeless (or in sams case, he's got a newfound form for ANGER OO just for giodine 🤗) forms isn't going to fix a grudge that has yet to be apologized for by the way. But it's a start to a very long process down the road. Tolerance.

Giodine as an entity is very fickle and rude and demanding. They tend to have a short temper that no one else is allowed to have or comment on-- They were the first therefore they were the most important!

This is very obviously an issue. But it's mostly directed to purgatory. Almost all of their seething rage is pointed towards the poor entity, she's barely been alive yet and they already seem to hate her for things she doesn't know how to do. Honestly, I don't think Purg will ever fully forgive them for the unnecessary abuse of her character, but just as Sam and Giodine get on better terms, they had barely just begun fixing the hole in their relationship. As of now, Sam/Giodine don't have any minor plot points with purgatory other than the major one so I don't have a lot to say about their relationship right now. Maybe one day.

I'd go into details, seriously, but I just wanna ramble about their relationships with each other and their impact on each other's existence. Hope you don't mind a few secrets 😉

But, now, it's time for a new God, one I think most people take a liking to...

Sam (Samuel)

He/him

ID: Sam is surrounded by clouds in the light blue, fading to a darker blue sky and the yellow sun. His horns are a darker beige, which is being highlighted by the sun shining down on him, he also has pointed ears. His skin is red which is very prominent in the sun. His eyes are completely yellow, his hair, beard and mustache are also black. He has an orange scar crawling up to his Adams apple. His wings are a darker grey which is also being highlighted by the sun. His nails are painted black and his hand is holding up the black fabric barely covering his shoulders. Around the painting is a gold and red shaded frame with swirls complimenting each side and a crystal at the bottom of it. It is lightly signed GH, for ghoulish husband.

Sam, Sam, Samuel.

If you don't realize right away, Sam is basically Satan, he's the ruler of hell

Like how giodine was the first to appear on earth, as mentioned before sam was 666th for funnie reasons. Sam was made from bugs, dried blood, and sunlight which sounds pretty gross, but he's far from it. He's a silly, yet neat, guy. He wears Hawaiian shirts and khakis (not around giodine lmao) for cryin' out loud! how bad of a person can he be? Apparently to giodine (for a while obviously) he was the most retched entity to exist. This very much hurt him considering the amount of fake care they showed him before. With a mixture of confusing feelings (which wasn't supposed to be a thing but Univerce went "lmao you'll be fine" and left... short explanation, Univerce is the Universe and is the entity who simply builds these planets and gods that'll appear there and leave them to their own devices, xyr not extremely important in this story. Nor would they care.) and feeling used, he decided that no he wasn't going to take that.

If there is one thing Sam knows how to do is to self preserve himself, even if that means getting passive-aggressive notes sent to him every once in a while. While this period, Sam was surprisingly the least productive (unfortunately giodine knew this and eventually mentioned it in one of their meetings which made him hide away cause like hell giodine was going to be critical of /him/) but he managed. It wasn't terrible, but unfortunately, Sam being able to talk it out with someone who does practically the same work as he does and gets newer, more helpful ideas was better in the long run.

Unsurprisingly, Sam was the first to initiate the healing of his and giodine's relationship but it wasn't reciprocated. Who would've figured, aye? Giodine kept pushing it back onto him and ignoring any progress that could've been made before. Which was frustrating.

The painting above was 'painted' by giodine, which is sorta where their relationship gets somewhat on an understanding of each other. Giodine gets to take a deep long look into who Sam is and tries to express it but it never fit him, it makes them realize that they never really-- truly got to know him. And all it does for Sam is make him even more confused about his place in giodine’s mind. He figured it's another fluke to get him to do something, so he ends up distancing himself when they start actually reciprocating his friendship advancements.

Suddenly, like a flash, Sam was forced to stay with giodine which is where the majority. I'll explain.

