#I'm a lesbian and I'm proud of it now
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Serious question real quick, am I a whiny baby (an asshole, but the word whiny baby was actually used by 1 person (whiny baby from a weak generation to be exact) so, yeah) for not wanting random people calling me a dyke?
At first I wasn't a huge fan of the word at all, because of how it was used by some people and all that, but with time I learned to be ok with it but only when it's my friends using it, otherwise it still makes me uncomfortable, is it something actually bad or is it ok to feel like that and ask people not to say it?
#I'm a lesbian and I'm proud of it now#it was hard to get here#society makes it hard#I think most people in the community knows how lesbians are perceived by most out of the community#even more by some straight men out there#so it was hard but I'm extremely happy and proud of who I am now#it's just a personal thing that I only verbalize#when I'm the person they're talking about or they're talking about a person I know also doesn't like that word#but yeah the hearing the word dyke coming from people while talking to or about me makes me feel bad#when talking about another lesbian too#but I obviously don't judge those who are ok with it cause each one of us deal with things differently#idk if we're majority#don't think so#but are we wrong and really just being whiny or is it ok to be uncomfortable and verbalize it?#honest question cause this has developed into a big discussion more than once now#LGBTQ#lgbtq+#lesbian
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It's time!!
Sharing my contribution to the Umbral Wings Tarot Deck with my art for the Knight of Water!
The campaign's in the final stretch and the deck is fully funded! 🎉🎉🎉 If you wanted to get your hands on some truly phenomenal artwork, I highly suggest checking it out! 👀
Here's the link once more in case you missed it: 👉 [Link]
Going to dip a little bit into the designmaking process itself under the cut!
The Knight of Water is thematically about sensitivity. Charm, romance imagination-as a person, it's about a 'knight in shining armor' type character who may help others with the matters of the heart.
I also wanted to note that another cool thing about this deck is that the artists were designated their suit depending on their art and rendering style! The Air suit focuses on more atmospheric type art, Fire is character symbolism driven, in the Earth suit you'll se a lot of traditional-style rendering, and in the Water suit you'll see a lot more anime-inspired art styles!
With these factors in mind, I wanted a composition that would pay homage to the classic anime bishoujo genre--sailor moon and utena played heavily into the design and composition--something with lots of sparkles, atmospheric framing, a pretty waterfall to tie in the elemental theme, and lots and lots (and LOTS) of roses. (Fun fact! If you look at each rose, they have a heart in the centre! Each one was carefully and painstakingly hand drawn!). The pose that was chosen for this card was also a direct homage to the classic Sailor Moon style transformation sequences (and also swan mating dances with the wings), with the element of a 'bleeding heart' visual cue so to speak with the red roses and petals to the chest haha--it was fun going through different pose ideas before settling on this one! Roses and thorns go hand in hand, so thorny vines were also added at the bottom so that they become more evident when the card is inverted! (The inverted card speaks of emotional upset, depression, hypersensitivity, and lashing out)
For the dragon design itself, I took the 'prince on a white horse' and 'knight in shining armor' aspect and meshed them with leafy and weedy sea dragons and betta fish from real life to make a unicorn-like design--a creature that is traditionally associated with sensitivity and emotions--with a classic anime magical girl spin. I wanted the design to look ethereal and noble, and still clearly a dragon instead of a horse! (It was trickier than one might think!)
That's all the notes I have at the moment! Overall this was an Incredibly fun project to think through, I know I've been absolutely vibrating off the walls to share this haha! Everyone else has also brought their A game to each card in this deck, be sure to check them out through the KS link when you can, I can assure you that each and every card is just as lovingly rendered as this one!
