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The other post was getting long, and this is a different sword, so here you go:
I actually fucking finished a mesh edit!!!!! Well, at least the meshing part. This thing has parts from three different sword meshes. Tomorrow it's on to texturing hell. I've never textured anything before in my LIFE, and I just know it's going to be miserable, lmao.
Especially since I assume I'm going to have to make a new uv map and I don't know shit about that. But I at the very least need a texture for renders, and this sword is low-poly enough that I could probably make it an in-game accessory too.
#morrigan.txt#wip#blender wip#in case anyone is curious: the blade is from natalia auditore's alucard sword. the cross guard is a shorter/wider version of part of the#crossguard from moriel's diego sword (which is actually wolf's rapier mesh) and the hilt is also from there.#the loop is from tinkle's rapier build/buy object from their pirate cc set. But I made it skinnier and longer iirc.#if I could I would gladly use the existing textures for the blade and hilt but idk if I can do that.#I'm gonna have to go searching for tutorials to find out how to deal with UV maps.#the only uv stuff I've done is converting build/buy objects to cas accessories which doesn't really count bc I wasn't changing the mesh.#I don't think I could share this publicly unfortunately. I would be breaking all three of the og creators' TOUs.#but ofc that assumes I can ever actually finish this lmao.#I'm gonna try tomorrow tho!!#this might end up being sigmar's sword for the seven of swords edit??#maybe.#it's simple but I like it.#sorry I haven't posted any actual sims content in a few days. I've been hyperfocusing on these fucking swords lmao.#I've learned a lot about blender though which is a plus lmao.#fingers crossed I can get this into s4s without having to update my game. bc I made it in 3.3.6 but apparently I need 3.6??#and hopefully the version of s4s I have is compatible with 3.6 cause last time I tried to import something from 3.3 it gave me an error.#so if it's not compatible with either then I'm fucked lmao.#and I really don't wanna have to update my game for this.#oh well. at least I can make blender edits without needing to get it in-game.
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wip while i'm at woooork~
#i couldn't get the idea of kara & kuro singing karaoke together...#kuro would hate going to karaoke & singing in front people bc of how tone deaf they are#( they had a bad experience going to karaoke in college and just hasn't really gone since )#but they'd like going with karamatsu bc he doesn't care that they suck at singing & finds ways to make it fun for them#like picking goofy songs and going all out in singing them so it make kuro laugh#he likes their laugh. not just light one they usually do but the full on cackle that comes out when something's really funny to them#* puts my face in my hands * good lord......#i'm feeling so soft about them rn i'm sorry#hopefully i can work back into this tomorrow after my shift#tonight i'm just gonna try working on finishing writing the outline for the first kurokara lore event i'm gonna post#i wanna doodle some things for it so i might take me a sec to post tho#mj wips#mj rambles
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#tko_art#hahah wrong eye shape#hers is more droopy and less awakey#wow colors suck#really hard#but i've noticed it doesn't feel like my brain is going to explode everytime I try to determine color and values#i kind of got too tired and wanted to giv eup so no tear drop#which made me sad because i did want to try that#but back hurts#gotta go to bed to fight god tomorrow/today#i love rendering skin tones#they're so much fun#lovely love#I have accidentally locked in#suddenly every single moment of time that i'm not spending to do art is unappealing and so damaging#i'm psyching myself out of doing things I know will give me instant gratification and will make me pretty happy for whattttttttt#it's kinda depressing#If i think about it too hard it's just a constant cycle of oh god this is it for the rest of my life#so no thinking it is!#blegh this seems so silly and trivial#i hope nobody reads this shit#i'd have to kill myself or something#im never gonna stop thinking about how i didnt say i loved you back#and it haunts me#and i cant stop thinking about what u said to me#and even tho u didnt say it harshly i cant stop my mind from running away from me#and theres something horribly wrong with me that i need to gouge out#i hope u never read this#i didnt want to be (x) how fucked up is that#i wish i wasnt like this i wish i didnt have to learn how to live with trauma i wish i was normal
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Have i ever mentioned that I hate making poses?
