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No, I'm not okay. Thanks for not asking.
#once again I am useless to everyone unless I'm a vessel for their stress#my own doesn't count and doesn't matter#and when you all use me up and leave me a husk you wonder why I'm not moving when you ask me for help#has anyone asked me recently if I'm okay? pshht#I'm the Support Person I'm always okay I never need anything#and if I do it's my fault for not supporting enough#ah well que cera cera#this is just who I am#I'm a vessel and nothing else#I've never been anything else and never will be#nobody gives a shit about me except in terms of what I can do for them news at 11#did you mean: my entire life thus far?#I'm sick of it#I'm sick of screaming and pleading for help into the cold uncaring void and getting 'so? I have my own problems#leave me alone if you're not going to help me'#fine. i'll leave you alone#I'll stop asking#I'll stop offering#I'll see how long it takes anyone to notice#they won't notice they never do#or rather they will as soon as I can't be the support person anymore#and then they'll get mad at me for not supporting them because I'm not an autonomous person#I'm an on call therapist#with no problems of my own#how dare I pretend to be anything else#I want one (1) person to ask me if I'm okay without having to be prompted to give a shit about my wellbeing#one person. once.#but it's always started with 'oh how are your parents'#'how's your sister'#everyone asks me if everyone BUT me is okay
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i found some fanarts & fanvid [ x.x.x ] and watched a bit of book 7 playthrough where sebek cried
#considering watching the whole playthrough because when will ortho release me#twisted wonderland#twst#sebek zigvolt#baul zigvolt#twst silver#only his pants visible tho fsh#twst grim#twst yuu#twst mc#twst baby#book 7#fanart#they really had their moments silver and sebek#and the whole diasomnia family gang#HE QUICKLY STOPPED HIS CRYING THO that sebek#IT CRACKS ME UP#i mean the story has to proceed BUT U DON'T HAVE TO TURN OFF UR TEARS TAP THAT FAST#that fanart of baul thinking that his grown up grandson would not be interested in sweets anymore so he offered sebek coffee#but then his grandson like um... i still... can't drink coffee... maybe if i keep trying i'll be able to one day...#and baul just N ever mind pl ease have this whole cake#FSFH#H SEBEK
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Heya, feel free not to answer if this is uncomfortable, invasive or you just don't want to :)
I'm a trans guy and I'm, after top surgery, hoping to get laurel wreaths tattooed over the scars with florograpgy accents.
Do you have any advice for someone who's never had a tattoo before? Anyways to deal with pain, common courtesies for the tattoo artist, how the actual session goes, etc.?
Love ya,
Quimble
THAT'S A GREAT IDEA also absolutely!!!
don't stress about it or worry about being 'too much', for someone's first one i will talk through every single thing i'm doing and there are no stupid questions or too many concerns. also don't worry about twitching/flinching, it's not your fault and we know how to work around it
your artist should never make you feel bad about ANYTHING!! you can move the stencil as many times as you want and we don't care about your body or what you look like. if you need to take a break it's fine, if you need numbing spray it's fine. i would honestly rather slightly inconvenience myself than make you uncomfortable. as long as you aren't intentionally wiggling around the entire time or being a dick to the artist, you're all good.
yes it is going to hurt but it probably won't be as bad as you think it will be. when i got my first one i really hyped myself up and was very underwhelmed by the pain aksddfjfdj
bring something with you like a book or headphones if you need a distraction (as long as the tattoo placement allows it). i'm quite chatty most of the time but if you want a quiet session/no smalltalk you can ask for that
the actual session will go something like: show up, look at the design, make any changes if you want, test it out for sizing, put the stencil on and make sure you like it, then start the tattoo. afterwards they'll go through all the aftercare with you and either put on second skin (a film that sticks to your skin and protects the tattoo) or wrap it in clingfilm
if they haven't specified when you book the appointment then ask if it's cash/card/paypal etc and if it's cash, try and get it out BEFORE the tattoo appointment (just a time saving thing). also tipping is never expected but always Extremely appreciated :))
please please PLEASE tell us if you don't like the design/want to change the placement etc. personally i would be mortified if i knew someone didn't like what i'd done and didn't feel comfortable telling me. it's there forever so i want you to like it!!
