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Before going to the teachers' break room, Izuku stays in his office for a while, looking for his bento box and then realizing he forgot to make himself lunch.
He sighs, heading to the entrance, when he hears a tap on the window and gets startled the moment he sees Katsuki in his hero uniform, already looking very tired.
He quickly opens the window and moves aside so the pro hero can jump inside.
"What are you doing here, Kacchan? I thought you had patrol today?"
"I do, but it's my lunch break," he grumbles before handing Izuku one of the bento boxes he's carrying. "Take this. I made an extra one for you."
"Thank you, Kacchan!"
"It's not a big deal, nerd!" He protests, but he blushes when Izuku gives him a hug.
"Kacchan," the teacher immediately worries as soon as he actually looks at his friend. "You're hurt!"
"These are just scratches. Don't wo–"
"Sit on my desk so I can patch you up," Izuku cuts him off. He's not willing to take a 'No' for an answer this time, and Katsuki is probably aware of it because he does as he's told.
It's true, those are just simple scratches, but Izuku can't stop worrying about Katsuki.
"There you go!"
"Great. Now, can we fucking eat?"
"Yeah, sure!"
They eat in silence, although the young teacher notices that Katsuki keeps glancing at him every now and then.
"This is delicious, Kacchan," Izuku beams, leaning closer to the pro hero. "Can't believe you're a great cook as well."
"I'm the best at everything, nerd. You know that already," he smirks, moving closer to the teacher, until their shoulders touch. Then, sounding a bit more shy, he adds: "I'm glad you liked it, Izuku."
There's a knock at the door that annoys Katsuki immediately, but Izuku can't ignore.
"Come in!"
Aizawa rolls his eyes as soon as he sees the pro hero.
"I didn't know you were scheduled for today. Will you talk to Midoriya's students about hero work?"
"You know I'm not in the schedule," Katsuki retorts, not moving an inch away from Izuku.
"Fine!" Aizawa sighs before pinching the bridge of his nose. "Just don't get handsy. You're inside a school."
The pro hero blushes to the tip of his ears, although he does glare at his former teacher the whole time.
"Why would we get handsy?" Izuku tilts his head, confused.
"Oh. I see." Aizawa says then and looks at Katsuki with something close to pity. "Good luck with that."
"What did he mean by that?"
"Nothing. Just keep eating your lunch, nerd."
When it's time for Katsuki to leave, Izuku pulls him into a hug.
"Be careful, Kacchan."
"I always am, Izuku," the pro hero assures him before pressing his chin on top of his green curls. "I won't be here to pick you up, I have to work until the morning."
"It's okay, Kacchan. You don't have to worry about me."
Katsuki doesn't reply anything to that, but he nuzzles against the teacher's curls before letting him go and jumping through the window.
Izuku watches him go with a smile on his face.
***
At three in the morning, someone opens Izuku's apartment; they try not to make too much noise, but he's not scared, this has happened before and he knows exactly who it is.
He knows because Izuku gave the key to Katsuki himself; the very first time it happened though, the pro hero tried to get in through his window, he managed to get inside, but almost got knocked out by the teacher who mistook him for a burglar at first. Katsuki didn't get mad then, he was quite impressed actually and even admitted it was his fault for not telling Izuku he wanted to crash at his place.
After the third time, Izuku gave him a copy of his apartment's key and now Katsuki is there three or even four times a week. He claims it's more convenient for him, but the teacher is not so sure about that. Katsuki keeps some of his clothes there too, and has his own room now.
Izuku is seriously considering asking him to move in with him. Although he gets flustered just to think about it; he knows he shouldn't be so nervous though, they're friends, they can be roommates too.
Despite Katsuki being always careful, Izuku usually wakes up, although he goes back to sleep as soon as he recognizes the footsteps.
His eyes close again when he hears the shower and Izuku starts falling back asleep until Katsuki walks into his room and lies on the bed right next to him.
Feeling the pro hero's arm around his waist is very effective to wake him up completely.
"Kacchan?"
"Didn't mean to wake you up, nerd."
"That's not it," Izuku sighs, glad it's dark and he has his back on Katsuki so the pro hero doesn't notice the blush on his cheeks. "You have your own bed!"
"Yours is more comfortable." The blond hero mumbles, in a tone Izuku knows very well; he doesn't plan to move anytime soon and he doesn't want to talk about it again.
Izuku takes a deep breath and decides to sleep a little bit longer; he doesn't mind having Katsuki sleeping next to him, the problem is that he probably likes it more than he should.
And the pro hero doesn't help by nuzzling against his curls every five seconds or tightening his grip around him.
Izuku wakes up first, but it takes him a very long time to pry Katsuki's arms off him; it was a very difficult task considering he had to do it without making too much noise.
He makes pancakes because it's easy and Katsuki can heat them up and add anything he wants to later.
Despite his best efforts, Katsuki wakes up; they have a quiet breakfast together before Izuku rushes towards the bathroom to get ready for school.
"I'll drive you."
"You should go back to sleep."
"I'll do it after I take you to the UA," Katsuki insists and Izuku knows that nothing he says will make him change his mind.
On the way to the UA, Izuku decides to talk to the pro hero about what he's been considering for a while now.
"If it's truly more convenient for you, you can move in with me, Kacchan."
He's glad there's a red light because the blond turns his head to look at him in that moment.
"Are you serious?"
Even if Izuku wasn't before, he is now after looking at the hopeful glimmer in Katsuki's red eyes.
"Yes."
"No take backs?"