#sims 3#random crap#delete later#they NEVER turn out accurate#was gonna try and make an edit but I'm too burnt out with blender rn#also got no good ideas#Oc: Mabon AU#Caspian Jacob D'Angelo#will try to make something proper tomorrow or later tho#blood tw#drawing way outside the lines
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How do you ask someone out with plausible deniability lmao like do you just ask them to dinner or something or is that too obvious ahskamskls
#not snz#this is so fucking embarrassing ahskakksl I'm never gonna recover#breaking my one and only rule of not trying to date my coworkers#AND HE'S NOT EVEN INTO ME 😭😭#idk idk there's just something about him#maybe it's still in my head bc he's been nice to me when I've been feeling like shit idk#i just like being around him so much but maybe that's my daddy issues AHDKAKZKA#idk#it's probably for the best if i just forget about it tho#i mean I'm really not super into the idea of physically having sex as it is and i think most people require that#someone tell me to drop it lmao I'm just being delusional about it at this point#fuck idk I'm just gonna sit here and think my thoughts#grounding myself until i can behave lmao#also I'm working tomorrow 😭😭
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alright so here's the current plan with the nominations to the main tourney, not the oc tourney. tomorrow will decide if i'm closing them early or not. if we get a bunch of submissions and it turns out the last 2 days were just slow, then they'll continue to stay open until friday at least. if we continue only getting a handful of submissions, then submissions will close wednesday the 10th, 11:59 pm PST
#-mx narrative#again oc tourney WILL be open until at least friday. i am not going to suddenly cut that one short#if i am being entirely honest the main reason i want to close submissions is because i am Extremely Tired and need things to do#and for the last couple days watching submissions come in and tallying them has been my thing to do#so if they're trickling off i have immediately run out of things to do with my time#if i close them then i'll at least be able to start prepping the tourney#i do understand today was solar eclipse day in north america tho so of course things are gonna be slow which is why i'm giving it tomorrow#if you want to try to make sure submissions stay open for longer for whatever reason then#share the nominations post around or submit a bunch of guys 👍#and unrelated to that if you want to help me with the fact that there is nothing to do on my phone in bed then perhaps shoot me some asks#can be about whatever. i am simply so bored and too tired to do much#some guy joust
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BELLUM. it's bedtime and I'm yawning but I am being kept awake by sheer feels alone HELP
#is that a fucking gremlin ?? ( OOC. )#(( Elsa using her ice as a 'therapy' / treatment for helping with Spinner's chronic pain tho#will it work ? maybe a lil maybe it's not super effective and even if it helps it's not a total 'cure' like#nothing is gonna take away all the pain and make it entirely 10000 % better#but the fact that she's even TRYING something knowing that it might work#knowing that it might be what others would consider a 'waste' of her energy ; just on the off chance that it helps him even a LITTLE#hi leave me alone I have thoughts#I should sleep since I have to be at the store at 7:30 tomorrow morning BUT-#follow the simple rule of noticing my online presence after 10 PM#''if ye see ... let it be''#dfjhklsajfalkfa I'm sorry anxiety and shit has like. fried my brain lmao ))
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#Me: I'm gonna get home from this party and do silly drunk asks#Me - at home - squinting at asks after having dozed off in my chair for like an hour: how do I write good again???? What's going on...?#Fr tho I'll try and poke at them tonight but they might need to be answered tomorrow when I'm fully coherent#ooc || the birb speaks#alcohol cw#drinking cw
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I'M HOME
#out of screams#The kids were trying me today HOLY hell#Also dumbasses running red lights#but there were some really nice moments today too so it balances out#I'm gonna TRY to be real active tonight but also not stress about it because I don't want to burn out#Do gotta work tomorrow tho...
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nothing like waking up and immediately having horrible migraine aura followed by a horrible fckn migraine to just completely derail all the plans you had 😖
#last week was very very VERY stressful & busy and a lot of my day to day shit fell to the wayside#and yesterday was really good in terms of getting back to normal! I was like hell yeah crushin it!#and then I started getting the tell tale pre migraine headache last night and I was like I'll take meds to combat this now! try and prevent!#lot of good that did me! haven't had the aura shit in a while fckn doozy of a day had to scrap everything and crawl back into bed#feel slightly better? vision still isn't uhhhh... like I wouldn't drive rn lol but at least it's a little better#head is still fucked but it'll probably be that was until tomorrow#god I hate this I know it's from the massive weather change coming gonna rain for a week straight 😞#and because I'm so fckn old now AND have nerve damage my whole body is just FUCKED from going back to cold ass weather#I did find out today my brother and I experience different migraine auras though which was interesting#still can't wear my glasses tho so lmao def can't drive or do practically anything at all 🙃#just now able to look at my phone (only apps in dark mode fck u tumblr for being one of the only apps that has dark mode)#can't even brainstorm on fic which is killing me I can only sit like a potato and just exist#brain cannot imagine things only pound pound pound#erin explains it all
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uh i need to change my canvas color
#tko_art#i keep getting lazy and add some shading to a piece that i'm like oh it's fine i'll just do this in 2 seconds#and NO#then I get SUCKED IN#then i look at the time#it's been an hour#you've been halfassing this rendering for an HOUR#i need to learn my lesson bro#ok tomorrow i try to learn my lesson#spent the whole day writing and getting distraccted#i like what i've done so far#i'm excited even tho i'm gonna be late for the writing prompt#it ok
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Some more half assed gameplay shit.
Sims 4 Mel is by far the most miserable excuse for a sim I ever had to deal with.
This guy does not want to be happy. Getting him to a point where he's simply "fine" has proven impossible so far. But eh, I like the challenge.
