#I'll probably work on it in July
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majestymadness · 19 days ago
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BUZZ!
Gustaw wakes up with a startle due to the loud Buzzer sound from the speakers echoing to the cold surface of the subway station's wall. Right, he was waiting for his metro but what was that sound for? The obnoxious buzzer sound that is often used by television programs.
Everything looked fine, yet his gut feeling was sinking as if something was wrong. Something utterly bad going to happen yet the middle-aged doctor couldn't put his finger on why exactly as people went on about their way as if no one but him was started by that sudden sound through the speakers. For a moment he felt more distant from the strangers now than ever before somehow, as if he was in a different parallel world. Sitting alone on the bench whilst blurry figures passed by. He felt alone and trapped. Something made him aware of that.
It's all just a jumble of the same old shapes and details but... it all felt distant and alone. Gustaw got up from his seat with a sigh and looked at his wristwatch, 8 PM. Should he just call a taxi instead? Probably, he should drop his stingy old nature just this once. He walked up to the subway stairs with his hand on the supporters, lazily placing one foot in front of the other until he couldn't. The stair tread in front of his next step is higher than others? No. It's like there is an invisible wall there. "It couldn't be?" Gustaw muttered to himself as he tried to step beyond the level or move his body forward with his hand at the front. His left hand met a surface then he heard a chuckle from a man from the speaker faint but heard. It was quite frankly mocking. Gustaw was certainly not pleased.
"What the hell is that for?" he could feel, that he was laughing at him. And that man behind the speakers did not say anything more than a few snickers and chuckles.
"8:11 PM," the man behind the speakers said after a few minutes as Gustaw panicked from inside out trying to figure out why there was an invisible wall preventing him from leaving the subway. And the people too, all are unresponsive to him as if he did not exist. Or he's in a goddamn video game trying to talk to NPCs that's just for show. Gustaw couldn't make any sense. He does not understand it. Neither does want to understand it. He just wants to leave.
"oh, you're absolutely hopeless" hopeless, almost sounds like worthless. That man behind the speaker talking to him, Gustaw. All this time quietly laughing at him too.
Gustaw looked up at the camera up the ceiling before demanding. "Hey! You Sucker tell me what is going on!?"
"Tell you what is going on eh? Oh, you are such a demanding man Gustaw" he sneers with his name. Does he know him? Gustaw froze for just a moment as he listened to the sharp tone of the voice. "Did your patience run out with something as small as this? Seriously all this time and barring every little shit on your shoulders like a whim pussy, you decide to snap at a stranger? No one?" then he laughed, he laughed at Gustaw.
"Who are you?" Gustaw muttered, his tired eyes glaring at the camera with distrust.
"Who I Am? Gustaw. My dear, you don't even need to know someone without an identity itself. What you need to worry your massive wrinkly dumb brain about is your own safety for once!" His voice cracked a bit with rasp and bitterness that barely contained before clearing his throat back to a somewhat calm tone.
"Ah yes by the way. I brought along new friends to you." As in clue, few people approached him with careful steps.
"he's probably one of us, yes?" the girl said to the boy next to her as she clung to his side, a young couple. "obviously, he's talking to that voice can't you see?" the boy huffed to the girl.
"Oi! Partner over here!" followed by the young couple, a dirty middle-aged man raised his hand in greeting as he smiled. Approaching Gustaw first and stealing his hand in his dirty rough hands in a strong handshake. Some people would be repulsed by the scent, feel, and sight of a homeless-looking man. Gustaw doesn't mind though, more often than not, he deals with the stench of decay in his line of work, this is not worse.
"John Doe," the dirty man near his age said with a grin surrounded by untidy bread on his sunkissed face.
"Your parents actually named you that?" Gustaw asked with a raised eyebrow. In return, John just shrugged with a grin.
"Names Gustaw" not adding his professional title or anything more Gustaw simply introduced himself then he stood, waiting for John to let go of his hand in an awkward handshake that continued little longer than a few seconds.
Meanwhile, the young couple whispered amongst themselves before introducing themselves as well but without making their disgust known. "You should wash your hands," The girl said.
"Kids these days, am I right?" John grinned, not at all the jabs from the youngsters. The boy muttered under his breath with a scoff that could only the girl beside him hear, but Gustaw was sure he just muttered a weirdo.