"No take backs, I promise," Izuku says, smiling at his friend.
"I'll get all my stuff today."
"Kacchan, you should sleep first."
"Don't worry about it, nerd. I'll buy coffee on my way to my apartment."
Izuku doesn't argue with him because he's sure there's no point. Honestly, he's not sure why Katsuki is so excited about it, he's been to his place a couple of times, and Izuku knows for a fact that it's way better than Izuku's.
"I'll pick you up, Izuku."
"Kacchan, I can perfectly-"
"Shut up, nerd. I'll see you in a few hours."
***
They get used to living with each other quite well actually, although it's not that surprising considering they basically did that already.
Katsuki does most of the cooking while Izuku cleans and patches the pro hero up every now and then.
His friend wanted to pay the whole rent himself, but after a long discussion with Izuku, agreed to just give him half of it.
They surprisingly make it work quite well; Katsuki finally goes to his own room at night, although Izuku wakes up in the mornings with a very exhausted pro hero wrapped around him every now and then.
Even though Katsuki has not mentioned this change to anyone, his fans have noticed that he's more patient now during interviews, he agrees to give his autographs more often and is not that grumpy around civilians anymore.
Izuku's students have noticed something's different too, especially because they have caught pro hero Dynamight in the school more often, even though he's not in the schedule for that day.
They try not to seem too curious about the situation because they know their teacher won't tell them anything directly, but they have started to ask weird questions.
They've been trying to figure out if Izuku is in a relationship with someone by asking if he's coming alone to the Halloween party or if he plans to bring someone on Christmas. He has noticed they look at Izuku's bento boxes in an odd way, and one of them tries to find out if he makes his lunch himself. Of course, Katsuki makes them, but when Izuku finally says that a friend gives them to him, they start acting even more weird.
Until one day, Izuku finally tells them that he's single, and even after that, they look like they don't believe him.
And that's when he finds the pictures online; there are many of them with Katsuki with an arm around his shoulders or waist, going out or inside many places; they both have gotten into the habit of going to a cafe or a nice restaurant at least once a week, mostly to celebrate their accomplishments.
The comments under every single one of those posts are mostly the same: everyone believes they're dating and that Dynamight is head over heels for the UA teacher. They even call him a simp. Izuku doesn't quite get that word but has an idea of what it means based on how his students often use it.
That day, when Katsuki comes pick him up, he's happier than usual, he even lifts him in his arms and nuzzles against his cheek before putting him back on his feet.
All of that in front of the UA's entrance. The rumors about them dating start making a lot more sense.
"They gave me a bonus, nerd! Let's celebrate! Where do you want to go?"
Still blushing to the tip of his ears, Izuku manages to convince Katsuki to get in the car.
"Kacchan, we should be more careful. Have you seen Instagram or X lately? People think we're dating!"
"I know." Katsuki says, with a weird neutral expression on his face, his friend has never been neutral about anything in his life.
"Aren't you upset?"
"Not really. You know I don't care what other people think," he says, almost fiercely. Then, after a couple of seconds, as his hands suddenly grab the steering wheel with a bit too much force, he adds: "What about you? Does it bother you?"
It does, but mostly because it's not real and part of Izuku would like it to be, but he can't say that to Katsuki. It'd probably ruin their friendship.
"No. It's just... well, they call you my simp."
"Well, it's true."
"Kacchan! This is not funny!"
"Who said it was?" The pro hero hisses, looking finally annoyed by the situation. Then, he glances at Izuku for a moment, and his annoyance vanishes to be replaced by something close to despair. "How have you not noticed, Izuku? It's not like I've been trying to hide it!"
"What do you mean?" The teacher stammers, face growing hot with each second.
"I mean, there are quite a few pictures of me staring at your ass or thighs; that suit does look amazing on you, by the way. Or this one of me staring at your face when you're not looking. I agree with all of them, I do seem like a besotted idiot."
"Kacchan!" Izuku tries to make him stop, heart beating inside his chest faster. "D-Don't joke about something like that! I'm serious!"
"So am I!" The pro hero narrows his eyes for a second before leaning closer and cradling Izuku's face in his hands. "How can you not see that I'm hopelessly in love with you?"
Izuku starts tearing up, he considers asking Katsuki if he's sure, but then he sees it in his red eyes; it's written all over his face, and it makes him even more beautiful.
"I love you too, Kacchan."
Hope comes back to those eyes Izuku likes so much, and they shine in a way that make him smile in response.
"Let's get married, nerd."
Izuku chuckles at that, although he does turn quite red again. His heart begs him to say yes, but there's part of him that wants the two of them to wait a bit.
"Let's date for a while first."
"Fine! Have it your way!" Katsuki rolls his eyes before kissing Izuku.
They're still outside the UA, so even though Izuku is enjoying the experience quite a lot, he tells his pro hero boyfriend to go somewhere else.
"Let's have our first date."
"Later, I promise," Katsuki says in a low whisper before giving Izuku a desperate kiss on the neck. "We should go back home first."
They do not go out that day; they spend the evening and night in Izuku's bedroom, but they do make a very rushed dinner.
Izuku doesn't mind; they have the rest of their lives to do all the things they want together.
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starchaser microfic: smoke || old married couple jeggy again || @into-the-jeggyverse || wc: 690
When James comes home, he smells like smoke. And alcohol. And a mixture of other smells that any man brings with him from a bar in the middle of the night.
It doesn't drive Regulus mad. He knew what he was signing up for when he agreed to let James go alone to Frank's party, and now his husband is crossing the threshold of their home with tentative steps, trying not to get tangled up with his own feet.
