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Lex's Symbiotic Nightmare Au Lore~
I decided to write up some lore for Lex cause why the fuck not, I wanted to go ham bro.
Lex and Nightmare had been inseparable even before their symbiotic bond. It wasn't until a battle with Nightmare's brother, Dream, did she realize how much she was afraid to lose him...and how much he actually loved her.
She was caught in the crossfire in attempt to protect him and was fatally wounded. Nightmare's hatred for his brother, as great as it was, was nothing compared to the panic and fear he had of losing her. It was risky, and it was something he never thought he'd do, but he used his own corruption to bind himself to her to save her life....
It was a risk he was willing to take. He knew the traumas that haunted her, knew he would be able to maintain his corruption and a form for a period of time if necessary, but he knew he could save her even more because of it.
He wasn't even sure she'd thank him in the end for it.
Lex's symbiotic relationship with Nightmare proved to be a learning process; where he was stoic and deliberate, she was relaxed and took her time. So much, half of their training involved her doing little of the work, much to his disappointment but at least he had some control in their attacks and strategy.
It took forever for them to equally decide on something formidable. Lex relied on hand-to-hand combat...so what's better than another pair of hands to do the dirty work for her? Nightmare disapproved of it at first, resulting in argument, but eventually he gave into her persuasion.
He could never say no to her, if he could help it.
It enforced her laziness, but it allowed him to protect her, and in the end, that was his goal.
The symbiotic relationship led to Nightmare's deliberate approach to presenting themselves. He enjoyed how she looked in rather tight clothing, but Lex dismissed the opportunity and requested she'd have something casual and loose. If she was going to be fighting, she needed the room without tearing a corrupted-seam. He countered with the point that she was always standing there letting him do the work, so he should get to choose.
They decided on a little bit of both.
Thankfully, do to their prior budding relationship, their symbiote companionship was as fluent and coordinated as ever. Lex was a sucker for creating chaos herself, so when it came to destruction, she actually enjoyed the fun.
Though, not all things shared between them were good.
Lex's relaxed approach to everything often allowed for troubled encounters, where Nightmare often relinquished majority of her control for his own to do as he needed. Patience wasn't always a virtue with Lex, even if it was her SOUL trait.
The symbiotic control allowed him to use his corruption and willpower to use Lex more as a vessel, though he didn't like it. It left the two numb and quiet. It reminded Lex of her past memories, the ones she tried so hard to hide behind her chillaxed demeanor. It took a couple days for Nightmare to bring her back to earth and eat away the negative energy that slowly ate away at her mind.
However, the two often sought to handle missions themselves, if the AU didn't call for the entire crew. In one of their AU jumps, they met their original alternates: Motti and their Nightmare. They realized they were merely just one of the many symbiotic relationships scavenging the negative AUs for whatever--or whichever--Nightmare could reach.
Symbiotic Nightmare Au by @/mothiepixie ~ ! <3
#my art#sans au#caycantdoodle#symbiotic nightmare au#symbiote nightmare#Lex x Nightmare#Lex x Symbiote Nightmare#symbiote nightmare brain rot#choked by this au#dying happy#i have so many ideas#Lore might change#I'll see how I feel#i just made up whatever made sense#kinda went off tbh lmfao
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Merman Lupin crawling on land in order to steal land people stuff to add to his Ariel-esque treasure hoard. He sometimes overestimates how long he can go without water tho
This would happen approximately 10 times a week. Jigen is not amused.
