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I'm a desitiny and it was just out of ignorance. You're allowed to feel however you want to feel but let's not pretend like none of us have done things that have unintentionally offended others. Kq has already put out a statement and I'm ok with it. I don't really understand why we need to go this far when intent is an important factor to thing like this. This song is not seen negative in korea and people will sing it without thinking. I get that. But I trust they will be more thoughtful moving forward. Being ignorant is not the same as being racist and i hope people understand that. You just need to politely inform them. My English is not the best so I'm sorry
to start, I'm sorry this whole thing happened to begin with. no one should have to feel disrespected because of their ethnicity, race, gender, etc.
I wasn't going to comment on this anymore, but i'll just say this. it's true that no one is perfect and we all make mistakes. personally, I was born and raised in my native country and much like korea, a lot of racist ideologies and mindsets were instilled in me growing up, and I most definitely have acted in a way that was unacceptable. however, gaining access to the internet and then moving to australia a couple years ago, I made friends of diverse backgrounds who taught me that certain things were not okay (usually when people were disrespectful to me and I didn't see it as such). things that I thought were just 'funny' turned out to be harmful to certain cultures/ethnicities. if I had outwardly offended someone with my behaviour, no matter what my intent was, I would've still apologized and did my best to learn from what had happened.
that being said, no one is a saint and we all make mistakes. I'm really happy (most) atiny handled the situation the way they did (by not attacking them and calling them names), and I'm glad the issue got acknowledged quickly. however, the majority of desi atinys I've seen have expressed wanting to hear from the members themselves, and putting myself in their shoes, I understand and respect that. one of my closest friends is desi and seeing her so upset over this was very difficult, and she told me that she would like to hear the members address this themselves. while I'm sure they did it out of ignorance (and not to directly mock a certain culture), desi atinys were still hurt and affected by this, and deserve the apology they want.
I'm not trying to invalidate your feelings, I respect your thoughts and I'm very glad you've gotten closure over this situation. but others haven't, and considering they're affected greatly by this, I don't think we should label their protests as an overreaction.
#ask#being middle eastern (a culture that's also dealt with a fair share of racism) my opinion on the apologies doesn't matter right now#but I'm sort of able to put myself in both atz and desitinys shoes rn and this is a summary of my thoughts on the whole situation#I'm not saying the members should be shamed and cancelled because that's just some chronically online bullshit that does fuck all#I just hope they all learn and grow from this#and that they educate themselves so they can be more welcoming to people of different backgrounds#because a safe space isn't very safe when you're always worried about what they might say about your ethicity/race/gender yk?#also an apology is so... simple? idk man it's not like they're asking the members to kneel on stage and give a tearful speech#I love ateez so fucking much which is why this whole situation had me spiralling#I just hope desi atinys get the closure that they need and deserve#until then I think non-desi people should sit tf down and let the people affected speak
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a neurodivergent spoonie's guide to having teeth
LEGAL DISCLAIMER: This blog is for educational and informational purposes only. This does not constitute providing medical advice or professional services. Information on this blog should NOT be used for diagnostics or treating a health problem. Always seek the advice of your doctor or other qualified dental health provider regarding diagnosis and treatment of a dental condition. Never disregard professional medical advice or delay in seeking it because of something you have read on this blog.
this is as close to a comprehensive guide to dental care as i can make. i'm autistic/adhd/ocd/chronically ill and i've worked in dentistry for several years. i want to use my knowledge to help other spoonies struggling with dental care. i know it can be really hard, but dental health is so important and we deserve healthy mouths just as much as NT/abled folks!!
being neurodivergent and/or chronically ill can make personal care tasks incredibly difficult. so many of us struggle with washing our hair, getting dressed, and cleaning up. but remember: hair will grow back if it's damaged, clothes can be washed when they smell bad, and a dirty house can be made clean again, but we only have one set of teeth to last our whole lives. those pearly whites are worth taking care of!
these tips are based on feedback/questions i've gotten from ND folks on tumblr and facebook, patients at the practices i've worked in, and my own experience. standard disclaimer that this information will not be applicable to every single person, just take what works for you and pass the rest on to the next person. i am also a resource for further information. this is going to be pretty rapidfire, so if you want me to elaborate on anything or have a question about something i didn't address in this post, my askbox is open and anon is enabled. i love talking about teeth and i would love to help my fellow spoonies take care of theirs!
without further ado:
on homecare:
any dental professional will tell you that having good oral health starts at home. taking care of our teeth can be incredibly difficult when our spoons are low, so i've made a list of strategies to make it easier.
best practice is to brush twice per day and floss once per day. this may not be realistic for those of us who struggle with habits and/or executive dysfunction. if you can only remember to brush once per day, brushing at night is the most important.
the ideal order of operations is floss, tongue scrape, mouthwash, then brush. but flossing and brushing are the most important steps in the routine.
brushing your teeth in the shower is perfectly acceptable! personally, i keep one toothbrush in the shower and one on the sink to maximize my opportunities to brush.
if you don't have the energy to floss, a toothbrush with fine bristles like this one is a good compromise.
you should replace your toothbrush or electric brush head every three months. the bristles get worn down and become less effective over time. set a recurring event on your phone calendar to keep track!
if you find it difficult to brush your teeth at all, use a washcloth to gently scrub your teeth until you feel that you've gotten the film off, then use a fluoride mouthwash. they also make single-use waterless toothbrushes like these. i like to keep them on my nightstand for really bad days when i can't even get myself to the bathroom to brush.
this is an excellent guide on proper brushing technique.
an electric toothbrush is an excellent investment. even a cheap one at the grocery store is a huge step above a manual toothbrush. personally, i love quip because they're more affordable than brands like sonicare, and they send you replacement brush heads on a regular basis.
be careful not to brush too aggressively; your brush should glide gently over the surface of your teeth. if you feel a lot of friction, lighten your pressure. brushing too hard can wear away your enamel and damage your gums.
if the mint flavor in toothpaste triggers sensory discomfort, try kids' toothpaste! it has less fluoride than adult toothpaste, but it's still miles better than not brushing at all.
mouthwash is used to neutralize bacteria on soft tissues. use an antibacterial or fluoride mouthwash for healthy gums and strong enamel. listerine original is the best, but they have lots of varieties including gum health, alcohol-free, and many more.
whenever possible, use a straw to drink soda or coffee so it doesn't touch your teeth, and rinse with water after you drink it. try to not sip sugary drinks throughout the day. switching to sugar-free beverages will make a huge difference in cavity prevention.
if you have any gaps between teeth, an interdental brush will help you keep the areas between those teeth clean and prevent decay.
i like to keep a package of floss picks in the living room so that i can floss while i watch tv. the best time to floss is right before you brush your teeth, but there is no bad time to floss.
this video shows proper flossing technique. this video shows proper technique when using floss picks.
dry mouth is a lesser-known cause of cavities. saliva protects your teeth from decay, so when you don't produce enough of it, you're at higher risk. dry mouth rinses like this one are a great defense against this!
remember, something is always better than nothing. brushing once a day is better than not brushing at all. flossing once a week is better than not flossing at all. be gentle with yourself.
on finding a dental provider:
finding a new provider and making an appointment can be confusing and overwhelming when we have low executive function. there are some ways to make it just a bit easier.
if you have insurance, they likely have a tool on their website to find providers in your network. you can usually find this information on your insurance card. this should narrow down your options considerably.
the absolute best thing you can do is find a supportive provider who you can open up to about your struggles with dental care. look up your options on google reviews and ctrl+f "anxiety". if these anxious patients have a good experience, it's more likely you will too.
you can ask for recommendations in your local community's facebook group or subreddit, both of which offer anonymity. specify your needs in your post. chances are, other people in your community have similar needs, and can help you find the right people to meet those needs.
a few people expressed that they avoid the dentist because of a family history of poor dental health, and the fear of having the same problems. i want to assure you that, while dental health does have a genetic component, it is far from the only factor. the most effective thing you can do to prevent dental issues is to go in for regular maintenance. prevention is the gold standard in dentistry.
a lot of us struggle with making phone calls. luckily, it's becoming increasingly common for practices to allow online booking and communication via email. look for these options on a practice's website!
if fear or executive dysfunction is getting in your way, phone a friend for help. sometimes things that are hard for us aren't as difficult for others. maybe your roommate can call the office for you. maybe your sister can drive you to your appointment. don't be afraid to lean on your village.
in the dental office:
a big issue with dental offices is that they are basically a sensory nightmare. while it's never going to be fully comfortable, there are some things you can do to make your experience more tolerable.
be open and honest with your dental providers. if you smoke, tell them (this includes cannabis; they cannot report you for cannabis use even if you're not in a legal state). if you've never flossed before, tell them. their job is to help you, not shame you. if a provider makes you feel ashamed, stop seeing them.
so many people have mentioned they're embarrassed about their anxiety and sensory struggles in the dental office. let me assure you that your providers see so many anxious patients every single day. they're used to it, and they're not going to be judging you. to help illustrate this, i'm going to cite some examples of patients from my practice and the ways we help them manage their anxiety and sensory struggles.
probably the most common concern among patients in our practice is a fear of the numbing injection. i have a pretty severe phobia of needles myself. our dental assistants are well-trained to manage this fear. they distract patients during the shot, and help them breathe through the anxiety before and after. this training is part of the dental assistant certification process, so it should be relatively universal.
you can bring a comfort item with you. be it a stuffed animal, a video game, a book, even a comforting person who can sit with you.
you know that lead vest that they lay on you when they take xrays? you can ask to wear that during your whole visit. it acts like a weighted blanket and it feels so nice and comforting. we have a few patients who do this at my practice.
headphones or earplugs are a lifesaver to drown out all the horrible sounds. i literally refuse to get a cleaning without them. there's even a hygienist at my practice that wears earplugs while she's working because the sound of the cavitron bothers her. there's no shame in it whatsoever.
if your practice offers it, nitrous oxide is a great option for anxiety. most people know it as laughing gas. it puts you in a dreamlike state so you're more or less unaware of what's going on. no joke, this stuff had me so relaxed i fully fell asleep while getting a root canal. you can even get it when you get your cleanings!
a lot of our patients request a specific doctor, dental assistant, and hygienist for their appointments. this is incredibly common. if you find someone that makes you feel safe, let the scheduling staff know that you'd like to see that person each time you come in.
dress comfy. there's no dress code for the dental office; show up in sweatpants if you want.
remember at the end of the day, your dental providers are not there to judge you if you don't have perfect homecare. their ultimate goal is to get your mouth healthy no matter your starting place. i can't speak for every dentist obviously, but the dentists at my practice are incredibly patient and sympathetic and have nothing but their patients' best interests in mind.
again: if you feel disrespected or shamed by your provider, find a new one who will be compassionate with you. you don't owe any provider loyalty, even if you've been going there since you were a toddler.
on recovery:
one of the hardest things to do is build healthy habits when you're starting from an unhealthy place. if you're dealing with poor dental health, getting your mouth healthy again can seem impossibly daunting. i'm here to tell you it is possible, but it takes work.
it starts in the dental chair. your provider should communicate what treatment is the highest priority, and they will start there. rather than overwhelming yourself with the big picture, focus your attention on the next step.
things like root canals, crowns, and periodontal treatment can be very expensive. unfortunately, in the united states at least, dental insurance is quite lacking across the board. if expenses are a concern, dental schools are a great option for having treatment done at a low cost. keep in mind that treatment will often take significantly longer due to the dentists being supervised students.
my job in the practice is treatment coordinator. this means that i work one-on-one with my patients to help them understand their treatment plans and make the process as easy and comfortable as possible for them. ask your practice if they have a treatment coordinator. if they don't, suggest that they create the role, and reach out to me here. my dream is to be able to help people manage their oral health. i will be a resource to anyone that doesn't have a treatment coordinator available to help you navigate your course of treatment.
any restorative work (fillings, crowns, etc.) that you have done has to be cared for, just like virgin teeth. cavities can still form underneath fillings and crowns. make sure you are keeping your regular hygiene appointments, and use the above strategies to effectively care for your restorations at home.
if you have a lot of treatment to work through, it may take a long time. we have patients that have spent 2-3 years working through their treatment plans with us. this can feel daunting and depressing. but remember, it's not forever. the majority of these patients who continue to see us for regular visits only have 1-2 new cavities at a time, if anything, once we finish their initial work.
there are very few dental problems that cannot be fixed. cavities can be filled, crowns placed, root canals done to save teeth that are severely decayed. gum disease cannot be cured, but it can be very effectively managed. i see patients all the time that come in expecting to lose all their teeth and need dentures, only to be relieved when we tell them only a few teeth are truly not restorable.
my job revolves around patient education, and it's always shocking to me how little we are taught about caring for our teeth. please be kind to yourselves; it is NOT your fault for not knowing or having the resources to take care of them yourself. once again, my askbox is open and anon is enabled if you have more questions after reading this guide.
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online friend kinich
; and how he's closer to you than you thought.
; yandere, modern au, creepnich agenda, invasion of personal space, stalking, kinich is on his freak game, not proofread.

other people fear spiders and the murky depths of the sea. but you fear something else.
you can count the number of friends you have with just one hand, the single digit a direct result from your vehement avoidance of social interactions and fear of the outside. the idea of speaking to another person in public causes your throat to seize, your hands to clam up, and your knees to buckle. being perceived beyond a characterization you deem acceptable is too much for you to bear.
as a child, you were told the dangers of strangers, along with tales your aunt told of kidnappings, murder, and accidents that happen on the road, all of which have kept you awake at night countless times.
but children grow up, they abandon these fears to progress in their life. unfortunately for you, the fear sticks like a second skin, even burrowing beneath the surface and penetrating deep into your soul.
instead, you retreat. you keep yourself locked inside the comfort of your room, too scared to take a single step.
while your education still begrudingly takes place on campus, your already few friends can only access you through discord messages and tiktok streaks since you're gone with the wind as soon as dismissal rings. within the bleak, dark walls of your abode, accompanied by shelves lined up with merchandise of your favorite media, you only feel safe here. in here, there are no white vans or judgmental eyes.
besides, anonymity online allows you to act in a way that your peers would never expect you to be; it allows you to be yourself for other strangers to accept without risking your safety.
really, this is the only world that you need.
today, you fought with one of your friends over your lifelong fears. she had insisted that the solution was for you to go out more, and you blatantly shut all of her ideas down with a repeated anxious shake of your head. she persisted, but you stood your ground, even if your voice was shaky.but you're weak, so it ended with you running out of the classroom in tears. her scathing remark leaves a burning sensation in your throat, trapping the sobs that wish to escape.
she doesn't - couldn't - understand.
it's a mantra that envelops your mind when you harshly shut the door to your room, unalthletic lungs desperately heaving in oxygen to regain your bearings. tears stain your face, but you don't even bother to wipe them off when your legs maneuver you infront of your monitor.
it's practically muscle memory now; you turn on your computer, type in your password, open up discord, and your fingers dance around the keyboard as you type up a message to the only person who can truly understand you.
almightydragonlord1111.
a silly username, one that still manages to invoke a laugh to bubble out your throat even if cracked at the edges. he had explained to you once that he created his account back in middle school, hence the cringe-inducing title.
you never bothered to ask for his real name. he had offered once in the past, but you refused. you like the split between knowing all his vulnerable thoughts, yet not even knowing what his real name is or what he looks like. perhaps it makes it easier for you to hypothetically leave behind this stranger who knows everything about you, should a day like that come.
kal3idoscope: hi, almightydragonlord1111 can i vent for a min? only if ur not busy ofc. sorry lol idk anyone else to approach. haha.
leaning back into the cushion of your gaming chair, you release an exhausted sigh.
a second only passed when his reply came.
almightydragonlord1111: hey, of course it is.
almightydragonlord1111: you can even call me if you want :) i'm here for you, always.
kal3idoscope: i'll stay with venting thru dms haha
kal3idoscope: but thank u, seriously âšď¸đ
and you do, you tell him of your deep-rooted frustrations, your fight with your friend, and being torn between staying in the comforts of your room or finally taking that first step to face the world. you tell him of how terrified you are to be viewed through the lenses of another person. you tell him everything, your feelings spilling over each sentence and letter typed.
when you finish sending it all, it takes him a couple of minutes to process the sheer amount of text you've made him read through, and you watch with abated breath, staring at his icon.
almightydragonlord1111: ... wow
almightydragonlord1111: honestly, i can see both sides of the argument
almightydragonlord1111: it's not like you asked to be afraid of these things. i get it. but at the same time, not everyone is out to get you?
almightydragonlord1111: and i don't mean that in a demeaning way, i promise
almightydragonlord1111: still... ultimately, she's right, you know. maybe you don't need to enjoy going outside after just one trip... but just take it step by step, yeah?
you know deep down that your friend was right to an extent, but being told of the reality by someone you deeply trusted stung your heart. you don't even know why you're hurt by it - maybe deep down, you wanted him to agree with you and take your side. but you suck in a deep breath, trying your best to not let your hurt shine through.
kal3idoscope: orfkrerbrnfvmkr
kal3idoscope: AHHHHHHHHHHHH
kal3idoscope: ok ok maybe im a bitttt too paranoid, thats fair đđ
kal3idoscope: but idk really know where to start eekkkkkk
almightydragonlord1111: hmm
almightydragonlord1111: maybe somewhere local for now?
almightydragonlord1111: you can even bring a friend with you if you feel too unsafe
kal3idoscope: oh
kal3idoscope: no need :')
kal3idoscope: i dont think i can talk to them rn
kal3idoscope: but yeah! ill try some cafes around my area :D maybe tomorrow or next week idk fkvvmkrni
kal3idoscope: thnx almightydragonlord1111, srsly
almightydragonlord1111: no prob :)
almightydragonlord1111: anyways, you up for valo?
kal3idoscope: always đ¤đŻ
you push the issue to the back of your mind, for now enjoying your time spent with him.

a week later, as you promised to almightydragonlord1111, you find yourself in a secluded corner of a cafe not far from your house. for once, you're outside for a reason other than school. sinking into the plush cushions, you obsessively eye anyone passing by, checking for any dangerous object they may carry on their person.
you probably look crazy to some of them, and the idea makes you wince.
you force yourself to stop looking like some creep once you realize that there are fewer people inside the cafe than you previously thought. soon, your body begins to relax after your mind has been on overdrive since you entered the establishment.
your order arrives, bid with a wobbly "thank you" from your lips, and you plug your earphones in. several minutes come to pass while you idly mess around on your laptop, trying to see how long you can last out in public.
30 minutes in, a hooded figure opens the glass door to the cafe, causing the chime to ring: a newcomer, it signals to the workers. you hadn't cared, eyes too preoccupied and with the music blasting in your ears as you tried to get used to the new environment.
but then the sound of a metal chair scraping against the floor as it's pulled back is heard through your earphones. you snap your eyes over to check, only to visibly flinch back upon seeing that the hooded figure chose to sit right next to you out of all the other available tables.
your body tenses up once again, spine set in a perfect vertical line as you try to rationalize the situation in your head. you survey the hooded figure from the corner of your eyes, noting the neon highlights in the outfit and that their face can't be seen at all, covered up by a black face mask and sunglasses. still, a silver dangling earring peeks out every now and then from his occasional movements. and his body figure isn't the burly type, though you know better than to underestimate a complete stranger.
who's to say they don't have sharp objects hidden beneath the layers of clothing? you shudder in terror, body unconsciously inching away from them.
unpredictably, they inch closer.
you suck in a sharp breath, extremely alarmed. the hooded figure must have heard it because you hear an amused huff shortly after. it only serves to turn your blood ice-cold.
as if to egg you on, they advance once more, leaving you with no room to exit as you're already pressed up by the corner.
shaking, you now know that you're not being paranoid - this person is really out to get you. your shaking fingers grip onto the cotton material of your graphic t-shirt, already feeling tears welling up in your eyes. you really shouldn't have gone outside today.
they shuffle closer, and you whimper out in trepidity.
on the table, you spy your laptop and phone on standby but too far away for you to grab. if you could, you would've opened up discord and frantically messaged almightydragonlord1111 your local area to call the authorities. sadly, there's no one here to help you.
you close your eyes, begging for an employee to glance over the corner of the cafe and see that you're in clear distress. but zero prayers are answered as their body soon comes into contact with yours.
they chuckle, a boyish tone that leads you to believe that this person is a man. he breathes down on your neck, chest heaving in a repeated up and down motion. the hot air of his breath hits your nape, and you shudder in disgust.
the world feels as if it's closing in, limiting the space until it can only hold you and this terrifying stranger. every second that ticks by only adds to your increasing anxiety, furthering your fear of the outside world once this situation comes to pass.
you should tell him to stop - to leave you alone. you should be angry, snarling out profanities and berating this guy for having the audacity to even come close to you.
but all that trickles out of your lips is a whisper, a plea: "please... leave me alone. please."
the hooded figure pauses, and you feel his stare bore into you, piercing through your clothes in order to truly peer in. a few deafening seconds cruise through, and a bead of sweat rolls down your temple.
finally, his body departs from yours, allowing you to finally exhale in relief. you watch with rapt attention as he languidly stands up, stretching his limbs and his silver earring even glinting against the overhead light. soon, he walks out of the cafe, leaving your heart wrapped in dread, not even ordering once.
your hands quickly grab hold of your phone and laptop, frantically shoving everything into your bag as you hastily exit the cafe with shaky knees. you hail a taxi, wanting to be in the comfort of your house as soon as possible.
once inside your abode, you bolt straight for your room, ignoring the inquiries of your older sibling. you shut the door with a loud bang, locking it for safe measure. you feel your legs give up on you, and you fall to the floor in a graceless manner. you try to inhale as much oxygen as your lungs would allow.
breathe in, breathe out. breathe in, breathe out.
the sound of your notifications going off breaks through your spiraling mental health.
you move to sit up. fishing for your phone, your quivering breath turns labored when you see the message isn't coming from any of your social media, but from your phone's text messages itself.
someone found your phone number.
unknown number: it was nice to finally see you in person :) my real name is kinich, by the way.
unknown number: i hope we can share a conversation face-to-face next time.
unknown number: i'm glad you didn't bring a friend with you, it was just the two of us :)
you were right.
there really is something to fear about the world beyond your room.
#another kinich drabble when i was supposed to do ifa.... sowrry </3#outro's interlude <3#tw yandere#tw stalking#yandere genshin impact#yandere#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#yandere genshin#genshin impact#yandere x reader#male yandere#yandere kinich#kinich#kinich x reader
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impossible to ignore you | âšđš


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prompt; The boy from the train asks you out on a date.
warnings: disgusting amount of fluff and slight angst in beginning bcuz reader is delusional.
word count: 1k
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You found that school has always been a drag. No matter how many social events Midtown tried to throw at the student body, nothing could ever make you enjoy an eight hour torture of sitting through classes (lunch excluded).Â
However, there was one good thing that made just a little bit of appreciation in you getting an education slightly important.Â
Peter Parker.
After properly meeting him on the train a few weeks prior, you found yourself seeking him out, wanting to know whatever you could about him without making it stalkerish, or overall weird.
A couple of your friends mutual to the boy had told you how insanely sweet he was, and even though he has his disappearing moments, he still finds a way to be there when needed. To you, that's a certain admiration you revel in with anyone.
Sure the two of you talked here and there, but given your growing infatuation to the boy, its a more so awkward exchange than genuine chemistry. There were even times you had to ask yourself if you were the problem or if he's just not as people person as you thought he was.
For instance, today in Spanish Class, you were stuck on the Spanish word for 'Phenomenal', so naturally you ask the smartest person in the room for help, and since you were in a sort of acquaintance relationship with Peter, you turned and shot your question to him.
Peter's reaction to your question however was far from how he interacted with you the weeks before, and you felt something stir in your gut, a bad feeling almost. Not only did he half answer, but he lacked eye contact.
You read somewhere that during conversations, eye contact is a super important thing to have and it shows that a person enjoys talking to you, and they're hearing what you're saying by maintaining such an aspect.
Maybe the little overlydramatic side of you could be reaching and he might just be really shy, but it also made no sense, because Peter did seem like he liked your company, at least for a little while.
As your thoughts of what if's invade your mind, you walk down the hall after asking your math teacher if you may use the washroom (he made a dumb math joke before you left), you notice a familiar set of brown curls exit the boys' washroom, and you stop in your tracks just as he did.
You look him over in his blue Midtown sweatshirt, which he probably got from school spirit week, holding a hall pass from the detention classroom.Â
"Hi." Peter says.
"Hi." You say back.
The strained silence set an unwanted tension between you both and Peter quietly fiddles with the makeshift pass in his hands before clearing his throat.
"You look nice today." He softly smiled at you and you blink in genuine confusion as the butterflies in your stomach flutter at his compliment.
"Thank you." You respond and awkwardly place your hands behind your back.
A few more seconds of quietness go by.
"I hope you know I'm not ignoring you on purpose, orâI don't want you to think I hate you or something." Peter explains, to your relief.
Being under the impression the boy hated you, or just fizzled out interest overtook your mind more than you'd like to admit.
All you could do is nod in response, thankful but still a little worried.
"It's just...I don't really know how to talk to you." Peter admits and continues, "I'm sorry."
"It's okay, I'm not mad at you or anything." You reassure, smiling in hopes he believes you.
Peter looks around in deep thought and takes a deep breath. You could feel his nervousness practically oozing from him.
"Look, I'm just going to say it because my aunt told me I should be more confident and upfront, no matter the outcomeâ" He rambles and you furrow your eyebrows with a confused smile. "I really like you, I know its technically been a few weeks, but I don't know..." Peter shrugs.
Your heart drops to the bottom of your stomach listening to his words, hearing the boy you were so infatuated with and even asked around about openly admit to liking you. It was almost impossible to ignore the feeling of happiness rising in you.
"You like me?" You bite the bottom of your lip and grin.
"Well, yeah." Peter shows you a half smile.
"I like you too." You ultimately admit.
Peter's half smile turns into an even bigger one.
"You do? I meanâThat's awesome, maybe..I could hopefully, successfully ask you on a date? If you want to go, not forcing you or anything." He watches and waits for your reaction.
You felt like you were in a dream and one simple pinch would wake you up from this fairytale.
"I would like that." You agree and you swear Peter's smile grows inhumanly larger.
"Okay, cool."
"Cool."
A more comfortable beat of silence goes by.
"I should probably get back to...dentition before the Coach think I skipped or something." Peter explains to which you nod in understanding.
"Right." You press your lips together as he starts to walk past you.
The boy stops in his tracks and turns to face you. "Is it okay if I take you to a science related museum for our date? Because I know some cool facts unless you think that's lame, then we could go to Delmar's or something, but if you don't like sandwiches eitherâ" You stop him before he continues with his habit of rambling.
"Both is fine." You chuckle and Peter nods at your submission.
"Okay, both it is."
Peter turns around and unknowingly fails to notice you watch him just about skip his way back to detention and you smile at the adorable gesture.
Almost completely forgetting your bladder needed relief, the five minute conversation finally coming to an end, you make your way to the girl's washroom with a more confident pep in your step.
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Hi, I love your stories. The way you write is truly incredible.
That said, if you don't mind, I'd like to make a story request. You see, I couldn't help but look at your profile picture and wonder.
How about a Damian Wayne x Male Reader story where the reader is an Anodite (or Gwen Tennyson's race, I can't remember her name well, I think she was an Anodite? Correct me if I'm wrong)
I don't know, maybe during an argument with Bruce and his brothers, Damian angrily escapes from the mansion where he is surprised by a boy with apparent amnesia who escaped from Lex Luthor? It turns out the evil bald man wanted to use him to experiment with his body, Damian a little doubtful, but at the same time curious takes him with him. Maybe you could add a Thamarean rank and have them learn the language with a kiss? I don't know đ¤ but that's the main idea.
I hope I'm not bothering you with this đ
A LONG WAY FROM HOME
⢠DAMIAN WAYNE x MALE!READER
SUMMARY â After a disastrous mission strains his relationship with his family, Damian Wayne isolates himself in Gotham Cityâonly to witness a meteor crash in a local park. Expecting debris, he instead finds a teenage boyâunconscious, glowing, and surrounded by a powerful pink aura.
WARNING! FLUFF. Violence. PG.
