#I'm batshit obsessed
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The last time Askari was seen.
Explanation time!!! Iirc one of his confirmed names is askari (it sounds cooler and it even means soldier in Somali.) this is before he got the scar and before he succumbed to the darkness within, hence, a sunset. Drew this by using this image, making it visible and invisible
Took more liberty with proportions this time so it might maybe look different I hope
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Ming in the restaurant:
Man can't even mention himself around Ming without Ming hearing Kill Bill sirens and it's just
I love him. He's so unwell.
#my stand in#my stand in the series#I love Ming#he is batshit insane and I like that in a man#and like I'm sorry I think we all need to accept that Joe does too#because he's def gonna get back together at some point for real with Ming and like#well sometimes you gotta watch your homegirl be in love with a flop man#logically I'm sure the show is gonna make Ming ~grow~ and ~change~ but like#please god no#let him stay an obsessive asshole#he can be nicer to Joe as a treat but please let him stay a dick#cause obsessive assholes can still very much be in love with someone#and it doesn't make them a better person or whatever#they just love their person and their person loves them#regular clyde
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today i learned that nathan summers is actually named after a kid who bullied cyclops in childhood
his mom really did say "fuck you scott. im going to name your child after your childhood bully. fuck you."
#imagine seeing your son who dwarfs you physically and is named after the kid who bullied you in childhood#imagine. could you fucking imagine.#im obsessed with every bit of nathan's lore it is so batshit insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#everything i discover is so fucking insane !!!#sci talks comics#nate is named after the kid who bullied his father. rotates this factoid in my brain for the rest of time.#i mean yeah mr sinister's name is nathaniel too#but i'm sure THAT'S just a coincidence...
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her: you're acting a little off, you okay?
me, after seeing her smile at a friend of ours, absolutely seething with jealousy: just great !!
#i'm gonna go batshit insane .#irl darling#darlingcore#yanderecore#yandere#soft yandere#yande.re#yandere community#yancore#yandere thoughts#yandere vent#yanblr#obslove#obsessive love#obsessive thoughts#irl yandere#🥀┊honeyed love . . .
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If I ever get a tattoo, it's gonna be Monstrance Clock lyrics, I need this damn song to be a part of my body physically, listening to it 24/7 365 is not nearly enough
#ghost band#the band ghost#ghost#ghost the band#I've never been this obsessed with a song in my entire life#but it's been about two years now and I'm as batshit crazy over it as ever
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Obsessed with the lore Theresa's fanclub gave Chumley
#fable#fable 3#Theresa#Penelope hearing all of this and being like:who told you this. why is this your belief system#judt to go to reavers lil hater club and get told more wild shit#sorry I'm obsessed with this bitch djdjdmmz#she just wants to understand Theresa and people are telling her batshit stuff
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there are some characters where i look at them and go "i don't want anything bad to happen to them ever" and others where i look at them and go "i need them to suffer so fucking much until they b r e a k" and there's no telling which is which until you talk to me about them
#this post brought to you by me looking at luchino's survivor trailer#and mentally going “yesss.... YESSSSSS.......” at the shots of him screaming in pain#luchino and frederick are the ones who get the worst of it i think#you can't give me a pretty musician with family issues and mental illness and an obsession with the extreme#and an absolutely batshit insane academic whose actual fucking body is turning against him#and then be surprised when i look at them and go “yeah they should suffer”#rambling#funny thing is a.) i ship them with each other#and b.) i also ship them with characters who are very much firmly in the “i need them to be okay” camp#those being emil and charles respectively#so depending on what mood i'm in you're either getting a ship between two characters who are hated by the narrative#or two ships that are just “i need whoever's writing us to stop torturing my boyfriend for five fucking minutes”
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Do you ever love a fanfic so much that you go into canva and make not only a front cover but a back cover too?
Or am I just batshit fucking crazy?
