#I'm exhausted.
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Ludinus Da'leth is not right about killing the gods. Ludinus Da'leth is the equivalent of a hyperrational atheist science bro™ who thinks religion is exclusively for the weak-minded and the foolish because he's never taken a humanities course and equates "mass media Christianity" with all world religion.
#cr discourse#like good fucking lord.#I'm EXHAUSTED.#do not clown on this post I'm tired and will block you on sight.#frankly the exandrian gods are also like. MORE than fine.#they're not all powerful and they are not unflawed but like. overall. they're fine lmfao#and yes I AM including the calamity in that. good god.#like we all watched calamity right? we all witnessed that?
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#my 79 year old grandfather is getting surgery today#send him the good vibes#i hope we get good news today#I'm exhausted.
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my mom has been upset with one of my dogs all day.
it has been a very loud day.
#she just yells at him a lot for even the smallest things and it gets so draining and tiring#it makes me sad to think about but i genuinely cannot remember the last time we went a full 24 hours without her yelling about something#i'm exhausted.#tw vent#vent post#personal vent
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Shit is getting bad again..
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Ok, I managed to make decent progress on getting things done around the house (with my mom's help) yesterday.
Mind you, this was after literally begging in tears for my dad's help only for him to (once again) do nothing. So I reached the point of, "Eh, it's not gonna make anything worse" and just did stuff however I knew how.
I fixed a drawer that's been broken for like 3 years, I fixed our silverware organizer, I completely went through everything in my bathroom vanity and under the sink and deep cleaned in there, we finished organizing the closet and getting everything sorted or donated, I (temporarily) fixed the wallpaper that had been separating from the wall in a few spots, and I got the kitchen mostly cleaned/all the dishes done.
However... I still need to go through and sort/organize/donate everything in the laundry room. And my room. And my parents room. And my sleep schedule is so thoroughly screwed. I keep just being awake until like 3AM and then waking up at like 6:30/7AM mid panic attack.
For now, I need to get some stuff done at work and I can deal with the other stuff later.
#personal#just trying to keep up tbh#I'm exhausted.#I keep trying to make schedules so I can like... try to stay on top of it all#but it always ends up being “ok if I just wake up like 2 hours earlier and go to bed at 3AM I should be able to keep up”#which is simply not healthy or sustainable#and really bums me out because like#two other adults live in my house and if my dad helped even just a little bit like...#oh well
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Microaggressions in therapy 🙃
#'allegedly you were r4p3d' There is no allegedly about it!!!#woc#woc experience#'verbally aggressive' to who? i can't even confront a restaurant about giving us napkins when i'm out to eat#and my all time favorite 'She is Egyptian Mexican which means she is Polynesian' MA'AM DID YOU FAIL GEOGRAPHY? NORTH AFRICA LATIN AMERICA ??#so we homogenised brown people#added some spicy latina aggressive arab stereotypes#and then decided to dismiss the r4p3 I was severely traumatised#racism#racism in medicine#racism in therapy#i only found out reading her notes she'd added all of this which was never stated by me at all and blatantly misrepresented me#her being a white woman therapy coordinator#i'm exhausted.
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It went as well as I imagined.
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Well, I'm hoping that the silence from 🎶 means that all this is finally over.
#Tua rp#Tua rp blog#TW 🎶#Please. Let it be over.#I'm exhausted.#That took far too much energy out of me.#Some rest would be nice.
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job searching is like none of these places will want me.
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>Join a union
>Hear people constantly complaining that the current union leadership is super corrupt, it's all just the same ten guys making all the decisions in secret and nobody else in the union ever gets to know what's going on
>Go to the monthly union meetings that are completely open to all 1200 union members
>The only attendees are the same ten guys every month, giving detailed reports about everything that's going on
#anyway this is why i'm the way i am about politics and people who advocate against 'participating in the system'#i am on my way to becoming one of the ten guys and frankly? it's fucking exhausting#i chatted with the union president afterwards and he got this haunted look in his eye#and was like 'i'm glad to see you getting involved but remember you can say no. you can always say no.#don't let anyone bully you into doing more than you want to. make time for yourself. YOU CAN SAY NO.'#which was good and much appreciated advice! but also. ominous
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in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off
EDIT: reblogs are STAYING OFF. op was right and correct and i have never regretted making a post as much as this one. if you want to reblog my art you can reblog something else from my blog. or commission me, lord knows i deserve financial compensation for the nightmare this post has put me through
#art#i had to block multiple people because of this post and i easily could have blocked more#do you guys have any idea how exhausting it is to hear 400 people make the exact same unfunny joke each thinking they're being original#or worry that another person might get harassed over a post i made because of the way people are talking about them#or be harassed/insulted YOURSELF because some people don't know how to fucking behave#you guys don't get reblogs back. you should be grateful i'm leaving the post up at all.
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if you guys are ever mean to amusement park employees i'm jumping out of the nearest trash can to beat your ass
#bunny.txt#day 2 of the amusment park job!!#they put me on a ride which is fine but god#i'm EXHAUSTED.
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Truly I cannot win when it comes to existing. My muscles, ligaments, and joints are all fucked. I need medical assistance to see and to stop myself from choking in my sleep. I can barely digest any foods properly. I have enough psychological issues to traumatize a therapist. Girl what is even the point of trying to make it work if every system in my body is trying to kill me at all times
#mads.txt#I'm exhausted.#And people have the audacity to act like I'm not disabled bc my disabilities aren't visible
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🤭 I would have liked to see this in between
#doctor who#drwho#14th doctor#david tennant#the doctor#my art#i'm so exhausted to my very soul lately art has been hard#here is a little sketch while I work 😭
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[images ID: three images of a comic titled "one must imagine sisyphus happy" by druid-for-hire. it is a visual narrative beginning with someone with wrist pain (depicted by bright orange nerves) working at a drafting table. the reader is shown the same wrist as the person uses it for many everyday tasks such as carrying a grocery basket, pushing elevator buttons, typing, and doing dishes, until the pain dissolves all the panels into chaos. the person then performs several physical therapy exercises until the pain subsides. they sit back down at a desk with their laptop, sigh, and begin typing. a small spark of pain reappears. end id]
a fun little piece i made during the semester and submitted into our school comic anthology! (which you can buy at the Static Fish table at MoCCAFest in NYC ;] ). it's about artists and injury
#comic art#comics#original comic#chronic pain#carpal tunnel#tendonitis#my art#original#edit: what a delightful surprise to see this take off#this was made for class on very low fuel and very few thoughts and late at night and exhausted#the prompt was just a wordless narrative essay. three pages. and i had nothing and no ideas#and my head hurt and i was too tired to think about doing any of the like. research and mind mapping and ideating i'd do otherwise#but my arm hurt#so i decided to do a thing about arm hurty#i'm surprised to see so many people finding it resonating with them#but then again i shouldn't be. the universal lies in the specific#i should make more things about smaller stuff
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