WORDS! 15.6k
AUTHOR'S NOTE! Here we are with our first request of the list and yes, Gwen is an Anodite. This was very interesting to write because I wasnât sure of the angle that I was going for. I wrote two separate versions of this and chose this one. Iâm still working on my other requests/works while trying to do my character animation finals. Anyway, enjoy your reading.â¨đŤśđ˝
DAMIAN WAYNE carried a legacy that few could imagine and even fewer could survive. Every name tied to him was a weightâa title soaked in blood, power, and expectation. He was the grandson of Ra's al Ghul, a man whose name whispered through history like a ghost story told in secret, the immortal leader of the League of Assassins, who sought to shape the world through violence and control. From that lineage, Damian inherited a destiny forged in centuries of conquest, strategy, and unwavering purpose.
He was also the son of Bruce WayneâGotham's enigmatic protector, the Batman. A man who turned grief into mission, who wore trauma like armor and demanded excellence from all who stood beside him. Bruce raised him not as a boy, but as a soldier. Under Batman's watchful eye, Damian was expected to be more than just capableâhe had to be precise, composed, and morally grounded in a world that had offered him little reason to believe in right and wrong.
Then there was his motherâTalia al Ghul. Brilliant, calculating, and lethal, she raised Damian with the League's doctrine etched into his bones. Before he could read, he was trained to disarm, to disable, to kill. Before he ever understood mercy, he understood efficiency. His childhood was a battlefield disguised as education. Every lesson came at a cost. Every success was expected. Every failure punished. He didn't grow up; he was forged.
When he finally took up the mantle of Robin, it wasn't to play sidekickâit was war. He fought beside Batman not as a boy eager for approval, but as a warrior trying to reconcile the man he was raised to be with the one his father hoped he could become. Every punch he threw, every enemy he brought down, was a step in a lifelong tug-of-war between legacy and identity.
But through all of it, there was one truth Damian held tighter than any blade: he was not a liar. He might be brutal. He might be cold. His confidence often came off as arrogance, and he rarely bothered softening his words. But he didn't deal in lies. To lie was weakness. It was dishonor. It was betrayalânot just of others, but of himself.
He had been trained to see deception as a tool, to use it, master it. But he refused to let it define him. Honesty, to Damian, wasn't kindnessâit was a form of strength. It was control. Every truth he spoke was deliberate, sometimes cruel, always unflinching. It was the one code he had carved out for himself, separate from both the League's corruption and the Bat's rigid morality. Truth was the one thing no enemy could twist and no ally could question.
Damian Wayne could be many thingsâan assassin, a vigilante, a son, a warrior. But a liar? Never.
THE MISSION had gone sideways before it even started. The intel was badâhalf-sourced chatter from unreliable contacts. The timing was offâan hour too late to catch the deal in progress, and just early enough to walk right into a kill box. It was supposed to be a clean op: in, intercept, out. Instead, it turned into a firefight in a warehouse rigged with explosives and death traps, where every exit led to another ambush. Damian fought alongside Batman, Nightwing, Red Hood, and Red Robin, each of them moving like parts of a machine built for war. But even the best-trained machine breaks when every variable turns against it.
By the time they limped back to the Batcave, suits scorched, blood dried on knuckles and faces, the air was already thick with tension. No one said it, but they all felt itâthat heat beneath the surface, that pressure building in their lungs and throats. The silence didn't last long.
Damian had barely unclasped his gauntlets when Nightwing's voice snapped across the cave like a whip. "What the hell was that?" It wasn't just frustrationâit was betrayal, confusion, disbelief all rolled into one.
Red Hood didn't wait for answers. He stepped forward like a fuse already burning, shoulders squared, helmet off, face dark with fury. "You want to explain why the whole damn place was rigged and you didn't say a word?" His voice was sharp, his stance aggressiveâlike he was ready to throw more than just words.
Tim stood a little apart, arms crossed, expression drawn tight. He didn't raise his voice, but the weight of his disappointment hit harder than the others' rage. "There were choices made that didn't line up with the plan," he said, gaze locked on Damian. "You made calls no one authorized."
They closed inânot physically, but verbally, surrounding him with doubt and accusation. It was like standing in the eye of a storm while lightning cracked in every direction. Each brother threw their own version of the same demand: What were you thinking?
Damian stood at the console, the pale blue light casting shadows across his face. His arms were crossed, shoulders rigid, every muscle tight with restraint. He didn't back down, didn't shift under their stares. His expression was unreadableâanger buried beneath control, emotion masked by discipline. But his eyes didn't waver.
Nightwing moved like a caged animal, pacing in quick strides, his voice rising as he listed out every misstep. "You ignored protocol. You split from formation. You led us into the ambush."
Red Hood's voice cut in, louder, raw. "You could've gotten us all killed, and you act like it was just another sparring session."
Tim didn't yell, but his dissection was surgical. "You made decisions alone. You didn't trust us enough to share intel. That's not how a team works."
And stillâDamian didn't flinch. His voice, when he finally spoke, was level. Cold. Final.
"I wasn't wrong."
"I didn't lie."
"I did what you wouldn't."
His tone wasn't defensive. There was no desperation to be understood. He wasn't trying to win them overâhe was stating facts. Stone on steel. He held the line, unshaken even as Red Hood stepped into his space, fists clenched at his sides, daring a reaction. Damian didn't give him one. When Tim shook his head, eyes heavy with disappointment, Damian didn't look away.
They were furious. And maybe they had the right to be. But anger didn't rewrite the truth. He hadn't betrayed them. He hadn't sabotaged the mission. He'd made a call in the field when no one else had all the facts. And he'd saved lives, whether they wanted to admit it or not.
So he stood there, letting their anger wash over him, letting their words crash and echo through the cave. Not defending himself. Not apologizing. Just holding the truth in front of him like a bladeâand daring anyone to call it a lie.
Even Bruce joined in.
He had stood apart during the chaosâsilent, still, barely more than a shadow cast by the glow of the Batcomputer. Arms folded across his chest, cape draped like a curtain of judgment, the cowl masking everything but the weight behind his silence. The others had raged, thrown their accusations like blades, but Bruce had waited. Watching. Listening. Measuring.
When the storm finally began to die down, when his sons' voices dropped from shouts to heavy breaths and clipped remarks, Bruce stepped forward. One step. No theatrics. No anger in his voiceâjust cold certainty.
"Damian," he said, his voice low and steady, "your actions nearly cost lives tonight."
He didn't yell. He didn't raise his voice or add heat. He didn't need to. The sentence landed with surgical precisionâclean, quiet, and devastating. It wasn't just a critique. It was a verdict. The kind that didn't invite a response. The kind that carried the weight of both the cowl and the father beneath it.
Damian didn't blink, but his jaw tightened like a trap springing shut. His fists curled so tight at his sides that his knuckles whitened beneath his gloves. Every breath was a battleâshallow, controlled, forced through clenched teeth. He said nothing. Because if he spoke, the words would come out as venom.
It wasn't the team's outrage that hit him hardest. It wasn't Red Hood's fury or Nightwing's disbelief or Tim's cold precision. It was that. One sentence. One judgment. Delivered without anger, without hesitation, and without faith.
The Batcave felt colder than it had minutes before. Every monitor hummed like a reminder of everything that had just been said. The shadows felt deeper. The walls closer. The air tighter.
Damian looked at Bruceâjust once. His father stood like a statue of finality, eyes hidden behind white lenses, unmoved. Unreachable.
That was enough.
Without a word, Damian turned. His cape snapped behind him like a second heartbeat, echoing each sharp footfall as he walked away from the console, from his brothers, from him. He didn't have a destination. He didn't need one. He just needed distanceâspace between him and the fury tightening in his chest like a vice.
He wouldn't beg for understanding. He wouldn't explain himself to people who had already decided who he was. Not to his brothers. Not even to Bruce.
Let them think he was reckless. Let them believe the worst. He knew the truth. And right now, that truth was the only thing keeping him from tearing the place apart.
As he reached the main hall of Wayne Manor, the warm glow from the chandelier cast long shadows across the marble floor. Alfred stood at the base of the grand staircase, perfectly composed in his crisp suit, hands folded neatly in front of him. His expression was calm, but his eyes tracked Damian with quiet concern.
"Master Damian," he said, gently, like someone easing open a door they weren't sure they had the right to touch.
Damian didn't answer. He didn't slow. His shoulder brushed past Alfred's arm, sharp and unyielding, and he kept moving like the words hadn't been spoken at all.
Alfred didn't follow. He didn't call after him. He'd seen that walk beforeâshoulders rigid, head low, stride too precise to be anything but restrained fury. It wasn't the time to intervene.
Up the stairs. Down the west hall. Past oil paintings and silent clocks. Damian reached his room and shoved the door open, then slammed it behind him hard enough to rattle the frame.
He stripped off the Robin suit like it burned him. Gauntlets peeled off and thrown across the room. Boots kicked aside. The capeâtorn, soot-streaked, still reeking of smokeâhit the floor in a crumpled heap. The tunic came last, dragged over his head and tossed without care. He stood there, chest heaving, the silence pressing in around him like a weight.
Cold air from the manor's vents hit his sweat-damp skin. He yanked on a black hoodieâplain, loose, anonymous. Dark jeans. Sneakers. Civilian gear. No symbol. No armor. Nothing to connect him to them.
He didn't leave a note. Didn't shut off the light. Didn't even look back.
He walked to the tall window that faced the estate's southern grounds. His fingers moved automaticallyâunlocking the latch, sliding the glass open, letting in the rush of cool night air. Trees rustled in the distance. The moon cut through the clouds, casting silver across the hedges below.
Without a moment of hesitation, he stepped onto the windowsill. Crouched. Focused. And dropped.
He landed in the hedges with barely a sound, rolled once, then straightened, already moving. No backup. No comms. No tracker. He'd made sure of that.
He didn't have a plan. Didn't need one. He just had to get away. From the cave. From the silence. From him.
Because staying meant swallowing what they'd said. Accepting what they thought of him.
And Damian Wayne refused to be caged by anyone's version of who he wasânot even his father's.
DAMIANâS FOOTSTEPS echoed in soft, steady beats against the cracked concrete, a quiet rhythm in the stillness of Gotham's late-night sprawl. The city, always restless, had slowed to a quieter pulseâno sirens, no crowds, just the hum of streetlights and the occasional hiss of wind slipping through alleyways. His hood was pulled low, shadowing his face. His hands were buried deep in the pockets of his jacket, fingers curled tight against the lining. He walked without urgency, but with purpose, like movement alone could keep the storm inside him from surging back to the surface.
The roar of the Batcave, the voices, the judgmentâall of it felt distant now, like a memory already starting to erode at the edges. The chill of the night air nipped at his cheeks, grounding him. Each breath came easier than the last. Every step further from Wayne Manor loosened something tight in his chest.
He turned a corner onto a quieter block and spotted a tiny juice bar nestled between a closed laundromat and a graffiti-covered bodega. Its flickering neon sign buzzed lazily in the window: OPEN 24 HOURS. Inside, it was empty, save for a tired-looking clerk half-asleep behind the counter.
Damian stepped in, keeping his hood up. The place smelled faintly of citrus and disinfectant. He scanned the menu, pointed at the only thing that sounded remotely tolerable. "Spinach, apple, ginger," he said, voice low.
The clerk didn't ask questions. Just gave a nod, blended the drink with mechanical efficiency, and slid it across the counter. Damian dropped a few bills on the counterâcash, alwaysâand walked out with the cup in hand, the door's bell jingling behind him.
He made his way toward Robinson Park, slipping past shuttered storefronts and dim intersections. The smoothie was cold and sharp on his tongueâthe kind of flavor that woke you up, cut through fog. The mix of bitter greens and ginger burned just enough to feel real. That was what he needed. Something real.
The edge of the park was quiet, the lamps casting soft halos across the paths. Trees rustled with wind overhead, branches shifting like old bones. Damian moved along the perimeter, not drawing attention, not needing to. His silhouette was just another shape in the darkâsmall, hunched, hooded. No mask. No emblem. Just another teenager in Gotham.
His heart wasn't racing anymore. The fire in his chestâthe heat from the confrontation, the shame, the furyâit had cooled to a low burn. Still there, but manageable. His mind, usually a battlefield of reflexes and calculations, was still. Not empty, but quieter. Focused.
He sipped the smoothie again and took a breath so deep it stretched the tightness in his ribs. No shouting. No orders. No father waiting in the dark, arms crossed in judgment.
Just wind, and concrete, and space to breathe.
He didn't know how long he walked. It didn't matter. He wasn't chasing anything. He wasn't running from it either. He just needed to exist outside the weight of legacy and expectation. Outside the cave. Outside the mission.
Tonight, Damian was just a teen in a hoodie, walking under streetlights in a city that didn't know him.
And for the first time in hours, he could finally think.
Damian eventually drifted toward the heart of Robinson Park, his footsteps slow, deliberate, worn smooth by the weight of everything he wasn't saying. The smoothie was long gone, tossed in a bin near the rusted entrance gate, forgotten like the rest of the night's bitterness. The park was nearly desertedâtoo late for joggers, too early for the early risers. The only sounds were the soft hum of the city beyond the trees, the flickering buzz of half-dead streetlamps, and the breeze whispering through overgrown hedges.
Moths flitted lazily around the lamps, wings catching the dim light like flakes of ash. Damian moved along the winding path, eyes low, hands deep in his hoodie's pockets. The chaos of Gothamâthe noise, the fire, the shoutingâfelt miles away, even though it was barely out of sight. The park existed in a pocket of stillness, insulated by tall trees and iron fencing. The skyline loomed on all sides, but here, in the center of it all, it felt like time had slowed.
He reached a worn bench near the park's neglected fountain. The wood was weathered and slightly crooked, one leg sinking into the dirt, but it held his weight as he sank into it. He slouched back, arms folded, his breath fogging in the cool night air. His eyes drifted upward, scanning what little he could see of the sky.
Gotham didn't allow for starsânot really. Too much light, too much smog. But Damian looked anyway. A few dim points of light clung to the black, stubborn and far away. A plane passed overhead, then another, blinking methodically. His thoughts quieted. The silence wasn't loaded, wasn't judgmental or tense. It was clean. Uncluttered. He could almost feel the anger draining out of him, like heat leaving metal.
Then, a flicker.
A streak of white light cut through the skyâfast, silent, unmistakable. A shooting star.
He blinked, barely believing he'd seen it. It was gone in an instant, like a thread yanked from the edge of the universe. He didn't make a wish. That wasn't his style. He didn't believe in signs or fate or magic falling from the sky.
But still... something inside him eased. Not healed. Not fixed. Justâeased.
He kept staring upward, his eyes searching the darkness, half-expecting to see another. And then, he saw something else.
The light hadn't vanished.
It was growing brighter.
Larger.
And it was coming closer.
His breath caught. The hairs on the back of his neck rose as instinct surged through him like a jolt of electricity.
That wasn't a meteor.
It was a missile. Or worse.
And it was aimed straight at him.
The moment shattered. The calm ripped away. A piercing, high-pitched whine screamed through the sky, followed by a trail of fire and smoke that tore through the atmosphere like the world was splitting open. Damian didn't thinkâhe moved.
He launched off the bench, diving to the side just as the object blazed overhead. The heat was searingâso intense it singed the back of his hoodie and stung his skin. The air cracked with a sound like thunder and metal colliding.
The impact was cataclysmic.
The object slammed into the park with a roar that shook the earth. A shockwave erupted, ripping through the grass and soil, flinging debris in all directions. Benches splintered like matchsticks. Streetlamps bent and shattered. The fountain explodedâchunks of stone and jets of water hurled into the air like a dying gasp.
Damian hit the ground hard, skidding through the grass, dirt flying into his eyes and mouth. He rolled, coughing, until he landed behind a toppled trash bin. It wasn't much, but it was cover. He crouched low, hoodie scorched, adrenaline pumping like fire in his veins.
Everything rang. His ears. His head. The world was chaos again.
And at the center of itâthe crater.
Smoke coiled from the ruptured earth, glowing embers littering the torn grass. The heat was still radiating, pulsing like a heartbeat. And in the middle of it, nestled in molten soil and fractured rock, was something that wasn't metal, wasn't stone.
It was glowing. Faint at first, but steady. A soft, pulsing lightâlike it was breathing.
Damian pushed himself upright, his muscles tense, boots crunching over scorched grass and broken stone. He brushed the dirt from his sleeves with short, sharp motions, never once taking his eyes off the smoking crater that had carved itself into the heart of Gotham Park. His breathing was shallow but steady, the aftermath of the blast still echoing in his bones.
Somewhere beyond the trees, car alarms blared in overlapping patternsâa chaotic symphony of sirens and panic that rolled through the dark streets like a wave. Shattered glass glittered in the grass. The park's lampposts flickered erratically, casting long, jerking shadows across the wreckage. The air was thick with the acrid scent of scorched earth, burnt wiring, and something strangerâsomething faintly metallic and ozone-slick, like the moment before a lightning strike.
Damian moved forward, slow and methodical, his footfalls silent despite the debris underfoot. The crater yawned before him, a jagged hole ripped into the earth, at least ten feet across, maybe deeper. Its edges were charred black, ringed with hissing embers and twisted patches of melted stone. Heat pulsed from its center, a wave of dry intensity that prickled his skin through the fabric of his hoodie.
And then he saw it. Or rather, him.
At the center of the craterâsurrounded by fractured earth and glowing debrisâwas a boy.
Damian stopped cold, the tension in his frame going taut like a wire about to snap. His eyes narrowed, scanning the scene with trained precision, breaking it down like a tactical feed. The teen looked... normal. Human. No claws. No wings. No grotesque mutations or cybernetic implants. He appeared to be around Damian's age, maybe slightly olderâfifteen, sixteen at most. His build was lean, wiry. His skin was dusted with soot and sweat. His dark hair clung to his forehead in messy strands. His clothes, though scorched and singed at the edges, were mostly intactâblack pants, a thin jacket, shirt torn near the collar.
But the thing that shattered any illusion of this being ordinary was the light.
A soft, radiant aura pulsed around the boy's body. It shimmered with a strange, translucent pink hue, almost liquid in the way it movedâlike it was alive. It didn't burn like fire or spark like electricity. It throbbed, slow and steady, mimicking a heartbeat. The glow bled into the surrounding crater, casting flickering shadows and distorting the air like rising heat off asphalt. Damian could feel itâtingling across his skin, humming in his teeth, stirring something ancient and electric deep in his chest.
He took a half-step closer.
Every instinct he'd ever learned screamed danger. This was unknown tech or alien powerâor something worse. No parachute. No protective gear. The kid had fallen out of the sky, torn through the atmosphere like a comet, and was lying there breathing like it was nothing.
Damian's hand inched toward the hidden blade tucked inside his sleeve, fingers brushing the familiar grip.
Still, the boy didn't move.
Was he unconscious? Faking? Waiting?
The silence thickened around them, broken only by the soft crackle of burning debris and the distant wail of emergency sirens approaching from far across the city. Damian didn't flinch. He stood at the edge of the crater, eyes locked on the glowing figure below, his body ready to move in any directionâattack, defend, retreat. But his mind raced with sharper questions.
Who is he? What is he?
And what the hell did he just bring to Gotham?
Damian moved in, step by slow step, his boots grinding softly against scorched grass, crushed leaves, and fractured bits of concrete still warm from impact. The air thickened with each footfall. It wasn't smoke or fireâit was the aura, radiating off the boy like heat off molten metal. The closer Damian got, the more it pressed against him. Not painful, but oppressive. Like standing too close to a reactorâsilent, thrumming, and ready to blow.
That glowâbright pink, tinged with violet at the edgesâpulsed in steady rhythm, forming a thin shell around the boy. It rippled every few seconds, warping the air around it like a mirage. There was no sound, no crackle or hum, but Damian could feel it, deep in his bones. Every instinct told him to be careful. To back off.
He didn't.
He studied the boy's body, every inch of it, eyes sweeping over the shape, looking for twitches, breath, flickers of motion. Nothing moved, except the slow, even rise and fall of his chest. Not labored. Not ragged. Controlled. Like sleepâor sedation.
Damian stepped right up to the edge of the crater, the pink light casting faint shadows across his face. And now, for the first time, he got a clear view.
This wasn't some civilian who fell out of the sky. The teen was wearing a suitâa full-body tactical ensemble, sleek and streamlined, with overlapping armor plating that looked forged more than manufactured. It wasn't bulky. It was precision-built, contoured to move. The materials didn't match anything Damian had ever seen in the League or the Batcave. It shimmered faintly under the aura's glowâsilver and deep matte black, threaded with microscopic circuitry that pulsed through the fabric like living veins. Tech that was way beyond anything most people had access to.
And then his eyes locked onto the chest plate.
Beneath a layer of ash and dust, half-obscured by scorch marks, was a logo.
A stylized green and purple "L," ringed by a polished metallic circle.
LexCorp.
Damian went still. The muscles in his neck coiled tight. His breath slowed.
Luthor.
The name hit like a punch to the sternum. Cold. Familiar. Dangerous.
Lex Luthor didn't do charity. He didn't hand out suits to lost children or build armor for random experiments. If this teen was wearing LexCorp techâthis advancedâit wasn't by accident. He was designed for something. A test subject. A weapon. A ticking bomb. Maybe all three.
Damian's mind went into overdrive, piecing together every angle. A boy falls out of the sky in a Luthor-built suit, radiating some unknown energy, and lands in Gotham of all places? That wasn't bad luck. That was a message. Or a move in a game no one else knew had started.
He circled the crater slowly, eyes never leaving the boy. The aura pulsed againâbrighter this timeâbut didn't expand. No sudden flares. No instability. Just that constant throb, like a heartbeat out of sync with the world.
Damian reached for the communicator in his hoodie pocket, fingers brushing the edge.
He should call Bruce. He knew that. This was bigger than him. It was alien techâor worse. The kind of thing that demanded containment protocols, scans, lockdown procedures. A dozen contingency plans were drilled into him for situations exactly like this.
But his hand stopped.
He remembered the way Bruce had looked at himâpast him, really. The cold judgment. The distance. The lack of trust. He thought of his brothers, surrounding him with doubt, accusing him, cutting him off before he could even explain. They'd see this teen and jump to conclusions. Just like they had with him.
Weapon. Threat. Contain it.
Damian clenched his jaw and lowered his hand.
Not yet.
He'd figure out who this boy was. What he was. What Luthor had done.
On his own.
Before anyone else got their hands on him.
Suddenly, Damian's head snapped up at the soundâfaint, but unmistakable. Sirens. At first, just a single wail somewhere in the distance, but quickly joined by others, layering over each other like warning bells in a war zone. Red and blue strobes began flickering through the canopy of trees that bordered Gotham Park, distorted by branches and leaves, but getting closer with every second.
He clicked his tongue sharply, annoyed at himself. His hand moved on instinct to his sideâreaching for the comfort of his utility belt, for a smoke pellet, a grapnel gun, something.
His fingers met empty fabric.
No belt.
No gadgets.
No weapons.
No commlink.
Just jeans, a hoodie, and scorched sneakers.
Civilian.
His jaw tightened. He hadn't planned for this. He wasn't on patrol, wasn't chasing leads or tailing suspects. He'd left the mansion in a storm of anger, needing space, needing air. This was supposed to be a walk. A night to breathe. To be left alone. Not... this. Not a living weapon falling from the sky wearing a LexCorp insignia like a branded curse.
His mind spun fast, recalibrating.
No gear meant no backup. No way to ping the Batcave, no call to Oracle, no silent signal to Nightwing or Tim. Bruce would know something had happenedâhe always didâbut he wouldn't know Damian was here, standing at ground zero. And that mattered. Because if the GCPD showed up first, or worse, if ARGUS or DEO or one of the other government agencies monitoring Gotham's paranormal messes got their hands on this guy...
It would be over. Damian knew how they worked. The boy would be bagged, tagged, and dissected before anyone even figured out he had a name.
He looked down again, the pink light from the aura casting a soft glow on Damian's face. The kid still hadn't moved. Still breathing, still unconscious. Whatever force shield protected him hadn't weakened, but it hadn't lashed out either. It pulsed gently, steadily. Like a warning. Or a countdown.
This was no ordinary tech. LexCorp hadn't just built a suitâthey'd built this. A person wrapped in power, disguised as a boy. Or maybe a boy buried under the weight of something far more dangerous.
The sirens were getting closer now, echoing across the park in sharp bursts. And thenâthump-thump-thumpâthe deep, mechanical rhythm of helicopter blades cutting through the night sky. Searchlights flared to life in the clouds above, wide beams sweeping the park, carving through the darkness like knives.
Damian's breath hitched for a second. He backed away from the edge of the crater, eyes flicking across the treeline, scanning escape routes, blind spots, anything that would get him and the kid out before the spotlight locked in.
They had maybe two minutes. Less if someone on the ground already had visual.
No plan. No gear. No time.
But Damian had never needed permission to act.
He made a call, quick and quiet, to the only person who wouldn't question it.
Himself.
He turned back toward the crater, narrowed his eyes, and prepared to move. This boy didn't belong to the cops. He didn't belong to Lex. And he damn sure wasn't getting left behind.
Damian crouched low at the lip of the crater, the ground beneath him cracked and scorched, still radiating a dry, searing heat that clung to the soles of his boots. Smoke drifted in lazy spirals from the fractured earth, and the stench of ozone and burned metal lingered in the air. The boy lay sprawled across the torn ground like a dropped marionette, limbs slack, his chest rising and falling in a slow, almost mechanical rhythm.
Damian moved with practiced caution, shifting his weight forward until he was just within reach. His fingers hovered over the pink glow that cocooned the boy's body, the heat prickling against his skin like static before a lightning strike. The aura buzzed faintlyânot a sound, exactly, more like a pressure in the air, vibrating against his bones. It was wrong. Not magic. Not tech. Something else entirely.
Still, he pressed in.
The instant his fingertips brushed the edge of the armored suit, the boy's eyes snapped openâwide, bright, and electric with terror.
Before Damian could fully process it, the boy lunged upright, his movements impossibly fast, as if his body had been spring-loaded for panic. He jerked into a crouch, limbs tense, hands braced against the dirt like an animal about to bolt. His mouth flew open, and a stream of words came tumbling outâfast, frantic, and completely unintelligible.
It wasn't English. It wasn't anything Damian had ever heard before. And he'd heard a lot.
The language was guttural and sharp, but carried a strange rhythm, like there was a structure to it, maybe even a syntaxâlike it was half-spoken, half-transmitted. Not random babbling. Not madness. Language. But alien.
Damian's brain raced through his mental database: not Kryptonian, not Martian, not Tamaranian or Rannian. Nothing from Thanagar. Nothing from the League's interstellar records or the Batcave's archives. This was something new.
The boy scuttled backward in jerky, uncoordinated movements, as if he wasn't entirely sure how his own body worked. He stumbled over his own legs, breathing fast, shallow, frantic. The aura around him pulsed hardâhotter, brighter, erratic. It crackled with raw energy, casting streaks of pink light across the crater walls like lightning in a storm cloud. Damian could feel it on his skin nowâtingling, alive, almost sentient.
The boy's eyes darted everywhereâtrees, sky, shadows. His hands clenched into fists, then opened again like he couldn't decide whether to attack or run. His muscles were locked in survival mode. His faceâtoo young for this, too human for thisâwas twisted in fear, not aggression.
Damian slowly raised his hands, palms up and empty. No weapons. No sudden moves. His voice was steady, even. "Easy. I'm not here to hurt you."
The boy didn't flinch at the sound of his voiceâbut he didn't understand it either. His eyes locked onto Damian's face, scanning him with a mix of suspicion and desperate hope, like he wanted to believe the tone, even if the words meant nothing.
Damian held his ground, every instinct telling him to stay low, non-threatening, patient. He watched the boy closelyâthe way his gaze jumped to exits, the way his body flinched at every distant noise, every flicker of movement. There was trauma behind those eyes. Not fear of a strangerâfear of what would happen next.
Someone had done this to him. Had conditioned this kind of reaction.
Damian's gaze dropped to the chest plate again, and the LexCorp insignia stared back at him like a brand burned into steel. Green and purple. Cold. Corporate. Clinical.
And suddenly it all fit.
This wasn't just a LexCorp suit. It was containment. Control. A cage. The boy wasn't wearing it. It was wearing him.
SomeoneâLuthorâhad built this boy into a weapon. Had torn out whatever life he had before and filled it with fear, programming, instinct. Damian didn't know if it had been surgery, brainwashing, genetics, or all of the above. But he knew what he was looking at now.
A victim.
And possibly the most dangerous one he'd ever encountered.