Sam...isn't actually the ruler of hell. Anymore, anyways depending on the timeline. His and purgatory's relationship has always been complicated, she always avoided him, and when they talked she always seemed scared of him. So in the end, they've never been close. Distant. Sam always wanted to talk to her, he made her, but if she didn't want to talk to him he wouldn't force it. But imagine his surprise as Purg singlehandedly took over hell in a hazed frenzy.

And not only that, had a personal vendetta against him!

Well, that would be the only explanation to Sam considering how he ended up broken and barely 'alive' at the hands of her. Horns broken and in tatters, pain and almost obliterated it felt like a hate crime. He didn't know what to do when he made it to the office, Purgatory was creating chaos outside his door and barely being able to breathe he felt like it was the end. So he called giodine. 

Purgatory

She/her

ID: Purgatory is surrounded by flowers that are dark grey and white. The light fades down into a dark green. The light shines down on top of her straight, white hair that has yellow flowers tucked into it.  Her skin is a dark brown and has a orange-ish yellow scar on her shoulder trailing up to her neck. Her skin is also highlighted by the sun. In one of her eyes, her sclera is black with an orangey, glowing iris. As for the other eye it it has a white sclera and the same, glowing orange iris. She has wings for ears, one dark grey and one white along with beige horns. She has a white fabric covering her chest. The frame is gold with white accents, but also has vines and moss crawling up the side. 

(may have goofed a bit and forgot to color the sclera of her other eye white but ignore that pls)

Purgatory was made by Sam and Giodine, but to her it felt like a mistake. Why make someone that you’re going to be terrible to, she believed. Giodine seemed to hate her and eventually made her section almost obsolete because she simply wasn’t able to keep up with the backlog that she wasn’t taught to deal with. Not only that, she didn’t have any help with any of it, it was almost like she was expected to just do it on her own. Until Death came along to help, but that’s not what we’re going to be talking about right now. 

And also, Purgatory is Purgatory yadda, yadda, I wont insult your intelligence.

Giodine’s thought process (other than wanting to be Real Close to Sam and once that thought filtered out, promptly ignored it) was that all the extras that don’t fit in either category of their thought of good and evil they’d go to her. (doesn’t matter cause in Sam's system it filters through ‘levels of assholery’ and depending on how bad you are you either just vibe in the upper city under rule of capitalism and possibly many under paying jobs or being actually tortured for his amusement if you’re just evil. Morally grey. Anyway, it could work p well in heaven if giodine wasn’t such a damn stickler.) But in the end, every day, less and less people ended up in purgatory, leaving her with barely any people and more verbal abuse from giodine who ‘HAS to take them or they would be more dead than they already are’. You see the pain she has to go through, right? 

~Idea section, this is probably not canon anyways so dont take it serious~ 

My thought is that another oc (BA, you may have heard of him idk) takes over simply because Purg took multiple hims from alternative timelines (which isn’t allowed but what’re they gonna do, undead a dead clown? multiple times from multiple timelines???)) because she adored him and they figured ‘well we gotta redo purgatory may as well do it like this’ and make him a demi-dead-god. i think thats a cool idea right? anyhoo

~Idea section over uwu~

Purgatory overall is a fairly timid character, she doesn’t like conflict, is easily overwhelmed, and generally keeps to herself. She doesn’t see the point in being in any drama if she’s just going to be yelled at and scolded even if it’s not about her. The only way i could describe her taking over hell is this: 

She was tired. She was angry and after feeling like nothing was in control or in her hands, she snapped. Why doesn’t she get anything or get to be ‘all powerful’ but they do? She knew if she took on Giodine she’d likely get thrown to the void, but sam? He felt fair game. Considering her fear of both of these gods, she planned and got her courage up to take him over. She had considered negotiations but in the end, she ended up going into a haze and ruining everything in sight. She was more powerful than she thought and once she started, she didn't stop until Death restrained her and Sam was already in pieces at God’s doorstep. 

