#A protective bubble from everthing hurtful

[rockingtheorange]

Henry gasping for air, unable to accept how Alex was there fighting for them, for him.

Alex was there regardless of Henry leaving, of an ocean between them, regardless of their public roles and futures...

Alex knew Henry was his future, but Henry never imagined the possibility of even having one, in the first place.

I associate Henry's gaps with this quote:

"And you can't explain it, when it really happens, when you feel all the weight of the irremediable condition of human being. While feeling the body forcefully slamming against the walls of the soul. The exact moment you know you love."

(Come Anima mai - Eng translation)

Original quote from Come Anima Mai by Rossana Soldano:

E non puoi spiegarlo, quando davvero accade, quando senti addosso tutta l’irrimediabilità della condizione di essere umano. Mentre senti il corpo sbattere prepotentemente contro le pareti dell’anima. Il momento preciso in cui sai di amare.

[munsons-maiden]

I specifically came in to tumblr to go to your blog to look cause I knew you had watched it already.

I wish I hadn't finished the season. I wish I would've just let myself stay in a bubble of protection. My heart and head are hurting so much and every single time I stopped crying, the show would throw another punch. I kept waiting for them to say sike and they never did.

I'm so mad. I'm mad they took the easy way out. I'm mad that Eddie didn't get his name cleared and that his uncle had to spend time taking down vandalized fliers and that no one hugged my poor Dustin. I'm furious that it felt like they glossed over it aside from one fucking short convo where only one person gets to know that he's a hero.

If I wouldve had to watch Jason fucking Carver live when Eddie the King Munson died, I would've broken something.

Everthing you said.

I actually made a whole post where I collected my thoughts, I'm gonna post it later probably, but...yes. 100% agree.

I'm so fucking gutted and devastated and angry.

[fbfh]

magnus chase relationship and intimacy hcs

I genuinely found zero magnus hcs and it made me really sad

Also might not be as in character as my hoo posts cause I haven’t finished the series my library is closed don’t come for me-

As with all steamy/nsfw works, all characters are aged up to 18+

Warnings: moderate descriptions of ptsd symptoms and emotional recovery,, also like boinking and dicks obvs

1.6k words uwu

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So he absolutely definitely has ptsd 

I don’t remember norse demigods being mentioned as having adhd and dyslexia so correct me if I’m wrong lol

I mean his mom was brutally murdered, he was fucking homeless, then he was killed and taken to valhalla

So yeah

Ptsd

He’s really defensive and jumpy at physical contact for a while

But he’s also incredibly touch starved

He’s super whipped for you

So it makes him really frustrated when he wants to be affectionate and vulnerable with you but he just,,, can’t

He has a lot of emotional walls up too for obvious reasons

You have to have really clear communication with him 

Which you do,, and he appreciates it a lot

You baby step into affection and intimacy

And let him take the lead a lot

It takes a while

But after a bit he gets these bursts of affection where he’ll cuddle and make out with you for like

Five minutes or less

Then it starts to feel weird again

You try to do small stuff like hand holding or blowing him a kiss or putting your head on his shoulder to help melt that ice

And it works

It goes from feeling weird, to weird but nice, to nice but kind of weird, to nice enough to ignore the weird part

As soon as he can be,,, he is an affectionate fiend

He likes to bear hug you a lot

He keeps a hand on your cheek or jaw line or the back of your neck when you kiss a lot

He still gets a little weird about his back or stomach or neck being touched which you totally understand 

So you kiss his shoulders and collarbones and run your hands over his chest and arms a lot

Once he had a really bad dream and couldn’t sleep cause he didn’t feel safe bc

~‧₊˚; *‧.₊˚ flashbacks fucking suuuuuuck ~‧₊˚; *‧.₊˚

So you played some home renovation show and spooned him and whispered

“It’s okay, I’ve got your back”

He didn’t have anymore nightmares that night

He really likes back hugs after that, as long as he knows it’s you behind him

He gives really nice kisses

It’s like a big full kiss

Idk how else to describe it but it’s very unique to him

He’s super protective over you still in a healthy way

He’s super fuckin pansexual and you can pry that from my cold dead hands

So he has a lot of hoodies and denim jackets

And bracelet stacks and weird dad thrift store shirts

And you can get him more of these things no matter how many he has and he will love it an equal amount 

