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I want to ask my friends very deep and substantial questions because all of my friendships feel so superficial (on my end specifically) right now and I want them to be deeper.
#air's antics#I'll make a list LMAO#I want to know people#I want that kind of platonic intimacy#because bonding over fandoms that die is one thing#but knowing someone and maintaining that bond past mutual interests is another#I had mentioned to my therapist at one point that I didn't want my parents to know me#And I think that has extended to my friendships now#Like do my friends know ME or do they know a shell?#Like do you actually know my favorite color or is it my favorite color because people expect it to be?#You know?#Shit like that LOL#don't even get me started on how distrusting I have become#I don't even trust my therapist#LIke bro?????????????????????????????????????????????????#can you CHILL Air can you open up to someone eventually??#😂😂#I'm so sorry if any of you have tried to or want to get closer to me#I am currently making that impossible :' )#But please know that I AM trying.#I'm pretty resilient though like it's a miracle I still laugh#Despite the numerous times I am told that my laugh is too loud and hurts my mom's ears lmao#I think she just hates my laugh tbh#And I kinda do too but well it's the way I laugh //shrugs
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(volume warning)
this was surprisingly fun to make so i'll probably do another
#especially now this one is slightly outdated in terms of my personal style lmao#but its fun!!#i have a list of more vines to do!!#will probably go about making it in a different way tho!!!#gotta fuck around with brush settings and stuff#i fucked up a couple times w this one and its Evident once you Notice#but i learned a few things. i am... Improving. very slowly.#i think the thumbnails had more Personality to them. theyre funnier lmao#maybe one day ill even do animatics bc hoo Boy do i have ideas for those#but in order to do that i'll actually have to learn backgrounds and environments#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#also im posting this early bc im a coward <3
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a little 'thank you' gift for my beloved friend @once-in-a-blood-moon who made this lovely fic ☺️ (go read it here!!! 🫵)
also posting it today because day 19 prompt is 'solomon' 😗
#this might be my only entry for the event because... college (ueehgh _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ )#it's already oct. 20 in my timezone tbh but anyway#obey me#obey me fanart#art tag#fanart#obey me solomon#obey me mc#obey me month#also HI i saw you guys tagged me in that rec post and i havent commented on that yet but thank you for including me i rlly appreciate it 🥺#i swear i'll get back to it !! (im still making my own list in my head lmao)#i lovee you jo!!!!
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Here are some sketches I drew of Phantasmagoria Corrupted Burning Spice (Change) and Mystic Flour (Volition) :D
Just a fun lil thing while I debate to myself over whether to focus on the world-building or the story. Also Change as a cowboy..just for fun :')
#fyp#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#crk#cr kingdom#vanillaverse#phantasmagoria crk#burning spice cookie#mystic flour cookie#fun fact: I think Burning Spice will be based on Shiva and Vishmu#My next post is going to be cherry blossom crk theory 2.0: Burning Spice edition lmao#watch be rant about these gods I know barely anything about but will research for hours on for the sake of cookies#also I know my au idea series is on number nine#but the list is actually on 26 now#i'll get to transferring all that eventually :'D#volition gets six arms#change is a living furnace#imagine have the sun inside your chest#not very fun#he's also a user of solar magic#which is the next planned for Knowledge's lessons in magic series#it's already done actually#i just need to decide whether or not I want to make it look like dnd pages like I did with healing magic
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i trust a happy few with shadowpeach because they just Get It™
#the girls who get it. get it#and the girls who don't. don't#like i'll make funny little crack aus#or just what if scenarios in general because it IS fun#but canon shadowpeach????? i trust these guys ONLY#which is also why my fic list is so small lmao#believe it or not i did search the ao3 tags and read so much but only these chosen few understand what i understand#and that's okay#shadowpeach
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Maladaptive daydreaming.
#daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming#maladapting daydreaming disorder#maladaptive behaviors#maladaptive coping#dissociation#immersive daydreaming#dimond speaks#yeah so adding this to my list here lol#my therapist helped me realize i dissociate a LOT and the primary way i do it is through vivid daydreams#they usually happen at work but they also pop up if i'm having a bad day or... anytime really.#i've also come to the realization that i have at least one of these a day which is not good fgsjh#my therapist says they're not inherently bad especially since they do have a positive effect on my emotions (if its a good daydream)#but it's gotten to the point that it's affecting the way i work#and they can last for a LONG time too#i haven't timed them but i do know they've been over 30 minutes at work before#this is either due to ADHD autism PTSD or a mixture of the three lmao#weeeee#anyway. this post isn't really intended to be a vent post#it's more like a 'this is my experience' type post#it just kinda comes across as somewhat vent-y#but that was because i wanted to try and immerse the reader into what its like to have these daydreams#like mine look NOTHING like this but making it more generic would help others understand it#the void is the general dissociation from reality#then you emerge in the dream#i can feel things as if i'm there- the sun the wind and sometimes even physical touch#and i'll stay there until something snaps me out#strangely i can get my work done while i'm doing this- i just wont have any memory of doing so. it's like being on autopilot#anyway. I hope this post was helpful to someone out there#if you also maladaptive daydream YOU ARE NOT ALONE! it's valid and you're not 'faking' anything. it's a genuine trauma response.
