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BUZZ!
Gustaw wakes up with a startle due to the loud Buzzer sound from the speakers echoing to the cold surface of the subway station's wall. Right, he was waiting for his metro but what was that sound for? The obnoxious buzzer sound that is often used by television programs.
Everything looked fine, yet his gut feeling was sinking as if something was wrong. Something utterly bad going to happen yet the middle-aged doctor couldn't put his finger on why exactly as people went on about their way as if no one but him was started by that sudden sound through the speakers. For a moment he felt more distant from the strangers now than ever before somehow, as if he was in a different parallel world. Sitting alone on the bench whilst blurry figures passed by. He felt alone and trapped. Something made him aware of that.
It's all just a jumble of the same old shapes and details but... it all felt distant and alone. Gustaw got up from his seat with a sigh and looked at his wristwatch, 8 PM. Should he just call a taxi instead? Probably, he should drop his stingy old nature just this once. He walked up to the subway stairs with his hand on the supporters, lazily placing one foot in front of the other until he couldn't. The stair tread in front of his next step is higher than others? No. It's like there is an invisible wall there. "It couldn't be?" Gustaw muttered to himself as he tried to step beyond the level or move his body forward with his hand at the front. His left hand met a surface then he heard a chuckle from a man from the speaker faint but heard. It was quite frankly mocking. Gustaw was certainly not pleased.
"What the hell is that for?" he could feel, that he was laughing at him. And that man behind the speakers did not say anything more than a few snickers and chuckles.
"8:11 PM," the man behind the speakers said after a few minutes as Gustaw panicked from inside out trying to figure out why there was an invisible wall preventing him from leaving the subway. And the people too, all are unresponsive to him as if he did not exist. Or he's in a goddamn video game trying to talk to NPCs that's just for show. Gustaw couldn't make any sense. He does not understand it. Neither does want to understand it. He just wants to leave.
"oh, you're absolutely hopeless" hopeless, almost sounds like worthless. That man behind the speaker talking to him, Gustaw. All this time quietly laughing at him too.
Gustaw looked up at the camera up the ceiling before demanding. "Hey! You Sucker tell me what is going on!?"
"Tell you what is going on eh? Oh, you are such a demanding man Gustaw" he sneers with his name. Does he know him? Gustaw froze for just a moment as he listened to the sharp tone of the voice. "Did your patience run out with something as small as this? Seriously all this time and barring every little shit on your shoulders like a whim pussy, you decide to snap at a stranger? No one?" then he laughed, he laughed at Gustaw.
"Who are you?" Gustaw muttered, his tired eyes glaring at the camera with distrust.
"Who I Am? Gustaw. My dear, you don't even need to know someone without an identity itself. What you need to worry your massive wrinkly dumb brain about is your own safety for once!" His voice cracked a bit with rasp and bitterness that barely contained before clearing his throat back to a somewhat calm tone.
"Ah yes by the way. I brought along new friends to you." As in clue, few people approached him with careful steps.
"he's probably one of us, yes?" the girl said to the boy next to her as she clung to his side, a young couple. "obviously, he's talking to that voice can't you see?" the boy huffed to the girl.
"Oi! Partner over here!" followed by the young couple, a dirty middle-aged man raised his hand in greeting as he smiled. Approaching Gustaw first and stealing his hand in his dirty rough hands in a strong handshake. Some people would be repulsed by the scent, feel, and sight of a homeless-looking man. Gustaw doesn't mind though, more often than not, he deals with the stench of decay in his line of work, this is not worse.
"John Doe," the dirty man near his age said with a grin surrounded by untidy bread on his sunkissed face.
"Your parents actually named you that?" Gustaw asked with a raised eyebrow. In return, John just shrugged with a grin.
"Names Gustaw" not adding his professional title or anything more Gustaw simply introduced himself then he stood, waiting for John to let go of his hand in an awkward handshake that continued little longer than a few seconds.
Meanwhile, the young couple whispered amongst themselves before introducing themselves as well but without making their disgust known. "You should wash your hands," The girl said.
"Kids these days, am I right?" John grinned, not at all the jabs from the youngsters. The boy muttered under his breath with a scoff that could only the girl beside him hear, but Gustaw was sure he just muttered a weirdo.
John pointed at the girl with his thumb. "That pretty girl in the white skirt is Jess" Jess and her boy friend were not pleased when John introduced them, they were certainly not close at all to this hobo. "the boy beside her? Eden, I think"
"It's Aiden, creep" the boy shoved John off his feet, that boy, Aiden despite the looks of clean and academic look he must be packing some hidden muscles to move someone as heavy-looking as John.
Aiden then turned to Gustaw. "We never introduced ourselves to this dirtbag. And he kept following us, what more can I say?" That's reasonable, Gustaw suppose and nodded. "In that case. I'll put my eye on him." In any case Gustaw doesn't trust them that easily but go with the flow for the beginning, either the dirty man or the young couple, god knows why them and why or who they are as person.
