#I'm not a writter
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Uzi meets Cyn in some robo-soul shenanigans idk.
Uzi is hobbling through an endless void where she finds Cyn hunched over on the floor. It sounds like she's crying. Uzi would be on guard but something was telling her that this wasn't the trap she'd assume it to be. She takes a deep breath and approaches her, eventually her disposition softens realizing what she's really seeing. Uzi kneels down in front of Cyn and takes the little drones hands in her own. They lock eyes and it's made clear: This is just a worker who's trapped in her own body. Alone, afraid, and powerless to stop the Solver who's used her body and likeness to do terrible things. Uzi understands what feeling alone and powerless is like, she understands what Cyn is going through. She gently pulls Cyn into a hug and holds her tight. Cyn slowly returns the hug, her whimpering growing quiet. Uzi slowly shuts her eyes in the warmth of Cyns hug.
Then Uzi wakes. She's in Ns arms and everything hurts. N smiles at the sight of her growing conscious she smiles back.
Whether that tender encounter was real real or not is up in the air but she knows an unspoken message was exchanged between Cyn and Uzi: "Everything's gonna be okay."
#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#nuzi#murder drones cyn#forgive me I cant write#kinda fan fiction???#just an idea#Sorry for not characterizing uzi correctly but I wanted her to do it#not N#uuuh#be gentle I'm not a writter
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What being insane over Dra does to a mf
#fuck I'm actually considering getting back into discord just to get into the remake server#not sure if I'd actually offer/ask to be a writter for the team but the urge™ to hop there and check things out is CRAZY#tho just thinking about the app still makes me feel shitty. bad experiences there is what made me drop it in the first place#idk. maybe I'll get it again and try it for a bit if i still feel anxious/uneasy by negative association I'll just delete it again#a shame because discord is so wildly used. i feel like i miss out on a lot of stuff because of my brain bring stupid#it's been years why am i still like this#Btw this wasn't anything SERIOUS serious. i was never groomed or worse#it was just a whole mess that stuck to me#hyena ramblings
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I need to ramble about how heartbreaking Joel's death was from Grian's pov
Joel's despair up until this point trying to get kills, any kills, any little bit more time he could grasp. Grian yelling at Joel to kill him and give him time, only for Joel to lose another hour right after getting two kills.
Grian keeps following Joel, one who has five hours sacrificing himself to one who has five minutes. Joel absolutely panicking losing it having no idea what to do. He needed to kill someone he needed more time. Grian was offering him time but he couldn't take more from him.
Grian follows Joel as he desperately drops Tnt on other players heads and it's not working. He turns to his ally one last time in fear "Grian this is not gonna work-"
The pause
The silence after the chaos as the realization of what just happened sinks in. Grian processing that his friend's last words were calling out for him. He knew Joel was gonna die, he was just waiting for it. But when push comes to shove, nothing prepares you to hear your friends last words.
And as they caved in Grian could do nothing but close himself off, and follow the plan he had created in his mind when he wasn't mourning.
im very normal about minecraft roleplay
#i'm not a big writter but when you get me started on block men i do anything to talk about them#IN MY BRAIN ITS SO DRAMATIC BUT I CAN NEVER QUITE PUT IT INTO WORDS SO I USUALLY DRAW IT#BUT THIS SCENE#grian#lismp#lilsmp#24smp#limited life#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#trafficblr#mcytblr#sara talks
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Definitely a very important art related question— in a fanfic, is a main character suddenly shifting to a different one normal?? Asking for a friend.
funny thing actually, my friends were working on this book based on a rpg one of them made, and we are having this conversation about who should be the narrator, and who should the story follow, and we got stuck there lol. my personal opnion (as someone who doesn't write, and sucks at it), is that following someone who isn't your main character sometimes is a nice change of pace, and it can help expand the world by showing someone who has a different perspective.
#again I'M NO WRITTER#QUITE THE OPPOSITE ACTUALLY#I read alot but god whenever I write I feel like I'm running someone over
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It would go down as a night to remember. A night of thousand and one shared pleasures. A night that would stay engraved in their hearts.