Which is a lot

He gets kind of insecure and feels bad about all his weird symptoms bc he minimizes what he’s been through a lot

It’s kind of a why can’t I just get over it and be normal feeling

You remind him a lot that it’s okay and his feelings and experiences are valid and he’s safe now

He needs to hear that a lot

Once a lot of that ice has been broken he gets really touchy really fast

You two were just like

Chilling on the couch watching a movie or something

And he nuzzles into your side to cuddle

So you lay down a little more and he rests his head on your chest

You keep watching the movie like that for a while 

He props himself up and just kind of looks at you for a minute

He can’t remember feeling this warm before he met you

And now he feels really really warm 

And tingly

You’re about to look over and ask if he’s alright when he just 

Presses his face into your neck and starts kissing you

You let out this breathy flustred little laugh he’s never heard before and he wants to make you make that sound again

He kisses up to your face and his hair is all in his eyes

So you brush it out of the way and tuck it behind his ear and his face nuzzles into your hand

He bites back a moan

You end up making out a lot

Which leads to,, other things

You don’t question it or ask where that came from

You just give him a lot of love and reassurance

Once he feels comfortable,,,, I hope you’re ready bitch

Cause you’ll be under him

And on top of him

A lot

Like a lot lot

He doesn’t have a lot of experience so he likes it when you take the lead

Big fan of showering together

I almost fucking forgot

He thinks you look hot in everthing obvs

But if you wear his boxers 

He goes apeshit

If you wear bras he likes the unlined sheer ones best on you

He also thinks you look really nice in boyshorts and cheekies

Esp the invisible microfiber ones

He likes how soft they are and how they just kind of seamlessly glide over your hips

If you play with his hair he practically starts purring

If you tug it really gently he moans

Just thought you should know that

Things get really intense in a good way with him

He gets very caught up in the heat of the moment

Has broken the bed before

And would do it again

Blitz and hearth almost walked in on you two cause they heard a loud crack and thought someone broke in

It was a very very close call

You laughed about it a lot later

He also likes things to be really soft and fluffy

So sleepy morning sex is definitely in his vocabulary

When he gets more comfortable he loves when you rest your head on his tummy and he can play with your hair and touch your shoulders

He also likes when you have your hand resting on his lower back

He finds it really grounding

Gives a lot of back hugs

Sometimes his head is resting on your head or shoulders

Sometimes he’s sucking on your neck

Just kinda depends yk

Really really likes it when you straddle him

Esp when you play with the hem of his clothes

You really really like to straddle him too

It’s a nice seat if you get what I’m sayin

Kind of wants to have shower sex with you but is also really scared of slipping and getting hurt

Settles for romantic bubble baths instead

Kind of stubbly, esp in the morning

It’s really cute

But kind of ouchie on more,,, sensitive areas

He’s usually fine staying a little stubbly, unless he’s planning to surprise you

You get a little excited when you see him shaving extra carefully

He sees you staring and just kind of looks you up and down and winks

Alksdjafskfja 

He likes having his hair longer

So do you

So you show him different ways to do little buns and stuff to keep it out of his face and stop it from getting tangled when he sleeps

Ngl you haven’t lived until you’ve seen magnus hard in his boxers kneeling over you hastily throwing up his hair so you can have some fun

That image is thankfully burned into your retinas for all eternity 

You get palpitations thinking about it

You’re the only one allowed to play with his hair or call him maggie/mags

He sometimes borrows your scrunchies and it’s really really cute

You end up with this little routine of swapping them when they stop smelling like the other person

If you don’t wear scrunchies you get him some and he thinks it’s adorable

You also steal them and swap them out when they don’t smell like him anymore

He loves having picnics outside with you

Especially to go stargazing

Yeah rooftop picnics are a thing

Plus people can’t really see what you’re doing and no one really goes up there so uh

As long as you can stay quiet you’re never bored

Sometimes when you’re stargazing his hand will just kind of gradually go from resting on your hip to wrapping his arms around you and having you lean against his chest

