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I have a job interview tomorrow slayyyy
#it's the one I wanted least but oh well.#at least SOMEONE got back to me 😭#it's at the school's bookstore but it's run by both barnes and noble and starbucks#so I have to deal with the shittiness of starbucks without the tips or free drinks or markouts or any of the stuff you work at starbucks for#and like. I don't have it *yet*. but they seem desperate (I applied yesterday) and I have experience#it's also listed as a temporary position so I'm guessing they close over winter break which means I'm going to have to find another job#it's not the best ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but this way I can work 12-15 hours at the same time as a museum one and maybe by next semester#I'll find something better
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Rook being a very physically touchy person and Lucanis avoiding touch at all costs from built up trauma from childhood, his work as a Crow, and the Ossuary. Them always asking for Lucanis' permission to touch him, and before Tearstone Island, they hug him and he still flinches but he holds them tight
As Rook is taken into the Regret prison and they see a vision of Lucanis' body on the ground, they scream his name out of concern and fear but all Lucanis hears is them screaming for him to help, and then they're gone. They're gone. He thinks they were screaming his name, begging him to save them and now they're gone.
Weeks into Rook being taken into the Regret prison and now a man who couldn't be touched without reflexively drawing a blade is craving the warmth of his partner who he thinks he'll never see again
Lucanis pulling Rook out of the prison, knowing it's them right away because of their hands. He missed their hands, he missed their touch, he missed their warmth, he missed them.
When Rook gets back, Lucanis' touch is slow and soft, almost unbelieving. Weeks of stress and torture and pain and guilt and regret, and now they're here. Once they're finally together, he feels as though the world is in their arms and if killing a god is the only way to stay there, he will do what a Crow does best and fulfill this contract
#dragon age#the veilguard spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis x rook#lucanis romance#rookanis#and he gets them screaming his name in a *different* way you know what I- (is shot)#just thinking about how my Rook cant go to sleep with touching her partner in some form#doesnt matter if its a toe a shoulder an elbow#as long as she has some sort of contact with her partner's body she can sleep well#not sure how i feel about that last line :/#I'll find something better later#probably#maybe
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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Over 6 years ago, Technoblade and Etoiles played together on United UHC. Although they never got to meet each other on the QSMP, it's nice to see that they already had some nice banter and a fun dynamic developing during the brief time they knew each other. Here are some highlights from the video where they played together!
Subscribe to Technoblade! Technoblade's United UHC video
[ Part 1 || Part 2 || Subtitle Transcript ↓ ]
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Technoblade: Bonjour, mis amis! (Hello, my friends!) Oh god, we already have a zombie on us. No! It's targeting me 'cuz I have subs!
Etoiles: Excellent teammates.
Technoblade: Do trees spawn in these worlds?
Etoiles: [Laughing at a screenshot of Technoblade saying "deforestation has gotten pretty bad"]
Technoblade: It's gotten pretty bad, man. What is this?
Etoiles: B-bonjour.
Technoblade: Stop speakin' Chinese.
Etoiles: You're the best Skywars player, dude. That's why.
Technoblade: That doesn't mean much.
Technoblade: Oh my god, I found diamonds!
Etoiles: Oh, whoa.
Technoblade: Subscribe to Technoblade! I'm suddenly a UHC god.
Etoiles: Oh, I got diamonds too! :D
Technoblade: ...Wow, way to ruin my moment. Wow. Can I just have this one moment?
Etoiles: Yeah.
Technoblade: Does everything- does everything need to be a competition? First diamonds I've ever mined in Minecraft.
Etoiles: Let's redo it, Techno. Let's say I don't have diamonds. I don't have diamonds, you have-
Teammate: I found diamonds!
Technoblade: Oh my god.
Technoblade: I have seven diamonds! And I'm not saying that to one-up you, but- I mean I am, but I mean I'm- I'm also tellin' the truth.
Teammate: Nobody knows which one of you guys is the mole.
Technoblade: Yeah, that's gonna be very awkward.
Etoiles: Maybe Technoblade is already-
Technoblade: I'm right behind you.
Etoiles: Technoblade is already saying to his friend-
Technoblade: I'm already in the Mole chat, plannin' your death.
Etoiles: Like, I'm kind of scared of Technoblade, actually.
Technoblade: I'm not even good, why would you be scared of me?
Etoiles: Because you're the King of Bedwars.
