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Yall, I promise I'm working on the next part of Shadows of Desire (!!!) I already have around 2k words, but I want to make it longer (probably around 5–6k like the last update), so please bear with me while I work through the plot with my finals breathing on my neck.
My last one will be this Thursday, so after that, I will have much more free time to write and update.
#shadows of desire update status#I'm a little bit stressed#and busy#but im working on it#i pinky promise
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#why no one told me that trying to get in the “grown up life” is so stressful when you have zero experience in a real work#All the skills you have are not enough#At the same time you didn't have rest at all after graduating because of the outside pressure#And I feel like I became deadly annoying#Let me complain a little bit I swear to god this is like 2 time after college when I want to complain at something I'm not that strong#What do you mean there is no sign “We want YOU as our worker!” ahagsha funny#I have to learn about 2 new programms on a basic level at least#Learn new things on Toon Boom#Prepare different portfolios when turns out I barely have something I can show#I was thinking too little and now I barely can think and I start being irritated at myself yet can do nothing since my brain rebels#Okayyy just 2 more months to see if something will turns out good out of what I will be doing
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"Dick Grayson has anger issues-" okay, but does he actually? When I thought that was true I come to find that most of the evidence to make that claim come from a time in which Dick was being mentally controlled by Brother Blood or right after the death of his parents which obviously would cause anger after finding out they didn't even die naturally but were murdered on top of that.
#i think I've seen most of the batfamily do much worse than him when under the influence of their own anger#I'm just curious because everyday I'm more convinced the whole 'dick has anger issues' statement is an exaggeration#not saying his temper is perfect but under all the stress he's under all the damn time? I think he's at least a little bit justified#does anyone has a link to one of those long posts with solid evidence and a well-done character analysis?#if there's any about dick grayson's anger issues i would love to read it#dick grayson#nightwing#dc comics#dc
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I hope this isn't weird but I've been reading this by @batmanisagatewaydrug and I had like the sudden, strongest urge to make art properly for the first time in ages, so uhhhh have some Jessie (or Jess? Can I call her Jess because I love her?) who is a terrible wet cat of a woman!
I wanted to get this done fast and human anatomy is not my forte so I traced a picture of Natalie in the City, who's a fashion blogger and has some cute fits, though no supervillain ones as far as I'm aware :3
#ham art#i think jessie lies wetly fixed my art block?#after i started this it motivated me to finish off a little comic that's been in my drafts forever and post it and i've got anime fanart#rotating in my mind now! :D maybe i'll even finish off my valentine's unburied art from last year#also i know the tiny underboob window's wrong because she wears a bra that would render that salacious little bit of skin invisible#but i just could not resist#i hope i've done her justice!#jessie is the coolest and awfulest and i love her she's so fun to read thank u op#also i've come to the realization that if i'm just having fun drawing i don't actually have to do the parts that aren't fun i can skip that#if i find drawing human proportions and perspective in general stressful and just wanted to do the fun outfits and face/makeup and hair#i can do that! this is like. a hobby. so i don't need to laboriously force myself to get better at anatomy if i don't wanna#also also i was so pleased that i guessed ricochet's colouring correctly on the first try! (except i missed the freckles)
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#snow white with the red hair#akagami no shirayukihime#zen wisteria#'more colourings soon' i say before the busiest and most stressful months i've had in a while#anyway#he's here and he's blue and he's so handsome and it's a little bit rough but hey i'm poorly so#love you zen
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Hello! I hope I won't sour your mood with this ask but I have been thinking a lot about your gay dogs this month especially.
I'll just try to keep the context short but in general I'm someone that has accepted being romantically undesireable. It was hard but in the end I have built my life just around me, my humble family and at this point in time I don't even think I have the time for a partner. And considering that it's the love month and a lot of people are preparing to celebrate it with their SOs I assumed that, actually, this is a thing that I sort of have in common with Machete.
From the miscellaneous lore on your profile I see Machete as someone that also has kind of rejected love. That also has built his life around his job, possibly hobbies, his family or mentors (depending if we're talking about canon or modern au). Who kind of forgot that relationships are a thing and that people bond with others in that way. Well, at least he did until meeting Vasco.