“I'm home, Reggie,” James says, barely able to make out what he shouldn't have said. Because Regulus is already standing in front of the door with his arms folded across his chest. “Are you angry?” James asks, his eyes round and sparkling.
“No,” Regulus replies shortly, his jawline tense.
He doesn't waste time talking, but simply picks up his husband by the elbow, helps him take off his coat, and leads him to the bathroom. On the way, he tries to breathe as little as possible through his mouth.
“Honestly, you're all grown up and make enough money to choose a better bar,” Regulus grumbles under his breath as he sits James down on the edge of the bathtub.
“Oh, you don't understand, Reg. It's not just a bar, it's a memory,” he tilts his head back and says the last word louder than the others. “It may be the cheapest beer in town, but it tastes like honey when you share it with your good friends, you know?”
“Yeah, yeah.” Regulus replies in the manner that parents use to small children who talk nonsense. He is now more concerned with pulling off the man's shoes and old jeans from his college days.
As the years go by, James' attempts to dress like he used to during his college football team days start to look more and more ridiculous. “Maybe next time you should wear something… more familiar to you, okay?” Regulus says carefully, pulling James' football jersey off his shoulders.
“But you said yourself that I look hot in this, didn't you? Everyone dreamed of a football player boyfriend back in the day, but you hit the jackpot,” James' head falls back on his shoulder, unclear whether it's from its weight and the effects of alcohol or from an attempt at drunken flirting. His lips stretch into a wide smile, and his eyes look up at the man from beneath his heavy eyelids.
“That was twenty years ago, James.” Regulus sighs heavily and grabs at his shirt, leaving James in nothing but his underwear.
“So… you don't think I'm sexy anymore?” the smile disappears and James' lips pout in a childish manner.
Taking a step back, Regulus looks down at his man's body in front of him, puts a finger to his lips as if thinking. “Hmm…”
No doubt, he would say without hesitation that he considers the forty-year-old James to be no worse than the twenty-year-old. In some ways even better - his hair is now covered with gray just like Regulus'. Part of his face is covered with a beard that James rubs so often against his husband's delicate skin, but Regulus still loves it.
His muscles are still as visible as ever, because James doesn't allow himself to turn into a typical man on the couch with a can of beer in his hands. Even though he doesn't say it out loud, the appearance of his body is still very important to James, which is why Regulus doesn't let him forget that he loves him with or without this body. But with this body, of course, it is more pleasant.
“Maybe if you sit down in the tub and let me rub you all over, I can give you an honest opinion, okay?” Regulus says, taking James' face in his hands and lifting it up to his.
Looking into those sparkling and pleading eyes, he can't help but leave a kiss on the tip of his man's nose, but instantly regrets it - the smell of the rotten bar still permeates his skin and James should get in the water now if he wants to get another kiss in this life.
#marauders#regulus black#james potter#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#married jegulus#domestic jegulus#domestic fluff
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Im BEGGING for you to write about forcemascing a soft trans guy.. 🙏
Only cause you're begging :)
I'm so proud of you sweetheart, you finally admit that you're a boy. You took your first step. The only problem is how soft you are. No, sweetheart, I'm not mad. I'm just prepared to help you learn how to be more of a man.
I know, I know, guys can be sensitive. You're very sensitive, aren't you my good boy? Yeah you are, but you let people walk all over you, they treat you like shit. And you let them. Why do you let them?
Aww, sweetheart, I'm not blaming you. Really, I blame myself. I haven't taught you how to be a man yet. Everyone sees you as scum, they treat you like a baby, but I'm going to change that.
Be a good boy and take your clothes off for me. There we go. Such a good boy for me.
Y'know, I think it's time we start you on testosterone. Make that dick start growing, make your voice deepen, make you hairy.
You don't want to be hairy? Sweetheart there's nothing to be scared of, you'll still be smokin hot handsome. It's okay to be hairy. Do you know how many people get turned on by body hair? I'm not letting you shave anymore.
How would you feel about topping tonight? You don't know? Here, just use the strap I usually use. Mhm, roll a condom on. Good boy. Here, I'm going to lay down, put my legs over your shoulders. Now, you're going to push in, don't be scared, love, I can take it.
Aw, fuckk, good boy. Yeah baby, you're gonna fuck me nice and hard. We're going to keep doing this until you're good at it, okay?
Nice and slow, there we go. After this, we're going to go and buy you some new clothes. Mhm, we'll get you some more neutral colors, some clothes that fit you, some that are baggy, we'll even buy you some work boots.
Go a little faster. Fuck, that's good, you're doing good. Maybe we should change your hair to a more masculine look. How does that sound? We'll get you some shampoo that doesn't smell like a field of flowers. Replace that perfume with some nice cologne. Don't worry, we won't cheap out.
Faster, God, go deeper, please. Oh God, you got my submissive side coming out a bit, you're such a good boy. You're doing so well. You know what I want sweetheart? I want you to make me feel so so good.
Of course you're so good at it in those other days, but I want you to try it this way. We'll get you a new strap, we'll get you a new cock so you can fuck me. Yeah, you want that don't you? I know you do. Fuck, you want me to feel good. Don't you want to make me a submissive bitch more often? Fuck, I know you do, love, I want that too. We're going to have to practice a lot more. Fuck, fuck, fuuckk I'm going to cum baby. Keep going.