#my love for this is concerning#is this an obsession? or is that too much?#tea in a bar#mha fic#it's so good what the fuck#I think I'm just batshit crazy#or tired I could just be tired#i think i'm just tired#Atiya_Blackcharm put some kind of drugs in the shit seriously#they did so fucking good
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Mai-Chan's Daily Life: The Movie has permanently altered my brain chemistry, hlep
#rot rambles#it was such a bad movie#with awful acting#but the ending scene is bouncing around in my brain nonstop#they Lady and the Tramp Mai-Chan's intestines and I don't know if I've ever seen anything else that utterly batshit#I'm kind of obsessed
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Gethan won the poll now hand over the risque artwork
I'm sorry I'm low key a puritan so I'm scared to post it...it's giles pouring blood into Ethan's mouth. Something came over me when I was at my shitty wage slave job but I'm normal now
#LISTENNNNNNN#<- guy whose in denial about being asexual and just swears he's prudish#I had an incident occur to me and I became so obsessed with Giles because I kept saying “he's just like me fr he's just like me fr”#when i was just SELF PROJECTING....but he's just like me fr#now i'm....normal....and i look back and go what who said that#you dont understand how utterly batshit insane i was last fall/winter. like I was off the rails. im sorry im talking about my mental health#and not about the old man yaoi i promised#ill post the old man yaoi. but i need to finish my jenny drawing#BECAUSE I LOVE YOU JENNY
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Radovid from the show and Radovid from the game are not the same character
they are both based on a paragraph of information from the book that mentions that there is a character named Radovid that will be king in the future - that it
ahhh okay, i do need to add the witcher books to my tbr pile soon. regardless! i am still so obsessed with the angst potential here. either show radovid is on his way to becoming what he is in the game (which, like, i've only played a portion of the witcher 3 so far so my knowledge is limited, but boy howdy it sure seems like things are lining up that way) or, OR, the show is an alternate universe in which radovid has the potential to become what he is in the game, but maybe things could pan out differently. maybe he can make a few better choices this time around. maybe those better choices are inspired by jaskier. who knows!
i'm just burning with the vaguest of possible fic ideas here for the show post-season-3. like, radovid's just watched his brother die and he's struggling to rule a country he never expected to (and never WANTED to) rule in the first place. he misses his brother and he misses jaskier and he's traumatized from the attack on aratuza and he can't focus on any of that because he has shit to do, and then he finds out that his advisor, his brother's advisor, is the one who killed his brother and caused all of this, and now he's not just in mourning and a little heartsick, he's fucking furious, and god! it's so easy to take that out on phillippa and then project it onto sorcerers everywhere! it's so easy to hate sorcerers and elves and the whole stupid war and just kick them all out of the castle and then the country and lock up the doors and wait until this whole thing ends! it's so easy!
but then you have jaskier, who's neck deep in this war between his work as the sandpiper and the fact that the people he loves most in the world are at the center of all of it, and, like, i don't know man! does jaskier catch wind of the king of redania being murdered and his brother being crowned king? does he get a chance to intervene early? does he not find out any of this until he starts hearing about hate crimes against elves and mages in redania? what happens then? i don't know! but i know it will hurt me!
maybe. okay run with me on this one. maybe a few months after everything jaskier hears bits and pieces about what's going on in redania. maybe he gets a few exaggerated stories and can't tell what's real and what isn't: radovid's banned all magic users and nonhumans from the capital, radovid himself is hosting mass burnings at the stake for any mages caught within city limits, they say he gouged his former advisor's eyes out in vengeance for his brother, etc, etc, and jaskier's like. okay back up. this isn't the radovid i know. i need to go talk to him. but he can't send letters when they're on the run, and how could radovid answer anyway without knowing where they are? so jaskier convinces yen or ciri to portal him directly into the castle. and maybe some shenanigans ensue. this is where things get really vague in my head and why i haven't written it yet, but maybe....? maybe something goes wrong with the magic? maybe they end up both portalled somewhere else and have to, like, fight for their lives while also dealing with this massive rift in ideals that's suddenly opened up between them. bonus points for jaskier being a worried mess over not knowing how to get back to ciri the entire time. idk man there's something juicy here i just gotta figure out how to shape it
#anon: lets me know a fun fact about the difference between the show and the books#me: hey thanks! anyway excuse me while i vomit up an entire fic idea real quick#i'm at the point where the mere mention of radovid and/or jaskier sends me into a frenzy of writing ideas#only problem is they are all! so! goddamn! vague!#anon#sam answers stuff#see the thing is. i was SO feeling a fic idea after the cabin scene#where ciri doesn't leave and instead accidentally portals all THREE of them far away#and jaskier's fresh off the betrayal of ''he was using me to get to ciri'' but also can't deal with that right now#because they're in the MIDDLE OF NOWHERE and ciri's injured and now you've got a bard and a prince as her temporary dads#her woefully unprepared temporary dads#but see then the whole ''brother murder'' thing happened and i was instantly 3000% more obsessed with radovid after that#i just love exploring how batshit insane grief can make people. you feel me?#ANYWAY.#the witcher#radskier
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So, I was on Amazon, looking up books written by this guy I just saw in a Ted talk. Then I happened to notice a couple of books about bats.
