#I'm not feeling it

[jadzio-writing-prowess]

Sergiu making breakfast for Elisa:

It was their 2nd day together. She just came from Kolechia yesterday and now she was sleeping soundly, in Sergiu's arms. He couldn't sleep for most of the night. Just wanting to hold her tight, being scared that if he would let go, if he closed his eyes, it would turn out to be all a dream and he will be alone again.

Elisa was curled up on Sergiu's chest. He was just laying there, softly petting her hair, deep in his thoughts. A though emerges in his mind and he decides that it would be nice, to surprise her with a breakfast.

He carefully pulled her to the side. He made sure she was still sound asleep, put a small kiss on her forehead and covered her up with a blanket. He quietly got out of the bedroom and made his way into the kitchen.

There wasn't much to make breakfast with. Sergiu sighed resigned. He took some bread, margarine, lard and started to make some sandwiches.

He thought that with this scanty dish, it's not tas much of a romantic gesture, as he might have thought. It's better than they have it in Kolechia for sure, but its not the bourgeoisie, she probably hoped for. He started to doubt himself. Whether he will be able to satisfy and provide for Elisa. Whether she will be truly happy here with him. Whether their love-

He felt a pair of arms, lazily wrapping around his torso. A faint hint of lips on the back of his neck.

Elisa nested her head in the crook of his neck. “Making breakfast so early and all by yourself? Why so early and no morning cuddles…?”

Sergiu puts his work down and turns around to embrace her. “I was just so excited you are here. I couldn't rest. Wanted to make some breakfast for both of us.” He kisses her lightly on the head. “Well then…” She spins around, takes the bread and puts it in her mouth. “We can sit down and cuddle together, and you can tell me more about living here. And maybe after that, I could get you to sleep some more.” She says with a sigh and looks at the clock. It was nearing 4am. Sergiu's face gets a little red. Elisa tugs at his arms and leads them to the bedroom.

They spend the next hour just chatting about everything, until Elisa gets sleepy enough and falls asleep on Sergiu again. He embraces and spoons her. He focuses his mind on her. Doesn't let his thoughts wander. And he eventually drifts to sleep, with a small smile on his face.

[ultravioletrayz]

guys, is it bad that I don't feel comfortable writing characters x virgin!reader? like idk... something about it is a bit icky.

I can READ it, but I feel weird writing it. Especially considering the ages of the characters I write for. Like, perchance if I was writing a college au or something I'd be into it... but it just makes me feel bad making a 40 year old man take someone's virginity (this doesn't really apply to cunts like billy butcher... but you get where I'm coming from).

sorry to anyone that has any interest in me writing x virgin!reader fics

:(

[beawake]

Catching up on campaign 3 finally. And Sam jokingly telling Laura “you’re the main character”. Laura immediately being like “don’t say that! don’t say that”. But like isn’t she? Cause she feels like it. And Taliesin, way early even said that they were a party of npc’s except for Imogen.

And I’m not Imogens biggest fan, I have a lot of trouble getting very invested with many of the c3 characters, but Imogen always feeling so centerstage is definitely one of the reasons why I have trouble with her.

It’s not Laura’s fault, but it’s definitely a lot of things surrounding it, like Fearne being Ruidusborn but it rarely getting mentioned and nothing being done with it. Why make her ruidusborn then? FCG also has had to put some stuff sideways for the whole arc now that while it involves so many people, like Fearne, like Orym, just keeps being focused on Imogen and sure it’s a big part of her backstory, but it’s not only about her, and people seem to forget that at times.

And we’ve barely seen anything about Ashton, Chetney only had a small part. And I know Chetney will get more in the coming episodes, FCG probably too, but the others aren’t really.

[thegayangeldeservedbetter]

Day 26

Prompt: magic

[esaari]

my top artist for this years spotify wrapped is Bilmuri and this is all you need to know

[ishiduca]

生産できねーくらい落ち込んでたらどーすんだよ

“学生時代、気が沈んでいると友人に話したら「最近生産してる？」と聞かれ「なんでもいいからいつものプラスαで生産しな。本を読んで感想を書く、料理を作る、外食したらレビューを書く。なんでもいいから生産しな。生産は心にいいぞ」としみじみ言われた。落ち込むとよく、何か生産を、と言い聞かせる”

— さえりぐ on Twitter: “学生時代、気が沈んでいると友人に話したら「最近生産してる？」と聞かれ「なんでもいいからいつものプラスαで生産しな。本を読んで感想を書く、料理を作る、外食したらレビューを書く。なんでもいいから生産しな。生産は心にいいぞ」としみじみ言われた。落ち込むとよく、何か生産を、と言い聞かせる” (via eternityscape)

[robyn-i-guess]

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

[dionysus-complex]

funniest Kamala Harris VP picks go

[sunnylolli]

Something, something, what if it all went really wrong and they were forced to speed-run the brotherly bonding

[unsung-idiot]

don't show him modern technology; it won't end well

bonus under the cut:

[mroddmod]

soos was crying behind the camera btw

[perrieedwards]

i feel like people are skimming over the uk riots in a way that makes me want to tear my hair out. muslims in the uk are in active danger. immigrants in the uk are in active danger. refugees in the uk are in active danger. people of colour in the uk are in active danger. asian communities in the uk are in active danger. black communities in the uk are in active danger.

there are massive far right riots throughout the country right now and people like fucking elon musk and nigel farage are inciting it and still have a platform to speak. people have used three young girls deaths, people's genuine grief in southport, to try and gain traction for their own racist bullshit and it's working.

a lot of refugee charities have been forced to close leaving many people without support, homes, funding, food, etc. if you aren't able to donate please consider sending a message via the conversation over borders campaign! it will send a hopeful, welcoming letter to a refugee in the uk. there is also a guide to staying safe here.

please do your own research and donate to refugee charities, anti-islamophobia charities, mosques who are trying to rebuild after being destroyed, counter protesters, here are some i've heard positive things about but the list is extensive; southport strong together (support for the southport victims and their families), southport mosque rebuilding, riot repair fund, middlesbrough vulnerable residents, nasir mosque rebuilding, hull help for refugees, bristol welcomes migrants,

[taffywabbit]

they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled

[ducktracy]

sharing a very sage bit of advice from The Simpsons' own John Swartzwelder that i've been trying to hamper down in my writing and drawing alike. let your inner crappy little elf do his worst

[lastoneout]

Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.

Edit: If everyone could please take a minute and think about what it must feel like to be struggling and then have multiple strangers say to your face that they find the prospect of going through what you're going through so horrifying that they'd rather kill themselves and then stop leaving comments like that I would greatly appreciate it.