Technoblade: Alright, ok, ok, so here's how it works- I get paid per episode, right? So I'm not gonna betray you on Episode 2.
Etoiles: [Laughs]
Technoblade: Now let me enchant.
Etoiles: I'm so bad at hearing sound because when I'm hearing lava-
Technoblade: Nah, it's 'cuz the sounds are in French, isn't it?
Etoiles: [Laughs] I'm gonna kill you, bro.
Technoblade: No!
Etoiles: [Laughs] I'm gonna kill you.
#Technoblade#Etoiles#QSMP#Untitled UHC#Edited#I'll have to upload the next part tomorrow#I decided to add subtitles and that always takes a little bit longer#If it sounds like there's a mic echo it's because there IS a mic echo in the original audio#As always if you have a hard time reading the subtitles please let me know! Happy to adjust the font for the next iteration#been using this one for a hot minute but might switch it up sometime if I find something better#Subtitles#I'll upload the rest tomorrow I've got a few things I gotta wrap up#Portfolio
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When the classes so boring you redownloading Ibis Paint to distract yourself till the end of the day (the quality is so ass because I drew in a real small canvas, but tried to resize it (still looks bad)) But either way heehoo, here's some Pesttt, and the hint on Partybeetle
#regretevator#regretevator art#roblox regretevator#regretevator poob#regretevator party noob#regretevator pest#regretevator partybeetle#partybeetle#maybe i'll draw something more in the future#i already have a lot of things i need to get done in university sobs#hope i'll find better time for myself
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We got a new Minesweeper Streamer in the form of: Technical Difficulties "Pearl" PearlescentMoon finding ways to entertain chat during the PC/MC issues of Feb 25/26!
It was an incredibly fun stream to watch even without MC and I also ended up getting hooked on minesweeper as well!
#pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon fanart#minesweeper#I ended up doing this at night after it came to me as a shower though#Went better than I thought it would!#Especially because I did it in a different way than I normally do art#I'll probably also try to get back into sudoku as I really need somethings to keep my mind afloat#I love how instead of just trying to find the problem and ending stream#Pearl instead caved to the whims and started doing a bit of minigames and playing with chatters#I love her and her vibe so much
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would u ever accept art commissions
Currently? Probably not...
I'm a full time graphic designer so tbh I spend 40 hours of my week doing commissions for my boss lol
I don't have a lot of time for personal art and I'm already spending a lot of my creative energy at my job so its more refreshing to be able to draw stuff that I wanna draw :]
Every so often when I need some ideas I ask my followers for suggestions! and I try to make sure I'm incorporating drawings that you guys would enjoy as well. But for now I won't be selling any art.
Also I am still working on those Guardianship AU asks, but for the reasons already stated above... I'm a little slow LOL
#littlecrittereli#sona art#artist sona#asks#I find my art tends to look better when its something im passionate about#ive taken commissions before but they've never turned out as good as I would've liked#i spend a lot of time studying the characters I draw and it's hard to put the same amount of time and studies into a one-time commission#but idk maybe one day I'll change my mind!#(aka if I ever lose my job LOL)#watch me get laid off and then come crawling back here begging for spare change in like a week /JJJJJ
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I'm already seeing people scream "media illiteracy" at people who rightfully call out Caitlyn's character and what they did with her.
just because you scrape together some sort of sense out of your own head doesn't actually mean it's in the show. The tiny stuff we got was NOT enough. Not for her literally turning full on dictator, and may I remind you USING A CHEMICAL WEAPON AGAINST PEOPLE OF ZAUN.
She hit Vi and that in itself should have been addressed SO FAST. but no, upon them reuniting Caitlyn gets to HIT HER AGAIN. And no it doesn't matter to me that "iT wAs tHeIr pLan" shut the fuck up. They did not talk about anything, Vi was just fine with it, it's so idiotic.
Not only that but they also made a joke out of Vi in that situation? I'm sorry and maybe I'm alone in this but I don't find Vi malnourished, with an alcohol addiction and obvious struggles funny??? The writers were SO insensitive about that I really do NOT care.
"oh but she went against ambessa in that one scene"
she also threatened to put Singed into the deepest, darkest torture dungeons like I do not care that she used her words, where were her actions?
"oh but they showed her and Ambessa devided by light in that one scene"
I'm not even gonna HUMOR this one.
