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melancholic-pigeon · 4 months ago

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No, I'm not okay. Thanks for not asking.

#once again I am useless to everyone unless I'm a vessel for their stress #my own doesn't count and doesn't matter #and when you all use me up and leave me a husk you wonder why I'm not moving when you ask me for help #has anyone asked me recently if I'm okay? pshht #I'm the Support Person I'm always okay I never need anything #and if I do it's my fault for not supporting enough #ah well que cera cera #this is just who I am #I'm a vessel and nothing else #I've never been anything else and never will be #nobody gives a shit about me except in terms of what I can do for them news at 11 #did you mean: my entire life thus far?#I'm sick of it #I'm sick of screaming and pleading for help into the cold uncaring void and getting 'so? I have my own problems #leave me alone if you're not going to help me'#fine. i'll leave you alone #I'll stop asking #I'll stop offering #I'll see how long it takes anyone to notice #they won't notice they never do #or rather they will as soon as I can't be the support person anymore #and then they'll get mad at me for not supporting them because I'm not an autonomous person #I'm an on call therapist #with no problems of my own #how dare I pretend to be anything else #I want one (1) person to ask me if I'm okay without having to be prompted to give a shit about my wellbeing #one person. once.#but it's always started with 'oh how are your parents'#'how's your sister'#everyone asks me if everyone BUT me is okay

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ryllen · 11 months ago

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i found some fanarts & fanvid [ x.x.x ] and watched a bit of book 7 playthrough where sebek cried

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hajihiko · 1 year ago

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Picking people for his gang like rotten apples off the ground

#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Peko pekoyama #ryoma hoshi #izuru kamukura #chihiro fujisaki #Ultimate Impostor #An art #They're not rotten apples they're just traumatized and a bit damaged but the caption was funnier #Anyway these are all characters that Fuyuhiko either invites to join him or offer protection to #Points again to my 'people on the fringe of society' ramble #If I had limitless time and patience and mobility I'd make a comic series about the funky antics of a really ragtag Yakuza group #I'm seeing it in my brain ok #Impostor is different they turned him down and are remarkably good at handling their own shit #But maybe they can be convinced to lend a hand on occasion.....#Chihiro was not offered a job just protection. Why? Fuyuhiko just picks favourites like that #Izuru and Ryoma both got the 'hey if you got nowhere else to go...'#Ok I'll stop

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mobius-m-mobius · 4 months ago

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You wanna hear a good story? Listen to this one.

Mobius + comfort

#owen wilson #mobius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #loki #marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs #CHARACTER OF ALL TIME FOREVER BELOVED #thank god this is my own post and i'm not about to write a tag essay under some pour soul's set bc here we go lmao #imagine MAKING comfort at a place like the tva!!#where we know what happened when he hesitated #and also explains the general antagonistic attitude towards him by most of the other hunters in s1 bc why would they respect him afterwards #but he never stops believing things will get better because if he can change so can anyone else #when d-90 essentially apologizes for KILLING him how could mobius do anything but offer forgiveness #when he himself had followed the guise of those same orders to kill and understands what it feels like to realize that #for all the reassurance and support he gives everyone else the most he ever allowed himself was a dream #which led to the same rapt attention and focus from a god no less in order to finally be seen for the first time and appreciated bc of it #then as always owen showed this in a million ways from microexpressions to line delivery so guess i'll just yell about it for eternity #(or at least some more in my mind since tumblr is cutting this off in search unless i trim the tags but y'all feel me ✌️😅)

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filmnoirsbian · 9 months ago

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#i love that they used daryl dixon as the bg lmao #anyways! this has been a long time coming. the positives abt social media have been starting to stop outweighing the negatives for me #and rather than offering the connection to others it once did it has begun to feel very disconnecting to me in a way i do not like #i will still pop in occasionally i think if only just to post poetry or answer asks. but i will no longer be opening this app daily or #uploading my queue so when whatever's in there now runs out that's it!#I'll still be active on patreon. slightly less active on substack and medium. and wolfgang and i will still be doing the podcast.#but i need to take my time back tbh and this will help me do that hopefully. hope ur all as well as can be <3 #tcp

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keyh0use · 9 months ago

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11 + an extra row ??? (I've been doing too many)

#second ones joke is that rafe would never reply like that #he'd immediately excuse himself after reading the text #get on his lil bike and speed all the way to the trailer to get railed #heavily relate to the last one 😒#I know everything #even if you think I don't #I do #Let this be a cryptic warning and if you're nervous? Prob about you.#Anyways!!! I'll probably never stop spamming the tag with these dumb posts bc I have nothing better to offer rn #rafebarry #rafe x barry #rarry obx #rafe cameron #barry (obx)#barry obx #obx #outer banks