Damian's jaw clenched. His voice dropped to a near whisperâmore for himself than for the boy.
"I don't know what he did to you," he said quietly, "but I'm not him."
The boy didn't answer. Didn't understand. But he didn't run either. Didn't strike. His breathing was still ragged, but slower now. Controlled.
For now, that was enough.
However, the sirens were no longer a distant echoâthey were here, howling through the city like wolves circling prey. Their pitch bounced between the high-rises that framed Robinson Park, echoing off steel and glass with maddening intensity. Spotlights from incoming helicopters swept across the treetops, cutting long, blinding arcs through the smoke and casting flickering shadows across the cratered ground.
Damian's pulse surgedânot with fear, but with focus. His mind snapped into overdrive, calculating routes, timing, probabilities. If the GCPD arrived first, they'd lock the scene down, raise questions no one had answers to, and cart the kid off to a black site before anyone could intervene.
They were running out of time.
He turned to the boy, still seated at the center of the crater like a fuse waiting to be lit. The pink aura around him sparked erratically, no longer a steady pulse but a wild, unstable shimmer, like the shielding was struggling to hold its form. The boy's chest rose and fell in shallow, uneven breaths, but his eyes were locked on Damianâwatchful, cautious, uncertain.
Damian stepped forward, carefully, extending a hand again.
"We have to move. Now."
The words were firm, urgentâbut low. Controlled.
The boy tensed, eyes narrowingâ
BOOM.
The sky split open above them with a sound so loud and sharp it tore through the air like a bolt of steel. Not thunder. Not natural. Something designed to announce its presence.
Damian's head snapped up.
A streak of silver and violet burned through the clouds, trailing smoke and static behind it like an open wound in the sky.
They came in fastâtwo of themâdescending with terrifying precision.
Robots.
Sleek. Streamlined. Built for war.
No bulky joints or exposed mechanicsâthese things were clean-cut and refined, humanoid only in shape. Their alloy plating was matte silver with faint traces of violet light pulsing beneath the surface, and propulsion jets roared from their backs and legs in perfectly controlled bursts. No wasted movement. No hesitation.
Military dronesâLexCorp military drones.
Each one had a red, horizontal visor glowing across its faceplate like a scanner locked in permanent sweep mode. Their arms, thick and modular, were weaponizedâno hands, just built-in tech: plasma cannons, grappling systems, something bristling beneath panel plates that hadn't fully deployed yet.
And right in the center of their chests, plain as day, was the LexCorp insignia.
Damian's stomach turned to stone.
Out of the corner of his eye, he caught movementâfast. The boy reacted the moment the drones pierced the cloud cover.
His entire body tensed, every line of him pulled taut like a bowstring. His fingers clenched into trembling fists, and his aura surged with raw, unfiltered energy. What had been flickering and weak suddenly roared to lifeâbrighter, angrier, hotter. Pink light bled into white at the edges, casting wild shadows against the crater.
His breathing shiftedâsharper, rougher. His eyes flared, fully glowing now, not just lit by panic but something else. Something darker.
Rage.
Recognition.
Damian didn't need translation. The boy knew exactly what those machines were.
These weren't just weapons. They were memories. They were trauma in metal form.
Damian's mind connected the dots instantly: LexCorp drones. Precision-engineered. Retrieval tech.
This boy didn't just fall out of the sky. He escaped.
The boy sucked in a breath, chest rising like he was about to scream or explode. Maybe both. The air around him began to shimmer with raw heat, distorting reality like a broken lens.
Above them, the drones locked on, their visors glowing brighter as targeting systems engaged. Limbs shifted. Panels opened. Servo motors adjusted with terrifying exactness as they initiated descent, flanking the crater like vultures circling a carcass.
Damian backed up a step, instincts flaring.
This was about to go loud.
The first GCPD squad cars screeched to a halt at the edge of Robinson Park, their tires carving deep grooves into the grass as they swerved off the road and slammed to a stop. Doors flew open. Officers spilled out in a rushâguns drawn, eyes wide, adrenaline firing before they even knew what they were looking at. Flashlights flicked on. Shouts pierced the night.
"Hands where we can see them!"
More cruisers arrived behind the first wave, their red and blue strobes bouncing wildly across the trees and grass, throwing frantic shadows across the crater's edge like a strobe-lit battlefield. Within seconds, the chaos multiplied. GCFD trucks rolled up next, firefighters already jumping from their rigs, lugging stretchers, oxygen tanks, and hose reels. Smoke still hung in the air like a shroud, forcing some to pull masks up over their faces as they moved through the wreckage, looking for casualties.
In the center of it all, Damian and the boy stood aloneâsurrounded.
The boy was still in the crater, huddled in the pulsing glow of his aura, which flared and dimmed like a short-circuiting sun. Damian crouched close, shielding them both from panicked eyes and twitchy trigger fingers.
He didn't get the chance to explain.
Because that was when the sky cracked open.
Whrrr-KRAAAACK!
The sound ripped through the night like a lightning strike from a god.
The human-sized machines, built like soldiersâsleek, armored, efficient. They didn't hover awkwardly or stumble on landing. They glided, using bursts of blue-white propulsion to position themselves with surgical control.
Damian didn't have time to react before the first drone opened fire.
Blue plasma streaked through the air in neat, controlled burstsâretrieval fire, Damian realized instantly. Designed not to kill, but to disable. Paralyze. Subdue.
One bolt struck just feet from a GCPD officer, sending him flying into a tree with a choked cry. Another tore a gaping hole through the side of a fire engine. Panic exploded across the scene. Officers dove for cover, some screaming into radios, others dragging the wounded out of the line of fire. Firefighters dropped their gear and scrambled behind their trucks, eyes wide with disbelief.
Damian reacted on instinct, spinning toward the boy. "Get down!"
But he didn't have to.
The boy's body was already responding. His eyes flaredâpink light pouring from them in full, unfiltered brilliance. His hands snapped up, not in defense, but in reflexâpure, unconscious survival. The aura around him swelled outward with a sudden boom of invisible force, expanding into a dome of shimmering light.
The plasma bolts struck the barrier with high-pitched hisses, splashing across the surface like acid on glass. The dome held. It absorbed the hits, sending ripples across the mana field that shimmered like heat over asphalt.
Damian blinked. His knees hit the scorched ground beside the boy.
Not tech. Not Kryptonian shielding. Not a force field.
Mana.
Raw magic.
The energy wasn't being controlledâit was channeling through him, untrained, instinctual, but real. The boy didn't even seem to realize he was doing it. His jaw was clenched, his breathing ragged, sweat beading on his face as he tried to hold the shield. His gaze flicked wildly between the drones above and the cops behind them, panic fighting instinct in every movement.
He was protecting everyone. Even the people who had pointed guns at him moments before.
The drones kept firingâprecision bursts, low-yield plasma meant to weaken shields, not destroy. The aura flickered under the pressure, pulsing erratically, and Damian knew it wouldn't hold forever.
His brain shifted gears. He scanned the battlefield like a general, every moving part a variable. The cops weren't the target. The fire crews weren't even in the equation.
The drones were locked onto the boy.
They're following a directive, Damian realized. Retrieve the asset. Ignore everything else.
He crouched beside the boy, voice low and sharp. "They're here for you. Just you. If we can draw them out of the park, they'll follow."
The boy didn't speak. He didn't need to. His glowing eyes locked onto Damian's with recognitionâmaybe not of the words, but of the intent.
He nodded once. Quick. Nervous. Willing.
Damian rose to a crouch, scanning the perimeter. Flashing lights. Guns. Civilians. Confusion everywhere. No time to explain. No time to get clearance. He shouted toward the nearest group of officers, ducked behind a cruiser.
"Get everyone out of the park! Now! They're not after youâthey're here for him!"
An officer popped up. "Who the hell areâ?"
"MOVE!"
The tone in Damian's voice cracked like a whipâpure command, clean and lethal. It was the kind of voice Batman used when the time for questions was over.
That got them moving. One of the lieutenants began shouting into a comm unit, barking orders.
"Evacuate the perimeter! Move the wounded to the south end! Get the civilians clear!"
Damian turned back to the boy, hand on his shoulder.
"Drop the shield when I say. Then run. Don't look back."
The pink dome flared again as another volley slammed into it, cracking the air with heat and static. The drones tightened their formation, weapons whirring, scanners pulsing red.
There was no more time.
Damian's plan was reckless, half-formed, and dangerous as hell.
But it was better than watching this kid get dragged back into whatever nightmare Luthor had built.
And if they pulled it off, they'd both live long enough to figure out who he was.
And what exactly Lex Luthor had turned him into.
The instant the last of the civilians were clearedâherded south under frantic GCPD commands, stumbling through smoke and flashing lightsâDamian acted.
"Now," he said, low and sharp, eyes locking with the boy's.
The boy hesitatedâjust for a breathâbut then exhaled hard, a ragged, shuddering release of tension. The barrier flickered, pulsed once in defiance, then shattered like glass under pressure. Pink light dissolved into a mist of glowing particles that drifted upward, catching in the smoke before fading entirely.
Damian didn't wait.
His hand snapped out and latched onto the boy's wristâtight, firm, not hurting but unbreakable. He pulled.
"Run."
They moved as one.
Damian led the charge, weaving through the edge of the crater with fluid speed, his boots hitting scorched grass and cracked soil in perfect rhythm. Behind him, the boy stumbled at first, legs unsure, body disoriented from trauma and overload. But Damian didn't slow. He yanked once, just enough to force motionâand then, the boy matched his pace.
Not perfect. But fast.
They tore through the wreckage-strewn remains of Robinson Park, weaving around shattered benches and smoking rubble, darting between trees half-crumbled from the crash impact. Sirens blared behind them. Radios crackled. Shouts echoed off the trees.
But none of that mattered now.
Because the drones noticed.
The shift was immediate.
In the sky above, the two LexCorp units pivoted mid-flight with eerie synchronicity, scanners pulsing a deeper red, their bodies rotating with a mechanical hiss. Their weapon systems shifted, recalibrated. Their target designations changed.
They weren't focused on the crater anymore.
They were focused on movement.
On escape.
On them.
A shrill whine split the air as both drones surged forward, propulsion systems igniting in a howl of blue light. They dropped altitude fast, engines screaming as they locked in on their fleeing targets.
"Move!" Damian barked, yanking the boy hard as they ducked around a crumbling statue, the marble split from base to head by the shockwave. They dove through a twisted line of hedges, limbs whipping at them like claws, dirt and soot kicking up underfoot. "They're locked on. We pull them away from the park, they'll follow. They won't risk hitting bystanders."
The boy didn't answer. Couldn't. But Damian felt itâthe resolve in the way his grip tightened, in the way he kept pace, his breath ragged but steady. No more hesitation. Just forward.
They sprinted through the park's darker edges now, where the lights from the police cruisers couldn't reach and the trees formed jagged silhouettes in the smoke. Around them, the world became a blur of motionâbranches cracking underfoot, ruined lampposts leaning at dangerous angles, scorched grass giving way to raw earth.
A plasma bolt struck behind themâFOOM!âexploding a tree in a burst of splinters and flame. Another followed, slicing through the air with a flash that lit Damian's path in eerie blue. Heat licked at his back, close enough to feel, not close enough to kill. Yet.
"Keep low!" Damian shouted. "Cut left!"
They ducked beneath a bent steel archway once meant to mark a walking trail. The boy moved faster nowâfear or instinct, Damian couldn't tellâbut he was keeping up. Close.
More shots rained down, tearing craters into the ground just feet behind them. One bolt slammed into a light post ahead, sending it crashing across their path. Damian vaulted it in a single motion, tugging the boy with him. They rolled, hit the ground, and kept going.
His mind ran calculations with every breath. The drones were fast, but predictable. Tactical AI. They'd prioritize capture over chaos. That gave him an angleâif he could get enough distance, enough cover, he could set an ambush. Maybe hijack one. Maybe lure them into a blind spot. Something.
But he needed time.
He needed a minute.
Even thirty seconds.
And so far, they were still alive.
His lungs burnedânot from the exertion, but from the pressure that tightened in his chest with every step. The tension was suffocating, coiled tight beneath his ribs, a mix of calculation and cold adrenaline. They were nearing the edge of Robinson Park now, the eastern borderâwhere the trees thinned out, the manicured grass gave way to cracked pavement, and the ruins of an old greenhouse rose up ahead like the bones of a forgotten time.
It was open ground.
No dense foliage to duck into. No alleyways. No shadows deep enough to disappear in. Just broken walkways, overgrown vines, and shattered glass that crunched underfoot like brittle ice.
They had maybe twenty more yards of breathing room. No more.
And the drones knew it.
With a thunderous boom, the ground jumped under Damian's feet. A LexCorp drone dropped from the sky in a controlled descent, landing directly in their path. Its propulsion jets scorched the ground in a flare of blue light, blasting debris outward in a ring of smoke and ash. The pavement buckled beneath its weight, and it landed in a low, mechanical crouchâlike a predator bracing to pounce.
A second later, another drone crashed down behind them, cutting off their retreat with the same brutal precision.
Boxed in.
Damian skidded to a halt, boots grinding against cracked stone. His arm instinctively shot backward, tightening around the boy's wrist to steady him. He shifted, placing himself slightly in front, his body falling into a low, ready stanceâcompact, balanced, dangerous. His eyes locked on the machines.
The drones stood tall, rising from their landing crouches with eerie synchronization. They towered over Damian, their frames built like humanoid tanksâsleek matte alloy plating with violet-blue trim, no wasted mass, just pure design. Their visors glowed blood-red in horizontal bars across expressionless faces, pulsing in slow sync like they were breathing together. Shoulder panels hissed open with sharp mechanical bursts, revealing retractable weapon ports and compact launcher units embedded just beneath the surface.
The air felt charged, vibrating faintly with the hum of active systems powering up.
Then, for the first time, one of them spoke.
âANODITE: COMPLY."
The voice was low, processed, and inhumanâcold as steel, flat as glass. It echoed slightly, like it wasn't meant for ears but for data logs.
The boy behind Damian went still. Completely still.
"ANODITE: STAND DOWN. RETURN FOR IMMEDIATE DECONTAINMENT."
Damian's eyes narrowed.
Anodite?
Not a name.
A classification. A tag. The way you labeled a weapon, a test subjectâsomething made, not born.
The boyâAnoditeâreacted like the words had struck him across the face. His chest hitched. Shoulders tensed. The soft pink glow that had been dimming since the start of their flight now flared to life, bursting in erratic pulses down his arms, lighting up the veins across his neck like molten lightning. The air around him seemed to warp, distorting slightly with every flicker of the aura.
Damian glanced over his shoulder.
The boy's expression had cracked.
Terror still lived behind his glowing eyes, but something else was bleeding through nowâanger. Raw, wounded, buried deep and starting to surface. The kind of fury born from being caged for too long. From being named by people who never once asked who you were.
Damian's voice cut through the silence, sharp and flat.
"He's not going with you."
The drone's head tiltedâjust slightly. It processed the voice. The refusal.
"NONCOMPLIANCE DETECTED. LETHAL FORCE AUTHORIZED IF RETRIEVAL FAILS."
With a high-pitched whine, the drones' weapon systems extended fullyâbarrels telescoping into place, emitters glowing with concentrated plasma, targeting optics clicking and adjusting with precise, cold efficiency. Their stances shifted, locking into combat posture. No more warnings. No more restraint.
They were preparing to end the resistance.
Damian felt the boy step closer behind him, his aura flaring brighter, the heat radiating in waves nowâraw energy with nowhere to go.
Cornered.
Outgunned.
And out of time.
But Damian didn't flinch.
He raised one hand, fingers flexing slightlyâno weapons, no tech, just intent.
"Then you'll have to go through me first."
And in that instant, between the machines' hum and the boy's rising power, Robinson Park became a powder keg.
The words "lethal force authorized" were still hanging in the air, echoing in the static-charged silence, when Damian's eyes snapped left. His mind processed the terrain in a flashâdebris, shattered stone, broken limbs of treesâand then he saw it.
Half-buried beneath a mound of scorched dirt lay a fractured metal pipe, about three feet long, likely torn from underground infrastructure during the impact. It was twisted, blackened at the edges, one end jagged like a broken blade. But it was solid. Dense. Enough weight to matter in the right hands.
âMine.â Damian lunged without hesitation.
In one fluid motion, he snatched the pipe off the ground, twirled it once in his grip to feel the balanceâslightly front-heavy, but manageableâand then launched forward.
The nearest drone was already tracking him.
A bolt of blue plasma screamed through the air, passing inches from his shoulder and slamming into a nearby tree. The explosion lit up the park like a flash grenadeâsplinters and bark raining down as the trunk shattered in a bloom of fire and smoke.
Damian didn't flinch.
He'd faced live fire before. He'd trained in worse. The only difference now was that he had no armor. No gadgets. No WayneTech to bail him out. Just a pipe, his speed, and a lifetime of learned violence burning in his blood.
He ducked under another shot, muscles tight with adrenaline, and sprinted toward a crumbling stone bench. His foot hit the edge and he vaulted up, using the fractured structure as a springboard. In midair, he twisted his body, bringing the pipe down like a hammer.
CRACK.
The metal slammed into the drone's shoulder joint with a sound like a car crash. The casing dented inward with a crunch of metal and a burst of orange sparks. The impact staggered the drone, forcing it to reel back half a step, its servos whining as it recalibrated.
Damian hit the ground in a roll, recovered instantly, and came in againâthis time low, swinging the pipe in a brutal arc toward the joint behind the machine's knee.
CLANG.
Direct hit.
The drone jerked violently, systems compensating to stay upright, but the damage showedâits movement glitched for a split second, just enough for Damian to register a small victory.
Then came the counterstrike.
The machine pivoted with terrifying speed and swiped at him with its forearm, the limb moving like a piston. Damian barely avoided the brunt of it, but the blow grazed his ribs and sent him tumbling across the pavement. He hit hard, rolled, and came up on one knee, chest heaving, pipe still in hand.
His side screamed with pain.
But he didn't stop.
Behind him, the second drone stepped forward, weapons still trained but not firing.
Because the boyâthe Anoditeâhadn't moved.
He stood frozen, his feet planted in the dirt, the glowing aura around him flaring with erratic surges of light. His fists were clenched so tight his knuckles had gone white, and his whole body trembled like a live wire. His breathing was shallow, panicked. His eyes, wide and haunted, were fixed on the dronesânot with confusion, not anymore, but with raw, animal fear.
The name had done something to him. Anodite. It wasn't just a codeâit was a leash. A trigger. A wound.
He wasn't acting like a weapon now.
He was acting like a prisoner who knew the guards had come to drag him back.
"Hey!" Damian shouted, teeth clenched as he dodged another shot that seared past his ear. The heat of it burned a streak across his cheek. "Snap out of it! I can't do this alone!"
The drone pressed forward, stepping into range again. Damian ducked another swipe and swung upward with the pipe, slamming it into the joint beneath the machine's arm. More sparks flew, and the drone recoiledâbut barely.
Damian's grip slipped. His stance faltered. One more hit, and he might not get back up.
He planted his foot, pushed through the pain, and struck againâaiming for the joint at the hip this time.
Another hit.
Another hiss of heat.
But he was running out of gas. Fast.
The drones were recovery units built for battlefield extractions. Subdue. Secure. Survive. They were machines designed to outlast resistance, not overpower it immediately. Which meant Damian wasn't fighting for victoryâhe was fighting for time.
And time was almost gone.
He turned, bruised and bleeding, toward the boy still frozen in place, trembling behind him.
"You have to fight," Damian growled, voice low, ragged. "Whatever they did to youâwhoever they made you think you wereâforget it. You're not theirs anymore."
The boy's glow intensified, veins lighting up like molten circuits beneath his skin.
Still trembling.
Still scared.
But something in his eyes shifted.
The light stopped flickering.
And for the first time, it started to focus.
Meanwhile, the drones recalibrated with cold, mechanical efficiency, their movements precise and terrifyingly fast. Both units shifted their weight in perfect sync, armor plates realigning with sharp hisses and clicks as internal systems adjusted. The one directly ahead of Damian stood to its full heightâeasily over seven feetâplasma cannon sliding into place along its right arm, glowing coils locking into alignment. Its chest thrummed with energy, the LexCorp insignia pulsing faintly beneath the surface.
The second flanked him to the right, every motion clinical. It stepped wide, positioning itself to cut off any escape route. Their formations were textbookâmilitary-grade containment tactics. Squeeze the target, fire from opposing angles, eliminate resistance before it could gather.
Damian didn't need to guess what was coming.
The cannons charged.
A rising, teeth-clenching whine filled the air as energy built within the weaponsâconcentrated plasma, drawn into glowing, unstable spheres at the tips of the barrels. They pulsed like sickly stars, their light staining the smoke-polluted air. The frequency of the sound made his skull ache. His fingers tensed around the pipeâa weapon already warped and blackened from impact. It shook in his grip, half-useless now, but he didn't let it go.
His breath came ragged and shallow, muscles screaming from the last round of fighting, every inch of him bruised and burning. But he stood his ground.
He wouldn't beg.
He wouldn't flinch.
If this was it, he'd face it on his feet.
Thenâeverything changed.
A sudden pressure surged through the air, not a sound but a sensationâa deep, resonating hum that rippled through the ground like the distant thrum of a monolith awakening. It vibrated through Damian's boots, through his chest, through the bones in his arms.
He had just enough time to pivot halfwayâeyes wide, instincts firingâ
Then the world exploded in pink light.
A tidal wave of raw mana energy erupted behind him, slamming into the drones like a battering ram made of sound and fire. The force of it knocked Damian off his feet instantly. He didn't resistâit was like being hit by a shockwave from a grenade. He tucked into a roll, just like he'd been trained, letting the momentum carry him across the torn ground. He hit hardâshoulder, hip, ribsâbut he kept the pipe. Always keep your weapon.
Air punched from his lungs.
He landed hard, dust and ash in his mouth, stars in his vision.
But when he looked upâhe saw him.
The boy.
No longer frozen. No longer trembling.
He stood in the blackened heart of the battlefield, feet planted in the scorched earth, back straight, chin raised. The fear was still in his eyes, but it had changed. It wasn't paralyzing now. It was forged. Channeled. Controlled.
His arms were raised, both hands glowing with radiant pink energy, pulsing with raw power that lit up the entire clearing. Not flickering. Not wild. Focused. The aura wasn't just clinging to him anymoreâit expanded outward in arcs and tendrils, crackling through the air like enchanted lightning. Magic, but alive. Elemental.
A force becoming aware of itself.
The drones had been thrown like toysâone smashed into a thick tree trunk, splitting it down the middle with a deafening crack, its body sparking and twitching. The other had been launched into a shallow ditch, skidding across gravel and soil, leaving behind a smoking trail of gouged earth and shattered plating.
And the boy hadn't moved an inch since.
He just stood there.
Breathing hard.
Power flowing around him like a storm barely held in check.
Damian, still on one knee, eyes stung from the light, felt something rare coil in his chestâa flicker of awe, tightly laced with relief.
He did it.
He fought back.
And now the battlefield wasn't two drones closing in on a boy too scared to move.
Now it was them who had something to fear.
Though the silence after the blast was short-livedâjust a breath, just long enough to register the devastation the boy had unleashed. Then came the sound.
A shrill, mechanical screech tore through the smoky sky above them.
Damian's head snapped up.
From the haze and cloud cover, more shapes dropped like fangs falling from a steel jawâdark silhouettes lit by blue flame. Jet thrusters ignited with a banshee howl, scorching arcs into the smoke as they descended. One by one, they hit the ground with bone-rattling force, their landings throwing up waves of dust and dirt, impact craters blooming beneath their armored feet.
Two.
Four.
Six.
Eight.
They formed a perfect half-circleâsymmetrical, exact. No wasted movement. A wall of precision-engineered soldiers in humanoid frames, their matte alloy surfaces gleaming under the flashing light of the fires they'd left in their wake. The whir of internal mechanisms followed, a rising hum that grew into a chorus of death. Red visors flared to life across all eight units, scanning and locking on with laser accuracy.
No voices this time. No commands.
No mercy.
Just war.
All eight drones raised their arms.
Click. Whine. Lock.
Then came the storm.
A blistering barrage of plasma fire roared toward them in synchronized bursts, white-blue bolts screaming through the air in arcs of deadly light. The sky itself seemed to catch fire. The first impacts hit the ground around them like bombs, vaporizing grass, splitting earth, turning once-familiar trees into erupting columns of ash and splinters. The remnants of park benches twisted into molten slag. The very air shimmered from the heat, folding in on itself like it was being torn.
Damian barely had time to brace before the world turned white.
But they weren't incinerated.
Because the boy didn't fall.
He held.
The mana shield sprang up around them like a rose blooming through fireâvibrant, alive, defiant. The magic expanded in a radiant dome, stretching wide enough to protect them both. Every blast of plasma struck it like a drumbeat of war, hammering it again and again, and with each strike the shield rippled violentlyâbut held.
Flashes of pink clashed against the white-blue of LexCorp's assault, bathing the battlefield in surreal, flickering light. Every impact sent tremors through the ground. Every second it held felt like a miracle.
Damian stood close, shielded just behind the boy, his arm raised to protect his face from the worst of the radiant heat. The air smelled of ozone and scorched metal. Smoke rolled around them like waves.
He risked a glance sidewaysâand what he saw hit harder than the explosion.
The boy was rooted in place, arms raised, fingers spread wide as if physically holding back the incoming storm. His whole body trembledânot with fear, but exertion. Veins along his arms glowed faintly pink, like the power was running directly through his bloodstream. Sweat poured from his brow in thick rivulets. His jaw was clenched tight, his eyes wide, but focused.
The shield shimmered. Cracked. Reformed.
But it held.
"He's pushing himself too hard," Damian muttered under his breath, his voice nearly lost in the roar of weapons fire. He dropped low, eyes scanning the chaosâlooking for angles, escape routes, blind spots in the drones' formation. Anything. He'd fought trained soldiers, maniacs, meta-humansâbut this was different. This was cold, relentless, designed.
They were being driven back inch by inch. The drones advanced like a living wall, precise and unrelenting. Every few seconds, they moved forward in formation, stepping through the smoke like executioners, never breaking rhythm.
The plasma never stopped.
Still, the boy didn't fall.
He didn't cry out. He didn't collapse.
He refused.
He stood between them and death like a dam holding back a flood, his magic flaring brighter with every breath he tookâevery heartbeat a declaration of defiance.
Damian could feel the ground beneath them crack.
Could hear the drones' servos tightening.
Could smell the ozone burn rising sharper.
They couldn't hold out forever.
But for nowâfor this momentâ
He was still standing.
The boy hadn't spokenânot a word, not even a soundâbut his silence said everything.
His expression had changed. The fear that once dominated his face had drained away, leaving something colder, something ancient. His jaw was set. His stance, unshakable.
And his eyesâ
They blazed.
Not softly. Not subtly. Not like before.
Twin beams of white-hot light erupted from them, brilliant and absolute. Damian instinctively raised a hand to shield his face, the intensity forcing his pupils to contract. It was like staring into the heart of a star.
Then he realized: the shield wasn't holding anymore.
It was growing.
No longer a barrier fending off attacks, it was a siphonâpulling in power. The boy wasn't just defending. He was feeding.
The earth trembled beneath their feet, but it wasn't the drones this timeâit was him.
The grass around them blackened in seconds, shriveling into brittle curls before turning to ash. Leaves on nearby trees quivered violently, vibrating as though caught in a wind that didn't exist. Then, one by one, they collapsed inward, disintegrating as their color drained. The life was leaving them, funneled somewhere unseen.
Damian's eyes dropped to the ground. Cracks spiderwebbed beneath the boy's feet, veins of glowing pink mana pulsing through the earth like bioluminescent roots. They spread outward, claiming more of the park with every second. The boy was drawing energy from the world itself. Nature, space, airâall of it bled toward him.
Damian stepped backâcarefully. His heart beat faster, not from fear, but from caution. Something was happening. Something huge. And he wasn't sure if even the boy could control it.
Then it broke.
The shield burst outwardânot violently, not destructively, but like a soap bubble finally collapsing under pressure. A wave of pressure exploded across the park, visible in the way leaves and dirt flew away in concentric ripples. Trees bent. Benches overturned. The closest drones staggered, forced to adjust, recalibrating their stances mid-step.
In the center of it allâat the epicenter of the stormâhe changed.
