#I'm gonna try tomorrow tho!!
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The other post was getting long, and this is a different sword, so here you go:
I actually fucking finished a mesh edit!!!!! Well, at least the meshing part. This thing has parts from three different sword meshes. Tomorrow it's on to texturing hell. I've never textured anything before in my LIFE, and I just know it's going to be miserable, lmao.
Especially since I assume I'm going to have to make a new uv map and I don't know shit about that. But I at the very least need a texture for renders, and this sword is low-poly enough that I could probably make it an in-game accessory too.
#morrigan.txt#wip#blender wip#in case anyone is curious: the blade is from natalia auditore's alucard sword. the cross guard is a shorter/wider version of part of the#crossguard from moriel's diego sword (which is actually wolf's rapier mesh) and the hilt is also from there.#the loop is from tinkle's rapier build/buy object from their pirate cc set. But I made it skinnier and longer iirc.#if I could I would gladly use the existing textures for the blade and hilt but idk if I can do that.#I'm gonna have to go searching for tutorials to find out how to deal with UV maps.#the only uv stuff I've done is converting build/buy objects to cas accessories which doesn't really count bc I wasn't changing the mesh.#I don't think I could share this publicly unfortunately. I would be breaking all three of the og creators' TOUs.#but ofc that assumes I can ever actually finish this lmao.#I'm gonna try tomorrow tho!!#this might end up being sigmar's sword for the seven of swords edit??#maybe.#it's simple but I like it.#sorry I haven't posted any actual sims content in a few days. I've been hyperfocusing on these fucking swords lmao.#I've learned a lot about blender though which is a plus lmao.#fingers crossed I can get this into s4s without having to update my game. bc I made it in 3.3.6 but apparently I need 3.6??#and hopefully the version of s4s I have is compatible with 3.6 cause last time I tried to import something from 3.3 it gave me an error.#so if it's not compatible with either then I'm fucked lmao.#and I really don't wanna have to update my game for this.#oh well. at least I can make blender edits without needing to get it in-game.
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More jinx fanart just because
#I already had the lineart for this one so just went and finished it. Didn't have energy to start a new drawing today so yea#But also omg two posts in the same week can you believe that???? Tomorrow's gonna rain or smth#I never post more than once every two months but arcane did smth to me#Idk why I'm drawing sm jinx tho. She isn't even one of my favs#Also artstyle so inconsistent that in a span of a day it already changed again. It do be like that sometimes#was trying something ig#jinx arcane#jinx fanart#Arcane#arcane fanart#i drew something#Jinx#Id in alt#Alt text#I guess? There wasn't a lot to describe in this one tbh this piece kinda boring but I liked it anyways
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tried to play stardew valley & exhausted myself in the middle of the day. just like me in real life fr
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wip while i'm at woooork~
#i couldn't get the idea of kara & kuro singing karaoke together...#kuro would hate going to karaoke & singing in front people bc of how tone deaf they are#( they had a bad experience going to karaoke in college and just hasn't really gone since )#but they'd like going with karamatsu bc he doesn't care that they suck at singing & finds ways to make it fun for them#like picking goofy songs and going all out in singing them so it make kuro laugh#he likes their laugh. not just light one they usually do but the full on cackle that comes out when something's really funny to them#* puts my face in my hands * good lord......#i'm feeling so soft about them rn i'm sorry#hopefully i can work back into this tomorrow after my shift#tonight i'm just gonna try working on finishing writing the outline for the first kurokara lore event i'm gonna post#i wanna doodle some things for it so i might take me a sec to post tho#mj wips#mj rambles
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#tko_art#hahah wrong eye shape#hers is more droopy and less awakey#wow colors suck#really hard#but i've noticed it doesn't feel like my brain is going to explode everytime I try to determine color and values#i kind of got too tired and wanted to giv eup so no tear drop#which made me sad because i did want to try that#but back hurts#gotta go to bed to fight god tomorrow/today#i love rendering skin tones#they're so much fun#lovely love#I have accidentally locked in#suddenly every single moment of time that i'm not spending to do art is unappealing and so damaging#i'm psyching myself out of doing things I know will give me instant gratification and will make me pretty happy for whattttttttt#it's kinda depressing#If i think about it too hard it's just a constant cycle of oh god this is it for the rest of my life#so no thinking it is!#blegh this seems so silly and trivial#i hope nobody reads this shit#i'd have to kill myself or something#im never gonna stop thinking about how i didnt say i loved you back#and it haunts me#and i cant stop thinking about what u said to me#and even tho u didnt say it harshly i cant stop my mind from running away from me#and theres something horribly wrong with me that i need to gouge out#i hope u never read this#i didnt want to be (x) how fucked up is that#i wish i wasnt like this i wish i didnt have to learn how to live with trauma i wish i was normal
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my back really hates enthusiasm. woke up not eager but ready to get started on multiple things at once and it really said 'oh? you want to be able to move without pain? fuck you'
But fuck my back say I, bc I can work on the grocery pick up while laying down. Check mate, you... spine.