Countless times before the sunrises on the streets of New York, chasing away the darkness and its secrets, two men who had been nothing but strangers for almost three decades had considered and reconsidered the beauty of sexual intimacy, far from the fear of being seen, the shame of their carnal desires, and the anxiety to perform.
Good heavens, how long had it been since sex had ever felt this good?
They had sex, one, two, three, four times — or at least four is the number of memories Joe would hold on to in the morning — with shorter or longer pauses in between. Ten minutes, thirty minutes, one hour, not in this particular order. Each passing second seemed to raise their hunger, leaving them craving more, more, more.
In another universe, under another form of life, perhaps they would have sunk into each other…
Here's a quick preview of my next chapter!
I have to say that I'm particularly proud of what I've written at the moment, so I wanted to share that with you :)
Some parts will probably be changed in the published version.
#i'm proud of this one#writter#writing#fanficiton#fanfic#ao3#ao3fic#you netflix#you season 4#joe goldberg#rhys montrose#joe x rhys#rhys x joe#goldrose#you
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do you have any recommendations for resources re: tarot
hmmmmm
okay so actually i have advice. don't read the literal meanings of the cards. like it can be helpful to know the intended meanings, the astrology, the numberology, and symbolism but ultimately a reading will be more accurate if you understand the tarot in your own personal way. a lot of practitioners recommend making your own personalized deck to start to understand this concept better (like, printing out a photo of a butterfly and taping it to the death card to represent death bc that symbolism hits better for you).
for example, the knight of swords was a card i associated with an ex of mine. now whenever it shows up in a reading, i can either interpret it as its literal meaning or as having something to do with the romantic partner of the person im reading. but that will ultimately depend on the message of the readings, which is up to you to interpret.
also some people use spreads. i personally find spreads pointless. you don't need them to be able to read. don't memorize them. the position of the card on the table means nothing unless it DOES mean something. but that's up to you to FEEL not formulate. so don't use spreads. unless, like, you personally vibe with them. i'm not a cop or your mom so you do you.
in terms of resources, don't bother with books unless you're looking for general history stuff or some scammer's take on the "the soul's feminine and powerful journey of the tarot" or whatever. here's what you're going to look up:
-the history of the specific deck you're using, who created it and for what reason
-occult symbology and associations
-alchemical symbology and associations
-basic classic art symbology (ie what poses mean, etc)
-astrology in general and astrology in its relationship to the tarot
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY
-meanings of each suite
-numberology (but like numberology specific to tarot. you can take into account actual numberology but tarot has its own numberology. googling 'tarot numberology' should work)
those last two are literally just what tarot is and it's usually universal across any type of deck. for example, take five of rods. rods = fire = knowledge. five = conflict. the five of rods' literal meaning in traditional practice is either a conflict or fun challenge. so conflicts are caused by differing opinions or thoughts OR conflicts can be seen as fun brain challenges. so five of rods literally means what rods and five represent together.
finally, a note on reversals - don't read them when first starting out. reversals don't mean the opposite of the upright card a lot of the time and you'll just get confused when trying to remember them all. just read the cards like normal and then eventually start to understand what the reversals mean TO YOU.
also those pick a card tiktoks never work bc its all based on algorithm. find some on youtube though (like the hour long ones) and just listen to those readings even if you don't think their advice applies for you. hearing someone else's take on interpreted tarot can be pretty beneficial in seeing how you view it.
also practice tarot with friends when you can, it's fun. make them learn tarot too so you get readings sometime as well.
anyways hope this helps. my source is that i have been a tarot reader for 10 years now, i'm a student at a government-recognized occult temple (and technically completed my first year of ministry training but i'm prob not gonna continue to priesthood), and i have paying clients. have fun.
#random nate writterings lore dump: i'm a fucking witch babey#went to an ostara ritual this weekend and everything
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Heard something about Soul Eater trending on tiktok or something (Im old so I dunno if its true) with some trend/meme/fad - and it made my wonder in my conspiracy prone mind:
Is this a sign that the anime reboot is actually happenening?