#forcemasc ask#destroyerofgirls ask#ask#cnc k!nk#force masc#forced masculinity#forced masculinization#forcemasc#t4t nsft#destroyerofgirls
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Today is Friday, you know what it means?!
THAMEPO DAY!!!
It's been a while I've been this hyped for a series, omg. And was OBSESSED with J&J the same but this feels different, WHAT IS HAPPENING?!
Going to the episode, I QUACKED SO LOUD RIGHT ON THE BEGINNING BECAUSE OF PO'S FACE WHEN HIS DELULU FANTASY WAS DESTROYED BY JUN🤣🤣🤣🤣
He literally goes 🥰->😐 in 2 seconds 🤣🤭
And changing the OP song here was chef's kiss. Whoever had this idea, I love you forever❤️
THAME BEING JEALOUS, HELP, WILLIAM JUST JAVSKWDBWKDHBSSK
Brain is not braining, it's not legal looking this good🙃 And I may have issues cause I was seeing him MAD MAD and I giggled 🤭 BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME?! LOOK AT HIM🤡
Also, I love Jun, but I also don't and want to punch him, but Nut is so cute so I melt. In conclusion, I probably love Nut and want to punch Jun and that's what's causing my confusion 🤣
Then we get to the Pepper and Thame talk scene. I'M SO GLAD THEY HAVE VOICE OF WISDOM AT THAT MOMENT BECAUSE, MY LOVE, THAME, YOU'RE A DOOR!!! My baby going "I don't know, I don't think so" when Pep asked if he likes Po, me and Pep had the same face 😐😐 But actually this makes everything more cute, cause he is doing it innocently, falling in love without even trying and not even realizing it which makes it all so pure 😭 I can't do this anymore 😭 The way he gets genuinely worried if he was doing bad to Po and hurting him when he just wanted to make Po feel good, I can't, it's too sweet, I wanna punch him (I'm weird okay? I want to punch what I find cute, I'm sorry 😭). I love how Pep drives that conversation cause he already noticed/knows Thame likes Po, but Thame needs to find out himself so he just guides Thame, and don't sugarcoat when Thame asks if he is hurting Po cause it's true, if Thame didn't liked Po, what he is doing would be extremely cruel so I love that Pep makes it clear, but also points out that Thame never liked anyone that's why he doesn't know how he feels and encourages him to find out, oh, the friendship 😭 I love Pep😭
And the fact that Thame never liked anyone, I think it may answer some questions I've seen around here, if Thame knows his sexuality. I think he never gave it a thought. He was a trainee since too young and debut young, got extremely busy and with all that "Mars didn't sell. You're the leader, do something" makes it even worse for him so, he simply let this relationship and sexuality thought for later. He wasn't going to be able to date anytime soon anyway (Oh how I hate this side of the idol industry...) and, he will only IN FACT get into this "Can't date" thing only now cause he has someone to fight for, that's probably the part that's gonna hurt me the most so, me scared 😭
And then, the last scene:
Ending the episode like this... ITS CRUELTY!!! LOOK AT HIS SMILE😭😭😭 This lil smile that William has get me so so weak, I'm not okay with this, it's too easy😃🤡 But the same way that this scene warm my heart (Cause Thame finally realized he actually likes Po), that preview... It breaks my heart cause WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEP WILL "GO AWAY"???!! AND JUN WILL MESS UP AGAIN KANDKWBSJAGSUABA It's just one slap, baby, I promise it won't hurt. I'm tiny and skinny 😃😃
But once again, my Friday yapping session is complete. I love this series so much, I love everything about it. Maybe it hits harder cause I also like kpop and know how fucked up the behind of the groups can be, and this series shows a lot of this somehow. Maybe because I love Lego and got the chance to get more into Lykn because of the series. Maybe because I fell in love with William and Hong... All this added up just making me love every lil thing about this series, ah😭
#thamepo#thamepo the series#heart skips a beat#williamest#william jakrapatr#est supha#lykn#bl series#thamepo ep 5#I'M IN LOVE
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I'm going fucking insane I need my wife back.