(turns out nothing i can think of to say/type to shame my spine sounds effective. it all just sounds vaguely clinical lmao)
#text post#brain woke up in a weird place too and im trying to push past that#it's not that i have A Lot to do today it's that the timing needs to be mindful#if i start laundry too late then that fucks up lunch#in between that i need to get grocery pick up finished and figured out and start on prolific and cloud#then to check on data annotation stuff#i should at least take some pictures to post for the side gig#and i need to finish up the holiday cards and gift boxes for my family bc those need to be shipped out asap#...maybe my back is trying to give me a gift lmao. i can attempt productivity so long as I'm also laying flat on my back#...my laptop can be brought down to sit in my actual lap so really the survey sites/grocery/pictures stuff could be done here#and the cards are closeish by#so then it's just laundry and gift boxes to do while physical moving#FUCK AND DISHES. i almost fuckin forgor them. the dish#...im gonna wind up doing laundry tomorrow aren't i. im not actually getting that done today and i should probably accept that now#not gonna tho! gonna be mad abt it later but i really should have started laundry#before i let myself lay down and that's on me
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Have i ever mentioned that I hate making poses?
#sims 3#random crap#delete later#they NEVER turn out accurate#was gonna try and make an edit but I'm too burnt out with blender rn#also got no good ideas#Oc: Mabon AU#Caspian Jacob D'Angelo#will try to make something proper tomorrow or later tho#blood tw#drawing way outside the lines
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How do you ask someone out with plausible deniability lmao like do you just ask them to dinner or something or is that too obvious ahskamskls
#not snz#this is so fucking embarrassing ahskakksl I'm never gonna recover#breaking my one and only rule of not trying to date my coworkers#AND HE'S NOT EVEN INTO ME 😭😭#idk idk there's just something about him#maybe it's still in my head bc he's been nice to me when I've been feeling like shit idk#i just like being around him so much but maybe that's my daddy issues AHDKAKZKA#idk#it's probably for the best if i just forget about it tho#i mean I'm really not super into the idea of physically having sex as it is and i think most people require that#someone tell me to drop it lmao I'm just being delusional about it at this point#fuck idk I'm just gonna sit here and think my thoughts#grounding myself until i can behave lmao#also I'm working tomorrow 😭😭#partner posting
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alright so here's the current plan with the nominations to the main tourney, not the oc tourney. tomorrow will decide if i'm closing them early or not. if we get a bunch of submissions and it turns out the last 2 days were just slow, then they'll continue to stay open until friday at least. if we continue only getting a handful of submissions, then submissions will close wednesday the 10th, 11:59 pm PST
#-mx narrative#again oc tourney WILL be open until at least friday. i am not going to suddenly cut that one short#if i am being entirely honest the main reason i want to close submissions is because i am Extremely Tired and need things to do#and for the last couple days watching submissions come in and tallying them has been my thing to do#so if they're trickling off i have immediately run out of things to do with my time#if i close them then i'll at least be able to start prepping the tourney#i do understand today was solar eclipse day in north america tho so of course things are gonna be slow which is why i'm giving it tomorrow#if you want to try to make sure submissions stay open for longer for whatever reason then#share the nominations post around or submit a bunch of guys 👍#and unrelated to that if you want to help me with the fact that there is nothing to do on my phone in bed then perhaps shoot me some asks#can be about whatever. i am simply so bored and too tired to do much#some guy joust
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kinda sad that i can't trace over my wisdom teeth anymore
(like inside my mouth, i'll trace my gums and teeth when fidgety)
#for the void#cyanbug thoughts#i'm sharing thoughts for today and prolly tomorrow and prolly when i want the pain to be over#so#timeline for these posts#im gonna try and write fanfics tho#i have two winter ones i want done by new years