The aftermath was fuzzy for her and for everyone really. Godine was planning a take back hell while actually worrying for sam, sam was planning for a retirement, and she was being consoled while trying to get in contact with sam to apologize. Giodine wouldn’t dare let her talk to him, until she just showed up in their office. She didn’t have a problem with Sam, honest, she just was going to take shit over, but it got out of control. 

Spoiler, Sam took her apology and they actually became.. somewhat closer after reaching an understanding. 

I wanna say that giodine took them being okay and sam retiring as good as sam did about purg running hell, but they didn’t. Giodine and purgatory actually barely got along in the first place, and only begun ‘working’ on their bitterness toward each other because they both had sam to encourage it. I can’t say for certain if they’ll get better, as theyre both undying and have time, but I’ll just say for now its uncertain. 

Also, Death is Purgatory’s girlfriend after all of that lmao.

And.. yeah, i hope this makes sense and that you like my drawings and ramblings about my lil story in my head, i guess this is my way to develop it without just keeping it to myself cause god forbid i keep things to myself hshsh. If you made it to the end, thank you for taking the time to read and attempting to process everything, and even if you didnt read and just looked to look at my art thank you to!!

I may post some art over on @ghoulishhusbandart cause.. it was my art account before i completely forgot about it but i might reboot it! But if you wan art NEOWWW follow me on insta (ik cringe lmaoo) by the same name as this account @ghoulishhusband​ or just click that insta link! also ignore the fact that giodine is the only one without a portrait, maybe I’ll replace it the next time i draw but im graduating on monday and my dad’s coming TOMORROW?? so i won’t have too much time to do it... but i hope you like my art anyways :]

ok!! ty!! ily!!

[yeahawvampire]

No, but really. Let's talk about that, because @itsdeadpooltime tags are so fucking on point hang on.

This is a thing that I think a lot when I'm reflecting about Spideypool and Cablepool dynamics as a whole.

The thing that gets me and I would dare say gets almost every Spideypool shipper (or people who just enjoy their dynamic as friends as well) is the wasted potential. Everyone as a whole see the possibility of a real friendship between the two, like, an ACTUAL friendship not whatever hell marvel doing with them rn. Because whether Marvel like it or not, Wade and Peter have too much in common and not just the "haha they both wear red suit lmao".

Peter and Wade are those type of people who are kinda alike and share some interests, but live entirely different worlds until one day they actually interact with eachoter and they just click letting everyone confused (including themselves).

Both of them can't literally shut up even if their own lives depends on it, have the worst sense of humor know to man (most Wade honestly) as copping mechanism and eat like a teenager without adult supervision, they also have very strong moral codes (as far different as it is) and love too much and too hard till the point of doing anything to make people who they care about well, happy, safe.

Is not a surprise the amount people that get thrilled just with an idea of them being in the same room together, let alone a comicbook/movie.

Again, there's potential.

Of course not everything is rainbow and flowers. Deadpool is a grey character, he's a mercenary, a killer, he done a lot of fucked up shit and in the end of the day Spider-Man is a hero who wears his moral code in his sleeve. It doesn't mean he hasn't doubts or he's perfect or have an entire black and white view of the world, but it means at least that doesn't matter how much he likes someone he wouldn't just turn a blind eye everytime to they do the kinda shit that Wade gets himself involved from time to time.

Wich means that working with them is complex, not a lost cause, but complex.

With that said, I finally got to my point:

In the year of our lord jesus christ, 2022

Marvel still doesn't give two shits about Wade as a character.

Marvel haven't care for years at this point.

That's it. That's the thing.

Marvel executive's love the idea of selling Deadpool but they couldn't care less about who he actually is. Is clear as day the little respect he's been given as a whole in the comics and even less when he's interacting with a well known "hero".

He's there to be a punching bag, the clown to the straight man. Not a character.

