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The best girl is back🥹🩷
#final fantasy 7 rebirth spoilers#ff7 rebirth spoilers#ff7 rebirth#final fantasy 7 rebirth#ff7 cissnei#I'm so happy she's back!😭#Rebirth bringing back my favourite characters🥹#first Elena and now Cissnei#I love her so much you have no idea
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You know who they did the dirtiest in Arcane? Apart from Vander that is.
The answer is Mel. My baby girl lost her two boyfriends and I'm tired of pretending like I'm okay about it.
She gave everything to their dream.
"She wanted to use them." YES! At first! At first she thought they were a great investment. Then she came to love them with more sincerity and more care than many other relationships in the show. Sure some of the toxic things she'd learnt from her home tended to seep into the relationship, but she did everything she could to prune that away.
She loved them. She poured everything into their dream. Everything into helping Jayce get rid of Heimerdinger when he wanted to ban the research that could help Viktor, everything to help them both vote for peace and make the council decision unanimous. Everything to get back to them, after getting kidnapped! 🥺 After going through every version of hell, she immediately gravitated to where she would find them, 😭 find the only loves that had ever accepted her without necessarily demanding anything in return.
And Riot just took that away. And I'm tired of acting like I'm okay with it.
I'm tired of everyone saying Mel deserves better than Jayce and Viktor, tired of people shipping her with people she's never met (especially when the aim is just to give her someone who is not Jayce or Viktor), I'm tired of the strong independent black woman stereotype following Mel around when it's the LAST thing that she wants when she only just learnt to be soft with Jayce and open with her heart once again. I am tired of people calling her a manipulator as if her character arc ended there, as if she did not unlearn toxic love and traded it for the gentle bond she then had with her two favourite scientists.
I'm tired of people not acknowledging that she had to leave Piltover, not just because the Medarda family needed her, but also because her boys were gone. The family she had finally made for herself, the family she was willing to abandon her family name for. They're gone and I don't think Riot will ever be kind enough to give them back to her.
Everyone else, even Ekko sort of has a family to fall back to. Mel has successfully lost everyone. The fact that Lest is the closest person to Mel left says way too much about how awful this whole situation is.
And I am TIRED, I am so sick and TIRED, of people acting like she did not love Jayce and Viktor. I am so sick and tired of people acting like Jayce did not love her. It probably hurt him too to leave her behind.
The tragedy of them is that Jayce knew Mel still had the chance to refind her feet, but Viktor had only ever had Jayce, and Jayce would NEVER leave Viktor alone. And it hurts that Mel probably wished she could have gone with them, because now she has to start everything from scratch and barely anyone in the fandom acknowledges that side of her pain and I HATE IT!
(Jayce might have been created for Viktor in League Lore, but Mel was created for Jayce. 🥺😭 Mel was created to love Jayce and they took her baby away.) #HappyHare(Mel)WhereHaveYouBuriedAllYourChildren?TellMeSoISay😭
#meljayvik#meljay#jayvik#because I'm so happy for#jayce x viktor#but they did my girl Mel so dirty#literally kicked her out of the polycule#and right after they made it clear that she also cared about Viktor 😭#her reaching out for him in the cocoon#her fighting hard to protect their hextech dream to stop it from becoming weapons#and all she wanted was a hug from Jayce but by the time she saw him again...he was too traumatised#if they don't give Mel back her boys in the next season then her new love interest better be so damn green#that she'll think she got lost in a forest!#cause it is so irritating seeing y'all drag her name through the mud#because she's a nepo baby that never knew love#and finally recieved the softest version of it#just for it to get snatched away#I am NOT okay#mel medarda#mel#mel arcane#arcane mel#No#this is not dismissing Ambessa#but her tough love was not great for Mel#even Mel was horrified when she realised she was turning into her mother by asking for weapons#MelJayVik makes me so ill 😭#and y'all are busy fighting over who Jayce would pick#completely ignoring this absolute tragedy!#melvik
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YUTAMAKI NATION MAKE SOME NOISE 🗣🗣🗣🗣



#yutamaki#jjk269#oooou they are SO canon#CONFESS ALREADY#I'm so happy yuta's alive and back in his own body 😭#she was worried sick about him lmfaooo
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Cora Jade - NXT Deadline 2023 (December 9, 2023)
#I'M SO HAPPY SHE'S BACK I'D MISSED HER BEYOND MEASURE! 😭😭😭#Cora Jade#Elayna Black#Brianna Coda#wweedit#corajadeedit#WWE#WWE NXT#NXT Deadline#My Gifs#Gradient Text
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Happy birthday, Saya! 💛
#saya yamabuki#yamabuki saya#bang dream girls band party#bandori#fanart#I didn't make it in time for her birthday in japan 😭😭😭#but hey better than nothing!!#i haven't been able to draw for 2 months because of exams ough it feels good to come back with this#anyways SAYA YAMABUKI THE GIRL OF ALL TIME IT IS HER DAY‼️‼️‼️#drew her in her dear friend's song outfit because it's my favorite bandori card ever and i'm so attached to that event (got 77th place)#i hope all of you wished her happy birthday she is so so important to me#sanesartworks
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redraw of an umineko piece from 2019 (original under the cut)
this one was drawn/lined traditionally, then coloured digitally. the redraw is all digital.