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i'm going to make an art tag list!
I wanted to make a tag list whenever I post my art so interested folks can see it when it's posted instead of it getting buried.
i've seen others in the fandom do this, and I know i like being on tag lists, and thought it could be a good idea!
This will include SPN fanart and sketches. This list isn't for when I post original art or anything -- just bc I know not everyone would be interested in that and I'm mostly posting fanart ATM.
*It's not an obligation to reblog; it's just that if you like my stuff, and want to see it when it's posted instead of it getting buried on a dash or if you're busy and want to come back to it.
If you're interested, you can message me or reply to this post!
I'll start implementing it on the next art I post <3
#i've done tag lists before but then i kinda stopped bc i lost track of t and most of the time it was for my writing#idk if i've ever really done it for art before so#regardless#new era#new list#lmao#again you're not obligated to reblog if you're on this list#it's just if you wanna make sure you don't miss anything i post#not to say that my stuff isn't worth missing or anything but y'know#bc we're all around this world on different timezones#and i don't lke reblogging my art 930801938423 times#so yeah okay anyway awelkfajwelj i'll stop rambling. the coffee is getting to me
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Bartimaeus AU but it's Matilda
So I watched Matilda because I couldn't get the idea of Ms Lutyens = Miss Honey out of my mind; and I think Nathaniel deserves a happy ending with a cottagecore lesbian coded mother, but it actually works surprisingly well??
• Instead of Matilda Wordwood it's Nathaniel Underwood.
• Instead of telekinesis Nathaniel summons Bartimaeus to cause trouble.
• "Sometimes you have to be a little bit naughty" -*summons a demon in his bedroom*
• Lavender would probably be Kitty.
• Nathaniel and Ms Lutyens bond over art rather than books but he still reads way above his age and is a very intelligent kid.
• "Arthur Underwood lived in a very nice neighborhood, in a very nice house, but he wasn't a very nice person"
• "Underwood was so wrapped up in his own silly life he barely realised he had a son, had he paid any attention to him at all, he'd have realised he was a rather extraordinary child"
• "The happiest part of the story is that Nathaniel and Ms Lutyens each got what they had always wanted; a loving family."
• "Nathaniel discovered to his great surprise that life could be fun, and he decided to have as much of it as possible- after all he was a very smart kid"
• Instead of Magnus (Miss honey's dad) it's Martha Underwood as Ms Lutyens' mother who died.
• Simon Lovelace instead of Trunchbull, who is Ms Lutyens' Uncle or cousin/brother because they're quite similar in age.
• Lovelace is paranoid about being found out as the murderer of Mrs Underwood.
• Nathaniel uses Bartimaeus to get Ms Lutyens' home back and scare Lovelace away.
• And Arthur Underwood signing the adoption papers over to Ms Lutyens at the end because absolutely everyone needs that to heal their soul.
#Miss honey and ms Lutyens are both cottagecore lesbians tho change my mind#I'll be honest I hate that movie lmao I rewatched it to make sure I hate it as much as I remember#<-Yup I still do 😅#Mainly crack but also if anyone does anything with this 👀👀#Now I can't get Lovelace is Lutyens' relative out of my head#<-Add that one to the headcannon list#Both blonde and I always pictured her with glasses#I was thinking Nouda/ faquarl/ makepeace as trunchbull instead cos I like simon 😭#And Faquarl has the vibe with the meat clever#But simon makes more sense with miss Lutyens standing up to him#bartimaeus trilogy#bartimaeus sequence#bartseq#bartimaeus#nathaniel underwood
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This is part 3 of a list of archived and currently playable dress up games from StarSue. See part 1 HERE and part 2 HERE.