Mf couldn't even get a cohesive origin story, THEY CAN'T EVEN DECIDE THE COLOR OF HIS HAIR. Every year they shove another random thing to his character and justify as "comic logic" at best and "he just crazy 🤪🤪🤪" at worst.

And every relationship he ever had suffers from this.

It doesn't matter how much it sells Marvel has little to no interest in actually treating his relationship with Spider-Man as an actual story, honestly they've been trying to literally erase almost every good relationship Wade had with anyone at all.

(And Cable is in there too)

Talking just about Spider-Man we have: the demographic problem, the cannon problem (I'm referring the whole "Wade knows or not" about Peter's identity), Spider writers straight up hating Deadpool problem, DEADPOOL writers hating Deadpool problem.

I could go on forever.

(And honestly that's why I just straight up ignore whatever bullshit they're pulling with this two in the cannon and just pick whatever I like.)

Because I can count on my fingers the times their interactions where slightly coherent to their characters.

Peter is portrayed as an ableist, abusive piece of shit almost everytime he's with Wade and Wade, god, whatever hell they have done with him this time.

I'm not gonna go further in this topic as a whole because I'm loosing focus, but the thing is:

When Wade with Cable, he's actually a character. It's actually a relationship, a friendship.

Cable loves Wade, platonic or not. He loves him so much, I dare say Cable is the only person who actually believes in Wade no matter what. He knows he can do better, he knows he is better. Cable sees him as a person, not a monster, not a killingmachine, not a pitiful result of a tragedy. He sees him as an actual fucking human being, who has as many, many, flaws as qualities and who (despite popular belief) is actually trying sometimes.

He saw the worst and the best of Wade and loved him anyway.

He doesn't want to fix him. Wade isn't a fucking Coffee-machine. You can't just fucking take him by the throat, give a couple of inspiring speeches and then hold him in a leash just waiting him to fucked up and give you "enough reason" to go shit on him again (yeah I'm talking about you avengers, fucking pussies, at least x-man had enough coherent reasons to actually hate him). Cable knows that. He knows that If Wade is going to actually change someday he needs to pick himself up and fucking try and try and try until he succeeds.

No matter how many times he falls before he picks himself up again. Nathan is gonna be there for him (sometimes even against his own will, because they're stupid like that).

And no matter how much Wade tries to deny this fact, he knows.

He knows because he would do the same thing for him. He has done it many times.

He love him, too.

I mean, he fucking double crossed the x-man for this man.

They're ride and die intertwined by time and space.

I'm talking about soulmate shit.

And that's the hook that Cablepool have in everybody's throat, because, no matter how much we like the idea of Spider-Man and Deadpool being at least friends, the cannon is just fucking disappointing.

But, I'm gonna talk about it anyway,

Peter looks at Wade as nuisance. Wich was fun and understandable before Spider-Man/Deadpool and now is just fucking annoying.

Is was understandable Spider-Man disliking Deadpool. Because In his point of view, the guy literally thrown the him from a bridge when they first met (mind you Peter was in his civies when that happened) and then straight up started a fight with no context whatsoever, then helped a villain fuck with his mind and then appeared outta nowhere in New York coincidentally at the same time a friend of Spider-Man is killed asking his help "to be a better person"

From Spider-Man understanding, Deadpool was a mercenary/hitman who had no respect for people's lives, he reminded Peter of what he could've been, reminded him of the "worst" parts of himself.

Cuz, again Peter is no saint, he's a man who consciously decide to do the right thing everyday. It didn't came naturally to him, sometimes his moral code almost looks like it could kill him just from stress.

To be fair he had really few reasons to even exchange two words with Deadpool let alone be his friend and there was nothing wrong with that.

He kew who Deadpool was but he never actually met Wade Wilson.

But till this day he still acts the same.

It doesn't matters how hard Deadpool tries, how much he changes, how much he humiliates himself. Spider-Man still sees him as a nuisance. He's downright mean and aggressive in response to the slightly "annoying" behavior Wade takes. He acts like just being at his side is a burden. This bitch He's a-okay about being friendly with Moon Kight, shout jokes at Wolwerine, he even respects fucking Punisher.

