#I'd never leave my house

[vivienvalentino]

source: ahometomakeyousmile

[transgeoffrickly]

not to out myself as someone who used to sometimes listen to slam poetry on purpose but this has lived in my brain for like 8 years. fundamental work of like. the unsexy actually debilitating kind of mental illness. to me

[b-blushes]

thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3

[hecatesbroom]

Blanche's grandma's place is the only place she felt consistently loved in... no I'm fine. I'm fine

[baconpncakes]

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House’s Head / Wilson’s Heart - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

And if a double-decker bus crashes into us To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die And if a ten-ton truck kills the both of us To die by your side, well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine

[knaveofmogadore]

You ever wake up from a dream so fucked that you have to sit there for 10 minutes after waking to rewrite the ending so that you can move on with your day or are you normal

[sskk-manifesto]

Ep 5!!!

[the-acid-pear]

Did you know? Studies show 90% of abused children quit right before they become the perfect vessel for a child of what they believe their parents will actually love. KEEP DESTROYING WHO YOU ARE FOR A MEANINGLESS CAUSE!

[bywandandsword]

Found out today that squirrels have been nesting under my hood, which I wouldn't have realized at all if my neighbor hadn't looked over and pointed it out. And apparently this is just a Thing everyone in the neighborhood is dealing with and yet another animal I have to actively wage war against to live here. It took more than two hours to clean it all out even with my neighbor lending me his air compressor

Maine, I love you, but what the fuck

[icewindandboringhorror]

[immortalsins]

not to rant and vent and generally be annoying on main but to have it confirmed that my father wanted to take one cat whilst my mother took the other in the divorce ... reeling tbh

[slippery-minghus]

created another reparative experience for the pile today. these are getting so mundane now, in the best of ways.

i'm on vacation in the one place my family would ever take me to when i was a kid. it's a cozy beach town, and a vacation spot that i've reclaimed as my own. i don't know if i've actually been here more times as an adult than as a kid, but certainly more times as an adult that i actually remember.

and the thing is: this is a pretty chilly place.

i totally thought i came prepared. checked the forecast, packed a hoodie... but 65 on a sunny still day is different than 65 on a windy, misty beach.

as a kid, i would've been told to suck it up. or worse, would've had to lie that i wasn't uncomfortable so that my mother wouldn't force her jacket on me and then make it my problem that she was the cold one now... (and then incite my father's wrath at both of us for being... needy)

so. i bought myself a jacket.

yanno, like tourists do.

it's got an octopus on it and everything.

which is something my parents would have found absolutely unthinkable. you should've been more prepared, you should've worn your mother's jacket, you shouldn't waste your money, you shouldn't be so fucking weak

but here i am. with a cool jacket. that i bought because i committed the sin of not being fully prepared

[dracolizardlars]

Tomorrow mum is going into the office and I am going to be alone in the house with some guy who's installing a new door! I am extremely fucking stressed and hate this immensely!

Context: I already met him today. He's the retired father of one of my mum's coworkers. I have had absolutely no fear, ever, in my entire life, of being attacked by a man.

You know what I do have fear of?

Having to make small talk with and play hostess for people in my fucking house.

I am going to scream.

[deadrlngers]

can i ask everyone's opinion on smth? so that i can understand if i'm being a childish asshole or like just being a normal human being not wanting to do smth

basically next month there's the wedding of one of my cousins and my family was invited. my brother said he's not coming since the start while my parents will go and my mother wants specifically that i go with them. while i already don't really want to go to this wedding (bc i'm not really close to this part of the family and i don't want to spend time with one of my cousins that will be there as well bc i hate her lmao) i told my mom that i would suck it up and come IF someone stayed home with our dog. at first my brother said that he'd stay here with him but now he changed his mind so we would have to leave our dog to someone else for one day + i guess half of the next day bc we would have to move to a different city to attend the wedding.

my parents say i'm being irrational and there's nothing to worry about leaving our dog but while i know that, i just can't find the heart to leave him for smth like a wedding i don't want to go to and of a cousin i literally don't speak to since years (i don't even know the bride). my dog is nearly completely blind and is a senior dog now and i don't want to leave him for smth like this but my parents argue that next year i will be forced to leave him for a few days bc of my brother's graduation (since he studies in a different region we will have to move there) so they say it's dumb that i won't leave him now when i'll clearly do so next year but they don't get that while i'm 'forced' to attend my brother's graduation since he's, uh, my brother ofc, in this case it's smth absolutely avoidable but my mother cries out that 'she's never able to bring her kids to these family events' (italian families and their having to keep appearances..). also my dog hates the car and is always anxious when he has to travel with one which we would need to take him to the place we would have him stay and then take him back home. so i just want to know if i should stop bitching about this and go to this fucking wedding or they are the ones that are being too obsessed with forcing their adult child to come to a goddamn wedding of ppl i never see and never speak to

[petedavidsonscock]

THIS SCHOOL YEAR IS OVER IT'S OVER IT'S DEAD

[apollo-zero-one]

Singing employment paperwork be like "I, Legal Name I Don't Identify With, of not particularly sound mind nor especially able body, agree under coercion of society and so not exactly of my own volition, to give This Job all of my spoons and then some 5-7 days a week, in exchange for not enough money to move out of my parents house."