#I'm not delusional I promise
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guys a trial without the islands best lawyer (Jaiden) is ok because this is how Doied gets outed! Quackity goes "man it's been a while since we've had a trial, Jaiden was terrifying last time good thing she's not here" and Doied goes "haha yeah I wouldn't have wanted to run against her" and quackity's kinda just like "... But you did...?"
#I'm not delusional I promise#Guys it's real cucurucho told me#qsmp#qsmp jaiden#qsmp roier#Qsmp Doied#Qsmp quackity
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I had a weird dream/sudden-morning-thought that I'm an old soul but I haven't escaped Samsara yet because I'm stubborn as hell and I like to take things slow and not have any character-defining life events to push my soul's maturity (so despite being an old soul, I'm still very immature), but the Universe might be getting impatient with me 🥹🥹🥹 Treat me softly please, I'm tired, I don't mind a couple more reincarnations, just don't make me suffer one big time to the point of sudden Nirvana I'm good being slow please Universe have mercy.
#I'm not delusional I promise#I just didn't have coffee yet that morning#I don't know how I ended up learning these things as well I'm catholic#I'm entering the convent btw for a whole month due to weird chains of events#I think I'll be chaining this post with my spiritual journey#this blog is gonna be hella weird from now on#life is weird and I wanna stop reincarnating#you may unfollow me#spirituality#samsara
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hmm running into some very Marecal-coded posts in the Swiftie tag. Someone should write a fic oh wait—
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sometimes your lifesource is that fictional character you have a crush on and that oc that vaguely is based off of you that you ship them with
#oc x canon#this is totally about that hetalia china x mexico ship i made up the other day#y'all dont get it they've hijacked my brain my gonna AUGHHH#hell i even have an actual SHIP NAME for them#its chixico#(dunno if that makes sense but i'm claiming it now ahaha)#like dawg i swear they make sense together i SWEAR#I'M NOT DELUSIONAL I PROMISE#YOUR HONOR THEY'RE IN LOVE I SWEAR ON MY GODDAMN GRAVE
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women can be a little bit insane as a treat
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oh oh since you like priests, have you seen sunday from honkai star rail? he's like a fucked up angel bird priest who ppl repent their sins to, i think you'd like him! (his sister is v v cute too)
Him ??? Yea I really like him and his sister's design !! I do play the game (when I take the time to bc I have many gachas on my phone so it's hard to get organized :") ) Has his banner been up yet ?? I hope not I'll try to get rolls in stock for him afehdzj I love angel and/or priest-coded character so much eee
#I have like.... at least 10 priest ocs ?? my sk8 oc is a priest on a cross shaped skate....#and i have one priest oc I love so so so much but I don't believe I introduced him but he's a delusional bitch and my favorite#I promise I'll eventually post art of him here#while I'm at it (again) if you like priests vatican miracle examiners is great and Trinity blood (the manga) is fantastic#Shibamoto thores did the art for both Vatican and Trinity blood novels and she did 1 halloween fanart of twst !!! I love her art eee#yeah I'm desperate I have no one to talk about my fav priest series with that saw/like them too
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been super duper fixated on sky cotl thanks to reading a bunch of fan theories and lore pieced together on the sky wiki and I've absolutely fallen in love with this man
king resh my beloved. three years playing this game and yet i just barely took a deep dive into the lore.
#I'm delusional#king resh#sky cotl alef#sky cotl resh#sky children of the light#sky cotl#sky: children of the light#hyperfixation#doodles#sky cotl spoilers#??#maybe#not my typical content but i promise i will be posting more sky cotl from now on#buggies skycotl posting
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I knew about Cuno going into Disco Elysium, so I was expecting the small, angry, traumatized, foul-mouthed child. What I was not expecting was the smaller, angrier, more traumatized, fouler-mouthed child standing directly behind him. I love her so goddamn much.
#disco elysium#cunoesse#aw man i love her so much#this playthrough i didn't ever connect with cuno or anything so i didn't get much backstory on either of them#and honestly i'm not sure if i can bring myself to do a cuno-partner playthrough#because like. fuck! i can't take away cuno and turn him into a cop like what the hell??#i can't do that to them!! i can't conscript a kid with the vague insincere promises of a 'better life'#Like. There's so much of the world that I want to explore in future playthroughs#but. i don't think i can emotionally handle#taking away her only friend to put him in a moralist paramilitary unit at age 12#I can live in my stupid fantasy world where harry quits the rcm and comes back and tries to keep them alive and fed while giving them space#and there's an option besides a) do nothing and b) separate them and make one into a child cop#i am delusional
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Now I definitely know I'm going to hell.....