John pointed at the girl with his thumb. "That pretty girl in the white skirt is Jess" Jess and her boy friend were not pleased when John introduced them, they were certainly not close at all to this hobo. "the boy beside her? Eden, I think"
"It's Aiden, creep" the boy shoved John off his feet, that boy, Aiden despite the looks of clean and academic look he must be packing some hidden muscles to move someone as heavy-looking as John.
Aiden then turned to Gustaw. "We never introduced ourselves to this dirtbag. And he kept following us, what more can I say?" That's reasonable, Gustaw suppose and nodded. "In that case. I'll put my eye on him." In any case Gustaw doesn't trust them that easily but go with the flow for the beginning, either the dirty man or the young couple, god knows why them and why or who they are as person.
"So, what now?" Jess asked..
to be continued
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eggsistential-breakdown · 10 months ago
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Ian and the twice-divorced gray-eyesed rift Ian from the first chapter of @reblogincarnation-blues's fic!
anyways the closest experience I've had to the the feeling of reading the second chapter is taking my roommate to the ER for four hours for suspected appendicitis only to come back with a UTI diagnosis and an antibiotic prescription. and it breaks your one year streak of roommates getting appendicitis. in a good way.
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davealgonquins · 1 year ago
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maria, literally, in the sound of music (1965): she comes in color everywhere
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ferahntics · 1 year ago
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Throwing a summary together \o/
Not to get sappy but honestly, I'm very grateful for the Kirby franchise and the community, I was really struggling with art block for a long while before joining 🙏💕
Even though I've had my ups and downs when I drew like nuts and then go radio-silent, I still think 2023 was a really productive year for me ;v; 💖 Here's to more in 2024~
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zhouszishu · 1 year ago
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will be on indefinite hiatus again because the last semester of law school (and my anxiety about the bar) is kicking my butt
manifesting that the next time i log back onto this hellsite that i'll be doing it as an official baby attorney :)
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vanishintoyou · 11 months ago
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help me my mom is shipping me with some random chinese man whom i helped buying tickets
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orcelito · 4 months ago
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Just finished rereading ITNL chapter 2 again
Yknow, it's long felt like a weaker chapter to me, especially compared to chapter 1. It's a Necessary chapter, but it's basically an entire chapter of introspection. Add in the fact that I wrote it in a single day and was half falling asleep by the end of editing it, but pressing onwards anyways bc I wanted So Badly to get it out that night...
The Legato part was the weakest for that. I remember staring at it and breaking my brain just trying to make it sound better before just giving up and posting. But when I worked on my full-fic re-edits about.. a year ago now? A year and a bit. I think it was October ish of 2023. But I focused on that part again, trying to get it up to my standards to be satisfied with it.
Coming back to it after some number of months, my brain relatively fresh, I think I actually did a pretty decent job. Despite being an introspective chapter, it really drives home how Wrecked vash is about it all. I like to say that chapter 1 is like a thesis to the fic, where you get vash's goals laid out pretty clearly (him picturing the things he wants to fix + him picturing his dream of having all the people he loves around a table with him, including Knives. It serves as motivation for him jumping back in time in the first place and it remains his driving force throughout the fic). In contrast, chapter 2 is... almost a secondary thesis. We see his doubt, his fears, his panic. We see the things that he's going to be struggling with throughout the whole fic. His wish to handle it all on his own, as well as how overwhelming it all is to him. Chapter 2 is the necessary second side to chapter 1's thesis, showing the weakness in his own strength and drive.
The cracks in his own unstoppable force.