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woobble42069 · 10 months ago

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landduo is awesome because they'll say they hate each other and want the other to die horrible deaths and live through horrible fates, and mean it! but then they'll also do things for each other that are so kind.

they'll support each other through it all while still being little hater bitches as much as bbh may plot scheme and prank we all know he's clingy and always leaves gifts when he's gone too far

and for all the insults foolish throws bad's way he can read bad like a book and is patient will all bad's antics when anyone else would have been driven insane by now

no matter it be platonic, qpr, or romantic or just up in the air you gotta admit they're close

and even if you're not a fan you can count on their character interactions to always be interesting

#qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp foolish #land duo #foolhalo #crossposting my landduo appriciaction post bc i'm p happy with it #i''m sure i missed some stuff but that's ok #remember when qbbh implied they're family #remember when leo said her favorite place was bbh's farm bc they used to hang out there in the early days #remember when bad did the building inspector prank and foolish was shocked the fed could break bbh #remember when bbh could see when foolish was missing leo under his happy facade and offered to hold his hand #remember when qbbh pole danced for foolish to cheer him up after leo's first death #remember when foolish offered bad a place in the dragon tower when the eggs got taken #remember when foolish let pomme and bad keep their vacation home for a while in his home #remember when foolish asked bbh to call him a dirty little muffin #oh wait that was yesterday #ok i'll stop #they don't speak fondly of each other but there's no doubt in my mind that they care for each other #ablate in their own 'have not attachment' immortal way

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into-the-feniverse · 7 months ago

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Expanded on the Vash chibi collection 🤞

#If my printer can handle glossy vinyl and if I can figure out how to jailbreak it maybeeee I'll start offering stickers #since redbubble keeps taking everything down #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun 98 #trigun maximum #vash #vash the stampede #tristamp #tri98 #trimax #anyways slowly getting better at drawing that spikey hair #really wish i'd stop hyperfixating on characters with hair like that tho cause it's SO HARD TO DRAW #what in the eff happened to the cropping on this 🙄 oh well whatever #MQ doodles

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tls123 · 8 months ago

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han sooyoung 1863 (and her specifically) offering eternal sleep to yoo joonghyuk is an act of mercy and.... and, god, it was kindness

#orv spoilers #your god (who does not yet know she's your god) looks at you and goes #sacrifice your connections to all of these people #suffer alone for so long you become a shell of a man #and at the end i promise i'll make this world (which you love so so much) as safe as it can be #not as safe as we would want it. we cannot save it in that way #but we can hit pause and at least stop it from getting any worse #this is the best peace i can offer it and you #and then. then you can go to sleep. you can stop.#i've made you walk for so long now just a few more steps and i'll let you rest #orv #han sooyoung #yoo joonghyuk #orv.txt #fra.txt #yoohan #their dynamic in 1863 makes me insane in hindsight #and she doesn't know she made him but the fact that she alone was able to offer this to him........#of course. of course it was her. it couldn't be anyone but.

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wernerherzogs · 2 months ago

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train wasn't delayed more than usual AND i got a pretty girl's luggage off the train for her... 10/10 polish railway experience

#lmao there was this dude hovering behind me and her near the entrance as we waited for the train to stop #and as soon as i offered to take her things he was like 'i'll take it!'#didn't even dignify that with a response didn't even look in his direction :)#she wanted me to take the smaller one she was like 'the other one is so heavy :( '#context: she was shorter than me and Very slim #i was like nah i'll take it!#reader. i think she had a body in there <3 #anyway really regret leaving her at the station with just a smile and not asking if he wanted further help #but frankly i wanted to get home and pee ajffhh #also regret not giving her a wink but that surely would have been an overkill......#also i always worry how that comes across when you're total strangers :/#anyway it was a rolling suitcase so hopefully she made it out alright and called a taxi or sth #all of this to say. Why is flirting so easy when i don't mean anything by it dear god.......#soon as i like someone it's like 😐 five minutes of silence. low chuckle. 😐 'i think the weather forecast said it might. rain today. 😐.'#another reason why i'm staying single forever thank you .

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stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage · 11 months ago

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This. This. This entire conversation with Morrigan actually makes me want to sob. She and my Tabris always becomes close friends over the course of DAO; that, paired with the fact that my Tabris always romances Alistair, makes everything about this hurt so much more when you take DAO's ending into account.

Her confusion over why my Tabris didn't send her away. Why she didn't abandon her after they learned of Flemeth's plans. Why Tabris went out of her way to slay Flemeth and bring her the true grimoire. She asks Tabris why, and is baffled when the answer is, "I did it because I'm your friend," as if it's that simple.

The way Morrigan looks at the warden, the way her voice cracks when she says, "I want you to know that while I may not always prove... worthy... of your friendship, I will always value it."