#gentle Screaming#let's Goooooooooooooooo#it's here!!!!#also shoutout to my partners and also my good friends Spades and Tea and Minataur and Starflung#for listening to me pace the room muttering ideas and concepts like a madman#and helping me figure out things like color balancing and wing posing and composition!#Shoutout to the Entire Card Collab Server as well for also letting me do the same thing asldfksdjf yalls are the GOAT#And for letting me bitch and moan over drawing and rendeing every single rose I have no idea how yalls didn't stage an intervention SDKFJSD#I really love how this piece came out though!!! I'm proud of it!!! I don't say this aloud as often but I should dammit!!!#Truly an honor getting to participate and work with SO many cool and skilled artists--you all really pushed me to bring my A game!#it was really cool!#Okay done rambling in the tags for now but oooooooooo you want to spend money on this deck so bad ooooooooooo#I think it would be really cool and sexy if we made it all the way over to getting the tarot mat. imho.#aseukiart#umbral wings#dragon#tarot#Again. This dragon is dedicated to all the sword lesbians out there 💖 (despite being in the water/cups suit. let me have this askdjf)
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page 2 of my ivy comic ✿
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(prints)
#i'll compile the meanings of all the flowers in the comic when it's over with all my other notes & backstory (for a digital zine maybe👀)#but for now so you can appreciate the meaning here:#milkvetch: your presence softens my pains#vervain/verbena: enchantment#and it was enchanting to meet youuuuuuu#also i'm proud of this background i worked so hard on it heheh#ivy comic#ivy comic mimimar#taylor swift#illo#illustration#wlw#wlw art#sapphic#sapphic art#lesbian#lesbian art#ivy#willow#oc
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somtimes a boy's just gotta recognize the girl he used to be and acknowledge what she did for him and then move on to keep living his life knowing she's watching proud of what he's done
#i really feel like i am a boy who used to be a girl#and I don't really acknowledge that because it can be really triggering for my dysphoria#but that girl learned about being queer#she has childish crushes on girls and callrd herself a lesbian and learned about the existence of trans people#she did most of the work to get me where i am#and sometimes i feel like she was someone else entirely#and it's a little weird to feel like the boy i am now was never an innocent kid#but that was the girl. she let me become who i am and stepped aside#but i think she'd be proud of what I've done#how far I've come#so i just wanted to appreciate her for a minute#good job younger me. you got me here. i appreciate all the work you did <3#transmasc#ftm#personal#oliver talks about himself again#transgender#please be kind I'm just thinking about my own personal experiences with gender#feel free to reblog though#queer#lgbtqia
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Thank You Aphrodite for making me a dreadhead boydyke🙏🏾❤️
#Pride month and my birthday are tmrw#I'm just thinking about how happy I am with how far I've come#I look back at what little me thought life would be like now at this age#And I've got to say that I fucking made it dawg#I made it#Happy pride month to me and you and love and life and light#I'm proud of you and me#lesbian#Boydyke#boy dyke#transmasc lesbian#butch#trans lesbian#butchposting#dykeposting#dyke#butch dyke#dreadlocks#Dreadhead butch#aphrodite#aphrodite deity#aphrodite devotee#helpol#hellenic polytheism#paganism#hellenic pagan#hellenism#paganblr#hellenic paganism#personal post
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Y'all know Fragment 31, the most famous poem written by our Goddess and Saviour Sappho. This is how it ends: "but everything must be endured, since..." and we lost the last part of the verse.
Like, what do you mean "we lost" it?
I need to know, i need to fucking know what's the reason behind everything we have to endure and how we can do that.
[just got a breakdown over this don't judge me, okay?]
#lesbian#poetry#sappho#sappho would be proud of me#lgbtqia#writing community#poetry community#lesbian yearning#scentific community im talking to y'all#i need answers and i need them now#therapy is needed#i'm gonna go back to cry now#artigianal crafted memes#funny not funny#funny memes wannabe
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Pride Month Week 1
Troupe Bungie! [CLICK FOR QUALITY]
Wow, the first official look at every Troupe Bungie member, and it’s for Pride Month? and without their canon sizes but sSHSHHH
Yeah, I didn’t expect my first one of these to be of characters from a story that I���m having a hard time enjoying anymore, but I guess I have a Discord server to thank for this choice. While normally I’d have picked the main eight of TBoCI, I figured it was long overdue to show these six instead!
Featuring...
Athena (Bungie) with Bisexual + Transgender! Apollo with Gay (or Vincian)! Janice with Abrosexual! Wilba with Lesbian + Non-Binary! Luke with Genderfluid! Eggnog with Pansexual!
I really hope to get back into TBoCI content... I suppose this is sort of a warmup for that? Hm. I’ve forgotten how much I love these characters.
