#I'm breaking my silence
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it's so funny seeing people complain about how "all the shuake fics now are weird and toxic" like did you vote for them in the toxic doomed yaoi poll as a joke?? because it was real to me.
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Ik that for tagging reasons it dosen’t work for Shanks/Buggy to have the shipname "Shaggy" but GOD do I wish it did it would be so fucking funny
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season 10 has to be the most boring season of criminal minds
#I'm breaking my silence#it is not only because we don't have emily!#but that's one of the reasons#i miss s5 vibes so much#the cases were SO good#railingsofsorrowrants#jj is starting to get on my nerves for some reason 💀
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Do you WANT to give David an aneurysm?
David would lose his fucking mind if Angel did the “Serving myself a little bit of food and telling my husband that’s all we have left” trend.
#so do i. do it.#david shaw#redacted asmr#I'VE BEEN INSANE ABOUT THIS FANDOM FOR LIKE A MONTH NOW#I'M BREAKING MY SILENCE
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I leave the batfandom for A WEEK then come back and find out that not only jason todd is dead AGAIN but *checks notes* he died an EMBARRASSING death??? and *checks notes* HE'S ALIVE???
#JasonTodd#Jason todd#this feels like watching riverdale. I'm having a PTSD rn#this guy's dad lore will go INSANE#Dc is the netflix of comics atp#jason todd should make a commetary yt channel atp#“breaking my silence: Bruce wayne is A SLUT”#he didn't even reach to his 30s and he died TWICE?#he lived the life of a greek mythological person atp#Jason Todd would undeniably understand William afton.#he just gets him#if you're a JASON you're destined to die at least once in a decade#he's the only white who has the rightful permission to say “when i was your age”#batboys#batbros#batfam shenanigans#batman#dc red hood#jason todd#red hood#batdad#jason peter todd#under the red hood#batman 148
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if you'll forgive the rare mention of shipping from me. okay. so my brain LOVES generating weird, slightly fucked-up aus. and so. okay. sometimes i think about the joke that jimmy is the oblivious protagonist to a harem anime or a dating game in most of his smps. which is obviously a fandom joke more than anything else but like, he DOES have a bunch of these ships. and then i ALSO think about the sometimes-valid, sometimes-invalid way people complain about shipping warping his and other people's characters. (for the record that's just how fandom works shipping or not shipping i take a neutral stance on this, it's just important for the au idea.)
so my brain came up with: the jimmy dating sim au. in which jimmy suddenly wakes up and his life is a dating sim. and at first he's... very very jimmy about it. he preens. he LOVES the fact the world suddenly seems to revolve around him. it's GREAT. he can see dialogue options and he still somehow sounds like an idiot when he talks to people but that's fine because he still chooses the BEST OPTIONS. he's doing GREAT. this is the BEST THING THAT'S EVER--
although. hm. it's... a little weird the world is revolving around him? grian and joel aren't being mean enough actually, which seems like a silly thing to complain about, but like, look, he likes it when people are mean. and tango is silly and sweet but he's--he's not normally that focused on jimmy. he's a project guy. and scott is--look, it's weird he's not flirting with anyone else, right? like, that's weird? and, and okay, he's... not sure how to name what's going on with fwhip but there's not enough animosity, and whatever martyn is doing is like, look, jimmy's used to being shot down more on this one, and--
and once jimmy starts seeing it he can't stop seeing it. the world's warped around him. he's the main character in a dating game. every time he picks an option that makes one of his friends (his friends!) like him more, it's like another little piece of their personality is chipped off of them. and as much as he loves being the center of attention, he misses being mocked. he misses people paying attention to other things. he misses the bits that are being sanded off. he doesn't want to be the one to break his friends. he misses the relationships they had, sharp edges and all, because goddammit, he likes that kind of relationship.
but he doesn't know how to stop it.
he doesn't know how long he can go down someone's route before the changes get irreversible.
and so jimmy sets out on a journey to figure out how to break the dating simulator he seems to have gotten stuck in and get his friends back to normal. before it's too late.
ANYWAY IF I HAD TIME AND/OR MORE EXPERIENCE WITH VISUAL NOVEL GAME ENGINES IMAGINE--
#empiresshipping#trafficshipping#<- for blacklist this isn't. really a shipping post. you know how it is.#jimmy solidarity#anyway periodically this pops up in my head again#and i'm like. man i don't know how exactly to write this. but i would love it if it existed#so i am breaking my usual silence on anything tangentially related to shipping to bring it to you all. in case you all also like it.