She knows how this will end; Flemeth sent her with the wardens with the end goal of stopping the blight and obtaining the old god soul through the dark ritual. Morrigan knows that Alistair and Tabris are the only Grey Wardens here, and assuming they don't find more, one of them will have to die defeating the archdemon unless they agree to do the dark ritual.

With that context, her asking Alistair, "And what if a Grey Warden has forced to choose between the Warden he loved and ending the Blight? What should his choice be?" suddenly has so much subtext weaved through the words that I'm gonna start foaming at the mouth. She's practically telling Alistair that a warden has to die. She's scrutinizing his reaction to find any hint that suggests he would agree to the dark ritual in order to save himself and the woman he loves. And when he doesn't choose, she has her answer.

Morrigan made comments to Tabris about him, almost hopeful that their relationship was just a physical thing between them and not actually riddled with feelings... and then gives disapproval when Tabris says she loves him.

She doesn't want the warden to die; hell, she doesn't want Alistair to die, either; whether because she does actually care about him or because she knows it'll break her friend's heart if she loses him, or both!

Things would be so much easier if the only two Grey Wardens left to defeat the blight didn't fall in love, wouldn't they, Morrigan?

She knows that in the end, no matter the outcome, she will lose the woman she called sister and it's devastating.

Morrigan, who has never known true friendship. Who grew up isolated in the woods with an abusive mother and terrible implications for her future. Who discovered said mother planned to take over her body just as she did with her other daughters. Who doesn't understand kindness as it was rarely given to her without a catch. Who isolates herself from the others in camp. Who finally has a companion she cares about... and in the end, if her plan works and the dark ritual is completed, she'll end up pregnant and alone and wearing Tabris' resentment like a tender wound on her heart.

Or Tabris will reject the ritual, and will die to the archdemon.

Or her lover will.

I just- the dynamic between the warden, romanced Alistair, and Morrigan is so good and painful and rich that I'm gnawing on furniture as we speak.

#dragon age origins #dao #alistair theirin #dao alistair #dao morrigan #dao tabris #warden tabris #i'm replaying dao right now in case my recent written posts haven't made that obvious #the relationship dynamics the warden has with each of the companions is so so soooo good like there isn't a companion i dislike #i play into the slow burn with alistair's romance but it's not even just the romance aspect it's also their friendship too #playing dao and not romancing alistair would feel wrong at this point for me it's so crucial to the entire story and its development #and i love morrigan's friendship with the warden and how gutted tabris is when she comes clean about everything and offers the ritual #and then bails once everything is over and tabris is torn between hating her and feeling hurt and not wanting morrigan to be alone again #i talked more in depth about morrigan and the ritual in a previous post but it's a lot... especially when it comes to the witch hunt dlc #oh and then there's the friendship between tabris and zevran like don't even get me started on that sksksks i won't be able to stop #even a character like oghren who is the last person you'd think tabris would ever become friends with since he's y'know *oghren*#but i'll go on the record and say there's more to oghren that gets overlooked and overshadowed by his glaring flaws #and i don't wanna talk about leliana... she makes me too sad like ever since my last playthrough where i accidentally triggered her romance #while i was deep in alistair's romance i have a really hard time not reading into the things she says to tabris #in my last playthrough i dunno what i did but she confessed to tabris even though she was fully aware that tabris and alistair were togethe #and it was a *mess* okay like it really felt like we killed marjolaine and leliana was in a vulnerable position yet was hardened enough #to be like 'i know she and alistair are together but i'll take my shot anyway and attempt to break them up' like.... noooooo leliana D:#and the rest of the game it felt like she was bitter and still in love with tabris and i felt *horrible*#i just said i don't wanna talk about it but hhhnnngggg i'm taking extra precautions to not have a repeat of that this time #excuse my tag ramblings i'm just very passionate about dao and the companions okay #also want to note that this is my interpretation of morrigan's motivations based on how i play the game and my warden #so others might view this reaction and the warden/romanced alistair/morrigan dynamic differently and in that case #i would be interested to hear that different interpretations because those are always fun to read

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la-galaxie-langblr · 12 days ago

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today on random languages my brain is going 👀 at is biblical hebrew and biblical greek

