#I'll be okay.

[dragonsmindramblings]

I-is any one there....?

I can't... I don't want to... I'm just tired. I'm scared. I miss people.

But I can't.

But I want-

No.

[frootloopscereal]

allowing myself to be young and stupid. allowing myself to feel things, not just move past them. allowing myself to be a little carefree. to make mistakes. to fix mistakes. to be here.

[strxnged]

throwing up i move tomorrow

[wardenswateringhole]

So the powers that be have deemed my neighborhood unworthy of Halloween. It's raining all day tomorrow and the temp is dropping to below freezing.

Perfect weather for getting blood drawn though.

We're gonna stuff the child with candy while I rest.

My body is fighting against me again so I'm gonna take it easy for a bit and just focus on getting the sticker sheets done. I have two sheets to finish up and I'm waiting on mailing supplies.

Apparently getting envelopes takes nothing short of an act of divinity around here.

In the meantime, everyone please enjoy your halloween. Eat lots of candy and have fun in costume.

I'll be back soon.

[panoramaaa]

Everyone else can go. As long as you're with me, I'll be okay.

[orcelito]

🙂👍

[sunshineofbts]

Mood.....

Back soon.

[valmillion]

i feel like one of the worst aspects of my personality is the need to have people believe I'm important, that i have connections with important/cool people, to the point where i tell a lot of little white lies, even to myself. i tell myself that I'm a part of some inner circle of internet people, which is, i guess, sorta true in some ways. i have a lot of actual friends who do awesome stuff but i tend to overstate my "reach", i guess. i don't feel notable in these circles, I'm not a centerpoint, im just a peripheral thread, an orbiter.

I'm a part of so many different friend groups without feeling like i truly belong in any of them (partially because I can't stand being in voice calls and i only want to play multiplayer games by myself)

i brag about being mutuals with "micro celebrities" whom I've never actually talked with (i tell myself that they don't really want to talk to me, and even if they did, what the hell would i say? they don't have room for another friend. may as well not bother.)

i know some lovely mutuals are gonna tell me that it's okay, that i should just be myself and that it's fine to not be the center of attention. i love you guys. I'm just venting. this is just something i needed to get out there.

i think this is something i get from my family. my nonno knew everybody, made friends with so many people, everyone gathered at his house. i wish i could be that. i want to be someone that's desirable to be around. i want to feel wanted. i hate being the first one to reach out. i dont know how to do that. i don't know if i can ever be that. it's hard to explain. i don't feel lonely, i know i have friends who love me. i dunno. i guess i wanna be like my nonno, a soft spoken, good listener, who was kind and helped people, who people wanted to be around. trust me, if you met me in real life, that's who i am.

come over, I'll cook for you. we'll talk, have coffee, smoke weed, watch a movie, whatever. I won't invite you, just come knock on my door and I'll be happy to let you in.

[some-pers0n]

Minecraft movie trailer dropped this thing looks awful my skin itches just looking at these things

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

the fact that shakespeare was a playwright is sometimes so funny to me. just the concept of the "greatest writer of the English language" being a random 450-year-old entertainer, a 16th cent pop cultural sensation (thanks in large part to puns & dirty jokes & verbiage & a long-running appeal to commoners). and his work was made to be watched not read, but in the classroom teachers just hand us his scripts and say "that's literature"

just...imagine it's 2450 A.D. and English Lit students are regularly going into 100k debt writing postdoc theses on The Simpsons screenplays. the original animation hasn't even been preserved, it's literally just scripts and the occasional SDH subtitles.txt. they've been republished more times than the Bible

[mroddmod]

everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

[cosmic-ships]

Are you okay? :(

Nah, but don't worry, I will eventually. Whatever this is I'm sure it will pass in time. Really hoping to get out of it sooner rather than later though. Thanks for reaching out anonnie. Appreciate you <3

[o3o-lapd-o3o]

*after the events of the odyssey*

*telemachus and odysseus walking down to the docks, after odysseus said he'd go sailing with his son*

(listen the man had missed 20 years of his son's life, he could ask ody to dress in drag & do the hula and odysseus would already be shouting "LUAU" in a grass skirt before tele finished his sentence)

telemachus: i'm so excite- *looks ahead*

telemachus: *stops walking* oh no *sad noises*

odysseus: *still walking* what's wrong son?

telemachus: *points to the sea beyond ithaca's shores* poseidon must be angry today, look at the storm in the distance

odysseus: *looks ahead but without worry on his face* no need to worry, we can still go sailing, follow me

telemachus: *confused but follows his dad*

*both make it to the docks*

odysseus: you get started, i've just got something to do & then i'll join you on the ship

*telemachus hops on the ship and odysseus turns to face the sea*

odysseus: *red eyes activate* i'm. going. sailing. with . my. son.

*the sea storm dissipates in record speed*

odysseus: good.

odysseus: *red eyes deactivate*

odysseus: *turns to telemachus smiling like nothing happened* shall we go then?

telemachus: *happy but very confused*

telemachus: *mumbling to himself*what just happened?

[zivazivc]

I feel like I have some of the most random headcanons. but I am lowkey obsessed with the fact that John Dory is so much older than Branch that he potentially could have dated their friends'/peers' parents, and/or anything else funny and possibly entertaining that the large age difference entails lmaokskssbcdsbcjdh

edit: part two

[sunsestart]

It's one of my favorite headcanons that he doesn't have the greatest eyesight akshskdj he's just like me fr

[chappellrroan]

people who are complaining about chappell setting boundaries and asking for privacy with "she's not ready to be a pop girlie yet" make me so mad. why does she have to tolerate harrasment and stalking to be a pop girlie? why is your definition for a pop girlie of someone whose private life is all out in open for you to dissect? why should you have access to her family? why should she be someone who has to nod, smile and say yes to whatever you want fuck off maybe