I just love thinking about their awkward beginnings. Machete being 100% sure that Vasco is just joking, maybe even sometimes teasing him (in a friendly banter type way) or just explaining to himself that all that kindness and interest is just him being a very considerate friend. And then we have Vasco that just tries to be subtle, as if he was trying to pass a fawn without it noticing and running away, but also with time gains confidence and tries more risque moves. Vasco being all smug and Machete being flustered when their hands or shoulders or tails brush in passing. And then when both are sure of their feelings we have Machete who has to choose between God and his love. Who, at first, unwillingly accepts that divine wrath will be worth their brief love.
I just love your boys. I swear they are all the love supply one might possibly need
Thank you for such a long and thoughtful message! I don't know why you thought you might accidentally sour my mood, I'm utterly delighted whenever I hear that someone has been pondering my little guys (rotating them in their head, as they say), and when they go through the trouble of sharing their findings and conclusions I'm so happy I could crawl up a wall.
I think you deciphered Machete's inner workings very well, especially those of the original canon version. The concept of love is of course prominent in Christianity, so even as a kid being raised in a religious environment that discouraged overt displays of affection and close personal bonds, Machete wasn't completely alienated from it. But it has always been a nebulous, unperceivable and unattainable thing for him. When he was old enough to lock down his career choice he readily accepted he'd never have romantic relationships, spouse or a family, and I think he must've been too young and socially inexperienced to think of it as a significant loss. Either he consciously blocked out the need for companionship by studying and working like his life depended on it, or he didn't really consider that being genuinely befriended, appreciated and loved as a person instead of a respectable and competent authority figure was even an option for him, at least not until Vasco came along.
#I think it took some time to get through his initial defences#especially since when they first met the stressful apprenticeship period was still fresh in Machete's mind#the years under his explosive and gaslighting mentor's wing had made him very distrustful so he preferred to just stick to himself#Vasco is good at winning people over and once he convinced him that he didn't have any ulterior motives they became besties pretty quickly#and even though the line between platonic and romantic started gradually blurring Machete kept convincing himself#that his feelings for Vasco were just Very Deep Friendship#and Vasco has an eye for noticing these things and a bolder personality#so when he tried to reciprocate a little bit Machete thought 'what a good friend he is'#'so kind and considerate and I'm so grateful and lucky to have him and I must not ruin things by getting too personal'#it was awkward and at times a little bit painful but I'd like to believe the progression was for the most part smooth and natural#considering the circumstances it could've been a lot more distressing#as corny as it is I think they were just happy to have found each other#they advanced at the same phase and reached the 'I think we've become a couple actually' stage at the same time#at least that's how I imagine it at the moment#answered#anonymous#Vaschete lore#long post
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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 17
#dimension 20 spoilers#dimension 20#d20 introductions#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#MAN what a ride#almost missed that ruben had a new intro card variant too. god bless the transcript search#that large ankarna was art scrolling on screen that i couldn't get in one go‚ so i put a few screencaps together to make that one#of which you can definitely see the lines of because it was actively glowing and moving which was VERY cool but hard to catch smoothly#i think if cait may posts the full Clean shot of ankarna themself i'll reblog that one too for posterity#(this one is also very off center because i had a corner of blank left over because i had to shift one of them to the side#because she was moved just a little bit to the side too#also MANNNNN that scene with bucky and kristen that was so sweet...... i'm really glad she's finally got the time to talk with him#he really needed it#GORGEOUS art this episode..... and oh god this next one is going to have me SO stressed#A BLUE DRAGON ATTACKING THE SHIP?? ALL THE VOTES NEEDING TO BE AT THE SCHOOL BY MIDNIGHT?????#lord HELP me#things are not going to go well i can feel it.#also sad that oisin might turn out to be a Very Not Good guy after all 😭#listen a dragonborn enjoyer can dream#also INSANE. INSANE THAT THE BAD GUY THIS WHOLE TIME WAS#i shan't say. but good GOD i can't believe it#shout out to notoriousmasc who got it right away like WEEKS ago
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Emilie being the prettiest in Lost
#emilie de ravin#claire littleton#my determination not to watch lost obviously didn't last long lol#it's been only one season but this precious kitten has already collected all the situations i hated in ouat🥲#why everything has to be so stressful😭#also i already feel like i'm losing my mind a little bit x)#my things#not only mice but also gifs#lost
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Squinting intensely at Will as he says that after thousands and thousands of years the bigfoot world suddenly looks like the 1950s (albeit like the Jetsons version). Mr. Campos that's a rather suspicious thing to say paired with that other suspicious thing people picked up on you saying in episode 1. You know, this:
🤨 Anything you want to share with the class, Will?