But SOMEHOW, Deadpool is when he draws the line. (Yes, I'm aware Deadpool is the only mercenary of this list but it doesn't mean I'm any less bitter about it)

And there's where @itsdeadpooltime is so fucking right.

Shoot me in the head and call me Stacy but there's no fucking way that Peter (in the cannon) actually believes Wade can be better.

If we are being optimistic he's at least conflicted about it.

This man is so self righteous, so mean, so selfish so full of himself when he is at Deadpool's side and it makes me insane because THIS TIME

THIS TIME IS NOT EVEN WADE'S FAULT.

Like if the whole "Peter Parker assassination" was actually taken seriously and Peter's distrust and indifference against Deadpool came from that. It would make sense and literally nobody could fucking blame him.

But it's not. Peter doesn't even seem to mind as much as he should off, he literally forgave him in the most anticlimactic way possible, and they were supposed to be in "good terms" even before the comic ended.

But till this day if Deadpool needs him he ignores and says Deadpool is trouble (but when HE needs him Wade does everything to help), if they work together he seem most annoyed thant anything even when Wade has literally done nothing.

Wade does a joke and this mf acts like he's fucking Squidward from SpongeBob makes me want to throw hands, like YOU ARE LITERALLY LIKE THAT BUT PG VERSION YOU LITTLE SHIT

And heaven knows how Wade can drop the ball, how he can fuck shit over in different ways and throw himself in dangerous situations dragging anyone who's next in the moment with him.

But this time. This time in his relationship with Peter he made a fucking monumental effort to do everything right, he's still making a monumental effort to do everything right (I can be wrong I'm not following the cannon).

But Peter just like the avengers waits to Wade do one thing he disapproves and fucking lash out on him as if he's the worst person in the world. when he's not even the worst person Peter befriended.

Peter, at least in the Spider-Man/Deadpool run treat's Wade as a fucking broke coffee machine or a wild animal he's "forced" to take care.

And Wade, god, Wade-

They fucking massacred my boy.

He went from not really giving a shit about Spider-Man ( I'm still so confused about this whole hero worshipping that came from literally nowhere). He "respected" him as an hero, but most times they interacted he seemed more amused (and slightly annoyed at him) than anything. Like "Yeah he's seems cool hero and all, but also kind of an asshole" vibe.

But now? They're relying so heavily in the fanboy bit that's becoming embarrassing at this point. Because it was cute as first, it really was and seemed an okay set up to a friendship. If Marvel let them have a fucking friendship in the first place.

Because in the end is just a one-sided relationship and having the queer morally gray character being obsessed to the straight good one really gives me a bad taste in the mouth (I don't even need to explain why).

In the end of the day Marvel likes to treat Wade like shit, and the amount of writers that make every character they can abuse and mistreat him as a joke is disgusting. They even fucking killed Cable to end his relationship with Wade and I don't even want talk about Ellie because this legit makes me mad enough to cry about it.

So yeah, fuck Marvel. Love Wade. Read Cablepool comics and Spideypool fan content to achieve happiness.

one of biggest problems and pet peeves about how some people portrays Spideypool is that the majority of time they made Wade's entire world revolves around Peter.

He has no other friends, no other things to do, sometimes he has some job to do but generally is not even touched upon by the author, everything and anything he does in the story he needs to think about Peter first, or ends up being about Peter somehow.

And I know Deadpool's a simp, but c'mon now.

There's also the whole problem about Deadpool being too friendly or just don't react or protest when Peter is mean to him which i blame Spiderman/Deadpool and Ryan Reynalds about it.

Like he's generally really chill if he has nothing against the person he's interacting but outside Spider-Man/Deadpool, The Movie and some really bad new writing he doesn't really let people walk over him that easily, specially if he's in a bad mood