As a general rule, I adore bats and have since I stayed at camp at around age 5 and saw this little, tiny bat. It was hanging upside down from the huge stone fireplace.
The lady reading the stories that evening just calmly pointed it out to us all and I was amazed by how tiny and cute it looked. I thought it was a baby but I'm sure it wasn't. The adults are incredibly small here.
To add to my bat experiences, my dad would catch and release them if they got inside. He'd wear gloves in case they bit him, but he'd show them to me and let me gently pet the soft fur on their backs.
I consider myself lucky that I was never around people who were scared of them because it would be sad if even more people feared these little dudes. (My daughter likes them too, lol)
So, back to why I'm posting this screenshot.
After seeing these bat books, I, of course thought about Twisted Wonderland's resident bat, Lillia van Rouge . So, having Lillia already on my mind, the next book I see has a dragon! Malleus!!!!
(omg Malleus. I am SO, SO sorry!) Nope! Once my brain actually engaged I realized it was a dino--a T Rex to be more precise. 😂🤣😂😭😭
Despite being all alone, I was simultaneously embarrassed, ashamed, and secretly amused.
Because of course I wouldn't want to let the imaginary dragon prince find out that mistaking him for a freaking T Rex was actually pretty hilarious. 🙄😂
#I'm pretty sure I've always been a nutcase#but Yana creating a character that I'd find physically attractive even if he had the worst personality ever#only to make him sweet#and generous#and he shares interests and aesthetic preferences with me#so that pretty much tipped me over into batshit crazy territory lol#oh#side note#i was obsessed with dinosaurs as a child 🤣#i mean dragons aren't the same#but dinosaurs are Earth's closest thing to real life dragons 😁#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#twst#lilia vanrouge#twst malleus#omg i also just realized that the name of the bat book is little bat goes to night school#or maybe night raven college#oops#in night school not goes to night school#why can't you edit tags on mobile?
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I think you can make the case that fascists, broadly, have a weird and dangerous obsession with the physical, physical beauty, physical strength, etc., without then saying that any concern for physical health is therefore fascist and to be anti-fascist you need to abandon any notion of physical health
#could you guys not take your batshit ideas to their most insane conclusions for five seconds#I guess this is vagueposting but i continue to see things to which I want to reply#but that I don't want to see on my dash#do you seriously not know that it's possible to be unhealthily obsessed with being 'thin' for its own sake#but simultaneously that it's bad for you to be huffing around extra pounds#this goes well beyond these theories about how bodies have a natural equilibrium weight at which you'll be hovering#I'm not saying this as a paragon of physical health myself I ought to lose a few pounds#but baby#if you are eating 4000+ calories of processed foods a day#that's bad for you#and you're gonna have a surplus of pounds that will diminish if you eat fewer and better calories and fuckin move around more
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I WAS JUST ABOUT TO RECOMMEND 'BLUE LOCK' TO YOUUUU!!! IT'S SO GOOD!! PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS!!
OH MY GOD YES OKAY I AM SOOOOO GLAD TO HEAR YOU ASK ABT THIS BECAUSE I AM LITERALLY INSANE OVER ALL OF IT. I AM UNWELL. I AM NOT ACTING NORMAL ABOUT THIS STORY.
okay anyways now that i've gotten that out of the way. oh my god okay favorite characters lets do this
tbh i am soooo in love with, like, 99% of them. the only character i am actually annoyed by is barou but i also feel like he could grow on me with a few more chapters, yk? oh! just to clarify, i've read up to chp 71!! so some spoilers up until then incoming :) i'm a little insane as i get ready to keep reading. i skipped out on a party to do this LMAO. so favorites! but not in any order because i can't do that!
bachiraaaaa!!! oh my god he is my boy. he is everything to me. just,,, you expect me to read the words "there is a monster inside of me" and expect me to NOT go insane abt it? he plays because it's fun and he's at blue lock to find someone who has the same monster, the same desire and passion, he is SO much and i am obsessed with it. literally the moment he stole the ball from isagi in the tag game they played, i KNEW. he's my type of character fr. rin telling him that "you're searching for someone with your soccer" i'm gonna fucking scream. oh and also he's the sleepy boy representation that i need, so.