#HMMMMMM...... Plus the allusion to the hole in the stars people also pointed out... Plus everything Kelsey said comparing both worlds...#dndads#the peachyville horror#it's increasingly suspicious anyways. curiouser aaaand curiouser#dungeons and daddies#Yeah I finally listened to the episode lol#(been busy! and stressed! I started a job literally uh yesterday! got my fingerprints taken today??)#but yeah the ep was alright lol this one and last one left me wanting more for sure but still some good gags in there#Also the sound design was a lot of fun and I'm not just saying that cause I love electroswing I swear#But yeah I mean I'm blanking on other examples of this from previous seasons but ig it's like#Sometimes it's really funny when they avoid the ''dungeon'' but other times it just gets a bit boring#Same with choosing to interact vs not interact with the NPCs ig#(For example I stand by S2's biggest downfall ultimately being too little interactions/engagement with the kiddads)#So ah yeah lol#But like I said still some very good bits in there. I mean some episodes are gonna be stronger than others that's just how it is lol#Unrelated I'm a big fan of the ghost of Tony Collette momentarily making Blake italian#+ haunting the narrative with his theoretical physics thing which I totally forgot about sjjsksks so silly
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sooooooo when i jokingly said to myself "haha did ruan mei play aeonic necromancy on tingyun's remains or something" i wasn't expecting that to literally be the case what the fuck
#ON ONE HAND! TINGYUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ON THE OTHER! HELLO???????????????????????????????????#that was a really good update . a little clunky in those transitions sometimes but ooooh boy that came together GOOD#jiaoqiu nearly sent me into hysterics i was so upset . and flabbergasted. mostly flabbergasted#also the part where hoolay let him go for a little bit and you had the option to try asking for help#with severe consequences to be reaped afterwards. that was so nervewracking#i ended up doing it once out of curiosity and immediately regretted it and was horribly anxious the rest of the time i was running around#and yeah those consequences sure do. Consequence#props to the writers and stuff for that one that was great i felt ill#FEIXIAO... GOD FEIXIAOOOOO OHHHH BOY I LOVE HERRR what a great character#i hoped and i prayed and i dreamed for a deep dive into her condition and not a vague gloss-over as hyv loves to do AND I GOT IT#moze didn't do enough tricks (aka just . being a part of the story and interacting with other characters) for me to care about him still#it's like#the yaoqing trio: yay yahoo yippee WOOOO YAYYYY#moze by himself: closes my eyes forever#DO MORE TRICKS FOR ME#lingsha's pretty cool. i will save her from her bad design#oh oh oh YANQING!!!!!!!!!! USING WHAT JINGLIU TAUGHT HIM AND IMMOBILIZING HOOLAY ALL BY HIMSELF!!!!!! OH YM GOD#MY LITTLE BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that cutscene was terrifying i almost died of stress . i'm so proud of you yanqing. never do that again#i had fun and now it's 3 am and i have work in the morning. help me
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I kinda wonder what it is about ultrakill that uh (how do I say this without being an asshole) that attracts so many systems (?)
I like statistics so I wanna like, study what it is about certain games or series that seems to collect folks like that. Is it how the fandom treats a piece of media? Is it the demographic? I donno!
Like if we all just decided to treat doom 2016 the same way we treat ultrakill would introjects n stuff start popping up over there too? (I picked doom cause it's a bloody shoot em up with religious undertones and insano angst potential, but feel free to insert any other game here too) I'm just genuinely curious about it all
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#ultrakill confessions#ultrakill#I think it entirely depends on the audience something markets itself towards#Ultrakill markets itself towards queer people which have a lot of overlap with neurodivergence (including mental illnesses like OSDD/DID)#Autistic and ADHD hyperfixations can lead to newly formed alters in a system pulling from media (since dissociation is a coping mechanism-#-and too much dissociation in early developmental stages leads to dissociative disorders both with and without alters -#- and hyperfixations usually end up being sources of comfort if someone is currently dealing with stressful occurrences)#I'm not entirely a professional but I love psychology (it's one of my special interests) so I may as well ramble a little bit here :3#Classic games (including DOOM afaik) have historically marketed themselves towards a cishet masculine male™ audience#The stuff I've seen of classic game marketing is very “cool guy”-esque and not really “traumatized gay”#I've noticed a lot of Rain World fans end up being fictionkin or systems though (and that also has religious themes but more in a Buddhist-#-than Christian way)#But maybe there's a pattern there? At this point I'm just rambling lol sorry if I'm a little incohesive
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#*giggle*#hello Universe#I think I accidentally burned out the side of me that consumes content#can't read something or watch properly but some things are still okay like your og comic so I think I might get back soon only to your main#and answering some people and socials are stressing me out a little bit lately pffht#but always happy to see you and know that you're okay *giggle*#excuse my quiet stare and company#I'm trying my best to recover properly since there are plenty of things I want to do#...you know you can stay here to recharge#Have the sweetest night and a lot of inspiration moon#.....I think I also accidentally burned out the emotional side of me I really mean it that I'm happy to see you......
