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ghostzzy · 3 months ago

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what really sucks is. i can feel my mood and my resilience returning bit by bit -- it's far from Good but it's DEFINITELY better than it was a few months ago -- but i can also feel The End Of The Year coming. which. is a bad time. every time.

#The End Of The Year starts around my birthday. (which is in two weeks. yikes.)#and every year it tears me down to studs. and takes months to recover.#i really really really want this year to be different. i hope it can be.#but btwn starting school and moving out. idk if it's realistic to expect anything more than Survival.#AGH. i shouldn't worry about this rn. it doesn't do any good to be worrying abt rn. but AUGHHH. you know.#I'M SCARED ALL THE TIME.#izzy.txt

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galaghiel · 1 year ago

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—Evan already forgave you. He loves you.

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#fnaf #michael afton #evan afton #fnaf 6 au #me doods #RAAAAA I'M DONE #for this part at least #gonna make a some more mini comics for this au but for different scenes #evan never held it against michael. but he was afraid of his brother for a long time #but fnaf 1 happened and he knows that the strange security guard is somehow his brother. he's seen how much michael has change #and for all that he's scared of michael he still loves him too #evan's just glad that he and lizzy can finally talk and be w michael #tho he's sad that it has reached this point for them

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teaboot · 8 days ago

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tranny freak :)

#Negativity #Transphobia #I don't know what to tell you buddy I'm not sure what your goal is here #I am genuinely so much happier like this #Figuring out that I'm a tranny freak has been the absolute best thing ever #All the loved ones who I've come out to have been so welcoming and supportive #I get to experiment with my appearance like I haven't done since my punk days in highschool #And I've always been a weirdo so freak isn't even hurtful that's been a point of pride for decades #What made you want to hurt a stranger buddy #What are you going through #Are you gonna read this and scoff cause I took a troll sincerely #Why are you so afraid of genuine connection #Why are you scared of people #Are you happy with your life right now #Do you like yourself #How much time do you spend doing this #Do you think the negativity might be getting to you #How much time do you spend feeling repulsed scornful and annoyed towards others that you gotta do something about it #I'm really sorry #I used to be a similar kinda angry and that shit taints everything #Idk man I just hope you can see the joy in things someday #There's so much cool and exciting stuff you can find when you start looking for happiness and good intentions #Kinda sad that you're missing out

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gray-warden · 8 months ago

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I just realized I never posted photos of this really pretty harvestman i came across a while back. Note the green pedipalps and the dark and light spots on its back.

#opiliones #arachnids #chelicerata #bugs #harvestman #bugblr #the light spots were a very light green iirc (it's been a while) but they just look white here #there's a photoset of a really cool harvestman going around and it reminded me of this one and i realized i never posted these pics #spider #(ik they arent spiders but i'm tagging it as that for blacklist purposes #bc i imagine that someone who's really scared of spiders probably doesnt care that actually opiliones are not spiders just close relatives)#i think its so cool how i didnt even know opiliones were a thing until a couple of years ago and now i see them all the time #turns out they're pretty common around here #(not that i never saw them before i mustve just assumed they were spiders)#theyre usually not as pretty as this one though #most of the ones i see are just black or dark brown #also i have a massive backlog of pictures ive never posted of bugs and other nature stuff #my stuff #my posts #outside tag #nature

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astorkes · 3 months ago

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she might've dyed it black but the pink is still showing💘

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lil-lemon-snails · 7 months ago

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decided to draw some of your guys' tags from my harlequin sun and moon post!!! These guys are so much fun and you're all so funny >w<

#there were so many i wanted to draw!!! I might have to go back and do a part two hehe #also too scared to spam everyone by tagging accounts but i need you guys to know i love you all sm!! sending u all so many little kisses!!!#fnaf #fnaf fan art #fnaf security breach #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf dca #dca fandom #dca au #fnaf sun moon #digital art #artist on tumblr #harlequin #clowns #answered asks #<- this doesn't really count but because i am drawing other people's tags i'm putting it here!#folks commenting on my art really motivate me to keep drawing ;w; you are all so insanely sweet and absolutely make my day every time!!! <3 #just over here crying akjsfhsf thank you all so mucchhhhhhh ;;w;;

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claraoswalds · 6 months ago

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#mrs flood who are you: time lord edition