You sometimes raid the fridge together in the middle of the night

You took him to mcdonalds at like 2am once

It was not the last time that happened

Totally the type to love getting matching pj bottoms with you

Really loves it when you hold his hand with both of yours

It makes him feel really loved and masculine in a good healthy way and generally good

On days when he just Needs a Distraction you try any hobby or activity you can get your hands on

His favorites so far are painting each others nails, random online flash games like papa’s, finding the best climbing trees (weather permitting), and binge watching and reviewing the weirdest shows and movies you can find

Including but not limited to flava of love, josie and the pussycats in outer space, lightning point, and clone high

The movies are usually really low budget, or questionable teen romance movies like twilight, sierra burgess is a loser, the kissing booth etc. 

You still quote clone high to this day

He’s very excited for the reboot me too, magnus, me too

Doesn’t stop clowning on TJ bc of it

TJ has no fucking idea what he’s talking about 

“For the last time Magnus, I’m just named after him. I’m not a clone. I don’t know John Kennedy or Abraham Lincoln, and how could I possibly know Cleopatra??? Where are you getting this from, you understood this like a week ago-”

He really likes just kind of hugging you from behind and smooching wherever he can and swaying back and forth

Tells you he loves you a lot

Really really grateful you’re in his life

Does everything he possibly can to be the best boyfriend

Cause you deserve it

Did i mention he loves you a lot lot lot

Cause he really does

Treat him right, give him a lot of love 

He also blushes really easily shhh

[arthurflecksgirl]

Hi, chronic back pain anon again. This is the last one about it but can you write one where Arthur has to help the reader undress and bathe bc with each step her leg gives out? She takes pain meds that make her sleepy (It happened to me a few minutes ago and I was SOO embarrassed bc the person that helped me saw my body)

I am so so sorry you have to go through this. Back pain effects everthing in your life 😢 Sending love 💗 I will write it for you within the next few days 💗

UPDATE: Here it is..... I really hope you like it and I hope the pain is not as bad today  <3

The soft fabric of Arthurs brown cardigan was wrapped around your aching body like a shelter. Wearing his clothes was one of the most comforting things. Especially when you were in pain. There was something ��potective about the fabric on your skin, the fabric that has been through so much. The fabric that knew Arthurs skin and body since he was in high scool. His clothes have seen so much. They were part of his life, his past and present. Always close to his body. Just like you wanted to be.

Sometimes you wish you could be the sweater he was wearing like a second skin. Wrapping him up inside of you, to keep him warm.

But you were the one who needed to kept warm today. So he offered you his clothes, knowing how save you felt wearing them.

You carefully moved to find a better position to sleep. It seemed impossible. The light coming from the window hurt your eyes "Arthur? Darling, are you here?"

Arthur just came back from the bathroom "Of course I am, baby. Can I do something for you?"

You rubbed your eyes.

"Did the pain killers made you sleepy again?"

"Yeah... I`m so tired. I wish I could find some sleep. But the back pain wouldn`t let me rest".

Arthur handed you a cup of hot cocolate "I`m so sorry you`re in so much pain again. Its hard for me to see you suffer like that." he crawled up on the bed and gently stroked your back. "If only I could make it stop..."

"You already do so much for me, Artie. I really don`t know what I would do without your help..."

His hand moved in gentle circles. You hated your back for causing you so much pain. Feeling Arthurs loving hands stroking it carfefully and with so much love, made your eyes water.

"Don`t cry, baby. Is there anything I can do to make you feel better right now?"

Your hand touched the cardigan. And you felt the inner side of the fabric pressed against your chest "I feel so protected when I wear this" you took a sip of hot chocolate as he smiled "I bought it in a thrift store when I was in high scool. The other kids made fun of me, saying it`s old mens clothes."

"Well....they don`t know a thing. I love it and it feels so good on my skin. I can feel you when I`m wearing it."

Arthur kissed your dimple "I`m glad my old clothes are finally good for something. "

You flinched from pain as you tried to get up.

Arthur reacted immediately by supporting you.

The tiredness the pills caused made it even more difficult to get up. You sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at the man you loved so much. He just washed his hair and water was dripping from a wet strain that was sticking to his frown.