Damian could only watch.
The boy's skin darkened in real time, shifting from its pale tone to a deep, flawless shade of purple. It gleamed like wet obsidian under starlight, smooth and mirror-like. But it wasn't just colorâit was texture. His form became partially translucent, as if his body was made of magic wrapped around light. You could see the mana moving within him, arcing across his limbs, pulsing beneath the surface like liquid lightning.
Then his hair ignited.
It flowed upward, no longer strands but streamers of radiant energyâpink, impossibly bright, alive. It moved like silk caught in a current, trailing behind him in long, elegant tendrils. Each strand flickered and flowed as if responding to the rhythm of the power now bursting from his core.
Wings formed next.
Not feathered. Not mechanical.
Wings of pure mana erupted from his backâarched, swirling constructs of energy that flickered like candlelight but held shape like blades. They shimmered in constant motion, wingspan wide, fluid, alive.
His eyesâif they could still be called thatâwere gone.
No whites. No irises.
Just twin orbs of solid, blinding white light, glowing with a purpose that was no longer human. They burned with will, not emotion. Not anger. Not fear.
Power.
Damian stood frozen, pipe still clutched in one trembling hand, breathing hard as he stared up at the boy.
He had seen gods wear flesh. He had stood beside Kryptonians. He had fought Martians. He had stared down monsters built in labs and legends born of prophecy.
But thisâthis was different.
This wasn't a weapon.
It was a being.
Raw magic, concentrated into form, barely human at all anymore. Alien. Elemental. Alive in a way most people could never be.
The drones hesitated. Their visors flickered rapidly, red light blinking in erratic patterns as their targeting systems faltered. They were trying to process what they were seeingâtrying to match it with any profile in their databases. But this form... this transformation... wasn't in their programming.
Damian didn't speak. Didn't move.
He wasn't sure he could.
Because the figure standing before him might have once been a terrified boy.
But now?
Now he was something else entirely.
All eight drones locked on as one, their targeting systems flashing crimson in synchronized pulses like a war drum. The transformation hadn't caused hesitationâit had triggered escalation. The LexCorp protocols didn't register awe. They registered threat level. And this new formâthe radiant figure cloaked in energy and pulsing with alien manaâhad just maxed out that scale.
The drones reoriented with chilling precision, each adjusting its stance a fraction of a degree, forming a deadly arc around their target. Their cannons rose in perfect unity, mechanical joints whirring, targeting optics focusing to microscopic tolerances.
Then they fired.
Eight streams of superheated plasma exploded from their cannons in a blinding volleyâpure destruction compressed into white-blue lances of energy. The park lit up in a cataclysmic blaze. Trees, grass, earthâeverything around the line of fire was swallowed in screaming light. The blasts converged on the boy like a pack of guided missiles, air howling in protest as the barrage ripped toward him.
And yetâhe didn't flinch.
Not an inch.
As the plasma reached him, his body reacted in an instant. The glowing tendrils of mana that trailed behind him like a living comet snapped forward. They coiled around him with impossible speed, weaving into a tight, spiraling shieldâan armor of energy that wrapped around his form like a chrysalis.
But this was no dome. No static barrier.
This was living defenseâdense, reactive, hungry.
The plasma struck.
And vanished.
No explosion. No concussive backlash.
The bolts hit the mana shield and were absorbed, sucked into its swirling layers like water disappearing into dry sand. Each blast disappeared on contact, devoured by the boy's shield with eerie, effortless silence.
No smoke. No heat.
Just light.
And the light grew brighter.
The boy's entire body pulsed with it. From his chest to the tips of his fingers, from the soles of his feet to the fiery strands flowing from his head, veins of glowing energy flared in brilliant, branching patterns. The plasma wasn't damaging himâit was feeding him. He was a conduit now. A living conversion engine. Everything they threw at him only made him burn hotter.
The drones kept firing, locked into their loop of calculated aggression, their systems blind to the futility. To them, it was just mathâmore fire, more pressure, more control. But they didn't understand what they were facing.
And neither, Damian realized, did he.
From his position crouched several yards away, hidden in the shadow of a shattered tree, Damian watched in stunned silence. His chest heaved. The air smelled like scorched ozone, and the earth beneath his boots was still trembling with residual power.
He had seen shields. He had seen absorption techâhell, Bruce had once built a suit that could store kinetic energy.
But this wasn't tech.
This was instinct.
The boy wasn't just protecting himself. He was consuming their weapons. Drinking down the very force meant to destroy him. And growing more powerful with every passing second.
The energy around him shimmered in waves, heatless and surreal, warping the air like a mirage. Debris floated. Cracked bits of stone and twisted grass hovered for moments before falling again. Gravity itself seemed to bend near his form.
This wasn't containment.
This wasn't defense.
This was ascension.
Damian's jaw tightened as the truth settled like ice in his gut.
LexCorp hadn't just created a weapon.
They had awakened something ancient. Something magical. Something far beyond the limitations of code and steel and protocols.
And now, as the drones poured their fire into himâunaware that their efforts were only sharpening the blade that would soon be pointed back at themâl
Damian felt it in his bones before his mind caught up. Static crawled across his skin like a warning, prickling the hairs on his arms and neck. The ground beneath him vibratedânot violently, but with a deep, steady rhythm, like the earth itself was holding its breath.
At the center of it all stood the boyâno, Anoditeâbathed in radiant, otherworldly light.
His entire form glowed now, not in flickers or pulses, but in a sustained brilliance that outlined every muscle, every motion. The pink energy around him was no longer wildâit was shaped, refined. Controlled. His skin shone like polished crystal laced with veins of liquid light. His eyes, twin spheres of blinding white, stared into the distance without blinking, emotionless and infinite. The space around him warped with heatless pressure, air bending into waves, like reality itself was trying to accommodate his presence.
Thenâhe moved.
A single breath escaped his lips, silent and calm.
He raised both hands, palms open toward the sky, as if offering somethingâor preparing to take it.
The glowing tendrils of mana trailing from his back snapped to attention, then surged outward like awakened serpents, crackling with raw power. They spiraled into the air, twisting and coiling, each one a conduit of focused energy waiting to strike.
For a heartbeat, everything froze.
The dronesâstill locked in combat protocolâbegan to reposition. Their targeting systems flickered. Red lights scanned and re-scanned, recalibrating to track this new level of power. They were preparing to adapt, to fall back, to change tactics.
They didn't get the chance.
The boy unleashed hell.
With a flash of motion and no audible command, a massive pulse of mana erupted from himâpure energy forged into a blinding sphere of pink-white light. It didn't roar. It expanded. The initial blast was silent, almost peaceful, a radiant bloom of power stretching outward at impossible speed.
Then came the sound.
A deep, thunderous boom exploded outward, rolling across the park like the voice of a god. Trees bent and snapped. Park benches were flung like matchsticks. Nearby windows shattered in waves. Dust and debris were swept up in a spiraling vortex of displaced energy.
The drones were caught mid-movement.
They didn't burn. They didn't explode.
They came apart.
The mana hit them like a cleansing flame, unraveling them on a molecular level. Their sleek, armored shells cracked and split open, light spilling out through every joint. Their bodies disintegrated into showers of particles, glowing briefly before dissolving into the air like ash in a storm.
One by one, the eight advanced LexCorp combat units were erased.
Gone.
The explosion left behind a massive crater that radiated outward in jagged lines, earth torn up in concentric rings around the boy. Chunks of soil and stone still rained down as Damian threw himself behind a nearby tree stump, shielding his head as the heat of the blast rippled over him. The sound left his ears ringing, and for a moment, his vision blurred from the intensity of the light.
Thenâsilence.
Pure, absolute silence.
When Damian lifted his head, the battlefield was unrecognizable.
The scorched remains of the park smoldered quietly. Trees were stripped of leaves. Ground was blackened and cracked. At the epicenter of the blast, framed by a slowly fading corona of pink lightning, the boy stood motionless.
His body still glowed, though the light had dimmed slightly. Mana flared gently along his skin, flowing through him like a current. His hairâstill a streaming flame of ethereal lightâfloated weightlessly in the air behind him, shifting in patterns that made no sense to physics.
His expression was blank.
Not angry. Not triumphant.
Just... still.
The ruined earth beneath Damian's boots crackled faintly with residual mana, glowing pink veins slowly dimming, pulsing slower and slower as the energy bled away into the cooling night. The silence that followed wasn't peaceful. It was unnaturalâtoo complete, too heavy, like the entire park was holding its breath.
The boyâAnoditeâwas swaying.
His body, once radiant and charged with impossible power, now shimmered weakly, the glow around him flickering like a dying star. His dark, obsidian-like skin rippled as if struggling to hold its shape, until slowlyâinevitablyâit began to fade. His ethereal form unraveled in layers, like a mask peeling away under heat. The mana tendrils that had whipped and defended, that had torn drones apart like paper, flickered out one by one, vanishing into the night like embers carried off by wind.
His skin lightened.
His glow dulled.
The celestial pink fire that had made up his hair collapsed into soaked, black strands clinging to his face and neck, heavy with sweat and heat. His wings, once broad arcs of liquid energy, crumpled inward and dissolved into thin air.
And then his eyes.
The blinding white orbs dulled. Dimmed. Faded until only his natural eyes remainedâglassy, dazed, unfocused. He looked around like he didn't recognize any of it. Not the crater. Not the smoke. Not even himself.
His head turned, slowly, like he was underwater.
And his gaze found Damian.
No fear. No panic. Just exhaustion so deep it looked ancient. Like he'd been carrying it for years, not hours. Their eyes metâand then his body collapsed.
Everything gave out at once.
His knees buckled. Shoulders sagged. His entire frame folded like a puppet whose strings had been cut mid-movement. He hit the ground with a heavy, graceless thud, the impact stirring a cloud of dust and ash around his slack body.
"Noâ" Damian breathed, already moving.
He sprinted across the crater without thinking, his boots kicking up broken earth and scorched grass. In seconds, he dropped to his knees beside the boy. His hands moved with urgency born from trainingâchecking the pulse in the neck, pressing a hand to the chest. Still breathing. Still alive. But barely.
His skin was damp with sweat, clammy and cold beneath Damian's palm. His breathing was shallow, every breath thin and uneven. His limbs trembled faintly with residual power, like the echo of a storm long passed. He wasn't injured. There were no burns, no bruises. But he was spentâdrained down to the bone, every ounce of energy poured into that final surge of defense and release.
"You held it together through all that," Damian muttered under his breath, more to himself than to the boy. "You don't get to crash now."
He pulled the boy gently into a recovery position, cradling his head with one hand and keeping the other steady over his chest, counting the rhythm of each shallow rise and fall. Damian's eyes flicked up to the skyline beyond the shattered treeline. Still no movement. No cops. No drones. But they wouldn't stay alone for long. Someone was coming. Bruce, probably. Or worseâLexCorp, ready to reclaim what they'd lost.
But for now, they had this moment.
And then the boy stirred.
Barely.
His lips movedâdry, cracked, trembling. The sound that came from them was a whisper. Delicate. Soft and fragmented, like a language bleeding through a cracked window. Damian leaned closer, heart thudding in his chest.
The boy spoke.
The words were foreign. Not gibberishâstructured. Beautiful, even. Fluid and melodic, filled with syllables that had never been shaped by a human tongue. The language wasn't from Earth. Damian knew dozens of alien dialects, and even he couldn't place it.
But the meaning... something about the tone hit differently. It wasn't a command. It wasn't even a warning.
It was grief.
It was memory.
It was a nameâor a goodbye.
Damian didn't know which. And he didn't ask.
Before he could try to respond, the boy moved again.
Slowly, trembling, one hand rose and found the front of Damian's hoodie. Fingers brushed the fabric, soft, searching, as if to confirm something was still real. Damian froze, uncertain.
Then, the boy leaned forward.
And kissed him.
It wasn't forceful. Wasn't romantic. It was gentle. Quick. A press of warmth against Damian's lipsâtrembling and featherlight. Not driven by adrenaline. Not desperation. It was something quieterâa gesture stripped of logic, shaped by instinct.
Then the boy slumped, the last of his strength gone. His head rested against Damian's chest, body limp, his eyes fluttering half-closed.
But just before he slipped away, he whispered one more word.
"Thank you."
Soft.
Breathless.
In heavily accented English, but unmistakably clear.
And then he passed out.
His body went still, a faint smile ghosting across his lips as unconsciousness took him.
Damian knelt there in silence, the smoke still curling through the ruined park, the ground warm beneath them. Sirens wailed faintly in the distance, growing louder. The breeze stirred ash and leaves, but he didn't move.
He just held the boy close, watching over him as the chaos faded.
Whatever this wasâwhoever he wasâthis wasn't the end.
But right now, the boy was safe.
And Damian would make sure he stayed that way
LATER THAT night, high above the Earth, the Justice League's Watchtower hovered in its eternal orbitâsilent, pristine, a fortress of steel and starlight among the void. Inside, in one of the war rooms ringed with holographic panels and data streams, Damian stood with his arms tightly crossed, his posture rigid. Behind him, a large 3D projection of Robinson Park flickered in midair, the display rendering the damage in hyperreal detail.
The scene spoke for itself: a blackened crater at the heart of the park, ringed in scorched earth, melted walkways, and fragmented metal. Traces of pink energy shimmered faintly across the terrain like residual heat from an invisible fire. The flickering trails of magic danced in slow pulses, still too volatile to classify by Watchtower sensors.
The silence in the room was thick.
Superman stood nearby, tall and unmoving, his arms crossed over his chest. His face was set in a mask of quiet concern, but his eyes betrayed uneaseâan unease that deepened as Damian finished recounting what had happened.
Jon Kent stood beside his father, posture tense and leaning forward slightly, eyes wide. He kept glancing between the projection and Damian, like trying to reconcile the twoâwhat he was seeing and what he was hearing.
Batman loomed behind his son, cape draped over his shoulders, silent and unreadable. His face betrayed nothing, but Damian could feel the intensity of his father's scrutiny, the sharp, surgical calculation of a man who was already mapping out contingency plans behind that mask.
"And that's when he passed out," Damian said flatly, his tone stripped of emotion but not of weight. "After obliterating eight fully armed LexCorp drones in under ten seconds. They were in kill mode. He didn't hesitate. The amount of mana he drew in... it wasn't ambient. It was alive. Instinctual. Like it responded to his will the way muscles respond to pain."
Superman exchanged a glance with Batman, his brow furrowed. "And you're certain the armor was LexCorp?"
"I saw the insignia myself," Damian said. "It wasn't slapped on. It was part of the suit's internal architecture. He wasn't wearing itâhe was fused to it."
Jon spoke next, his voice quieter. "But... he looked human?"
Damian paused, eyes narrowing as he remembered the boy's collapse, his hands shaking, the soft weight of his body against the charred grass. "Almost. But when he changed, it was like watching a mask dissolve. His entire physiology shifted. Skin, bone structure, light displacement. Magic didn't just cloak himâit rewrote him."
Until now, Starfire had remained silent, her arms loosely folded, her golden gaze fixed on the projection. The soft glow from the hologram lit her orange skin with shifting patterns of light, but her eyes were focused far beyond the room.
Then she stepped forward.
"You said he became dark," she said, her voice calm, thoughtful. "Semi-translucent... and his hair became pink flame?"
Damian nodded slowly, gaze narrowing. "Like it wasn't hair at all. More like... energy, shaped into strands. It moved without wind. It moved like it was alive."
Starfire nodded once. Her eyes flared slightly as a memory surfaced. "I know what he is."
All eyes turned to her.
"Or rather," she corrected gently, "what he is. He is not from Earth. That boy is an Anodite."
Damianmoan straightened slightly. "That's what the drones called him before they initiated fire."
"They knew," Starfire said. "Because they built their weapons with him in mind."
She turned to the others, her voice steady, but serious. "Anodites are ancient. A race of mana-based beings that exist almost entirely outside known galactic governance. Most of them dwell in uncharted sectorsâplaces not even the Green Lanterns map regularly. Their bodies are not made of flesh in the way we understand it. They are born of magicâpure magic. They do not learn to wield it. They are it."
Jon looked visibly stunned. "You've seen one before?"
"Yes," she said. "Tamaran was briefly allied with their world during a peacekeeping mission in the Outer Nebula. They are not violent. But they are feared. Because if provoked... a single Anodite can alter the course of a war."
Superman's eyes narrowed. "And this one was enhanced by Luthor."
"Worse," Damian said. "He was altered by him. Engineered. That armor wasn't armorâit was a cage. A conduit designed to control how and when he accessed his own abilities."
"And it failed," Batman said quietly.
Damian nodded. "Completely."
Starfire's gaze darkened. "That makes him vulnerable. An Anodite raised away from his people, stripped of his identity, forced to serve someone like Luthor... He may be powerful, but emotionally? Psychologically? He is fractured. A being made of instinct and emotion, trained like a weapon and left to rot."
"He didn't trust anyone," Damian said. "Not at first. He didn't speak. He didn't fight until he had no choice. When he looked at me, it wasn't with fearâit was with expectation. Like he was used to being exploited."
Superman exhaled slowly. "If Luthor put his hands on something like that... we can't afford to let him get close again."
"He won't," Damian said firmly. "We'll make sure of it."
Batman stepped forward finally, the weight of his presence grounding the room. "We don't just protect him from Luthor. We protect him from everyone who will come next. Because now that he's revealed himself, every agency, every intergalactic faction, and every corporate predator who traffics in power will come looking."
Starfire nodded. "He is a star-born being of magic, left stranded among humans. If he is to survive, he will need more than shelter. He will need a place to belong."
Damian's eyes dropped for a moment, his expression tightening.
"Then I'll give him one."
The room fell into silence again, the image of the destroyed park hovering behind them like a ghost.
Outside the Watchtower's viewing windows, the stars drifted silently across the blacknessâcold, endless, and watching.
THE HUM of the Watchtower's life support systems thrummed softly beneath their boots as Damian, Jon, and Starfire moved down the long corridor that curved gently with the arc of the space station. The polished silver walls reflected the low amber lighting of the simulated night cycle, casting long shadows that followed them in silence. Though Earth had long since rolled into the early morning hours, the artificial calm of the Watchtower did little to soothe the weight pressing on all three of them.
No one spoke as they walked. They didn't need to.
When they reached the reinforced doors to the infirmary, they parted with a gentle hiss, letting out a cool, sterile breeze tinged with antiseptic and ozone. The lights inside were soft and dim, set low for rest, but everything gleamed with precision. Med-pods lined the far wall in pristine rows, their curved exteriors like sleeping shells awaiting occupants. But only one was in use.
The Anodite boy lay within it.
He looked almost normal nowâblanket drawn to his waist, arms limp at his sides, eyes closed. Peaceful. If you didn't know better, he could've passed for any unconscious teenager recovering from exhaustion. But if you looked closely, there were signs: faint ripples of pink light still traced delicate patterns under his skin, glowing softly with every slow breath. Mana. Dormant, but present. Waiting.
Jon drifted closer, hands stuffed in his jacket pockets, the corners of his mouth turned down in something between concern and wonder. He stared at the boy's face for a long time before speaking.
"He doesn't look like someone who took out a fleet of LexCorp drones by himself."
Damian stood beside him, arms crossed tight, eyes narrowed. "That's what makes him dangerous," he said. "He doesn't look like a threat. Not until you're already on fire."
Jon glanced at him, but said nothing.
Starfire moved to the other side of the pod. Her posture was relaxed but attentive, the soft glow of her skin reflecting faintly off the medical interface. Her eyes were fixed on the boyânot in suspicion, but in recognition. Like someone looking at an ancient text they hadn't seen in years.
"You said he spoke?" she asked Damian quietly.
He nodded. "Right before he blacked out. Before he spoke English. Not any dialect I recognized. It wasn't even structured like languageâmore like... vibration. Something tonal. I've studied dozens of alien scripts and syntaxes. This wasn't one of them."
Starfire stepped closer, her eyes never leaving the boy. "That was Anoditian. Their speech is more than language. It's resonance. Their mana carries their meaning. They don't just speakâthey express."
Damian raised an eyebrow. "Then how do you understand them?"
Starfire turned to him with a serene smile. "Again, Tamaraneans and Anodites share a long, quiet history. We shared... customs."
Jon tilted his head. "What kind of customs?"
Starfire's expression didn't change. "Kissing."
Damian blinked. "What?"
Starfire nodded. "Tamaraneans absorb language through physical contact. A kiss creates a neurological linkâtemporary, but complete. Anodites... their version is deeper. It is tied to mana. It creates an imprint, a resonance link between two beings."
Damian stiffened slightly. His arms remained crossed, but his jaw tensed. "So when he kissed meâ"
"He was reaching for connection," she said gently. "To understand you. To anchor himself. That kind of gesture, especially for one of his kind... it means trust. Rare, deliberate trust."
Damian looked down at the boy in the pod. The calm rise and fall of his chest. The fragile mana pulse under his skin.
Jon spoke softly. "He's really not just some experiment, is he?"
Starfire hesitated for a breath. Then she moved toward the pod and laid her hand lightly on its rim. "He's more than rare," she said. "I recognized the pattern of his aura. The fractal formation that pulsed when he transformedâit's unique. It belongs to the House of Noctyrae."
Damian frowned. "That means something to you?"
"It should," Starfire said. "That is the ruling family of the Anodite system. He's not just one of them. He's their heir."
Jon's eyes widened. "He's a prince?"
"The crowned prince," she confirmed. "And he is here. Alone. Bound in LexCorp tech. That suggests only two possibilitiesâhe was stolen... or he fled."
Damian felt his stomach tighten. "Luthor got his hands on the heir of a mana-based civilization. And he tried to turn him into a weapon."
Starfire nodded solemnly. "And failed."
The room went quiet again, the soft beeping of the pod's monitor the only sound. The boy stirred slightly, a ripple of light fluttering beneath his skin like lightning behind clouds. Damian stepped closer, watching him carefully.
"He didn't trust me at first," Damian said. "He didn't trust anyone. But when he looked at me after the fight... something changed."
Starfire gave a small smile. "You carry his imprint now. His bond. When he wakes, he will look for you first."
Damian's eyes didn't leave the boy's face.
"I'll be here," he said quietly.
And he meant it. Every word.
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warnings: none word count: 1,805 pairing: jackie taylor x reader [platonic, romantic] description: jackie wants you to see yourself how she sees you. tags: in the wilderness, insecure!reader, comfort, best friend!jackie, friends to lovers, LOTS of fluff, first kiss between pairing
Maybe you should be worried about more "serious" things out here. Bigger fish to fry and all that. But as you squint at your reflection in the lake, you can't help but wonder how beneficial a truly all natural clay mask could be for your blemished skin.
When you lean closer to the water to see if a new scar has formed on your cheek, you're interrupted by cool water splashing in your face. You look up to see your offenderâJackie.
She squats down next to you with an awkward smile. "Sorry. Too tempting."
You don't mind anyway. You've gotten much, much worse on you out here.
It's a little unlike her, though. She wasn't the type to smush cake in someone's face at a birthday party or push someone in a pool. Jackie was pissed when some guy had jokingly spilled on Lottie's clothes at a partyâmuch more than anyone else.
Your view of Jackie is probably the opposite of how most people see her, but you know her better than anyone. She always sees the best in people. Maybe this was another testament to that part of her, trying to distract you from looking at the water's image of you rather than her image of you.
She gently pulls your hands away when you try to dry yourself off and begins softly wiping the water from your face and onto her own shorts. Despite where you are, her skin is still so soft, nails filed and clean.
"It's okay. Feels nice, actually," you reply.
Jackie grins at that, the focus of her gaze on you growing a bit more intense. Feels, not felt. She's taking that as you talking about her hands rather than the water. If she paid even half as much attention as she gives you to school, maybe she wouldn't have nearly failed chemistry.
In this moment, there really wasn't much of a difference between her and the water, anywayâboth soft and pure and refreshing.
"Your hair's wet," she notes, a sly smile growing on her face. "We might as well just get in the water."
You'd avoided joining the others in the lake plenty of times. Locker rooms were bad enough, but chicken fights in your underwear with classmates? Not happening.
When she sees you roll your eyes, she softly encourages, "It's just us. You have nothing to be embarrassed about ever, but definitely not around me. And it's fucking hot. I'm sweating and fresh out of deodorant."
"You can get in without me."
She puts on a pout, trying another way to convince you. "Are you really gonna leave me out there all alone? What if I drown?"
"You better not. Chest compressions might crack your ribs." Still, her words actually cause worry to grow in you, so you take your shoes and socks off and get up.
Jackie helps pull you up, saying, "Just chest compressions? No mouth to mouth? Do you care about me at all?"
Years ago, Jackie had begged you to go to some Summer camp with her. The begging was unnecessaryâof course you'd go if it meant spending more time with her. It was just fun to see how desperately she wanted you both to be together. You remember how she refused to go if you didn't, saying something like, "It's not Summer without you."
There were safety protocols you had learned there, some form of education the camp attempted to provide. CPR was one you had learned by practicing on dummies. One night, Jackie had asked to practice mouth to mouth on you "just in case."
Based on her technique, if you were to ever actually drown with only her around, you'd be screwed.
It wasn't the only time she kissed you. A few years later, she had asked you to see how her lip gloss tasted. Once, she had leaned over her bed as you sat on the floor, giggling as she tried to mimic a Spiderman kiss.
Jackie had always been affectionateâkisses on the cheek when you said goodbye, or hello, or when the Yellowjackets won a game. A kiss on your forehead when she noticed a frown on your face, a hand tugging your wrist when she thought someone was trying to flirt with you, a head on your chest when you slept over.
Out here, Jackie only seemed to cling to you more. When she felt useless, you'd find a chore not too disgusting for her to take on, but you'd also assure her that she was a person. A teenager unexpectedly thrown to the wolves. She didn't need to be perfect.
She was still perfect to you, though. Of course you'd do anything for her. So, you calmly reply, "Yes, I care. I would do it if you needed it," brushing it off as just Jackie being your best friend Jackie, and begin to walk into the water, your clothes still on.
Jackie grabs your wrist, causing you to look back at her. "When you have to save me from the Loch Ness monster, those wet clothes'll slow you down."
"When? Did you call them here?"
Jackie laughs. "Yes. And she said she eats people who don't relax. I'm not trying to push you to do something you don't want to do, but I know you'll be more comfy with less clothes on. I can help you chill out."
After you raise your brows at her words, she clarifies with darting eyes and a wavering voice, "Like, give you a massage or something."
Conceding with a smile you try to hide by turning away from her, you start removing your top and bottoms.
Jackie quickly follows right after you begin, then drags you by your arm into the water. "See? It's nice. And you look perfect."
Jackie deadpans at you when you roll your eyes, but decides not to argue. She moves on to cupping some water in her hands, spilling it over your head and cooling your skin and scalp. "Don't want you to cook out here," she murmurs in that doting tone of hers.
Jackie walks behind you and spills some water on your exposed back and neck. You shiver slightly at the cooling sensation, then relax as Jackie runs her fingertips over your back. She presses her thumbs into the skin of your back and shoulders, rubbing out the tension.
"Feels nice," you praise.
"Told you so."
After a few minutes, an idea comes to her. If you didn't believe her more subtle attempts of showing you how she feels about you, maybe she'd just have to be more explicit. Crashing out here made her realize what she really wanted, and she was ready to admit that now.
So, Jackie pauses her movements, leans over your shoulder, and softly says "Hey. You mind if I try something?"
You turn to look at her. "Does it involve the Loch Ness monster? You sacrificing me to save yourself?"
She laughs, resting her forehead on your shoulder. God. Despite the shit you have to deal with here, getting to see Jackie like this makes you forget about it all.
"No, don't worry. She's pleased with you now. This is all me."
"Okay. Go ahead," you agree.
Jackie leans back and slides her hands down to your hips. Then, you feel a soft press against the top of your back, her lips lingering on your skin for a moment before trailing up to your shoulder. Her nose tickles you as it drags against your back lightly, causing you to stiffen.
Jackie leans over your shoulder again, pressing her front to your back and hugging you fully, arms around your stomach. She looks up at your face to see your reaction. There's something anxious and pleading in her wide-eyed expression. It's much different from her usual casual demeanor when she kissed you. This is a confession, and she's hoping for some kind of acceptance.
When you turn in her hold and slip your arms around her waist with a smile, she giggles, quickly kissing your nose before finally catching your lips.