"oh but she-"
NO.
I'm hoping and PRAYING for act 3 to get its shit together so I guess we'll see more tomorrow.
#just ugh#atp people try to find anything and for WHAT#like please#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#caitvi#vi#caitlyn kiramman#arcane act 3#act 3 better actually fucking address this shit oh my GOD#atp I'll probably ignore anything about that and just enjoy their sex scene and then leave it be or something#fix it fics save me
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˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚ 𝓻𝔂𝓾𝓱𝓪𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓶
there was an ache in my heart when i awoke in a strange, beautiful world that wasn’t my own. even as months turned to years, i still missed the familiar skies, the voice of loved ones and the home i had left behind. i wrote letters that went nowhere and whispered silent prayers that reached no one. it was like i was plucked from my own reality and placed in a world where i didn’t quite belong.
yet, as much as i longed for home, i was determined to learn in this new life. sumeru became my sanctuary and the akademiya, my solace. i learned their languages, customs, and secrets while sharing stories of the stars, landmarks, and beauty of my own world. the scholars listened, fascinated by the similarities and differences, but none more than al-haitham—a student assigned to guide me through this foreign land. he was a quiet presence. thoughtful and curious. he did not pity me.
and over time, he went from guide to peer to something more. over time, i wasn’t just seeking knowledge but also him. but what was the point? what was the point of falling for him if one day, i could just disappear—vanish back to my world, leaving him and teyvat behind? this could slip away at any moment. this might be as fleeting as a dream.
despite all reason, i still found myself loving him deeply. in a world that wasn’t my own, he had become my home.
���𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬: very slow burn, mutual pining, friends to lovers
𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐔𝐒: 22.10.22 | playlist | genshinverse ryu | home for christmas (fic) | moodboards
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐒: modern au | akademiya days | season of love | minecraft |
#is this an intro… or a drabble…#i got carried away#did i really just isekai myself into the genshinverse?#yes#don’t laugh at me please !!!!#be kind please !!!#i loved the academic rivals to lovers thing i had going on but that backstory belongs to my oc nahla (who i had for haitham before#i decided to self ship with him)#for my s/i i found myself daydreaming about this scenario and it’s probably a bit too ambitious for genshinverse but hey#the power of fiction lets me do whatever i want!#and our dynamics still stays the same ^^ i just changed my lore. i rlly tried to keep this intro as short as possible#but i think there is something so deeply romantic about falling for someone despite there being so many barriers and crossroads#if i wasnt clear enough we meet as students! i can picture him watching me curiously from behind his book when i first enrol at the akademi#he could be pragmatic at first but over time he brings me things that remind me of my home. perhaps books that could comfort me or#asking questions to allow me to talk about it#not knowing whether or not i'll suddenly go *blip* makes every moment so precious#nothing better than finding your beacon of light in an unfamiliar place#*he* fell first *i* fell harder me thinks#because i was never going to open myself to love but did it anyway#anyway who’s even reading this far i should have like a certain emoji for people to comment if they’ve reach this point#maybe 🌎#selfships#selfship moodboard#my selfships#genshin self insert#self insert
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I think they are supposed to be twins???
(maybe originally in the concept art, but in canon it seems they aren't anymore? dion has been stated to be the oldest, but my thoughts are maybe like he's the older twin lmao. i will probably be 100% wrong if there is ever a future installment in this series.)




Funny story, I originally wanted to color these sketches, but I found that most of my traditional art supplies are unusable (the pencil colors has a very faded color, and most of my markers have a diluted yellow coloring lmaoooo ToT). I haven't been using them from 2019 and it really shows.
Oh yeah, here's a full page sketch.