You know you need to re-evaluate your life when Santa invades your home on Christmas Eve and gives you shit.
(I had Mel fight him for presents but he got his ass beat.)
Mood.
I love you Jester.
I made a bootleg Alev as well so bootleg Mel would have some company that isn't feline.
They're kinda, sorta...not really hitting it off.
I don't know what I'm more baffled by... the fact that it took him almost a day to draw this or that he got 85 simoleons for it.
Not gonna lie I'm kinda having fun though.
#Sims 4#Shitpost#Didn't mind me#Gonna try to make something of quality in sims 3 again tomorrow#It's kinda fun to just do some mindless minimum effort gameplay tho#I definitely wanna up the quality if I post more Sims 4 stuff#I'm really having trouble getting this game to look good xD#Like how do you all do it?#Drugs tw#Alcohol tw
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Me, having slept maybe 5 hours in the last 48 hours and trying to go to sleep rn despite the sun being up: But what if I worked on my fanfic
#i talk#fic talk#ITS KILLING MEEEEEEE I HATE NOT UPDATING THINGS#the last week has been utter hell for me. but i should be fully moved in by tomorrow#or today I guess#whatever#absolutely hellish#once you bypass the ''I feel like death'' part of sleep depravation your body is like ''ok we should be ok''#and I'm like ''thats the devil talking you cant fool me''#anyways. gonna try and squeeze in 3 hours of sleep 🫠#taking the day off of work at least#I really wanna work on chapter 3 today if I can finish setting everything up and finish cleaning#my hands hurt so bad tho
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I'm fucking done with my Doc Project. and it's GOOD??? 😳😳😳
#AND IT ACTUALLY DIDN'T NEED A MUSIC TRACK THAT MUCH THANK GOD#bad news tho is that I'm starting to think I have an ear infection bc of all the headaches I've been having and now it actually feels like#my ear hurts. and it would make sense last time I had one I had pain running all through my jaw as a result so there u go#think I'm gonna try and see a doc about that tomorrow bc I want to be in shape for my trip
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@vihola tagged me to make some OCs in >this< picrew so ofc I jumped on the opportunity!
Tagging (if you want to, up to you & no pressure if not!) @rainofaugustsith @mercurypilgrim @tearlessrain @darth-bagel @outcastcommander @messes-of-men and anyone else who wants to do this one! <3
Have one Saarai because, of course, she is my favourite hahah Also a Maiite!! because this one has vitiligo!! (honestly it has so many options, props to the OP of the picrew! <3) Maite’s a little more red than she should be (she’s more orange-y red really) and ideally her hair would have a more reddish undertone too buuuut everything else was lovely to be able to find options for her in a picrew for once! :D I gave Rai a cocktail and a nice jungle bg because honestly ya girl needs a vacation to a planet that has a nice jungle to remind her of home, she’s EARNED it lmao I had to think a bit for what to put Maite in bc I didn’t really want to cover up all her vitiligo but also I didn’t want them to be dressed exactly the same lmao then I remembered that IRP she likes to steal her husband’s work button-ups and wear them as sleep shirts when he’s done with them so I went for that and some cute shorts & sandals :3
#swtor sort of#OC picrews#swtor oc: saarai ahaszaai#swtor oc: maite ahaszaai#my babiessss#god i love this family. we all know how much i love this family lol#sorry that my activity is so random & sporadic lmfao#i'm trying i really am#but half the time tumblr is the last thing i think of so i don't check here very often anymore when i'm Goin Thru It (tm)#this week has been especially crazy but also a lot of stuff that was stressing me out has now been sorted this week#so hopefully. i will be able to focus on doing more fun stuff soon!!#i'm gonna be playing some more swtor tonight hopefully#so tonight/tomorrow there should be some more screenshot posts#still no art tho sadly D: thats one of the things i've been dealing with#i'm not gonna go into details bc in thegrand scheme of things its dumb really sjhdsjgdhj#but its been kinda...hard. for me to make art. hopefully in the next few weeks that will be resolved & i'll be able to draw again tho
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this black coffee DECEIVED ME like the DEVIL cause it smelled so so good but had me literally gagging after a small sip cause of how bitter it is 😔
#BUT I’M GOING TO SALVAGE THIS#SINCE I WAS LITERALLY WAITINGGGG TO SEE IF NOBODY ELSE WANTED IT SO I COULD SCAVENGE IT AND I'M NOT LETTING IT GO TO WASTE#experiments need to happen tomorrow cause it’s way too late on a school night#so sad there is no milk rn and idk when i’m gonna get more#but if there isn’t any by afterschool coffee time i could try making an affogato instead with the ice cream here#EVEN THO IT’S COFFEE ICE CREAM SO IT MIGHT BE TOO MUCH#but i'll still keep an open mind for experiment time :}
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