#I'm not even an engineer! but come on
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new breed lore is fun but it's also frustrating because Lightning's infrastructure increasingly doesn't make any SENSE. why are they out here laying kilometers of underground cabling that goes to nowhere? (for that matter, why are they building it underground in the first place when they clearly also have overhead wires figured out??) and what's a "node"? that's not a thing! if you wanted a technobabble-y word, "transformer" or "substation" are both sufficiently cool-sounding pieces of jargon that are also actually used in power grids and wait, where are you going, come back, i have more to say about the fantasy dragon neopets electricity distribution systems—
#I'm not even an engineer! but come on#(to be clear this is joking and lighthearted)#(but also i can't help but craving a little more meat to the worldbuilding)#(I'm not demanding hard science i know it's dragons and magic i get it)#(but for a flight that's all about efficiency I'm seeing some real gaps in their infrastructure cost-benefit analysis)
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No, never. Missy! I will never stand with Doctor!
#simm!master#missy#gomez!master#tenth doctor#twelfth doctor#doctor x master#doctor who#dwedit#dw#*#not even trying to consistently color this one soz ✌️#so i was thinking abt the change in simm!master's attitude from eot (“get out of the way”) to s10 (“i will never stand with the doctor”)...#and like. what if you voluntarily saved the doctor by throwing yourself back into the time war#the war that you made yourself human to escape from the first time round#dragged back to gallifrey at the mercy of the ppl who you just opposed? (the people who engineered your insanity in the first place?)#when missy asks him to go to gallifrey with her & 12 says ''you'll be clapped irons'' yeah i'm sure it was a great deal more than that#for the deserter. for the person who they cursed as a child & still failed to bring about their salvation#for the someone who tried to kill the founder of all time lord society#and then when gallifrey is saved... does the doctor (again: whose life you saved!!! when you last saw each other) come looking for you? no#you have to get yourself out. and when you find yourself trapped & the doctor finally does appear... what does he say to you?#''so they cured your little condition and kicked you out'' !!!!#like. yeah. i think simm!master is totally in the right for not listening to a single thing 12 says past that point. lmao.
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Henry gasping for air, unable to accept how Alex was there fighting for them, for him.
Alex was there regardless of Henry leaving, of an ocean between them, regardless of their public roles and futures...
Alex knew Henry was his future, but Henry never imagined the possibility of even having one, in the first place.
I associate Henry's gaps with this quote:
"And you can't explain it, when it really happens, when you feel all the weight of the irremediable condition of human being. While feeling the body forcefully slamming against the walls of the soul. The exact moment you know you love."
(Come Anima mai - Eng translation)
Original quote from Come Anima Mai by Rossana Soldano:
E non puoi spiegarlo, quando davvero accade, quando senti addosso tutta l’irrimediabilità della condizione di essere umano. Mentre senti il corpo sbattere prepotentemente contro le pareti dell’anima. Il momento preciso in cui sai di amare.
#woke up and chose violence#I'm sorry#Henry's soul is so delicate not even an armor was going to protect how fragile he is#So Alex took him in his arms and made it his nest#A protective bubble from everthing hurtful#Where his smile is free to light up all the surroundings#Because Alex is the only person who can craft that brightness into the source of warmth for their love#Henry is the soul#Alex is the heart#Henry is the power source#Alex is the engineer#I'm done with the essay#Thank you for coming to my heartbreaking ted talk#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#firstprince#nicholas galitzine#taylor zakhar perez#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrb movie
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if i get a purgatory 3 before the year is out i'm so sorry i'm going to be INSUFFERABLE
#qsmp#local purgatory poster is going to go fucking FERAL sorry!!!!!#like obv i'll tag appropriately and i probably won't put it in the maintag#but REEEEEEEE i have deadass no joke been vodwatching the purgs this past week just organically.....#like i went back to bolas day 1 and crow day 3&4 and i'm starting on some of aimsey's vods#probs that's gonna. have me backwatching panda tho. bc. that's my team.......... and i miss them...... a lot.......#crow day 4 also helped remind me that badboyhalo is The Gringo Ever tho#the raccrow team was a blessing and also had me jumping over to the fuckin event where bad teamed w soarinng#i'mf ucking all over the place i am going through withdrawls#where is the spanglish when i need it. what is happening. im going crazy#i am this close to relearning java via trying to reverse engineer the purgatory disaster mod#you all would be FUCKED if figuring out where to even START wasn't so intimidating#bc i can absolutely 100% make a knockoff purgatory called 'burger sorry' if the fucking forge documentation stops scaring me#once i get over the barrier for entry there will be nothing stopping me#count your days. the purgatory at home could be coming for you. once it stops. scaring me. ahaha.#shut up vic#block game brainrot#long tags
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i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????