#umineko#umineko no naku koro ni#when they cry#wtc#beatrice castiglioni#beatrice the golden witch#beatrice umineko#eva ushiromiya#ushiromiya eva#ushiromiya natsuhi#natsuhi ushiromiya#asumu ushiromiya#ushiromiya asumu#kyrie ushiromiya#ushiromiya kyrie#rosa ushiromiya#ushiromiya rosa#jichanart#jichan? drawing women? crazy!#been meaning to come back to this one for AGES but i kept dragging my heels and losing motivation#but i did it! and look how far i've come from the original!#i am still fond of the stylisation of the original but i like my current style much more#and an ensemble piece means i can show more diversity in facial features and expressions#certainly some spots that could be improved because my motivation waned but. overall very happy!#almost all the moms in umineko! sorry kumasawa and kinzo's wife#in my defence i don't think kinzo's wife has a canon design. she doesn't even get named 😭#no kumasawa because. she's not that interesting SORRY#and she wasn't in the original anyway so i'm not switching around the original composition to squeeze her in
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thank you everybody who crossed their fingers and toes bc aventurine AND acheron are now both safely at home:3333333333

#the amount of tickets i went through?#let's not talk abt that#i also got six sampo's#and like eight (??) pela's#(i was about to fucking kill somebody i don'T EVEN USE HERRRR LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEE LITTLE LADY)#and then tingyun and hanya and yukong (2x)#and gepard#who is cute but at the moment i was not that happy bc he was standing between me and my wife😠😠😠😠#i feel like i'm forgetting someone lmao#anyway#acheron was playing hard to get i do feel just a bit sad bc i am so low on tickets now and i kinda wanted her lc too#and idk whether i should still try to get it or not............................#my brother pulled her for me btw😭😭😭#i was losing hope but then he came into my room to talk abt his day and i was like okok . i need you to just push this button for me#AND IT ONLY TOOK TWOOOOO PULLS#😭😭😭😭😭😭#everybody say thank you mickey's little brother we love you mickey's little brother#i can't even use her rn though bc i can't get a good relic set for her lmao#I CAN USE AVENTURINE THOUUUGHHH AND HE'S SOO SOO GOOD EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE ITTTT#mmmm i should probably level up tingyun too right i've heard that she's good#i'm facing another very difficult decision now though bc................. i love jy...........................#but how many lightning charas do i need...................... if firefly is really getting a rerun at the same time........................#i might....................................... prioritize her.....................................#I HATE ITTTTT:(((((((((((((((#BUT I WANT JY TOOOO:(((((((((((((((((((#genuinely feels like i'm betraying him wahhhhhhhhh#anyway i'm in (what i hope) are my period feelings so hhhhhhhhhh#dying over and over again but dw i'll be back on my regular bs soon:333333#mayor of loserville
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it's officially my first blogiversary weekend !! 😌💛
#the actual day is tomorrow but details!!!! icb it's been a year!😭#i am so grateful that i picked up Jim after writing another char#for a decade it's been so refreshing and he absolutely brought#me the KINDEST group of mutuals and a lot of people who i'm#happy to call best and good friends i AM SO!!!!!! GRATEFUL!!#FOR ALL YOU BELOVEDS who interact with me ic and or ooc!#a lot is going on today! i gotta quickly get groceries and run#errands and then i will go pick up my totaled car? it got towed#yesterday finally but turns out she's salvageable!!!!! i'm still#gonna be getting a new car and continue to save for that but#it'll be nice to have my car back so i can at least run errands#without nagging my family omg i am so happy about it and!!#YEAH I WILL JUST RAMBLE WHEN I COME BACK LATER#mwah mwah happy weekend~#tbd
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got a signed infinity on high CD slip for Christmas if anyone cares
#text#pictures#i am physically shaking I'm so excited and happy and grateful#fob#fall out boy#ohmygod#I'm at work rn with this i gotta put it back in the cd case now#andy hurley#😿😿😭😭😭😿😿😭😭🐈☹️😭🥳🥳🐈❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈#got it signed for me personally too which is crazy#then she was like “oh yeah i can bring him to meet u if u want” and i don't want because that's scarybut i didn't know what to day#say
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the absolute goat tumblr user tara giftofjay coming back chat this is the best day in history
#I MISSED HER SO MUCH I'M SO HAPPY TO SEE HER BACK 😭😭#I really hope she's doing well!!!! 🫶🫶🫶#levi's ted talks#tara tag
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[shaking and biting] but what does it MEAN. what does it SAY what is the THEME