Idk it's just interesting to me. Having been away from it long enough, I think I really do appreciate chapter 2 after all.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#kinda wanna post Thoughts for each chapter as i work on rereading this fic#anecdotes about what i remember doing while writing and thoughts about the chapters themselves.#part of my goal with rereading this fic is to reconnect myself with who i was while i was writing it.#ive changed so much since then that it feels like a different person wrote this fic. which gets in the way of my immersion#and is part of why it's been so long since i last updated.#i tried to force it back in july. managed to get a chapter out but im not entirely satisfied with it.#im probably gonna try to do some editing on it when i get to that point. there are a few things i want to improve about it.#the key thing being that i just Cant force it or else the finished product wont be to the level of quality i want#and i cant Keep writing in the same way i would if i was fully immersed.#this isnt to say chapter 19 is bad. people seemed to really like it. but theres just... something missing from it for me. just a bit.#i think the thing that most influences my writing's quality is how much i put myself into the character's brain#so even if the prose itself isnt the most masterful. the writing is so in touch with the character's mind that it's really impactful.#i'd like to think at least 😅#but the other side of that is the fact that my writing just isnt as good if im not fully invested and immersed. it just isnt.#so that was the problem with 19. and im gonna try to fix those parts where that feels most apparent.#the chapter will overall be the same. just. this is my perfectionism speaking probably lol#anyways yes. full reread to really get back into it. replying to comments to remember that people love my fic.#engaging with readers and also with my own analysis. i think that this will help a lot with re-engaging myself.#and if i do this right then it wont be many months before another update again.#i'll be able to go back into it and Stay in it. for hopefully Plenty more chapters and updates#gonna write at least 100k of ITNL this next year Just You Watch. maybe even more if i can manage it.#💪💪💪💪💪 i believe in myselfffff
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just wanted to make a quick update that im delaying the minor bracket again sorry,,,
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front-facing-pokemon · 2 years ago
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#cascoon#it's like silcoon‚ but purple and pointy! desperately trying to remember how this one comes about. i'm gonna seem like a fake pokémon fan#i know silcoon and cascoon are both evolutions of wurmple. but i don't remember what the criteria are. is it a gender thing? hold on google#oh. it's just. some hidden personality value.  so it's effectively random#y'know what. i think that's better than it being a gender thing. shoutout. but it could be considerably more interesting#maybe i'm just conditioned by the hitmonline to think that every evolution criteria has to be stupid and obscure and insane#or finizen At All#or all the stupid-ass trade evos. do not like trade evos. i do Not like trade evos! i have said this before but i will keep saying it#i just realized i called cascoon purple and pointy as though silcoon was not pointy. i'm not with it at all this morning#i just woke up‚ y'all. can you tell. can you tell i'm not sentient yet. i have to go to work in like an hour and a half and i am Not ready#anyway. i'm gonna get this guy up in the queue and dustox and then take my meds. see you guys in the dustox post#this must look so weird to y'all. since dustox is gonna be either multiple hours or a whole Day after cascoon#but i queue up two to three pokémon at once every morning to keep a good backlog in the queue in case one morning i miss it#which has happened before. it's saved my ass before. and i'm gonna need to use it at the beginning of july#sneak peek for you guys. i'll be heading out of town on june 30th to go to the other side of the country for work. so i won't be around#any posts you see from june 30th to july 4th are gonna be like super duper queued in advance. and i probably won't be able to answer asks#or anything like that. i dunno if i'll do a formal announcement bc no one will even notice but for you dear reader#who read this deep into my mile-long cascoon tags. you now know that i will be out of town from june 30th to july 4th#use this power wisely….
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8km-2 · 2 years ago
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animatics take so long to make :/
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legolasghosty · 1 year ago
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oh shit i forgot to send a new one! brain mush.
uh. let's say 75 please?
No worries, thanks for sending these, they're really nice!!! More Holograms (and the introduction of I think the last major character...)
Julie laughed and followed her brother in, Reggie and Alex on her heels. Fuego was standing beside the receptionist’s desk. He looked up and smiled when he heard them approach.  “Ah good, I’ll let Mr. Covington know you’re here.” He turned away from them, pink nails clicking against his tablet. Julie was about to ask about the agenda for the day when she heard a crash behind her. She whirled around to see Alex lying on the floor, someone else practically on top of him, clearly having just bowled him over. “Oh my gosh, I am so sorry,” the new person exclaimed, scrambling to their feet and holding out a hand to Alex. “I wasn’t even looking.”
(Send me a number and I'll write that many words in my WIP and show you!)
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cappurrccino · 2 years ago
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computer's not working right this morning and it's really just one more thing on the already huge and very expensive pile of other "one more things"
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pinkanonhopes · 2 years ago
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just a tiny bit irritated by all the homework i had to do today but it's gonna be okay. the work will end soon.
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rulesforthedance · 2 years ago
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Third summer of training for a long October race and I love this seasonal routine. I love marathon/50k training, I love the structure and the gradual build and the Saturday long run and the Gainz 
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theseancekid · 2 years ago
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i miss klaus so so much i can’t wait to get back here this weekend (and also to show y’all the projects i’ve been working on while i was away!)
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onrainynights · 1 month ago
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aaaaaaaaaa
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