#the following tags will have discussions of my faith and christianity in general so if you're not interested in that then stop reading ig #some lore: in my early teens i did consider doing a theology degree at uni and becoming an ordained minister/taking a role in the church #this was before i found out a) in my denomination only men can be ministers (deaconesses exist but yeah) and b) the church as an institutio #is pretty yikes #and then finding out i'm queer and nonbinary threw other spanners in there but despite it all my faith is still so so important to me #i want to start learning about christian/comparative theology more broadly to understand both my own faith and others' better #idk why but today i randomly ended up on the webpage for the theological college in NI and was just looking through the courses they offer #maybe someday in the distant future i'll have the money and time to burn to do an online postgrad degree with them #but yeah they have a postgrad certificate in biblical greek 👀 which looked v cool #the internet is a wonderful place and i found a pretty comprehensive looking biblical hebrew course on youtube and i'd probs be able to fin #biblical greek somewhere if i looked hard enough #greek and hebrew are both such linguistically interesting languages and being able to read some would also help in my theological adventure #so new side quest just dropped ig? at least it's my reading week this week so I can dabble in them with no consequences #i've also been wanting to try and learn a language via an immersion focus - obvs can't do full immersion with biblical greek and hebrew but #yeah using a less grammar and vocab focused approach than i'm used to #i have access to digital bibles so i could just choose a v literal english translation and then try and parse what's happening?#yeah we'll see #langblr #ellis exclaims

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minzart · 7 months ago

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Having Gregor dissent and right after killing Valefar(after 5 cosecutives tries over two fukcing days) and The One who Waits just giving you a peep talk and the read minds hability made me draft a two page lil something

That I can't finish till next Night but it's basicaly

Narinder: the vessel is getting sloopy and sad bc the bitch of a bull left... MOTHER FUCKER I AM RIGHT HERE, STOP TREATING MORTALS LIKE FRIENDS-

Lamb with big doe eyes misinterpreting the mensage as the cat God wanna be friends and ready to start small talking in the next meeting: 🥺

#narinder has no idea what is comming. he has just opened the doors to an unescapable house. he has started his own doom #cotl #i'm rambling #the way i'm doing the lamb is just. 'i'll maintain this very professional. i want revenge blood and tears of gods. i just wanna live'#and then there was narinder 'PAY ATTENTION TO ME VESEL STOP CANOODLING WITH MORTALS YOU ARE ABOVE IT' with a killer smile #and the lamb goes '.... well fuck he is offering-'#narinder is rusty in manipulation he forgot to hammer the martyr and romantic fashion of death factor to ge the lamb to submit completely #it's what thousand of years imprisioned with just two sons doea to ya

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nikutsuneart · 1 year ago

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Wow, big surprise! I'm having a Holiday sale! 🎄

Use the code " HAPPYHOLIDAYS " for 15% off your entire order after $20!

I have some limited stock/clearance as well as preorders (and new stuff on the horizon) so feel free to give the shop a peek!

SHOP!

#Merchandise #Kingdom Hearts #pls clear me of these little wooden pins I have BIG PLANS #Vograce stopped offering heart shaped sticky notes so idk if or when i'll be able to get them again #so get em while you can baby they are LIMITED

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didderd · 5 months ago

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Can I say I love how simpful you are it's so lovely and delightful reading the tags

i like himb...

#HE SO-#he so handsomeeeeee #didderd asks #nosebleed-inglishera #buff... mans.... wif that smirk...#(i'll take those kissing lessons if he's offering FGKBJN)#i mean #who said that #fkgjbnkfjn #killers needa stop being so hot

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psalmsofpsychosis · 1 month ago

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waking up to David Mazouz dropping a phd thesis on Joker and calling Joker 2 "flat and mild" instead of "outrageously hate-worthy" and outright coming out and saying "whatever good Joker 2 tried to do Gotham did first" and then proceeding to like and put an Amen to an "Only Batman would go to this length to find the good in Joker because he is his one true love" comment and SCREENCAPPING AND REPOSTING THE COMMENT AS HIS IG STORY LIKE, babygirl i desire you carnally

#10th anniversary of Gotham and David with a psychology+economics combo masters is ON THE FUCKING LOOSE #and goddd i'm living for it i live for everything he has to offer because HE'S RIGHT #y'all out there hailing lukewarm milquetoast media as ''something to hate forever and ever“ lol. lmao even #but also I'M ALWAYS SAYING THIS I'LL NEVER STOP SAYING THIS. every Batman non-comic media trying to go way out there and reinvent the wheel #Gotham did it first. And if they took an inspiration they did it better. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It's a horrible show #AND Gotham was better at being a horrible show. They knew how to fail well.#but also David putting Batjokes in fullthrottle like yes baby we know. WE KNOW. So glad to have you on the team though ❤️#I'm truly blessed to have witnessed two lovely assholes invent batjokes on live tv #need a compilation post with Cameron's ''i think it's love; i think Jeremiah loves him in his own twisted way'' interview #and David putting an ''Amen brother'' on a “Joker is his one true love'' comment #insane show insane cast what a time to be alive #today has already been a day and half and it's 11AM #head full so many thoughts brrrr #Gotham TV #wayleska

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