I Love Fashion Scarah Dress Up
Boo York Nefera de Nile Dress Up
Sweet Screams Draculaura Dress Up
Swim Class Venus Dress Up
Dot Dead Gorgeous Lagoona Dress Up
Gloom and Bloom Catrine DeMew Dress Up
Lagoona Scaris Style
Elle Eedee Dress Up
Swim Class Rochelle Dress Up
Coffin Bean Twyla Dress Up
Shriekwrecked Rochelle Dress Up
Flara Blaze Dress Up
Music Festival Abbey Dress Up
New Scaremester Catty Noir Dress Up
Sweet Screams Frankie Dress Up
Frightseers Clawdeen Dress Up
Heath Burns Dress Up
Lagoonafire Dress Up
Iris Clops Dress Up
New Scaremester Twyla Dress Up
Scarily Ever After Frankie Dress Up
Pyxis Prepstockings Dress Up
Scarnival Skelita Dress Up
Gilda Goldstag Dress Up
Posea Reef Dress Up
Kala Mer'ri Dress Up
Marisol Coxi Dress Up
Zomby Gaga Dress Up
#idk if i ended up repeating dress up games but if i did my bad?#total accident shbfnjfg#there were a LOT of games to dig through here its kind of a mess lmao#tossing this out there#GO HAVE FUN I GUESS#there aren't any more on internet archive right now so idk if i'll make another list or add onto this one#im not sure#monster high#web games
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Trans UnderTale Headcanons
in the wake of seeing someone in the UT fandom be an idiot (not naming names but if yk yk), I raise you my trans headcanons (not canon!) for the AUs and the main game + yellow itself! Plus also some canon trans rep. I'm trans, ik multiple ppl who I'm friends with who are trans, and ik that these events have hurt many ppl. So, for TRANS POSITIVITY: Canon prns/gender: Frisk + Kris + Napstablook + MK are nonbinary they/them! Chara uses they/them! Mettaton is transmasc he/him! Mad Mew Mew is transfem she/her! Paperjam is genderfluid he/she/they! Ink uses he/they! Dream + Nightmare have no sex*!
And I personally heacanon... Chara as agender or agenderflux they/it! Clover as demi-boy he/they! Killer as genderfluid he/she/they/it! Cross as transmasc he/him! (I will die on this hill) Nightmare as agender he/him! Dream as genderfluid or pangenderflux any prns! Ink as demi-boy + demi-enby he/they! Blue as transmasc + intersex he/him, doesn't mind they/them! Lust as transmasc + intersex he/they/it! Fresh as agender + no sex (as a parasite) he/it! Fresh!Ink as agender (due to Fresh's control) he/him (agreed to go by their shared prns)! Outer as genderfluid + transfem she/they/he! I also hc that Monsters in most AUs + UT are called they/them from birth, until they're old enough to know they decide their pronouns and gender (unless they don't really care abt it).
*'no sex' as they're technically demi-gods/balls of energy, so don't count as AFAB, AMAB, or intersex bc they have nothing there. I hc their ecto and vocal range as fluid.
(Also if there's any secret hidden transphobes/transmeds/terfs on my blog gtfo. Any hate or ppl defending the transphobe in question will result in an instant block. If you don't like what I've written, move along already. This goes for any homophobes, too.)
#undertale#trans rights!#headcanons#trans headcanon#terfs dni#transmeds dni#transphobes dni#might make a neurodivergency hc list at some point#don't rlly care if anyone's interested cos i'll prolly make it anyways but if anyone is#i project a lil' bit (read: completely and utterly with every fibre of my being) onto criss-cross lmao#and unlike what the person in question says#religion is not an excuse to support a hate movement. There are LGBTQ+ people in all kinds of beliefs.#I know religious people who are fine with and/or support LGBTQ+ people and subjects.#Acting as if we're 'evil' or 'misguided' is your choice. Don't drag people of your faith into this.#sorry if this seems rude but I'm low empathy and rlly don't give any fucks abt transphobes#tw: swearing#tw: mentioned transphobia#artsy's post#artsy's writing
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also i wanted to see if i could gather enough fullbodies i've done to make a kinda height chart and that fact that it makes such a nice gradient is so funny to me actually. i might have to make someone in the crime gang like 5'8" just so i'll have a single skeleton with a normal fucking height
#I HAVENT UPDATED STRETCH YET STOP LAUGHING AT HIM#i'll probably shrink rogue whenever i add him tbh.....i think he could fit the short king role well enough#the difference in art styles between refs is Also very funny to me. u can definitely tell i drew most of these in different years#i even had to shrink honey's head down so he wouldn't look as jarring lmao#unpictured is the aforementioned rogue & smiley who i don't/didn't have canon heights for yet & tbh didnt feel like copy/pasting atm#and also spooks. who i never once designed the lower half of#like i'm being so genuine and true when i say i have no idea what his feet look like.#he'll. he'll be a minute#i have to redesign him So bad. i have a couple ideas. but also he's dead so i dont care about him enough rn oops !#he also doesn't have a canon height but i at least have a range for him which is “taller than honey in a slightly freakish manner"#sludge also doesn't have a canon height but i've said before he's Malleable so he still gets to be on the list#i wonder if this makes it obvious who my favorite character is and who atbb is centered around. can anybody tell idk
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Hesitantly posts this and then runs away
