#I'll be fine it's just A Lot
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#va appeal hearing was today#not a fun time to have to try to granularly recall everything that. yknow. permanently destroyed my body and mind and life.#probably went fine? definitely cried in front of the judge but everyone was super cool about it.#also thank god my wife was there they let her give testimony as both my wife and as a doctor#(which she is)#(obviously)#but like I'm still So Sick and it's all this up and down and we're still fighting to get stabilized so I usually don't have time or energy#to like stop and look around at the quicksand I've been keeping myself afloat in this whole time#but today was very much 'hey tell me about this quicksand huh'#and it's just like a lot to deal with yknow#I'll be fine it's just A Lot#anyway shoutout to the folks who are either kind or nosy enough to read my tag rambles all the time lol#(the actual decision will still take up to 2 more years btw)#(hopefully not! but they said it could)#(although apparently a board denial isn't the end of the road anymore which is news to me)#(maybe they changed it in the 44 months since I filed for the appeal hearing lol)#(not a typo)#favorites
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Crab off! --gives your Loop a mouth-- because in this family not eating Bonnie's food is a crime.








So, remember this comic I did the other day? At first it was just gonna be a random Odile looping au comic, but then I said "what if the family DOES interact with Loop in the fic I'm writing?" And this happened.
A little explanation (cause I don't know when will I finish this fic so I may as well tell the story in comics or something):
We apply the 'teams' here (beauty alliance and opposite sides of the age spectrum alliance). That means (since act 4) Mirabelle knows Isabeau is looping, Isabeau knows Mirabelle is looping; Odile knows Bonnie is looping and Bonnie knows Odile is looping; but no one knows EVERYONE is looping (I will assume this makes sense).
Why hasn't Loop say anything about this to the other family members? Because.
Why hadn't they told Siffrin that the rest of the party is looping? Because Siffrin knows already but he's in negation, to put it simple (and because something something they know Siffrin would mcblinding lose it and they don't want that)
I'm also gonna add the little fact that Loop's mask only works with Siffrin, and it slips a bit TOO often with the rest of the family.
Are you seeing the possible drama??? Do you see my vision???
Anyways, full and alt text under cut, I'm going to sleep or finish that hollow knight skin, whatever comes first BYE
Alt text:
First page:
- First panel shows Bonnie bringing Loop a plate of dumplings. Loops is sitting at the favor tree (they're wearing Odile's coat from the previous comic)
Bonnie: "Star head!"
Loop: "don't call me that kid."
Bonnie: "I bring you. Dumplings."
- Second panel shows Loop with a sad expression holding one of the dumplings
Loop: "Aww Bon-bon...
thank you but... I don't think I can eat anything at all" (whispering: "I don't have a mouth")
A text pointing at Loop says "trying not to burst into tears"
- Thirth panel shows Bonnie holding the plate of dumplings
Bonnie: "Yes you can!"
Loop: "wha-? No I'm pretty sure I-"
Bonnie: (interrupts) "You just have to ask for it!"
"To the universe or something"
"Is what the king said!"
- Forth panel:
Bonnie: "If Frin can ask for a country you can ask to eat!"
- Fifth panel:
Loop: -sigh- "Alright"
"I'll try"
- Sixth panel shows Loop somehow having a mouth under the light of their face and eating the dumpling.
- Seventh panel is Loop's surprised reaction.
Second page:
-First panel is both Loop and Bonnie surprised
Loop (thinking): "you can eat."
-Second panel:
Bonnie: "So? How is it?"
Loop (thinking): "you can eat!!! You can taste!!!"
A text pointing at Loop says "trying REALLY hard not to cry"
Thirth panel:
Bonnie: "uh... Loop?"
Loop: "thank you snack leader for this delicious meal"
A text pointing at Loop says "failure"
-Forth panel is Loop and Bonnie sitting at the favor three. Loop is cleaning their tears and Bonnie is sitting next to them about to fall asleep.