#dwedit #doctor who #mrs flood #fifteenth doctor #the master #jacobi!master #tenth doctor #jack harkness #martha jones #twelfth doctor #ninth doctor #*#okay here is my argument: mrs flood IS a time lord but her presence here has nothing to do with the doctor #instead she's here because of ruby. she's seemingly part of/related to the pantheon of discord & we know that ruby is connected to them too #so i think that she was deliberately placed as ruby's neighbor by the pantheon/oldest one/ruby's mom/? in order to watch over her #it also explains why she was there to check on ruby in 1.04. once she realizes she's on the phone w carla she says 'nothing to do with me'#and she leaves. which implies that it COULD have had something to do with her. if it had been something else going on #ANYWAY. to get to the time lordness of it all. rn i personally believe that she's a time lord that's been hiding on earth for 50+ years #bc i don't think she recognized the police box as a tardis initially. that first quote should be taken at face value.#instead picture this: she's watching over ruby as per usual. a police box is there - weird but nbd. then it dematerializes in front of her.#she drops her groceries. she's shocked. she kinda looks scared. if she already knew it was a tardis why would she react like that?#so imo she knows OF tardises. she DIDN'T know the police box was one. and she's worried the time lords have found her hence the fear.#but when nothing happens and nobody comes at her she realizes she's still safe #later when she sees the doctor she realizes the tardis is his/he must be a time lord. he doesn't identify her but that's happened before #so then when she asks him who he is i think what she's actually asking for is his title. WHICH time lord are you.#bc lbr if she knows abt tardises then she knows about time lords and if she knows abt time lords she knows what it means for ruby #to be joining him - and that's why she wishes ruby good luck. meanwhile this is clearly the outcome she WANTS (them to be together)#bc she gets visibly upset when the doctor seems to decide to leave without ruby.#and for once i'm not master clowning bc the list of names the doctor gives out is VERY interesting. some of them we've never heard before:#the bishop; the conquistador; later he adds the pedant and sagi-shi and reiterates the bishop AGAIN. so i wonder if she's the bishop.....

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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The whole "breasts shouldn't be politicized because the primary purpose of breasts is to feed babies!" can be a fine jumping-off point, but I really wish people thought deeper than that when we talk about the ways in which bodies are politicized and restricted.

Like, why's it that when we talk about breasts, they must have some Higher Purpose? It's true that breasts aren't inherently sexual, but they aren't valuable solely because they can potentially feed a baby. A human body doesn't have to serve a Higher Purpose in order for it to not be legislated against or policed, and I just wish people would remember it isn't always about babies, about other people, about anything else other than the people who have that body.

#feminism #dysphoria tw #your body doesn't need to have an Intrinsic Worthwhile Purpose so that you can live without fear #and it is fine if people say this to criticize the way breasts are overly sexualized and fetishized or what have you...#...but i encourage people to not see this as an end-all-be-all argument #because this opens discussions about how we politicize bodies and how we interpret them #i see overlap between this and the way trans bodies are politicized and policed honestly #and i guess personally i'm just so tired of the idea that to be safe your body Must Have A Good Reason To Be #and i fear this may reinforce the idea that we Must Serve Purposes and Be Useful and Used #ask to tag (genuine)#and what would this say for childless people? or people who cannot bear children? if they have breasts are they 'useless bodies'#because i have seen the ways some people's bodies are treated when they do not 'work PROPERLY' and that scares me #it scares me to potentially start treating people with different bodies as Defective and Unworthy and Unproductive #and i don't always trust when people latch onto purpose-driven arguments for human bodies that it stops at that y'know #have seen some discussion amd whatnot so 👍#is it now time to clock put and be a silly goose yet?

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 7 months ago

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ISAT & Dungeon Meshi swap!

#in stars and time #ISAT #Siffrin #Loop #Dungeon Meshi #Thistle #Mithrun #This is incredibly self indulgent art but I've been doing commissions for other people - I can have this treat.#Two series that have me in a death grip right now and boy did the realization of the parallels between these characters hit hard.#Siffrin and Thistle are the “Forgot what it was all for” duo. The “I'm scared to let it go (it must be let go)” duo.#Loop and Mithrun are [REDACTED] [GO CHECK OUT THESE SERIES SPOILER FREE]#God I have so much to say about the Loop and Mithrun parallels. I won't here because I refuse to spoil people on ISAT.#What I *will* say is that both these characters had a similar curve in my interest in them.#Which is “I was ambivalent until the near end - where they then shot up to become some of my favourite characters ever.”#We love characters with an incredible arc that reframes them so intensely that you the reader will never be the same after.#Anyways! (rotates both these crossovers in my head at a rapid orbit and gazes at them fondly).#This is my sandbox and I get to eat the sand!!!#I've got some MDZS/ISAT swap content coming soon as well. My sand eating knows no limits apparently.

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thunderstar-supernova · 1 month ago

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surprisingly i drew him a Second time, used isabeau for values practice bc i love him (i'm still afraid of fanart)

#isabeau #isat #in stars and time #in stars and time isabeau #isat isabeau #isat fanart #in stars and time fanart #i'm so scared at all times xoxo #he was a good warm up tho i keep itching to draw more isat #look at my art boy

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rubydubydoo122 · 9 months ago

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Robin!Jason, Dying: Honestly, this isn't even the most traumatic thing that has happened to me.

The Joker: Excuse me? this is so traumatic. I'm about to blow you up.

Robin!Jason: I was homeless at 9, a pasty man with a crowbar isn't really that scary compared to the streets of crime alley

#jason todd #batman #batfam #dc comics #red hood #because lets be so fr #in the grand scheme of things #jason probably thinks his death was just annoyingh #it probably ranks number 7 on his list of traumatic events #I'm not minimizing his death #im just enhancing his other life experiences #he probably was really close to being murdered all the time on the streets #and was probably also almost trafficked #he found his mom dead #he's probably hates the cold more than he hates the Joker if we're being so fr #he probably is more scared of going hungry than he is of the Joker

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deoidesign · 4 months ago

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"what do hands mean about a character?"