#akkdlflf i watched this long lecture video abt austrian national identity and the researcher said 'the austrians are quite adept at#selling the austro hungarian monarchy back to tourists incl ones from former parts of the empire... but even in the imperial nostalgia they#don't want back multilingualism or multiculturalism or any of what it actually was'#(it was a lot abt the way in which austria deals with orban's hungary in and after the 2015 refugee crisis)#ajskgldo and that just made me think about... how pointless some things feel. both in fiction and in academic research#you CAN say meaningful things about almost any topic and with almost any argument! but in some strands of history trying to 'uncover events'#with no exploration of the context and what it all MEANS and what the things we think about it mean#is the most prevalent and popular type of research :/ like there's a reason i overrely on hamann's bio of rudolf because her central thesis#is that he wasnt a crazy murderer but someone with a forward-thinking political vision that went as far as suggesting a sort of 'proto-EU'#among other things#so like. she is looking at what it all MEANS!!!#and like. my favourite todolf fanfics are also like that 😂😭 perhaps not abt politics but about suffering and power dynamics and guilt#same for original fiction. i'm never happy if a book i'm reading isnt saying something#or then again - this is more personal pickiness but. they should also be saying something NEW AND INTERESTING#a lot of the time. sometimes if you have a fave trope you can just enjoy it over and over#but idk even tropey stuff can say things#ajlsldkfkf i'm just so tired of kitsch in all its forms and also of bad science
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IT'S OFFICIAL. I'M DOING MY THESIS ON VIDEO GAMES
#idk if I can say exactly what video game I'm talking about in case the list of thesis papers is ever public & someone can find me that way#but erm I just got off the phone with T. I'm pretty happy about that. I'm so glad I get to do this. she said this is the first#dissertation about video games that she's ever supervised. I said it's an honour :o)#ALSOOOOOOOO SHE THANKED ME FOR THE PHOTOS I SENT FROM MY TRIP AND SHE SAID I'M GLAD YOU'RE BACK SAFE 😭😭😭
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lets brighten up my blog alittle ❤️🔥🏵
*a wild Rengoku appeared*



These flowers 🥺 reminded me of Rengoku so I'm happy I got them ♡
they are so pretty 😭 I love them so much!
i put them next to my small Rengoku shrine 🥰 and it's next to the window so it can get that sunshine
#I also thought of my demon slayer oc Akira! I know she would love these 😭💚#since I've got them I've been showing them so much love 🥺. Morning/night kisses and just in general little kisses throughout the day 🫶#Im talking to them and showing them so much affection ☺️#I told my mom they remind me of him and she agreed!#rengoku kyojuro#I'm happy I'm not feeling like I was last week. I'm feeling much better and back to my normal self.#can't wait to reblog alot of stuff so I can push back those depressing stuff I reblogged#but first will post this sunshine of a post ☺️🤗
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Every time I cry, my first thought is just I wish Scrabble were here 😭
#personal#I miss him SO bad and everytime I cry im just reminded of how many times id just scream sob to him about things 💀😭#he probably thought this fucking dumb bitvh again 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😔😩😔😔😔😔😔#does she ever STOP crying 💀#and I love marley but hes just like. a different vibe to me. like he doesnt understand im sad and is happy to sit there#whether I throw up scream cry or not#i felt like scrabble kinda understood. . .. he probably didn't but he never...#well no he was just a huge fucking idiot#one time I was sobbing and I'd left my window open by mistake with scrabble in my room#and I had to pause my sobbing to run out on the roof and chase him back inside 💀#which happened fairly often ...or more than I'd like to admit#he WAS ALWAYS SAFE THOUGH I PROMISE........i just remember going outside once and him staring from the roof down at me on the sidewalk#💀😔 maybe it was more like ik youre crying but despite it all I am about to wreak chaos#marley is like idk what youre doing but I'm here to sleep as close to your face as humanly possible and then get annoyed when youre too#close
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Went to a new restaurant tonight because I was craving takeout and my usual place was packed and the wait was too long so I spur of the moment checked out a new place and long story short I'm eating stir fried pig intestines and it's SOOOOOO GOOD
#I went to ask a question when looking at the menu and couldn't speak a coherent word#and the very nice girl behind the counter was like 'would you like recommendations? :)'#and I was like YES PLEASE 😭#and she was like trust me it goes crazy#and I've never had intestines before so I was like sure I trust you gimme the pork intestines#and she was like FORREAL? :D#and I was like ya let's do it!#and everyone who worked there was so nice and sweet#i'm absolutely going back next payday#and it was absolutely a do it for the bit 2025 moment#and as it mostly goes I'm so happy I did!#mine#do it for the bit 2025
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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