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frost0wl · 2 years ago

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me reading the 73828th Griddlehark modern AU fanfic where Harrow is at a party & gets overwhelmed with all the noise & lights & people, and Gideon helps her

#I'll never have enough of this dude #eat it up every single time lmaooo #the locked tomb #griddlehark #tlt #mine

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 3 months ago

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main take aways from Halloween (1978) rewatch:

michael myers is canonically 21??? this bitch should be at the club

*sees tiddies* ***MURDEROUS RAMPAGE NOISES***

that's it that's the movie

outside of the fact that everyone who has sex is murdered by the narrative, this is a surprisingly chill portrayal of female sexuality? these teen girls are horny and actively enjoying Getting It On with their boytoys. no pushy boyfriends sneaking in through their bedroom windows--these ladies are taking the initiative to sneak out and GET SOME. one of them gets laid and then immediately orders her boyfriend to get her a beer. (yes she gets Slashered soon afterward, but so does the boyfriend so honestly, gender equality.) yes the Final Girl is the only one not having sex, but she's not bullied for that, nor are her friends slut shamed except possibly by being murdered by the narrative

actually the only character who is shown being morally condemned on-screen is michael myers. specifically FOR his violent overreaction to other people's sex lives. (people he is spying on). metaphorically, the villain is American Puritanism sticking its judgy nose into other people's business.

aka Michael Myers Is A Republican

but actually the real villain is the doctor. guy's a judgemental, shaming, pathologizing asshole. and he's been in charge of michael's care since he was SIX YEARS OLD? kid never had a chance. i'd go on a killing spree too

also the parents. where are the parents? it's halloween night and all the teenage girls are home babysitting their younger siblings? come to think of it, michael's first victim was his own older sister, whom he killed while she was babysitting him. teen girls are really shouldering a labour burden here. maybe parentification is the true villain

side note: mike commits his first murder wearing a clown costume...which is never referenced again? his 'iconic' costume is a generic mask and wig and jumpsuit, when we coulda had a Killer Clown Michael Myers??? travesty

i like how the Final Girl and her friend casually smoke weed in her car. yeah she's an honor student and her friend is the sheriff's daughter. yeah they smoke weed. so what it's 1978

(to reiterate, mike is 21 and should be at the club. im not saying he shouldn't be rampaging, im saying it's sad that he broke out, tasted freedom for the first time in his life, and immediately snuck back into his childhood home to go rampaging. let's have a remake where he goes to a nightclub and has a few beers. maybe some slutty dancing. then rampage)

oh no he's hot

#HALLOWEEN #halloween the movie #michael myers #do you think he's a mike? mikey? to his friends? if slashers had friends?#i'll be honest i was expecting this movie to be way more of a bitch to its female characters #i mean yeah they died but so did some dudes #there's just a lack of cattiness compared to the way most later movies portrayed teenage girls idk #yeah the Final Girl is a Virgin and a Bookworm. but there's no bullying or any strong sense that's she's morally superior to everyone else #mostly she AND the other girls feel a bit sorry for her lack of a social life. one even tries to set her up with a date to the school dance #solidarity! trying to get your nerd friend laid!#overall it's just teenagers being teenagers and then a slasher comes in and ruins everything with his Lack Of Chill #like yeah dude sometimes teenagers have sex. get over it #also something to be said about how while the girl who survives is the one who isn't sexually active and dresses conservatively...#ultimately those things aren't ENOUGH to prevent her from being targeted #you could say that the other girls 'provoked' the villain (the same way women irl are so often accused of provoking their attackers)#but ultimately that doesn't keep the Final Girl safe. it just delays the inevitable.#because violent men never need excuses. no matter how eager society is to provide them.#ultimately she is at the mercy of the same violent whims because it was never her behavior that invited the violence.#gendered violence doesn't need an invitation.#also she doesn't save herself the doctor saves her #it's not her actions or choices that put her in danger OR save her from it--once again it is the whim of a man #no this wasn't intended to be a feminist movie it's just fun how you could argue it that way

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melit0n · 18 days ago

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#you know I really do love it when your teachers take you aside and look you dead in the eye and say that you're not trying hard enough #like dude I am trying. I spent four hours every day of my break aside from Christmas Eve and Christmas Day studying #I'm sorry that I can't remember this specific Sanscrit word or specificall when Aristotle was born but dear God I'm trying #please don't say I'm not putting in enough effort #let alone tell me that on the Big Exams where I don't get a re-do I'll barely pass #because you *are* making me feel like I know nothing #and discouraging me is going to do no good for my memory #and now I'm crying over the fact I can't identify a fucking subordinate clause and the head word in a noun phrase #because yeah that's the absolute basics and I could do it two weeks ago and now I can't and that means I am not trying hard enough #I'm academically useless and absolutely pitiful #and if I don't do well they'll put me in extra classes again which I don't have time for nor do I need because they never help in the way #that I need help #one day back at school and I'm already contemplating just saying I'm sick again #I don't know #I don't want to be here