Their hands mean they love eachother

(webcomic)

#i almost wrote 'source' instead of 'webcomic'#that's a little twitter brain rot right there ngl #it's so bad on twitter rn yall like #straight up isn't showing my posts to my followers anymore #and art in general does. so much worse when it's actually the artist posting them #like provably art performs better when the artist pretends they stole it...#so so so glad I'm still on tumblr LMFAO #every time i use twitter i take psychic damage #'ohhhh why do you still use it' everyone is asking me this #my job. is to post art #kinda gotta post #I mean. ok that's not my job #you know this and I know this #but it's an important part of my career #its gonna be my job after i leave webtoon tho #god i hope that works #im so scared #LMAOOOO #anyways. these hands look good as hell #i think all the hands i draw look good #caus i love hands #but i loooove drawing hand holding...#the amount you can say with how a hand touches another.#im gonna be thriving with wwl #cause they have to hold hands or hell die #pump it into my veins #ok i can tell my bf js getting annoyed ive had my phone on for 3 hours in bed by #time and time again #adam and Steve #webtoon originals

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ghostyyboii · 29 days ago

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Uhhh hi five pvp civ fans sorry I was being cringe

#I'm lowkey scared to post my art #Like I post all the time on other platforms but tumblr?#I haven't posted my own art since January eugh #Honestly wouldn't post this if my sister didn't tell me to #I put so much thought into some things that just got covered up #I'm gonna make a video explaining it #pvp civilization #pvp civ spoilers #evbo #mcyt #pvp evbo #fanart #my art #digital art #art #artists on tumblr #evbo fanart

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somegrumpynerd · 3 months ago

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Random hcs that have been on my mind for the past couple days: now in doodle format!

Text for each drawing written out under the cut in case it's not clear or anyone wants to translate it!

(1) <- Somehow soft?? <-Sometimes makes a comforting hum/rumble <-Holding for support

(2) <-Walks so quietly everywhere he goes <-Is about to meet god

(3) <-Can't see well in the dark (no eyelights) <-Can't help himself

(4) <-Thinks Color will turn Killer against him and convince him to run away

(5) <-Thinks Nightmare is using them all for the negativity and has brainwashed Killer into liking it

(6) <-Thinks if he runs and jumps at Cross as fast as he can Cross will lift him and it'll look so cool

#UTDR #UTMV #My Art #Horror Sans #Nightmare Sans #Color Sans #Killer Sans #These are all kinda random but at least I got something drawn today!!#I do really love the hc of Horror having that slasher movement about him #Because I have it too and I wanna share it with him #I can't stop scaring the people around me by entering rooms or walking up to them and I think he should have that too #It's almost always unintentional and scares him too when they suddenly yell #But sometimes... sometimes it's for funsies #Killer refuses to use a light of any kind even when he can't see so he's kind of asking for it #Also this is the short version of how I think Color and Nightmare are in a dadmare situation #They still have beef but it's like. they're both paranoid #They both think the other is gonna convince Killer to never see them again but it never happens #Maybe it gets resolved in some way but that's for another post #Also HorrorDust cuddles #Because that's the kind of nap I wanted to have earlier so I'm living vicariously through Dust #Also my first time trying to draw XChara! I hope I did okay!!#Trying to incorporate them into things slowly for Wick #Anyway I need to consider sleep goodnight gang!! :D

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my-name-is-apollo · 3 months ago

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I find it funny that for 2+ years Hades game fans speculated why Apollo wasn't in the game and the most popular theory was that he didn't want any drama with Achilles (some even saying that he'd be scared of Achilles) but turns out that he just. didn't give a fuck about Hades' family.

#Hades 2 #I never understood people who thought Apollo would be afraid of Achilles #like?? what is there to be afraid of lmaooo #Apollo would kill Achilles for the second time in a heart beat if given the chance #Also ik Supergiant has taken liberties that i don't like or agree with #but god the Hestia characterisation 🤌#like yes #out with the all time nice and sweet aunty hestia bestia #she's mean and a petty hater but with a caring side and I love it #also I was kinda getting scared that they'd make Apollo too nice and sweet #but no lol #that haughty nature is still there <3 #I'm a bit worried of how they'll handle Artemis - Apollo though #it hasn't been very assuring so far ajdkdk #mine

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galactaknightyaoi · 4 months ago

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I absolutely adore the HC that these two are family...

#kirby #meta knight #galacta knight #and not really but #galactadad #they are brothers here BUT i figured it was vague enough #that we could all enjoy it #first post post art fight #i'm pretty scared still but eeeh maybe it'll be okay!!#i thought the biter and the bited would be the perfect thing to post #since i draw them All the time #so it sets some expectations. i think. i really don't know #my art #galactabro

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