The black line above some of the ships is to indicate that my personal (current) queer headcanons for one or both of the characters in the ship means the ship wouldn't work in a romantic sense, which is an aspect of things that does influence my opinions of ships a bit but that's a more personal potential discomfort thing with ships so I disregarded that while actually ranking them but that's still an aspect. I might've missed adding it to some of them because there's so many ships on this but you get it. I sorted the ships in the individual tiers based on game as well so the order in each tier doesn't mean anything
Any of the ships that are on this tier list maker that I didn't rank were either because they were with characters I didn't know, I just didn't feel like ranking it, or they were ships between the teen characters and adults which is ew
Some of the ships in the "I'm particularly fond of their dynamic as friends", "I can understand this", "Okay", and "Not fond of" tiers can go back and forth a little bit as well, it depends
#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 4#persona 4 golden#persona 5#persona 5 royal#I'm not tagging any of these ships lmao#if there are any mistakes in this tier list I'll freak out I've looked it over 20 times now to make sure#also the “understand” “okay” and “not fond” tiers don't mean I don't like their dynamic as friends or in general#I realize the one tier name can seem like it implies that#my opinions of things are more specific then what a tier list would allow without it being a million tiers long#if you want to know my specific opinions of the character dynamics then please just ask me and don't assume. ill yap about it when I can
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// If you're not blasting LIVE & LEARN on your way to a Sonic concert, you're doing it wrong, friends. I'll likely be scarce here until late Saturday evening or Sunday morning! I have my laptop with me, but since I'll be with my husband, I won't be on TOO much ( until he inevitably falls asleep extremely early and then tries to deny that he did. ) 💙❤️
#(( the concert i saw in LA was so good that I'm going for round 2 in my home state#they added more tour dates and North Carolina was lucky enough to make the list. 😩👌🏾 we win for once lmao.#hope everyone is well! I'll be reachable on discord!!! ))#;; oh jeeze what now? ( ooc )
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top 5 nautical characters <3
brother. do i need to say it? must i invoke his name Today, Dies Dei, The Lord's Day Of Sun?
ged sparrowhawk, earthsea (it's my list, he counts to me)
admiral croft, persuasion
will laurence, temeraire
ahsa, the long girl in the soup from destiny 2, a giant and ancient sea serpent in a methane sea
runner up: captain smollett, treasure island, but ALSO captain amelia, treasure planet. both of them.
ask me my top 5 anything!
#laurence is on thin fucking ice but i'll allow it for this list#and sorry to wentworth for being overshadowed by his boss in every single list i'll ever make lmao#thank you!!#bolt top 5
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was checking our ur etsy and came here to find the missing tipjar lore and (if u will forgive me for making an entirely unasked for suggestion) maybe u could bypass the rules by having a digital download tipjar ? like for $5 we get a thank you png or something !! would love to support u on top of getting some more prints .
that's exactly what the old tipjar was!! It was a digital download, if you bought the "Tip" listing you could download a pic w a thank-you note that has pics of Jorah and Toby in it. Etsy wasn't mad that I wasn't offering something on the listing- bc I was offering a bespoke Cat Image - but just the fact that it was meant to be a tip in the first place. I think it was a keyword thing. they said they don't allow, quote: Listings created solely for the purpose of transferring money, including collecting “tips”, “gratuities”, “donations”, or other types of “crowdfunding”.
#SO TIP JAR CANNOT BE lmao#also thank you for caring enough to Want To Tip!!! that's really nice of you!#actually it's just really nice that ppl did genuinely USE that listing when it was live on my shop.#when/if I ever make my own store that is not hosted on etsy I'll be able to use a tip jar again#but like... I ain't allowed#but I mean I do still have a tip jar in the sense that there's a paypal.me and a kofi that I own#I just can't build those into my etsy shop#OH WELL!#sergle answers
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my favorite edits - 2023 edition 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9
#ts4#simblr#once again i don't know how to tag this so...#i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig#2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz#only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually#ik i've said it a million times already but#i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year!#i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh#like. i have a list#i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point.#probably gonna do some writing here soon ish.#i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas#i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year#edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk#making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too#i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao#idk why i just hate making story posts#lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok#n e way#i rambled. sorry. bye lol
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