#ramble#tattoo apprentice things#cannot stress enough that it helps NOBODY if you keep any concerns to yourself#also!!! if it's in an area where you need to take clothes off#you should absolutely be offered a screen or a private room if you want it#oh also your artist should never ask you to remove clothing that isn't necessary. ie take your top off for a forearm tattoo#also if YOU'RE uncomfortable with the way your artist is treating you you are allowed to ask to stop and walk out#please don't sit and take it i know it's so fucking hard bc it's a weirdly vulnerable position to be in but you NEED TO#i might remember other things later so i'll add on if i think of anything else#oh even if you're not a fainter please for the love of god make sure you eat beforehand#i'm serious about the twitching thing it's not as big of a problem as you think it is
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Picking people for his gang like rotten apples off the ground
#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu#Peko pekoyama#ryoma hoshi#izuru kamukura#chihiro fujisaki#Ultimate Impostor#An art#They're not rotten apples they're just traumatized and a bit damaged but the caption was funnier#Anyway these are all characters that Fuyuhiko either invites to join him or offer protection to#Points again to my 'people on the fringe of society' ramble#If I had limitless time and patience and mobility I'd make a comic series about the funky antics of a really ragtag Yakuza group#I'm seeing it in my brain ok#Impostor is different they turned him down and are remarkably good at handling their own shit#But maybe they can be convinced to lend a hand on occasion.....#Chihiro was not offered a job just protection. Why? Fuyuhiko just picks favourites like that#Izuru and Ryoma both got the 'hey if you got nowhere else to go...'#Ok I'll stop
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Good luck at the union meeting
the new board forgot to actually vote to approve representatives to negotiate so we're meeting with the new rep i hate and the board members just to have a fucking chat apparently, because this literally legally cannot be the start of negotiations
#original#STOP TRYING TO VOTE FOR AN EVEN BIGGER WAGE GAP BETWEEN UNION MEMBERS I'LL KILL YOU#we tried to oust our president for being a shithead#and the new rep with no context or ability to read the room sabotaged the vote lmao#this is also the rep that accused me of individual bargaining when management offered to pay me more
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Also, just a tiny gift I just made for the occasion! (Couldn't do it before cuz I was hyped lol)
SO YEAH, WELCOME BACK @gorebek !!:D����💕🎉🎉🎉
#Gir Says#Can I offer you a tiny Bugbear in these trying times??#(I promise I'll stop spamming you I'm just so happy and wanted to gif u something!!)#Once Upon a Witchlight#OUAW#Torbek#Gorebek
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11 + an extra row ??? (I've been doing too many)
#second ones joke is that rafe would never reply like that#he'd immediately excuse himself after reading the text#get on his lil bike and speed all the way to the trailer to get railed#heavily relate to the last one 😒#I know everything#even if you think I don't#I do#Let this be a cryptic warning and if you're nervous? Prob about you.#Anyways!!! I'll probably never stop spamming the tag with these dumb posts bc I have nothing better to offer rn#rafebarry#rafe x barry#rarry obx#rafe cameron#barry (obx)#barry obx#obx#outer banks
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Chef greg delivery just for you. it's a wonder I hadn't bearified him yet, he's my fave greg too 🔪
gays literally only want one thing (to be chopped up and eaten by a depressed man) and it's fucking disgusting
#kabukeo#something to bear in mind#other's art#limbus company#project moon#lcb gregor#r.b. sous chef gregor#namesake#i'm sorry for doing a haha funny joke reply i just like#i spent like ten minutes pacing around my house when i saw this in my inbox i'm not exaggerating#thank you for my life i love him so bad#do i need a gift art tag now i just like. i don't even know what to say#i haven't even made any actual proper posts yet i just made a silly blog i feel like i haven't done anything to earn this#to stop myself from blubbering i'm just going to respond to the tags on your rb#no problem for providing details again i think about this grown ass fucking man too god damn much but it's not a problem.#problems are only problems if you call them a problem. it's not a problem.#thank you for seeing the vision on rhino geg.#since kjh refuses to release him that just means that we can continue to acknowledge this as true and canon and there's nothing he can do#[ignore that he has a cameo in a card in game no he doesn't]#to me rosespanner is like. very much the type of guy that when you're crushing on him you try to talk to him#and then you get him to start talking about stuff he's interested in#and then before long you end up agreeing to watch something you don't care for in the slightest#solely for the purpose of having something in common to talk with him about#meanwhile he doesn't pick up on you trying to flirt with him like at all#anyway i could go on about how badly i need hex nail gregor for both bear reasons and thematic Actual reasons#but i'm pretty sure i'm about to hit the tag limit. so i'll just say thank you again for the cannibal i will treasure him forever and alway#it took me like thirty minutes to type this all out after i sat down to actually do it because i kept getting embarrassed lmao#offerings to beargregor#< gift art tag#that's it. thank you for my life once again. keep fighting the good fight soldier. we'll get this to be common fanon one day. trust.