She feels so different than how this place has treated you. Her lips are smooth, moving on yours slowly and carefully. It's not tentative, but thoughtful, as if from one of the many romance films she had you watch. Her lips slide against yours easily, some strawberry flavored lip gloss slipping into your mouth. Jackie unintentionally breaks the kiss with a grin she can't fight off, so you lean your forehead against hers.
"God. Now that's a kiss. Jeff's always practically eating my face."
You laugh lightly before kissing across her cheeks, her forehead, her nose...
Her face scrunches as she says, "Okay, maybe you are, too. But I like it when it's you."
You pull back to get a good look at Jackie and see her smiling softly, like you're the only thing she sees. It's a look you recognize from the many times you tried on clothes at the mall together, when she looked at you after helping you dress up for homecomings and proms, when she watched you opening up the birthday gifts she had given you every year since you met.
"I like everything when it's you, you know. When it's yours," she continues.
"Thanks," you reply, pulling her into a hug and hiding your face in her hair. "I like all of you, too."
"Don't hide," she chides sweetly. She turns her head to press comforting kisses on your cheek before pulling back to look at you. "I mean it. I love every part of you. Nothing's gonna change that. Not even being covered in dirt and blood and sweat."
With a small laugh, you reply, "Thanks, Jackie. I love you, too."
"You better, 'cause you're stuck with me," she responds, wrapping her arms around your waist before leaning down to suck softly on your neck. It doesn't feel sexual, but soothing. Like she's appreciating you.
Jackie pulls away with a relaxed sigh. "I needed this," she tells you, resting her head on your shoulder.
"Me too."
"I knew it," she smiles, closing her eyes and nuzzling into your neck.
"That's why you're the captain. You always know how to make people feel better."
Jackie quickly pulls back to look at you, wide eyes blinking rapidly. "You mean that?"
Nodding, you assure her, "Yeah. I mean it." You begin to lightly run your hand over her back, trying to further prove how much you value her. "I mean, I hope you'd use other ways to make the rest of the team feel better, butâŚ"
She laughs, replying, "Don't worry. This is only for you." Returning to cuddling into your neck, she adds, "And I couldn't do it without you. I need you to make me feel better, too."
author's note: okay i need to write angst after this.
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Outlast Trials Antagonists When You're Crying [Drabbles]
[Shrugs again]. You/Reagent grow overwhelmed and cry in the middle of a trial.
"For fucks sake..." Leland's voice was gruff, his grip unsure on his baton; does he swing? Does he chase after you? Does he play cat and mouse?
Weakness disgusts him. But for some reason, he can't help but feel..responsible for your tears. And he hates being responsible, unless it's pushing American values.
"...There there, feller," His free hand patted your shoulder. "It's, uh...fine. You're in America, there's nothing to cry about. Best goddamn country on Mother Earth." He nodded, sure of his words. "Now hurry up and get them tears out...I'm not done playin' with you."
"Why's there water coming out of your eyes, huh?" Franco's voice was oftentimes an annoyance, seeing as you had to expect a Lupara's shot at your back, but this time, it didn't seem to phase you. He walked over, a brow raised with Lupara leaning on his shoulder.
"Look, uhhh...this shithole isn't exactly paradise for me, either." He sneered, "Gotta deal with yous fuckin' up my supply."
He gnawed on his lip, his crooked teeth snagging onto the plumpness, "But, uhh...tell you what. I'll give you a break...for now. I got some shut-eye to catch up on." He smirked, patting your back. "Cheer up. Can't get anywhere cryin' over spilt milk." He then walked behind you, off toward his office.
What "shut eye" meant with him, you never could tell.
"Oh, dear..." Gooseberry's voice was soft as you sobbed, her posture unsure. "Why the tears?"
"I'd cry too if my teeth were rotting out of my fucking head, Phyllis," The puppet chortled, seemingly amused by your tears. "Don't bother. Chase after them, they're weak."
"Oh, but daddy...they're worthless right now...there's no fun in educating those who don't want to learn."
"For fucks sake- you always have to fight me on this shit, Phyllis!" The puppet screeched as Mother Gooseberry began to walk off. She just simply calmed the puppet down, until neither could be heard.
Maybe she had her moments of kindness. Even when this place thrives off of misery.
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High school Sevika x Secret admirer Reader. Like Sevika keeps getting love notes from reader and sheâs just like .. da fuq. Sheâs just too emotionally constipated to realise their love notes FOR HER. And reader (as well are) is so hopelessly in love with her.
okay OKAY this is so fucking cute i'm gonna make this the masc4masc childhood friends story too heheeh
lets just assume zaun has a underfunded shitty education system lol
men and minors dni
sevika keeps getting these stupid fucking letters.
they're written in glitter pen, usually on construction paper cut out into a heart. the handwriting is agonizingly neat, like whoever's writing them's spending hours getting their cursive perfect. they're always unsigned, and they usually contain some stupid, romantic compliment, like 'your eyes are the stars of my galaxy' and shit.
"whatcha got sev?" you ask as you catch up with her in the hallway, hipchecking her as she glares down at the latest of her growing collection.
this one reads 'sev, you're prettier than you let yourself think.'
sevika scoffs and crumbles the paper up into a ball.
"are there any other sevika's in this school?" she asks. you blink up at her.
"what?"
"like, does anybody else have my name? or is there a sev or a seven or a sven?"
"fuck are you talking about?" you ask.
sevika groans and shoves the note into your hands. "this!! i keep getting these stupid ass love notes. some poor sap's got the wrong fucking locker, or the wrong sevika, or something." she scoffs.
you don't laugh. sevika slows her walk to blink over at you.
you're... staring at her. almost like you're angry?
"what?" she asks.
you take a deep breath then shake your head. "n-nothing."
"nothing?"
"it's nothing." you insist, nodding. sevika glares at you.
"you're horrible at lying."
"and you're gonna be late to chemistry."
"so i'll skip." sevika shrugs and nudges your shoulder. "what's that look for?"
"you're so fucking stupid!" you shout. sevika jumps a bit. you huff, then smack sevika's shoulder as you storm down the hall. she jogs to keep up with you. "you-- you get these romantic, heartfelt notes, addressed to you, and you think; what? there's another sevika in school? you're fucking ridiculous!"
"wh-- you think these are for me!?"
"of course they are!"
"who the fuck would write love letters for me?!" sevika asks.
honestly, she's completely flabbergasted. you never struck sevika as the kinda girl who cares about stupid shit like romance, but apparently it means a lot to you.
"someone who likes you, you idiot! a-and you're probably hurting their fucking feelings by treating their hard work like garbage. this is like the sixth one you've crumpled up. you spit your gum in the first one." you huff.
sevika blinks at you. she didn't tell you about the notes until now.
you seem to realize this at the same moment, because your walking comes to a halt, your eyes stuck on something far away.
sevika starts to giggle. your shoulders shoot up to your ears. "shut up." you mumble.
sevika's laughter only grows. "oh, janna." she snorts and throws an arm around your shoulders, pulling you into her chest. "what, you gotta crush on me?!" she asks.
you glare up at her. "'y don't have to laugh about it."
"no, i'm not-- i just-- you're so fucking cool, you don't need to leave stupid notes in my locker, i already--" sevika cuts herself off. you giggle. it's her turn to fluster. "shut up." she demands. you giggle.
"c'mon. let's ditch and smoke under the bleachers." you suggest, tugging sevika toward the exit.
as you walk outside, sevika worms her wrist out of your grip and replaces it with her hand-- her fingers intertwined with yours.
"you should become a professional card maker."
"fuck off."
"i'm serious! they're impressive." she says. you groan.
"they're cheesy, i know, i just--"
sevika darts in and kisses your cheek.
you're so distracted by the feeling of her soft lips against your cheek that you walk face first into a low-hanging bar under the bleachers.
sevika cackles as you clutch your head.
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The rest of your stay went much better than you could have imagined. You were undertaking visits, each more friendly and educational than the last, discovering customs and foods, and having a great time that would leave good memories in their wake.
Like when Sky recited phrases in a strong Demacian accent to you, giving credit to Demacia and its imposing stature, or when Jayce made a fool of himself by pronouncing âcroum de la cramâ wrong again while eating a cream puff in front of a waiter.
Fiora had seemed to slow down her charms towards Viktor on a grand scale, although she still gave him the nickname âVikkieâ, which made him roll his eyes to the sky as he searched for you and uttered âkill meâ with mute lips.
You always smiled at him when this happened, amused, his eyes resting on you, making you feel all odd. As the days went by, despite the fact that Fiora stayed largely with him and you with Garen, you couldn't help looking for him, lowering your gaze or pretending to look away whenever his eyes crossed yours.
As another day out came to an end and you found yourself in bed, lights out and ready to sleep, you were thinking about it for a long time.
There was this strange urge growing inside you, and you couldn't work out what it was. You kept feeling the heat on the back of your neck as well as on your cheeks as you thought back to all the moments of your close proximity. And that warmth in your belly, that strange, light, fuzzy sensation that persisted in his presence. Why did you feel that way?
Perhaps you were allergic to something Viktor had on him, and you were having a physical reaction to it?Â
When you had drunk his coffee where his lips had rested, your whole body had warmed up in the same way after all. He didn't seem to apply any lip balm or add anything to his coffee that might have caused you to have such a reaction, so you ruled that out.
Did he have a particular perfume whose ingredients made you react badly? You remembered the masquerade and his coat, and although it didn't leave any physical traces on you, it did leave slightly stronger inner impressions.
In the wood of his cane, perhaps? Maybe the varnish of the wood or the metal of the knob gave you a bad reaction. But you'd hardly ever used it, the rare occasions being when you'd hit Tyler with it, and when you'd handed it to him after he'd picked you up from your fall in the library - even if some of your symptoms had started at that moment.
Or maybe you were just homesick, maybe the air or the food made you react badly, maybe the petricite was more unpleasant than you thought. However, this idea would have meant suggesting that you had an arcane source inside you, and if that were the case, it would have been pointless since it had never saved you from anything where it could have proved useful.
You replayed the moment of the museum over and over in your mind, the feeling of realisation that he had drawn you towards him with a deft movement of his cane going to your head. You could still imagine the warmth of his hand on your hip, of his eyes on you as they rested on your lips.
You turned in your bed with a grunt of frustration as your chest warmed at the thought of it, burying your face in your pillow. What was happening to you? He wasn't even in the damned room, and yet these symptoms were perfectly awake and persistent. Yet you didn't see him any more than that.Â
A routine had set in. Whenever you came back from a class trip, it was his custom to go and rest in his room, away from more walking and to escape Fiora's presence.
Demacia, all white and glorious, didn't seem to have any great inclination towards accessibility. Its cities were built on mountainsides where bridges and domes overlapped over vast, empty, flat expanses. You never got lost, though, as the streets were never narrow and the view was always unobstructed.
It was almost a little frightening, leaving no room for anyone to hide or escape, whatever the situation.
From most angles, Demacia wasn't suitable for everyone, and the lack of benches in the streets for people to sit on, for example, was backed up by the need for an athletic society and sporting encouragement.
So it wasn't surprising that Viktor was keen to get some rest, as you yourself would end your days out on the town tired beyond belief. You hoped his naps were restorative, even if sleep couldn't cure all ills.
Your own sleep came late that night, your thoughts returning incessantly and inevitably to him.
In the early hours of the morning, what finally woke you up was someone knocking on your door. With a grunt, you rolled over in bed, hoping that the idiot who had just knocked would go away.
The knock came again, a sigh from behind the door. "You in there Piltie girl?"
Why did the first voice you had to listen to this morning have to be Fiora's? You turned to face the door, propping yourself up on your elbows.
"Come in," you replied in a voice all hoarse with sleep.
So she entered, energetic and judgmental as ever. The room was dark except for a small nightlight on your bedside table.
"You're still asleep?" she asked, almost mockingly, as she strode over to the blackout curtains in the bedroom and yanked them open.
You pressed the heel of your palms against your eyes, clearing the sleep crusts and sniffling as the sun penetrated your room and slapped your body with its light.
"Why, did I oversleep?" you questioned as you finally lowered your hands to your legs, crossing them.
She squinted her eyes at your face. "You're so ugly when you wake up."
"And you're an asshole all day long, to each his own," you winced as you planted your feet on the floor, the fresh flagstone floor unpleasant and just making you want to crawl back under your blanket and fall back asleep in the warmth of your bed.
"Look at that," Fiora chuckled, "Miss Phathe's not a morning person, who'd have thought it."
The mere mention of Selene's name between her lips made you want to strangle her. "Continue putting dirt on my name and you'll end up at your own funeral," you replied before heading for the bathroom. "You're just one bad day away from being me anyway."
"You know," you heard her giggle as she followed you, leaning in the doorway as she watched you go through your morning routine, "for a Piltie, you sure have a way with comebacks."
"That is because I'm not a Piltie," you replied as you tended to your hair.
"Really?" she questioned, surprised. "What are you then?"
You considered answering her for a moment. There was only today and tomorrow left when you would leave in the evening and arrive in Piltover the following night.
"Zaunite," you finally replied as you picked up your toothbrush, squeezing your tube of toothpaste mechanically, "but from where? Not sure."
She arched an eyebrow as you began to brush your teeth. "Explains the poor taste in everything."
"Explains the sword up your ass," you managed to articulate.
She giggled, smiling into the mirror as she watched you for a moment. It wasn't a look of expectation that you'd screw something up, more a look of consideration.
"You know," she began, "prettying yourself up wouldn't be that complicated."
You huffed, spitting into the sink. "Why would I need it?"
"Not saying you need it," she corrected, "I'm saying it'd be fun."
"Never took much attention to it anyway," you sighed before returning your toothbrush to your mouth, "I'm not trying to charm anyone."
Her eyes rolled up to the sky as if you'd just said the stupidest thing she'd ever heard. "It's not about charming anyone you idiot," she shook her head, "It's about doing this for yourself."
You looked at yourself in the mirror, your tired eyes watching you as she continued.
"If you're applying makeup and pretty dresses for anybody else but you in the first place, that's a bit desperate."
You spat into the sink again, rinsing the bristles from your toothbrush. "Making yourself pretty for someone you like would be desperate?"
"In some cases, no," she admitted, "Like wearing something someone offered you."Â
You grabbed one of the glasses of water on the sink, filling it to rinse your mouth.
â"But I can tell you're negligent of yourself," she continued as she moved forward to stand next to you, "and that's what's bringing you lower than zero."Â
You turned to her, thinking the conversation was going to turn negative and immediately demeaning, but her tone wasn't condescending.
"This doesn't just apply to your physique, Zaunite girl," she pointed out, marking the new appellation with her tongue, "but to the way you consider yourself. You want to be number one at all times, but you forget to put yourself first and that is the very reason you're losing."
You sighed - she wasn't wrong. You weren't taking care of yourself, weren't giving yourself enough of the treatment you deserved or simply needed to live. The memories of your fever during exam week and of all the deviations you had made out of greed to win also came back to mind.
You'd put your primary needs to one side, neglected your friendships by walking away from them as soon as you thought you'd done anything remotely negative, and ended up in situations where your health was in danger simply because you unconsciously thought you deserved it or that it was the norm.
And every time, Viktor intervened.
He stayed by your side when you were seriously ill, passed you his coat during the masquerade, persevered in wanting to be your friend and assured you that he didn't think badly of you.
You took a sip of water from your glass to keep it in your mouth and spit, hoping that its coolness would contrast with the heat you felt just thinking about it.
"Any reason for this early morning motivation class?" you asked as you came out of the bathroom to find something to change into,"Or are you about to bring me outside barefoot in the grass while we do some flowy movements for better harmony in our bodies?"
She stood by the bathroom frame, giggling. "No party of mine happens barefoot."
You turned to her, frowning and giving up the search for the day's clothes for the moment. "Party?"
"Yup," she confirmed as she walked over to you, observing the contents of your suitcase. "You guys are leaving tomorrow evening, so I wanted to make sure we'd all have our fun one last time." Her eyes returned to yours. "Tonight, I'm hosting a party in one of the apartments under my name, not far from here. Everyone's invited."
You turned to your suitcase, Fiora's earlier questions about your appearance taking on a second meaning.Â
"I've never been to any party before," you admitted as you found what you were going to wear for the day and headed for the bathroom so you could change in privacy, closing the door behind you.
She approached the door, leaning against the wall next to it. "Have you been that much of a fun killer all your life?" she giggled.
"Just never had the opportunity or any invite, alright?" you sighed, tired of her answers which you found a little too dramatic as you undressed. "My first party of the sort was a masquerade I attended this very year which, apart from a few exceptions, had guests that were all toffs twice my age."
"Well, there's a first time for everything," she argued. "It's not going to be anything wild or club-like unfortunately if I have to fit Lolanthe and Heimerdinger's policy of moderate drinking or fun with a capital F."
You'd never really liked clubs -they were too noisy, too dark with lights only provided by neons and drinks that were far too expensive for how they tasted. Zaun's clubs were quite an attraction themselves, but nothing could have convinced you to end in one of them willingly to party and have fun.
"You know," she continued, "that might be an opportunity for you to get closer to Viktor."
The mention of his name stopped you putting on your trousers and nearly made you lose your balance.
"You're still on this," you whispered as you accelerated your dressing. If you wanted to escape this conversation, or her in general, you had to get out of this room.
"Come on," she sneered from the other side of the door, "have you never ever thought there could be something between the two of you?"
You stood there motionless, your eyes landing back on you in your mirror. Could anyone fall in love with this reflection you saw? Could anyone be charmed by it?
You'd never really had time to think about the possibilities of having a relationship with anyone, since your attention was mainly focused on your studies, but could there really have been a possibility of someone falling in love with you and you being able to return that love?
"You're taking an awfully long time to answer this," Fiora toned from the other side.
You opened the door, not even glancing at her as you walked purposefully to your suitcase and arranged it a little. "I never wondered about it."
She huffed exaggeratedly. "Viktor didn't answer like that."
Your heart skipped a beat as you turned to face her. "What?"
"A-ha!" she exclaimed, pointing at you as you realised her little trap. "See? You're interested in him."
You huffed, trying to calm your mind and your heart. She was only trying to elicit a reaction from you, nothing more, nothing less. Wasn't she?
You caught yourself thinking about the possibility that she had actually asked him the question, and wondered whether her remark was a complete lie or whether there was some truth in it. Your heart felt cramped in your chest.
"Whatever," you sighed as you set your suitcase down on the floor again, the box of your tarot cards sticking out slightly from under one of your T-shirts, and you decided that you would wait until evening to read your card.
She didn't press the point any further, realising that she probably couldn't get any more information out of you at the moment. "Have you ever played Werewolf, Zaunite girl?"
"Werewolf?" you questioned.
"You really have come out of a cave," she remarked, "I feel like I'm babysitting."
"Well why are you doing all this effort for me then?"
"Because I want us to find a way to get along at least once, alright?" she finally admitted. "I'm trying to make up for what I pulled on you. Is party-fun forbidden in Piltover?â
You sighed, she was doing it very awkwardly of course, but that didn't stop her original intention from being almost touching, honourable.
"It's not forbidden to me, just... foreign," you admitted.
"Would you like to try it, though?" she asked.
You chewed your cheek, considering this most unusual offer. Was there any harm in trying? You wouldn't gain anything but the usual if you refused this offer and stayed in your room reading a book. You already did that every night, after all, so why not give it a try?
"Come on," she hummed, arching an eyebrow with a playful little smile, "I know Viktor will come if you do."
Your eyes rolled up to the ceiling, although the idea seemed strangely intriguing. Viktor wouldn't come to a place just because you were there, that would sound ridiculous.
"Fine, I'll come," you finally agreed, placing your index up in front of her to impeach her from saying anything. "But it's not just because of Viktor, don't get any ideas."
"Sure, whatever floats your delusion boat," she smiled before leaving the room.
You followed her into the hotel restaurant, which was already packed with students and other guests. You had indeed slept longer than usual, and if Fiora hadn't come to wake you up, you would probably have ended up receiving a remark from Heimerdinger about your absence to his lesson.
Unless perhaps one of your friends had come. It could very well have been Sky, Jayce, maybe Garen.
Maybe even Viktor.
As if searching for the beam of a lighthouse on the open sea, your eyes landed on him, sitting at a table in a corner with Jayce, as usual. Fiora joined them, and you helped yourself to breakfast, turning back to their table as Viktor's gaze fell on you.
Your heart skipped a beat as you gripped your tray tightly, hoping not to make a fool of yourself by dropping it if your body decided to act like this again against your will.
You walked towards them, Fiora sitting next to Viktor who only seemed to be partially listening to her, while Jayce seemed genuinely invested in what she had to say.
"Good morning," you greeted as you placed your lunch tray next to Jayce's.Â
"Oh hey!" he said as he turned to you, "you're up later than usual."
"Yeah well," you sat down and took a slice of your lunch in hand, "couldn't find sleep."
Your eyes rested on Viktor, his own already on you and seemingly unchanged since he'd seen you come into the room. You could feel the heat rising to your cheeks again, that stupid allergy.Â
"Oh? Why?â questioned the golden boy.
Surely not because I couldn't stop thinking about your best friend and that kept me up all night.
"Couldn't drop my book," you offered by way of explanation.
You felt Viktor's insistent gaze on you, and you swallowed your mouthful with difficulty, glancing at Fiora next to him who gave you a knowing little smile. Couldn't you look anywhere?
"What were you guys talking about?" you asked, turning to Jayce, who at least didn't seem ready to extort any information from you.
"Fiora was just explaining to us the rules of this game called the Werewolf," he smiled, turning to her.
You did the same, offering him a raised eyebrow as if to say âsee, I'm not the only one who doesn't know about itâ.
"Oh you're teachinâ them Werewolf?"
Garen, tray in hand, took a seat next to you.
"No, I'm visibly showing them how to use an iron curler," Fiora huffed heavily.
He glanced at her perfectly straight hair. "You're a poor demonstrator if that is the case," he replied before lowering his gaze to the contents of his tray and starting his breakfast.
"So," she continued, deciding to ignore him openly, "the game is simple. A narrator, players; two sides, one objective: may the best player win."
Your eyes met Viktor's again, a playful flicker crossing his gaze as your lips quirked with nostalgia for the beginning of the year.
"The players are either villagers or werewolves," continued Fiora. "The villagers' objective is to discover who the werewolves are and eliminate them, while the werewolves seek to eliminate the villagers without being discovered."
"Is this a board game?" questioned Viktor without taking his eyes off you.
You could sense that he was intrigued, and that for some reason he was intrigued because you were potentially going to play it.
Had Fiora just told them about the party? Had she arrived at their table to proudly wave a flag with the words âshe said yesâ after your conversation?
I know Viktor will come if you do.
You brought the cup of your morning drink to your lips, trying to banish the constant replay in your mind of memories of that infamous shared cup of coffee.
"More like a card game," Garen replied, "all players start the game with a card that determines their role until the end of the game."
"The game is played in two distinct phases - night and day," continued Fiora. "At night, the leader calls out the roles one by one so that they wake up and take their actions. During the day you learn the results of what the night has sown, and you can eliminate a player by voting. And the cycle continues until the end."
"Wait," Jayce finally asked, beginning to really get into the game, "you said there were two sides, villagers and werewolves. But then you said you were calling out the roles one by one during the night."
"That's because some of the villagers have special powers," Garen pointed out.
"Powers?" you chuckled, finishing your mouthful before resuming. "I thought you hated anything to do with magic, isn't it strange to incorporate it into your games though?"
"It's a game, not real life," Fiora informed, and if she could have added 'you stupid cunt' to the end of her sentence, she had the perfect tone for it. "These powers are more special abilities than anything else."
You decided to keep quiet for the moment, Fiora explaining the roles one by one.Â
"First of all, cupid."
Your eyes rested on Viktor for a moment, his glance never shifting from you but never losing the thread of the conversation. Your gaze fell on his cup of coffee for a tiny moment before you redirected your attention to Fiora and listened to her.
"He points at two players who will fall in love with his arrow, and if one of them dies, the other will kill themselves out of love. The aim of the lovers is to survive the game together, even against the village if one of them is a werewolf."
You understood more and more that the game would be based on strategy and theory, and you found yourself genuinely interested in it.
"Next up," Fiora continued, "is the card reader."
You frowned, but seeing as you'd been rebuffed the moment before for your question about magic, you weren't about to be taken back twice by asking her a second time.
"The card reader can observe a card of her choice, and keep the information for herself."
"Why not say in the morning that she knows the identity of a player?" questioned Jayce.
"Because the point is to manage to keep her role secret, or to bluff," explained Garen, biting into a green apple. "Someone might well claim to be able to tell that a player is innocent when they're not."
So it was a game of lies and trickery... strange coming from the Demacians, unless in the end it was an outlet for them to compensate for the lack of daydreams crushed by the constant oppression of justice and absolute truth.
"Finally, come the werewolves who, still in silence, consult each other to decide by pointing to their next victim. Once agreed, they go back to sleep - however," Fiora arched an eyebrow, âthe role of the little girl can spy during the wolves' turn by discreetly half-closing her eyes, or by finding a better way to hide her spying."
"If you knew the possible strategies," laughed Garen, accidentally pressing his knee against yours, the latter turning towards you, "sorry."
"It's fine," you assured him as you shifted slightly to give him more room, it must be said that sitting between Jayce and Garen made you feel a little small.
"The penultimate, the alchemist," Fiora continued, "the narrator shows the alchemist the werewolves' victim, and asks him if he wishes to save them with an elixir," she held up her thumb, "do nothing," lowering it to the side, "or kill them with a poison," placing her thumb downwards.
"So there's another way of eliminating werewolves other than by voting?" questioned Viktor.
"Of course," confirmed Garen, "not only could the alchemist use a poison very carefully, but an eliminated player in love with a werewolf could very well take his love to his grave. Then, of course, there's the hunter."
"The hunter?" you repeated.
"The hunter is the last card," confirmed Fiora. "If the hunter dies, he can choose a target to kill with a bullet from his rifle before he dies."
"That's a lot of roles to remember," sighed Jayce, looking up at the ceiling of the restaurant and wishing he could keep all this information in his head.
"It'll come as the game goes on," Garen assured him, "I can always give you tips, by the way."
"It's cheating if you give them the keys to the game," Fiora grumbled as she slumped back in her seat and crossed her arms.
"They barely know the rules of the game," sighed Garen, "they're going to find themselves up against werewolf war machines without having a great idea of all the different strategies we know."
She said nothing, simply rolling her eyes as Garen turned to you and put his mouth to his palm to whisper in your ear, your eyes resting relentlessly on Viktor's which seemed to narrow under his frowning eyebrows.
"Werewolves can vote on each other, and if they agree on that, it means that when it's the alchemist's turn, they can get a werewolf resurrected and make the village's only saviour lose his life potion to prolong their chances."
He leaned back from you, and you let out a small laugh from your lungs as the confusion grew in Viktor's features.
"The Noxians have a lot to worry about if the Demacians are playing this game as a hobby," you smiled before taking the last of your breakfast into your mouth.
"Great," gasped Fiora, "now Zaunite girl is going to shamelessly try to tear us apart."
"Afraid of a debutant?" you pointed out with a mocking smile.
"I don't have anything to be afraid of," she articulated, her own smirk emerging, "since I will be the narrator."
"Pfft, coward," you huffed.
"I'm just out of this game because I would make it too hard for you to win anything," she countered before standing up. "But if your determination is as fierce as your fists, I think tonight's game is sure to prove interesting."
And with that, as she made her way out of the restaurant, Heimerdinger quieted the room to tell them all about the day's programme.
For the penultimate day, you were entitled to free time. You were allowed to visit any monument, street or other event taking place in the city.
Your day consisted of long walks through the streets, shopping for souvenirs along the way, taking part in street attractions such as a portrait drawn in ebony ink on a stone as white as the cliffs of Demacia, or a small cafĂŠ that gave a personality quiz at the entrance and offered you a coffee to go with it afterwards.
Viktor had left you again when the afternoon came, wishing to rest before the evening in case the Demacian flats reflected their streets by removing any sofas and chairs.
"If there was a way for them to sleep standing up, they wouldn't have any beds," he sighed before leaving.
You took advantage of this little trip back to the hotel to start packing your suitcase. Fiora's remark about your appearance and your neglect of it still lingered slightly in the back of your mind, even though you eliminated the possibility of buying a dress or some make-up soon enough.
As you packed your things, your fingers inevitably landed on your deck of cards. There were two decks today, and you had a feeling that they would be revealing.