#am I abusing the woobly Loop image? yes#BUT but that's beacuse they're gonna get woobly a whooole lot when interacting with their family#I'm so sorry for procrastinating I didn't thought I would get THIS normal for the knight a-little-bit-hollow-but-not-really game#now I'm also writting bugs learning about the power of family love (the family love doomed the kingdom don't ask just enjoy the drama)#hollow stars crossover when??? (FINE I'LL DO IT MYSELF (but later))#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat bonnie#isat loop#loop#looping family (but no one is saying it) au#my art#digital art#drawing#artists on tumblr#I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT LOOP'S EYELASHES NOOOO
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rhinestone eyes
#look at my gif boy#still dumbfounded at how many notes my june doodle is (still) getting#i understand that june stocks are through the roof rn but still over 450 notes is. a lot. 0_0#like most notes i've received for any of my posts ever on this website (holy moly)#but enough about her.#(slowly skulks on to the stage as lights dim. a spotlight shines on me.)#(i hunch over silently. hesitating for a few seconds. then i tap the mic to test it.)#(everything is working just fine. test done.)#(i take a deep inhale. ready to say all of my peace on the matter.)#“yuri.”#(IT'S A STANDING OVATION. IT'S A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE.)#(AND SHIT. WE ARE IN FACT SANTA HINSELF.)#can't believe the vrisrezi sauce completely flew over my head in my first reading of homestuck#basic media literacy in the pits#mostly cuz i was impatiently skimming over most of the later acts because god help me#now that i'm well into act 6 of my reread (which i am taking NOTES ON AND EVERYTHING) i am now atoning for my sins#on my knees and repenting yo#purgatory and all#this art is a public apology to vrisreziheads everywhere#i'm so so sorry that i was a fucking IDIOT#hope u like da gif tho :3#i'm really proud of it myself#thank god for doomed yuri (sobbing in my little timeout corner)#but i'll shut up now (smile! :D)#homestuck#homestuck fanart#vriska serket#terezi pyrope#vrisrezi#my art
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if i said i picked up this issue for anything but drunk erik i fear i'd be lying
(Wolverine (2020) #3)
#xmen#xmen comics#krakoa#magneto#ok fine logan can get a tag too. this IS his story after all ja/lkLAJVEAVKLJ#wolverine#snap scans#i should read the rest of this run but its like 47 issues i think so. gonna take some time with that#spliced up the panels so its easier to look at everything. and so i can frame drunk passed out erik on my wall#someone uploaded some of the first page some time ago but 1.) i forgot to rb it 2.) it didnt include the rest of the scene#it ESP didnt include erik fallin face first on the table and his lil sleepin face on the next page like please im gettin cuteness aggressio#im so miffed that these are printed on the same page cause i woulda framed this spread otherwise like PLEASE#this shit got me GIGGLING SO BAD i cant. 'dare i say it .......' he's so unnecessary i love him so much#he's so silly ..... also someone said it best in that whenever erik's drawn like a bug it's the best thing#like look at him. that's a beetle. that's my little beetle and i love him i need to put him in a terrarium and watch him#honestly theres a LOT of things i have scanned and wanna share however i have to do it. Reasonably so to speak#in that i dont want to accidentally drown out all my doodling with comic scans jvEALKVJEAKL#maybe i'll do it sandwich style ... art -> scan -> art -> scan etc etc#that does remind me i have a doodle i wanted to do today. so maybe ill do that and share another thing i got scanned ....#unfortunately i do very much love reading the comics. a troublesome thing cause theres so much i wanna share and talk about#like from this issue too i love how hank describes what charles' mutation feels like#its not a grand thing but i love it whenever charles' telepathy is described and how it effects him physiologically#maybe hank was just Theorizing what it feels like but still ... i love that insight so much .....#i'll share that quote another time- i prob won't scan the page cause it's just a text log but i will say it was from here dont worry#ok ive rambled long enough BYE im gonna go draw charles
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It's surprising and, perhaps, a little depressing for a book so ostensibly beloved and held up as one of the finest in English literature, that Pride and Prejudice is so widely misquoted and misunderstood. It seems to be primarily viewed as a romance in the public's imagination, rather than the comedy of manners it truly is.