#psychonauts 2#psychonauts dion#psychonauts frazie#dion aquato#frazie aquato#psychonauts#traditional art#sketches#unfinished art#pen sketches#art#fanart#cartoon fanart#double fine productions#fanart 2025#usagifuyusummerart2025#you can find more of my ramblings on these guys in the alt text lmao i yap a lot i know#i love these guys but there's not much discussion going on about them especially dion since they're not really the focus on the second game#which that's fine. psychonauts is about raz after all i find him funny and i wonder what horrendous truths will he discover more if there is#ever a future game. unrelated but i love razzle dazzle's was it? AU of Dion not being psychic really? but he can see ghosts#(and the side abilities that come with that) which i think is a passive psychic ability. not strong like what the rest of their family#members have but it does align with what i think his character is like. dismissive but he does care he just can't show it because nobody#will believe him something like that. i have more to blab on this but tag limit lmao#this is just me relieving stress btw i'll get back on track when i feel more better.#you'll see me posting random stuff when i can't focus on what i want to do lol.#plus i've been thinking maybe my un-banger posts should have a specific tag? tundra or cold post??? i'll think about it....#if you read all of this then wow thank you hope you have a nice day wherever you are
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the BBC les mis radio dramatization skips many fun scenes, but for some reason it takes the Awkward Carriage Ride and goes crazy with it
JVJ and Javert talk more there that they have for the entire book, including "why didn't you kill me" and (stops the cab) "overpower me and run away now" ???
I def saw some of the things they say in valvert fics
#pi speaks#les miserables#valvert#it's amazing but. what a choice#then there's no Javert derailed just (water splashing) then later Valjean comes to the bridge to say goodbye#overall?? I liked it a lot#the Javert voice is excellent. the contrast between professional Javert and angry Javert!!#sister Simplice and Coufeyrac are great. Coufeyrac is very interested in good tomatoes and I can empathize with that#I also cannot find a really tasty tomato anywhere in this city.#and “your girlfriend is leaving the country? I'll make you tomato soup to feel better :)”#Grantaire coming in and immediately commenting on Enjolras' behind was. sure something#and Enj seems to like him more than in the brick with “my dear grantaire” and “my friend”#also Gorbeau is there but no “would you like my hat” :(
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school play rewired my brain (2)
#sydney x kylar#i'll add tags in case anyone needs to find/filter#degrees of lewdity#kylar the loner#sydney the faithful#THEY MAKE ME ILL OKAY#you are NOT telling me you never held hands or better smooch your childhood friend when yall taught each other to take care of yourselves#bro#m!kylar#gn!sydney#yeah m!kylar is such a twink any ship with him is yaoi to me or something idk gender doesn't matter#also i want viewers to guess
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#mishaedit#Misha Collins#gothamknightsedit#harveyedit#tuserpris#*mara#spn cast#spncastedit#gotham knights#gotham knights spoilers#harvey#harvey dent#these suck but i can't find better quality yet#i have to go to work in 1 hour so i'll gif something bettter once i'm back home
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Having to pay all these final wedding expenses while simultaneously being unsure how I am going to make money starting as of May of this year is going to cause me a minor nervous breakdown
#it's fine. it's fine. at this point a lot of the final expenses are things our parents are helping with and it should all work out#but also i would feel so much better if i knew for sure if i was headed to graduate school soon#as opposed to worrying i'll have to find something else because higher ed is a shambles right now#--to be clear it's not that we're spending money we don't have for this. it's just unfortunate and stressful timing
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I would like to know which One Piece manga translation is considered the most faithful to the original and where to find it. Analysing scenes is kinda hard when there are several versions with very different tone and sometimes completely different meanings. Not even bothering to cross-reference anime subtitles, I have very little faith in those to begin with.
#over here getting excited over interesting dialogue parallells and word choices#only to find another translation where something completely different is said#it's like. is this very interesting narrative call-back even real? or did a translator make the story better by accident#I'll have to pick up Japanese again. for the nuances. I got stuck and gave up when I got to the numbers so I've got some ways to go#one piece#linguistic struggles
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Ok you know what I've been putting this off since Christmas cause spending money on "silly" things for myself gives me extreme anxiety buuuuuutttt: Going to Crossroads 10!
#i'm still kinda panicking but i have waited 10 years to do this i think i'm allowed . . . maybe#could only afford either auto or photo not both#so went with auto cause 1) i know i'll look terrible in any pic and want to die#2) everyone says autos are generally less rushed than photos and i wanna actually say something to him (assuming I don't go mute)#3) I have something specific I've been wanting him to sign since like 2015!#this only happened because my anxiety about finding out i'd left it too late and autos had all sold out finally tipped ever so slightly#ahead of the spending money anxiety#personal#eeeeeeeeeeee#taking bets with myself now on if it'll go better than when I met Kim Joy from Great British Bakeoff#where I was so nervous I bolted out of the shop the second she signed my book and her partner literally had to run after me and remind me I#got to take a photo too#I feel like she got it haha but still embaressing af lmao
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