After your usual shuffling ritual, the deck offered you the Chariot card.
Advancing towards a chosen goal. Confidence and certainty. Movement and adventure. The city wall behind the Chariot reflects the barrier between you and others. You are freeing yourself.
You huffed as you sat on your bed, could you honestly follow the advice on this card?
The description continued: The character is protected by his armour and all the celestial bodies are reflected on the canopy. Two sphinxes line up on the black and white pillars of the High Priestess. They reflect duality and the outer pillars of the Tree of Life. The Magician has channelled energy through his body to transport it here and push the body into action. Nothing can stop you. You are literally in the driver's seat.
Your fingers ran over the smooth varnish of the card, your eyes searching its details. Could you be so certain? Could you sincerely free yourself from all those cycles and ideas that were needlessly handcuffing you to behaviours linked to the past?
If Fiora's advice was sincerely that you put yourself first, you were going to choose what you wanted for yourself and not someone like Fiora who wanted to tell you how to act and react. But you kept her advice in mind when it came to the physical side of things.
You had to move forward, make up your mind and not look back.
That evening, you met Sky in the hall to go to Fiora's house. Outside, the air was fine, and other students were already on their way to her address. Viktor and Jayce would arrive later, no doubt to avoid the social rule that arriving too early for a party was a waste of time.
"I'm surprised you're going to her party," Sky admitted as the two of you walked side by side. "After everything she's done to you, it would almost be doing her too much honour to come."
"I'd be doing her a favour if I stayed in my room on my own," you sighed. "If I didn't come to her party, I would have admitted defeat and needlessly deprived myself of an opportunity to have a good time."
"I can understand that," Sky conceded, "but don't you think she'd risk a public toast to you again by revealing anything else you'd have preferred to keep secret?"
"I don't think that even with all the effort in the world she would come to any further conclusion about me that she could reveal," you admitted. "But the holiday is coming to an end, and I'd rather leave on good terms with good memories. Something tells me this evening will be a perfect example of that.â
It wasn't long before you reached the address. It was more a large house than anything else, three storeys high with multiple balconies where you had a feeling that some people were going to end up in a counterparty.
When you entered the hall, warm colours cut through the generally cold exterior. Sofas covered in red and magenta cushions were placed in the living room, where some of your friends were already sitting and chatting, a large kitchen with a massive island on which various glasses and snacks were sitting was at the back of the room, while Fiora was chatting with some of her other friends.
You met her gaze and she abandoned her discussion to come towards you as Sky found Orcelyia.
"The pipsqueak and the muscle-bound one aren't here yet?" she asked, looking around the room.
"They won't be long," you confirmed, imitating her gesture. "So that's your place?"
"In part, yes," she confirmed, observing the decoration in turn before turning away towards the island. "It's under my surname, and therefore mine in a way."
You moved forward to follow her, observing the petit fours ready to fill all the stomachs of the evening. "You truly do live like a princess."
"I hate it as much as I love it," she admitted before taking a goblet, uncorking a black felt-tip pen with her teeth and keeping the cap between her lips as she wrote on the cup.Â
"Too many dresses in your closet?" you questioned as you leaned back against the worktop.
"Too many expectations about me wearing the dresses," she explained before handing you the cup with your name on it and taking another in her hand. "What is wearing me down is the need to honour it."
You watched her elegant handwriting and the way she had added an exclamation mark to the end of your name. "I think you can honour them well, otherwise you wouldn't get the guilt from it."
"I wish I didn't need to honour anything at all," she confessed, writing her own name with little flourishes and other little drawings on it. "All I want is to cut the air with my blade and be considered as someone other than Fiora from house Laurent. Want something to drink?â
If you wanted to be able to stay alert later on during those famous werewolf games, alcohol was probably not a wise choice. So you asked her for a simple drink that you could enjoy without worrying about the side effects it would bring.
You watched the rest of the room, the background music loud enough to set the mood without anyone having to lean over to their conversation partner to hear. You wondered when Viktor and Jayce would arrive.
"So," Fiora continued as if she could read your mind, or was once again far too curious, "you and Viktor."
"Not this again," you sighed, taking a sip of your drink.
"Come on," she lengthened her sentence lasciviously, "I want to know where it all started."
You chuckled slightly, thinking back to all the things you'd been through about him so far.
"Well," you began, looking around the room, your eyes resting on Sky for a moment, "the day I returned to the Academy after the holidays were over, this homo-idioticus, in one single day, refused my help coldly and managed to overtake me in the Academy results."
"Off to a strong start," she smiled, intrigued.
ââDon't remind me,ââ you continued, âthere followed weeks and weeks of childish bickering, leading to Heimerdinger eventually pairing us up for a team project and us working together.ââ
"Heimerdinger is decidedly well versed in what he needs to do."
"He made me want to rip his moustache off," you sneered, "I even ended up in detention because of it."
"You, in detention? I'd have liked to have seen that," she smiled, "did you hit another pupil to achieve the same result?"
"Well..." you let your sentence fade for a moment as you moistened your lips, "there's a chance Tyler's face might recall that."
Fiora's smile faded in an instant as shock passed seamlessly over her face. "I was joking, but..." she seemed to consider the situation, chuckling as a mocking smile settled on her face. "Gosh he is pathetic."
ââTell me about it,ââ you observed as you searched the room for him with your eyes.
"He's not invited, if that's your concern," Fiora informed you before taking only a sip of her drink. "What happened next?"
You were trying to put the pieces of the story back together. "Then came the exams, and my unforgivable desire to win got the better of me enough that I flirted with death for a moment while the illness confined me to a bed. HeâŚâ you breathed in, thinking back to the sun caressing his hair, the crease of his eyebrows in his sleep, âhe watched over me.ââ
She was silent beside you, and when you turned to her, she wore a small, knowing smile as her eyebrows rose suggestively. "Mhm."
You rolled your eyes. "After that, when I finally realised that our goals weren't common and there was no reason for me to hate him, we decided to call a truce."
"And I suppose he came up with the idea?" she questioned.
You nodded, bringing your cup to your lips in the hope that the heat would subside in your cheeks, your eyes resting on the entrance to the room, waiting.
"You're so blind," Fiora whispered.
You turned to her. "How so?"
"I can't say yet, not when your wit is as sharp as a butter knife," she smiled as she walked over to the counter to get a refill. "But when it hits you, it's going to be like a brick."
âViktor's my friend,â you repeated once more.
"Yeah, right," she smiled, her eyes settling on a point in the room as her lips stretched into a sneer, "speaking of the devil."
Your eyes inevitably fell on Viktor and Jayce who had just arrived. Jayce was elegant, with a black shirt that hugged his muscular frame and jeans of the same colour. Viktor, on the other hand, was dressed simply in a brown shirt with rolled-up sleeves and simple black trousers, his brace covering his leg. Of the two, you could tell who had spent more time in front of the mirror.
"Finally here," Fiora called before moving towards them and you following.
Jayce had simply taken an inordinate amount of time getting ready, as usual, even if he had seemed to cut back on certain parts of his routine. This was no doubt due to the little teasing you and Viktor had given him, and poor Jayce was probably having an existential crisis about his tastes and appearances.
"This is your place?" questioned Jayce as he observed the architecture and interior decoration.
"I know," whispered Fiora, "it's a bit too big, but for these kinds of occasions, it's perfect. Bathrooms on each floor, a few bedrooms as well as closets, balconies for a smoke if wanted - all we need. Now, let me bring you your cups.â
As she disappeared towards the counter again, you turned towards them. Viktor looked at you while Jayce observed the flat's decorations.
"Thankfully this is not another masquerade," you smiled.
"I think I'd prefer a masquerade," Viktor confessed, "it would help me hide my boredom with a conversation if I find myself stuck in it."
"I'm sure it'll be fine," Jayce encouraged, "we're going to spend most of the evening obviously playing games anyway."
He pressed his hand on his friend's shoulder before leaving to see other students. He seemed to find Garen, who smiled at him as they began a discussion. Perhaps the latter would also offer him a strategy for this evening's game.
"I have a feeling it's going to be a long one," you admitted before taking a sip of your drink and observing the rest of the room.
"I was going to go out and look for a balcony to claim as my own for the evening," Viktor conceded, "but I have a feeling it won't be that unpleasant."
"Really? What makes you say that?â you questioned.
He shrugged, his eyes settling on the armchairs and sofas. "The fact that I don't have to stand."
You couldn't help but laugh at his remark, and he smiled. There was something soft in his eyes, and you couldn't make out what it was, but it cradled your heart in its arms.
"So you're the lady that kicked Fiora's ass!"
You turned towards a cheerful voice that sounded foreign to you. A young lady with blonde hair and eyes sparkling with wonder had arrived at your level.
"I..." you exchanged a glance with Viktor, wondering if he knew the young lady, "I am."
"I wish I could have been there for that," she mused with a charming euphoric smile, "it's all anyone's talked about for a week. It really makes you want to come to the training ground more often."
She hardly seemed to contain her excitement, and you were genuinely surprised. She looked to be about fifteen, and not one of the students at the party.
"Lux, please don't harass her in one go."
Garen reached your height, placing his hand on the girl's shoulder.
"Forgive my sister," he smiled, "I told her a little about our days and I do believe she has developed an adoration."
"I didn't know you had a little sister," you remarked before turning to her and introducing yourself.
"I already know your name," she smiled, "I've heard a great deal about you." She turned to your friend. "And you must be Viktor, right?â
"Himself," he sighed.
She leaned forward to whisper for him. "Sorry about Fiora's behaviour and the way she glued herself to you."
"Now," Fiora rightly interjected as Lux jumped slightly from surprise, coming back over to you and handing Viktor a cup with 'Vikkie' written on it with a little heart over the dot of the i's, "we have games to play. Lux, you're joining us little one?â
When enough people volunteered to play, everyone took their places on two sofas facing each other and an armchair to one side. You found yourself sitting on a corner of a sofa next to Sky, who was sitting between you and Orcelyia, while Jayce and Garen were sitting next to each other on the sofa opposite, and Lux was sitting next to her big brother. As for Viktor, he was sitting in the armchair.
This was a warm-up game so that the new players could get used to the game together - and possibly play with more players in future games. Fiora shuffled the cards for a moment, explaining the rules of the game and the process. She showed you the cards one by one, reminding you what they were, and soon enough she dealt them out.
You took yours and looked discreetly at its symbol: Werewolf.
Great, already an enemy in a game. It would be all right, it would be simple, wouldn't it? There were two werewolves present in the game, and you were wondering who would be the second participant.
"Now that everyone knows who they are," began Fiora, "the village is going to sleep for its first night."
Everyone closed their eyes, although it took Fiora's clarification that âyou sleep with your eyes closedâ for Jayce to finally understand that he couldn't keep his eyes open at the moment.
"I call Cupid."
Having your eyes closed made for a strange experience. You found yourself trying to work out every movement of the more or less close players to try and work out who had what role.
"Designate two lovers who, at first sight, will fall madly in love with each other."
Despite the music, you tried to guide your ears towards the players and the reaction time.Â
"All right, cupid, you can go back to sleep," said Fiora. "I'm now going to touch the heads of the two lovers, who will see and recognise each other."
The idea of having to be associated with anyone and that one of these players might be your partner displeased you at the time: what if they made a mistake? What if they were targeted and you ended up dead because you had to commit yourself?
You heard Fiora start to walk, and you feared that your head would be hit. She passed by Orcelyia and Sky, and her legs brushed against your knees without you feeling anything on your head or her continuing on her way.
Saved. All you had to do now was kill one of the lovers to kill two birds with one stone and speed up the game. It didn't matter who your furred partner was, if you could kill one of the lovers, you were going to seize the opportunity.
"The lovers wake up, to recognise each other," Fiora continued, leading the game with finesse and constantly moving around you to mislead the players.
Near you, however, you felt movement to your right, towards Sky and Orcelyia. Could they be the lovers of the evening? A player like Garen or possibly Lux, who already knew their way around, wouldn't have made the simple mistake of not being sufficiently quiet.
If that was the case and Sky was one of the two lovers, you could certainly try to silently convince your sidekick to come to terms with it - even if the thought broke your heart.
"Lovers go back to sleep," sighed Fiora. "I call the card reader. Point me to a player's card you'd like to see."
You concentrated hard to try and hear anything, but it seemed impossible to ignore the slight stirring of Sky next to you. Perhaps she was the card reader, perhaps she was just fidgeting to reposition herself.
When Fiora came round to move the cards and make you doubt, you dreaded your card being shown. What if you were eliminated from the start?
"The card reader can go back to sleep. I'm now calling in the werewolves."
You opened your eyes and lifted your head, looking around until your eyes landed on Viktor to your left.Â
He looked back at you, cheek pressed lasciviously to the back of his hand. You were the two werewolves.
You couldn't help your lips from stretching into a smile as he winked at you, your cheeks heating and your heart missing a beat.
"They recognise each other," Fiora confirmed with a wry little smile. Had she intentionally dealt the cards so that you'd end up together like this? "The werewolves are now going to choose a victim for the night who will be their meal."
Your eyes roamed over the small group of closed eyes, apprehending to point with your thumb to the right towards Sky, but Viktor pointed without hesitation to Jayce. When your eyes landed on him, you noticed that his fingers were spread apart, barely hiding his open eyes.
The little girl, of course, barely concealing his identity as he tried hard to hide behind his thick fingers. You stifled the little laugh that rose up inside you before pointing to Jayce.
Fiora rolled her eyes. "Well, the werewolves have made their choice and can go back to sleep."
You exchanged one last glance with Viktor, who smiled at you before his eyes gently closed and you did the same.
"The alchemist's waking up."
You couldn't hear anything coming from the opposite sofa, and if the alchemist was on yours, they were very quiet.
"This person has been named as tonight's victim," you imagined her pointing at Jayce, "what do you wish to do? Save this person, do nothing, or kill someone?â
You could hardly hear anything, until Fiora spoke again. "Alright, alchemist, you can go back to sleep." She paused for a moment, then resumed. "The village wakes up."
Everyone raised their eyes, opening their falsely tired eyelids. You watched everyone, examining their faces and the way they acted.
"Dear villagers, last night a victim was devoured by werewolves."
You tried to remain calm, observing the rest of the participants, trying to gauge who might have what role. You met Garen's eyes, who was also watching you, followed by Lux, who seemed to be smiling in satisfaction. She could be a target for the vote, but you were counting on finding a way to cut it short by killing the two lovers.
Fiora turned to Jayce, pointing at him. "Jayce was found this very morning, jugular ripped out while he was out last night," she stepped forward to pick up Jayce's card, which until now had been lying like all the others on the coffee table at the centre of this affair. "The little girl died last night."
You feigned surprise, watching the other participants until your eyes fell on Viktor. It would have been more than suspicious if you hadn't been looking at him, and as you watched he seemed serene although falsely intrigued by who could have committed this murder.
"I suppose I can't say anything of what I saw?" questioned Jayce with a frustrated pout.
"Do dead people talk?" questioned Fiora in return, and Jayce crossed his arms, slumping back on the sofa as he stared into space followed by a long sigh.
"Wasn't so subtle about being the little girl I guess?" remarked Orcelyia.
"You guess?" underlined Garen. âWere you awake when this butchery happened?
Orcelyia abandoned her small smile for an expression of shock. "Of course not!"
If Orcelyia could become the target of the day, that was fine with you, and you intended to make sure that the day went in your favour. But you still had to pretend you were a villager and invent fictitious concerns.
"What's troubling is that the Alchemist did not use a life potion, Jayce is," you turned to him for a moment, "sorry, was not a threat."
"Hey!" he shouted indignantly.
"The dead don't speak," Fiora pointed out, Jayce grabbing a cushion from the sofa, putting it on his stomach and wrapping his arms around it to steady himself.
"She's right, though," Sky resumed. "The Alchemist kept his life potion. Now, who wouldn't want to save him?â
With a strange unanimity, everyone turned to Viktor. The hitherto silent man looked at you all, frowning.
"You really think I wouldn't have used some magic potion to save my friend if I had the opportunity?"
Viktor was playing the âit would be suspicious for me to target a friendâ card, and he played it wonderfully. You dreaded the possibility of Garen pointing out that it was precisely because Viktor was his friend that he had an extra chance of targeting him, but he did not.
You refrained from emphasising this idea, not wishing to eliminate your partner in crime even though this possibility could have given you undisputed immunity. No, you wouldn't do that to Viktor even if you could, and that idea made you feel all weird.
"Orcelyia," you resumed though, hoping to steer the conversation away from any further ideas about Viktor, "how did you make that assumption about Jayce?"
"Well, just look at him," she gestured broadly in the air at him.
You knew that Jayce wasn't the most discreet man in the world, but that didn't stop the remark from seeming like a perfect opportunity to pin her down.
"Excuse me?" you almost choked out. "Would you have attacked him on the logic that he was an easy target?"
"No don't take it this way," Orcelyia hastened, "you know what I meant!"
"You seem nervous," added Viktor calmly, the difference between his calm demeanour and Orcelyia's provided a convincing contrast - who would believe someone who looked guilty?
"Indeed she does," Garen remarked.
"I'm not a werewolf!" continued Orcelyia.
"You're not putting up anything to defend yourself though," Lux remarked, taking a slight dig at Garen's attitude.
"Because you don't give her time to defend herself," remarked Sky.
The two of them were in love, that was for certain.
"Are you defending her because she's your partner in crime?" you questioned.
You were insinuating a doubt, and the others were starting to hang on to it. You weren't seeing Viktor at the moment, trying not to let on that you had a more than dubious connection with him.
"Absolutely not," continued Orcelyia, "isn't my truth enough?"
"The truth will be what we make of it," you remarked.
"I think it's time for the village to vote," Fiora observed.Â
You had prepared your target, Orcelyia perfectly in the lion's den as the others would follow. Even if your target was originally Sky, the possibility that the latter two were in love meant you could hope for a big score. After their elimination, only Garen and Lux would be left to foil, and one against two, no matter how it ended, would be gifted to win.
"On the count of three, you will point to the person you wish to consider as the target of this day's vote. One, two, three."
The count fell, and so a majority of hands turned to Orcelyia, besides her and Sky pointing one to you and one to Garen. You won.
"Well, the vote is almost unanimous. Orcelyia, today the village has chosen you as its victim. Offer your card."
She grumbled, taking her card and turning it over on the table.
"Orcelyia was the Alchemist," confirmed Fiora, showing the card to the players.
"Why didn't you save Jayce?" questioned Viktor.
"Because she was in love," you said, turning to Sky.
By making this remark, you were allowing yourself to be seen as the cupid left in the two villagers, even if after tonight you were going to win.
Orcelyia sighed as she turned to your friend in turn. "I'm sorry."
"It's alright," she smiled, "they had already made their choice."
Fiora stepped forward. "Sky, pierced by cupid's arrow, was madly in love with Orcelyia. And following today's vote, she has decided to join her lover in the grave" Sky grabbed her card, turning it over for all to see. "Sky was the card reader."
"Damn," you breathed, falsely shocked, although there was very little left to pretend given the rest that remained to be eliminated.
"So the reason you kept your potion close was so you could save Sky in case she was in danger of dying?" questioned Jayce.
"Yes," she breathed, "sorry Jayce, I had to make sure she stayed alive."
"Is the village ready to go back to sleep?" questioned Fiora, watching your heads nod. "Well, the village is going back to bed. The dead, meanwhile, can watch."
All those remaining - you, Viktor, Garen and Lux - closed their eyes or buried their eyelids in their palms.
"I'm calling the werewolves."
Viktor and you raised your heads, and Jayce opened his mouth wide, silently articulating with his lips âyou two?!â
You shrugged as your lips pressed into a thin line, Viktor smiling shamelessly.
"Werewolves, from now on choose who will be your victim this night."
Any one of them could make the choice, but the hunter remained, and something told you that Garen hadn't been the one to make Sky and Orcelyia the lovers. So, if you devoured him tonight and woke up in the morning with one of you dead, you'd end up with a tie. No, you had to win, take this first victory proudly and handily to show the other players that even if you were just beginners, you were formidable.
So you pointed to Lux, and Viktor exchanged a glance with you before following you with his finger. He trusted your instincts, just as you had trusted him with Jayce.
"Right, the werewolves can go back to sleep," she indicated, waiting a final moment before saying, "the village wakes up."
The four of you opened your eyes, the other two seeming to understand the fate that awaited them.
"Tonight, a new victim has been taken," she moved towards Lux, "between the white feathers and the blood, Lux has been devoured." She grabbed her card, showing it for all to see. "Lux was the cupid."
Sky and Orcelyia smiled at her, while Garen understood the situation.
"Of course it had to be the both of you," he smiled, "it's always you two."
"You don't change a winning team," you grinned for a moment, your eyes settling on those of Viktor.
There was a glint of quiet, dark amusement in his eyes, nodding.Â
"She called you an homo-idioticus," Fiora commented as if reading a line from your lecture notes, or a post-it scribble you'd put on Viktor's forehead to make him guess what he was.
"It's a pet name," he remarked, chuckling slightly at the appellation as he turned to you.
"Birds of a feather flock together," you tried to clarify at least.
"Right, could the two cubs finally name their voting victim?"
You both pointed at Garen, who sighed as Fiora picked up his card. "Garen was the hunter."
He huffed, slumping down on the sofa next to Jayce before pointing his index finger at you like a pistol, pretending to aim at you.Â
"Poof," he pressed as with that imaginary trigger he winked, to better aim for a moment.
"And so the werewolves win with Viktor," Fiora pointed out before starting to pick up the cards again.
"You killed me?!" Jayce finally exclaimed in your direction.
"You were hardly discreet," pointed out Viktor.
"You were spreading your fingers a lot," you confirmed.
"I was doing my best! Why did you kill me straight away?"
"You were going to reveal who we were if we let you live until tomorrow," you continued, "and knowing it's you, everyone would have believed it."
Other students from the party eventually wanted to join in, and just as you were expecting to start another game of it, Fiora had other ideas.
"We're going to try a new game, but with a different layout," she indicated as she stood up, turning to some of the rest of the students, "you're doing seven minutes in heaven?"
"Yeah, we've just cleared the dressing room," grinned one of them as he nervously scratched the back of his neck while his other hand had a thumb busy pressing against his red lips. Another girl behind him was redrawing her own with a red lipstick.Â
"What's a seven minutes in heaven?" you questioned, mixing curiosity with slight concern.
"You really do live in a cave," sighed Fiora, turning to you and Viktor, "you two, follow me."
You exchanged a glance with Viktor, himself looking confused, before you both stood up and followed her out of the room.
"Seven minutes in heaven is simple," she began to explain as you headed down a corridor, "we choose two people to meet for seven minutes in a closet."
"To do what?" asked Viktor.
She turned to the two of you once she'd reached a door at the end of the corridor. "Make out."
Your heart leapt into your throat as your mind raced. Make out?Â
The idea seeped into your mind like sunlight through the cracks of a cave. For a moment you imagined the scene, how close you'd be, how his hand would rest on your waist like you'd tattooed your mind with it in the museum, how your lips would have no cup to separate them.
But you pulled yourself together. The idea should have repulsed you, or made you feel more unpleasant than anything else - not possible.
Why had you even considered it?
You turned to him, who seemed just as surprised as you were as your eyes fell on his.
"What?" you finally asked nervously, turning to Fiora.
"Relax, I'm kidding," she reassured, and your shoulders slumped as you realised Viktor was doing the same, "although most people in seven minutes in heaven do make out. You can just talk in there, do absolutely nothing at all and wait for the time to end, or engage in further than just kissing.â
She wore a naughty smile, and you hoped your cheeks would miraculously stop heating up.
"Although I don't think you'll get to that stage, I suppose it's always good to know your options," she pointed out as she opened the dressing room door and grabbed what looked to you like an alarm clock. âHere, no one will come and spy on you or hear you. Please enter your palace for the next seven minutes."
You exchanged a glance with Viktor, who seemed to be gauging the situation just as you were. You didn't have to kiss him or anything, and you obviously doubted that Viktor would want to engage in such an activity. You were reassured by the fact that simple conversation was a possibility, but the closeness would no doubt trigger this allergy even more.
"Do I have to push you inside or are you going to go in?" Fiora was getting impatient.
ââAll right, all right,ââ you grumbled, finally stepping into the room.
You stood there for a moment, arms folded as you looked at Viktor, who seemed surprised by your choice.
"It's not like we're going to make out or anything," you shrugged.
He was silent for a moment, a look in his eyes that you couldn't quite work out was there, before he finally nodded and walked over to you. The room wasn't so small, at least not small enough for you to feel claustrophobic.
Fiora placed the alarm clock on the floor, then grabbed the door handle to close it on you. ââGood game!" she wished, the door closing and leaving you both in a room illuminated by a small orange nightlight that kept most of the room bathed in darkness.
Her footsteps faded into the echo of the corridor, leaving just you and Viktor, silently alone, just the two of you. Just goes to show, you didn't need a balcony to have a contre soirĂŠe.
Your eyes inevitably met, drifting slightly to one side but surely out of embarrassment or nervousness at the situation.
"So," Viktor broke the silence, "I'm a Homo-Idioticus?"
You laughed, your head falling back as you closed your eyes with a smile before your head fell lazily forward again. "Not you too, please."
"Under what context was I called such an endearing nickname?" He smiled, seeming in no way offended as he teased on.
You sighed, leaning against the wall adjacent to your exit door. "She asked me how we met."
"Ah," he realised, "yes I suppose a Cretinus Totalus would have been good for you too at times."
"Are you tired of calling me Miss already?" you joked.
He took a small step towards you to face you. "It's going to take a miracle for me to get tired of ever saying it."
The memories of your discussion at the museum came back to you just by your mutual position. You remembered his jaw, your proximity, the feeling of his hand on your waist keeping you in place and waiting for Fiora to leave. The situation mirrored itself in a new angle.
And the way you had to leave things only underlined the need for a continuation to it. You were well aware that you hadn't come to the end of that conversation yet, and he seemed to think so too.
"That day," he said as his eyes pierced you with their questions, "why did you leave?"
You knew instantly of the moment he was speaking about. You replayed in your mind the fight against Fiora, the disgusting feeling of the blood on your hands, and Viktor's shocked eyes on you that you tried not to think about if possible.
"I felt like..." you lowered your eyes to your hands, nervously fidgeting with them, "I disgusted you."
It was his turn to giggle and for your gaze to gain back his level. "So you used to be disgusted by me and now you're the one scared of me being disgusted by you?"
"You never disgusted me, Viktor," you articulated firmly as you met his eyes, your jaw tightening for a moment as he seemed a little surprised by your seriousness and the mention of his name. "Never have, never will."
His lips parted for a moment in astonishment.
"And I'm sorry that I ran away, but," you tried to hold your breath and not let your heart get the better of your words, "I really needed to get it all off of me."
Your fingers were almost itchy, and you tried in the moment to distract the sensation by bringing your hand to the back of your neck, which felt like it was burning, while your other hand hung down your body.
The muscle in Viktor's jaw tightened, the orange glow of the nightlight lingering on it for a moment before he relaxed. He didn't look angry, disappointed, or disgusted.
"I," his own hand gripped his cane differently, "wanted to find you then, to talk to you, to..." his amber eyes met yours, concerned, "make sure you were okay."
Your heart almost sank to its knees in the hollow of your chest - Viktor cared about you. Of course, that's what friends do for their friends when problems arise, but it didn't change the fact that the idea made you feel strange.
"Fiora was in a worse state than me," you mumbled.
"I do not care about Fiora," Viktor pointed out, shaking his head to clear the idiotic idea, "she is no friend of mine."
You inhaled harshly. "You stay friends with violent people?"
"I stay friends with people that I admire."
The lack of hesitation in his voice and his words left you almost speechless. There was this easiness about the way he said it, like it was an evidence, like it couldn't have been otherwise.
"Admire?" you repeated, as if to make sure you hadn't misheard what he'd said.
His eyes on you made you burn, eradicating everything in their path and revealing only truths you thought impossible to be seen. He took a step forward, and it seemed to you that their heat was setting you ablaze.
"Yes," he resumed, "admire."
"What is there to admire about me?" you chuckled, feeling like a lost cause.
"Do you want the chronological or the alphabetical order?"
You raised your eyebrows. "You have both these lists prepared?"
"If you can have our clauses numbered at the top of your mind, I don't see why I wouldn't have my own list prepared for the reasons to be your friend," he confirmed.