A large part of these misconceptions are admittedly, due to its various adaptations. I think a lot of people are surprised when they read the novel for the first time and discover that Mr Collins does not possess an affinity for boiled potatoes; that the proposal scene does not take place in the rain; that the second proposal is not made by Mr Darcy stumbling over his words at dawn and, ultimately, that he does not emerge from a lake in a wet white shirt. Nor is he really a brooding romantic hero.
The adaptations have had such a huge impact on the popular perception of Pride and Prejudice, that all of these products can be found on only the first two pages of an Etsy search of the title. All very nice products, I am sure. However, none of them contain quotes found in the original novel:

(quite why you'd want to be seen in a 'barely tolerable' hoodie I don't know but... each to their own... )
I question how widely-liked the actual novel is, if those who are keen to walk around in merch or decorate their homes inspired by Pride and Prejudice, are doing so with references that are nowhere to be found in the book's pages. Adaptations are part of many of our paths to falling in love with the novel; they were part of mine. But there are so many hilarious quotes contained within the first few chapters alone, you soon realise that nothing can live up to Austen's quick, witty dialogue or her observational comedy.
Yet, even when the novel is correctly quoted, it is not always done in an apt manner. Jane Austen was deemed important enough by the Bank of England to warrant her own banknote. Released in 2017, it looks like this:

I remember the controversy about the portrait, and how little it actually looks like the only (incomplete) drawing we have of Jane (which was said by those who knew her to not even resemble her all that well), but that's another matter. I'm most interested in the quote from Pride and Prejudice beneath it:

Let's put the quote in context. It is taken from chapter 11, and spoken by Caroline Bingley who is trying, unsuccessfully, to capture the attention of Mr Darcy.
Why did she pick up a book? Because Mr Darcy did:
'Darcy took up a book; Miss Bingley did the same'
How much enjoyment did she derive from the book? Not a great deal, apparently:
'Miss Bingley’s attention was quite as much engaged in watching Mr. Darcy’s progress through his book, as in reading her own; and she was perpetually either making some inquiry, or looking at his page. She could not win him, however, to any conversation; he merely answered her question, and read on.'
And now comes the actual passage from which the quote is taken, which tells us why Caroline chose that particular book:
'At length, quite exhausted by the attempt to be amused with her own book, which she had only chosen because it was the second volume of his, she gave a great yawn and said, “How pleasant it is to spend an evening in this way! I declare after all there is no enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of anything than of a book! When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not an excellent library."'
On the surface, such a quote—especially taken in isolation—would invariably lead you to believe that said character was an avid reader. However, the context demonstrates that Miss Bingley is far from a bookworm.
If you were left in any doubt, however, her next action surely confirms it:
'No one made any reply. She then yawned again, threw aside her book, and cast her eyes round the room in quest for some amusement'
As soon as Caroline realises that her quest to capture Mr Darcy's affection is futile, she throws her book away entirely; perhaps there are more enjoyable pursuits than reading, after all.
So, a quote deemed to have such importance as to be immortalised forever alongside Jane Austen on the currency of an entire nation (the design of which will likely be used for several decades) is so important in the context of the novel that it is... uh... *checks notes* ignored entirely. Right.
I mean, I don't necessarily understand why the quote had to be about reading but if it was, I could argue that a quote from Mr Darcy in chapter eight, about how extensive reading improves the mind could be far more sincere. Or why not one of the numerous lovely quotes from the novel? Obviously, an agenda was set and a quote needed to be found to match it.
Still, it is quite ironic indeed that reading actually opens your eyes to how ridiculous a choice of quote was made.
Anyway, what is my overarching point? Well, I think, largely due to its various adaptations, a majority of people believe they know the story of Pride and Prejudice. But shockingly few, despite it being consistently ranked as one of the most popular books, actually understand it on the level which it deserves to be.