#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary#bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it#so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences.#being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much#compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself#tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments.#tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts#could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably#and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist#but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think#this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines#and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before#it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person.#this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3#we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically#p
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FFXIVSwap gift for @mythandral :>
I decided to use one of the themes, and went with 'Vacation'! I have sent Myth on a trip to Sharlayan so that he can take in the sights and discuss engineering triumphs and tribulations with like-minded folks. And maybe get a nap or two in, too :>
#ffxivswap#he is SO fun to pose I hope I did him justice + that you like!#i'm sorry i gave him neck cramps from falling asleep on a bench :(#the guy taking notes in shot 2 has been trying to solve for an engineering problem for the last MONTH#and myth has just provided the stack overflow response that works with his setup#arguing guy has a one-liner response that is incorrect#pink hair has already thought of six ways to silence him forever :)#hat guy just loves automatons and just might be waiting his turn to infodump on his latest project#on which noteguy helped! arguing guy did too because in certain arenas he's a goddamn wizard even if a bit abrasive#coming in right at the deadline this time thanks to some rl matters OTL thank you for your patience!
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younger henry cringe compilation
#thomas the tank engine#thomas and friends#ttte henry#ttte spencer#ttte edward#ttte gordon#casa tidmouth#senjart#consider this a celebration for henry coming in third place in the topdisease competition!#henrysweep2k23 forever.....!#anyways for some reason I'm obsessed with the youth of the rws trio. their story before casa tidmouth#what if henry worried about everything and constantly sweated like a sad dog when he was younger (parallel to his cgi version)#then when he got older especially after he met lady he became mentally stronger and even sharp (parallel to his rws and model versions)#food for thought in this au.... tsk tsk.......
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And you best hope, it's not pointed at you...
He knows how to stay safe while he scavange through the wasteland. It's better not to come too close at him...
Yeah I know, I draw Aster mostly as a tame version but be sure: This boy is not tame...
He just holds on firmly on the last string of reason.
#i really need more unhinged Aster...#tmnt au#tmnt#tmnt oc#tmnt oc aster#tmnt 2012 au#come on we need to take advantage of his joy to build things a bit more#even when it's murder drones#also glowing eyes ftw#tmnt 2012 donnie#tried out my old brush for it for new weight#teenage mutant ninja turtles#could we just insert the whole tf2 engineer introduction in here? thanks~#I'm happy that I saved his close ups. will be my screensaver on ma phone#chapter: master of disaster#digital art#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#tmnt fan iteration#teenage mutant ninja turtles oc#teenage mutant ninja turtles donnie#artists on tumblr#tmnt Point Zero: Restart
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no one is allowed to tell louis “GIRL GET UP 🗣️” ever again. no one is getting up after this
#girl because why do i KNOW his fleetwood mac fuckass swedish pop hairbun elton john feathers charli neon is ACTUAL venus fly trap pussy#HE'S LIKE ABUSE INTERPOLATION CENTRAL. HE'S WHERE ALL THE ABUSE TRAINS COME IN TO GO TO BED#HES THE THOMAS TANK ENGINE AND ITS RUNNING ON GASLIGHT I KNOW THIS WE ALL KNOW THIS#and then he cries on tv in an interview blooper not even sound on. and I'm like can someone check if he's okay? 🥺🔙 im scared he ok???#nobody is getting up. this isn't a love story or a horror story this is about the dangers of the white and french. get them off screen NOW#frantz tried to tell you and you didn't listen#the things he's doing to my perception are narratively diegetic but I thought I was better than this. i thought I'D escape the lamp#I'm so sorry miss Louis de Pointe du Lac de Winters I was not familiar with your mans game....#inner child family systems therapy won't help you leave mrs louis. we need to kill him#v#PV#fucking hell. fucked#iwtv