Scott if you see this come home. That goes to all of you. Lynn, Link, Murdoc, Luke, Sisyphus, Abel, Lucas, Todd, everybody. We miss you guys so much. There's some new assholes in our brain that need to be made fun of. There's gay shit to be done. BEGGING and PLEADING I love you so much just come back, literally none of us are even mad, we just miss you too much and honestly one of the newer crazy bitches might try to find you if you don't reach out first to at least tell us to fuck off, or maybe that you got a lot of progress in Terraria, or that you had fun going on dates, or, like, literally anything. Begging and pleading holy shit I love you please come home
- Wallace P. Wells 🍹 ( And Kobus but you don't know me LMAO 🦓 )
@garlic-breaddd pspspspsppspsps babe I know you deleted your discord and everything but you may or may not forget that you're literally my favorite person. And Hayter won't stop whining and Neil does literally nothing all day, you need to come back and make video game references so he'll go back to staring at the TV for hours playing LoZ. He's obsessed with Wobbledogs now it's terrible you have to save us /lht
#wallace.txt#vent#pspspsps#come home#scott pilgrim#get off of your bed and stop playing Skyrim it's been 94 days#please i'm begging#I'm not even mad i just want to know if you're okay#gayass#kobus.txt
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alright everybody can we please stop tagging me/talking about me in the notes of pro keefe/sokeefe posts. i know strieefe has made it so that it's really funny to talk about how much i love him and how much i'm in denial when i say negative things about him under those posts (and that's all in good fun and not the problem), but we have to think about the fact that the ops are just trying to make a positive post and probably don't want a keefe hater in their notes /srs
#i'm not mad or anything like that. promise. it's just a phenomenon i've noticed that has slowly started becoming a trend#it just becomes increasingly difficult to respond in a way that stays true to my opinions while ALSO trying not to offend op#so i usually end up ignoring those mentions or reblogging with like “no comment” or something. which isn't fun for anybody#i've had this happen more than once by more than one person. this is a pro keefe/sokeefe post why are we talking about me of all people#i don't want to offend op with my inevitable anti keefe opinions. talking about keefe haters on a pro keefe post is . . . a choice#i make an effort to try to stay out of pro keefe/sokeefe spaces. trust me when i say i have seen whatever post you're tagging me in#i'm a kotlc tag stalker to the core. i have SEEN these posts don't worry. i just don't interact with them. that's all#when i see them i am definitely tempted to go on a rant about how wrong op is about sophie and keefe's dynamic and how it actually SUCKS#or how much keefe is a shitty character with a poorly written arc and atrocious six-year-old humor. i have written about this AT LENGTH#but guys. the notes of a pro keefe post is NOT the place to be summoning me of all people. what do you even want me to say#i've been @ed on posts like “i love sokeefe” “keefe sencen. you agree. reblog” “people that don't understand sokeefe just don't get it”#<- all fake examples btw. but close enough to real posts i've been summoned to#and it's like. i mean yes i COULD go on a rant about how much i thoroughly disagree. but like. it's just not polite. so i won't#atp how am i even supposed to respond to your mention? i don't even know#on top of that if i reblog a pro keefe post with an anti keefe response for all my probably mostly anti keefe followers to see----#----then they'll agree with me. that version will get reblogged and soon there might be more people on op's post that disagree with them#okay this got way more incoherent than originally intended. hopefully it got the point across. and so on#just things to think about! nothing wrong with @ing me on keefe posts just think about how you want me to respond before @ing me----#----or if i will even be able to respond in any real capacity at all#kotlc#kotlc fandom#keepblr
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i don't think i'll ever get over how people treat kids that aren't good in school as worthless no matter what. "oh it can't be that bad" my guy idk how to tell you this but the last time i went to a normal high school the principal called me into his office to brag about how he failed me in all of my classes before the semester was even finished & i should quit while i'm ahead cuz i'm too stupid ("officially" diagnosed as such by a school counselor & a psychiatrist!!) to succeed. & this is considered normal
#''poor teachers!!'' yeah well at least they can fucking quit & go work somewhere else#''okay but times are different than when you went to school in the 1970's'' this was 2016 my guy. shut the fuck up#''well maybe you were a violent & severely misbehaving kid!'' i wasn't. i have ADHD & severe anxiety disorder & depression#my biggest crime was being too exhausted & dopamine deprived to do my homework#my dad talks about how he was treated in school & i'm like damn dude i went through the same exact shit#how is it that a majority of teachers & principals are still abusive power-tripping pieces of shit 60 years later#why haven't things changed#well actually the answer is simple & it's because they want disabled people to disappear#& if abled students that simply disagree with the way things are done get caught in the crossfire then that is acceptable#because anyone not fit to make billionaires a billion more dollars should just die!#anyways here are my original tags from that gravity falls post i just reblogged:#I know this is supposed to be an appreciation post but like. ''for being the ''dumb one'' he's surprisingly rational.'' seriously??#as ''the dumb'' but ''surprisingly rational'' one of my family this is THEE biggest misunderstanding & it drives me up the fucking wall#just because a person struggles in one area doesn't mean they're stupid & should be an irrational dumb dumb idiot baby holy fuckkk#sorry to OP but even when people try to ''appreciate'' stuff like this they can't help but throw in insults#simply because they genuinely believe that ''even though you're stupid you SURPRISINGLY act competent sometimes'' is a compliment#I'm less mad about this & more sad that this kind of shit is still so prevalent in 2024#both Stanley & Stanford are smart & competent & rational#they just show it in different ways & exceed in different (sometimes overlapping) subjects#this is normal for human beings but the big societal scam is that if you don't do it in the way Ford does then you're stupid & a failure#& being surprised that Stan is also smart & competent in his own ways is the biggest sing that you fucking fell for it dude#btw before i get @ ed for this. i WAS that kid#i was so much that kid the school actually diagnosed me with stupid & spiteful & i was told to quit while i was ahead (they failed me befor#obviously this is very personal for me but also i don't think people realize the language they use is on purpose & it's used specifically t#& it's still happening right now & that just. makes me wanna cry honestly#like why are people still surprised that people can specialize in something despite bad grades in school#you know. the thing we all know is literally rigged to either put you in jail or in a factory to make billionaires more money.#man sorry for the rant the original spirit of the post is super correct but like fuck HS grade-centric judging of people's entire character#Stan being able to defeat Bill is just not at all surprising if you were him or knew/know someone like him#or really paid any attention at all to the show while watching it