Sorry not sorry
#To be honest#i just wanted to test out on “what if I drew angst over wholesome?”#because I love angst so much but sometimes hate it#i promised myself to not do it on Dogday because..... he's already experienced and went through enough right?#i guess not to my friend that “commissioned” me to do it.#now that I'm drawing Dogday as if it's a normal thing#I guess I shall huh?#i hope he likes it#but I really do hate how I drew and colored Catnap#I need to do a separate one just about my style of Catnap#Since he's actually really cool and creepy#Who else doesn't like a crazy character that is completely delusional to a leader they believe are god?🙃#And that tortured their dearest friend during the whole process?#Either way.... yes#Anyways#traditional art#artists on tumblr#rambles#dogday#poppy playtime 3#poppy playtime chapter 3#poppy playtime fanart#catnap
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APPROXIMATELY HALF OF MY MOOTS ARE SEEING SKZ THIS WEEKEND AND IM NOT JEALOUS AT ALL 😠😠😠
and i had a dream last night that i was literally dating christopher and we were at the airport and i got stabbed in the leg & got taken out by ambulance. i told him he had to get to the show & i would be okay at the hospital, but i legit woke up CRYING.
all i'm saying is u whores better be thankful i sent my boyfriend there for real /j
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the owner of this blog died because they had to look at their uni courses for the upcoming semester and try to figure out what to do with their life
#have i ever studied a useful thing ever? no!#will i start now? absolutely not! choosing medieval studies and folklore as my minors lol#will i ever be employed? maybe not but i'm delusional i will!#cannot fathom studying what i promised my parents i'd study as minor subjects#(i promised those subjects only to make them less worried about my employment... i will however live my truth now)#not the personal posting#l
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Did I run with the fact Vanitas and I are both born in February?
Yes.
Am I delusional?
Also yes. 💙💚
#I'm not this cute IRL#i promise#I'm just delusional#and i love vanitas#but not like that#that's noé's job#vanitas no carte#vnc#the case study of vanitas#fanart#doodles#anime#vanitas#manga
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#hey like. not to be really annoying i shouldn't be doing this aged 32 but i'm really struggling#every time the weather gets cold i feel like i am entering winter with more and more despair#i am really struggling this time#every day is a struggle to get through#i'm losing my hair#i'm losing my reasons to live#i keep putting on a full face of makeup and clothes in my room at like 2am just to desperately try to feel human#i keep saying i don't know if I'll survive the winter and people keep laughing but I don't mean it as a joke#i'm sadder than i've ever been and everything feels like it's falling apart#whenever i get the chance to confide this in people i get told that i'm strong and i'm a survivor#and that i should do some shit to make me happy#and yea i can stave it all off for a few minutes with like a trip out or some makeup or something but it all feels like bandaids#for a serious wound that's going to go septic soon#like this isn't a way to live a life#i don't want to 'be strong' or a 'survivor' anymore i want to be fucking happy#i'm tired and promises of brief happiness between ever worsening pain feel almost patronizing at this point#i woke up the other day in the middle of the night and as soon as conscious thoughts hit my brain i almost doubled over#if i had been not on the first floor i think i might have jumped then and there#i want to be loved and feel like my love is worth something#i want a clean apartment of my own and a career that doesn't feel like it's designed to kill me#i'm 32 and still essentially feel like i'm living my life like a teenager#i want sun and suncatchers and healthy plants and a wardrobe that fits my clothes#and i want the will to actually get up in the morning#i endured all of this for so long on a delusional belief that things were going to magically get better#but i realize now they won't#i became aware of the bounds of my cage with no means of escaping them#i'm sick of living each day oscillating between numbness and grief i can barely eat i can barely work i can barely laugh#and no one's coming to save me#i'm agonized by the idea that this is maybe what life always is for everybody#is this how it's supposed to be
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Stayed up way too late drawing a followup comic for what I posted on my art account. I looove these fucking idiots
#originally it was gonna be kinda sweet but I think what it is now is more in character#fight fight fight fight#i love these assholes. they tried. they don't get a gold star though their star is blood fucking red#I am once again talking about Sara and Shin. predictable.#god I need them to kill each other I'm so sorry I need them to be cruel and awful and evil at each other actually#yes I am still delusional about them becoming friends#i just think they should go about it in an awful and lowkey codependent way#you are the person I hate the most and also the only one who can ever understand me#you antagonized me at every turn and yet I feel responsible for helping you because it's the only way I can forgive myself#you terrify me. you remind me of the most sickening man I have ever known but he was the only person who ever loved me#i want you dead. if you died i would never forgive myself. if i lost you then what would i have left in the world. fuck you.#hnngghvggh. nornal guy behavior.#none of this is romantic i must make this clear. it is all a weird evil form of platonic.#also i think it's funny that this grown ass man is beefing mostly one-sidedly with a 17-year-old. i would never.#I'm gnawing on them like chew toys. I'm putting them in water and playing with them like they're orbeez.#putting them in my brain water and watching them expand like those foam animal pill thangs and then tearing them up#I promise I'm normal. I'm a normal guy. I'm so average. literally the normalest guy you've ever met.
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punching the table scrolling the cullen tag, i'm sorry i personally like blonde guys that suck IM SORRY
#its the 9pm rule#I'm sick and delusional rn and taking every post personally /j#dont worry guys I caught him in a glue trap u don't have to worry about him anymore I promise(he's not gonna be in veilguard) (I think)#cullen rutherford#dragon age#apollo's thinking
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some days i feel like i will never be loved and other days im delusional and i think everyone is obsessed with me
#i have a big ego#im delusional#i promise i'm not a narcissist#please tell me someone else does this#(i say this as a regulus black kinnie)#regulus black kinnie
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