You blinked rapidly, amazed at the immediacy with which he responded. He cut short any possibility that went against his reasoning, and if you were coming up with anything that would try and rival such comebacks, he already had two prepared in advance. You breathed in, but ended up huffing out a sigh.
"No need for this list," you chuckled, a small pause taking the air before your grin left your lips. "I feared the way you would see me after," your eyes fell on your fingers again, "what I did. There was just something that..." with your fingernail, you were trying to scrape off a flap of skin sticking out near your thumb. "I just couldn't get you to be disappointed in me."
He frowned, his head jerking back in disbelief. "I'm going to pretend I didn't just hear that."
"What?" you questioned, confused.
"Disappointed?" he repeated, the word sounding foreign on his tongue. "In you?"
You shrugged. "Does it seem that surprising of a concept?"
"Yes," Viktor confirmed with an incredulous grin, "or maybe do I have to remind you of your number one spot at the academy?"
You turned your head away, his eyes becoming an annoying mirror of what you were as you fled your reflection. "Not needed."
"Then why think you'd disappoint me?"
But you regained his gaze in the moment, he deserved to see the fear in your eyes and the uncertainty that stalked you. "Because who would want someone that is violent to hang out with?"
He shook his head. "It was legitimate defense."
"If it was legitimate defense, why did I end up with her blood on my hands, Viktor?" You almost raised your voice.
"Violent?" He frowned, taking another step towards you, leaving only a metre between you. "Don't you think I would have wanted to know how to fence with my cane to go against anyone that would have dared say what she said aloud to me?"
There was a firmness in his tone, his accent snapping across his teeth and lips. You parted your own, inhaling heavily. Had you pissed him off? Had you finally pushed him too far?
Noticing, however, the way you had tensed up, he let out a long sigh, his eyes softening as they roamed over your face and came to caress with the tips of his lashes where Fiora had struck.
Your back was pressed against the wall, you couldn't escape him. But would you have escaped if you'd had the chance? If the wall didn't exist, would you have backed away?
"We all have our angers," he continued, his voice softer, "and our reasons to fuel them. All different, all tailored, and that is what makes it so much easier to feel." He moved a little closer, and your chest swelled with warm air. "But in no way shape or form does it define you."
You swallowed, trying to force down the knot that was trying to form in your throat. Your eyes lowered to your hand, to your fingernail, still trying to tear off the cursed skin that kept sticking out.Â
"Anger has left a gash in me that never wants to heal," your voice had grown small, a tiny light emerging in the darkness of the room, "I'm doing everything I can to make sure it never spreads again and closes."
You didn't meet his gaze, head down, continually scratching your skin to eradicate this weed growing on your skin. For as long as you had tried fighting all of this, it seemed as if you could never truly run away from it. Living with yourself had become a luxury through time, a possibility to move on with your life. And yet this clingy, sticky sensation clung to your fingers and mind horrifyingly.
And then, silently, Viktor gently moved his free fingers towards your hand without touching it. He just hovered over it, considering the situation, hesitating.
Then, his fingertips brushed against yours, sending sparks all over your arm and igniting your heart before he pressed his thumb against the skin you were trying so hard to rip off.Â
His hand was warm, more than you would have expected, slightly calloused but soft and reassuring. He caressed the skin next to your fingernail, providing it a care your own treatment vould never have offered.
"To heal a wound, you have to stop touching it, Miss."
His voice was gentle, what little warmth there was in the room coming to lodge close to your heart for a moment. You inhaled harshly, the touch of his thumb on your skin washing away your worries like waves on sand.
If this allergy really was an allergy, why weren't any of the symptoms unpleasant?
"I know," you murmured, your thoughts slowly drifting away as the simple sensation of his skin on yours anchored you.
You could feel his eyes on you. "Then why do you keep letting it open?"
You tried to regain his gaze, to let yourself be seen, to let him see you. You inhaled sharply, biting the inside of your cheek as you looked up at him.
"Because it's the only thing I've ever known."
He tilted his head to one side, your heart missing a beat as his eyes showed no embarrassment, no fear, no disgust. His thumb pressed a little closer to your skin, moving ever so slightly along it.
"You don't have to live in it anymore," he murmured, his eyes resting on yours.
You lowered your gaze to your hands, Viktor's thumb sliding along the length of your index finger towards the inside of your hand, undoing your clenched fist in the process as his fingers barely covered the back of your hand.
"It'll take time," you whispered, letting the tension fade from your body.
You were close, only a small space separating your shoes from each other. There was something almost hypnotic in his caresses, in the fearful slowness with which he moved. There was something inside you, something that seemed to wake up a little more each time you were in his presence.
"All the time it needs," Viktor confirmed, his thumb continuing its journey to your knuckles, still darkened by the force of your strikes.
You watched, feeling his fingers pass under yours and support them as if you'd just given him a dance.Â
His eyes watched your hand, yours raised to meet the serenity on his face. "Has your anger ever calmed?" you asked.
His chest swelled with air before he let out a long sigh. "It had," he confirmed.
"Had?" you questioned.
"Lately, I can't lie about the fact that a certain frustration has taken hold of me," the tip of his thumb brushed against the knuckle of your middle finger, the latter particularly dark compared to the others.
"Why?" you questioned, your fingers clasping his for a moment to gain his attention on the subject. "What happened?"
He straightened up, his eyes setting on you for a moment before letting go of your hand gently to rest it on top of the other one on the pommel of his cane. You were already strangely missing his warmth, why were you disappointed that he'd let go? Why had he held on to it? He could have let go of it a long time ago, so why did he go on? And you, who hadn't withdrawn it, why was that the case?
"Well," he continued, "a certain friend of mine started spending more time with a Demacian and neglected help from me but not from him."
You frowned, "Garen?"
"Unless your wounds were magically treated by air the day after the fight, I don't see anyone else," Viktor confirmed.
You remembered the morning itself, the alcohol stinging your lips as your eyes found Viktor. Was his frustration due to the fact that you hadn't come to see him instead of Garen?
"Well," you began again, "that was because my friend was monopolised by another Demacian that hated me."
He nodded. "I could have used a little help on that one too, I suppose."
"Sorry, your guard dog had a bit of trouble against the Demacians," you joked before gesturing vaguely to your face to show the area where you'd been injured.
He gave a small, amused smile. ââDamned Demacians, all bark no bite."
"Well, they do bite, just not as hard as Zaunites." You remembered what Eris had said just before you met Viktor, and found it ironic that you'd gone from lone wolf to watchdog. Were you that dedicated?
"The underground brings out the best underhounds," he confirmed, "we have a way to claw our way up to success that remains unrivalled."
You smiled, and he returned the gesture. There was an ease in the air, a comforting return to normality. But did normal include him taking your hand again? Or were you just going to go back to being a simple classmate? The second idea seemed more bitter. You would have liked to stay like that, in the softness of a room where, even if it was full of clothes, you were naked in the eyes of the heart.
"It's a good thing the trip is coming to an end," you admitted reassuringly, the impatience to know what the year's continuity had in store for you residing close to your soul.
The alarm went off, and you gasped before bringing your hand to your forehead to sigh. Time was just up. Viktor laughed as you recovered from your disorientating shock.
"Let's go," he offered as he opened the door and held it open for you, "before Jayce ends up martyred to the Werewolf."
You laughed lightly, breaking away from the wall to step out into the corridor as he followed you. Your heart was still pounding in your ears, and you couldn't decide whether that was a result of your surprise at the alarm, or whether it was due to the phantom feel of Viktor's fingers on your skin.
How lucky, you thought, that his digits hadn't wandered up your wrist to discover the erratic rhythm of your pulse.
The two of you walked back to the living room, another duo designated to take your place as you appeared.
Fiora seemed deeply disappointed that your lips weren't mutually swollen or your hair a mess and that you were returning as she'd left you.
"Joining us for a new game?" questioned Lux excitedly.
"Absolutely," you confirmed as you sat down on the sofa and Viktor, unable to get back his place on the armchair, sat down next to you.
Fiora redistributed the cards, promising one last game before adding more players so that the games would last longer and not end as quickly as the previous one, which you and Viktor had won hands down.
You picked up your card, bringing it discreetly to your eyes: hunter.
After finishing a game in which the hunter had killed you, you were taking on his role. You put your card down in front of you, and Viktor did the same. You wondered whether he was a werewolf again, whether he would target you if he was, or whether he too had a different role.
"The village falls asleep," Fiora began again.
You closed your eyes, happy in the knowledge that you would only have to be attentive and not active, given your sleeping role.
"I call upon Cupid," Fiora proclaimed, "designate two players who will love each other until death do them part."
You waited a moment, feeling Fiora move slightly in space. "Good, Cupid you can go back to sleep. I'm now going to touch the heads of the two lovers, who will wake up and recognise each other."
You could feel her moving, hearing her footsteps on the carpet, until you felt her hand press down on your head. Brilliant. You thought you could play a game without having to go through debates and stuff, but here you were, having to watch someone's back.
You opened your eyes, looking around to see who might have been your love for the game. Everyone in front of you had their eyes closed, and you frowned before turning to Viktor.
He was awake.
You were the lovers of this game.
The lovers' card came to mind in Eris's draw, and a wave of heat ran through your body.
You arched an eyebrow, eyes half-closed and chin high, offering a wink in response to his gesture from the previous game. His eyes darkened for a moment, a mischievous smile spreading across the corner of his lips.
"Lovers can go back to sleep, or do what lovers do," Fiora smiled, your eyes rolling up to the sky as you closed them.
The rest of the night went on, you paying little attention to what was going on, though your thoughts kept returning to the feel of his hand on yours, his warmth, his tenderness. The more time passed, the more this idiotic allergy theory crumbled. You wouldn't look for symptoms of an allergy to happen again, so why did you feel so drawn to his touch? To his words? To him?
What would happen if you engaged even slightly physically? Would he be disgusted by it? Would he be embarrassed? Would he move away like he had ended up doing?
There was only one way to find out.
Gently then, tentatively, you pressed your knee against his. Your heart was racing, so much so that it was difficult to hear anything other than the rapid rhythm of its drumming in your eardrums.
A second went by, then another, and another, and you wondered if you shouldn't have withdrawn your leg after such a ridiculous gesture.
But just before you pulled away after a good ten more seconds had passed, he pressed his knee against yours, not as a request to pull away, but as an acceptance.
You tried very slowly to let out a sigh of relief, the air escaping in bumps as your heartbeat cut it off slightly.
"The village wakes up," Fiora finally announced.
You hadn't thought about the fact that eventually you'd have to open your eyes, and the idea of meeting Viktor's gaze again after that attempt, from which you still hadn't moved, scared you a little.
But you had to open your eyes, and so you put them on Fiora to listen to what she had to say and concentrate.
"Last night, the werewolves claimed a victim." She moved towards Orcelyia. "After firing her arrow, it seems she didn't use it to defend herself." She picked up her card, showing it to everyone. "Cupid died last night."
So Orcelyia, who had previously died because of your relentlessness against her, had no doubt decided to take revenge by putting you two in love.
You met her gaze as she slumped back on her sofa.
"Another alchemist who didn't save a victim," Garen remarked.
"So maybe an alchemist who's in love again," theorised Sky.
You were perhaps realising this pattern. Was Viktor saving his life potion to save you in the potential event where you'd be designated a victim?
As the others began to put forward their theories, you let them do so without saying anything, your thoughts too busy on the contact that you and Viktor had.
It was just two knees, two limbs from two different bodies, bones covered in muscles covered in skin and then clothes, nothing more and nothing less. So, if that's all it was, why couldn't you stop thinking about it?
Maybe what was stopping you from not thinking about it was the fact that you had thought about doing it? Maybe what was stopping you from not thinking about it was the fact that you'd done it? Maybe what was stopping you from not thinking about it was the fact that he had returned the gesture and hadn't moved back?
The conversation passed without you paying much attention, except that Lux and Garen seemed rather devious. Maybe it was just the brother and sister effect, you thought. So the vote of the day came, and Sky was chosen, the theory being that since she had been linked to Orcelyia in previous games, she would have tried to make herself feel safe about being a werewolf by killing her to prove that she would never have done that. But the verdict was in: she was the little girl.
The village went back to sleep, without you meeting Viktor's eyes, but without forgetting him. It seemed as if every light and reflection that had lit up his eyes so far came back to you under closed lids.
The night of the power cut, when the almond of light from the candle had been lodged in his pupils, the morning after passing out when he'd slept at your bedside before waking up for the sun to settle in his eyes, and just then when his eyes were reflecting the little orange glow.
You had been used to cold lights, to the Safphire burning in Selene's hearth, to the darkness of the night, to the depths of a neon-lit city.Â
And he had come to illuminate all this, as the day set to let the night live on, the two coming together in a single colour that proved to be his favourite - the one he preferred.
Fiora called out to the players one by one until the village awoke.
"Last night there was a real massacre," Fiora exclaimed theatrically. "Not one, but two people died!"
"Did the lovers die?" questioned Garen.
"The Alchemisy used his death potion?" exclaimed Lux.
"You'd better believe it," smiled Fiora. "Last night, found amongst her incense and candles, Jayce was killed," she uncovered his card, "and Jayce was the card reader."
"I was going to make it all right!" he exclaimed as he brought his face into his hands.
"Don't worry, Jayce" Fiora comforted though, "because out of your two killers, one died last night." She turned to Lux. "The alchemist had concocted a deeply devastating elixir that very night, capable of taking out any man..." she grabbed the girl's card and turned it around for all to see, "or any beast."
You smiled, Lux sighed and tilted her head back in disappointment. Now there was only Garen left.
"It seems it's always the two of us against everyone, Miss," Viktor smiled, his knee pressing ever so slightly against yours as a small sign of victory.Â
"You..." Garen opened his mouth into a smile as a unique burst of laughter rose up his throat, "of course you were the lovers."
"Hmm," Viktor hummed, frowning with a thoughtful expression. "What are we going to do with him?"
"Well," you pressed your lips into an inverted smile as you watched Garen, "if you live by the river, I got a bag."
"Just finish this already," Garen sighed, pointing at you again for his vote as the two of you pointed at him.
"And just like that," Fiora walked over to Garen and picked up the card, "the reign of the werewolves ends with the union of two lovers."
You turned to Viktor, a victorious smile tugging at your lips as you offered him your hand to shake. Was it a simple desire for politeness in the gesture of having played so well as your sidekick, or was it another unconscious desire to feel his hand close to yours?
He smiled back, shaking your hand. The handshake wasn't very long, just to seal your victory in everyone's eyes, but you couldn't help noticing the way his thumb lightly caressed your hand before withdrawing.
"Another game?" suggested Fiora.
And so the evening continued, the group of students growing in size as roles were added and debates sparked. You laughed when Jayce let out an âouch!â when Fiora touched his head to determine who the lovers were, or when Orcelyia almost grabbed Garen by the collar when he referred to her as a werewolf even though she was a villager.
The strategy Garen had given you ended up coming handy when you both were werewolves, and it became evident that youâd bring this game back to Zaun to teach it to some kids.
When those who closed their eyes during the night part of the game finally really felt actual sleep taking them, the living room began to empty little by little, until there were only too few students left to play games. Some had returned to the hotel or to their homes, others had taken free rooms to sleep there. What about you? Well, you were helping to tidy up a little.
Fatigue began to pull you as you put the few remaining cups in the trash. Your eyes rested on two of them, sticking close to one another - yours and Viktor's, near each other.
Your shoulders sagged, his name next to yours now seeming to you more than simple letters, more than simple black strokes on plastic, more than two names on a list of league tables.
You pressed your thumb against your fingers, remembering the feeling of his hand on yours, and your two knees joined on the couch, and his eyesâŚ
You shook your head, turning away from the kitchen to leave the apartment. Jayce had already accompanied Viktor home earlier in the evening, Garen and Lux had left earlier, Sky and Orcelyia were probably occupying a room, while Fiora was probably sleeping in her bed very comfortably.
You were leaving the house, the morning freshness making you regret forgetting a jacket. You didn't expect to have so much fun, to stay so long, or to experience all this. The delicate sunrise was your morning caress, accompanying you alone until you reached the hotel.Â
Even if the outside was profoundly silent and was barely waking up, your thoughts were all jostling in your head as you went over each event of the evening, catching each one like fireflies in your hands and delicately observing their light between your fingers.
Inside, the personnel were already busy preparing the buffet â today it was hotel brunch and therefore was open until noon. You felt that after a meager sleep, you would find great comfort in a cup of coffee.
You walked mechanically to the end of the corridor leading to your room, inserting the key with a lack of energy, but you stopped in your gestures. You turned to the door facing it, Viktor's.
If you opened your own door, it would have been like leaving again for seven minutes in the paradise of memories, ready to recast your entire conversation, for your eyes to annotate your thoughts by rewinding the track, your heart making close-ups on the most important passages. His eyes, his hands, your fingers tied. No element would be forgotten.
You pressed the handle of your room, not finding there the dimness of the orange nightlight, but the blue of the mosaics and slabs. You closed the curtains, pulled yourself out of your shoes and pants with great fatigue, and collapsed on your bed.
Your eyes rested on the ceiling, stinging with fatigue as you fought a hard battle with your lids. Your hand rested on your heart, the latter beating under your t-shirt, covering your skin covering your muscles covering your bones.
You inhale gently while closing your eyes, and it's as if you were breathing him in.
All these sensations that were turning upside down in you, you didn't know what they were. But one thing was certain, you didn't want them to stop.
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Fellow Honest Shared Lines
Level Up 1:Â This is all a fountain of knowledge!
Level Up 2:Â I'm improving bit by bit. So, this is what it means to learn!
Level Up 3 / Buddy Level Up:Â Well, ain't this a surprise. Who'd've thunk I'd still have room to grow?
Level Max:Â Bet you never thought some washed-up loser like me would ever get this far, huh? Watch me surpass those cocky little scholars one day! Fwahahahaha!
Vignette Level Up:Â You must have it rough, always surrounded by those magically gifted little brats every day. When you get tired of it, you should come to the school I plan to open. We'd welcome you with open arms. Fwahahahahahahaha!
Spell Level Up:Â How'd ya like them apples? See, even someone like me can get it done, if I take some classes! Don'tcha think I'm looking more and more like a proper scholar?
Friendship Level Up:Â Can't believe you're trying to be friends with me, after going through that harrowing experience. You're a little too soft-hearted, ain'tcha? Not gonna be my fault if you get taken for a ride again, fwahahahahaha!
Friendship Level Max:Â Whew, you sure got me at a loss! How is it you're such a little charmer? Hmm? Sure, I'm pretty good at that sort of stuff too, but you're definitely not bad at your attempts to bond.
Uncapped:Â Me 'n Gidel'll keep growing stronger. When that happens, none of you will be a match for us. Prepare yourself for that moment.
Groovification:Â Regardless of their status, everyone should have the equal chance to gain an education. Schools are a necessity.
Lesson Select 1:Â Okay then, let's see what's so great about Night Raven College.
Lesson Select 2:Â Listen to that, Gidel. The happy voices of children on their way to class is a pleasant sound, indeed.
Lesson Select 3:Â Homework and tests...? No wait, calm down and think it through. If I decide I don't like it, I can just not have them at my school when I set it up...
Lesson Start:Â Onwards, to class!
Lesson Finish:Â This is the type of course they have at an arcane academy, hm...
Battle Start:Â Youâll see just what Fellow Honest is capable of.
Battle Won:Â Being an actor is hard work, you know.
Requested by Anonymous.
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Different Side of the Track || 50's Greaser!Logan smut
summary: All your life your parents had created the perfect image of their daughter that you were forced to fit into but when you went off to college and came back with a degree they were nothing but ashamed. Claimed that it wasn't a ladies place to be educated like that. So why not ruin their good family image even more and sleep with the older hot and mysterious man with a motorcycle.
warnings: MINORS DNI, SMUT, fem!reader, breast play, doggy style, rough sex, dirty talk, unprotected sex, borderline abusive family, sexism, harassment from a group of assholes, violent Logan.
wc: 4.6k
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a/n: It's my birthday! So to celebrate I wrote this fic because I couldn't get the idea out of my head and god he's hot. Also I didn't really try to do proper 50's talk because I'm lazy and I cannot handle all the research jaldfk;s. This ended up a little angstier than normal, as my fics usually do lol. The ending isn't my favorite but I tried im sorry asdfjkl. Okay anyways I really hope you like it!
You truly hated this town. College was a breath of fresh air and while it wasnât always easy, it was better than home. You got your degree, proudest day of your life. Even if your parents didnât show up. Even if you had to smile in the picture by yourself, watching everyone else celebrate with their families. Your parents never understood your want to go to college.
You thought theyâd be proud but if anything they were ashamed. They think that a woman pursuing higher education was unladylike. That a woman's place was to stay at home and take care of the kids. They were embarrassed of you, refused to acknowledge any of your achievements.
You wished you could have stayed in your college town but then you got the letter. Your grandmother had passed and you needed to come home. You were heartbroken. Your grandmother was the only one to support you, and helped you when you worked countless hours at the diner to pay for it. She celebrated when the acceptance letter came in and she gave you the biggest hug when you left.
Coming home was a no-brainer, needing to be here for her funeral but now youâre stuck at home with your parents and life is miserable. You were counting down the days until you could get out of here again. You spent as much time as you could out of the house.
Going to work, dreaming of another life. Doing literally anything you could to stay out and away from your parents. Thatâs how you found yourself here. Taking midnight shifts at the diner to stare at the man sitting at the counter.
Logan. It was sewed onto the patch on his jumpsuit. You donât even know his last name but you do know that you want to know everything about him. He worked at the mechanic shop right across the street. He was dark, brooding, mysterious. He didnât talk to anyone. Just ordered one black coffee and sat there with the paper. This was a small town and you had never seen or heard of him before.
âYouâll catch flies if you donât shut your mouth there pumpkin.â You feel a hand on your jaw and you swat it away. Betty, your coworker was grinning like a madwoman. She was a sweet old lady who has worked at this diner for longer than youâve been alive.
âOh hush.â You look down at your order sheet. Sketches of your patrons fill the empty sheets. Mostly drawings of Logan.
âI donât blame you sweetheart, heâs a dreamboat if Iâve ever seen one.â She sighs dreamily as she looks at him.
âWho is he?â
âNot sure, rolled into town one day. Plenty of rumors, though, say that he was an army guy. Some say that heâs running from the law.â You gasp at the idea.
He couldnât be a convict could he? Youâd never met anyone like that. Though, you feel yourself grow curious instead of fearful. Your whole life you lived in the perfect world. Perfect family with a lot of money and a perfect reputation to uphold. You got the perfect grades, had the perfect friends and still your life felt anything but perfect. You craved something more, needed it. You couldnât live the rest of your life as someone's housewife. That wasnât your dream.
âLooks like he needs a refill..â Betty nudges your arm and pushes you forward. You eye the apple pie sitting in the case and steal a slice. No better way to get a man to talk than give him pie right? Clearing your throat you head over and put on a smile.
âHi Logan.â He looks up from the paper with his usual stony face. A beat passes and he doesnât speak.
âThis is for you, on the house.â You place the pie down in front of him. You shift nervously in your spot as you pour coffee into his cup. Heâs never told you his name, does he think youâre a freak or something?
âItâs on your uniform, you know. Your name.â You wince at how horribly awkward this feels. He looks down.
âThat supposed to be me?â He grunts out. You tilt your head in confusion before following his gaze. Your guest checks with drawings all over them. Drawings of Logan. You slam your hands down and stuff them in your pocket.
âNo! I mean, yes but itâs nothing. Just drawings I. Iâm sorry.â Logan just looks at you and you walk off in shame.
Mentally kicking yourself as you sulk back to the kitchen. Betty takes over serving him as you silently wait on the remaining people. By the time your shift is over your back aches and youâre still replaying that moment in your head.
âSee you tomorrow Betty!â You say as you put on your coat.
âHold on dear, this is for you.â She hands you a napkin and winks. Confused, you open it up to see messy handwriting.Â
Thanks for the pie doll
-Logan
Logan has come by every night since then. Ordering one black coffee and you sneak him whatever pie is left. Sometimes itâs apple, other days itâs pecan. Todayâs pie is pumpkin. Just in time for the fall season. Heâs still a man of few words but heâs always polite. Pays and says thank you with that handsome voice of his. Youâve gathered some information on him. Mostly from the town gossip.
The group of boys, greasers who would often come by and cause a ruckus, idolized him. He drove a motorcycle, fixed cars, and smoked like there was no tomorrow. In some weird way heâs become their parental figure. Not that he really gave a shit but he worked with them at the shop and he took care of them when he needed to. He strolled in again today. This time he looks at you and throws you a wink. Itâs a little routine the two of you have now. Not much talking but itâs nice. You think youâll be able to get him to open up soon enough.
âThanks doll.â Logan says as he sits on the worn stool. You hand him his coffee and pie, already prepared just the way he likes it.
âSo, do I get to know your last name yet?â He smirks and takes a sip of his coffee.
âHow about you fetch me a napkin first. Then Iâll think about it.â You roll your eyes playfully and he smiles. The door jingles and you hear the sound of obnoxious laughing. You look up to see the jerkiest looking boys youâve ever seen. They wore letterman jackets that seemed too small and talked too loud.
One of the boys, a blonde guy who seemed vaguely familiar whistles at you. You hold back a scoff as you walk over to their table. Theyâre looking you up and down with a gaze that makes you shiver. Absolute jerks.
âHey sweetheart, why donât you be a good girl and get us some milkshakes.â You clench your jaw as you jot down their order.
It dawns on you that you know exactly who that guy is. David Scott. He was in your high school class. Quarterback, the popular guy every girl in school wanted, and the worst human being youâve ever met. He was nothing but a no good bully. It seems fitting heâs never truly moved on from this town as he was dumber than a bag of rocks. Logan catches your eyes as you head back to the counter. Preparing their order and trying to tune out their annoyingly loud voices. Before you head back with their order you top off Loganâs coffee.
âYou know drinking this much caffeine canât be good for you.â You say.
âAnd yet youâre still serving me.â He shoots back. You shrug your shoulders and smile, heâs got you there.
âHey! You done serving grandpa over there.â Logan growls and his grip tightens on his cup.
âIgnore them, theyâre nothing but a bunch of idiots.â You say under your breath. You bring the tray of drink over and set them down.
âAnything else?â You ask through gritted teeth.
âNope.â David whispers something to his friend before moving his hand and spilling his shake all over you and the floor. His friends burst out laughing and you bend down to clean up the mess. Counting down the seconds until they leave. Youâre too focused on cleaning to hear David whisper to his friend.
âWatch this.â You hear the stool fall and suddenly youâre pushed to the ground.
âGet off me!â You turn around and see Logan holding David by the collar of his shirt. Teeth bared and a dangerous look in his eyes.
âLogan!â You scramble to your feet as he shoves David into the booth.
âThink youâre funny bub? Youâre lucky sheâs here or Iâd beat you to a pulp.â He growls, eyeing his friends who are now cowering in fear. You stand stunned as Logan seems to command the room.
âIâll give you ten seconds to scram or Iâll make good on my promise.â He rolls up the sleeves of his jumpsuit and grins. Youâve never seen a group of boys in so much panic.
âAnd donât forget to pay.â Logan says with a smirk. They throw down more than enough money and bolt out the door.
âThank you, you didnât have to do that.â You say softly as Logan seems to calm down.
âFuckinâ idiots.â He shakes his head and gently pushes you away from the mess.
âBroken glass doll, gotta be careful.â Silently the two of you clean up the mess, him scooping up the glass and you cleaning the table.
You watch carefully as he handles the glass, watching to make sure he doesnât cut himself. You see a piece of glass slice his hand and you hurry to the back to get a band aid. However when you come back the cut is gone, maybe it was just strawberry? The clock strikes 4am and the new waitress comes through the door, relieving you of your duties. He waits for you to clock out and walks you out the door.
âThank you again Logan.â He just shrugs and lights a cigarette.
âLet me walk you home.â He offers and you accept. The walk is silent as you head to your home. You eye his cigarette and he notices. He holds it out to you and you take it. Taking a puff and immediately coughing it back up. Logan chuckles as he takes it back.
âNever smoked before?â You shake your head and he just smiles. Figures.
Youâre much too sweet to have done anything bad. Just looking at the houses around him he knows that youâre as high society as they come. When you reach your house Logan stands on the sidewalk, watching as you walk up the driveway. You look at your door and then turn around to hurry back to Logan. Leaning in you kiss his cheek and he almost drops his cigarette.