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My kingdom for a "So you say” (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#Hhhh they ;; Their ''first'' interaction!#Officially up to three cryings - not that I'm surprised I love Dex <3#My head was fully abuzz during this scene there are so so so many interesting details!#So interesting to see which ''held true'' and which were left behind - which ones became Helix while others didn't!#At this point I almost see Helix as an alternate timeline - kind of like how Defeated is a branching arm off the main body#Not terribly dissimilar but the details that are different are too interesting to let go of so just make it all canon in its own way! Hehe#Especially since Helix is largely from Max's 3rd person perspective so the way he tells it is different than Dexter haha#Very interesting what he leaves out in his retelling hehehehe ♪♫#Anyhow enough of Max he's not even here rn sheesh ♪ ZEX! And Dexter ;;#Hghhghh it's all set up so deviously <3 That fact that up to this point ZEX has been relying on Zelnick especially to give him credence#And then as soon as someone he ''knows he trusts'' comes to throw a wrench into things - Dexter has as much weight or more!#He's specifically engineered to sow doubt and confusion! Gosh what a place to grow his character from <3 <3#ZEX's pride undoes him completely it's So well written ♥ Truly a fatal flaw for VUX and the way he's picked apart aghh <3#And?? The fact that I can hear ''Max's'' voice in ZEX's syntax as soon as he doesn't have a good argument??? Hello????#I know they come from the same base but like!! How!!! Masterful 💖#As I drew it it's a bit out of order - Dexter says he can't protect Max (😭) before ZEX starts crying it all got a bit mixed in my head#I was very emotional at the time you understand haha#It's all so sad! They're so close in some ways to being or having what the other wants but both fall just short#No wonder they took what little comfort in each other they could <3 ZEX comforted by his voice and Dex comforted by caring for his body#They have so little to offer each other trapped as they are ;;#It's all so interesting and distressing!! There's so much to think about as everything falls into place!
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He's the
❤️✨️worst✨️❤️
#giggling insufferably#and his fans are just as bad#i say lovingly#i wish trains were real#ttte james#james the red engine#thomas and friends#come on worsties ❤️✨️ give it up for james!#i can't find any fucking Mediterranean couscous salad at the store i have gone THREE TIMES#i'm about to become even more annoying
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My cat just ran outside while I was taking my dog out to the bathroom, refuses to come back while calling her and shaking food at her. Actively runs in the opposite direction. And ofc someone broke the laser pointer I keep on my keys so I can't trick her back into the apartment. I'm so pissed that shit broke off, all my other crappy keychains are still attached. The laser was how I got her back last time she escaped but she'd only taken a few steps out and I was able to snatch her.
And I'm not supposed to have her so I can't even notify the apartment complex a cat is missing 😐 guess she's an outdoor cat now :/
#she chose a really bad time to run away#i already searched and tried to get her back for an hour#I'm dead to the world after 3.5 straight weeks of 12-13 hour shifts#i feel bad not caring but she made her choice. she wants to go back to being a street cat 🤷🏽♀️#she's spayed so i feel even less guilty if she doesn't come back bc shes not adding to the population problem#i'll miss her but if she doesnt want to be caught she wont be#the only reason she got picked off the street in the first place is bc she got stuck in an engine#any tips or tricks people suggest I've already tried them. shes not scared or lost. she actively does not want to come back#this cat is ridiculously food motivated and she still wouldn't come back as i shook the food bag and poured some in her bowl#if she comes back at all I'll be surprised#she's lived on the street she's not an indoor only princess cat who will realize it sucks outside. i know shes not gonna come back#I don't 'not care' really. honestly I'm furious she slipped out past me.#but atm i literally have 0 energy left. work has broken me. if she comes back hooray. if she doesn't wtf am I supposed to do#i don't have money for traps and if she doesn't want to be caught she won't#i just hope she sticks to residential areas :/#i just don't know what else to really do if I've done everything i can in my power to get her back
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having an idea for a game but it's miles above your skill level
#personal#elevator pitch: point and click 2d art-heavy narrative driven game. mc is a scientist in a closed off laboratory in a post apocalyptic worl#player plays as the mc going through a daily routine consisting of taking care of a few patients that are dying of#the zombie plant esque disease that has wiped out humanity. working towards breakthrough day. on which they should#hopefully have managed to recreate the exact circumstances in which patient zero got turned#in hopes to reverse engineer it into a cure#solving puzzles along the way to open up new locations within the labs to piece together what exactly went wrong in the first place#and like!!!!!!!! i know i could do this. realistically i know i could put a game like this together but it's just#the dev heavy stuff that is stopping me because well i am just a game artist JHDGJFDKGJDFGKFDG#all the patients are in different stages of infection and it's all affecting them differently because of different variables#only one of the patients is actually fully lucid and can be spoken to on the daily#but then on breakthrough day they end up taking their own life JUST like patient zero did exactly a year ago#and it turns out that despite showing little symptoms on the outside the plants were taking root inside of them#which has been foreshadowed through earlier