At least he kept the fork 🍴
#i used a gold pen for the fork to give a more rich look? if that makes sense#also i thought it'd be funny if when he is desperate and without water the seagulls pick up to that and start attacking him#lupin iii#lupin the third#arsene lupin iii#jigen daisuke#jigen#mermaid au#fanart#art#i think ill start drawing christmas stuff now#I'll see how i feel#if you saw this saying spoon. no you didn't#traditional art#ask#anonymous#answered
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thursday is gunna be so rough, the two testing sessions at my site are brothers who are SO hard to test it's like pulling teeth, and then i have an exam in class after
#tomorrow should be good tho#im doing an intake at noon#and i'll be probably helping a testing client with one last self report#we wanted to wait to give it to her cause it's a trauma one and she's very volatile#and im probably gunna get to sit with her and help her if she needs explaining or like if it distresses her#i've tested with her previously so we've built a lil rapport ^-^#might go home after the intake tho and shower idk idk#i'll see how i feel#jester.txt
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I've been dealing with a cold the last two weeks, so I took the down time to tinker with a mobile game idea I've had for a while :3
#game dev#mobile games#sonic the hedgehog#Chao#sonic chao#I don't know if I'll develop this fully#I'll see how I feel
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I love the unhinged idea that if Mc is angry or dissapointed with the demons, that they would create a circle of salt around themselves and just stay in it
And no matter the immense combined powers that Diavolo, Barbatos, and the Brothers hold, they ain't getting past the salt circle no matter what they do
Salt is the most powerful thing in the Devildom, confirmed
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#obey me!#obey me mc#obey me diavolo#obey me barbatos#obey me brothers#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#Obey me demons#Sorry about the lack of posts#Pretty sure I'm suffering creators block#i'll try to post more#But we'll see how well that goes#obey me random#idk what else to tag#I feel so brain dead
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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#senart#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 5: Flip Slip.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 4.5)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mdzs au#Yungmang Jiang Training Arc AU#lan wangji#wei wuxian#digital art#Trying out some digital techniques to see if I can get closer to feel/style of my traditional comics.#So far the biggest difference is *colouring* Digital colouring feels...not good. I have complained about this before and I'll complain agai#Before we get into the sad stuff with Yungmeng Jiang in the PD-MDZS comics lets have some lighthearted fun!#Remember that if anything bad happens to these Jiang disciples in the canon comic - they are happy in this AU B'*)#I think one of the funniest things about the teenxian dynamic is how WWX accidently finds things that get LWJ to feel flustered.#My guy wwx goes 'I'm going to lightly bully/tease this nerd 'cause his reactions are funny.' and LWJ goes “My god. He's everything to me.”#Part two of the fun part of this dynamic is that LWJ is ever so lightly self aware enough to LOATHE THIS CRUSH.#Hence why I have been marinating on this 'Accidental Lan headband miscommunication' concept.#This is how LWJ assumes that WWX knows what the band means in this AU. This will be relevant later.#And YES! I am still going to be making comics for this AU. I have so many ideas I simply can't hold onto forever.
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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So It’s Been A While
I keep telling myself I’ll be back but life has literally strangled me so I need to keep it real here.
I haven’t forgotten, I promise, it’s just gonna be low activity. LOW activity. I’m a graduate student and this is my last year. I’m cleaning up shop, and when I’m ready I’ll be advertising. Life just... hasn’t been kind to me.
#🍒 || Chatty Cherry#god i need to clean this up#ryo's blog too#i missed my stupid boys#isis' blog im on the fence about#maybe i'll come back to it#i'll see how i feel#i barely remember the login info for ANY of my blogs#took ages just to find this one
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"I didn't know what happened to me. I just lived life normally. But it was my life in the past. Like events in the past were playing again in my mind. But there was one thing that didn't feel real. I could see four minutes into the future."
4 MINUTES (2024). EPISODE ONE.
#4 minutes#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#thaidramaedit#tvedit#*#faiza gifs#yeah i hate boc but bible's just got a Pull u know ....... really good 1st ep too tbh.#god this quality is so fucking shite @mkvdrama plz do a 1080phd version upload ASAP#i'll see how i feel about giffing this hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
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cleaning out the files, sonic sketch edition
#i think the one thing i'll always admire about my art is my lack of consistency lol#my style depends on the emotion or the character or the scene i'm drawing. and i hope seeing how messy my process can be#helps other growing artists out there just get messy with their work. get those feelings out onto a page#fern's sketchbook#sth#not tagging all those characters lol#🦔🦇🤖
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the star you've longed for