This post was not intended to bash adaptations, it is absolutely fine to like them! But they are, by their very nature, going to differ from the book. That is inevitable. Yet, I think it's quite sad when people watch a film or series and believe they can possibly understand the story on the same level. Spoiler alert: you cannot. I know books are a luxury and reading is time-consuming, but Pride and Prejudice is out of copyright now. PDFs are abundant, as are audiobooks if you cannot sit and read!
Put some time and effort into understanding the novel. I promise not a single second of it will be wasted; you will gain a deeper admiration for Jane Austen's talent as an author, and you will fall in love anew with the many wonderful characters she so beautifully brought to life.
#jane austen#pride and prejudice#elizabeth bennet#mr darcy#caroline bingley#classic lit#classic literature#text#my analysis#i do also think that adaptations are not inherently 'good' or 'bad' in terms of helping you understand a novel#it is very much an individual skill issue and just bc you like a flawed adaptation DOES NOT mean you didn't understand the book#tastes differ and that's fine#we also have individual connections to things like 2005 will always mean a lot to me bc of who i first watched it with and when i did#but god nothing compares to the book NOTHING nothing i love it so much i want it tattooed all over me it is PERFECT#and i wish everyone could get that enjoyment sigh#and i also just wanted to rant about the banknote because i truly hate having one in my purse. like seeing a royal on one side is enough of#a jumpscare already thanks but then creepy yassified jane???? i'll just use contactless forever i guess#anyway i like making these longer form posts it scratches my brain in a nice way and i hope you enjoy them too <3
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species medley ft. gorgug and riz
#fantasy high#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#cw: body horror#tbh mostly for the goblin shark jaws lmao. the rest is like. fine I think#ngl drawing like snouts on a humanoid face is kinda awesome I enjoy it#it is kinda a little bit what I aimed for with how I drew riz at first but I pulled back on it#the elephant remix for gorgug I think actually feels a bit more like orc rather than half-orc#maybe the tusks wouldn't get the same lip closure in half-orcs. tho tbh saying that sharing human and orc heritages would result in#consistent physical traits across the board is already kind of a reach I think. I imagine there would be a Lot of variations#and well. at least in spyre we don't see non-human mixed heritages so far... Ive been in my dunmeshi brain lmao#getting to see ryoko kui's art of mixed humans (dunmeshi in-universe term not irl term) is like coming home. thank u ma'am#anyways uhhh I think. I will have refs for every class swap bad kid (at least the full like per-season sets)#fig I'll post separately and then riz and gorgug I'll just include in like a masterpost kinda thing I think#u already know tf is up with them babey!!! just expressing those designs again for convenience#its been really fun figuring these designs out! and necessary if I wanna draw riz bc its literally impossible to doodle him on his own lmao#hes with his friends a lot actually. theyre literally in each others pockets the whole time#anyways! now I sleep. tomorrow? chillin. waiting to watch new nsbu with friend again. see u!
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do you ever get hate? I'm a new dark content writer and got my first anon who obviously has conflicted views. I guess how do you cope with it? Do you just delete and move on? Figured I'd ask the best of the best this question 💙
i still get the occasional death threat from time to time, but it does kind of taper out as your blog grows and people realize they can not dissuade you from your sinful, hedonistic ways. my recommendation is always to delete it as soon as possible (out of sight out of mind etc.) unless it happens to be particularly funny or you have something funny to say in response. otherwise, it really isn't worth it. arguing with people on the internet is a frustrating and exhausting way to spend your time and we have better things to do (writing fucked up porn).