"Artie, can you help me undress? I would like to take a hot bath. Maybe it will soothe the pain a little bit."

"Of course" he nodded and you watched his fingers gracefully open the buttons of his own cardigan, as your chest was exposed he placed a soft kiss upon it and asked you to lift your arms so he could help you undress. Every move you did was painful but having Arthur on your side, feeling his loving hands helping you get through this was a true blessing.

First the right arm. Then the left. Everytime you felt Arthurs skin touching yours  you knew you weren`t alone in this world.

He couldnt take the back pain away from you, but you never had to face anything alone. He was there, right on your side and he would never leave.

Your pain was his pain. So as his was your own. There was nothing you couldnt talk to him about. You were on open book and he read between the lines.

"Can you help me with the pants,too?" you wore your own PJ pants. Arthur  stood up to carefully lift your leg and pulled on the pants "Is that okay? Am I hurting you?"

"Its okay, Artie. Thank you so much".

"Can you stand up?"

You nodded and tried to stand up but your legs gave out.

Arthur supported you and held you close to his chest "Oh Y/N, sweetheart. I`m sorry this is happening again. Sit down, I will help you with the rest".

You sat down on the edge of the bed again as Arthurs fingers reached for the waistband of your panties and slowly pulled it down your legs. They didnt felt right. Your whole body didnt felt right. The only thing that was right was Arthurs hands helping you.

He pulled the panties down your knees and looked at you like you`re the most beautiful woman in the world. "I love you" he whispered "You know that, right?"

"I know. And I feel it" you whispered back .

You liftet your feet a little bit so he could put the panties away. You were compleately naked now. Arthur kissed you thoughtfully on the lips. His wet hair strains crossed your cheek. You loved the smell of his shampoo. But even more you loved the smell of him.

"I will carry you to the bathroom, okay? Just let me fill the bathtub first. I´ll be right back."

Arthur disappeared in the bathroom and you heard him turning on the water. You tried to stand up but your legs wouldnt let you. This was so frustrating. You just waited for him to come back and get you.

You took a look around. This place was home to you. You couldnt even imagin that anything bad used to happen here in his childhood. To you this place was filled with love and warmth. But deep down you knew it wasnt this place, it wasnt this room or the things in it. It was him radiating all this light. It was him giving the room its warmth and comfort. He has been through so much horror and he was still shining his healing light upon you.

Arhur came back and liftet you up to take you in his arms to carry you all the way into the bathtub.

The hot water embraced your aching body like a blanket.

"Should I put some music on for you?"

He asked as he took the sponge and started to caress the huing parts of your back with it.

"No, its okay. I would love if you would sing something for me though".

Arthur smiled "Yiu want me to sing?"

"Yeah"

"Which song?"

"I dont care. I just wanna hear your voice".

"Okay. I thought you wanna hear some jokes but if you prefer me singing I will do that".

He took the empty can and filled it with water before he started putting Prell shampoo in your hair. It smelled like a garden of flowers. Your hair smelled like his now.

"The moon is the silver dollar

Shining in the sky

There's the dream we can buy

Sweetheart you and I"

he sang.

"I love your voice, Arthur. Its my fave sound in the whole world"

"Maybe I should consider singing my jokes then" he laughed.

You flinched as you tried to lean back, so it was easier for him to rinse your hair.

"How is the pain now, honey?"

"Starting to get a little bit better"

"I´m glad to hear that"

Arthur took the sponge and let it wander all over your body. Just as gentle as he used his hands.

You closed your eyes and focused on Arthurs voice. The warm water made you even more sleepy.

"The moon is the silver dollar

Made for lovers to share

And whit you in my arms

I am millionaire"

"So beautiful, Arthur...I`m so tired. I could drift away right now. But its not a good idea to sleep in the bathtub".

Arthur placed a kiss on your shoulder. The foam of the bubble bath tickled his lips.

"You can sleep if you want to. I am right here watching you. I`m not going to leave this room. You`re save with me".

"Thank you, darling" you said ,as his singing voice helped you to ease of the pain .

"Our care in troubles

Will all be small change

Someday they'll all change

Into a dream come true

The moon is the silver dollar

What a glorious sight

Let's invest at him love

Tonight."