#PLEASE WATCH REVUE STARLIGHT!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥#project sekai#revue starlight#pjsk#emu otori#nene kusanagi#emunene#prsk#proseka#yuri win. i make my fav pairing fight tothe death#HAPPY EMUNENE WEEK LOOOOOL#Can i be hinestni think this sucks it took way too long cause i forgot how to draw for a week#im seeing demons and stuff. i feel more normal now. Also you may recall emu has a big hammer for revstar#thats the bottom of it the gem thing all the weapons have hers is sharp#i remember seeing meta post abt how mahiru has a blunt weapon because she never actually aimed for the lead role#rather she only wanted to be by karen's side. so her weapon wasnt capable of cutting anything in the first place#Fastforward to the movie and well LOLLLLL#though i think its funny in the movie her mace is still mostly used for i timidation againstbhikari.. bc again shes not winning for a lead#revue starlight youre neat. maybe i like revstar.#<- has been insane for 4+ years#Needed their pose to be smth where nenes weapon isnt visible because I DONT KNOW WHAT WEAPON TO GIVE HER. OOMFS HELP. I NEED A NENE WEAPON.#i thought some sort of polearm/spear/halberd etc something with range but that can be ambitious#but i feel like smth with that much footwork needed doesnt suit her.. And she cant hsve a sniper i dont think thatwould fucking work#aruru gets pistols in the revue but aruru also is Ummm well shes uhhh. [screaming] [car crash]#throwing knives would be funny wouldnt it. Put that gamer aim to use#idk if the emunene week tag is on here but i'll donit anyways#emuneneweek2024#EDIT: i have decided nene gets a rapier. its awesome. thanks for coming#tsukasa has his giant flag and i dont want to budge on that. im thinking about giving rui the throwing knives since he juggles.#it would be funny. saki + rui knife juggling
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yeah, and who do ya think knocked em out
#Can't think of a good caption- and i didn't wanna quote the whole thing 😔#but also i cant leave it without a caption! or it looks naked! lOlol#I messed with the saturation on this one a bit because i'm too aware of how pale my art is once i see it on another screen OTL#so now im just hoping its not /too/ saturated#but i guess i'll just die on this hill for now#tgwdlm#the guy who didn’t like musicals#ted spankoffski#charlotte sweetly#Sam sweetly#kind of#does that tiny speck of him count?#also this is another case where i feel like i should have just left it as line art#i think my lineart always looks better then the finished thing grr#but i cannot stop myself from coloring ever#its like a curse
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consumed by the inevitable
#messyr#you know- I kept thinking: One day. The cage will be open but I feel like I'll stay. Because if I run- I'd wind up dead from their bullet#so I just- tend to- follow as much as I want to rebel and put sense into this fuckass household. I hate seeing the others in pain as well#and it hurts more that it feels like I can NEVER be the one to break this cycle of abuse- when I knew from the start- when I knew too much#but here I am ending up like the rest of them- helpless and unable to do jackshit about the situation. I cant say or do anything at all!#I dont want to end up like them- if anything I want to BREATHE- i want all of us to LIVE without this pain that has existed for generations#I want to help so bad no matter how much I know I am unloved.#no matter how much hate i carry- no matter how much burden- Underneath it all- I'm devoted to them- that's how fucked up I am#i know i'll never be enough. I know how often I think of death and wish it.#But I have a dream to achieve and I am not planning to die until I reach it. Not yet. If pain is where I strive best then so be it.#doodle#vent art#artists on tumblr#bpd#toxic behavior#learned helplessness
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Prompt 81
Danny blinked at the small children Ellie was holding the hand of, looking quite proud of herself. The small children- between ten and twelve so somewhere similar to Ellie’s age- who both practically stank of magic and Gods.
He took a deep breath, pinching the bridge of his nose even as Dan cackled while opening the door more to let them inside. “Alright, what’s your name, kids?”
“B-billy…um, Billy Batson...” “‘m Percy! Percy Jackson.”
“Nice to meet you two- any idea where in your family you have a god or two, because one of you definitely smells like Zeus and I’m pretty sure Poseidon and I am not dealing with either of my half-brothers.”
#prompts#dcxdp#dpxpj#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#billy batson#Danny was adopted by Clockwork who is the origin behind Kronos#Oh they're both orphans? No one to take care of them?#Goddamnit Clockwork you made sure Ellie found them didn't you#Liminals are hidden from monsters thanks to feeling like them & the dead#CW: If they won't take care of their kids then I'll give the lil demigods to my favorite son :)#The JL finding out Billy is a child: You need a guardian- how could we let this happen#Billy: Actually my older sister has looked 12 for the last 100 years and my younger brother looks 20 so that's very human-ist of you#Percy peering out at some camp people who are trying to see if he's home: MA There's some weird ass cats outside!#Percy: Am I allowed to throw the pool at them 'cause they aren't taking no for an answer#Danny teaching the kids how to use powers: Alright and now we're going to your other dad and moms to learn magic#Danny: And how to shoot a gun in Val's case because I will forget gun safety#Everlasting Quartet#Phantastic Four#“Hey Marvel how do you know that info about Dr Fate he looks so pissed??”#“Oh one of my parents know him and they don't get along so now we always take the chance to call him a lil Bitch but politely”#Percy: Billy if you can summon lightning and I can control water can we combine them#Billy: One way to find out- hey Daaaaan#Camp people trying to find Percy: Wtf wtf wtf#The pantheon: WHAT DO YOU MEAN KRONOS HAD ANOTHER CHILD?! WHERE?! HOW!?#Clockwork: Look at my Favorite Child who doesn't Fuck with the Timeline or are Raging Hypocrites & takes care of his kids#Clockwork curled up with Danny & new grandchildren in his chest like a mother crocodile: Everything is as it should be :)#Marvel: Look at my lil brother isn't he adorable he's a year younger than me but takes more after our other mom#Percy: Hi Mr Aquaman I can control water & talk to fish and was wondering if you have any tips#“Marvel we're going to die-” “No we're not lemme call my big brother- if he can destroy the timeline he can fix it” “If he What”
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