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wow, you get bullied a ton in middle school and think you've grown immune to it, get to adulthood, and then unexpectedly find out that getting bullied actually feels ten times worse than it used to
#negativity#offered an opinion with sources in a discord discourse channel (my first mistake yeah i know) and promptly got absolutely dogpiled on#they aren't insulting me (that's against the rules) they're just collectively laughing at me and implying i'm stupid#like oh okay cool#i thought - maybe they're teens?#NOPE self-reported all over 25#cool cool cool this sucks even worse then#shoutout to one guy who basically said 'all our voices matter' and hearted my two messages though#i'll take even that tiny support tbh#i thought my position was so obviously at least understandable also#anyway my first msg was my opinion the second was me saying 'hey uh i didn't want discourse actually just wanted to offer an opinion'#and then got jeered at again for 'why'd you click on the channel then you idiot'#which like. yeah okay fair#but where else would you rather me put my opinion? fucking general??#no i knew i'd get a little clowned on i just didn't expect it to be like six different people#anyway i'm mad and hurt and this sucks#the crying lady 'you're all so stupid' meme is me rn
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I think we should bring back basic etiquette lessons such as shutting the fuck up when you’re watching a movie in a group that is not exclusively your friend group 🙂
#welcome to another Mick Airs Out Their Grievances and by god is it a VERY long one#prob best if u don't expand the tags#am I being maybe a bit meaner about this than I would be for any other movie? maybe but pac rim is one of my favorite movies of all time#so I think I get a pass on this one.#one of the groups on campus is hosting movie nights & I went to this one bc I've only ever watched pac rim on my laptop and wanted to watch#it on a larger screen. yay yippee I love this movie!#there r maybe 10-ish of us in this room and a three person friend group is sitting on the couch one of whom has seen the movie and two who#have not. okay so far so normal.#and then the movie starts and they won't! stop! fucking! commentating! the whole fucking movie!!! I don't have a problem with doing that#when I'm in just my friend group because I know that I can tell my friend to stop talking or pause the movie or whatnot but not when I'm in#a large group w people I'm not good friends with ffs#and the comments aren't even funny or anything they're all oh this is JUST like in iron widow!! oh they're SO gay and autistic!!! and#they're talking so loud about this that it completely drowns out the movie audio which has already been turned up a few times#like. be considerate!! some of us want to yknow actually listen to what's going on and not whatever bullshit you're saying#I nearly walked out three or four times before I actually wound up doing so#I may have been a bit of a bitch at the end but I don't care. I got up to leave because this was not an enjoyable environment and one of#them offered to turn the movie down if it was too loud. this caught me a bit off guard since I expected them to still be so wrapped up in#their convo and. well. I may have said 'it's not the movie that's too loud' before closing the door#this also reminds me a lot about my issues with online shipping culture and it bleeding through into how we interact with media irl#this is probably heavily influenced by my aromanticism but I'm so sick of people constantly reading romantic relationships into everything#AND placing more importance on those relationships than any other form. I don't mind romance in media. I think if done right it has great#emotional impact on a story but when a movie is running and when other people who may not want to hear it are in the room watching it too#is not the time to be loudly saying 'he's autistic!' 'they're in love!' 'she has a crush on him!'#I have my own interpretations of the movie some of which agree with what they said and some of which don't but that's beside the point of#knowing how to coexist politely in public#anyway. I think they were awful and annoying and they ruined my night out.#I think I'm just so incredibly mad about this because I love the movie and I was looking forward to watching it in a group of people who#found it cool as well while still having some modicum of politeness#I almost wish I had been meaner but that's the extreme annoyance talking I think#hater hour over love u guys bye
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#A good episode. Nice animation. It's suuuuuuch a shame things had to go downhilla right for episode 3 like... That's such an awful timing#And I'm like very evry positive I'm not making stuff up. I will let drawings quality slide since that's a matter of personal taste#But the animation is infinitely more static in ep3.#There's endless shots (that literally span for minutes. I know I've counted) where nothing happens. It's so hhhhhhhhhhhh#(Btw for anyone who forgot / wasn't there at the time: the first 3 season 5 episodes had to be ready earlier for an early screening.#That's why they had to rush to make them and the quality suffered for it in the last episode in particular.)#Sorry for being redoundant but you know how it is. I'm ss/kk-manifesto. I'll be complaining about s5ep3 till the end of Tumblr#Back to the real ep1 in question... It was so nice!!!#I take issues with the amv opening because seriously. Don't release a season if you're not ready to release a season. No one will get mad#But other than that the animation and drawings were very nice. This arc makes me a little emotional.#It's funny how you can see the anime editing staff gradually get really into chromatic aberration lol.#Like it's always been present as far as I can remember–#but it went from season 1 being used very sporadically to s5ep1 being used in every single shot lol.#It's okay tho it's not bothersome the slightest. It gives some kinf of depth to the shot I suppose.#Even funnier that Harukawa has been using it a lot in their last colour illustrations as well ahah.#Last chapter it was very noticeable both in the chapter cover and color page#Mmmmhhhh...#When Atsushi says “I know where Kamui-san is! He's in the middle of an assassination!”; isn't that a kind of plot hole?#I don't think in reality Fukuchi was killing anyone at all at that point.#And even if Ranpo says otherwise‚ looking back we can be fairly certain that Fukuchi never plotted to seriously assassinate the ada#Idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#There's some little lines from the manga I was missing this episode. The “I hate dealing with this decay member the most”.#The “Great! Anything you want! Just say ‘I want this case solved’ and I'll step right up and—”.#I know it's really nothing at all / perfectly understandable cuts...#But at the same time they really add to the overall pacing and make the story flow much more enjoyable for me (≧▽≦)#random rambles