But I know it sounds like I'm joking and I am partly but I remember things like that Napoleon "there is nothing that we can do" meme started to appear just before the first trailers for the Ridley Scott Movie dropped, or personally experienced getting into an music band just before an out of the blue anouncment for an album happened.
I dunno, I think it will happen either way someday, no matter how crazy I am - and then maybe its better to be sooner so I can finally get this thing behind me and stop harrasing people with the eternal truth that the og anime was better than the manga (cause they'll see with their own eyes!!!!!!)
#soul eater#soul eater reboot#rumor#theory#crazy#joking#probably#but idk#now I wish I'm right just to get the validation and to feel like a genius lol#but either way lets be real most memes and trends are not organic and pushed by marketing teams so who nows#also didnt they ban tiktok or something?#idk#yeah...sorry#dont worry Im working on stuff just got writters block at the moment
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"My clouded mind fizzled you out, and I drew out my matches with desperation, one after the other, to light it back up and ignite the whole world once again."
#poetry#poems on tumblr#insert from a poem#always#heartbreak#i miss you#small poem#bound together#couple#together#i'm sorry#poems#writting#writters on tumblr#original poem
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can you see me dancing, headphones on, Call Me Maybe blasted on full volume? yeah, well that's me ignoring the plot holes of Curse Breaker because I desperately need to finish this fic
#i'm sorry for anyone new on this blog and yes i'm always that annoying#i keep ranting about this fic#guys it's summer again!!! guess what!!! it means i'm going to spend my entire time on tumblr x)#this is terrible i should go outside at some point#maybe ;)#fic: curse breaker (or how to find answers)#jegulus#writter struggles#vivian writes#(sometimes)
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I FINALLY KNOW WHAT IM A WRITE FOR MY SECOND STORY FOR THE FLOWER AU!
I’m a delete this later but i am just putting this up real quick for myself
second story will be also 6 chapters with 6 povs that are not danny and while five of them are expected, only one of them is almost a flip over since you wouldn’t know who they are until you understand.
I mean, its understandable once you notice who they are and who they are compared to
its such a funny idea intill its not
i don’t want angst but there will be a sad momnet because of this pov
i hope not to drown someone with tears
why am i such a cryptic
eh, who cares
WRITERS INSPERATION LETS GO
(also if you don’t know what im’s talking about look at my master post and ya’ll know)
#FLOWER AU IS BACK PEOPLE#and writters block gone#HA#Flower Shop#flowers#flower shop au#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#i looked at the comment section and someone wrote that i'm the only one with a flower shop au#and i check#AND THEY WERE RIGHT#WHERE ARE MY FLOWER SHOP AU GANG#FANDOM WHAT HAPPENED
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I hate S.anji so much (Has literally had S.anji as an f/o for years)
#pan rambles#how long has it been? like nearly 3 years? if not 3 years already??#anyways point is that I hate him-#...okay but my usual bullying of him aside#I could literally talk about him for hours. He's a character so special to me#He's on my mind a lot more than I like to admit#and I don't talk about my ship with him much simply because of how long and complicated it is#(Shout out to my pals that have been subjected to me talking about the complexity and slow burn that is Sanji/Panchi!)#Is actually one of my favorite self ships of mine! I'm so proud of everything I've written for it!#I'm no writter but with those two?? I could write for quite a long time.#I feel like I can't write my f/os most of the time but S.anji is different. I feel like I know him so well that I can write him confidently#I don't even know what my main point was anymore-afjanfksndj#Anyways I hate him!! (...but I like him even more)
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Continuing the rant-iness of last post's notes onto this one i think (I appreciate if they're read, i think I'm too self-conscious to have them in the post itself)