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byanyan · 3 months ago

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bro i'm getting so fed up with doctors & the medical system i stg

they never take my concerns about being autistic seriously (bc i think that's the ROOT of my fucking depression & anxiety) and say it's a possibility but clearly not severe if i'm here communicating with them, like????? bro i'm FORCING myself here ok, fuck off. and apparently?? after my psych evaluation the psychiatrist wrote about autism as a possibility but thinks adhd is more likely but DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO ME ABOUT IT the appointment was MONTHS ago and i'm just finding out NOW during a medication follow up??? like yeah i got put on adhd meds but i keep getting told it's to help with energy levels & focus not SPECIFICALLY TO MANAGE ADHD SYMPTOMS and i'm not being directed to an assessment or w/e to confirm an actual diagnosis

i'm gonna fucking scream. i hate it here. i just want to KNOW what's wrong so i can keep working to accommodate myself bc focusing solely on the depression and anxiety is NOT working it has NEVER worked bc i always end up right back here and ajdkglsjgldh

#i'll be slamming my head against the wall on repeat if anyone needs me. i have never left an appointment more frustrated.#am i not making things clear enough??? am i not getting deep enough into my history???#i don't fucking KNOW anymore dude but i'm sick of this shit #excuse the rant I'm just. so fucking frustrated right now holy shit #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#personal cw

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keeps-ache · 9 months ago

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HEY

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #pink space #i really like the subtract glitch i've been doing recently - so here's some of that again lol :3 #the way it interacts with their palettes is so fun i like it a lot ehegh :33 #//anyway do you ever consider just tossing out any part the human body you've learned to draw and just drawing dumb little guys with arms #like pipecleaners forever or what hfhs #//oh this is was doobled in traditional originally #i need to digitize more of these. Because #though aura's hair was more extreme in the second panel in that version - i'm tired though and 3 days ago it was the same so no feelings to #change that lol :)#also i didn't shrink the noise enough so it didn't look right - and i was not going to reimport it so Bon Voyage my dude hfhs #was Supposed to fit on a 900x900 canvas but i made the panels a liiiiitle bit too big so it's 950x950 #which is Fine it's a round number but it's not a Round-Round number so [gesturing]#1000x1000 was way too big for this little thing so she sits at a pleasant halfway point :>#//anyway i was also up til 3 a.m. last night doing ?? something ?? i genuinely don't even know what lmfhsbvh #nice though maybe my brain'll get a reset lol :3 #stay up really late some random nights and jumpstart your brain!! it's foolproof!! never fails!! [<- these statements have not been reviewe #by the FDA or the Center for Sleep Control]#//ANywho now i'm going to be on my way #/oh i also forgot to post the oath n aura refs i made for artfight lol-#i'll prolly put those up w/ the kira and hid ones though :>>#i like to have the whole ensemble :D i Do feel bad when one of them gets left out hghsfh - like forgetting a stuffed animal somewhere #even though they're all together for small portion of the story it still feels off lol #i should prolly introduce the rest of the cast at some point. .... ......... ..........hm yea prolly. maybe one day hfhs #//anyway NOW i'm going i've run out of tag space i think hfhs - toodles !! :>

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altruistic-meme · 4 months ago

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waded through the wreckage of a house 👍 shits fucked!

#it was a house my parents own and rent out and they sent me to help the tennant #cus shes an old lady and uh. her house has a tree on it.#so that was fun and exciting.#that house is.... totaled.#like SHIT dude.#but now im home again 👍#not that there's a lot to DO at home. so many downed trees and power lines #they're talking about some areas here not getting pretty for up to 3 weeks #im lucky enough i love in the middle of a big city so I'll probably be the one of the first to get power back #either me or the sister closest to me will get it first out of my siblings for sure #since we both live here #the others live in outer cities and towns so they'll probably get theirs back after us #and the sister i don't like has apparently been radio silent since 4am #which isnt. good.#but ill let my parents handle contacting her #I've done my good deed for the day and i went driving with tte crazies already #no stop lights btw!!! every stoplight is out!!!#and most everyone apparently has never fucking seen one cus these people have no clue how to fucking drive #when a stoplight is out!!!#(it's treated like a 4 way stop sign btw. as in right of way goes to whoever got there first OR the person to the left)#(not that any of yhese assholes know that. jesus fuck)#shh ac #hurricane helene

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starpros-sunshine · 3 months ago

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You know. I'm part of the fraction "to each their own and let people handle their lives however they see best fit". But I do feel the need to say that I have seldom seen such an idiotic assumption as that breaking up with someone four days before someone's birthday when you also want that someone to do something for their birthday even though you know you and your soon-to-be-ex will both have to be there won't end with that person just not doing anything with anyone for their birthday. Partially because nobody wants that kind of awkwardness after a fresh breakup and also because the soon-to-be-ex has the lovely habit of wallowing in self pity and making everything about how they have it so bad. You know I just think in such cases you should've waited a week with the breakup. I don't care how much you want to fuck that other guy but I really think you should've waited a week.