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if it wasn't obvious, this blog is going on hiatus for a while. I don't know if it'll come back or not. I'm not deleting it, though. goodbye for a bit, jack
#to the one anon who reached out im doing fine. alright even#im taking it easy and drinking some tea now#to those of you who got mad at me for not tagging things before it got to this#no one ever mentioned it. I'm not perfect I'm gonna mess up#but no one ever mentioned tagging it until now#I'm not mad at any of you I'm just explaining why I didn't tag it#i do hope anons okay#i really truly do.#this has brought up a lot of bad and painful memories for me.#anon you know my main. if you're alright please let me know. I'm not mad i hope you're alright#I'm not mad or anything. i struggle with words and im a bit triggered#I'm trying my best#also if anyone wants to be friends you know my main
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well I just spent an hour digging through my own dnd notes and social media and also almost cried because I mentioned, in passing, something justin had said about one of his NPCs and he, completely lightheartedly, was like '?? I don't remember that at all. [I mean I'm not making it up?] I think you might be making it up 😏'
#me-- instantly stressed and near tears: I know you're joking and it's not even important but. that isn't funny. to me.#I really wish there was a term for 'gaslighting but they're not doing it on purpose'#this is distinct from simply 'being wrong' because 'that's definitely not what happened 🤨' is a key part of it#the other person trying to convince me that I'm wrong and I must be crazy-- not for manipulation purposes but because THEY forgot#and are MUCH more confident in the possibility that I'm completely full of shit than that they maybe can't remember exactly#this is an extraordinarily specific thing that nonetheless happens to me ASTONISHINGLY OFTEN.#I mean clearly often enough that I'm now hair-trigger sensitive upset about it#AND TO CLARIFY QUICKLY-- that's not what justin even did (this time) but 'well I don't remember that' is still...#OKAY WELL I DO. WHY DOESN'T ANYONE EVER BELIEVE ME.#trembling and crying searching for Receipts while explaining to my husband that it's not even that I don't think he believes me (this time)#I just. I just. I just. I'm not fucking crazy. I know you don't think I'm crazy. but I still feel like I Have to prove it.#my mom sending a package to the wrong address and then saying-- confidently and irritably-- 'you never GAVE me a unit number'#when I can scroll back up through texts to where I sent her our new address when we moved and it was complete and correct#my friend during our big stupid fight saying 'no one actually AGREED to that [dnd] plan except you and justin 😒'#going back into my audio recording to that conversation where everyone BUT him agreed#including his fucking pick-me 'yeah jay's being shitty right now' brother whose character said 'this sounds like a good plan' verbatim#like. I KNOW it's not just 'my memory vs theirs and we both assume we're right'#because SO OFTEN when this happens I have FUCKING RECEIPTS. that I'M NOT WRONG OR CRAZY.#no one ever wants to entertain the notion that I might know what I'm talking about.#I can't stress enough that I'm not mad at justin right now he was very much 'no I believe you! it's weird that I don't remember though'#which is fair! honestly! but I'm a LITTLE. sensitive. of the fact that everyone always ALWAYS automatically assumes I'm incorrect#and very often in a way that's a mark against my competence or character.#'well *I* couldn't *possibly* have gotten the address wrong so YOU must have fucked it up'#you know. it's like that. it's like that a lot.#maybe this only happens to me so much because I happen to be cursed with remembering things better than most people#or maybe I'm uniquely viewed as incompetent. who can say.#about me
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#tag talk#vent#wow okay so turns out my psychiatrist didn't ghost me she just put in the med refills without telling me#so I was waiting for her to message me back like a fucking idiot because expecting professional communication is apparently too much#I genuinely think I might cry I'm so fucking... not even mad. just incredibly let down#the autistic realization that you do in fact have to do everything yourself because you can't trust anyone to give you the support you need#you have to put in the extra work constantly just to survive because the environment is so incredibly hostile without even meaning to be#I didn't know I needed to check my prescriptions again. I didn't realize she would just add a refill without telling me.#the thought never crossed my mind. so I accepted my fate and experienced three weeks of hell#and I'm such a fucking doormat that the strongest word I could use to describe it to her was “interesting”.#I laughed and brushed it off like it was nothing because I was too afraid to say “I went through hell and you're responsible”#and I know my best option is to just suck it up and go back on the meds but I'm so fucking scared to#I'm so fucking scared of going back on. getting it in my system. and then somehow getting cut off again#scared of relying on anything but myself because I know it'll just let me down again#I genuinely felt the worst I've ever felt. not just physically. my brain was on fire.#my brain was burning and all I knew to do was endure the pain without saying anything.#because I didn't know that I should follow up. I didn't know how to navigate the system. and I suffered for it.#self advocacy is so necessary but it's so fucking difficult and scary#and I laugh and joke and pretend to be this confident easy-going careless persona when I'm really not#I'm fucking terrified of bothering people or upsetting them.#I had a whole grand speech in my head about how I would hold her accountable for this mistake#and then the moment came and all I could do was laugh it off out of fear.#and all I can do is cry about it and feel like a fucking failure#I know I should go back on the meds but I'm so fucking scared I don't want to feel like that ever again#I lost who I was. I lost my sense of self. my body stopped working in any of the ways it's supposed to#I've only just now come out of emergency power mode and I'm terrified of it happening to me again#I've been sleeping a ton recently. I'll wake up really early in the morning and then work on going back to sleep#my body is a machine and I've learned the proper input codes to make myself go to sleep#but I'm back to depression napping for 12-16 hours. entering recovery mode and trying to fix the damage I've experienced#I keep having really bad nightmares though. I know I need the sleep so I put up with it but it sucks so fucking much
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I want to sink my teeth into your shoulder as I rut into you. Feeling your tight cunt throb as the dull pain distracts you from my fingers sliding between your thighs. Rubbing your swollen clit in time with my thrusts, grinding the tip into your g-spot just because I like the way your pussy tightens and tries to suck my cock in deeper.
