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myblacknightworld · 1 year ago

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Gonna reblog gifsets of my new favorite kdrama to take my mind off the economia hell exam

#i really really hope I get an 18 #I'm SO tired of trying this exam #it's hell why did i think this study career was a good idea why didn't I go to literature #vitadacami #anyway i am rewatching moving and I just reached the han hyojoo zo insung episodes #and i know it'll come off as a surprise but they are my favourite/sarcastic #anyway now I'm at the jang juwon episode and i am absolutely not ready for the tears

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that-foul-legacy-lover · 5 months ago

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*puts down some SAGAU fluff* come here i have a tasty meal for you :)

Childe often goes to the city to pick up supplies, as you can't wander into a crowd without getting accused of impersonation- he's seen the scars etched over your skin, the lines of starry blood from blades and burns. so even with the cloth mask you always wear, he doesn't push you to venture into any big cities or villages. you are the Creator, after all, and Childe- Ajax- wants you to be as happy as possible. besides, it's always the perfect opportunity to catch wind of any news floating around, both from his subordinates and chatter on the street. the Eleventh Harbinger is oddly quiet nowadays, completing his work in silence and deep thought, yet the agents of the Fatui swear they can see a faint sparkle in his deep blue eyes.

it's during one of his outings that Ajax notices that he has a shadow- a small, fuzzy shadow, a kitten trotting after him as he goes around doing his weekly errands. the tiny thing is determined keep following him, even though one of his steps is practically an entire journey to it, and after the kitten trails after him to every shop he visits, Ajax simply scoops it up in one hand and carries it with him. it clambers onto his shoulder and makes itself comfortable, periodically mewing and nudging his cheek. Foul Legacy is going mad trying to stay silent in the back of Ajax's head, trilling and chirping in delight at the new adorable friend.

you're equally as delighted when Ajax brings the kitten home, gasping and reaching out as he gently sets it in your hands- and just in time, as Foul Legacy takes over their shared body, nuzzling up to you and chittering very quietly so he doesn't scare the cat. he watches your every move and reaction, the warm smile on your face after all that you've suffered making his heart melt. your newfound friend meows, high pitched and squeaky, kneading biscuits against your scarred palms as Legacy gently pulls you into his lap and purrs deeply along with the tiny kitten's buzzing.

the Creator, an Abyssal monster, and their fluffy companion- now all you need to do is think of a name.

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itz-pandora · 6 days ago

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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"

#quote from MLP:FIW #sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day #sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids #my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit #step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER #<- like grades n shit #also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement #step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail #also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth #i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad #also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse #i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this #not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself #also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family #also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her #sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic #she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying #i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy #<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS #my sisters and i feel like shit #i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys #i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had #Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post

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buttercupshands · 6 months ago

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Spoilers.

I already said what I wanted to say when chapter 423 came out. But, I guess now it's final.

I'm taking a break from mha for now, anything I post is up to me anyway, so posting something if I want to is a thing

And right now? I'm just glad that right now Tomura Shigaraki is dead. Gone. Never to return again.

So... I guess "try your best" is really the best way to end this. I won't re-watch season 1 to confirm to myself that "try your best" literally was what changed Izuku's perception on his nickname Deku.

I just want to sit and look at the wall now. Do some other stuff, watch something else.

After long 4 years of seeing Tomura with AFO in his mind, hate in his heart and that whole backstory. I'm just glad that he's at peace with himself now.

I said that already and I'll say it again. The best ending for the LoV was and still is the one in which they get to do what they want, even die, yes.

It's not the end of manga but for this long arc? It's the end. And I'm glad I followed it.

I posted sketches while joking about fanon, but I hate fanon LoV, preferring canon one still, sadly I can't change something like that in my head. Sorry.

Good luck.