gameplay with the patient feeling itchy but not being able to scratch the itch#and on breakthrough day the flowers inside of them bloomed... and it was unbearable so they used the gun that they took#a year ago from patient zero's body (their colleague) to end it all. and THAT is what ends up turning them into a plant zombie#and the player has been working towards getting into the labs where it all started to find patient zero's body and like#get access to the logs of their last few days. and after the patient in the present has passed they listen to the logs#while the credits roll. and patient zero describes very similar symptoms in the logs. and they also couldn't have been saved#ig the patients in this could be some sort of metaphor for like. how illness doesn't always come with (the same) symptoms for everyone#and how even if it's not visible on the outside someone might be struggling a lot etc etc. something in that direction#anyway hi does anyone here see my vision. do you understand what i'm going for. anyway yes i hope i can make it reality one day
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another day another thought about how literally all they needed to do to make the maud plotline make sense. before even making it Better. is to simply have her not go to anybody's house other than aurora's
#likeeee put those scenarios in public please!#idk what happens with the drexels line that's likely to be a loose thread foreverrrr i simply doubt that any of s2 will be meaningfully add#would this have made it more difficult to put together a shocking and high impact plotline. maybe idk.#but i for one like when my period dramas do things that could happen in real life and work within the bounds of their universe.......#with consistent internal logic......#when the entire foundation of society is that everybody cares about everybody else's family origins.....#there's a reason nobody did this successfully in real life!#idc if the outcome itself is telegraphed even though i think that is in fact usually jf's mo but it doesn't make Sense. even the dumbest he#like it is oozing potential and they did it in the most illogical boring unrealistic way possible without leveraging their period drama too#idk maybe a bunch of her story will be true or they'll come up with some other explanation in s3 and i will be satisfied.#but i'm pretty sure that in fact They Will Make Her Worse.#wow ok tumblr didn't stop me for character limit on most of those so this is even more incoherent than it was originally#tldr if you have to break the rules of your universe to make a plot work..... it actually Doesn't work.#in my autistic opinion.#and again nobody come into my inbox going ~but Cassie chadwick!!#because this is literally the opposite of her social engineering method#because it is something you so obviously could not get away with!!!#so actually addendum they could have had her just be completely new money and that would fix it too#I CAN FIX HER!!!!!!!!!
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the plan of going to amsterdam then manchester for sleep token in november was all fun and games until i found out (just now) that i've got weekly assessments for one of my uni modules that go towards the final grade
#it's engineering management and law smh. i didn't even want to do that#vessel would you disapprove if i pulled off a special considerations request for this.....................#i only have to wave my autism diagnosis at them and they'll panic and give me extensions#i'm perfectly happy to abuse that power#since they've put me through enough these past 2 years with all-round terrible treatment of nd people#hopefully it won't come to that though and i'll be fine to skip a few days#who needs third year engineering education anyway
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what if i said this tornado loves you ben hargreeves & the horror & jennifer gifset. what then
#*speaks#tua s4#i've had this idea since s3 and i was hoping for more horror content so i could have more scenes to work with#so i... sort of got it??#now i just gotta figure out how to work jennifer into it#but like my love i am the speed of sound i left them motherless fatherless their souls dangling inside out from their mouths but it's never#enough i want you.... carve your name across three counties ground it in with bloody hides their broken necks will line the ditch til you#stop it stop it stop it stop it stop this madness.. i want you.... i am waiting with a glaciers patience crashed every transformer with#every trailer til nothing is standing 65 miles wide still you are nowhere still you are nowhere nowhere in sight... come out to meet me you#run out to meet me come into the light... climb the boxcars to the engine through the smoke and to the sky your rails have always outrun#mine so i pick them up and crash them down in a moment close to now cause i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss how you#cried yourself to sleep when i'd rake the springtime across your sheets my love i'm an owl on the sill in the evening but morning finds you#still warm and breathing... this tornado loves you this tornado loves you this tornado loves you this tornado loves you this tornado loves#you what will make you believe me? this tornado loves you this tornado loves you this tornado loves you this tornado loves you this tornado#loves you... what will make you believe me?#you get it
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