#another thing that's kinda starting to get to me is the engagement these chapters get#i just remember i used to get more comments on Ao3 from a handful different people last year when i was uploaded Ch3 stuff#and now i kinda just get them from the same few people#don't get me wrong. i LOVE those and shout out to these people y'all are real ones fr#but when I'm releasing 10k+ words chapters back to back and getting so little engagement it starts to feel a bit discouraging#like. what happened? is my writing getting worse? are my ideas not as interesting as they were then?#i know it's most likely because I'm no longer posting updates weekly like i used to last year#but part of me can't help but worry if the fault it's on me as a writter#so to anyone who bothered reading these rambly notes; please! leave comments!#i hate being this annoying i feel awful asking for this but it's the one way i can tell people are actually taking their time with my stuff#even if it's a short comment. a thought or a joke. i assure you anything is better than silence#and I'll appreciate it so so much#hyena ramblings#dra -2+2#rant i guess?#more like vent now that i think about it
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Farewell to What Could Have Been
Farewell to the quiet dreams we once cradled in our hearts, the small goals we let slip through our fingers. Not for lack of will, but because the world demanded we put others first. We set aside our own ambitions, our personal triumphs, to carry the weight of someone else’s dreams, to help build what was never ours to claim. Sacrifice, noble yet bittersweet, leaves its echo—what could have been, if only we had the space to choose ourselves.
-Loire Kai
#life quote#love quote#love quotes#my writting#new writing blog#sad thoughts#writters on tumblr#i'm sad#original poetry#friends
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Star Struck
The Sun and Moon inside your eyes,
Rain and clouds were in your voice.
To you, I was a star-struck child,
who followed you along.
A doll with broken, torn up seams,
You mended for too long,
Button eyes with no hindsight,
Who needed too much love.
And I was way too blind to see
You wouldn't stay around,
And you were way too blind to see,
Stars in your dripping blood.
You learned the lesson, fled the scene
On the floor lay a broken toy,
The Moon, the Sun, my everything,
One day they were all gone.
Cause not even the moon and sun,
Were enough to stop me,
When I hit rock bottom again,
From tearing up your seams.
And not even my bloody stars
Were enough to stop you,
When you got tired of mending me,
From tearing my heart, too
#poetry#original poem#poem#vent poetry#writters on tumblr#poets on tumblr#I'm actually fairly proud of this#it only took me three nights of thinking way too much about stuff I should stop thinking about
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I'm sick as hell (my own fault, I spent the weekend under the rain) but once I'm lucid and coherent enough I'm gonna put my favourite characters in Situations. Because if I have to suffer, so do they.
But.
Light in the middle of the fever, I texted my mom asking her to pick me up from school (as a joke) and she literally said, and I quote: "I'll be there in two hours, time to get off work and come to you."
I haven't lived with my parents for two years.
And she was totally serious! She was willing to drive over three hours round trip on a weekday evening to bring me home. I love my mom so much.
#i literally write down each of my symptoms to be accurate in my descriptions#don't tell me i'm not dedicated to my research#writters stuff#and don't forget#my mom is the best#special mention to my father who checks on me every day#not for my siblings who don't care if i DIE#i'm not being dramatic it's the fever talking
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i always end up defaulting to just a couple brushes and characters, but since i made this blog specifically for experimentation. here. a tree made with a bunch of Awez's incredible krita brush bundles. (seriously check them out)
does it make any sense? no! and i don't give a shit! because i'm the vyllayn here and i do what i want!!!!11!
#i don't hate you guys i'm just being evil#and by evil i mean creative#art#artwork#digital art#original art#art study#drawings#my art#foaming at the mouth#also quick note on how sombre it looks#in the coolest way. i could imagine those splotches coming out of the bottom like ghastly hands.#almost reaching out for the next victim of a tragedy that plagues the town this tree resides in#it is not a life sprouting in spite of the misery#but a constant reminder of the days of old....#so mysterious and cool...#that wasn't planned you just watched my train of thought happen in real time#i'm admitedly not a writter nor am i trying to be#but damn someone with the skill could 100% write a cool poem or extract from a novel from that idea#make it happen tumblr#vylayn
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