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TWIRLY MINSUNG MY LOVE
010924 cr. Cptn_CB97
#i'm breaking my silence#i've been absolutely IN LOVE with this since i first laid eyes on it#something about my fav bois twirling eachother around#omg#twirly guys#them#🥢#lee know#han jisung#minsung#stray kids#skz
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"Both Oakes and Grainger have always done well when given the right material, and each has some terrifically frightening silent moments: an uncontrollable clenching of fists from Juan as he is exiled to Spain, a subtle grin from Lucrezia as she hears her brother's groans of pleasure shift to agony." — The A.V club
#who up thinking about how holly and david perfectly portrayed their dynamic? the way they flip flop from softness to antagonism is so slay#breaking my silence lulu and juan are my priority about the show which i'm sure my 2014 ceslu-pilled self would be beating my ass for this#and the most compelling part for me in their relationship is that juan knowing that he forever lost lu's respect made his insanity worse#because he realizes she'll never know how much he loves her and that she'll always think he's intentionally hurting her#but he's actually very in love with her yet he died while she still thinks he was trying to torment he so she was kinda happy when he died#juan x lucrezia#juan borgia#lucrezia borgia#the borgias#theborgiasedit#perioddramaedit#cinemapix#tvarchive#tvedit#periodedits#perioddramacentral#userstream#tvfilmsource#smallscreensource#by jen
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I need a pilot. I can’t do this without you.
PEDRO PASCAL as FRANKIE MORALES Triple Frontier (2019) dir. J. C. Chandor
#ppascaledit#pedropascaledit#filmedit#useraurore#usersugar#userregan#tuserpolly#tusercora#usermandie#userashe#usersilk#arthurpendragonns#frankie morales#triple frontier#mine*#idk who to tag but i'm breaking my silence: frankie is the superior pedro dilf
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⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆
hi, i'm tilly and / or tobi! 🌈 i'm a digital artist making animals on the internet for a living. i like dinosaurs, dragons, bovines, and video games, so expect all of that here ^u^ ✦ i'm a genderfucked girlboything and prefer it/its! she / he is okay if used interchangeably. ( please do not use they/them on me! ) ✦ feel free to ask me stuff, i love scrounging my ask box :D ✦ i block at my own discretion, but specifically DNI if zoo/pedo/ect. or you if like h*rry p0tter. ✦ i follow from @cowdragons ✦ DM me if you want my nsfw twit / fa ♡
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#new pinned cause moving post has lost traction#once i'm through all my work i'll prolly host a raffle where the only entering premise is reblogging it > <#sorry for the silence! again! life won't give me a break!
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Source: Vimeo
#mm19#Mason mount#throwback#normally i like to recycle old content but I've not seen this clip before#it only had one view (me) on vimeo but i'm breaking my own rule to post this anyways#goal celebration#shhhh#silence the haters#will never ever post any united content but will never stand for the hate#you tell 'em Mase!
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Oh no, I'm a human with very valid wants and needs again
#i'm about to have a call with my partner to communicate abt how my needs aren't being met and i'm scared#just wanna blow the whole thing off and suffer in silence#just get increasingly more eratic to selfdestruct and break up#i love him so much#i'm so not used to being able to express wants and needs in a safe environment#where someone will actually listen to me and think with me towards a possible solution#fae rambles
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Hello hello! Just popping in to give a small update! It's been about 4 months now and tbh? I'm still not ready to come back yet... and I'm not entirely certain when I will be yet :(
I may have a mild case of art block? Drawing's been a bit of a challenge for me lately, and other things in my life's been taking all of my attention I have. Still, I do have a few other things I can post from time to time? I'm thinking I might just start posting those every now and again.
So to start, here's a few Rachel doodles I made last month!
Some of the stuff I post might actually not be Castle of Nations related, but it'll still refer other works UP has made. It's not a ton, but it's what I got. Hope you enjoy c:
#castle of nations#rachel#dynart#dyntalks#yeah I'm not back yet#but I kinda wanted to break the radio silence#4 months is quite a while#I might pop in every month or so to give a small update like this#just so that I don't forget about it and lose my drive#but yeah#thanks for your patience!#all#blog
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#now is good a time as any to break my silence i suppose#truth be told i don't feel all that much better than when i left#but it was something so i guess there's that#i'm probably not going to be as active on here as i used to be but we'll see how that goes
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Spirit animal SQH
#svsss#shang qinghua#but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but#but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee#also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but#I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg#oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left#I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something#or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird#LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm#I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either#I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself#eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up#I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa#man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong#cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk#its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment#with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig#and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down#but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications#and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly#man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk
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a moment of respite.
#horizon forbidden west#niloy#aloy/nil#fanart#my art#digital painting#needed a break from commissions and project work#life has been super hectic - kiddo started kindergarten partner started new job#sorry for the radio silence#i'm still around and kickin'
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