#delete later #sigh why always me...#can't somdone else get the complicated people for once #annoying #the soon-to-be-ex complained today in the group chat that nobody wouod ever go to a pub with him #when that is literally not the case #we would all go? he just never asked? and anytime someone else wants to go party or jusz out 90% of the time the answer is no?#I've known that guy for 13 years now and somehow it just does not get easier #like? anytime someone else asks him it's always “no i don't want to” but then you complain about how nobody would want to do anything #the call coming from inside the house is all I'm saying #'' oh but I couldn't go anyways I wouldn't fit“ ''why? nobody cares about random strangers thats usually not how people work''#'' thats not true'' ''they literally don't care though.'' ''not when that person looks 13'' ''yeah no they still literally wouldn't care''#''they would'' ''they wouldn't. people never do. why would they make an exception for you?'' and then no answer to that #because you can't argue against that anymore without having to confront the fact you're wrong #but then I'm getting told im not empathetic enough #i know i lack empathy I'm aware but I do make an attempt for serious situations. i just don't think stuff like that is serious.#especially when i once mentioend i think my father thinks I'll end up living off of state wellfare and become a disappointment #and the only reply to that was ''how did he arrive at that really likely assumption?'' my brother in christ do not complain to me about lack #of empathy I'm not the one telling people their fears of becoming the family disappointment are well founded and realistic #I'm not even going to excuse that through some ''oh autism'' stuff like no thats just tactless and mean #or all the condescending comments whenever i go out to ''party''#it's just drinking with some people i know it's not really partying #but I'm not the one looking down on people for experiencing stuff #contrary to popular assumption I'm actually really cool and i know that. that's why people ask me to do stuff with them.#because i don't say no 99% of the time and then complain that nobody would ever want to do something with me when that's just plain wrong #i also totally get why she wants to break up #how do you actively refuse to meet your partners friends for half a year and expect that to not become an issue.#how do you actively say you're not interested in doing anything for your partner and expect that to last #how do you whine about being a bad partner but never attempt to do better #i wish i could defend him here but i can't that dude is a horrible boyfriend

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neverendingford · 4 months ago

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#having a new earring is a great way to farm social validation. customers all day have been complimenting me on it.#my brother saw a dude with a pair of pink guillotine earrings and came home like 'I bet you could make that' and I finally did #the blade is an actual razor because it's cooler to have a sharp earring #only one because I like asymmetry and also inspiration only strikes once for me. my results are pretty much never replicable #maybe I attach an image. yeah I'll do that. y'all get to see the earring I guess #ford's Art #it's a razor blade cut to shape and then a walnut frame glued together and oiled to bring out that lovely dark texture #it's a little long. I should have made the frame slightly shorter but oh well. I still love it #I've had so many people ask if I sell my crafts and the answer is nah. I'm not disciplined enough to make multiples of something.#even as a kid making wooden swords. I made a neat claymore hilt and another kid asked if I would make him one. I said sure and then #and then ended up turning out a much shittier product because my heart wasn't in it the second time around #anyway. today was good and I'm happy. I'm out of the depressive slump and just chugging along

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bleeding-hart · 4 months ago

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in my head I refer to people as love all the time. Or babe if I'm 1) frustrated or 2) close with them. Unfortunately we live in a Society and I can't do that. Anyways if you see this and I've almost fallen asleep on you one or more times I think of you as love in my head. If ur milo i think I've called you babe and I stand by that. I wish pet names weren't romantic coded

#If I don't know people that well my heart refers to them as friend #Sometimes also love but in a lighter more general way #Same way that I love everyone #You too btw! Idk if I'll never think of you once I my life. I've got enough love to go around. Please have a perfect day #Same way I refer to the kids I work with as kiddo or little dude. My brain just likes categorizing and pet naming #I wish it wasn't so familially coded #Nvm actually I wish familial coding was more normal to have with friends #I also refer to myself as love when I'm not in the royal we mode #It's either 'hey love let's go do this! Can you get water please' or 'we should go get water. Let's get water. Come on let's go get water'

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sloaaaa · 9 months ago

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#played minecraft again after like. over a year bc my college friends started a serverand. yknow #after grieving n crying for a bit i actually had fun jshdkf it felt like a bit of a gut pu ch booting the game up n seeing the same resource #pack tthat he helped me set up. n seeing our dead server in the multiplayer list. but after i got over all that. the game is pretty alright #i'm surprised i remembered so much abt what you taught me. and. i'm glad that i still remember all those lil tidbits.#i like that i still have a piece from you that doesn't make me wanna bawl my eyes out shgfkj #n i can't believe i'm saying thins bc i thought i'd never be able tp pick up mc again but i'm! actually excited to play again! ><#i doubt you'd rummage through my blog enough to read this but uh. thanks for teaching me how to play minecraft dude 👍👍#man. i miss our server. i'll never forget exploring the caves n walking straight into an ancient city jHSGDKFBKGJD

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fdragon-art · 2 years ago

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