"So, what now?" Jess asked..
to be continued
#creative writing#writing#writing draft#this is just the introduction#nothing much about the main part is shown yet#I'll probably work on it in July#also I have not decided on title yet.#criticism is appreciated
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Ian and the twice-divorced gray-eyesed rift Ian from the first chapter of @reblogincarnation-blues's fic!
anyways the closest experience I've had to the the feeling of reading the second chapter is taking my roommate to the ER for four hours for suspected appendicitis only to come back with a UTI diagnosis and an antibiotic prescription. and it breaks your one year streak of roommates getting appendicitis. in a good way.
#he looks like a lesbian clown#i know he wasn't married but#every time i referred to him in my head#he's twice divorced to me#if anyone disagrees i'll divorce him a third time#ian beale#transcendence au#reincarnation blues#gravity falls au#tau art#i've had this done for a while just posting this now#anyways I have officially run out of buffer#:(#no more finished pieces for a damn while probably#i'll hopefully have doodles and wips to pad out the time#eggsistential is cooking something#i'm going insane#oouuuuaggghhh#the burnout is looming#going to be forced to take a break second week of July#and I NEED to be able to pick it up after#biggest fear as always is giving up#it's been just over a week of working on this#and I'm two days behind schedule already#gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#if you made it this far in my tag rant#i owe you a cookie#my art#digital art#fan art
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maria, literally, in the sound of music (1965): she comes in color everywhere
#the sound of music#tsomedit#filmedit#julie andrews#what a babe#mine#fanvid#this is honestly one of my favorite edits because i got to use stuff i learned at work for fun shit#probably the most ~technical~ thing i've done#this and the integrated text shit i tried for the born hater edit#which i'll post here eventually#anyway#mine: vid
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Throwing a summary together \o/
Not to get sappy but honestly, I'm very grateful for the Kirby franchise and the community, I was really struggling with art block for a long while before joining 🙏💕
Even though I've had my ups and downs when I drew like nuts and then go radio-silent, I still think 2023 was a really productive year for me ;v; 💖 Here's to more in 2024~
Template is here!
#I get sappy every year man#i did the 'i wanna draw' bingo for 2024 but I'll probably keep it private#but I am aiming for a few more challenges#if nothing else just to try and even if it doesn't work out#i can at least say i gave it an honest go 👏#art summary#2023 art summary#mine#my art#cw scopophobia#cw eye strain#cause of the october drawing#i didnt have too much for january or july HJKSDG#but im happy with a lot of them qvq
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will be on indefinite hiatus again because the last semester of law school (and my anxiety about the bar) is kicking my butt
manifesting that the next time i log back onto this hellsite that i'll be doing it as an official baby attorney :)
#whyyyy did i decide to clerk again this semester omg#but at least i got some validation regarding my work product today :)#i was told a “good job” and “this is very helpful” like i'm gonna run on this validation until at least next week#anyways i'll probably see y'all after i take the bar in july#vivs rambles
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help me my mom is shipping me with some random chinese man whom i helped buying tickets
#it's crazy. knowing english and helping random foreigners is my passion#also so many things happening. i should write that fucking article when i get home lmfao#if my laptop wont fail me (i think she's fine now????? hopefully????)#but also like. I'll get to that tomorrow probably.#you know what i wanna do? if my laptop wont fail me i wanna play my fuckin game lmao#but idk if i should or if i will have time when i get home etc etc#also one more thing i look so freaking ugly in biometric photos im gonna sjjsnsndhdhfhhf#anyway if it works out i will have another photo next year so im trying not to let it get to me lmao#alsoooo just yesterday got accepted by a school in finland and today got a reply from one in germany#and they want me to take an exam in july lmao???? girl how tf will i get a visa etc with that timeline#anyway. ughhhhhh so many things happening etc#i wonder how my next months will be like. ok bys#bye*#🗒
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Just finished rereading ITNL chapter 2 again
Yknow, it's long felt like a weaker chapter to me, especially compared to chapter 1. It's a Necessary chapter, but it's basically an entire chapter of introspection. Add in the fact that I wrote it in a single day and was half falling asleep by the end of editing it, but pressing onwards anyways bc I wanted So Badly to get it out that night...
The Legato part was the weakest for that. I remember staring at it and breaking my brain just trying to make it sound better before just giving up and posting. But when I worked on my full-fic re-edits about.. a year ago now? A year and a bit. I think it was October ish of 2023. But I focused on that part again, trying to get it up to my standards to be satisfied with it.