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BELLUM. it's bedtime and I'm yawning but I am being kept awake by sheer feels alone HELP
#is that a fucking gremlin ?? ( OOC. )#(( Elsa using her ice as a 'therapy' / treatment for helping with Spinner's chronic pain tho#will it work ? maybe a lil maybe it's not super effective and even if it helps it's not a total 'cure' like#nothing is gonna take away all the pain and make it entirely 10000 % better#but the fact that she's even TRYING something knowing that it might work#knowing that it might be what others would consider a 'waste' of her energy ; just on the off chance that it helps him even a LITTLE#hi leave me alone I have thoughts#I should sleep since I have to be at the store at 7:30 tomorrow morning BUT-#follow the simple rule of noticing my online presence after 10 PM#''if ye see ... let it be''#dfjhklsajfalkfa I'm sorry anxiety and shit has like. fried my brain lmao ))
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#Me: I'm gonna get home from this party and do silly drunk asks#Me - at home - squinting at asks after having dozed off in my chair for like an hour: how do I write good again???? What's going on...?#Fr tho I'll try and poke at them tonight but they might need to be answered tomorrow when I'm fully coherent#ooc || the birb speaks#alcohol cw#drinking cw
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Me, having slept maybe 5 hours in the last 48 hours and trying to go to sleep rn despite the sun being up: But what if I worked on my fanfic
#i talk#fic talk#ITS KILLING MEEEEEEE I HATE NOT UPDATING THINGS#the last week has been utter hell for me. but i should be fully moved in by tomorrow#or today I guess#whatever#absolutely hellish#once you bypass the ''I feel like death'' part of sleep depravation your body is like ''ok we should be ok''#and I'm like ''thats the devil talking you cant fool me''#anyways. gonna try and squeeze in 3 hours of sleep 🫠#taking the day off of work at least#I really wanna work on chapter 3 today if I can finish setting everything up and finish cleaning#my hands hurt so bad tho
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uh i need to change my canvas color
#tko_art#i keep getting lazy and add some shading to a piece that i'm like oh it's fine i'll just do this in 2 seconds#and NO#then I get SUCKED IN#then i look at the time#it's been an hour#you've been halfassing this rendering for an HOUR#i need to learn my lesson bro#ok tomorrow i try to learn my lesson#spent the whole day writing and getting distraccted#i like what i've done so far#i'm excited even tho i'm gonna be late for the writing prompt#it ok
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I'm fucking done with my Doc Project. and it's GOOD??? 😳😳😳
#AND IT ACTUALLY DIDN'T NEED A MUSIC TRACK THAT MUCH THANK GOD#bad news tho is that I'm starting to think I have an ear infection bc of all the headaches I've been having and now it actually feels like#my ear hurts. and it would make sense last time I had one I had pain running all through my jaw as a result so there u go#think I'm gonna try and see a doc about that tomorrow bc I want to be in shape for my trip
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Some more half assed gameplay shit.
Sims 4 Mel is by far the most miserable excuse for a sim I ever had to deal with.
This guy does not want to be happy. Getting him to a point where he's simply "fine" has proven impossible so far. But eh, I like the challenge.
You know you need to re-evaluate your life when Santa invades your home on Christmas Eve and gives you shit.
(I had Mel fight him for presents but he got his ass beat.)
Mood.
I love you Jester.
I made a bootleg Alev as well so bootleg Mel would have some company that isn't feline.
They're kinda, sorta...not really hitting it off.
I don't know what I'm more baffled by... the fact that it took him almost a day to draw this or that he got 85 simoleons for it.
Not gonna lie I'm kinda having fun though.
#Sims 4#Shitpost#Didn't mind me#Gonna try to make something of quality in sims 3 again tomorrow#It's kinda fun to just do some mindless minimum effort gameplay tho#I definitely wanna up the quality if I post more Sims 4 stuff#I'm really having trouble getting this game to look good xD#Like how do you all do it?#Drugs tw#Alcohol tw
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