âBye Logan.â You bite your lip as you slowly walk back. As you walk through the door you hear him call to you.
âHowlett, my last name is Howlett.âÂ
Your sweet night with Logan turned sour the minute you woke up. Your parents were down at the breakfast table. Scowling with disappointed looks on their face. Oh great what else is new.
âYou need to quit.â Your dad says and you laugh.
âWhat?â
âDo you know how embarrassing it is for us to tell people youâre working at a diner? You come home smelling like smoke? Itâs insulting the family!â Your mother hisses and you feel tears well up in your eyes. You knew they were cruel but to hear those words from your own mother. It hurt.
âI am an adult, I donât have to listen to you anymore.â
âAs long as youâre living here you do. Now go down and tell them or I will.â Your father stands and stares you down. You feel so fucking helpless. Itâs true. Youâre stuck here and the money youâve saved up isnât enough to get out of here just yet.
You storm out of the house, letting the tears fall once youâre out of their view. The walk to the diner is miserable. You donât want to quit, you like your job. Tears fall as you tell your manager, apologizing and leaving with your tail tucked between your legs. You hated this. You longed to be free and now youâre trapped at home.
Sitting on a bench outside of the diner you let yourself cry. Not wanting your parents to see any sign of weakness from you.
âHey, everything okay doll?â You look up and see a blurry Logan from your watery eyes. Heâs got grease and oil on his face and suit. Wiping his hands with a rag. You shake your head and Logan sits next to you.
âMy parents made me quit.â He scoffs in disbelief.
Oh Logan knows all about your father. He wasnât sure until last night but once he saw your house he knew exactly who your family was. Flaunting their money and status to spit on those lower than them. He serviced your fathers car a few times. Adding pointless upgrades. On the bright side he charges him double and your father doesnât even bat an eye.
âThatâs bullshit.â Logan says angrily. Youâve told him about your life. How disrespectful your parents are. How stupid they can be, anyone should be proud of their daughter getting a degree but they think itâs shameful. Youâre smart, pretty, a real perfect girl.
âI donât know what to do.â You say in such a defeated tone.
âYou can always spend time at my work, donât know if itâs the kind of place youâre used to hanging around but-â He gets cut off as you lunge at him. Hugging him tightly as you seek comfort in his arms. He freezes but slowly places his arms around you. Your perfectly crisp and clean dress was now dirty by his hands but you donât care.
âI owe you so much Logan, youâve been a real life saver.â You donât want to let go. Heâs toned, even with the jumpsuit over him. Heâs strong and his arms are so warm and welcoming.
âDonât worry about it doll, canât stand to see a pretty girl like you so upset.â You lean up and kiss his cheek again. He grins as you scoot closer to him. Suddenly he pushes you back. Youâre confused until you see your father pulling up next to the diner. Oh god did he see anything?
âYou quit?â He asks, glaring at the dirt on your dress.
âYes. I quit.â You say unhappily but he doesnât care. He shifts his eyes to Logan.
âWhat happened there?â He says accusingly, you know your father wouldnât hesitate to threaten Logan despite Logan being much stronger. Itâs the egotistical nature of him.
âShe fell, I caught her.â Logan lies so easily. Your father hums and drops it to your relief.
âI need you to look at my car tomorrow, somethingâs wrong with the brakes.â
âGot it.â Logan says casually and you can see your father roll his eyes. He drives off leaving the two of you on the bench.
âSay, why donât you come by with your father tomorrow. Iâd be happy to show you a few thingsâ Logan offers, a flirty tone to his voice.
He walks off before you can respond, needing to get back to work. You throw the idea around in your head as you head back home. Thereâs no denying that Logan is hot. Really hot. Heâs everything your parents hate. Lower class, older, doesnât care about their status. It would drive them insane if you started to hang around a guy like him.
Though you donât want to just use him to get back at your parents. You really do like him. Itâs a win win in your head. Smiling to yourself you already start to pick out your outfit for tomorrow.
Ready to cause a little chaos.Â
Your father didnât understand why you wanted to come with him but you gave him so stupid excuse and he bought it. Your father pulled the car in and threw the keys at Logan. You resisted the urge to roll your eyes but Logan does it for you. Despite Logan being much more knowledgeable about cars, your father still talks down to him. Itâs rude and classist and you hate it.
âIâd like to stay, you know, make sure nothing goes wrong.â Your father scoffs but leaves you be.
âHeâs real lucky I donât punch his lights out.â Logan mutters as he pops the hood of his car.
âIâm really sorry, you donât deserve that.â Logan shrugs. Heâs used to it by this point.
âDonât worry your pretty head about me.â He leans over and kisses your cheek.
He wipes off a seat for you to sit on and you watch him work. Thereâs something about the way he moves thatâs justâŚattractive. His muscles strain in his jumpsuit, sweat drips down his face. And the noises, god the noises. The grunts when he moves something heavy. Then he does the unthinkable. He unzips his jumpsuit, taking off the top half and tying it around his waist. Leaving him in just a white tank top.
Now you really have a show. You donât know how much time has passed and you donât care. Slowly the garage empties as people head to lunch until itâs just you and Logan. Logan can feel your eyes on him. In fact he loves it. Your cute face is staring at him like a piece of meat. He can see you shift on the leather stool. He can smell how bad you want him. Itâs desperate, almost pathetic how badly you want him. He stands up, making sure to flex his arms as he sets down the wrench.Â
âYou alright doll, you look a little hot?â Logan feigns concern as he steps closer to you. Placing his hands on the workshop table. Caging you in.
âIâm okay.â You eye his chest shamelessly, eyes traveling down to the bulge in his suit.
âYeah? I donât knowâŚâ He slowly takes your sweater off. Leaving your arms bare and your cleavage on show for him.
âIâm not sweet doll, not gonna treat you like a good girl.â He growls in your ear and you whimper. Oh you need him bad.
âIâll break a sweet thing like you, but something tells me you want that.â You grab his face and smash your lips to his. Itâs messy and dirty, teeth knocking against each other as you fight for dominance. Logan slips his hands under your dress, lifting you up to the workbench and stepping in between your legs. Your hands are locked in his hair. Tugging hard as he deepens the kiss. He groans into your mouth. His hands rip your dress at the top. You gasp as his lips trail down your neck leaving sloppy wet kisses until he reaches your boobs.
âFuck.â He squeezes your chest roughly, purring at the feeling of them in his hands.
âSo cute.â He says with a wink as he leans down and bites your nipples roughly. He promised he wouldnât be nice and he meant it. He shamelessly grinds his bulge against your wet panties.
âDirty girl, letting a no good mechanic touch you like this. What would your daddy say hm?â He taunts as his hands move to slip up your dress. Pulling your panties down and stuffing them in his pocket.
âWho fucking cares?â You spit out as you grind your hips. Soaking his suit with how wet heâs made you.
âOh, pretty girls got a mouth on her.â
âJust hurry up!â You whine as you slip your hands under his tank top.
Lifting it over his head so you could get the view of his muscular body. He unties his jumpsuit and yanks it down, letting his hard cock free. To your surprise he picks you up and brings you to your dads car.
âTurn around.â He lifts your dress up and bends you over the hood of the car. His hands run across your ass, squeezing and admiring the view as he slowly grinds his cock along it. The tip of his dick slides in and you moan.
âYeah, feels good doesnât it doll.â He says cockily as he renders you utterly speechless.
The stretch is unbelievably amazing as he bottoms out. You whine as you feel every vein, every twitch of his cock inside of you. Heâs so big. Everything about him is big. His presence, his arms, his cock. He was just big. He barely gives you anytime to adjust before fucking hard into you. Your hands claw for anything to hold onto. The hood of the car is too slippery so Logan just pins your arms behind your back instead.
âNaughty, naughty girl.â Logan huffs as he leans down to bite your ear. His pace is relentless. Pounding the words right out of you.
âLetting me fuck you on your daddies car.â He puff his chest out proudly. Heâs tearing you apart on your asshole fathers car. Making you moan his name as he desecrates his car.
âFeels so good Logan. Oh god!â His cock hitting that perfect spot in you every time. Over and over. Itâs unrelenting. You involuntarily shift your hips. The pleasure becomes overwhelming.
âWhere are you going doll? Iâm not done with you yet.â He lets go of your hands and grabs your hips, pulling you back on his cock with a bruising grip.
âDonât stop, please donât stop.â You beg wildly as you move your hips back to meet his thrusts.
âNot planning on it.â He tilts his head back in pleasure as he pounds into you. He feels you clenching tightly around him. Your legs are quivering under him. Thereâs grease smudged all over your body, your face.
You catch a glimpse of yourself in the reflection of the windshield. Youâre completely disheveled, hair a mess. Makeup smeared and clothes torn. You look absolutely filthy and you love it. You can see Loganâs abs flexing as he thrusts his hips. His hands run up your sides. Taking you by the shoulders to slam you back on his cock. A weak cry leaves your throat with every thrust. Finally you break. A desperate, strangled moan as your body quakes. Shaking and rocking you right to your core.
âThatâs it doll, Iâve got you.â He leans down and nudges his nose into your neck. Kissing softly as his thrusts slow just for a moment. Letting you breathe. Youâve never felt more happy in your life.
Logan kisses the side of your head as his hips grow sloppy. Chasing his release and savoring the feeling of your tight pussy squeezing him. With a loud groan he pulls out and finishes on your ass. Your eyes close as your body feels like it's melting. You can barely stand. Logan wipes you down with a clean rag, loving how fucked you appear to be.Â
âI got you.â He gently picks you up and brings you to a bench. Laying his clean jacket over you as you will your legs to stop shaking.
âYou alright?â Heâs got a devilish grin on his face as he redresses himself. Somehow itâs like heâs back to normal while youâre wrecked.
âPerfect, oh my god youâre amazing.â You lean back into the bench and sigh happily.
âWhat the hell is going on here?!â You shoot up and see your father storming towards you angrily. Youâre a mess and you donât think Logan can lie his way out of this one. Heâs angry. Really angry.
âYou are nothing but a disappointment and you have been ever since you were born! A disgrace to the whole family! To the town! Doing such horrible things with the likes of him.â He snarls as he points at Logan. Youâre stunned into silence.
âI have the right mind to never let you out of the house again you ungrateful little-â
Logan steps in front of him and he tries to hit Logan right in the face but fails miserably. You gasp as Logan pushes him against his car. You watch as boney claws shoot from his hands. Your father squirms in fear as the tips of his sharp claws grow closer to his neck.
âShut the fuck up.â Logan growls.
âYouâre a real fucking dick and a sorry excuse for a father. If I ever see you come near her again Iâll fucking kill you.â He lets go of your father and watches as he runs away. Yelling about mutant freaks. Logan turns back to you, a cold look settling on his face when he sees your face. Now you know his secret.
âYouâre a mutant.â You say in awe. To his shock you reach out for him instead of running away.
âI am.â You admire the claws, how amazing.
âBeautiful.â His mouth gapes open as you pull him closer.
For once someone is looking at him like heâs normal, like heâs not a freak of nature. He longs for this but he knows your dad wonât go down quietly. Heâll tell the whole town.
âLook doll, youâre too good for this town. Youâre too good for me.â He brushes your cheek softly.
âI canât stay here anymore and you need to go home. Pretend you never met me. Youâre a smart girl and you have a bright future ahead of you.â Logan takes his hand away and walks away.
âLogan!â You throw off his jacket, you're limping slightly but you refuse to let him go. Heâs quick on his feet, already shedding his work clothes for his normal ones. A leather jacket thrown over his tank top. His motorcycle is out back. Heâs got a backpack already packed and ready to go. Like he was waiting for this moment to happen.
âTake me with you!â You stand in front of his bike.
âWhat?â He asks in disbelief.
âPlease, I hate this town. I have money saved. I can help but please donât leave me.â You move closer to him, taking his hand in yours.
âI canât live like this anymore, Logan. Iâd give it all up to be with youâ
âI canât let you do that.â
âItâs not your choice. Itâs mine so please, take me with you.â He wants to say no. To leave you here. It would break your heart and his but itâs what's best. But a part of him wants to be selfish. He could protect you, he could take care of you. But he fears youâd regret it eventually.
Heâs overthinking and you can tell. You grab his jacket and kiss him gently. He groans as he slips his arms around you.
âPlease.â You beg softly.
âI canât promise you the life youâre used to.â He warns but his resolve is slipping.
âI donât care.â He sighs and kisses you again. Itâs becoming addicting. Youâre completely addicting.
âHop on doll,â He throws his leg over the bike and waits.
You waste no time jumping on behind him. Wrapping your arms around his waist as he revs his motorcycle. You lean into him and smile. He stops so you could say goodbye to Betty and grab a bag of clothes. He waited at the door, a grin on his face as his claws were proudly shown off to your parents.
Then he drives. Away from your horrible family and the horrible town. Your future is uncertain but with Logan, youâre confident things will work out.
Heâs all you need.Â
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Ok ok ok, who is Dawn, the tiefling? Can we get some history on them? I hope I'm not misunderstanding. Love your work!
No misunderstanding, you got it! Dawn is my paladin of Lathander OC, originally made for a pathfinder game that didn't pan out but as all rivers flow to the sea, my fantasy characters inevitably end up with a D&D/Forgotten Realms incarnation.
He's an Asmodeus-bloodline tiefling who was abandoned as a baby on the steps of a Lathander temple, the House of the Morning, and the clerics there took it as a great omen and portent that they had been delivered the blood of their enemy to strike back against the forces of evil~~. As such, they named the baby in the light of Lathander and raised him to be The Unbridled Glory of the Dawn.
Educated, trained, and conditioned to uphold Lathander's righteousness from the moment he could hold up a training sword, a huge amount of responsibilty and purpose was placed on Dawn's shoulders. He was raised to thank Lathander every morning that he had been delivered into the light instead of the infernal pits of 'his father's house'.
He and Evaric were squires together at the House of the Morning in Cormyr and they grew to be the best of friends. The companionship was one of the few personal outlets Dawn had in his youth even if he was subject to much stricter tenets than his human friend. Every moment of Dawn's life has been planned out and ordained in stone and scripture as the fire that overcome evil's flames.
With his identity so interwoven with the church, when Evaric left Cormyr it was a deep and personal blow to Dawn. It set him up with a view that his life and destiny was going to be a very lonely one, and he should take as much joy in Lathander's good works as he can.
Dawn is good at fighting, protecting, every bit the fairytale paladin and capable of being that destined sword to strike the forces of evil, but he would so much prefer to minister weddings, care for parents and babies as they're born, or simply walk through a festival of the arts sponsored by the church. But there's always some enemy of good to strike down, and he'll do it so others don't have to.
Tidbits:
Dawn's horns were shaped by the clerics to grow into the shape of a rising sun. The process stunted them and they will never grown longer.
Dawn paints beautifully. He loves to illustrate and illuminate new poems and stories.
His ideal profession would be as a midwife, because medicine and Lathander's dogma of new beginnings and rebirth are where he's found most comfort.
He is one of the happiest and most optimistic characters in my little D&D collection. He has a place, a purpose and meaning to his life that he cherishes (even if he doesn't cherish how many people and prophecies try to tell him how to live it.)
Dawn can be driven to the point of obsession when he knows something needs to be put right or anything needs to get done. You need a fearsome charisma roll to convince him to back down.
He holds the title of Morninglord in the Order of the Aster.
There is a statue of Dawn within the House of the Morning that he always remembers being there, but no one has ever told him if it was made before his birth or after it.
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Since the Drax boys have lived in the Hidden City their whole lives, they have a much better sense of community than the Donnie. Even if they aren't the most well liked since I assume most yokai find their views on human's extreme. They can still go down to a supermarket, a restaurant, a park. All things in which Donnie has never been able to do out in daylight. How would they react onto figuring out. "Oh, crap this kid is a socially isolated weirdo [affectionate]." Like would they do a montage of dragging Donnie to all their favorite places? Also, I imagine that yokai culture has different faux pas, any Donnie might just accidentally do something offensive, like how he did in Witch town by not collecting the worms right. Or he might accidentally do something incredibly dangerous like go to a place with gangs or go to Big Mama's and he'd have no idea because Donnie's not a resident of the Hidden City. Also, do you think Yokai celebrate Christmas or New Years? I imagine it would be very weird for Donnie to see people that look like you and be under the same category of 'freak' (in the human city) just walking around doing everyday things. Especially since Donnie's spent his whole life hiding, walking around and not worrying about if some human scientist is going to nab you must be world-endingly weird. Also, it would probably give Donnie hope for things he's never been able to do before. Make a proper friend group, own a home in a neighborhood, and go to college. All the regular teen things he see's people in the movies and April doing.
Also, something I've always wondered in canon, do you think Donnie has his shots? Since he can't access a regular doctor, do you think he's just like a carrier of every single dead disease. I assume he's probably immune to a lot of sicknesses because of how Draxum made them. But imagine Draxums reaction when he wants to get Donnie's medical records (I imagine Draxum is a stickler for health, shots, and Doctor checkups as a form of affection) and Donnie has to tell him he's literally never been to an actual Doctor. I imagine at some point he made records for himself, but that was probably when he got a bit older, so for the first seven years or so, Splinter was just hoping Donnie didn't come down with anything deadly.
I'm also betting that the Drax boys are a bit smarter than canon because Draxum seems like the type of person to do ZERO skimping on education. Like yes, Donnie's still smarter, however I do think they Drax boys are just smarter than canon, like they probably know high school algebra, science, yokai history all that stuff. I think it would be cool to see the boys reference a piece of yokai culture of history and Donnie just be like ".....what". I imagine it make him very mad to be out of the loop in any piece of knowledge. However, Donnie could make a human pop culture reference and also get the Drax boys confused.
LMAO yeah it's quite weird for Donnie to be able to just. Walk around in public without having to worry about anyone finding out that he's a mutant. It takes him a while to adjust to the fact that he doesn't have to hide his turtle-features amongst yĹkai, he probably instictually keeps doing it for a while at first (keeping to the shadows and wearing clothes that hides his appearence, stuff like that).
His brothers are quite eager to introduce Donnie to all the cool stuff in The Hidden City that he's been missing out on. And while part of Donnie's difficulty with social interactions is just a symptom of him being autistic, him growing up so isolated definitely made things even harder for him. A lot of his knowledge about social etiquette he learned from like........ shows and movies, and I don't think 80s martial arts- and campy sci-fi-movies are the best teachers on how to interact with others lol. He had April of course, but she's one person and also kind of a weirdo too. And all of that just may have given him insight on how to socialize in human society, he's very unprepared for yĹkai society!
His brothers really don't mind this, partially because Donnie's behavior is so similar to Draxum so they honestly just find it endearing. They also fully expected Donnie to have been completely traumatized from living amongst humans. The fact that he's (mostly) fine, just a bit eccentric, is great news to them! Also a lot of yĹkai consider the entire Draxum family to be a bunch of weirdos too, maybe Donnie doesn't really fit in amongst other yĹkai as much as he'd liked but he DOES fit in amongst his family, both the Hamatos and the Draxums! :]
Also LMAOOO- Splinter: "This is my son Donatello, he has every disease"
Honestly..... yeah Donnie kinda mostly relied on his mutation-enhanced immune system growing up. Donnie, being a NERD, might have figured out how to get himself vaccinated for at least some stuff eventually. I also imagine with Splinter knowing he himself is the closest thing to a medic he or Donnie were ever gonna get access to, he put in effort into research and other precautions to be safe. That being said, he's not an expert, and while I do believe the Hamato Ninja Training included some basic medical training like first aid and such, there's the small problem of both Splinter and Donnie both having EXTREMELY weird biology on account of the mutation, so Splinter kinda just had to guess a lot and hope for the best when it came to Donnie's health
Regardless, I absolutely belive that as soon as Donnie's relationship with Draxum became slightly less hostile, Draxum managed to convince Donnie to sit down for a checkup. And OMG Draxum being so concerned about his kids' health as a form of affection is both adorable and hilarious đ
And yup the Drax Bros got a much better education in the AU compared to canon lmaooo (Leo still doesn't like reading books though). Donnie is still definitely the most academically gifted, but yeah his brothers of course are going to know a lot more about yĹkai stuff in general, which kinda makes Donnie a little bit insecure. Specifially when Raph, Mikey and Leo start talking about something yĹkai-related that Donnie is completely ignorant of, then that makes him feel a bit left out. Of course, then he, April will talk about something human-related and then his brothers are the ones out of the loop (aside from maybe Leo he knows quite a bit about human pop-culture)
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I'd smash that English teacher, hardcore. That previous anon had the right idea. Like I am down bad for Kory, so bad that I will not think straight.
(You can totally ignore this, I'm just saying bro, I'd have his kids)
He'd love that, unironically. Kory grew up as pretty lonely child, so the idea of having multiple kids of his own would make him extremely happy.
He'd start saving if you so much as mentioned kids, obviously you'd need a bigger house for your kids, he can't keep you in the lovely apartment he keeps, at least not with kiddos! He wants more than one, he always wants them to feel like they have someone to play with, unlike he did.
Education is key, of course. Whatever your kiddo grew up to be into, he'd be thrilled! He'd read to them every night, trying his best to really bond with them, though he can be a bit of a helicopter parent. He'd prefer private tutoring, but he knows he has to work, so he'd settle for the best private school he can.
He never, ever wants your child to feel like he did in his youth, lonely. He'd make sure they have all the opportunities possible to meet people, and he can stir up a fuss greater than any pta mom if he finds his children are being bullied.
Lastly, he just loves the idea of seeing you soft for a kid. He knows how good, caring you'd be. He wants the perfect family, loving, happy. He'd help you every night with tucking them in, cleaning and feeding, he's the furthest thing from a hands off dad possible. You'd have to pry him off of you some nights though, any sexual relationship you have now is him obsessed with another baby. He just wants this family to keep growing, getting bigger and happier exponentially.
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A little nugget of Crown + Milt characterization:
I had a long talk the other night (I was putting off sending an important email. I'm very responsible) and revealed a bit about Crown + Milt's characters. It's a lil long, but figured I should put a slightly touched up version of it here for everyone to see:
Crown was born disabled and was rejected VERY harshly when he tried to join the army, even after building his own set of mechanical legs. He was used to those in power mistreating him. As such, he never felt like he really belonged in power deep down because it was an environment he was unfamiliar with, surrounded by people who reminded him of those he'd always despised.
That's how he felt around 'real' politicians. He felt like he was in a joke + was waiting for the punchline. He felt he HAD to fight to keep what he had because those in power didn't WANT him there. He didn't belong. Here, there or anywhere. A freak only around by happenstance. He didn't just disagree with the motives/actions of others in power, he despised them for what they were. People who would never understand where he came from, what he had to overcome to get there and because of all that: what was at stake if his plans failed - that a world would never exist where he could've lived a full and happy life if he'd never had the opportunity to leave his garage.
He looked at the public as well-meaning, but somewhat dim. People who only knew enough to know what affected them personally. But he didn't hold it against them. They were products of their environment, of the systems that he was trying to undo. What he wanted was a mass revolution. A highly educated, dedicated and at times aggressive population that would recognize when their rights were being trampled and do something about it. He saw himself as a wolf on the side of sheep, and he wanted to make the public more like himself, so the fight for justice would never die. Every man a protagonist!
Milt's upbringing wasn't like Crown's. He didn't suffer from disability and his true sexual orientation wasn't known, so he faced little adversity for it, outside of the odd accusatory remark, which he was able to tolerate (as taking it personally would've given him away and put him in danger.) His family were well off, unlike Crown's.
He never understood Crown's mentality, as a result. He knew they had to fight to enact change, that the powerful fight to keep things the same because they benefit from it. But, the idea of seeing those around him as different (be it other people in power or the population themselves) - Milt couldn't fully grasp that part of Crown and at times, struggled to come to terms with the fact that the partner of his revolution, that aimed to create class awareness and solidarity - saw people as different to himself.
Marla understood Crown's perspective though. Despite perhaps sharing more ethical values with Milt, growing up poor + with a disability of her own (Mingus' cane was originally hers, after all), she saw eye to eye with Crown more in this regard. She viewed those who held onto power + failed to wield it for the good of others with a deep, searing contempt, which she was felt just as intensely as he did.
Of course, Milt never had Crown's insecurity. Just different inner demons of his own from the war, which haunted him in a very different way.
Crown believed that because he was able to change his own destiny, he HAD to change the destiny of others. He couldn't waste the opportunity he had. That the stars themselves had aligned in a one of a kind freakish accident, that their journey was one way and that nobody would ever get the chance to recreate their strategy, because those in power would know what to watch for next time it was tried. Crown couldn't have it be for nothing. he couldn't let everyone down.
While Milt looked at his past with survivor's guilt. The things he had to do to survive during the war. The faces of men he'd killed haunted him in his sleep. And he never forgot that he was alive because others were not. If he made mistakes, made the world a worse place⌠then the deaths of those he fought alongside who didn't come back were for nothing. He'd know for sure that the voice in his head was telling the truth - that he should've taken each and every bullet that felled his comrades. If he'd been braver, done more, generations of good families would've stemmed from the men he fought with who never made it home.
Crown and Milt had so much in common and their connection was quite deep - but as much as they knew about each other, neither could fully understand this one difference in the other and it wound up being the thing that ultimately killed their relationship.
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Anyone who knows me knows that I have ALWAYS been a very politically vocal person. I also used to spend a majority of my time on Instagram. But when 2020 hit I became such an unrecognizable person that I had to delete Instagram and cut myself off from everyone just to regain my center and sense of self.
I didn't know it at the time but I think with my autistic sense of justice coupled with my paranoia (like diagnosable, serious paranoia) and how stressful my living situation was at the time, it was the perfect blend for a ticking time bomb. I became so uncontrollably consumed with politics that I would attack anyone and everyone. I was experiencing full mania, posting nonstop on Instagram, arguing with people I followed, cutting off family members, not sleeping, overworking myself protesting, and when I wasnt protesting, I wouldnt leave my bed, all while dealing with the stress of the pandemic, a subpar diet in my neglectful choldhood home, and a lack of space to call my own. Even if I seemed collected on the outside, my insides felt like boiling water. I never got a moment of calm. It was autistic overstimulation amplified. I also felt such a sense of hopeless and really rathered Id be dead than continue trying. All these emotions but I just couldn't stop. I wasn't in control.
After some time, I found my normal again, but it made me so scared to speak out about anything because I didn't want to spiral again. I ignored the news, I muted people who talked about politics, I avoided all things political and any semblance of a political conversation at all costs. I'd never been so quiet before. This was around the time Ukraine and Isreal started becoming the hot topic. You can see it here. All my political posts just stop sometime around 2021. And even though I chose to stop "spreading awareness" about things, I started to feel this immense guilt that I was seemingly not doing my part. Or that my IG account now looked like BLM was a fad I participated in, and I couldn't care less about those pesky Palestinians /sarcasm. All the while, I was dying inside NOT talking about it.
I used that time to read up on the history of the Israel-Palestine conflict, I was reaching out to my high school friends who were now growing families in Palestine, I was trying to think of way to engage in the movement that didn't involve reposting the same 5 Instagram posts that everyone was already sharing, and that didn't involve financial investment as that was SO not a possibility for me. I boycotted what I could, but I was living in Sweden by that time, so it was a boycot by circumstance.
Now, with this whole Banning TikTok debacle, I am just so mad that no one can see that it's a political attack. Ever since 2020, the government has been mad at us for using it as a means of education and organization. That's when the whole subject of banning it arose. We -as in American people - are being punished for utilizing our First Amendment right. That of protesting and organizing (not the stupid misinterpretation of "I can say whatever I want" used by right wingers). It seems like everyone has forgotten that and are just whining about their brainrot being taken away or getting on Twitter to rave about what social media is doing to us. People outside of the US are laughing as if this isn't a modern-day example of mass censorship happening right in front of our eyes. And suddenly, I can feel the boiling water moving up from my toes. Suddenly, I want to slap everyone across the face and get them to wake up. Open your eyes, people! I'm tired of sitting back with this, "we'll there's nothing we can really do that we haven't been doing already" attitude. I want to burn down the white house. I want people to stop treating Luigi Magione like some Robin Hood sex image. I don't want to just settle for this loss of autonomy and progress. I don't want to feel like a minority within a minority within a minority within a minority. What else is there to do when everyone has settled for just dealing?
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