Coming back to it after some number of months, my brain relatively fresh, I think I actually did a pretty decent job. Despite being an introspective chapter, it really drives home how Wrecked vash is about it all. I like to say that chapter 1 is like a thesis to the fic, where you get vash's goals laid out pretty clearly (him picturing the things he wants to fix + him picturing his dream of having all the people he loves around a table with him, including Knives. It serves as motivation for him jumping back in time in the first place and it remains his driving force throughout the fic). In contrast, chapter 2 is... almost a secondary thesis. We see his doubt, his fears, his panic. We see the things that he's going to be struggling with throughout the whole fic. His wish to handle it all on his own, as well as how overwhelming it all is to him. Chapter 2 is the necessary second side to chapter 1's thesis, showing the weakness in his own strength and drive.
The cracks in his own unstoppable force.
Idk it's just interesting to me. Having been away from it long enough, I think I really do appreciate chapter 2 after all.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#kinda wanna post Thoughts for each chapter as i work on rereading this fic#anecdotes about what i remember doing while writing and thoughts about the chapters themselves.#part of my goal with rereading this fic is to reconnect myself with who i was while i was writing it.#ive changed so much since then that it feels like a different person wrote this fic. which gets in the way of my immersion#and is part of why it's been so long since i last updated.#i tried to force it back in july. managed to get a chapter out but im not entirely satisfied with it.#im probably gonna try to do some editing on it when i get to that point. there are a few things i want to improve about it.#the key thing being that i just Cant force it or else the finished product wont be to the level of quality i want#and i cant Keep writing in the same way i would if i was fully immersed.#this isnt to say chapter 19 is bad. people seemed to really like it. but theres just... something missing from it for me. just a bit.#i think the thing that most influences my writing's quality is how much i put myself into the character's brain#so even if the prose itself isnt the most masterful. the writing is so in touch with the character's mind that it's really impactful.#i'd like to think at least 😅#but the other side of that is the fact that my writing just isnt as good if im not fully invested and immersed. it just isnt.#so that was the problem with 19. and im gonna try to fix those parts where that feels most apparent.#the chapter will overall be the same. just. this is my perfectionism speaking probably lol#anyways yes. full reread to really get back into it. replying to comments to remember that people love my fic.#engaging with readers and also with my own analysis. i think that this will help a lot with re-engaging myself.#and if i do this right then it wont be many months before another update again.#i'll be able to go back into it and Stay in it. for hopefully Plenty more chapters and updates#gonna write at least 100k of ITNL this next year Just You Watch. maybe even more if i can manage it.#💪💪💪💪💪 i believe in myselfffff
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just wanted to make a quick update that im delaying the minor bracket again sorry,,,
#this is partially my fault for procrastinating but. this has probably been noticed since i said id start it in july lol#im not gonna be able to work on it for a bit but after that i'll get it done aaa
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#cascoon#it's like silcoon‚ but purple and pointy! desperately trying to remember how this one comes about. i'm gonna seem like a fake pokémon fan#i know silcoon and cascoon are both evolutions of wurmple. but i don't remember what the criteria are. is it a gender thing? hold on google#oh. it's just. some hidden personality value. so it's effectively random#y'know what. i think that's better than it being a gender thing. shoutout. but it could be considerably more interesting#maybe i'm just conditioned by the hitmonline to think that every evolution criteria has to be stupid and obscure and insane#or finizen At All#or all the stupid-ass trade evos. do not like trade evos. i do Not like trade evos! i have said this before but i will keep saying it#i just realized i called cascoon purple and pointy as though silcoon was not pointy. i'm not with it at all this morning#i just woke up‚ y'all. can you tell. can you tell i'm not sentient yet. i have to go to work in like an hour and a half and i am Not ready#anyway. i'm gonna get this guy up in the queue and dustox and then take my meds. see you guys in the dustox post#this must look so weird to y'all. since dustox is gonna be either multiple hours or a whole Day after cascoon#but i queue up two to three pokémon at once every morning to keep a good backlog in the queue in case one morning i miss it#which has happened before. it's saved my ass before. and i'm gonna need to use it at the beginning of july#sneak peek for you guys. i'll be heading out of town on june 30th to go to the other side of the country for work. so i won't be around#any posts you see from june 30th to july 4th are gonna be like super duper queued in advance. and i probably won't be able to answer asks#or anything like that. i dunno if i'll do a formal announcement bc no one will even notice but for you dear reader#who read this deep into my mile-long cascoon tags. you now know that i will be out of town from june 30th to july 4th#use this power wisely….
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animatics take so long to make :/
#it's 2023 why can't i just imagine it and the computer just makes it for me#the one i'm working on rn is like 1:28 long & I've completed only 20s of it :')#if someone else beats me to it i will cry#jk jk it's my fault for procrastinating I've had it in my head since july last year#i'll probably move onto the gehrman & maria one I've had in my head since early this year#it's only 48s but with more characters rip#also wanna make one with the cainhurst trio that i've had in my head since i saw the concept art for annalise too ahh I have too many ideas#ramblings
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oh shit i forgot to send a new one! brain mush.
uh. let's say 75 please?