^^things i'm not !!! ok !!!!!! about !!!!!
reo.... i just think he has sooooo many issues and they are so so so interesting. like, this is a character who gets everything he wants and then the one thing he really desires is just out of his reach. he is so broken up about nagi, too, and i loooove to see that in my pathetic little men. top ten things that had made me insane so far: reo saying "have you forgotten our promise" in reference to him saying they're going to be the best in the world, followed immediately by nagi saying that he's the one who's forgotten their promise, in reference to reo saying "let's play soccer." i'm literally howling at the moon. screeching at the sun like a bat. i am going crazy over this.
^^^reo you literally have so many problems and i NEED to see you self-destruct
isagi!! tbh idk if i'm really usually a main character person, but i'm a little in love with isagi. he's just. SO interesting. every time he talks about devouring other players' skills and making them his own....i am literally losing my mind. in the game against chigiri, kunigami, and reo, when isagi talks about devouring barou's darkness and turning it into light....catch me literally screaming out loud about him. his growth and "leveling up" is SO much fun to watch/read and i AM dying over it. every time he learns a new weapon or figures out how to better use one, i AM in my bed pumping my fist and screaming go best friend you go best friend!!! i believe the next chp is the game against bachira, rin, aryu, and tokimitsu, and i can already feel myself losing it a little bit.
^^^HELLO?????? I'M NOT OKAY ??????
chigiri! i'm not as insane about him as i am about the others, but i do love him very very much. the "i play for that joy i felt the first time i outran someone" and the "for as long as my legs work i want to play soccer" moments genuinely had me crying no joke. and his whole deal at the very start with "i was looking for a way to give up" versus his growth to wanting to beat isagi and become the best in the world... i am sooo unwell about it. in, like, fifty chapters he's grown SO much and i am so excited to see where he goes from here. and i think the match up between him and aryu is gonna be reeeaaalllyyyy interesting, too!! super excited to see how that pulls through. ahhh. he's just soooo.
^^literally trembling as i read this again
ahhhh. yeah ok extensive list oops. i think those are all the main faves right now !!! i am so broken about them and it has literally been 13 episodes and 70 chapters. that's so fucked up.
the thing is just that this show was, like, TAILOR MADE to all of my interests. it's sooo high stakes and for what. it's my favorite sport in real life. it has characters who need therapy for real. god. yeah.
#ask#blue lock#as my roommate put it: this show was literally MADE for them to love.#which. yeah. true facts.#these characters are all batshit insane and i'm obsessed with them
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You all are wrong about Brontë men. They are neither 'misunderstood' nor 'irredeemable', but instead suffer from babygirlism
#look me in the eyes#and tell me edward 'deranged brat manwhore with separation anxiety and wife issues who gets topped' fairfax rochester#and heath 'you were kinda rooting for his eat the rich agenda until he revealed himself as a batshit insane abusive psychopath#and we still don't know what the fuck was going on between him and cathy except for mutual obsession' cliff#aren't the definition of babygirls#I'm lying they actually are misunderstood and irredeemable but not in the way you think#if i had a nickel for everytime someone butchered their characters i'd probably own tumblr and be trying to monetize it#heathcliff#edward fairfax rochester#emily brontë#charlotte bronte#emily bronte#classics#classical literature#jane eyre#wuthering heights#sorry anne bronte but i haven't read your books so I can't speak for your characters
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You are cordially invited to block the tag ‘Amber watches Lucifer’ if you don’t want to see my thoughts on the TV show Lucifer. I am FINALLY liveblogging my rewatch and will be doing the pilot tonight. It’s just one post per episode and I’ll do a read more cut if I get wordy (I will get wordy. This will not be a list of compiled tweets kind of liveblog. I will go back and expand on thoughts if I need to). But still if you want to prep your blacklist, the tag is: Amber watches Lucifer.
#Amber watches Lucifer#though I'm struck by a new wave of procrastination as I realize that after tonight the pilot ep will be my most viewed Lucifer ep#because I already got two eps into a rewatch in January so this will be viewing 3#Two is the max I've viewed any full episode#now if we're counting partial episodes then the second half of 2.13 is my watched ep#because I'm obsessed with that Unsteady by Ambassador X montage they did at the end and also that whole#batshit plan to kill Lucifer so he can get the antidote for Chloe's poison from the professor in Hell#but all the way through???? Only twice#cause my brain doesn't remember how to enjoy hyperfixations. Hence this liveblog attempt#Okay enough procrastination. Let's get to this!#I am happy. I am ambitious. I am excited.#I am happy I am ambitious I am excited#I am happy I am ambitious and I am excited
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