#bnha #shigaraki tomura #tenko shimura #bnha manga spoilers #bnha thoughts #first thoughts #not art #If I was a person who writes dni in their profile #It would've been funny to say something #But that's just cruel and I don't like that.#Honestly? This arc was and wasn't what I expected but for what it's worth... I like it #I wanted to see something like that and people writing fanfics are usually keeping the lov alive or something #Or making Izuku ooc for the sake of just doing it #It's the reason I stopped reading because it wasn't satisfying the itch for canon interaction at all #And manga managed to do that #Anyway because I was so focused on mha and stuff I got in trouble with exams and things #I'll try my best but it's sad that mha was at it's worst in terms of what's in chapter this spring #I really want to say good night but it's 8 am #i'm tired #mha 424

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jupiter--dream · 22 days ago

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(cw vent, sorry it's just been A Couple Of Days)

Not really having many irl friends comes at the price of feeling so terribly lonely, I feel like I have no one to talk to because I'm not close to enough people, or maybe I am and I just haven't talked to them in a while and I don't want this to be our first conversation qwq

I'm honestly just. Tired, tbh qwq

#I mostly talk to my partner #But they've been more absent lately and like they have their own life #But the second they're gone I realize I don't talk to anyone that much #I used to have someone else I spoke to daily; it was an awful friendship though and it took a lot of struggle to end it #But god; just qwq; I'm so tired of everything qwq #Honestly I'm disappointed in how upset it makes me that my partner is more absent because I know it's bc they've found a game they're into #And have been playing non-stop #They'll come telling me that they've done this and that and I'll be struggling HARD and will try to mention it at some point but #But like I wanna leave them their space to be excited but I just #Look. Look the NPD is getting to me; and I know these are not kind or fair feelings but #But I hate it here; I don't care about their game; I don't care about what they've done;#All my brain focuses on is that I've had a shitty fucking day and everything's gone wrong and they weren't here #Because they were fucking playing #And I know that's not fair for MANY reasons and that voicing all that would make me a massive asshole #And that at its core; it's more of a matter of never going anywhere; not having people to hang out with;#Not leaving my house nor talking to that many people #I feel so lonely and so fucking hollow qwq #My bag got taken away and I feel like I've lost an intrinsic part of myself #And to top it all off; I had today's exam and the project I'm doing #And my dad screaming and my period coming and all the things I have to do and how much I yearn for friends #Yet when I'm with my friends I can't wait to be alone #Man; just #I didn't wanna go this far; and I only say it here because no one's really gonna read it;#But I genuinely just wanna kill myself at this point #There's no point nor reason #I'm trying hard to enjoy life but nothing goes my way #I have so many things I want to do and nothing fucking goes my way #I'm so tired; I just want to go to sleep and not wake up; it's gnawing and clawing and it's such an ugly feeling qwq #I feel like if I cut myself I'd be even more pathetic; I wouldn't even be met with sympathy; just. Disappointment #It's been a while since I last self-harmed in a way that was visible

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roseofcards90 · 9 months ago

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I am very heavily frustrated right now

#not like how you used to be :/ why are you surprised you don't do as well as you wanted to on an exam you don't even try anymore lol #also goddd I hate this prof he just keeps on asking us questions expecting us to know the answer to them #bro you're the one teaching the class 😭 like fucking teach instead of asking questions to shit we don't know #I'm just so tired #my posts

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catastrxblues · 1 year ago

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#i want to throw up #and cry #seriously feeling so unmotivated right now and i have exams tomorrow and have only studied a bit #and i'm really tired but i seriously haven't done much #and this is such a vicious cycle and i'm so sick of it #i miss my old self she would've cared #okay i'm going to try to go back studying now #but maybe after some screaming to a pillow for a sec #nadirants

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amngtheflowers · 9 months ago

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'Don't you know? Cilius had a smile on his face.'