#the ballad of cold island#my singing monsters#pride month#rare wubbox#wubbox#clamble#t rox#bowgart#noggin#bisexual#transgender#gay#lesbian#non-binary#abrosexual#genderfluid#pansexual#speaking of which plushii i'm very proud of you. you're prolly not gonna see this but i'm VERY PROUD OF YOU#i remember when i met you on ponytown and after i shared tboci you shared your idea for fallen stars and you were unsure about posting it#and now look where you are! everyone loves your stories. if i didn't know any better i'd say i was jealous lmao#there is some excellent .. something. in how i got you to post your story for the first time. and now you're inspiring me to continue mine#anyways uhm sorry for the ramble lmao plushii likely won't see that#uh!! text and sigs are pink because athena is the leader and she is pink. yeah#also the background is a simple rainbow flag. it's dark because contrast reasons#also this is likely obvious by now but their eye colours are their favourite colours!#eggnog's eyes are closed. what's his favourite colour? none he hates all colour get nae naed#also before anyone gets on me about lineart. NO i LIKE the SKETCH STYLE so I MADE THE LINEART SKETCHY ON PURPOSE. OK#uhhmgh post the daamnn thingggg
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jumped on the bandwagon and made mia and lia <3
#pretend mia's lesbian flag pin is visible 😭#also yes i'm a proud lia stan now. i still love linc but#LIA.#SHE <3#need to figure out a ship name for these two#playchoices#play choices#choices stories you play#choices stories we play#choices game#pixelberry#pb#pb choices#choices it lives#it lives anthology#it lives series#it lives within#ils#ilw#mc: euphemia labelle#amalia de león#amalia x mc#euphemia x amalia#picrew
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Remembering when a guy told me he had a crush on me and I said "I'm a lesbian" and then he tried to get me to commiserate with him about it. "Aw that's so sad for me that you're gay :'(". Get a grip lol.
#we were both like 17 it was bad social skills i HOPE he wouldn't do that now. what an idiot lmao.#you know what would make me happier as a lesbian.....women flirting with me....#i was like 'well it's good for me :)'#these days I speak my mind more lol I'd say 'i don't like you saying that to me. I'm proud of who I am. you don't like me if you don't like#my dykishness.'#and/or block him#don't you love restarting arguments in your own head 10 years later.
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YUP
until a certain point in highschool, I literally just thought kids my age (mainly guys) who cared about that stuff were a bunch of horny little fuckers and I was completely normal
i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues
#asexual#I literally knew so early on#used to think if I wasn't ace I'd be a lesbian#spoiler alert: I am now a proud ace lesbian#best of both worlds#might've lowkey had a superiority complex about it#jokes on you sad virgins#i'm just vibing
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My boyfriend just told me he wants to cosplay as Sucy from LWA. Hair, contacts, make-up, and all.
The first time he's ever seriously mentioned wanting to do this.
I FUCKING WON.
AWWWW HELLLLLL YEAHHHHH
I need to learn how to do make-up for his sake now, I can't let this opportunity disappear because he doesn't know the first thing about it.
#I can't wait#Money pleaseeeeee find your way into this man's pockets NOW#My bisexual ass would love it#We could be THE LWA lesbians Akko and Sucy and irl kiss :333#I'm so proud of him actually for wanting to do this#He's so fine I wanna see this so baddddd#rambles#Yapping#Talk of cosplaying#boyfriend appreciation post
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Need to think about nico & genevieve. dynamic of all time
#What if you wanted to help me and I hated you but couldn't do anything to stop you.#What if I was terrified of you because you won't stop being nice to me.#What if I ended up entirely under your control.#And you're still being nice to me but I don't know if I even have the option to fight back anymore.#I'm scared of you and I hate you and you've never given me a reason for either of those. And that's why I'm scared of you.#And also you're a very wealthy foxgirl lesbian vampire who's incredibly skilled with a sword.#And you set me up to fail and I can't tell if it's on purpose or because you actually think I can do it.#But I don't know what will happen if I tell you no. And I'm too proud to admit my own shortcomings. And too scared to admit weakness.#So I do what you ask me to do. And I hate you and I'm scared of you and you love me like your own son.#And I could never hate my family. And you're my family now.#I chose you. (the alternative was death. the alternative was loneliness) You did not choose me. I fell into your hands.#You feed me. I do not know the length of my own leash.#Idk where I'm going with this. Just. Nico thoughts.
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Tags via @notbecauseofvictories #sears went belly-up in the last 20 years but it was a staple of my childhood. a truly wild coincidence. #I also felt the same little jolt of shock when the curator said that addams worked closely with florence kelley #who earned her law degree from northwestern; and alice hamilton who got her MD from U of M #like excuse me? those are places that currently exist. those are places I could earn a JD or MD from. #that said hull house is an incredible achievement. truly. I think of how much had to happen operationally and financially #to make it viable? the number of people involved both there and in the neighborhood? I get dizzy. #.......on a less serious note I have to believe that the relationship drama happening there must have been INSANE. #there's no way you can put that many passionate over-educated reformer lesbians in a room and not have fireworks.
as much as I love history and Chicago history especially, I do sometimes forget how recent everything here is. I was at the Hull House Museum with a friend of mine the other day, and we had a wonderful time listening to the curator talk about the birth of social work, the women who drove it forward, and the ghost stories that haunt their stomping grounds despite no one really dying there.