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landduo is awesome because they'll say they hate each other and want the other to die horrible deaths and live through horrible fates, and mean it! but then they'll also do things for each other that are so kind.
they'll support each other through it all while still being little hater bitches as much as bbh may plot scheme and prank we all know he's clingy and always leaves gifts when he's gone too far
and for all the insults foolish throws bad's way he can read bad like a book and is patient will all bad's antics when anyone else would have been driven insane by now
no matter it be platonic, qpr, or romantic or just up in the air you gotta admit they're close
and even if you're not a fan you can count on their character interactions to always be interesting
#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp foolish#land duo#foolhalo#crossposting my landduo appriciaction post bc i'm p happy with it#i''m sure i missed some stuff but that's ok#remember when qbbh implied they're family#remember when leo said her favorite place was bbh's farm bc they used to hang out there in the early days#remember when bad did the building inspector prank and foolish was shocked the fed could break bbh#remember when bbh could see when foolish was missing leo under his happy facade and offered to hold his hand#remember when qbbh pole danced for foolish to cheer him up after leo's first death#remember when foolish offered bad a place in the dragon tower when the eggs got taken#remember when foolish let pomme and bad keep their vacation home for a while in his home#remember when foolish asked bbh to call him a dirty little muffin#oh wait that was yesterday#ok i'll stop#they don't speak fondly of each other but there's no doubt in my mind that they care for each other#ablate in their own 'have not attachment' immortal way
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Expanded on the Vash chibi collection 🤞
#If my printer can handle glossy vinyl and if I can figure out how to jailbreak it maybeeee I'll start offering stickers#since redbubble keeps taking everything down#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun 98#trigun maximum#vash#vash the stampede#tristamp#tri98#trimax#anyways slowly getting better at drawing that spikey hair#really wish i'd stop hyperfixating on characters with hair like that tho cause it's SO HARD TO DRAW#what in the eff happened to the cropping on this 🙄 oh well whatever#MQ doodles#mq chibi
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Chat do we fw Pressure?
#cultist's offerings#i actually kinda hate these now but I'll post em anyway because i need to stop hating everything i do sisgsbsksy#pressure#pressure roblox#sebastian solace#sebastian solace fanart#i love the fish guy.#he's just so... fish..
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han sooyoung 1863 (and her specifically) offering eternal sleep to yoo joonghyuk is an act of mercy and.... and, god, it was kindness
#orv spoilers#your god (who does not yet know she's your god) looks at you and goes#sacrifice your connections to all of these people#suffer alone for so long you become a shell of a man#and at the end i promise i'll make this world (which you love so so much) as safe as it can be#not as safe as we would want it. we cannot save it in that way#but we can hit pause and at least stop it from getting any worse#this is the best peace i can offer it and you#and then. then you can go to sleep. you can stop.#i've made you walk for so long now just a few more steps and i'll let you rest#orv#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#orv.txt#fra.txt#yoohan#their dynamic in 1863 makes me insane in hindsight#and she doesn't know she made him but the fact that she alone was able to offer this to him........#of course. of course it was her. it couldn't be anyone but.
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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Would anyone be interested in a tarot reading?
I got a new deck recently and haven't had the chance to really use it, so I wanted to offer in case anyone was interested.
#Mooncat ramblings#Y'all are free to send me DMs with questions#or an ask#and I'll reply privately#<3#I used to offer readings over on ko-fi#but have since stopped#and need some reason to pick back up again#So I figured why not put a post out#No payment necessary for these btw#but maybe I'll open up readings again over there#if enough people are curious
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Having Gregor dissent and right after killing Valefar(after 5 cosecutives tries over two fukcing days) and The One who Waits just giving you a peep talk and the read minds hability made me draft a two page lil something
That I can't finish till next Night but it's basicaly
Narinder: the vessel is getting sloopy and sad bc the bitch of a bull left... MOTHER FUCKER I AM RIGHT HERE, STOP TREATING MORTALS LIKE FRIENDS-
Lamb with big doe eyes misinterpreting the mensage as the cat God wanna be friends and ready to start small talking in the next meeting: 🥺
#narinder has no idea what is comming. he has just opened the doors to an unescapable house. he has started his own doom#cotl#i'm rambling#the way i'm doing the lamb is just. 'i'll maintain this very professional. i want revenge blood and tears of gods. i just wanna live'#and then there was narinder 'PAY ATTENTION TO ME VESEL STOP CANOODLING WITH MORTALS YOU ARE ABOVE IT' with a killer smile#and the lamb goes '.... well fuck he is offering-'#narinder is rusty in manipulation he forgot to hammer the martyr and romantic fashion of death factor to ge the lamb to submit completely#it's what thousand of years imprisioned with just two sons doea to ya
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Wow, big surprise! I'm having a Holiday sale! 🎄
Use the code " HAPPYHOLIDAYS " for 15% off your entire order after $20!
I have some limited stock/clearance as well as preorders (and new stuff on the horizon) so feel free to give the shop a peek!
SHOP!
#Merchandise#Kingdom Hearts#pls clear me of these little wooden pins I have BIG PLANS#Vograce stopped offering heart shaped sticky notes so idk if or when i'll be able to get them again#so get em while you can baby they are LIMITED
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