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When two stars orbit each other closely, they spiral inward as time passes due to gravity. When they finally meet, their merger leads to the formation of either a heavier neutron star or a black hole.
#hetalia#hws#aph#rusame#amerus#hws america#aph america#hws russia#aph russia#art#Yknow that I eat up every single fanfic out there that even brushes upon astronomy with rusame#they are called space gays for a reason....................#I cannot stress enough how much I looovvveeee the comparisons with the sun and moon or other cosmically related objects!!!!#Ahem a bit of fangirling slipped through#Little snail in my ear tells me to create whimsically sweet drawings and I always follow its commands#tf I just wrote..#My drawings are again starting to look like I'm taking edibles
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Hello everyone!! Little update, i'm finally back home after being away for a few weeks! I have a little catching up to do, but some more YCH slots should open up by the end of the week!
#I'm putting it off a little longer because i'd like to do some personal art before i start filling my to-do list again kajdfhg#It was a fun trip! Albeit stressful (family stuff) but i got to see Will Wood on his tour!!!! ooooh that was fun#And i got to see NYC!! we went to a handful of art museums which was!! wild!!! oh i am very close to breaking out my paints again owo#Now i'm home with my cat and my kettle and i'm ready to put up a few christmas decorations and relax a bit from all the adventuring#I am a home bug through and through :'3#snailem speaks
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My birthday is coming up, and every year for my birthday* I try to make a thing just because I want to but this year I am not sure what I want to make. Like, zero ideas. Well, I mean I always have ideas, but none that appeal more than others? I'm not sure if I should ask for suggestions or just make a series of polls leading up to my birthday to narrow it down, what do you think? *within a few weeks of my birthday, I am bad at time
#the person behind the yarn#got sidetracked and vented about stress in the tags feel free to skip none of it is relevant to this post#lotta stressors this time of year#and this year has more than usual with multiple significant anniversaries#plus work stress and getting an MRI this week#I'm hoping after the MRI is done my stress level goes down#but there's another hurricane forming and I am a bit concerned about that#it's not supposed to come north but neither was the other one#and even if it doesn't come north it's going to hit where my grandma lives#idk. my older brother has a birthday not too long after mine#and wants to do a joint birthday thing somewhere#but I have no idea what to do. it would have to be outside because he 'doesn't believe in covid' and while I could probably get him to mask#his kids wouldn't (they are too little) and I am stressed about that#I am honestly not a fan of my birthday. I got sick with the thing that disabled me right before I turned 18#and my family always wants to get together for my birthday but historically are not good at respecting my boundaries#around my birthday and I have walked out of more than one of my own birthday parties#anyway! lotta stress!#going to keep making baby blankets and try not to think about it until at least after the MRI
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saw a tt saying it's Crazy and Wild that binghe got hard from hugging sqq. no it isn't. do you have any idea how overactive the average body's arousal response is. random boners is like, a known phenomenon that people struggle with (especially during their teen years, which is when said boner happens in the novel). you get random boners with a vulva too. it's just not as noticeable (to observers) because penis is like an overactive small mammal in your pants. arousal is just a bodily reaction and i would even say sex and sexual activity is the minority of the times in a person's life where they're physically aroused. you're telling me you've never gotten a little accidentally turned on by like, hugging someone or beating a hard video game?? that's just how it's wired i fear. if binghe had a pussy all of his underwear would be bleached from getting shizun pets all the time
#t#i know people are being goofy silly but so many in the replies were like. expressing shock or disgust#and i just wanted to say my piece because i see entirely too many people at my hospital job#get mortified and teary and stressed over accidentally getting aroused. it just happens i'm rummaging around down there don't even worry#also just in general a lot of problems arise from the misunderstanding that arousal = sex = pleasure#so it bothers me a little bit. the fun ruiner has arrived. they call him the Wet Blanket#svsss#f
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