As we were walking around after the tour, my friend pointed out that Jane Addams' dress (the one on display in that room, black and small and otherwise unremarkable) had an uneven hem. "Oh, good eye!" the curator, who was walking alongside us, exclaimed. "Addams' tuberculosis left her with some spinal curvature, even after corrective surgery. She had most of her dresses altered to ensure the hem would be straight when she wore them---but on a standard dress form, the hem looks uneven."
"I always forget that having a tailor or dressmaker was considered typical back then," I said.
"No, by that point it was much more common to buy a dress from Sears and have it altered," the curator replied cheerfully. "That's what Addams did."
The whole exchange was maybe a few seconds, but it sticks with me even now. The idea that Jane Addams bought a dress from Sears---where I have also bought dresses, where my mother bought dresses---makes me feel insane. And yet, we're only talking about a hundred years ago or so. Is it so unreasonable that I, as a disaffected teen, was drifting through racks of mass-produced garments, just as Jane Addams did a century before? The exact location of the hands making those garments has changed of course; the workers' protections that Addams' contemporaries fought for have resulted in offshoring that work to less-guarded parts of the world. But it gives me a strange sort of fellow feeling to think about it, all these many decades later.
#this post hits two of my great loves simultaneously: our proximity to#history#and#Jane Adams#who I will go down a rabbit hole of new research about with absolutely the tiniest amount of provocation--God. I'm still so fucking proud#of the paper I did a semester or two back examining how skillfully she manipulated media coverage to get the narraive of immigrants as#autonomous. worthy citizenry of the community. to trump the 'objects of pity and moral decline'#that had come before she was just such a goodamn genius and now I find out that for all! my scads of research there are fucking Hull#House ghost stories like holy god the world is amazing and there's always so much cool shit to discover and I'm just SCREAMING gleefully.#and then. then yeah! as someone for whom Sears was also! an integral part of their childhood just fuck yes the dress thing was amazeballs.#but honestly? the best thing. the crowning achievement. of this post is its nonserious commentary on reformer lesbians because just *yes*#from the limited correspondence etc. we have? so much! fucking relationship drama. just an utter#tumblr gold#tour de force of post and tags to brighten my Monday afternoon#ladies being magnificent#for both Adams and OP honestly
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I'm so in love rn like literally, the only way for me to fall asleep is to imagine she's here, holding me close and stroking my hair, while she whispers sweet nothings into my ear 💭
#i'm gone just too far gone#🌪️#lesbian yearning#wlw#i'm so soft right now#i really wish she was here#lesbian#dykeposting#sappho would be proud of me#wlw soft
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just had to explain to a guy who i'm pretty sure was hitting on me, that i don't know my own sexuality anymore
#i'm pretty sure multiple questions about being attracted to someone in question is being hit on#(plus there's some previous context i'm leaving out)#like i'm not that socially in-adept that i can't tell rather OBVIOUS clues#anyways not interested generally. but. having to explain that you don't know whether or attraction to men is compulsatory or genuine -#- and you've just been second guessing yourself for years now is uhhhhh....#it hasn't made the bisexual w preference towards women or lesbian question any easier. let's just say.#and it's odd. because earlier i was so sure it was bisexual and now...#plus a friend just informed me it's exactly like when i ghosted a guy in middle school and that just brought my mood down immensely#because i am... not proud of that#idk i'm just really conflicted about everything i have no genuine idea how to tell him i'm not interested#and also i would really like to figure out this whole sexuality thing#04 rants
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I just saw a guy friend who was a conservative who didn't even know who was Taylor Swift post in their Instagram history with ME! to congratulate me for my birthday with a gigantic pride flag "happy birthday gay"
And my parents think I do nothing all day pfff, I have a FULL time job changing men, I'm workcoholic actually, 24/7 being a manic pixie dream girl isn't easy
#YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUNCH I FOUGHT WITH THIS MAN#yes i had to explain him who was Taylor Swift#yes he became a swiftie#proud of myself#he's an ally now#yes i really said i can fix him#AND THEN I DID#i know some people who like men say stuff like “i forged the man of my dreams”#well i forged the guy friend of my dreams#lesbian#guy friend#I'm not really a girl but what can i say#manic pixie dream nonbinary?#manic pixie dream enby??
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