#granblue fantasy #gbf #granblue #lucilius #fanart #a redraw #cw blood #tw blood #cw decapitation #tw decapitation #i'm actually really stressed because i have placement exams tomorrow and it's on really short notice #but if i worry abt it too much i'll probably get an anxiety attack and just be really tired tomorrow #i did try to review a bit but the whole situation is kinda a mess so yeah

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goldentangerines · 2 months ago

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i'm in a committed relationship with dark bags under my eyes. i'm faithful to can't sleep at night and tired in the day. i would never cheat on my beautiful wife BONE-DEEP EXHAUSTION

#my ancient greek exam is tomorrow. i'm so done for #tempted to just give up studying and write all day today because inspiration for asja & olande & damian has struck these past weeks #gremlin speaks #insomnia #i'm so tired #i'm living off of coke zero and espresso. it's not good or healthy but i need to get shit done and am so tired #not trying to be quirky here i just have to push through this last week and then i have long weekend because of german unity day #just until then.#academia #jesus christ i'm hanging on by a thread

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cqcandchill · 11 months ago

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booked my 1 night hotel for the CT scan and i'm feeling very adult about it all which is making me nervous given my track record aka *feels adult moments before disaster* but if i can make it through the next two weeks then. whatever that's all that counts

#i am so so so so so tired but i made chicken soup in the slow cooker so. :)#i'm going to make a mug cake and try not to thnk about this final exam i'm failing tomorrow </3

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saltymongoose · 2 years ago

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Hi I'm 100 years late to the hype train but I'm glad you're posting again! I missed seeing your posts on my dash <:)))

FJDSFAAAH This is so sweet Wali, omg, I'm gonna cry. 🥹 I missed seeing you too, it was weird not keeping up with everyone here. ❤️💕💖💗

#Also sorry for being absent yesterday guys!#I was doing exams all day and was dead tired #I'll be finished with all of my uni stuff very soon though. I'm trying to work ahead so hopefully by the end of this week yeah?#ask #chat tag #other's art #crying in the club rn #distressedwalnut #mutuals ✨

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asinglesock · 1 year ago

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had a stress dream that I'd been enrolled in a fifth class this semester and not known about it and that I was failing because of never attending class or turning in assignments

#a sock speaks #grad school tag #I am planning to take a fifth class spring semester just to be sure I suffer as much as possible #I found out the class I didn't get into only had 4 slots available for in-person students bc online students were given priority #nobody else in my Greek class got into it #so it's slightly less embarrassing now #I am so thankful I don't have to present today. I think I'd burst into tears #as it is I'm going to do my bare minimum and go home. tomorrow I'll try to do better.#the stress is really hitting me. not that I can't handle this week but it warps how I envision the future #I remember how tired I get from finals and how much writing I have to do #(60 double-spaced pages of writing for my term papers plus my Hebrew exam)#I think I'll take an incomplete for my longest paper but then it'll still be hanging over my head so I have to at least write the framework #I wish I could look at what I'm doing and see that value of it. I know I love this material and I find it exciting #but I wish I were more excited about what I'm doing with it #if only I had more time

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avinox · 1 year ago

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Nothing like waking up to your father yelling at you to study. Again.

#this is what i feared #i legitimately can't study in the mornings—my brain just goes to ''i'm tired'' and I can't concentrate #the reason i decided to go to that woman's help centre was because i had an anxiety attack thinking what he just did would become the norm #there's months till the exam so imagine what months of him not letting me sleep would do #I'm just wired to be scared of him at this point. I'm always ready for him to react badly or control me #because I mean. this is him starting to be controlling again. checking-in on my room just to see if I'm studying #I can't relax for a moment or sleep—he decides when i get to do those things and for how long #and honestly it just makes me miserable #i AM trying to get this right and secure myself a position working indefinitely—literally so i can escape this situation #my father ruined my concentration and motivation and ability to study when i began my career #he wouldn't stop messaging me to study and threaten me what would happen if i didn't #I haven't been the same since #I'm so scared of losing what I've regained of this ability because of his obsession with me #i just want to pass and have a job #and leave this place for good

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girlpetrarca · 2 years ago

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I can't sleep and I'm terrified about my future