#i have noticed a recent strain of#((and this gets a little dark so warnings for sensitive content ahead))#hate anons relying more on the “”you're being disrespectful to SA survivors >:(“” thing than usual#which bothers me a lot#mostly because they always get so weird when it's pointed out that a lot of dark content writers /are/ trauma survivors too#and revert to that whole “”well it's fine if those people do it but no one else >:(“” thing#which is just#endlessly frustrating to me#you're essentially saying that people have to bare their entire soul on a public platform to write fanfiction#like bethany i don't KNOW you#and it's not your place to ask people if their lives have been sufficiently bad enough to earn your approval#but trying to say that to them would be kind of useless#and thus we stew in silence#maybe i'll use it as think piece fodder one day#so yeah anyway just delete them#sometimes the simplest solution is also the best#personal#anon ask
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that news just completely tanked my mood and now i'm literally just sitting here like this forcing myself to draw funny starfish. WB give me Porky and Daffy's adoption papers WB give me custody rights WB i will pay you.
#genuinely don't know the last time i've been this pissed#AND LIKE#i knew it was gonna be limited anyway#it's a miracle this exists at all#there will be a bluray#but god i'm so mad and upset like earth shatteringly so#i'll be fine but 💔 it was nice seeing everyone get a taste of my world for a change#have been told a lot of kind things and been loving hearing peoples reactions#and i just aughhhhhhhhhhh i selfishly dont want it to end#im so madddddddddd#IM SO MAD GUYS#it is pretty funny though sitting here at my desk needing to draw funny starfish and just brooding and angry crying while the TDTEBU#soundtrack loops in my headphones#i need to like stick my head in a freezer or something <????????????????????????????????????#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM SO MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ill be fine in like a half hour its fine its fine but oh man i just had to get this out#😍 fuck#i gota work on my own pig and duck stuff i gotta i gotta
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wanderer
(referenced from that one shot in the 3.3 interlude quest)
#genshin impact#wanderer#scaramouche#my posts#ser draws stuff#anyway this is way too late but!!! may all wanderer wanters be wanderer havers!!!#I originally wanted to finish this before I pulled for him with my friend last Fri but I didn't manage to rush it in the end 😓#good news is!!! I won the 50/50 so I still have funds for hutao if she comes out next patch in the chronicled wish banner#okay I swear though this guy is so convenient for exploration#I put him on a team with nahida faruzan and beidou they have zero synergy and no healing but it's fine I'll just make a lot of sweet madame#ALSO I only realized he's smiling at his glowing vision in one of his idles before realising he's being watched#and hiding his face with his hat#AND IT MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL OKAY#like that's essentially the symbol of his freedom and rebirth placed over where his heart should be#and it's his power and his power alone not something anyone else has control over#YOU KNOW#this guy istg
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Apparently I have been waitlisted for admission at one of the PhD programs I applied to?? Which isn't an acceptance yet, obviously, but it's not a rejection either, and also speaks to my application being pretty decent, actually.
It sounds like it's a matter of not being sure if there will be space in my specific area of focus, so we'll see what comes of it, but. Send good vibes, I guess!
#i am just glad that the vibe continues to be 'my application was fine actually; grad programs are just competitive'#because even if i don't get in this round knowing i have a decent application for resubmission is really good information to have#i am.... also not sure about the livability re: the stipend offered by this school vs cost of living in the area but. we'll see#if i get in i'll have numbers to crunch and if i don't i won't#but also. if i start asking a lot of questions about the vibes in a certain part of california..... give me a hand....
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You ever think about the time Riz got hate crimed on screen and we just moved past it
#I've said it before and I'll say it again d20 is a comedy show and that's fine we can't take everything seriously#but Jesus fuck. if it wasn't comedy then some of the shit in it would be viscerally emotionally devastating#and a lot of stuff already is it'd just be sm worse#riz gukgak#dimension 20#fantasy high#bite sized ramble#the bad kids
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so, canonically, the mythical figure achilles is important enough to bill that he remembers him and references him in witty banter.
what is the funniest possible reason for this? (i do not care about realism)
*as in that stuff in journal 3 where ford's like 'if icarus could see me now' after finding out about bill. i know these two myths are not related I have a degree in ancient mediterranean history. something to be said about ancient greek myths where the protagonist has a fatal flaw that brings about their downfall though. but it's probably not that deep.