No worries, thanks for sending these, they're really nice!!! More Holograms (and the introduction of I think the last major character...)
Julie laughed and followed her brother in, Reggie and Alex on her heels. Fuego was standing beside the receptionist’s desk. He looked up and smiled when he heard them approach. “Ah good, I’ll let Mr. Covington know you’re here.” He turned away from them, pink nails clicking against his tablet. Julie was about to ask about the agenda for the day when she heard a crash behind her. She whirled around to see Alex lying on the floor, someone else practically on top of him, clearly having just bowled him over. “Oh my gosh, I am so sorry,” the new person exclaimed, scrambling to their feet and holding out a hand to Alex. “I wasn’t even looking.”
(Send me a number and I'll write that many words in my WIP and show you!)
#legolas tag#julie and the phantoms#legolas ask#jatp jem and the holograms au#HAH I have been trying to get Willie actually in here for like... 3 chapters now?#but the characters haven't been cooperating#I honestly didn't mean for him to show up here but like...#it works.#and it's kinda cute if I do say so myself :D#And I think that's probably the end of chapter 6!#The urge to post chapter 1 just for curiosity's sake is growing :(((#but that would require editing which I don't really have time to do#Idk#maybe we shall see#I think technically speaking I'm like a little under halfway through the movie in terms of plot points#but there's a lot of character stuff that the movie just kinda glosses over cause of run time#that I wanna lean into more#so realistically I'm like... maybe a third of the way through?#or less?#and I don't wanna disappoint people if it takes me a long time to get the rest out if they start it now#I MEAN IT HAS TAKEN ME OVER A YEAR JUST TO GET THIS MUCH DONE!#The document is like....60 pages including notes?#ack okay just remembered this is an ask game and literally no one cares about my time log crisis lol so I'll shush XD
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computer's not working right this morning and it's really just one more thing on the already huge and very expensive pile of other "one more things"
#//juri speaks#everything around me is breaking and falling to pieces and i dont have any fucking money to fix anything#and i cant even look at graduating for a light at the end of the tunnel#bc unless i fucking pack up and move a full time job here wont be possible until july#so i'll still be working the same hours for the same pay. probably still never able to pay down my credit card#bc every time i TRY i get hit with another 800 billion dollar expense#anything fun is just like. an impossible pipe dream really
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just a tiny bit irritated by all the homework i had to do today but it's gonna be okay. the work will end soon.
#well. relatively soon#school will finish pretty soon but then i will have to work for a bit and then i will probably have some exams#so. well.#i think i'll be actually free from july on#*screams internally*#leo scrive
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Third summer of training for a long October race and I love this seasonal routine. I love marathon/50k training, I love the structure and the gradual build and the Saturday long run and the Gainz
#next year though my big race is hopefully-probably in July#don't know how I'll feel about spring ultra training#that is my busy season for work also#and I'll probably have to do some sauna sessions bc I doubt I'll get adequately heat acclimated in training otherwise
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i miss klaus so so much i can’t wait to get back here this weekend (and also to show y’all the projects i’ve been working on while i was away!)
#probably won't have good photos until next week but :)#today was the last day of our first summer camp session and it went SO WELL#the costumes looked amazing and the kids did so well and it was just filled with so much JOY and LOVE#i used to not like kids but this summer has been transformational i love being able to share the gift of theatre with kids#ANYWAY i have to work tomorrow and i will also be off the radar july 5-10 but the next few days i'll try to catch up on things here#*【 ☂ ┊ ❛ Just need to sober up ❜ 】 ➤ OOC
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aaaaaaaaaa
#my dad's boss officially quit and the director has given my dad a bunch of extra responsibilities so it definitely sounds like they're gonna#Just promote my dad which is HUGE#and like. it's expected but it's still a big deal like it was never a 100% certainty but at this point it's looking like one#which means we're gonna be moving and I'm gonna be working there for the summer (yay!)#I'm not quiting my current job tho!we've decided I'll stay on and do like one shift every other week until the peak season#so during July-August I'll probably do the minimum amount of shifts I can do and stay on staff#and then after my surgery in the fall I can move back up to like 2 shifts a week#Just to supplement my income a bit and make it easier to save up#the goal is to build up a decent savings while I'm building my credit score (which I've been working on already!) so that by the time my dad#retires or finds a different job for whatever reason I can get my own place somewhere#but being able to live with my parents and have no living expenses outside of like. groceries and entertainment costs#is so huge like I'll be able to save a good 70% of my income and still be comfortable which is insane like I've literally dreamed of this#holy shit guys#it's happening!!!!!#idk this is like. it's a lot. it's a lot!#very exciting but also pretty stressful!!
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