"don't even think about it, cunt."
You beg me to slow down or else you might slip over the edge and cum without permission, might ruin your weeks of meticulous edging. I know. I keep going anyway.
I know it's hard. I'm pounding your dripping cunt too rough, sucking bruises into your flesh between my teeth. I hump harder into you, wrapping my arm around your throat to pull you down onto me.
The image of you in my head has blurred into something else. Now you're nothing but this. This drooling, tear stained, sobbing mess. Fucked out, eyes rolling back. You're not a person anymore. You're a puppy in heat. A human fuckdoll. A living Fleshlight that squeals and drips and spasms around my cock.
Funny enough, "don't you dare fucking cum" grunted into your ear is what makes you gasp and shudder. Your body releasing weeks of built up tension and frustration. I feel it too, you gushing around my cock. You came without permission, just like I wanted you to. Didn't it feel good? Being bad, breaking your streak, losing control like a feral little animal? It's pathetic. I'm addicted to it. It's okay, you can blame your failure to control your desperate needy cunt on me.
I know, you just couldn't hold it huh? Shush now, it's alright. It was so intense huh? That's why you're quivering even as you beg and apologize over and over. You're so cute, how can I stay mad at you?
Not to worry, doll. We'll just edge you for even longer next time. It takes time to get used to these things, after all.
#edging and denial#edging kink#edging my mind away#chastity tease#locked and denied#abuse k1nk#hard k1nk#dumb puppy#dumb wh0re#dumb slvt#dumbification#dumb bunny#degrading k1nk#degrade and humiliate me#mind corruption#mind conditioning#atlas shrugs
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reading this again made me think of katuski who really just needs your kisses throughout the day. like, it's a part of his routine, and once he adds something to his strict regime, it becomes essential, and his whole day feels off without it.
so even when you're both mad at each other over some petty argument, he can't leave the house without a kiss goodbye. he'll grumble and come up to you while you're on your laptop, blatantly ignoring him.
he stands there, grinding his teeth, as he glares down at you. you look ahead, still not sparing him a glance, and blink a few times in annoyance when he stays silent for a whole 30 seconds.
"can i help you?" your voice is tight, as you roll your eyes.
"i'm leavin."
"okay?" you answer, clipped, silently and secretly cursing at yourself for pushing him away when you know what he wants (it's what you want too). you're just too stubborn, sometimes more than him.
he shifts on his feet. "i'm leaving." his voice is quiet, slightly timid, but still stiff. you know he's pouting internally.
his eyes are burning onto your face with how hard he's staring, a silent demand (plea) in his gaze and presence.
you glance up at him and feel your resolve cracking, no matter how much you want to grab the pieces and jam them back together to stand your ground.
you manage to glare at him for a solid five seconds before you look away and give in. but you're still stubborn about the way you do.
"i'm not getting up." you still keep your gaze away from him, because you know if you do, you'll want to give in even further and wrap yourself around him like a koala, like a moth to a flame.
he responds like a petulant child needing to get the last word in as he bends down, "didn't say you had to."
his eyes glance over your face and he bites his tongue to not say anything snarky to make you change your mind. his hand lightly tilts your head and he presses his lips against yours sweetly, despite the tension (that's slowly dissipating) between you two.
he gives you a sweet, long kiss, it's an apology, a reminder that he loves you, and a goodbye to keep him going for the rest of the day.
your hand comes up to rest on his that's still holding you in place, his thumb absentmindedly running light circles on your cheek. you can practically feel yourself getting lighter, looser.
when he pulls away, you can almost feel the cord of tension wanting to pull the two of you together again for another kiss, but you both fight it. he takes his time letting his hand slide away from you and the both of you stare into each others eyes for a few seconds before he clears his throat.
"i'll see you." his voice is quieter than before, barely a whisper.
you lick your lips and his eyes catch onto the motion. "be safe."
he stands up straight and nods slightly. "always."
and okay, you won't admit it but maybe, you needed the kiss just as much as him. it is a part of your routine after all.
#mha#mha x reader#mha fluff#bnha#bnha x reader#bnha fluff#bakugo#bakugo x reader#bakugo fluff#bakugo blurb#katsuki#katsuki x reader
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Look Chan I know we've all been single for a while here but I don't think you understand the concept of Valentine's Day
#like. a few years ago he sets up a whole date for stay and then friendzones everyone at once. one shot KO#and now i guess he wanted to up the ante by 'breaking up' with us and accuse us of cheating#like excuse you sir i have a life and dont even have bbl and also was watching Deadpool one and two what do you have to say to that HUH??#anyway#hi Chris how ya doin#becka was right and i did like the sequel better#i just don't have much of a taste for revenge arcs#like you're just mad the whole time and then once theyre dead then what? its the inigo montoya dilemma#Becka's probably going to kill me for saying that now that ive given deadpool a fair shot spiderman is still my favorite#he's just an actually nice guy y'know?? and funny! like nobody has beef with spiderman!!#but yeah nothing like being killed by a 14yr old who has a fixation on knife collecting and knows how to use them better than me#and yes I'm talking about the real girl and not firefist#i love her tho and she's basically a mini version of the current me#not even me at her age because i wasnt like now!me at her age no. a mini version of now!me#14yo me would have had an aneurysm at the thought of watching an R rated movie lol#which is a solid reason why I didn't watch it when it came out when I was 16-17#gasp its 1:43 perfect timing okay bai
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