#gravity falls#original post#gf#quiz#poll#bill cipher#weirdmageddon#achilles#as in he is mentioned#sorry madeline miller fans lol#if you wanna go off abt the ford/achilles parallels though im here for you#valuing your legacy after death over the life you're currently leading and the people who care about you?#the dearest part of your heart has to put on your clothes & pretend to be you to defeat the big bad bc of your mistakes and you lose him?#[no stancest or i'll kill all of you]#his sacrifice abruptly turns the tides of the battle but you just feel empty bc you took him for granted and now he's gone?#you get pissed off kind of easily and think you're hot shit but also live your life terrified of your own insignificance?#a god goes 'no dw you're gonna be fine' and you go 'ok!' despite large amounts of evidence to the contrary?#there's. a lot goin on.#sorry that deserves a separate post lol#tagpost#ford pines#stanford pines
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One of my cosplay traits - which extends to home decor - is to insert little details for whom I am the primary (if not only) audience, but nonetheless (I hope) inject a sense of authenticity into my projects, if not necessarily that of screen-accuracy.
And that is why an envelope of genuine business receipts from the 1940s recently arrived (Crow was very perplexed by the customs declaration), just so I could stuff one or two (which you can barely see in the back) into Siegfried's accounting system. 😅
Please take a look at the ones I did not use, some stellar ephemera here:







#ephemera#acgas 2020#i hope y'all aren't tired of my little niche by now#my weird house#i gave siegfried a receipt for tobacco lol#it feels complete now#not sure what I'll do with the rest but they are fun to look at#i love ephemera#the pound and shilling notes are replicas fyi#they need a little mussying up but are fine for now#stuff like this isn't very expensive it just took a bit of hunting to make sure the lot was from England and not the States#I don't write much fic but I do enjoy environmental and costume storytelling as my fandom contributions#that and sourcing stuff
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I love all the lullabies Baghera ever sang to Pomme, but this will always be my favorite one. :')
Tu vas nous manquer Pomme, notre Manzanita. 🍎💙
#Baghera Jones#Pomme#QSMP#Baghera#June 19 2023#I'll try and stagger-post all the lullabies she's sung over the next few days#I was watching this a few times just now to make sure that the clip upload was fine#and I very abruptly started tearing up unexpectedly#man... :(#I wish Pomme's admin the best but I'll miss them#and all the other admins who chose to step away from the project#I'm willing to wait for the restructuring and see where things go from there#but I do feel very bad for a lot of the French fans who've lost their favorite Egg#Yes patience is necessary but I think we need to have more empathy for the French fans
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"Possessive lover ML" recs keep letting me down
At no point should the words "If you don't want this, I'll leave you alone" leave his mouth.
#tw yandere#SORRY.#just read a book where he literally says that and I'm like -- she's your soulmate and you're a 200 year old vampire demon can you PLEASE#just grab her and run away#I'm unhinged as a romance reader#on the brink of Fine I'll Do It Myself#the problem is I don't want to read mafia/billionaire romances and a lot of paranormal stuff isn't to my taste#I love a damsel in distress; don't at me
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More sci-fi robot leaning style practice (plus an actual background) featuring @lynxfrost13's Hoopoe!
I really like how the lineart looks so its down there if ya want it.

#WHOO fun#i'm not sure if i like how the inner wires don't contrast as much as I'd like but oh well#oh lynx bet you were fooled when I said i wasn't plotting HAHA GET PLOTTED GET SCHEEEEMED#unironically this is just a silly practice but it looks good??????#I wanna draw another replika like this but I dunno who#very unlikely I'll draw liks this too much as fun as it is it takes forever and then some#I DO LOVE how the wires look just not the colors? Iunno it's so late its early i can't think#i had to read and reread hoprs lore 4 times it kills me every time#i think the lines are screwy here but if you don't look its fine#hoopoe#hoopoe signalis#signalis fanart#signalis oc#signalis#oh hey lynx if the style is not your jam lemme know I can take this down- I know this isnt the way most lean a lot of the time#my art
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